By Zephyria 
“Heuk…!”
The moment I finished speaking, I came.
My hips bucked erratically, and my penis, untouched, twitched on its own, spurting white semen several times like a child peeing. I tightened the muscles in my inner thighs, which trembled like a broken car, and firmly wrapped my legs around Do Yun-hyeok’s waist.
Tears streamed down my shadowed temples. My throbbing heart clenched painfully. Do Yun-hyeok gritted his teeth, veins standing out in his neck. His eyes rolled back.
“…Did you only go from behind just now?”
“Heok, heok…”
“Fuck… Hae-jun-ah.”
“Huk, hu, heu…”
“Do you like me that much?”
My head was fuzzy with the sensation of climax. Do Yun-hyeok’s rough voice pierced my ears, but my brain couldn’t process it. I couldn’t even grasp what was happening to me.
Without a moment to catch my breath, my lower body tingled as if it would burst. Strangely, the fierce penis pressing against my inner walls seemed to grow larger.
“Ha…”
Squish, squish. The obscene sounds continued as the friction slowed. The familiar, dull ache revived. With the heavy pressure, I pulled my hips back, twisting my trembling waist.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
A large hand fiercely grabbed my soft buttocks. My fingers dug into my flesh, squeezing my rear. My lips trembled. The lingering sensation of climax, which should have faded, felt like it had grabbed me by the collar again.
“Why do you keep trying to pull away? Huh? I want to be like this forever…”
“Aah…!”
Do Yun-hyeok lowered his hips deeper. My muscles contracted reflexively. I squeezed my eyelids shut, straining. My eyelashes, as well as my palms, were soaked with squeezed-out tears.
Do Yun-hyeok, pinning my pelvis so I couldn’t escape, reverently kissed the hands placed on my eyes.
“Hae-jun-ah.”
“Huk, euung…”
“I like you so much too…”
He gently removed my hands and licked away the wetness from my eyes. My eyelashes were sticky. My eyes were swollen and hard to open. The warm, soft tongue wiped away the saltiness.
Do Yun-hyeok pressed his cheek against mine.
Slosh, slosh. The sounds from below, moving gently as if to soothe, were loud.
“Fuck, why are you so pretty, huh?”
Do Yun-hyeok whispered repeatedly in my ear, then hugged me so tightly his collarbones felt like they would break. The gradually quickening movements of his lower body suddenly became violent. It was the opposite of his tender voice. I struggled and moaned. My legs kicked wildly in the air.
“Haa, ah, ng! Hek…!”
Even though I had just climaxed, arousal surged immediately, and the world spun.
The wet flesh was thrust into me messily, filling the room with squelching sounds. Every time my inner walls convulsed, Do Yun-hyeok’s eyes glazed over. The rough pounding sounds seemed to invade my ears. A mad dog, having lost its reason, was blindly charging at me.
Forgetting my struggles in his arms, I soon found myself intensely responding to him. Each time Do Yun-hyeok’s penis withdrew, I felt an empty void, and my hips moved as if to chase it. With each collision of his groin against my buttocks, like a car crashing, I felt swept away by waves.
As I awkwardly matched his movements, lifting my hips, Do Yun-hyeok, breathing heavily whether he was laughing or angry, bit and sucked my collarbone. I didn’t even feel the pain of my skin being bitten. The overwhelming pleasure that soaked us pulled us in with even greater force.
“Ng, aaang, ng! Heok!”
Perverted moans couldn’t be suppressed. With each forceful thrust, my hips lifted. The wetness rubbed together intensely, making a thick, sloshing sound. White foam dripped out like it was flowing, dirtying my legs too. Each time our joined parts connected and separated, my mind surged and fell repeatedly.
Though I knew the soft bed was behind me, I felt like I was being lifted into the air. Do Yun-hyeok, having lost control, moved violently, and my body, pinned beneath him, was roughly crumpled. My toes curled.
“Ah, ah, ah!”
Screaming at the pleasure of a vertical drop from the sky, I wrapped my arms around Do Yun-hyeok’s neck.
I never wanted to be separated from him. I wanted to remain one with him.
I dug my fingers into Do Yun-hyeok’s body, clinging to him desperately.
“Ha, fuck, I like it…”
“Huu, ah, I’m going, going crazy…!”
My tongue was completely loose. My eyes rolled back, flashing. My thoroughly soiled penis was rubbed wildly against Do Yun-hyeok’s firm stomach. My limbs trembled, unable to overcome the pleasure.
“Kkuek!”
“Huuuk…!”
At the end of the long pleasure, Do Yun-hyeok suddenly pulled me close with a sound like he was scratching his throat. Our bodies pressed together, leaving no space. Even our hearts seemed to beat as one.
The pounding sound echoed as if from a single entity.
‘Ah…’
I want to be with this person forever.
Beyond the physical sensation of bursting, a sense of elevation that seemed to lift my soul burst forth dazzlingly.
A warm, throbbing emotion filled my chest, thick and deep. It felt like my entire being, not just my body, was being filled.
I wished this feeling with Do Yun-hyeok could last forever.
“Aaaah…”
We climaxed simultaneously, holding each other tightly. Something gurgled and poured into my inner walls. The thick liquid didn’t just wet my inner walls; it flowed out in soft clumps. From my penis, thin semen splattered, soaking my stomach and chest. My entire wet body trembled, welcoming the relief I had barely regained.
“Hek, hek…”
“Huu…”
The climax was long and deep. We continued to pant. Even after ejaculating, residual pleasure, like waves, washed over my entire body.
We didn’t release our arms holding each other. My heart pounded as if it would break through the ribcage that confined it.
“I love you, Hae-jun-ah.”
After a long while, Do Yun-hyeok whispered softly.
I wanted to reply, “Me too,” but my strength had reached its limit. Instead of answering, I buried my face in his collarbone.
I was on the verge of collapse. A languid, loose sensation enveloped my body. I felt safe in his firm arms that didn’t let me go. I mumbled, making only sighing sounds, and then fell into a daze, as if passing out.
❖ ❖ ❖
The moment I opened my eyes, I mumbled to myself blankly.
‘This is why…’
Even with the blinds fully drawn, they couldn’t block out the bright, burning daylight. I stared blankly at the shafts of light.
‘This is why people are crazy about sex.’
Last night came back to me hazily. Even though I was completely sober before penetration, it was no different from being drunk. I had lost my mind and clung to him.
‘But…’
My face flushed.
I really, truly liked it, to the point of death.
It was so good it made me wonder if such pleasure was allowed in the world.
It was so intense it felt like it couldn’t be done often… but would I become addicted?
‘Ah, what am I thinking.’
Heat rushed to my face. My eyes felt hot too. I buried my face in the blankets.
Just then, I heard a clattering sound from the distant kitchen. Had Do Yun-hyeok woken up? A warm, soft feeling, like new flesh growing over a wound, spread through me.
I tried to slowly sit up but stumbled and fell.
“Ugh!”
I buried my face in the pillow but couldn’t move. My entire body, having used muscles I hadn’t used before, ached as if it would break. I hugged myself and groaned.
“Hae-jun-ah? Are you awake?”
“Ugh, yeah, uugh…”
I heard the sound of Do Yun-hyeok, who was in the kitchen, rushing towards me. I remained with my face buried in the pillow.
I was too embarrassed to look at his face. It was so mortifying. And my heart pounded. The sound of my heartbeat echoed through the mattress.
“It hurts, I’m sorry…”
Do Yun-hyeok, who had come closer, gently brushed my hair back.
He had been cooking, and he smelled of savory sesame oil. I shook my head back and forth, still buried in the pillow. I was embarrassed that he might notice my heart pounding so hard it shook my body. My physical pain wasn’t important right now.
“I’m sorry, it was my first time, so I couldn’t control myself.”
“…Your first time?”
When I opened my mouth, my voice came out like a rusty hinge. I quickly shut my mouth. I hadn’t expected my voice to sound so strange.
“Uuung.”
“…How?”
“Hmm?”
“……”
He was so good at it, like a madman.
I couldn’t bring myself to say that, so I clamped my mouth shut.
Do Yun-hyeok, thinking I was angry because I was in pain, fidgeted nervously. Without looking at him, I reached out and grabbed his arm.
I felt like I had grabbed his elbow. Do Yun-hyeok, flustered, called my name.
“Hae-jun-ah? What’s wrong.”
Last night, I had been so stiff and wooden, just accepting what Do Yun-hyeok did. But he said it was his first time…? It was my first time too, but could it be this different?
I had underestimated sex. I hadn’t known. I hadn’t known how thrilling it was to desire each other and be the object of each other’s desire. This must be why everyone just threw themselves into it. There was no need to learn it step by step. It was something only lovers could know.
Sharing such hot and thrilling pleasure, almost unbelievable to be permitted to humans, was not only physically but also mentally fulfilling.
It was a process of confirming, with our entire bodies, that we loved each other.
“…I hate losing the most.”
I mumbled into the pillow.
“Huh?”
Do Yun-hyeok asked again, as if he hadn’t heard, but I closed my mouth.
I always hated losing. I didn’t want to lose. Especially to someone talented.
Faced with the determination not to lose, my embarrassment dissipated like smoke.
Thinking back to yesterday, my face grew hot. The moment I opened my eyes, I felt aroused again. Even though it wouldn’t be visible under the covers, I shifted my hips back.
Suppressing my thoughts, I squeezed the hand holding Do Yun-hyeok’s arm. Do Yun-hyeok, who had been pinched for no reason, cried out in pain. Do Yun-hyeok seemed to think he had been too rough last night and looked flustered.
Just then, my empty stomach rumbled. Do Yun-hyeok, who had been comforting me, didn’t miss the sound and started talking about the kimchi octopus porridge he had made and how we should eat it before it got cold. The savory smell emanating from him was the porridge. I laughed, my head still buried in the pillow.
If you receive something, you must give something in return.
When I was with Do Yun-hyeok, I always looked forward to what came next.
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