53 – I Want Him for Myself

Episode 53: I Want Him in My Hands

“He Yu, you… move…! Get the hell away from me!”

Far from moving away, He Yu lowered his body, glaring into Xie Qingcheng’s eyes. He reached down, fumbling for the cold belt buckle. Soon, with the distinct clink of metal, the buckle was undone.

“…….”

At that sound, Xie Qingcheng squeezed his eyes shut. A burst of shame exploded in his mind, spreading through his limbs.

Contrary to his will, his body responded with steady arousal. A body controlled by hormones and drugs was no longer his own. The desire to quench this thirst finally hit its limit.

Watching Xie Qingcheng’s sensitive reaction, He Yu felt his own sadistic urges stimulated. Though he thought he loathed the body of another man, he reached between the buckle and cupped Xie Qingcheng’s underwear with his palm. Then, staring at his face, he sneered deliberately.

“……Hyung, weren’t you frigid? This is hard.”

He Yu’s body pressed firmly against Xie Qingcheng.

His breath brushed against his ear.

“And against a man, no less.”

Xie Qingcheng felt a fire raging inside him, his body trembling with indignation.

“Take your hand… off….”

His muttered voice was completely cracked.

“Fuck… take your hand off…!”

He Yu desperately wanted to toy with Xie Qingcheng, but the feeling of touching another man’s organ was strangely alien. Eventually, He Yu withdrew his hand and lifted his head. He intended to suck the blood staining Xie Qingcheng’s lips. However, because Xie Qingcheng jerked his head away, his lips ended up touching a sweat-dampened earlobe. Feeling the hot breath, the hairs on Xie Qingcheng’s neck stood on end.

“Why are you avoiding me? It’s not like this is your first time kissing.”

Gripping Xie Qingcheng’s chin and forcing him to face him, He Yu leaned down and swallowed Xie Qingcheng’s lips.

Craving blood was an impulsive symptom stemming from his mental illness. Yet, the moment their lips overlapped, He Yu felt a pleasure more thrilling than the scent of blood.

Perhaps all people are similar. When we face a crisis, we first come to a halt. We cannot bring ourselves to move, as if the path ahead is a forest where not a single inch is visible.

But the moment we take that first step and smell the sweet, cozy scent of wildflowers, our hesitant footsteps quicken. We let go of our fear, thinking, So this is what this world was like, completely forgetting the hesitations of the past.

He Yu had a history of kissing Xie Qingcheng before. Of course, he hadn’t been in his right mind then, so he didn’t remember the details. With a hot, wet kiss, he thoroughly licked the blood from Xie Qingcheng’s lips. Throughout the process, their lips never parted.

He Yu stubbornly held onto the soft lips, soaked in the scent of alcohol. The man was so cold and rigid, yet his lips were as soft as fruit preserved in liquor. It felt as if the soft flesh would melt inside his mouth at any moment. It was a thrilling sensation, like a faint electric current running through his spine. Unfortunately, this pleasure did not last long.

It was because of a sudden, intense pain in his lips.

“……Xie Qingcheng, did you just bite me?”

He Yu murmured, touching his bleeding lip.

In his field of vision, Xie Qingcheng was flushed red from his lips to the corners of his eyes. He couldn’t even speak properly, only panting heavily.

He Yu stared at him for a moment. He seemed about to get angry, but then he suddenly let out a strange laugh. Then, as if he wasn’t afraid of being bitten again, he leaned down once more to share a blood-scented kiss.

It was a foolish mistake. Xie Qingcheng had forgotten that when He Yu had an episode, he craved blood and became dull to pain. That action had been like pouring a bucket of oil onto a fire.

In the ensuing kiss, a fishy, sweet taste spread through the mouth. True to his status as a college student in his prime, He Yu couldn’t contain his rough desire and tried to push his tongue between Xie Qingcheng’s teeth. Naturally, Xie Qingcheng gritted his teeth and resisted with reddened eyes. As an unbearable wave of disgust washed over him, he struggled again, baring his teeth to target He Yu’s lips.

But as if it didn’t matter if he was bitten by sharp canines, He Yu pushed through the slightly parted teeth without hesitation. Xie Qingcheng trembled with rage. Just as he was about to bite He Yu’s lip hard, He Yu suddenly lifted Xie Qingcheng from the sofa while still kissing him. Suddenly, Xie Qingcheng found himself sitting on He Yu’s thighs.

Xie Qingcheng’s expression distorted instantly. It was because a hot, hard object was touching his buttocks. Even through the trousers, he could feel the ferocious and violent desire of a young man, still locked in its cage.

He had weathered countless storms in his life. Xie Qingcheng was a man who remained calmer than anyone else even when standing before a perilous operating table. Yet now, he was terrified, every hair on his body standing on end. He could not believe the reality of what was happening to him. The shock was so great that his desire to bite He Yu vanished. A tongue filled with curiosity and mockery pushed through the tightly pressed lips and stirred inside his mouth. By the time the terror-stricken Xie Qingcheng regained his senses, the kiss was already over. He Yu’s lips were so close that they would overlap again with the slightest movement. A thin strand of saliva stretched between their red, wet lips. If they kissed again now, that spiderweb of saliva would intertwine.

“Xie Qingcheng…….”

His eyelashes trembled slightly. He Yu rested his forehead against Xie Qingcheng’s and whispered in a low voice.

“Bite me more, harder. That way, there’ll be more blood… and I’ll enjoy it more.”

Then, he turned his head toward Xie Qingcheng’s neck, where the pulse was thumping. The wound from the last time he had bitten him during an episode hadn’t fully healed, leaving a red, dot-like mark on the neck.

He Yu’s lips softly touched that fragile spot. A voice, tender like a lover’s, followed.

“You seem to have forgotten, but I’m a pervert.”

After speaking, He Yu wrapped his arms around Xie Qingcheng’s waist and thrust his lower body up a few times. Then, he satisfiedly enjoyed Xie Qingcheng’s moan, a mixture of anger and fear.

While panting for breath, Xie Qingcheng felt pleasure from the sexual contact. Having drunk the aphrodisiac, morality and homosexuality meant nothing; it felt as if he would only be satisfied if he released this sexual urge. Yet, he clung to the last shred of his reason.

“He Yu, let go. If you dare touch my body….”

“What are you going to do if I touch you? Tell Xie Xue? Want me to make the call for you? That your great older brother is being pinned down and kissed by a male college student and is about to be fucked all night?”

As if struck by lightning in his confused mind, the color drained from Xie Qingcheng’s face.

“Don’t like that? Then should I report it to the police? I wonder if the police will help someone who wasn’t forced, but drank because they liked it and then went into heat. We’ll probably just both be treated as gays and that’ll be it. Well, I have thick skin, so I’m fine, but I wonder how our professor will be viewed by his students on the podium from now on.”

With a sneer, he stared intently at Xie Qingcheng’s pale face.

“A man who spread his legs for a male student from a neighboring school? If that rumor spreads, I won’t be the only one treated as a pervert, will I?”

Xie Qingcheng squeezed his eyes shut.

“…….”

“I have a conscience, so I’ll give you a choice. Here’s your phone. Use it as much as you want.”

“…….”

Of course, He Yu knew there was no real choice for Xie Qingcheng. Even Xie Qingcheng had moments of helplessness.

He stared at Xie Qingcheng for a long time, as if trying to carve the man’s face deep into his memory.

Xie Qingcheng had hidden the truth even after seeing He Yu’s foolish side.

Therefore, He Yu had to see Xie Qingcheng behave disgracefully. Only then could he see the sight he desired.

As this thought occurred to him, his excitement surged. He Yu kissed Xie Qingcheng’s lips repeatedly. The man was like a sheet of ice, yet his flesh was so soft. The lips in his mouth were so supple they felt as if they would melt from He Yu’s body heat.

Xie Qingcheng gave up on calling someone. Even as the 59-degree liquor stirred his lust, he stubbornly kept his mouth shut and endured.

His eyes and eyelashes were as cold as if frost had settled on them. He Yu, whose tongues were entwined, felt his mood sour again at that sight.

It felt like kissing a statue carved from ice. No matter what humiliation he inflicted, Xie Qingcheng remained silent.

Why is he so cold?

He was infuriatingly cold. The desire to break this hard ice became even more desperate. Like ice fishing in the dead of winter, he wanted to break, dig, and pierce through Xie Qingcheng.

Then, he would draw up the water that had melted into a limp mess.

The moment this thought crossed his mind, He Yu felt an ambition swelling within him. The desire to pierce the ice and draw the water was terrifyingly desperate. Xie Qingcheng felt that emotion vividly. However, completely drained of strength due to the drug, he could not even pull his bound hands away and could only glare at He Yu with bloodshot eyes.

He Yu’s hand fumbled, exploring the edges of Xie Qingcheng’s wide-open shirt. Then, their eyes met. After a long silence, as if stimulated by the gaze that was both moist and viciously cold, He Yu’s blood burned hot. Even the shirt covering half of Xie Qingcheng’s back felt like an obstacle.

If he intended to act like a saint until the end, he would make sure to humiliate him. He would force him to reveal his shame before his eyes.

He Yu scanned the man in his arms. Xie Qingcheng’s shirt had slipped down to his elbows, hanging precariously. His firm, broad chest was fully exposed.

Above it, a pale pink hickey was visible. It was a mark He Yu had just left.

He Yu stared at the man before him for a long time. Once, this man was a cake that money couldn’t buy. He was a person who couldn’t be captured.

He had even tried to separate his younger sister from him.

Right… in that case.

He should pay for his own mistakes with his own body.

He felt his own member erect to a terrifying degree. He Yu didn’t want to hold back anymore. The last remnant of reason visit our sitecollapsed before the [visit our site]symptoms of his episode. He wrapped his arms tightly around Xie Qingcheng’s waist, stood up, and headed toward the bedroom prepared in the room.

“He Yu! Let go! Put me down!”

The bedroom, nominally a lounge, had a rather erotic interior. Under the dim lighting, rose petals were scattered across the bed.

He Yu scoffed at the sight and threw Xie Qingcheng onto the bed. Then, before Xie Qingcheng could struggle, he climbed on top, putting his heavy weight upon him.

At this point, even the heterosexual Xie Qingcheng had to face the reality that he was being devoured by He Yu.

Veins bulged menacingly in his tightly bound hands. His nails dug ruthlessly into his palms. His clenched fists trembled violently.

“You….”

Xie Qingcheng finally spoke in a cracked voice. His eyes were bloodshot.

“You little shit, if you do something damn awful to me… even if I die… I won’t let you get away with it!”

Of course, He Yu had no interest in such nonsense. Perhaps because of the alcohol, Xie Qingcheng’s appearance only served to stimulate his mind. Anxiously opening the bedside drawer and rummaging through it, he roughly tore open a box of condoms. Then, under the gaze of Xie Qingcheng’s pale face, he lowered his jeans’ zipper and pulled down his briefs.

The moment the young man’s genitals were freed from their restraint and sprang out, Xie Qingcheng’s mind, which had been struggling to maintain composure, went completely blank. The fear spreading across his flushed face was visible to the naked eye. The desire he had tried to ignore and suppress returned along with it.

It was too horrific.

From the succession of realities to the young man’s size, everything was horrific.

He Yu looked up. With a twisted gaze that suggested he was not a normal human, he seemed about to kneel beside Xie Qingcheng, then he pressed his heavy member—veins bulging and smelling faintly of musk—against Xie Qingcheng’s face and moved his hips back and forth a few times.

Xie Qingcheng’s voice trembled miserably.

“He Yu… you son of a bitch….”

In the dim light, He Yu tore open a condom with one hand and slid it over his hot, erect member.

He didn’t care what Xie Qingcheng cursed. He had no intention of wasting breath arguing with him. He Yu’s mind had long since snapped. The single-minded obsession to thrust himself between this man’s legs dominated his head.

He lifted Xie Qingcheng’s long legs, gripped his condom-clad member, and attempted insertion.

Just lying in bed with another man made Xie Qingcheng feel like he was going to go crazy from disgust. But this son of a bitch, He Yu, was determined to commit sex. Were kisses, foreplay, or hand-play not enough? To just blindly try to shove it into his ass from the start!

Now, Xie Qingcheng had completely lost his mind.

“Get off! Get the fuck off! Fuck, are you crazy? He Yu! Are you fucking crazy!”

As if responding to the coarse swearing, He Yu more violently bent his legs and forced them to wrap around his waist.

Then, he turned his head and kissed Xie Qingcheng’s thigh. Extreme fear and rage swept over Xie Qingcheng. Meanwhile, pleasure instinctively surged up his legs.

As the brief peck ended, visit our siteHe Yu lifted his head [stolen content]and shoved his member further Read on Read BL Novelsbetween Xie Qingcheng’s legs.

He Yu, who had no experience with sex, not even with women, frowned deeply. No matter how many times he poked, it was hard to find the exact spot. After wandering for a while, he pressed the hot glans against Xie Qingcheng’s entrance, but the hole was too narrow to insert.

Irritation flared. He felt like he was going crazy wanting to ram his hot, erect member inside Xie Qingcheng. The eyes looking at Xie Qingcheng glittered with blood-red madness.

“Why won’t this go in?”

Panting heavily, He Yu asked Xie Qingcheng. In the meantime, he didn’t forget to keep forcing the member in.

Xie Qingcheng floundered between pain and reason. All sorts of thoughts exploded randomly in his mind. Mental shame and physical arousal severed his normal thought circuits.

Becoming urgent, He Yu gripped Xie Qingcheng’s waist and pulled him close. The scent of the young man’s sweat filling his nostrils acted as an aphrodisiac. He Yu’s droplets of sweat fell on Xie Qingcheng’s firm waist, abdomen, and chest. He moved his hips back and forth, urging him irritably.

“Make it go in….”

At those words, Xie Qingcheng glared with bloodshot eyes.

“Fuck, stop talking bullshit… get off!”

Excited to the limit for his first time, He Yu breathed heavily. He looked at the flushed Xie Qingcheng with a sly gaze. The hole was too small to insert as it was. Realizing the reality, he almost instinctively lowered his fingers to stroke the tightly closed hole.

“Ugh…!”

Xie Qingcheng gasped lowly and bit his lower lip. His face turned as white as a sheet of paper. No matter how narrow it was, a finger went in smoothly. Read on Read BL NovelsHowever, he had Read on Read BL Novelsnever suffered [Read on Read BL Novels]such humiliation in his entire life. It was only painful and shameful; he didn’t feel a shred of pleasure. Due to the complex emotions, his front member also lost strength and went half-limp.

On the other hand, He Yu, now having gotten a feel for it, gazed at Xie Qingcheng with a subtle expression. He poked Xie Qingcheng’s rear as if having intercourse with his fingers. When Xie Qingcheng frowned and shook his head, He Yu’s gaze gradually darkened. Feeling the hole loosen somewhat, he anxiously increased to two fingers.

The second finger continued a rapid piston-like motion. Xie Qingcheng’s breaking point drew closer. Blood seeped from his bitten lower lip. His focus kept blurring.

As a doctor, he knew what the final stage of intercourse between men was. Moreover, if a virgin heterosexual was embracing a man for the first time, blood was bound to be shed tonight. Xie Qingcheng instinctively turned his head to look for lubricant. A bottle of lubricant was rolling around in the drawer He Yu hadn’t fully closed.

Of course, it was for women. Even if it had been for men, he wouldn’t have been able to ask to use it.

He was a man who valued dignity above all else. Even in the face of extreme pain and mental stimulation, dignity came first.

So, after confirming the lubricant, he quickly averted his eyes. Instead, he covered his eyes with the arm that was bloodied from being stabbed by a glass bottle, turning away from this nightmare-like scene.

Even though the fingers increased to three, Xie Qingcheng’s rear remained narrow. The lubricant on the condom alone was insufficient to widen a man’s rear.

Perhaps wondering why Xie Qingcheng had turned his head with a subtle expression, He Yu momentarily regained his reason amidst his intense desire and glanced to the side.

What entered his field of vision was the lubricant in the drawer. The words ‘Female Orgasm Gel’ were vaguely visible.

Panting, He Yu slightly lifted his upper body and grabbed Xie Qingcheng’s face with one hand. He said nothing, but it was an insulting touch, as if telling a female to wait obediently.

Soon, lubricant from the drawer was poured generously onto He Yu’s hand. After applying the sticky gel to his condom-covered member, he used his slippery fingers to probe Xie Qingcheng’s rear.

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The fingers that had roughly penetrated him began to piston wildly.

Since this lubricant was a sensitivity gel designed for women, it wasn’t particularly irritating for a man. Still, for now, the lubricating effect alone was enough. This time, sliding in and out of the inner walls was far easier. Dark, clouded eyes stared blatantly at the pale-colored opening. As the gel was forced in with the fingers, the entrance twitched, and the wet, squelching sound of friction hit the ears. Opaque gel pooled and flowed over the rounded edges of the opening.

He Yu felt his own breath grow hotter. He was so erect that he couldn’t hold out for another second. As he abruptly pulled his fingers out, Xie Qingcheng’s lower abdomen spasmed slightly. Sticky gel followed the tips of his fingers.

He adjusted the rolled edge of the condom, gripped his member, and aligned it with the softly loosened entrance.

“Xie Qingcheng.”

He Yu, who had been silently immersed in the act, finally spoke. His gaze held an endless longing that transcended madness. Pressing the glans against the entrance, he lifted the splayed legs and wrapped them around his waist, then leaned his upper body forward and gripped Xie Qingcheng’s chin.

“I’m going to have sex with you, Teacher.”

“Fuck…”

“This is the first time someone’s fucked you here, isn’t it? Take this opportunity to feel it well. How I fuck inside you. Though it’s probably just like what you used to do to your wife.”

As he spoke, He Yu drove his thick member, which had been twitching before the entrance, deep inside.

“Ah!”

Xie Qingcheng’s eyes widened and visit our sitehe screamed at the [unauthorized copy]brutal insertion. His entire body shook violently.

A groan escaped He Yu’s throat as well. As the thick member plunged in at once, the gel forced inside was pushed out, splashing onto both of their bodies.

The two fell silent for a moment. A frenzied lust and heat billowed through the bedroom. Everything felt like an absurd dream.

But this was reality.

Xie Xue was a fake, and having sex with Xie Qingcheng was real.

This was reality.

Xie Qingcheng’s rationality crumbled. To think that the member of a male college student was plugged into his body—he, who had lived as a thorough macho man, shuddering at the thought of men. To have his legs spread like a woman and be fucked. He could even clearly feel the sensation of the aroused member trembling inside him.

It was so horrific that he felt death would be preferable. Yet, perhaps due to the drug, he felt a surge of unbelievable pleasure hit his brain for a moment.

He Yu, with his member buried in the inner walls, also grit his teeth. He felt as if his brain were melting from the heat.

He had never dreamed of sleeping with a man in his life. Thus, he hadn’t known that the inside of a man’s body could feel this good. A powerful wave of pleasure crashed over He Yu. He had been a virgin to begin with. Moreover, Xie Qingcheng’s rear was tighter and hotter than a woman’s. The inner walls, intoxicated by the aphrodisiac, squirmed, wrapping around and sucking at his member. Because of this, He Yu almost ejaculated inside the moment he inserted.

Xie Qingcheng’s cracked groans added to the excitement. Though they were screams triggered by the unexpected insertion, they were enough to arouse He Yu.

It was a voice he was hearing for the first time since he had known Xie Qingcheng.

He needed deeper pleasure and a stronger reaction from his partner. Stopping [Read on Read BL Novels]the insertion, stolen contentHe Yu [stolen content]caught his breath for a moment, swallowed hard, and gripped Xie Qingcheng’s cheek.

“Teacher, why is it so hot in here? You’re squeezing so hard…”

Muttering, He Yu began to move his hips. It was a slow, shallow thrusting motion. He buried his hips between Xie Qingcheng’s legs and moved bit by bit. He repeated the motion of pulling his member out about a palm’s length and then slowly pushing it deep inside.

“Ugh…”

Xie Qingcheng was equally confused. This kind of terrifying stimulation was a first in his life. It felt as if the drug spreading through his body had erased his aversion to same-sex sex. His mind grew hazy from the sudden act. His gaze clouded, and his vision blurred. Low groans escaped in sync with his shaking body.

However, as the sensation and pleasure of the penetration became clearer, Xie Qingcheng regained some consciousness. The moment he realized that the dense groans, unable to overcome the pleasure, were coming from his own mouth, he quickly bit his lip and suppressed the sound.

That small groan alone was enough for He Yu. The sound Teacher Xie made when aroused, which he was hearing for the first time, stimulated him vividly. Readjusting his grip on Xie Qingcheng’s waist, he increased the speed of his thrusts, brutally ramming into the inner walls that were softly sucking him in.

The bed mattress shook frantically.

The sound of flesh slapping against flesh echoed through the dark lounge.

As the speed of the in-and-out motion increased, the tender inner flesh was crushed into a mess. In an instant, Xie Qingcheng, hitting his limit, distorted his handsome face. His body shook irregularly every time he was pushed by He Yu’s weight.

When Xie Qingcheng suppressed his groans mid-sex, He Yu’s mood soured again. Exhaling a growl, he looked down and stimulated and insulted Xie Qingcheng.

“Weren’t you so dignified before? Huh? How can such a dignified doctor have sex with his own patient? Scream again. You made those sounds on purpose to seduce me, didn’t you? You’ve always wanted to be fucked like this by me, right? The inside keeps sucking me in… can’t you feel it?”

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He couldn’t let it end like this.

This was the first time in his life he had felt such pleasure.

The sexual pleasure grew in volume. The inner walls burned with a terrifying heat. Because of the gel, every time he slid in and out, a sticky white liquid stretched and clung to the condom. That sound served as a constant reminder to the two entwined on the bed: You are having sex right now. Man with man, in a relationship where you should never have sex.

Despite this, He Yu let go of his reason and cruelly craved his partner.

The friction of flesh hitting flesh, Xie Qingcheng’s low, suppressed groans, He Yu’s dirty talk, and the sound of the king-size bed creaking and shaking echoed endlessly in the room.

Immersed in pleasure, He Yu suddenly felt something hard and hot rubbing against his lower abdomen. The moment he looked down, his pupils sank even darker.

He Yu stopped his hips for a moment to catch his breath. With his member buried deep inside the sweat-soaked, spasming body, he panted into Xie Qingcheng’s ear, where strands of hair clung together.

“Teacher, look at this. You got hard while having sex with me.”

“…Fuck, shut up!”

His gaze was fierce, as if he wanted to devour the other, but his voice lacked strength. His mind was too chaotic to muster any energy.

At that, He Yu sank his teeth into Xie Qingcheng’s neck and moved his hips as if scooping up water. The condom, which clung stickily to his member, slid in and out of the inner walls. The menacingly bulging veins on the penis were felt entirely. Xie Qingcheng’s legs spasmed. He was on the verge of losing his reason to the ticklish pleasure felt inside his body. He once again suppressed the groan that was about to burst.

He remembered his own words—that [visit our site]humans are different from visit our sitebeasts [Read on Read BL Novels]because they can control their desires.

Even if he couldn’t control the physiological reactions, he could at least control his words, his voice, and his emotions.

He Yu’s gaze froze coldly. Yet, a deceptively gentle voice followed.

“Are you being stubborn like this because you want me to cum inside?”

“Get lost… fuck, ngh!”

As if responding to Xie Qingcheng’s curse, He Yu battered the inner walls with his penis like a beast. Gel splashed randomly between the legs and onto the stomach. Xie Qingcheng’s vision dimmed. Because He Yu was desperately ramming into him, he could barely breathe. Eventually, his consciousness drifted and his vision turned blurry. A dreamy sensation, as if his body were not his own.

Darkness. Everything before his eyes was pitch black.

Yet, the physical sensations were infinitely clear. The feeling of being frantically pierced from below was vivid. When a certain spot was rubbed, a terrifying pleasure surged, making him wish he would just drop dead.

Sweat from He Yu’s chest dripped off his shaking body and landed with a thud on Xie Qingcheng’s lower abdomen.

A tingling sensation that made every hair on his body stand on end.

His reason was flying far away.

“You told me I didn’t have the ability to hire you, Teacher. What about now? Forget hiring, we’re having sex. Are you satisfied with this much?”

Xie Qingcheng could only shake in his hazy state. At that [visit our site]moment, He Yu breathed a resentful sigh into his [Read on Read BL Novels]ear. Then, he pulled out his member, changed [Read on Read BL Novels]the condom, and began the brutal thrusting once more.

He Yu buried his face in Xie Qingcheng’s sweat-soaked neck. While continuously ramming into the soft inner walls, he inhaled the scent emanating from the man’s body deep into his nose.

Intoxicated by pleasure, He Yu didn’t even realize he had described Xie Qingcheng’s smell as a ‘scent.’

He had always hated Xie Qingcheng’s smell. It was a scent reminiscent of thin paper, cold medicine, the stark white wallpaper of a hospital, and pungent disinfectant.

But once mixed with the heat of sex, it felt as if the nature of the smell had completely changed. Ice became water, and water became mist. Submerged in this aching mist, the once cold doctor had become a toy to be played with beneath him.

The pleasure of conquest and revenge dyed the unique body scent emanating from Xie Qingcheng with the fragrance of poppies.

How many times had he thrust in this short period? He had long since lost his usual calm and composed demeanor. Having become a foolish boy, He Yu uncontrollably slammed into the space between Xie Qingcheng’s legs over and over.

Since the sex resumed after changing the condom, Xie Qingcheng hardly opened his mouth. He suppressed even the ragged sounds of his breathing. His bitten lower lip was stained with blood.

His body, intoxicated by alcohol and drugs, urged his sexual desire. Every time a certain spot was pressed, his vision went white. His tautly erect member finally erupted with semen.

However, separate from the pleasure, the mental blow was too great.

He was a stubborn, old-fashioned macho man with a strong ego and was sexually indifferent. He Yu was currently committing an act more horrific to Xie Qingcheng than murder.

He looked forward through his sweat-beaded eyelashes. In his shimmering vision, the body of the young man appeared. Did he want to instill shame in him? From the moment he lay on the king-size bed until now, He Yu had only lowered his jeans zipper and briefs.

Unlike himself, who was stripped naked, the young man looked quite tidy.

Just then, He Yu flinched at the sudden ringing of a phone.

He Yu, gripping the phone and checking the screen, answered in a husky voice.

“Hello.”

-Are you not asleep yet?

The caller was He Jiwei.

“Yes.”

He Yu put strength into his hips and continued the phone call with his father while probing Xie Qingcheng’s entrance.

-How is your injury?

“…It’s all healed.”

-I’ll be returning with your mother in a few days. Since we’ll be staying there for a while, go home and eat well. Don’t sleep outside alone.

“…Yes.”

After a brief pause, He Jiwei asked through the silence.

-It’s late. You’ve gone home, right?

“…”

He Yu remained silent. He couldn’t say that he was currently having sex with a man thirteen years his senior in a club. Moreover, with Xie Qingcheng of all people.

But at the same time, this thought stimulated He Yu. His hard, erect member twitched and increased in volume again. As he buried his member in the hole and pistoned slowly and violently, Xie Qingcheng’s toes curled.

Even while his entire body was drenched in sweat, Xie Qingcheng stubbornly held back his sounds.

Continuing the thrusts, He Yu replied in a husky voice.

“I’m hanging out with a friend.”

-Ah. Then go home early. It’s too late. Don’t hang around with those thug-like friends. You might pick up bad habits.

A surge of impulse hit He Yu, and he swallowed his breath as he drove himself deep into the inner walls. This tantalizingly slow sex could not quench his thirst. He eventually pressed the speakerphone button and tossed the phone to one side of the bed. Then, he hugged Xie Qingcheng and laid him at the edge of the bed, while he himself stepped off the bed and planted both feet on the floor. With his full weight behind him, as if driving a stake, his member brutally probed Xie Qingcheng, whose reason had already flown away. Wanting to hear Xie Qingcheng’s groans, He Yu moved violently on purpose.

Xie Qingcheng’s entire body shook helplessly. The bed creaked heavily in tandem.

He Jiwei, knowing nothing, continued the call, never dreaming that something had gone wrong in He Yu’s private life.

He Yu responded half-heartedly to his father’s words with “yes, yes.” Then, he finally leaned down, [visit our site]took unauthorized copyXie Qingcheng’s thin lips into his mouth, sucked them, and pistoned deeply. The wet sound of intertwining saliva joined the dull thud of the mattress.

A shudder ran through him. His patience snapping, Xie Qingcheng opened his eyes with a furious gaze and glared at He Yu. Hatred dripped from his voice.

“He Yu…”

Perhaps not expecting Xie Qingcheng to actually make a sound, He Yu flinched, lifted his upper body, and blocked Xie Qingcheng’s mouth and nose with his hand. Despite his menacing expression, he quickly silenced him.

Sure enough, He Jiwei stopped talking and asked.

-Is that a friend?

“Yes.”

-Who?

“…A friend you don’t know, Dad.”

He Jiwei believed He Yu’s words at face value. He Yu’s eyes, staring at Xie Qingcheng’s face, were menacing like a beast’s. It was a gaze where irritation preceded desire. He scanned Xie Qingcheng from top to bottom. The man’s body was covered in hickeys he had left. Even his cheeks glistened with the semen He Yu had intentionally smeared.

“Dad, if you have nothing else, I’ll hang up. I’ll be home soon.”

-Alright.

The moment the call screen went black, He Yu’s [Read on Read BL Novels]eyes also Read on Read BL Novelsdarkened. He grabbed Xie visit our siteQingcheng’s cheek and growled.

“Are you crazy?”

At He Yu’s reaction, Xie Qingcheng grit his teeth. His voice was a wreck, completely hoarse, but his cold, sharp aura remained.

“You’re the one who acted like a piece of shit first.”

As a price for the blunt curse, He Yu grabbed Xie Qingcheng’s hair and slammed him down toward the center of the bed. Then, he climbed onto the bed and wrapped his arms around Xie Qingcheng’s waist from behind. Consequently, Xie Qingcheng ended up in a position like a dog, propped up on his knees on the bed. Immediately after, He Yu’s arm tightly shackled his waist. His other hand pressed deep into the mattress. His waist turned reddish from the immense grip. He Yu pressed his chest against Xie Qingcheng’s back and began a session of sex that bordered on revenge. When Xie Qingcheng tried to crawl forward, he was violently grabbed by the hair and pulled back into place. The atmosphere was more coercive than ever.

Xie Qingcheng thought his body might break. The strength left the legs that had been supporting his weight on his knees. His vision flickered black. At that moment, he felt He Yu’s hand pressing his lower abdomen. Curses mixed with ragged breaths echoed in his ear.

“Why are you pretending to be tough? If you want to have sex until you die, just say so honestly. Even if it’s disgusting because you’re a man, if you want it, I’ll fuck you until you’re satisfied.”

Unable to say anything due to the pain, Xie Qingcheng could only shake, lying prone on the eroticly disheveled sheets. Although He Yu had long since untied the restraints on his wrists, he had no strength to resist. The most he could do was cling to the sheets, his knuckles whitening.

Then, He Yu covered the back of Xie Qingcheng’s hand and interlaced their fingers. As if to suppress Xie Qingcheng forever, he locked their hands and pressed them firmly into the mattress.

Sweat dripping from the young man’s body soaked Xie Qingcheng’s back. His mottled, bruised back felt hot, as if hit by candle wax.

Pain and pleasure pulled tautly at Xie Qingcheng’s toes. Only after tormenting him like a beast for over thirty minutes did He Yu ejaculate inside once more. Through the thin condom, Xie Qingcheng felt the member buried beneath him swell and pulse dangerously. The member, driven in to the root, was as hot as a branding iron. He even had the illusion that his stomach was being pierced through.

“Hng… ngh… Ah!”

Finally, his reason flew away in a white blur. A husky groan burst from Xie Qingcheng’s [visit our site]mouth. The drug had honed stolen contenthis entire body to a state of extreme sensitivity. Strength kept surging into the space between his legs. Despite his psychological aversion, his [visit our site]rear frantically tightened around the member that brought terrifying pleasure. He fully accepted that pulsing piece of flesh.

Finally, He Yu let out a ragged breath and pressed himself tightly against Xie Qingcheng’s back, thrusting his hips violently as if he intended to insert himself all the way to the scrotum. Semen burst out in surges, soaking the condom. Surprisingly, Xie Qingcheng also ejaculated as He Yu drove deep into him.

He was short of breath. His eyes glazed over, and his entire body was drenched in sweat. Feeling the intense climax, Xie Qingcheng simply blacked out.