Chapter 36 – GOY 36
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“Blackmail? It’s not like that.”
I hurriedly waved my hands.
“Do you know how much I like Seung-hyeok?”
The moment the words left my mouth, I regretted it.
I didn’t want the main seme and main uke to fight over me, nor did I want anyone to die in the process.
That being said, I had absolutely no intention of confessing my love visit our sitefor the main seme in front of the main uke. Moreover, this was already the second time.
But the milk had already been spilled. For now, let’s just focus on saving a life.
I waved my hand urgently.
“Joon, I’ll see you next time.”
“Seonbae, are you okay?”
Don’t ask and just go! Can’t you see Joo Seung-hyuk’s bloodlust?
Kim Joon has a kind and upright nature, but he lacks intuition. In the original story, he repeatedly did things that Joo Seung-hyuk hated, which eventually led to his own confinement.
There were many scenes where I wondered, ‘Is this guy doing this on purpose just to be locked up?’, but I guess it was just his natural personality.
There’s a reason the keywords ‘frustrating uke’ and ‘clueless stolen contentuke’ are attached to him.
“Of course I’m okay. Our Seung-hyeok is so thoughtful…”
Thoughtful, my foot. Because Kim Joon refused to leave, I ended up adding another entry to my dark history.
“I understand. Please contact me if anything happens.”
Don’t even say that! You frustrating uke!
It sounds cold, but even if I were in danger because of Joo Seung-hyuk, I would ask the Center or another High-rank Esper for help; I would never call Kim Joon, a Guide.
Of course, he said it out of goodwill, but it’s of no help to me. His consideration only puts me in an awkward position.
“That won’t happen. Seung-hyeok is so ki, ki, ki—kind.”
No matter how much I had to lie to survive, my tongue froze and I automatically started stolen contentbuffering at [unauthorized copy]the thought [Read on Read BL Novels]of calling Joo Seung-hyuk ‘kind’ for the sake of my conscience.
“Alright. I’ll see you tomorrow then, Seonbae.”
“Yeah. See you tomorrow.”
I finally succeeded in sending Kim Joon away.
But this wasn’t the end. After the ‘clueless uke,’ I still had to deal with the ‘obsessive yandere.’
“Hyung, do you like me?”
Before I could even catch my breath, the obsessive yandere’s voice pierced through.
“Uh-huh.”
“Then why do I feel like shit? It sounds like Lee [unauthorized copy]Yeon-soo just [visit our site]made it up to help that bastard.”
One side was a problem because he lacked intuition, and the other was a problem because he was too sharp.
“…That can’t be true.”
“Do you really like me, Lee Yeon-soo?”
“Yes.”
I nodded urgently. Just then, the voice of Professor Jeon, the head of the Esper department, echoed through the school speakers.
“Ah, ah, mic test, mic test. S-Class Esper Joo Seung-hyuk, please come to Examination Room 1 immediately. I repeat. S-Class Esper Joo Seung-hyuk, please come to Examination Room 1. Everyone is waiting.”
Examination Room 1 was where 1-on-1 matching rates were tested. They were likely planning to test him with another Guide to see if Joo Seung-hyuk’s Guiding Rejection Reaction had recovered.
Thank god. A way out had finally [visit our site]appeared. unauthorized copyHowever, Joo Seung-hyuk didn’t budge and continued to look down at me.
“Can you speak into the broadcast?”
“Yes.”
It was a baffling request, but I nodded immediately.
The look in Joo Seung-hyuk’s eyes was ominous. If it were him, he might lock me up right now or do something fitting for a 19+ hard angst novel right here on the spot.
Since he might do something like that—the kind of thing that only happens in 19+ novels—right in the middle of campus, speaking into a broadcast was a piece of cake. Even if we broke up later, it would just be one more addition to my dark history.
“Really?”
“Yeah. Should I go and say it right now? Where is the broadcasting room?”
Just as I was about to run off, Joo Seung-hyuk grabbed my arm.
“Forget it.”
“Huh?”
“The thoughtful and kind me will endure it.”
Joo Seung-hyuk caressed my face. However, his expression hadn’t softened. He didn’t look as furiously angry as when he first appeared, but his coldly sunken eyes felt even more terrifying.
It’s probably because I lied for Kim Joon….
“I can’t let my guard down. I blocked the Esper bastards, and now I have to monitor the Guides too.”
Blocked? Blocked what? Did he really do something to the matching rate? The question that had been lingering since the matching rate test surged again, but I didn’t have the courage to ask.
“Y-you don’t need to do that. I only have you.”
Joo Seung-hyuk stared down at me without answering. Reading his mood, I gave him a kiss on the cheek.
“…I, I really only have you.”
“Feels like shit….”
At that moment, Joo Seung-hyuk’s eyes turned ice-cold.
What do I do? I thought he would like it if I kissed him, but it had the opposite effect. In trying to save Kim Joon, I’m the one who’s about to die.
I lowered my head and put my hand in my jacket pocket. Today might be the day I actually have to press the button on the self-defense tool the Center gave me.
In that instant, my waist was pulled, and my body swayed.
“What’s with the cheek? You should at least do it on the lips. Right?”
“Ah, yes….”
…So that was the problem. I simply cannot understand the thought process of an Obsessive Madman.
I quickly grabbed Joo Seung-hyuk’s shoulders and kissed his lips. Then, I lightly licked his lips.
Since he seemed especially angry today, I tried doing it the way Joo Seung-hyuk usually did. But the moment I licked his lips, I felt embarrassed and quickly pulled my body back.
“…What are you doing?”
“Kissing.”
“Is that it?”
“Huh? Yeah….”
“You’re fucking terrible at this.”
“…Sorry. I’ll practice.”
Even I thought I was really bad at it. As I lowered my head because I had nothing to say, that cold voice pierced through again.
“Practice? With whom?”
“With you.”
The moment I answered, Joo Seung-hyuk’s lips crashed into mine. I was flustered by the sudden, dense contact, but I held onto his shoulders tightly and accepted the kiss.
As our lips parted slightly, Joo Seung-hyuk whispered in a low voice.
“I’ll teach you, so only use it on me.”
“Yes.”
As I opened my lips to answer, a soft piece of flesh slid inside.
It was a slow kiss, as if he were truly trying to educate me. Should I try to remember this?
As I tried to remember every single movement, a dull heat rose from below.
I was flustered by the hot sensation I felt even though I wasn’t performing Guiding.
Why is this happening? I checked to see if I had accidentally performed Guiding, but my mana was completely blocked.
The thought that it was strange was buried and disappeared within the hazy heat.
“Ugh, nnh. Ha….”
Just as hot breaths were bursting through the small gaps, our lips parted.
“Haah….”
Perhaps because of the heat, I was out of breath. I gasped for the air I had been holding and looked at Joo Seung-hyuk. Joo Seung-hyuk looked at me too. In that moment, his eyes widened. Why?
But my brain wasn’t functioning well enough to grasp the thought structure of an Obsessive Madman.
“Seung-hyuk-ah, I—I’m hot. I think I have a, haah, a fever.”
“Don’t speak.”
Suddenly, everything went dark.
Joo Seung-hyuk had covered my face with his clothes.
“S-Seung-hyuk-ah?”
Why is he suddenly doing this? Is he covering my face to kidnap me?
“It’s not an excuse, nnh, I really have a cold….”
“Lee Yeon-soo, shh.”
Joo Seung-hyuk scooped me up in his arms. Then, he walked away with long, brisk strides.
“Joo Seung-hyuk! I told you to come to Examination Room 1 right now! Joo Seung-hyuk!!”
“No, what’s going on? Is student Yeon-soo sick again?”
Professor Jeon’s shouting and the janitor’s worried voice [Read on Read BL Novels]buzzed in my ears simultaneously.
Is it the dormitory? I’m just glad he’s not dragging me somewhere strange.
As I felt relieved, the tension eased and the heat returned.
“Haah, haah…. Seung-hyuk-ah, I can’t breathe.”
I didn’t know if it was because of the fever or the clothes, but I felt stifled and breathless.
But Joo Seung-hyuk ignored me. My body continued to sway as he moved. After walking for a while, Joo Seung-hyuk set me down somewhere. Then, my dark field of vision brightened again.
The sudden light was blinding. I blinked slowly. Then, a familiar space came into view.
This was on the bed in my room.
“Seung-hyuk-ah, why? Why did you cover me? Haah, I—I couldn’t breathe….”
He did all that just to get to my room?
Suddenly, a wave of sorrow washed over me. I know it’s forbidden to dare criticize the actions of an Obsessive Madman, but I couldn’t stand it. Perhaps because of the fever, my reason seemed paralyzed.
“You couldn’t breathe?”
“Yes. And it’s hot.”
“I’m sorry. You were too erotic and pretty, Lee Yeon-soo, that I couldn’t let other bastards see you.”
Crazy bastard. Joo Seung-hyuk is probably the only person who thinks of me that way. How did I end up caught by such a lunatic?
Even while running a fever, I found it absurd and felt miserable.
“That’s not it….”
As I shook my head, Joo Seung-hyuk rubbed my lips.
“It is.”
“No, it’s not.”
I shouldn’t talk back to an Obsessive Madman…. I didn’t want to provoke him, but my mouth kept moving on its own.
My reason was paralyzed as if I were drunk.
“Sorry….”
“Why are you apologizing?”
“Because I’m always sick. But this time it’s for real.”
“And before, it was just faking it?”
“…….”
After being discharged from the hospital, I had frequently claimed to be sick to escape the obsessive yandere’s fixation. When I shut my mouth out of guilt, Joo Seung-hyuk chuckled and made me lie down with my head on his thigh. It felt good because it was firm.
I touched the pillow—no, his thigh—before pushing myself up.
“What is it?”
“I have to take cold medicine. Seung-hyuk-ah, thanks for bringing me back, but you should go now. You shouldn’t catch a cold….”
Just then, a warm temperature touched my lips.
“Catch a cold—!”
Startled, I tried to push him away, but our lips overlapped again. Since I had a cold, I had to stop him. But no strength entered my body.
Joo Seung-hyuk unbuttoned my clothes one by one. The thought that I should stop him came back, but this time too, I couldn’t.
The hot heat transformed into a hazy pleasure.
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