65 – Anger Once Again

Chapter 65: Anger Once More

The sudden, unplanned sex had finally come to an end.

Xie Qingcheng was completely drained, having been severely tormented. In contrast, He Yu, who had been genuinely starving, felt satisfied after finishing. Even after helping Xie Qingcheng dress, he clung to him, wriggling. They kissed for a long while, nearly igniting the fire once again.

Fortunately, a phone call came at the perfect moment. It was a call looking for He Yu, informing him that the screening had ended and the award ceremony was about to begin. Had the school not called, he undoubtedly would have started things up one more time.

“Hyung, where did you go that it took you this long to get back?”

Once the sex ended, Xie Qingcheng trembled from the pain. That indescribable dull ache he had felt ten days ago was once again deeply carved into his body like a brand.

However, what was more distressing than before was the slippery sensation remaining on his body. Last time, they had at least used a condom, so there was no discomfort other than the pain after the sex ended.

But now, every time he took a step, that feeling made his face turn pale.

As he quietly sat down next to Chen Man, Chen Man let out a sigh of relief.

“It’s already been nearly an hour. I was debating whether I should go look for you.”

Xie Qingcheng’s body stiffened in the chair. He straightened his back and sat upright. He couldn’t let Chen Man notice his current physical state.

He didn’t want to say a word right now. His mental state was on the verge of collapsing after the excessive, reckless sex that had just taken place.

“It’s fine,” Xie Qingcheng added in a stiff voice after a pause. “Just focus on watching the drama.”

Nodding, Chen Man’s gaze paused on Xie Qingcheng’s collar, and he reached out his hand.

“What are you doing!”

Like a startled cat fearing a cucumber, even though visit our sitehe didn’t believe He Yu’s claim that Chen Man was gay, he instinctively stolen contentgrabbed Chen Man’s wrist. [unauthorized copy]Startled by the terrifying strength, Chen Man jumped.

“Hyung… there, there was a hair stuck to your neck.”

“….”

At those words, Xie Qingcheng lowered his head and picked up the hair. Seeing that it was slightly longer than his own, it was obvious whose hair it was.

Barely suppressing the urge for his fingers to tremble with rage, he threw the hair away with a cold expression.

“Lend me some wet wipes if you have any.”

Chen Man pulled out the wet wipes he happened to have and handed them over.

Xie Qingcheng wiped each of his fingers meticulously, as if a rotting virus were clinging to his entire body. Then, suppressing the nausea and disgust, he tossed the used wipe aside and closed his eyes.

The drama had already reached its end. [unauthorized copy]Not even five minutes after Xie Qingcheng returned from [Read on Read BL Novels]backstage, the ending credits rolled.

The screening was over, but it wasn’t yet time to leave.

Huzhou University released grade evaluations from the mid-to-late semester, and usually, when there was a large performance, a comprehensive awards ceremony was held at the end. Today, in addition to the campus film production award, the new student council president list, the scholarship list, and the top ten academic achievers were scheduled to be announced all at once.

Of course, the students receiving awards had already been contacted by their professors.

“The members of the new Student Council Public Relations Committee are…”

The students whose names were called went up to the stage one by one to receive their awards.

“The new male representative student council president is selected as student He Yu from the Department of Directing, College of Arts, Class 1001. Student He Yu, please come to the stage to receive your appointment letter.”

“….”

The beast who had pounced on him in the dressing room just moments ago had changed into the student uniform backstage as requested stolen contentby the school. Xie Qingcheng watched blankly as He Yu, wearing a white visit our siteshirt and casual dress pants, walked elegantly onto the stage to shake hands with the principal.

The female students and some of the male students sitting below the stage slapped their own cheeks hard, desperately craning their necks to take in the jade-like face of Young Master He, the epitome of propriety.

“In recognition of student He Yu’s excellent character, academic performance, and humble demeanor, he is appointed as the student council president. As the new male representative president, we hope he will set an even greater example for his fellow students and contribute to his alma mater.”

The principal pinned the male representative student council president badge onto the chest pocket of He Yu’s uniform.

The principal was an elderly man with a slightly bent back. He Yu, who was taller than most, kindly and humbly lowered himself, and after receiving the appointment letter, he bowed slightly with a smile. His eyes curved softly beneath long eyelashes.

“He’s seriously cute…”

“Look at those manners.”

“Isn’t he just so polite…?”

The fire boiling in Xie Qingcheng’s stolen contentchest burned all the [visit our site]way to his eyes, turning them red. Manners? Politeness? Even cute?

Who was that person in the dressing room earlier? Wasn’t it this guy?

On stage, He Yu received all sorts of trophies for reasons such as being ‘humble and polite’ and having a ‘pure and moral character.’ Only Xie Qingcheng knew that this wonderful model student, the center of everyone’s attention, had had sex with a man thirteen years his senior backstage fifteen minutes before the ceremony.

The lips that had crudely devoured Xie Qingcheng’s own were now delivering a confident speech on stage. Applause poured out at the gentle and refined voice.

But what words had come out of that mouth fifteen minutes ago?

Had he not buried his lips in the curve of Xie Qingcheng’s ear and poured out all sorts of shameful things? Utterly crude and filthy obscenities.

Because of that, Xie Qingcheng still couldn’t escape the afterglow of the sex. Even a slight movement caused a chilling heat to be felt below, which was agonizing.

The culprit who made him this way, wearing a solemn and neat uniform with the student council president badge on his chest, stood at the podium holding the microphone and calmly continued his speech.

Xie Qingcheng watched the scene with a sunken expression.

Gradually, his gaze grew hazy. The conversation from the dressing room echoed in his mind.

This time, he had definitely accepted He Yu’s demands.

But in truth, it wasn’t the photo He Yu had shoved in his face that made him compromise.

Rather, the moment he saw that photo, he simply diagnosed He Yu’s symptoms as severe. He Yu’s obsession with him was no different from the imprinting effect where a chick recognizes the first thing it sees as its mother.

Furthermore, Xie Qingcheng was a man who knew the meaning of life well. He had to focus on his inner goals and achieve his life’s purpose. No one, nothing, should stand in the way of his progress.

Walking his own path that no one else knew, he would kill God if he met God, and kill Buddha if he met Buddha. The only hardship that could stop him was death.

He Yu’s desire for him was, in fact, a bothersome obstacle blocking his path. That was why he decided it would be better to just accept He Yu. He promised to give his body as He Yu wanted, even though he himself had no interest in such a relationship.

If he did that, at least he would no longer waste time because of He Yu.

Just recently, Chen Man thought Xie Qingcheng was a truly terrifying person. In truth, that wasn’t a wrong thought. Xie Qingcheng was truly a scary person.

Chen Man felt as though he were someone who was prepared to die at any moment.

But the most terrifying thing about Xie Qingcheng, which Chen Man failed to discover, was—.

That he did not treat himself as a human being.

Not only Chen Man, but Xie Xue and Aunt Li were also unaware of this. Xie Qingcheng always treated himself like a machine. A sharp blade, a shield, a scabbard, or even a trading chip to be offered as a sacrifice to appease a bloodthirsty evil dragon.

He only didn’t treat himself as a living person.

That was why Xie Qingcheng accepted He Yu. If this choice could return his life to its normal track, if he could prevent He Yu’s obsession and the accidents that would arise from it, then he could let him do whatever he wanted.

To someone who didn’t treat himself as human, it was a very trivial matter. While the physiological stress or unauthorized copystimulation might be great, in terms stolen contentof his overall concept of life, it actually had no more value than a grain of rice.

Xie Qingcheng is a person who does not need himself. In this world, the only people who need him are likely Xie Xue, Chen Man, and Aunt Li.

Sometimes, since Xie Xue and Chen Man had become adults and were able to take care of Aunt Li, he often thought that the three of them could live well even without him.

Which meant that there was no one in this world who would suffer if he were gone.

Therefore, he could split himself into countless pieces at any time and throw his blood, flesh, and bones to the stray dogs he encountered on his path.

Once you realize the core, everything becomes easy.

There is no time to participate in this childish play of He Yu clinging to him and him rejecting him every time. If so, he just needs to give his body to this crazy dragon and return his life to its normal track.

In a sense, he truly had no other intentions.

But the baby beast was different.

The simple baby beast had no idea that Xie Qingcheng intended to continue the relationship with such a terrifying mindset.

After stepping down from the podium, He Yu returned to his seat looking for Xie Qingcheng.

He was in a very good mood right now. Now that he was finally recognized by Xie Qingcheng, he showed a genuine smile to everyone—a smile that hadn’t appeared on his face for over ten days.

However, when he went down to the seats—.

Xie Qingcheng had already left.

Chen Man’s seat was also empty.

He Yu froze in place. From his body to the smile on his face, he became quietly rigid amidst the crowd filtering out.

After returning to the dormitory, he removed Xie Qingcheng from his block list.

Of course, he still hated homosexuality and hated Xie Qingcheng, but since sex and love are separate, he could view them as distinct.

He was confident that he could continue to live as a proud heterosexual.

It was completely different from the previous club incident.

On the day he lost his first virginity, he blocked Xie Qingcheng as soon as he got home. That was because he was a pure idiot who knew nothing back then.

Today, after having sex for the second time in the dressing room, he let Xie Qingcheng go quickly. It was because he had suddenly found a reason to convince himself.

When he first slept with Xie Qingcheng, he didn’t even realize the severity of the problem and indifferently blocked the other person. But after that night, the same scenes appeared repeatedly in his dreams, and the boy’s hot blood refused to cool down.

The water had already been spilled.

After inhaling the drug called Xie Qingcheng again [unauthorized copy]in the dressing room, [visit our site]He Yu still couldn’t hide his excitement. The sensation was so stimulating that he felt like even his mental illness would be cured.

He stared intently at his phone screen. His pretty eyes, gazing at the messenger profile picture, shone with a certain yearning.

[Xie Qingcheng.]

He tapped the keyboard.

[Why did you leave without saying anything?]

Reading it over before sending, the tone seemed a bit grumpy.

Usually, He Yu didn’t care whether his tone offended Xie Qingcheng or not.

But thinking about the pleasant sex they had earlier, he shouldn’t leave a bad impression on the other person right now.

He didn’t want to be hated by Xie Qingcheng at the moment.

Thinking this, He Yu deleted the words and typed the message again.

[Hyung, how was my treatment just now? Is there anything I should improve?]

…No. There’s no way he’d answer a question like that.

He Yu deleted the content again and pondered for a moment. He thought sending a voice message would be better than text.

Since their relationship had developed to this point, a voice message would be more appropriate than stiff text. If he expressed it in a candid tone, he might avoid Xie Qingcheng’s misunderstandings.

He Yu opened his mouth only after carefully choosing his words for a long time. It was a voice that was kind yet somewhat stiff, like the first greeting of a couple waking up after their wedding night. He tried to act natural, but because he was too polite, a very awkward voice came out.

“Ahem. Qingcheng hyung.”

He Yu hesitated for a long [visit our site]time while holding the voice message button. unauthorized copyHe couldn’t get a sense of what would be best to say.

“…Um, where are you now? I’ll drive you to the dormitory.”

No. He quickly took his finger off and pressed the delete button. This wouldn’t work.

Xie Qingcheng hated being ‘taken care of’ by others the most. As if to prove he was a proud, macho old-timer, words like ‘I’ll help you,’ ‘I’ll take you,’ or ‘I’ll look after you’ were taboo words to Xie Qingcheng. Even in the dressing room earlier, when he offered to help him dress, Xie Qingcheng told him to fuck off even while he was weak, and insisted on dressing himself. If he offered to drive him now, it would surely be like adding fuel to the fire.

Thus, after further deliberation, the answer came to him. He had now decided to maintain this relationship with Xie Qingcheng. Since his sexual desire had been satisfactorily released, this baby dragon, like any other male performing courtship activities, had to lay down his claws, teeth, and pride. He spoke into the phone in a tone as if soothing a lover.

“Qingcheng hyung, um…”

Come to think of it, Xie Qingcheng was quite competitive. Even when watching sports, he liked competitive events. To put it bluntly, should he be called a macho among machos?

After racking his brain, this stupid heterosexual came up with a brilliant way to flatter his sex partner.

“My family is investing in a leisure farm. unauthorized copyThe outdoor [stolen content]grounds there are really great. Let’s go play golf tomorrow. Or… would racehorses be better? Do you want to go horseback riding together?”

He lacked knowledge regarding same-sex sex. How could Xie Qingcheng play golf right after sex had just ended? No, let’s put golf aside.

And on top of that, damn horseback riding…

How could a man’s body be the same as a woman’s? He had no idea that Xie Qingcheng could not recover in a short period. He simply thought this was the best way to match Xie Qingcheng’s tastes.

He was the very specimen of a heterosexual who didn’t know the first thing about men.

Soon, the voice message was sent.

He Yu caught his breath and tossed his phone to the side. In nineteen years, he had never been this nervous regardless of who he was talking to or what he was saying.

His palms were even sweaty.

Of course, keeping in mind the possibility that Xie Qingcheng might not reply, he intentionally threw the phone [visit our site][unauthorized copy]far away. He intended to check visit our siteit again in an hour or two, just in case a reply came.

However, the phone he had thrown far away vibrated almost immediately.

He Yu, who had been pretending to be calm while drinking water, almost dropped his cup at the lightning-fast reply.

He coughed repeatedly and wiped the water droplets that had splashed on his face. Suppressing the rising expectation, he deliberately tidied his clothes calmly, pulled out a tissue to wipe the water, and only then picked up the phone and opened the lock screen.

What pierced his vision was a bright red exclamation mark that seemed to blind him.

[To chat with ‘Old-timer,’ friend verification is required. Chatting is possible after passing the other party’s verification. Sending a friend verification message.]

A long, long silence followed.

He Yu’s cheerful face instantly turned pale. He felt as if he had been hit in the back of the head with a golf club and kicked in the chest by a horseshoe.

Xie Qingcheng… deleted me… from his contacts?

….

He dared to delete me from his contacts?

For a moment, even breathing became suffocating. His vision flashed white with surging rage.

He Yu had only blocked Xie Qingcheng’s contact, but the chat history remained, so he could unblock and contact him at any time. But Xie Qingcheng had cleanly deleted the contact without leaving a shred of room.

How could he delete me!

Blinded by rage, He Yu became impulsive. He was calm with others, but he only felt satisfied when he acted willfully in front of Xie Qingcheng. He kicked open the door, got in his car, stepped on the accelerator, and sped toward the Mo-wi-gang alley.

However, after racing there like a biker and knocking on the door of Xie Qingcheng’s house, he suddenly couldn’t think of what to say.

He wondered if he should just swear and leave without saying anything else.

Soon, the door opened.

Contrary to his expectations, the person who opened the door was Chen Man.

A ringing tinnitus echoed in his head. At that moment, He Yu’s face distorted unsightly.

Chen Man knew nothing, but since He Yu had been a watcher observing him from behind, he knew Chen Man’s sexual preferences. On the other hand, Chen Man, who didn’t know that He Yu had sex with Xie Qingcheng, welcomed He Yu kindly, just as he had when they met at the school cafeteria last time.

Recognizing He Yu, Chen Man smiled brightly.

“Oh, that student from back then.”

“….”

He Yu scanned Chen Man’s body visit our sitewith gloomy eyes. Of stolen contentcourse, since the opponent wasn’t Xie Qingcheng, he could stolen contentmaintain a reasonable level of composure.

“Yes, that’s right.”

“It’s really been a long time since then. Um…”

Chen Man, who was about to continue speaking, flinched slightly upon seeing He Yu’s murderous expression. He had no idea which part had made him uncomfortable.

“Um, student… what brings you here?”

He Yu answered indifferently.

“I’m here to see Teacher Xie Qingcheng.”

“…Ah.”

Chen Man turned around with a puzzled look and called out to stolen contentXie Qingcheng, but stolen contentthere was no answer.

“Hold on, he must not hear you because he’s showering. I’ll go ask him.”

At those words, He Yu’s expression froze even further. His face looked as if it were turning blue.

When Chen Man returned to the door after stepping inside, his expression became somewhat subtle. The face that had been smiling at He Yu until a moment ago was now staring intently at the young man around his own age. It was an expression blatantly filled with scrutiny.

Even if he maintained his manners in front of others, he didn’t feel like doing so in front of Chen Man. He Yu returned the gaze with a cold glare.

“What are you looking at?”

Chen Man did not answer. In a tone devoid of any cheerfulness or calm, he spoke to He Yu.

“He says he doesn’t want to see you, so please go back.”

Tell that damn son of a bitch to piss off—that stolen contentwas Xie Qingcheng’s [stolen content]original line, so Chen [unauthorized copy]Man had filtered it in his own way.

Even so, He Yu was fuming. He looked at Chen Man with a bleak expression.

“And if I refuse to leave?”

Chen Man, who wasn’t as shameless as He Yu, flushed at the provocation.

“What… how can you be so unreasonable?”

“Tell him to come out now.”

“He said he doesn’t want to, so you can’t keep forcing this.”

He Yu looked coldly at Chen Man, who was reddening with anger. He was in a very foul mood. The image of Xie Qingcheng secretly holding his hand in the theater and even trying to kiss his face flickered before his eyes. This man was a cowardly, pathetic homosexual. If it were up to him, he wanted to kick that chest. Even if the other person were injured or even died, he could simply deal with the consequences.

Just as he was about to put those increasingly clear thoughts into action.

A voice echoed from inside the room.

“Chen Man, you go ahead first.”

Chen Man turned around. Xie Qingcheng, having finished his shower, had come out into the living room. Pulling the collar of his bathrobe tight to hide the red hickeys, he looked at the two of them, water droplets dripping from his wet hair.