5.1 For nobodies like us
I prayed all day. I prayed that they would let me finish right up until the deadline. However, the ladies, who had no way of knowing my desperate heart, clocked out early, well before 10 PM. Kim Jeong-suk was in the kitchen packing the black bags for delivery, and Kang Moon-soo sat in the hall, puffing away at a cigarette.
As I swept and scrubbed the hall floor, Kang Moon-soo nudged me with his foot as I passed by.
“You really are a little slut, aren’t you? Do you want a cock that bad? You can’t hold out without one being shoved in, huh?”
“Yes.”
I answered half-heartedly, aggressively pushing the mop toward Kang Moon-soo’s feet. Kang Moon-soo let out a scoff.
“Wow, look at this fucking bitch and how she talks. Did you hear that, Noona? She says she wants a cock that bad.”
“That’s a relief. They say if you hold it in, it turns into a disease.”
Kim Jeong-suk replied equally half-heartedly while tying a cloth wrap tight. He seemed too preoccupied with the worry of stepping foot into a room salon to give Kang Moon-soo a sincere response. I hoped they’d just break up. No, then whoever gets entangled with those bastards next would be the one to suffer, so I take that back.
Of course, I was also worried sick. I deliberately mopped slowly, but even this would be finished in a minute. Backing up as I pushed the mop, I finally reached the bathroom, the end point. The moment I straightened my back, Kang Moon-soo strode across the sparkling clean hall, grabbed me by the collar, and shoved me blindly into the bathroom. Then, he reached back and locked the door.
“What the fuck are you doing! Get away!”
“Did you really sleep with someone?”
Kang Moon-soo, pinning me against the wall, asked in a whisper. His eyes were becoming similar to the look he had in the bathroom that day.
“If you do any more, I’m going to scream. If Auntie hears—”
“Let her hear. What’s she gonna do about it?”
“…”
Suddenly, Kang Moon-soo yanked my body forward with the hand holding my collar. I collided with his body once, and then my back was pressed not against the wall, but against the spin-dryer. Since the spin-dryer only reached my waist, my upper body tilted back as if I were lying down. Kang Moon-soo pressed down hard on top of me.
“You fucking bitch. I can get hard too, you know? I’m just fucking holding back.”
“…Get off, you fuck…”
Pushed by Kang Moon-soo’s strength, I eventually ended up lying completely flat on the spin-dryer. Our touching lower bodies began to rub slowly. I grit my teeth. I could feel Kang Moon-soo’s cock, swelling uncontrollably, right against mine. As I distorted my face, feeling as if I might vomit, a filthy hand clamped over my mouth.
Just like in the bathroom that day, Kang Moon-soo babbled with my lips pressed against the back of his hand.
“I’ll finish in five minutes. When do you want to do it?”
“Fuuu…!”
“I’ll never touch your ass. Just a clean shot in the front.”
“You piece of shii…!”
I stomped my feet and tried to scream, but the more I did, the more violently my mouth was covered. The force pressing down on my body was stubborn and wouldn’t budge. If this guy was like this, then CEO Chu, who was taller and bulkier… The dangerous moment was right now, yet my mind was entirely occupied by what would happen with CEO Chu in the future.
Just then, the bathroom door handle rattled from the outside, and when they realized it was locked, there were loud bangs.
“What’s this? Moon-soo, are you in there? Where’s Min-jo?”
The lower body that had been rubbing slowly stopped at the sound of Kim Jeong-suk’s voice. With my mouth still covered, Kang Moon-soo shouted toward the door.
“We’re together!”
“What are you two doing? Ah, just open the door quickly. I’m gonna pee and leave fast.”
“Got it!”
Before pulling away from me, Kang Moon-soo whispered quickly in a low tone.
“If you keep acting up unnecessarily, I’ll fuck you [unauthorized copy]right [visit our site]in [visit our site]front of Noona. Got it?”
The moment he detached himself, Kang Moon-soo threw me onto the floor. Only after nudging me with his foot as I lay sprawled by the drain did he open the bathroom door. Then, he spoke first to get ahead of the situation.
“This bitch was just acting out.”
“Did you hit him? I’ll tell that brat I’m coming now!”
“I wanted to hit him, but I held back.”
Startled, Kim Jeong-suk rushed over to me and checked me over. I pushed away Kim Jeong-suk’s hands—which were just as dirty—and stood up on my own.
I spat on the floor and went to the sink to wash my face. I scrubbed the areas where Kang Moon-soo’s hand had touched with soap. In my heart, I wanted to strip naked and wash away everything that had touched him, including my lower body where his cock had rubbed. Watching my actions from behind, Kim Jeong-suk spoke quietly.
“Pack your things and go to the car first. I’ll handle the wrap-up.”
Kim Jeong-suk, who was incredibly perceptive, probably already knew everything. What that bastard Kang Moon-soo had done to me and what he intended to do. However, if he spoke of it himself, his foul-tempered lover wouldn’t let it slide, so he was likely forced to keep his mouth shut.
Looking at it now, the one who wanted the relationship more was Kim Jeong-suk. Perhaps Kim Jeong-suk truly loved Kang Moon-soo, who treated him as nothing more than a source of money. It wasn’t just affection, but something closer to a filthy love where lingering attachment clings more and more as time passes… Some people in the world might be saved by love, but for nobodies like us, that damn love is exactly what sends us further into the abyss.
Not wanting to wipe my face with a towel stained by the hands of random people, I left the bathroom still wet. The hall was empty. Kang Moon-soo had vanished, and only his dirty footprints remained on the damp floor.
Kim Jeong-suk was silent while driving. He seemed lost in old memories, or perhaps [stolen content]he was just blankly exhausted. [unauthorized copy]As we entered the downtown area filled with entertainment facilities, Kim Jeong-suk suddenly spoke.
“Do you hate me a lot?”
“Pardon?”
I clearly heard him, but I pretended I hadn’t and asked again. There was no answer. I only heard Kim Jeong-suk talking to himself. “This crazy bitch is asking something so obvious…”
I almost asked him if he liked Kang Moon-soo that much, if it wasn’t burdensome to provide his body, heart, and even money to that young brat, but I stopped. He probably knew well that it was a shameful thing, and he surely wasn’t unaware that he was being manipulated by Kang Moon-soo. If it wasn’t a wound that healed by being touched, it was right to just watch in silence. Whether it would fester further or heal cleanly was ultimately their own business.
However, it was a fact that Kim Jeong-suk had become far more vicious because of Kang Moon-soo. He hadn’t tormented me to this extent before. Since they had been together for over a year, Kim Jeong-suk, who had crossed the limit in that time, would never be able to return to the past. No matter how much he pushed Kang Moon-soo out of his life.
While lost in these thoughts, we were already in front of the Grand Hotel. Kim Jeong-suk’s face grew severely dark. Instead of going down to the hotel parking lot, he stopped the car in front of a nearby building. I got out and handed the car keys to Kim Jeong-suk. The hand that took them was trembling quite a bit.
“Let’s have one cigarette before we go in.”
As a pair who looked like a mother and son stood side by side smoking, passersby glanced at us. Seeing Kim Jeong-suk’s attire and the bundle of coffee in his hand, they frowned and quickly looked away. I wondered how I looked in their eyes. The son of a coffee shop waitress? Or a very, very young lover?
As we descended to the basement where the room salon ‘Renaissance’ was located, the air changed noticeably. It was stifling.
Despite being underground, this place was brighter than midday. However, that was only at the entrance where the info desk was; once we entered the corridor, dim lights flickered, befitting a decadent establishment. A large man standing at the start of the wide corridor approached us. Seeing Kim Jeong-suk, he seemed to realize immediately that they were from the coffee shop, so he didn’t ask anything and simply gestured with his head for us to follow.
The corridor branched off in several directions, with countless rooms along the sides. A few slender ladies and uniformed employees hurried through visit our sitethe [unauthorized copy]halls. The sound of heels and the rattling of carts echoed quietly.
I expected it to be noisy, but it was quieter than I thought. Perhaps the soundproofing was good, as only small noises were heard whenever a room door opened or closed. Just as I was wondering if an entertainment venue could be this luxurious, the large man walking ahead stopped. It was in front of the room at the very end of the corridor, in the furthest corner.
“If you go in here, the Hyung will come.”
After saying that, the man opened the door and let Kim Jeong-suk in. The moment the door closed, I heard a clicking sound, and just in case, I quickly tried to turn the handle. It wasn’t locked from the outside; it was just the sound of it closing.
The large room was darker than the corridor. There were many lights on the walls and ceiling, but only one or two were turned on. If they were all on, it would be as bright as if fluorescent lights were lit. I thought it was better to be dark. I didn’t know what would happen after Kim Jeong-suk left, and I didn’t want to clearly see Chu Gi-oh’s face as it changed from moment to moment. And I didn’t want to show such a face myself.
Kim Jeong-suk and I sat on the left and right sofas, leaving the seat of honor in the center empty. We weren’t in a relationship where we would sit close. We certainly weren’t in a relationship where we could share the fear of this moment.
Kim Jeong-suk took out a cigarette and lit it, and I just sat still. Without any conversation, about 10 to 15 minutes passed in silence.
Soon, the door burst open and CEO Chu entered. Following him, Jang-bae entered and stood guard at the entrance. Only then did my heart begin to beat frantically. Until now, it had felt like a dream, and I felt as if I had just woken up.
CEO Chu, who went and sat in the seat of honor with familiarity, looked at me before Kim Jeong-suk and smiled. In truth, his gaze had been fixed on me from the moment he opened the door and stepped inside.
Just like this morning at the hotel, he opened one arm and said, “Come here.”
While I moved to his side, Kim Jeong-suk pretended to look at distant mountains. Having heard the word ‘Come here’ a few times, it had already started to sound familiar to my ears. My actions in going to sit beside him had also become more natural.
CEO Chu pulled me close, just like the way men in movies play around with hostesses. His scent penetrated my nose, and my face was inevitably pressed tight against his chest. Before I squeezed [visit our site]my eyes shut, my gaze met Kim [unauthorized copy]Jeong-suk’s. A flicker of apology seemed to appear in his eyes. He should feel that way. Because it was all because of you, Kim Jeong-suk, that I ended up like this.
CEO Chu went straight to the point.
“Settle all my kid’s debts by tomorrow and bill me. I’ll send the money over cleanly.”
At those words, I opened my tightly shut eyes and looked up at CEO Chu. I saw his protruding Adam’s apple and his shaded jaw. My heart raced. He had clearly said he would give me a week, but suddenly his words changed. By tomorrow? Kim Jeong-suk also seemed as surprised as I was.
“To… tomorrow?”
“Why, you don’t like it?”
“N-no, it’s not that I don’t like it. I just didn’t expect you to settle it so quickly…”
Kim Jeong-suk spoke with a slight smile, trailing off. But he didn’t look happy at all. No. He was actually disappointed. He had planned to conspire with Kang Moon-soo to drag this out as long as possible to squeeze more money out of me, and if it was settled this quickly, the amount of money they planned for would change. He probably expected it to take at least a month; Kim Jeong-suk had clearly not foreseen this.
Kim Jeong-suk was a problem, but the bigger problem was CEO Chu. Every word out of his mouth was different from the morning.
“And. From tomorrow, I won’t have him come to work, so keep that in mind.”
Why are you doing this, Gi-oh? You know very well how important a promise between people is.
Held in CEO Chu’s arms, I looked up and down repeatedly, restless like a dog that needs to pee. Because I was moving, his body kept shaking too, and only then did he lower his head [visit our site]to look at me. I held onto hope at the spreading smile, but as expected.
“Alright, alright. I’ll finish up quickly and then give you a proper hug. Just hold on a bit longer.”
CEO Chu treated me like someone desperate to be held by him, then raised his head again to continue talking to Kim Jeong-suk. Just as Kim Jeong-suk had said, he was a complete psycho.
“With that in mind, pull the full list of debts and hand it over to me. The money will be deposited into the account immediately.”
“Yes, I’ll do that. But CEO…”
Kim Jeong-suk, who seemed like he would simply agree, cleared his throat and dragged out his words in an uncertain tone.
“Um… could you give me just a few more days?”
“What days?”
“This is just so sudden… if he quits right now, there’s no one to take over, and I think there will be a lot of disruptions in business… couldn’t you let him come to work just until I find someone?”
A brief silence followed.
“Do I have to worry about that too?”
“He probably wouldn’t want to come either, but, well, I’m not running this business alone… I think it’s only right that the handover is done properly before he leaves…”
CEO Chu stared intently at Kim Jeong-suk, who was smiling awkwardly and trailing off. The silence lasted longer than before. I remembered him saying this morning, ‘Are you fucking kidding me, you pieces of shit.’ While I was anxious that he might suddenly throw a cup at Kim Jeong-suk or scream, CEO Chu suddenly let out a snort of laughter and nodded.
“Fine, how many days will it take?”
At the positive response, Kim Jeong-suk’s mind raced. It was obvious from his expression that he was full of thoughts on how to pull out even one more cent.
“A-about ten days…”
“Did you eat your conscience for breakfast? Do you want me to squeeze it out of you?”
As the voice turned cold, Kim Jeong-suk shifted his stance. “T-then, just a week…”
CEO Chu stared at Kim Jeong-suk for a long time before speaking as if granting a favor. “Do that.” Then he looked down at me and smiled, raising an eyebrow. His gaze seemed to say, ‘See how your boss is?’
In that moment, a realization sent shivers down my spine. CEO Chu hadn’t intended to make me quit; he had been testing to see how Kim Jeong-suk would react. He must have known about their wicked greed to stubbornly increase the debt. Having confirmed Kim Jeong-suk’s inner thoughts as if stamping a seal, CEO Chu’s expression looked somewhat pleased.
“Instead, I’ll take care of where he sleeps.”
“S-sleep?”
To Kim Jeong-suk, who looked at him as if [unauthorized copy]asking ‘Why sleep…?’, [stolen content]CEO Chu spoke in a colder tone than before.
“I’m the one putting the kid to sleep, is there something you need to ask?”
“O-oh, no. I’m just more grateful that you’re taking such good care of the boy…”
Kim Jeong-suk began to smile foolishly to smooth over the situation. Whether he hated the sight of it or not, CEO Chu sneered.
“A person who knows how to be grateful, yet you put the kid to sleep in a warehouse? How much did you save by doing that? At the very least, you must have saved the cost of a room. Right?”
“…”
Kim Jeong-suk’s face turned red in an instant. He must have known that the warehouse room was no place for a human to live. However, rather than being ashamed of his own actions, he seemed to be flushing because he hated being reprimanded by another. The look in his eyes as he looked at me said it all. ‘Bitch whose mouth is as loose as cum.’ Well, since it was practically the same as snitching, it wasn’t entirely wrong.
“It’s just going to be unpleasant talk anyway, so just get up and leave.”
As if he had been waiting for those words, Kim Jeong-suk quickly stood up. In that moment, something seemed to catch his hand. It was the tightly tied bundle of coffee. I had forgotten about it too. Kim Jeong-suk looked at CEO Chu with an ‘oh no’ expression.
“A-ah, goodness. I’ve been so out of it that I haven’t given you the coffee yet. Shall I serve you a cup now?”
“Forget it. Take it and drink plenty yourself, CEO.”
“T-then, I’ll take it that we’ll settle up in a week and be on my way.”
Having grabbed the bundle, Kim Jeong-suk didn’t even look at me and gave a slight nod of greeting only to CEO Chu. He turned around and walked toward the door where Jang-bae was standing, his heels making small sounds.
“CEO.”
While pulling me even closer, CEO Chu called out to Kim Jeong-suk. Kim Jeong-suk flinched and looked back. “Yes?”
“I’ll stop by soon to settle the card.”
“A-ah, yes, yes. If you just call me the day before, I’ll have everything ready, brand new and clean.”
Under the dim lighting, I could see the greed for money surging in Kim Jeong-suk’s shaded face. His eyes were already anticipating how much more he could take if he played along this time.
Eventually, Kim Jeong-suk exited through the door opened by Jang-bae, and then Jang-bae disappeared as well. The moment the door closed, I almost jumped up. I’m dying to leave too, so why does nobody realize that? I want to leave so badly it brings tears to my eyes.
Once only the two of us were left, CEO Chu detached me slightly from his embrace and turned sideways toward me. He looked straight into my face, staring intently. I was about to go crazy because he kept smiling. He seemed to think that smiling would reduce his ferocity. There wasn’t much difference, and it only made his facial muscles ache…
But there was one thing that changed absolutely. It was the gaze. The eyes that were indifferent to anyone else transformed into a gaze that looked like he was dying to do it the moment he saw me. Earlier, a moment ago, and now.
A large palm, more than enough to cover my entire face, cupped my cheek. CEO Chu’s face leaned in closer to mine. Then came his tender voice.
“I’ve been so damn busy today I couldn’t even [visit our site]call ya. You waited a long time, didn’t ya?”
No. Not at all. I was so happy you didn’t. But in what position was I to actually say that? I answered with an awkward smile, just as I had this morning.
“Yes… a, a little….”
He nodded, looking at me as if he understood exactly how I felt. It was only then that I realized for certain: skipping over things like mutual attraction or the “getting to know each other” phase, this man was simply in a relationship with me. He was fanning the flames of his own emotions—no, he had a high-powered blower turned on—letting them burn wildly, completely unaware that I, standing right beside him, was being scorched crisp.
“I’m gonna be gone for a few days startin’ tomorrow, so that’s alright, right?”
The hand cupping my cheek clung to me like a leech. Aside from the rough sensation of his calluses, his touch was incredibly gentle and sweet. Not just his touch, but everything about Chu Gi-oh in this moment was the same. His gaze, his tone, the smile on his lips, and even the words announcing his absence. If someone who didn’t know Chu Gi-oh judged him based only on this side of him, they would never guess he was a man who cut people’s ankles; they would think he was nothing more than an innocent man head-over-heels in love.
“I’m the CEO, ain’t I? I can’t just force things. Just bear with me and understand for a few days. Got it?”
“…Yes.”
A coarse, rough thumb gently brushed my cheek. Even though we were alone, he lowered his voice to a whisper that only I could hear.
“I oughta be takin’ good care of ya by your side, but of all times, we had to meet when I’m this busy. We’re both sufferin’, ain’t we?”
“…I-I’m fine.”
“You understand?”
“O-of course.”
“I’ll make it up to ya later. When I say later, I mean in a few days, not ten or twenty years from now. Don’t get the wrong idea.”
“….”
I wanted to ask him seriously. Just how far along do you think we are? Do you even realize it’s only been about a week since we met?
Whether my internal thoughts leaked out or not, his expression suddenly hardened.
“Right, don’t look at me with those weird eyes. This is a first for me too, a first. I don’t act like this with just anyone.”
“…Yes.”
The thumb that had been stroking my cheek moved down to the corner of my mouth. His gaze, which had been on my eyes, followed it down to my lips. Sensing that something was about to happen, I tried to pull my face away, but he grabbed the back of my head with his other hand. Then, as if releasing something he had been holding back, he began to pant like a thirsty dog.
“I don’t have much time, Min-jo.”
“Yes…?”
He thrust his face in as if he were about to tear my lips apart, but then he unauthorized copypaused, perhaps remembering the promise he had made. “Fuck….” Gritting out the curse with a distorted expression, he stood up abruptly from the sofa. In the next instant, a hand shot under my armpit and hoisted my body up.
CEO Chu sat me down on the table right in front of him, then stepped between my spread legs, looking down at me and casting a shadow over me. Breathing heavily in his excitement, he hurriedly lowered both hands to the front of his trousers.
“You don’t gotta take it. Just take it with your hand.”
“C-CEO….”
“Ain’t no need to grab and shake it, just keep your eyes on me. I’ll handle everything.”
I heard the sound of a belt being pulled and lowered my head, but my chin was immediately grabbed and forced upward. “Don’t look away. Before I shove it in your mouth.”
Even from a brief glance, the front of his trousers was bulging significantly. CEO Chu’s face was just as flushed. Needless to say, his two eyes were darting around, flashing with a predatory glint.
“Hng….”
This kind of excitement was more terrifying than when he was genuinely angry. The way he panted like a dog tied up in the scorching sun was more frightening than a ghost.
Bending his waist as if to pin me down, he moved his hands quickly at the front of his pants. The sounds of things being undone, lowered, and pulled out were vivid. Meanwhile, in my attempt to avoid the approaching CEO Chu, I was leaning back on my elbows on the table, almost lying flat. His hand, touching my crotch, soon began to move up and down.
“Do ya know my cock is so swollen, hng, it feels like it’s gonna burst?”
“…Hng, no.”
“This is torture, pure torture…. Hurry up and suck it. I’ll let ya touch it every day.”
Sounds like “Haa, you fucking bitch” popped out of CEO Chu’s mouth. His complexion grew even redder. Licking his lips with his tongue, he then licked my face with his wide-eyed gaze instead. Then, unable to endure it any longer, he buried his lips in my neck.
The moment those hot lips touched me, my shoulders hunched and a small moan escaped. The breath pouring from his mouth was as hot as steam rising from boiling water. His breathless voice crawled from my nape into my ear. Min-jo, hng, you little brat, you fucking bitch.
“You’re tryin’ to completely kill me, ain’t ya? Huh?”
“N-no, hng….”
“If ya kill me, hng, what then? Ain’t it better for me to be alive than dead, hng?”
He wasn’t moving fast, but his ragged breathing made my ears feel damp. Naturally, strange sounds like hng, hup, ugh, please poured relentlessly from my own mouth.
He seemed to be masturbating while letting a lot of fluid leak; a wet, obscene sound echoed from his shaking grip. It wasn’t much different from the sound of something being thrust into a hole. Suddenly, he lifted his head, stood straight, and pressed my chest down firmly with his hand.
“Lie down straight.”
I struggled for a moment to avoid lying down, but soon my entire back hit the table. In the next instant, my t-shirt was yanked up, exposing my abdomen and chest. Startled, I curled up and tried to cover my chest with my hands. However, both my wrists were seized by Chu Gi-oh and pulled above my head. My captured left wrist felt terribly damp. It was the hand that had been shaking his cock until a moment ago; it was slick as if coated in oil, drenched in fluid. And then, something even more shocking happened. He bit my left nipple with his lips.
“Hng!”
An unfamiliar sensation surged through me, sending shivers down my spine. My torso twisted violently. Because my wrists were held, I couldn’t push him away. All I could do was heave my body and hunch my shoulders.
Unable to stroke his cock while holding my arms, CEO Chu began to thrust his cock directly against my crotch. The hard member poked painfully into my spread thighs. I wanted to cry. It was only a matter of time before he stripped my pants and lunged.
“Hng, CEO… Ah…!”
He didn’t just roll it with his tongue; he actually nipped my nipple with his front teeth. “It, it hurts…!”
As I tossed my head and practically sobbed, he let go of my hands. The moment he did, a thick arm slid under my head and hugged me with all his might. His massive frame crushed my entire body. The lips that had been licking my nipple moved up to stick to my cheek, and his near-death panting drenched my face.
“Hug me. Hng, tight.”
I had already been touching his body before he even said that—unconsciously trying to push him away, to escape. But given the body crushing me, naturally, he didn’t budge. Perhaps displeased with the way I was pushing him, Chu Gi-oh lifted himself up.
“Is that how ya hug me?”
“I-it’s just… it tickles….”
“That’s the same as avoidin’ me ‘cause ya hate me. Do ya hate me?”
“No, no….”
The moment I answered, the cock protruding from his open fly caught my eye. No wonder my crotch hurt, I thought, closing my eyes tight in disgust. Seeing this, Chu Gi-oh tried to force my eyelids open.
“I just told ya to stop the nonsense and here ya go again. Open your eyes, what are ya doin’!”
No sooner had he shouted than his hand slid under my armpit again, just as it had when he put me on the table. A short click of his tongue followed.
“Forget it. What’s the point of shoutin’? I’ll just do this.”
Lifting my body as easily as a bundle of straw, he sat back down on the sofa while holding me. My buttocks landed right on top of the head of his cock, and as that specific spot—my anus—was poked, my body bounced up. “Ah!”
Because of the denim fabric of the jeans, which didn’t stretch like sweatpants, it didn’t penetrate fully, but I reacted reflexively, thinking for a second that the cock was entering. It wasn’t a steel pipe, but it was incredibly hard. I seriously thought that if someone hit it with a hammer, it would make a clang! sound.
The stimulation to his genitals seemed to be as agonizing for him as it was for me; Chu Gi-oh, hugging me, groaned like a beast and spat out a curse. “Ah, fuck!” I don’t know when he had pulled them down, but his pants and underwear were now hanging around his ankles.
“I’m dyin’ here, Min-jo. Hng, fuck, save me.”
His breathing became even more labored. Removing his hands from my armpits, he grabbed the hem of my t-shirt. In the next instant, before I could even say “uh,” my top was gone. The removed shirt had already flown off to somewhere. His rough palms scrubbed my chest and abdomen like a coarse exfoliating mitt.
“I’ll just rub it lightly against the skin here. Or ya can try rubbin’ it from above. Want to?”
“Ugh, CEO….”
“Hold on a sec, let me take off my clothes first. It’s too uncomfortable to even stroke my cock, fuck.”
Staring straight into my eyes with those terrifying, glistening eyes, Chu Gi-oh began to take off his shirt. Since he wasn’t wearing a jacket or a tie, the shirt was the only thing to remove.
His hands were incredibly urgent as he undid the buttons. The cock that had poked me once was now positioned in front of my groin, moving as if it were stroking itself. A snake—no, an anaconda—was alive and moving in front of my thighs. An anaconda that sprayed water instead of flicking its tongue. It was incredibly grotesque.
“But wouldn’t it be better if ya took some off too? Don’t worry about gettin’ fucked. I keep my promises strictly.”
“No, no.”
I shook my head like a madman and refused. The moment I fell for those words, a long, deep tunnel would be carved into my body in an instant.
“I-I’ll just… do it like this….”
My chest throbbed as if I had swallowed a hot stone; it was unbearable. Scared, terrified, dirty, disgusted. Emotions that couldn’t be summed up by a single word swirled in my solar plexus. Feeling my eyes grow damp, I touched them and found tears were flowing. Because of this man, who thinks that as long as he coaxes and soothes someone into a good mood, it’s not forced, I was shedding tears again today.
With the lighting behind him, Chu Gi-oh’s face was dark with shadows. Conversely, my face, facing the light, must have been clearly visible. After struggling with the buttons and eventually ripping a few off to remove the shirt, Chu Gi-oh stopped all movement the moment he locked eyes with me.
“….”
“…Hup.”
His gaze lingered not on my pupils, but on a part of my eye area. He must have seen the tears clinging there.
A frown creased his brow, and a sudden chill flickered in his eyes, which were wet with excitement. Suddenly, my chin was seized in an angry grip. With a face as furious as the strength in his hand, Chu Gi-oh whispered quietly.
“Are ya cryin’ right now?”
“N-no….”
His eyes snapped open fiercely.
“Wow. Is it so disgustin’ that ya can’t help but cry? Does this look like shit to ya instead of a cock?”
“N-no…. It’s not that.”
He thrust his face in as if he were about to bite my face and neck from every angle. Baring his teeth, he asked in an angry tone.
“Then.”
“….”
“Then?”
“T-that’s, I mean….”
“Fuck, then!”
The word “Then” now sounded like some kind of magic spell. A spell that forced me to say or do something to appease Chu Gi-oh the moment I heard it. As his angry eyes closed and opened slowly, words stumbled out of my mouth.
“…I-I like it.”
I realized only today that I was quite a lunatic myself. I don’t know if I’d become like him after spending a few days by his side, but I realized that the phrase “digging one’s own grave” was meant for someone like me, in this exact situation. Perhaps, as Chu Gi-oh said, I really was born to seduce this man….
“…I-I like it, CEO.”
Watching Chu Gi-oh’s expression change in an instant, I thought: Yes, Min-jo. Since it’s come to this, why not just accept it? Unless you can actually get the result you want by pushing him away and escaping. Even if it’s not Chu Gi-oh, you’re someone who’d roll around in the gutter anyway, so why act like you have such a precious body? You should be grateful that it’s Chu Gi-oh, who genuinely likes you, and not Kang Moon-soo. Even if you die while eating that cock.
“I’m sorry.”
I wiped my tears and looked directly at CEO Chu. I lowered my hand and grabbed the cock standing erect in front of his groin. I gave an awkward smile to CEO Chu, who reacted with a hng and a contraction of his abdomen.
“I’ve always… hng, been a bit of a crybaby….”
After lying brazenly, I wrapped my palm around the leaking glans and shook it gently.
“If you handle me a little more gently, I don’t think I’ll cry again…. Just like you said, CEO….”
Maybe it’s because I’m my mother’s son, but the words came out as if I were trained. If I had worked at a host bar, I could have easily been the top earner; I felt a strange sense of regret for discovering this aptitude so late.
As I tightened my grip and shook the glans up and down, Chu Gi-oh’s expression began to distort. Not out of anger, but because he was so excited his cock was about to fall off. Gritting his teeth, he grabbed the back of my neck. Pulling the back of my head close to his face, which was twitching with excitement, he muttered with a hollow laugh. “Crazy bitch… how can ya be as crazy as I am.”
Facing me forehead to forehead, he exhaled hot breaths and spoke.
“You fuckin’ ain’t normal, right? You’ve gone completely nuts, ain’t ya? Huh?”
“Hng, yes.”
“Answer me, you fucking bitch.”
Every time I stroked his genitals, our noses crossed diagonally and our lips almost touched. Sometimes they brushed and pulled away. In those moments, CEO Chu would lick his lips and ask in a desperate voice, “Hng, just how crazy are ya? Really as crazy as me?”
I didn’t think of it as disgusting at all. I just treated it as my own new cock and stroked it as if I were masturbating. There was no harm in living positively.
The hand wrapping around my nape felt like a fireball. The hand that slid up like a snake to wrap around my waist was equally hot. The thick thighs I was sitting on heaved up and down. While applying more pressure to the nape of my neck, he groaned, stroking various parts of my back with his other hand.
“Min-jo. I’m doin’ this, hng, ‘cause I like ya. Don’t think it’s dirty. Got it?”
“Yes.”
“Really, hng, I’ll treat ya real good. I won’t make ya cry.”
Perhaps feeling sorry for having been angry with me earlier, he poured out words that weren’t even necessary.
“You just don’t know, hng, fuck. I’m the type to just shove it in; I ain’t the kind of guy who holds back this much. If I’m lyin’, cut my tongue out.”
“Hng, yes.”
Matching my touch, he shook his lower body and panted like a beast that hadn’t eaten for days. I wasn’t excited at all, but my arm was getting tired from the shaking, so a moan escaped my lips. Chu Gi-oh probably believed my words about “liking it” wholeheartedly because of this moan.
“Don’t cry again. I’m askin’ ya, hng, I’m really askin’ ya. When I see ya cry, my insides feel all weird.”
“Yes, hng, yes.”
It was a chore to shake a thick member quickly in such a cramped space, as if I were trapped. Where else in the world is there such forced labor? If I had known, I would have masturbated more to increase my stamina.
The strength in my hand and arm was already depleted. Meanwhile, he was leaking so much fluid that he was the smoothest and slickest in the world. I thought that if I did this with him, I’d at least save money on oil. Yet, CEO Chu, seemingly far from satisfied, gave another order that made me want to go crazy.
“Spit on your cock.”
“H-huh?”
“Put some spit on it and stroke it. Ya keep puttin’ too much strength into it.”
He tightened his grip on my neck as if urging me. My head bowed. I gathered some saliva and spat it onto the glans, but because my mouth was dry, there wasn’t enough to wet it properly. Just as I was about to spit again, he leaned his head down next to my face and spat out a large amount of saliva. “Mine and yours. Mix ‘em and stroke it.”
Then, with glistening eyes and lips, he looked at me and said, “Next time, I’ll spit in your hole.”
I wondered if I could have lived with a slightly purer soul if I had attended a church, cathedral, or temple and believed in a god. His actions were so low-class that such a thought actually occurred to me.
Pushing aside the desire to desperately call out to God and Buddha, I vigorously shook the cock that had become slimy with my and Chu Gi-oh’s saliva. A rough groan burst from his mouth.
“I feel like I’m gonna die from how good this is. In all my life, hng, you’re the first to make me this excited, Min-jo. Did ya know that?”
“Ah, yes.”
“You knew? Hng, fuck, you knew?”
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