51 – Submit to Me

Episode 51: Submit to Me

“Hyung, how can you say such terrible things?”

He Yu placed a finger over his lips, then let his hand drop and looked down with a smile.

“This is just alcohol. I didn’t put any drugs in it. It’s not like I forced you to drink by grabbing your jaw, either, right? You drank it willingly and got drunk, so why blame someone else?”

Xie Qingcheng trembled at He Yu’s provocation.

“What nonsense… He Yu, you’re really crossing the line. How could you…”

“…”

He Yu smiled silently. The kindness [stolen content]visit our sitehe had maintained throughout the evening vanished in a matter of seconds. unauthorized copyXie Qingcheng’s final words had hit the breaking point.

He was sick of acting.

The gentle face flipped. The young man suddenly exploded as if he had become a different person.

In the moment everyone let their guard down, He Yu abruptly snatched Xie Qingcheng’s hair and slammed him down mercilessly.

Xie Qingcheng, already weakened, was powerless against the sudden attack and was dragged down. Immediately after, the hand gripping his hair slammed the back of his head against the edge of the marble table. A gasp escaped him from the immense pain. Blood began to flow from the gash on the back of his head.

“Oh my god!”

The timid employee screamed like a bird startled by a gunshot, fearing someone might actually die.

He Yu stood up and stared down at Xie Qingcheng with cold eyes.

Though blood was flowing, it was simply a laceration. It looked frightening, but it unauthorized copywasn’t fatal. The problem was that the scent of blood stimulated He Yu’s madness. [visit our site]The black pupils in his stern face burned like distorted flames.

“Listen carefully, Xie Qingcheng. Don’t ever preach to me like that again.”

He gripped Xie Qingcheng’s hair and twisted his head so that he had to look up, then murmured while stroking the man’s lips with his thumb.

“Who do you think you are? You’re in no position to preach to me, nor do you have the right.”

Unlike the man’s cool lips, the young man’s thumb was hot.

However, that heat could not overcome the coldness. Sure enough, Xie Qingcheng’s lips did not know how to utter a single kind word.

Their eyes met.

In the next moment, He Yu, suddenly consumed by rage as if ignited, kicked Xie Qingcheng squarely in the chest. The merciless kick sent Xie Qingcheng flying, taking the table with him.

Crash! Glass shards showered the floor.

Terrified, the employees huddled in the corner like frightened birds, watching the two guests who had suddenly exploded.

He Yu finally let out his pent-up resentment, glaring at the man collapsed on the floor.

“The way you preach while acting all fake really pisses me off. If your legs are too weak to even stand, just stay on your knees on the floor and shut up. That’ll make you a bit more tolerable.”

He looked down with his pretty eyes, straightened his rumpled clothes, and sat back down on the leather sofa with an expressionless face.

Xie Qingcheng was half-leaning against the table. A dry cough erupted from the severe blow to his chest.

He had very few experiences of being hit by someone. In his youth, he was the one throwing punches, and as he grew older, he became a serious adult who did not solve problems with violence. Therefore, this was the first time he had been struck in the back of the head and thrown to the floor. And the opponent was a college student who still carried a backpack.

After being hit, the pain actually dulled. When he raised his hand to wipe the back of his head, his palm became drenched in blood. His vision blurred from intense anger. What was more terrifying was the powerful urge spreading through his body.

It was an entirely unfamiliar sensation. Xie Qingcheng was originally a man indifferent to such desires. However, the alcohol he had poured in visit our sitebegan to show its true effect. It felt as stolen contentif the chemicals mixed into the drink were burning every cell in his body.

He closed his eyes and tried to suppress the terrible tremors, but it was all in vain. Even his breath felt heavy. The clothes he wore became hot, stained by his rising body temperature. He felt as if he were being burned alive, consumed by desire.

“He Yu… you bastard…”

“You still have the mental capacity to curse me in this state? Does this club sell watered-down alcohol?”

He Yu spoke as he pushed a trembling employee forward.

“You. Go help the guest up.”

The terrified employee, face pale as a ghost, approached Xie Qingcheng, leaned over, and supported him.

A soft, sweet scent of powder reached Xie Qingcheng’s nose. That fragrance seemed to further stimulate the effects of the alcohol. Gasping for air, Xie Qingcheng pushed the woman away with all his might.

“Get away.”

“…”

“I said get away!”

Having reached her limit, the employee sobbed quietly and shrank back, fleeing to the corner.

Of course, she was quickly caught by He Yu’s hand.

He Yu kept his eyes fixed on Xie Qingcheng while pulling the employee toward him. Then, he flicked his finger, signaling her to kneel beside him. As the employee crouched at his feet, He Yu stroked the woman’s hair. It was a casual touch, like petting a cat or a dog.

“Xie Qingcheng.”

He Yu spoke briefly.

“What am I to do with a [visit our site]man who’s even been unauthorized copymarried, yet doesn’t know how to play with a woman like this?”

Xie Qingcheng raised his bloodshot eyes.

The boy looking down at him from a position of power felt frighteningly unfamiliar.

Until now, He Yu had been an evil dragon hiding in a cave. The horns on his head, the fangs lining his jaws, and the spiked tail were hideous, but a sliver of emotion often flickered across his human-like face. Even though his sharp claws had never touched a human’s cheek, he believed he had to hide them. He vowed not to frighten people.

But today, he didn’t want to disguise himself.

Even while watching the enraged Xie Qingcheng, his heart remained calm. —That man was always cruel and emotionless. Wasn’t he?

He Yu took the wine sitting beside him and poured it for the terrified employee. It was a kind but firm gesture that left no room for rebellion. He stroked her back as if threatening her until she emptied the glass, coughing through her tears.

“It’s okay, drink it all.”

After soothing the employee, He Yu looked back at Xie Qingcheng.

“Look at this. This poor thing is completely terrified because of you, Teacher. If you don’t like her, just say so. I’ll replace her with as many other employees as it takes until you’re satisfied.”

“…”

Xie Qingcheng silently pressed his hand to his forehead with trembling fingers. The energy of the aphrodisiac mixed into the alcohol burned through his reason and scattered his consciousness. He even felt the illusion that his blood was on fire.

Leaning his back against the marble table, he gasped for air, his eyes reddened. His collapsed body trembled uncontrollably. Humans are infinitely fragile before primitive desire. Even a man as cold and self-controlled as Xie Qingcheng was insufficient to block the burning desire triggered by the drug.

He Yu played with the woman’s long hair, twirling it around his finger, before gesturing to another employee.

“You there. You take good care of this guest. Use your intuition, do it well.”

“…I told you not to come.”

“…”

The employee was caught in a dilemma between He Yu and Xie Qingcheng.

Then, He Yu spoke in a cold voice.

“Do as I say.”

Finally gathering her resolve, the employee used all her strength to shoulder Xie Qingcheng and carry him to the sofa.

The employee was frail, and Xie Qingcheng was heavy. While moving him, the employee lost her footing and ended up falling into Xie Qingcheng’s arms.

“Ugh…”

The employee let out a small moan.

Xie Qingcheng’s mind went numb. He had been alone for a long time. When he was married to Li Ruoqiu, [stolen content]he had neglected their nights, and after the Read on Read BL Novelsdivorce, as a natural cold-blooded man, he rarely masturbated. But the situation was different now. The alcohol mixed with aphrodisiacs fanned the flames throughout his body. The moment the woman’s soft body pressed against unauthorized copyhim, an unwanted physical reaction occurred, even though he felt like he could explode with rage.

In truth, the employee’s ideal type was also a handsome, tall, and masculine man like Xie Qingcheng. Moreover, despite emitting the distinct scent of male hormones stimulated by sexual desire, he was enduring it so stoically.

Feeling inwardly fluttered, the employee wrapped her arms around him and pressed her body closer.

Xie Qingcheng quickly pushed her back.

A ragged, broken voice followed.

“Get away from me…”

“…Um, Oppa…”

When the employee clung to him again, Xie Qingcheng shouted in a terrifying voice.

“I said get away! Can’t you hear me!”

He Yu simply watched this scene coldly from across the room.

This man is damn good at acting, He Yu sneered inwardly. Even in this state, he stubbornly suppresses his desire and even manages to preach seriously. He’s even disgusted by the touch of the woman in his arms.

Since you’re not even human, you’ve worn human skin for so long that you don’t want to take it off, huh?

He Yu gnashed his teeth inwardly.

Meanwhile, not all the employees were terrified. Some were relatively bold.

Watching Xie Qingcheng reject the other employees, a spark flashed in one employee’s mind. Quickly thinking, she approached He Yu and whispered like a clumsy strategist.

“Young Master He. You know, that friend of yours… perhaps…”

He Yu, knowing nothing, asked back with a blunt face.

“Perhaps what?”

The employee then suggested indirectly.

“Young Master He, we have handsome male employees in our club as well.”

It took a few seconds for He Yu to realize what she meant.

“…No. That won’t work.”

Xie Qingcheng is a textbook macho boomer. If he were brought a boy who flirted and acted cute, it would probably induce vomiting.

At He Yu’s reaction, the employee wore an expression that said, ‘How does the Young Master know that?’

She was someone who had personally seen and experienced [unauthorized copy]all sorts of absurd incidents while working at the club. She visit our sitethought Young Master unauthorized copyHe was still too young and lacked imagination.

Of course, such irreverent thoughts remained only in her mind. Since Young Master He had refused, she couldn’t add anything more.

However, the employee’s words reminded He Yu of the guestbook he had seen on the dreamy island.

The gay men who visited that guestbook had drooled over Xie Qingcheng. They said his masculine aura was incredible and that they wanted to be pinned down by him at least once.

And what about himself? Unlike Xie Qingcheng, He Yu was the one who would be pinned down by men. Those blind bastards had written nonsense in the guestbook saying they wanted to pin He Yu down.

Recalling that fact made fire rise in his chest. It seemed that even in this regard, he appeared weaker than Xie Qingcheng. Even this was something he was inferior to Xie Qingcheng in.

But who was the one helplessly collapsed now? He looked down at Xie Qingcheng, who was struggling to endure with a flushed face.

He looked unexpectedly fragile.

He desperately wanted to show this sight to stolen contentthose damn gay bastards who thought of Xie Qingcheng visit our siteas an impregnable ‘Oppa’. This is the ultimate unauthorized copy‘Top’ you want to be pinned by?

He’s miserably broken by desire? His body is boiling from the drug, yet he can’t even touch women?

At this rate, he deserves to be the one pinned underneath.

Thinking this far, He Yu’s heart fluttered slightly. It was a tremor for an unknown reason. Imagining Xie Qingcheng pinned beneath someone, a nerve in his cerebral cortex twitched subtly, as if it had received an electric shock.

While he was deep in thought, a sudden loud crash echoed.

He Yu snapped back to his senses. The employees standing nearby were startled. Unable to bear the physical agony, Xie Qingcheng had smashed the thick, branch-shaped glass lamp next to the table.

Slumped on the floor, he tossed and turned with a strained expression. Veins bulged on the back of his hand. His entire body was trembling minutely.

Even with ladies ready to relieve his desire right beside him, he gritted his teeth and endured, even if it meant dying of agony. He refused not only the touch of their fingertips but even their gaze.

The employees had seen countless perverts in their line of work. In [stolen content]fact, stolen contentrejecting such people was part of the job.

But in their lives in the entertainment industry, a gentleman like Xie Qingcheng was a first. Perhaps that was why, amidst their fear and confusion, a sense of sympathy bloomed in their hearts.

Eventually, the lead employee, unable to watch any longer, spoke up.

“…Y-Young Master He. How about… changing the way you resolve this? If it’s a grudge, perhaps the two of you could meet privately later to settle it. Let’s just let it pass for today, okay?”

The lead employee was conscientious and relatively bold. Besides, what if an accident happened? The people dragged to the police station wouldn’t just be the employees. Watching Xie Qingcheng endure until the end despite his wretched condition, she gathered her courage with a trembling heart and quietly made the suggestion.

“…We also have a line we can’t cross since we’re in this business. It would be hard to handle if an accident occurred. Please understand just this once, Young Master He…”

He Yu looked at Xie Qingcheng without a word. As he tightened his grip on the wine glass, the tendons on the back of his hand bulged.

He acted so fake for so long, has he finally become the real thing?

No one had threatened him to make a fool of himself in front of people, yet stolen contentin trying to humiliate Xie Qingcheng, he seemed to be the one who had fallen into an uncontrollable state. From [unauthorized copy]the lead employee to the others… the eyes they [Read on Read BL Novels]cast upon Xie Qingcheng were filled with admiration and pity.

He Yu stood up and slowly walked toward Xie Qingcheng.

After a short silence, a disinterested voice flowed out.

“Fine. Since this is something for the two of us to resolve, everyone please leave.”

Finally, the long-awaited general pardon was granted. Convinced that those two lunatics would cause an accident tonight if they stayed, the employees, upon receiving Young Master He’s permission, scrambled to leave. A few of them looked back at Xie Qingcheng with pity just before exiting the door, praying that he would be safe tonight.

Now, only two people remained in the room.

He Yu looked down at Xie Qingcheng, who was suffering on the floor.

So, I’m the failure after all, right? I’m the immature clown, and Xie Qingcheng is the noble saint?

Am I really unable to see Xie Qingcheng make a fool of himself or beg for forgiveness?

He Yu scanned the man writhing in desire. A clean forehead, a well-defined jawline. As he lowered his gaze further, he saw the Adam’s apple twitching blatantly.

Even in this state, not a single button of his shirt was out of place.

This man’s self-control and pride were truly remarkable.

Even while trembling from the pain of burning desire, Xie Qingcheng assessed the situation and slowly raised his eyes to the young man before him.

“I assume… you’ve had your fun.”

“…”

“If you’re done playing, let’s go home together now.”

“…”

“He Yu, you lost.”

“…”

“You…”

As Xie Qingcheng tried to continue, another wave of hot desire surged, and he closed his eyes. His blood-stained fingers gripped the edge of the table tightly.

It was too painful.

Every minute, every second was a continuation of terrible agony. Because he could not show un-adult-like behavior in front of He Yu, he had to exercise maximum self-control.

He must endure.

Especially in front of He Yu…

A tiny bead of sweat rolled down his flushed face. His Adam’s apple bobbed up and down repeatedly.

He Yu’s gaze, which had been following the movement of Xie Qingcheng’s Adam’s apple, moved up to meet Xie Qingcheng’s eyes.

Moisture lingered in the finely trembling long eyelashes and the exceptionally dark pupils. Despite being intoxicated by the strong alcohol and the drug, the eyes that met He Yu’s were surprisingly calm.

He Yu felt as if his heart were being torn apart by boiling anger. Can I really not penetrate this man’s armor? Can I not even touch his true face, let alone hit his weakness?

No… this man must pay a price somehow.

Because Xie Qingcheng is a fraud.

…A fraud…

Because he’s a damn fraud.

His head grew hot. He Yu, who had been chuckling, suddenly snatched the wine glass and tilted it in the air. The wine, pouring like blood, flowed into the gap of Xie Qingcheng’s slightly open collar.

He wanted to provoke and toy with Xie Qingcheng, even if it was intentional.

Yes.

You’re the one who refused, right?

You’re the one who said you didn’t need women? Let’s see how you endure this. Let’s see how long you can stay composed.

The cold alcohol surged over the hot skin. At that sensation, Xie Qingcheng flinched and gasped for air.

Even so, the moment he met He Yu’s eyes, he clenched his teeth and suppressed his moan.

The red wine quickly soaked into the white [Read on Read BL Novels]shirt. It looked as if a flower had bloomed on Xie Qingcheng’s stolen contentchest. On the other hand, it also looked like a pool of bright red blood.

The wine in the glass was poured over Xie Qingcheng’s body without a single drop remaining. The characteristic astringent and bitter scent of tannins vibrated in the air. He Yu, having lost his reason to rage, gripped Xie Qingcheng’s neck and looked down at him with arrogance.

“Stop acting! Stop acting! How much longer are you going to pretend to be some kind of saint!”

He Yu’s palm, gripping the neck, was so hot that even Xie Qingcheng, whose body was boiling with fever, felt a stinging heat.

Xie Qingcheng barely managed to part his lips.

“Give up… I am a human, not a beast… Do you know the biggest difference between a human and an animal?”

“….”

“Humans can control their desires.”

Xie Qingcheng spoke, his lips trembling faintly. Disappointment was evident in his eyes.

At that gaze, at those words, He Yu felt as if he had been drenched in boiling water.

Even though Xie Qingcheng was looking up at him, He Yu suddenly realized the reality that Xie Qingcheng was standing in a place far, far above him, looking down on him just as he had in the past.

Fury surged to the top of his head. The anger he had let loose at home earlier revived in an instant, filling his chest to the point of bursting. He felt like he was going crazy. Only Xie Qingcheng’s pathetic disgrace, his mental collapse and hot blood, could save him.

But how could he make Xie Qingcheng look pathetic?

Just how could he make him act disgracefully?

This was a man who refused beautiful women even after having this potent liquor poured down his throat.

Thinking of those employees, He Yu felt naturally appalled. He had fed him plenty of alcohol, yet they couldn’t even touch a fingertip? To fail to take a single bite of a meal already served—wasn’t that a dereliction of duty? They had simply shrunk back because Xie Qingcheng had shouted at them.

Every single one of them is trash.

Utterly useless.

As expected, if one wants to achieve a goal in life, one must resolve it with their own strength.

With my own strength.

Alone….

—Young Master He, we have handsome male employees at our club too.

[I heard a new professor arrived at the medical college next door; his name is Xie Qingcheng and he’s seriously handsome. A-grade atmosphere and a cool personality. I want to be pinned under him once.]

[He Yu seems humble wherever he goes, but actually, his aristocratic vibe of drawing a line between himself and others is insane. Pure looks, tall, and skin as white as a woman’s. Seeing him play basketball, he’s strong; I bet he’d be tight in bed.]

The words written in the guestbook and the visit our siteemployee’s words tangled in his head. He [unauthorized copy][visit our site]Yu’s stomach churned. Why did others always think Xie Qingcheng was better than him?

Even in a matter like this, the version of himself that others saw was the one being pinned down. But now, the situation was different. Right now, He Yu could crush Xie Qingcheng, who had collapsed helplessly before him, as much as he wanted. Regardless of atmosphere or personality… once pinned underneath, how was he any different from a woman? If he violated Xie Qingcheng, then all those other idiots would realize what a hypocritical man Xie Qingcheng truly was. That he was a man who pretended to be haughty while being ravaged by a man behind the scenes….

At this point, He Yu felt nauseous at his own thoughts.

This is ridiculous.

Does this even make sense?

How can I imagine something like this?

Both Xie Qingcheng and He Yu were men and heterosexuals who liked women. He Yu could never do such a thing, even if he died. Men were so disgusting. How could he touch the body of another man….

But….

After losing so much face, was he expected to bow his head and say, “I lost”? After causing such a scene, was he going to lose unauthorized copy[visit our site][stolen content]to Xie Qingcheng, who had emptied a whole bottle of alcohol laced with aphrodisiacs?

“….”

If he did that, he would have to act like a dog in front of Xie Qingcheng for the rest of his life. He would never be able to lift his head again.

He was completely caught in a dilemma. Everything had gone so smoothly up until getting Xie Qingcheng drunk, but he had never dreamed that seeing him act disgracefully would be this difficult.

He Yu approached him with slow steps. He looked at the scene before him, ruined by the poured wine.

The pain Xie Qingcheng was experiencing was not at a level that could be endured with reason. It was impossible for him to get through tonight quietly. Of course, the stubborn Xie Qingcheng would rather be tortured until death than touch innocent women.

A blurred focus. A face dazed with lust. He Yu stared silently at Xie Qingcheng, who had his lips parted and was gasping for breath.

He had no interest in a man’s body.

But now, he had to consider the only [visit our site]remaining path. A fragile, broken Xie [visit our site]Qingcheng might be visit our sitewaiting at the end of that path.

Looking at Xie Qingcheng with these feelings, a thought suddenly occurred to him. Perhaps today was the day he would get the answer he had been curious about for a long time.

What would Xie Qingcheng look like on a bed?

In the past, while looking at Li Ruoqiu, and while looking at the two beds in Xie Qingcheng’s house, he had harbored a curiosity within.

Of course, any sane heterosexual man wouldn’t be curious about another man in heat on a bed.

Coincidentally, He Yu had had such thoughts several times without being conscious of this point.

He simply couldn’t imagine the cold, serious, and ascetic Xie Qingcheng passionately entwined with a woman.

But now, he finally had the answer. He Yu witnessed vividly, right before his eyes, Xie Qingcheng’s face tormented by desire and his body flushed with alcohol.

Then, he realized one thing. Unlike the bodies of other men he loathed [visit our site]to look at, perhaps because Xie [unauthorized copy]Qingcheng’s body was so ascetic, it looked quite different from the image of a married man He Yu had envisioned.

An atmosphere that was both immoral and erotic.

Like a god entwined by a snake.

Looking at the man’s body—familiar yet strange, a man who was once infinitely strong and towering—He Yu organized these complex emotions within his paralyzed heart.

Among the various emotions, the most prominent was, surprisingly, a bizarre psychological impulse that made his scalp tingle. It was the thrill brought by madness and revenge.

Tonight, He Yu had gone completely mad.

He was not in his right mind.

Everything from the past had already turned to dust. —Xie Xue is a fake. The contract period is a fake. Everything Xie Qingcheng said is a lie. Right now, all of He Yu’s cognitive abilities were turned upside down.

In the past, he would have rather visit our sitedied than touch a [unauthorized copy]man’s body. No matter the [Read on Read BL Novels]circumstances, he could not have done such a thing.

But tonight.

His damn ten-year faith had been destroyed by Xie Qingcheng’s hand.

His entire mental world had been overturned.

So, what was there that he couldn’t do?

What did it matter if he was a man?

Why did I even come to a club today? I came to do things I couldn’t do before. To shock the world. To smash the foolish version of myself from the past.

—If so, what could be crazier than calling women to a club to sleep with?

The answer was already decided.

The more he thought about it, the more excited he became. The thought of confronting his past self and completely destroying it was exhilarating.

Let’s self-destruct like this.

And while I’m at it, let’s ruin Xie Qingcheng, who dealt such a devastating blow to the back of my head.

He Yu’s gaze lingered over Xie Qingcheng’s face as he suppressed his lust.

That gaze gradually began to shine with a different emotion.

He Yu knew how disgusting it was for men to sleep together. But now, his role was the one on top. A position entirely different from the content that mocked him in the guestbook. The very position that followed the instinct of a male.

And Xie Qingcheng?

Xie Qingcheng was a heterosexual. Even if he couldn’t resist his urges and pounced on a woman, [visit our site]it [Read on Read BL Novels]would only be followed by a bit of guilt and embarrassment. But if he were pinned beneath him….

Wouldn’t a terrible old fossil like him be hit even harder by a situation like this?

As he went through it step by step, he realized how stupid he had been just a moment ago. He was originally a psychopath suffering from a mental illness. He just had to continue showing his psychopathic side. He just had to destroy others and himself in the most irrational and cruel way. There was no need for the cliché method of corrupting someone by seducing them as a woman.

Moreover, wasn’t Xie Qingcheng currently struggling with lust?

It would be even more ridiculous if, in that process, his sexual desire was stimulated by He Yu’s hand. What if Xie Qingcheng wanted him? What if he threw away his pride and clung to him? If this fact leaked out, Xie Qingcheng’s life would be over.

He Yu had gone completely mad. He was mad enough to tremble all over, mad enough to fear nothing, and mad enough to ignore the aftermath. And so—.

A sharp sound echoed.

Just as Xie Qingcheng’s consciousness was fading, He Yu snatched his wrist.

In the dark room, Xie Qingcheng heard He Yu’s low voice. The tall figure facing [Read on Read BL Novels]him, unauthorized copywith the light behind him, exuded a bleak atmosphere.

“I think it’s too early to declare that I’ve lost.”

Leaning down, He Yu pressed his face close to the side of Xie Qingcheng’s neck and exhaled. A voice, threatening and alluring like a snake, drifted over.

“Brother Qingcheng, let’s see who wins after tonight is over.”