Chapter 84 – GOY 84
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“Hyung, you never use the card I gave you.”
“Huh?”
“I’ve been waiting to see when you’d use it.”
“…….”
“Are you doing some other work behind my back?”
His tone was certainly soft, but Read on Read BL Novelsfor some reason, it felt chilling. Feeling a cold wave [unauthorized copy]of pressure wash over me, I hurriedly shook my head.
“N-no! I just had some money saved up from before.”
“Still, you should be running low by now.”
He knows my financial situation too. I thought he didn’t care since he hadn’t said anything until now, but was he actually waiting for me to run out of money…?
“Or are you just looking for an opportunity to give back what I gave you?”
“…….”
That was the correct answer.
I was so surprised that I forgot I needed to make an excuse and just stared at Joo Seung-hyuk. He murmured in a low voice.
“I wonder when he’ll give up.”
“What?”
“It’s time. Let’s go in.”
His lips curved into a smile. However, his eyes weren’t smiling at all.
I was bothered by what Joo Seung-hyuk had said, but for now, I focused on the movie.
Since Joo Seung-hyuk had booked it, I expected it to be an action movie, a thriller, or perhaps an art film. But unexpectedly, it was a romance.
The movie began with a proposal scene between an old Alpha and Beta couple. After that, it showed the minor conflicts they faced while preparing for their wedding.
The thought briefly crossed my mind that Joo Seung-hyuk was pressuring me to marry even here, but the movie itself was decent.
However, the plot suddenly [Read on Read BL Novels]took a strange turn after the [Read on Read BL Novels]male lead saved an Omega [unauthorized copy]woman who had almost been in a car accident.
The male lead and the Omega woman feel that they are destined partners. And they begin to fall in love rapidly.
Eventually, the male lead, an Alpha, goes as far as lying to his Beta lover to enjoy dates with the Omega woman.
‘Destined partners my ass! That’s just cheating!’
I don’t know why romance movies love destined partners or bonding so much. It’s basically like an urban legend that isn’t even certain to exist in reality.
Betas are so pitiful they can’t even date properly….
As I grumbled inwardly, a scene appeared where the male lead released pheromones, expressing his desire to be intimate with his lover. However, the Beta lover didn’t notice his pheromones at all, and the male lead, feeling disappointed, went back to the Omega.
‘You piece of trash. What a joke.’
Didn’t he know Betas can’t feel pheromones? Why are you disappointed after cheating!
But I suppose that’s the reality….
Even if Joo Seung-hyuk falls for Kim Joon in the second semester as per the original story, or meets another Omega, there’s nothing I can do.
Only Joo Seung-hyuk can decide the beginning and the end. I have no choice at all.
If he says goodbye, I have no choice but to accept it. Even if I’m hit with a sudden breakup notice, I probably wouldn’t be able to say a word because I’m too scared of the obsessive madman.
A surge of irritation rose up, and I tried to grab a handful of popcorn. But Joo Seung-hyuk grabbed my hand.
‘Huh? I can’t eat popcorn like this….’
But what could I do? If Joo Seung-hyuk wants to hold my hand, he has to hold it.
I left my left hand to Joo Seung-hyuk and tried to grab [visit our site]popcorn with Read on Read BL Novelsmy right hand. [unauthorized copy]But that hand was caught too.
Did he actually hate caramel popcorn? To the point where he couldn’t even tolerate someone else eating it? Did I order it without thinking?
As I blinked in confusion, Joo Seung-hyuk’s face drew closer. And our lips overlapped.
After the movie ended, we went to a nearby restaurant.
“Was it interesting?”
“Yeah.”
“How was the movie?”
To be honest, I couldn’t watch it properly because my mind went blank after Joo Seung-hyuk kissed me. But I could clearly see the final scene.
In the end, the male lead couldn’t decide on one person even up until the wedding. The wedding march played, and the male lead entered the hall with his Beta lover. However, the moment he was asked if he would swear eternal love, his head was filled with the Omega.
Eventually, wearing his tuxedo, he ran toward his destined person, and the movie ended with the Alpha and Omega kissing.
Is this a happy ending? Since he found his destined love, it seems like a happy ending, but I felt strangely uneasy.
It was also annoying how, at the end of the movie, they suddenly turned the hardworking and competent Beta lover into a villain to justify the trashy male lead.
It’s just like Lee Yeon-soo. A villain created just to show how kind and wonderful the protagonist is….
In the relationship between Joo Seung-hyuk and me, I am absolutely the subordinate. There is nothing I can do of my own will. Everything is destined to move according to Joo Seung-hyuk’s wishes.
Even if it were the wedding day, if Joo Seung-hyuk left, I’d have no choice but to let him go.
No, what am I thinking! It’s not that I ‘have no choice but to let him go,’ but if an obsessive yandere asks to break up, I should welcome it with open arms!
Maybe because the movie’s plot was so terrible, I started having strange thoughts.
‘My goal is to escape the obsessive yandere’s embrace and live peacefully. Don’t forget that, Lee Yeon-soo.’
“I just…. Seung-hyuk-ah, what did you think?”
“I couldn’t see it because I was looking at Hyung’s face.”
He smiled gently, his eyes curving into crescents. You didn’t just look at my face…. You kissed me and did other things too.
“Haha. But you know the plot, right?”
“Roughly.”
“Just hypothetically, if you met your destined partner right before your wedding like in the movie, how would you feel?”
“That wouldn’t happen.”
“Just hypothetically.”
“Hypotheticals aren’t necessary. Because I only have Lee Yeon-soo.”
Right, that’s exactly what they say before the person they actually want appears. That indecisive, rude Alpha male lead in the movie was like that at first too.
“Then, hypothetically.”
“Yes.”
“What would you do if I started liking someone else?”
“Is there such a bastard?”
Joo Seung-hyuk’s gaze suddenly turned cold. Fearing he might misunderstand, I hurriedly waved my hands.
“N-no! It’s not like that. Just hypothetically. Really, hypothetically, if I fell for someone else, what would you do?”
“I don’t mind.”
He spoke surprisingly coolly.
“Really?”
“Yes. Because if such a person exists, I’ll just kill them.”
“…….”
“And if Hyung says he likes someone else again, I’ll kill them, and kill them again. Once I’ve killed everyone and only the two of us are left in the world, you’ll choose me.”
“…….”
“Right?”
“…….”
Joo Seung-hyuk asked refreshingly while holding my hand. He looked so clear that he seemed like he’d burst with fruit juice.
Nothing has changed from the beginning….
“Is there really another bastard?”
When I couldn’t answer, his gaze turned cold again. I hurriedly shook my head.
“No! I was just talking about the movie. Who else would I have besides you?”
“Then do you think of me every day?”
“Huh?”
“I only think of Hyung every day, so I’m asking if Hyung thinks of me too.”
“Yeah. Of course.”
I nodded quickly.
“As soon as you wake up?”
“Yeah.”
“Even when you’re studying.”
“Yeah.”
I answered easily. It wasn’t a lie; I think of Joo Seung-hyuk 24 hours a day.
Even when I’m spacing out for a moment, my head ends up filled with him.
The reason I think of him is, well, that’s because….
Ah, right! It’s because I want to escape the obsessive madman. Yes, that’s why I keep thinking of Joo Seung-hyuk!
“Then… did you think of me when you were doing it?”
“Pffft!”
The moment Joo Seung-hyuk whispered in my ear, I spat out the water I was drinking.
“What?”
I hadn’t misheard it due to being lost in thought. I hurriedly looked around. We aren’t even in a private place, yet he says such embarrassing things!
“Seung-hyuk-ah….”
“Why is your face getting so red? You didn’t do it when you were alone?”
“I didn’t…!”
I shook my head violently.
“Really? You haven’t done it once since you met me?”
The corners of his mouth curled mischievously.
“T-that’s not it, but….”
“Who were you thinking of then?”
“…Y-you. I thought of you.”
“Really?”
Since my embarrassment had reached its peak, I couldn’t even answer and just nodded.
“You only thought of me?”
I nodded vigorously once again.
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“If there’s any other bastard who came to mind, tell me now.”
“Why?”
Is he going to let it slide just this once?
“So I can kill them now.”
A chill ran down my spine. If it’s Joo Seung-hyuk, he’s likely 100% sincere.
“There isn’t! It’s only you!”
I wasn’t hiding anything; it really was only Joo Seung-hyuk.
Even combining this life and my previous life, the only person I’ve ever been intimate with was Joo Seung-hyuk. Now that I think about it, my life is quite miserable….
“I think it’s a happy thing that we are each other’s first love. Don’t you think so, Hyung?”
“Yeah. I guess so….”
I know you’re not a first-timer even if I am! I couldn’t say it and just pouted, but Joo Seung-hyuk caressed my face.
“Why are you so red.”
It’s because of you! Because you said embarrassing things! You obsessive madman!
“Because I’m shy….”
Contrary to my inner thoughts, my tone was very polite. Joo Seung-hyuk rubbed my cheek and then touched the corners of my eyes.
“Even your eyes are turning red. You’re cute when you’re shrinking back, but don’t cry. [visit our site]It’s scary when Hyung cries.”
“Scary…?”
“Sleep over at my place today.”
He gave an order instead of an answer.
“Ah, that is….”
“Why?”
I don’t want to go anywhere else, but especially not to Joo Seung-hyuk’s house. The risk factors there are too high. Moreover, the handcuffs, whips, and other such items he bought from the auction are probably still there. (Perhaps the ‘cozy trash can collection’ has grown in the meantime….)
“Um, I have to go back early today. According to the dormitory rules, I shouldn’t stay out too often. I’m already on the verge of exceeding the limit for this month.”
“Is that so?”
Of course, such rules existed, but they were currently meaningless. While other ranks might be different, the dormitory rules weren’t strictly applied to S-Class or A-Class students. However, I quickly nodded.
“Yeah.”
“I see. Hyung is someone who really likes rules, so it can’t be helped.”
Joo Seung-hyuk slowly rubbed the corners of my eyes once more.
“I’m looking forward to the break.”
“…….”
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