2.1 Tips. Pocket money. Sincerity.
Ms. Jin had recently been seeing “Team Leader Baek,” a construction supervisor for an apartment complex. He was a man in his late forties who had come down from Seoul, and as it turned out, he was also from Mugwang. He told her that in his early twenties, he had married a woman he fell in love with after only three months, but spent ten years suffering from delusional jealousy before she committed suicide, leaving him alone again. Since then, he claimed he didn’t have the slightest desire to marry or even date anyone seriously; he had apparently spent entire nights clinging to Ms. Jin and weeping while drunk. I couldn’t understand that. If he was like that, why the fuck was he clinging to a woman and crying? Did he think she was an easy target because of the kind of work she did?
Still, he seemed like a kind person. Though his inner thoughts were a mystery, his outward impression was that of such a pushover that if Ms. Jin set her mind to it, she could probably fleece him of his entire fortune.
I saw Ms. Jin returning to the car. Beside her was Team Leader Baek, wearing work clothes and a hard hat. Opening the back door, Ms. Jin loaded the bundle of coffee first and then bid him farewell.
“Call me when you’re finished. I’ll clock out then too.”
“Alright. Think about what you want to eat.”
“Got it. Get back inside quickly.”
It was the first time I’d heard his voice, and while I expected a refined Seoul accent, that wasn’t the case at all. Then again, since I heard he moved to Seoul after his wife died, it would be stranger if he spoke like a Seoulite. However, as Team Leader Baek turned to leave, Ms. Jin suddenly caught him urgently.
“Oh, Oppa. Do you have any cash on you right now?”
“Cash for what? Coffee money?”
“No way. When do I ever take coffee money from you? It’s not that—the kid in front here is our driver, and he’s really sweet. I told him to take some pocket money before you go.”
“Ah, is that so?”
At Ms. Jin’s words, Team Leader Baek came over to the passenger side and opened the door. Read on Read BL NovelsRummaging [visit our site]through his work pants pocket, he pulled out his wallet and asked me.
“But you look awfully young. How old are you?”
“Twenty-three.”
“You’re just a baby. You have a license, right? You’re the one driving?”
“Of course. I got it as soon as I graduated.”
I had heard it was easier if I entered the military as a driver, so I had scraped together every penny I had to get it right after graduation. Even now, I felt it was a very wise decision.
“Here, forty thousand won. This is all I’ve got, so I can’t give you more even if I wanted to.”
“Oh, no. This is already a lot of money. I’ll take it gratefully. Thank you, CEO.”
I bowed my head and reached out with both hands to take the money. At the title of “CEO,” Team Leader Baek’s mouth split into a wide grin.
“If you ever want to try manual labor later, let me know. I can easily find you a spot.”
“Yes, I will.”
“Nah, forget it. Your face and body aren’t exactly built for—”
“Do you have any other work you do?”
As he kept talking, Ms. Jin urged him from behind.
“Oppa, get back inside quickly. Someone’s probably making a fuss looking for you.”
“Yeah, alright. Then, Eunjin, I’m going! I’ll call later, so make sure you pick up!”
Team Leader Baek mimicked a telephone with his hand to his ear and ran off. As soon as he was gone, Ms. Jin cursed, “Fuck.” She climbed into the passenger seat, lit a cigarette, and asked me.
“How much did he give you?”
“Forty thousand won.”
“Not bad. He looks like that, but he’s generous with his money.”
If this was luck, I had held my own in my own way. Kim Jeong-suk would never dream of today’s events, so there would be no chance of the money being taken away. As we started the car, Ms. Jin flicked the ash out the window and suddenly turned her head toward me.
“I heard you went out for a Gimun delivery yesterday. You even got thirty thousand in tips from CEO Chu.”
“Ah, yes.”
Ms. Jin exhaled a long plume of smoke like a sigh.
“Be careful. That man doesn’t just throw money at anyone.”
“Ah…”
“I worked at a room salon they manage for three years. CEO Chu is absolutely not the kind of man to spend money just to fuck. He never uses tips. There are plenty of girls who’ll spread their legs and crawl for him, so why would he spend his own money? One girl, not knowing any better, asked for money, and he nearly killed her, asking if she’d come to sell him something.”
“…”
“For a man like that to spend cold hard cash…”
I want something fucking big from you right now. Before I have to force it out of you. Bring it to me on your own first.
Saying this, Ms. Jin opened the window and tossed the cigarette. The loud sound of the wind vanished as the window closed, leaving a silence. Ms. Jin’s voice, now a pitch lower than before, hit my ears.
“Just because he gives you money doesn’t mean he’s a good person. He’s the most terrifying kind of person.”
“…”
“Don’t let your life get fucked up by getting caught in something you shouldn’t. Stay away from him from the start. Just stay away. You don’t have to do everything Jeong-suk tells you. Strictly speaking, is that your debt? It’s your mother’s debt. You know what I mean, right?”
“…Yes.”
She had mentioned having a youngest sibling younger than me; it seemed she really did. There was always a sense of sincerity in the words Ms. Jin spoke. A sincerity that should not be lightly dismissed.
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“It’s for Gimun. Go.”
At Kim Jeong-suk’s words, Ms. Jin, who had been sitting in the hall, sprang up.
“I told her to let the kid do it, but she’s still like this. Ah, I’ll go. I’ll go.”
“You fucking bitch, you’ve been irritating me for a while now. Who do you think you are? Are you the owner’s wife? You’re fucking nothing, so where do you get off—!”
“Fucking bitch? Fucking nothing? Did you just curse at me? You want to go?”
“Hey, Kim Eunjin! No matter how much I owe you, I’m still your fucking madam! Stop acting up!”
Furious, Kim Jeong-suk shouted at Ms. Jin, looking as if she were about to throw the bundle she was holding. Kang Moon-soo, who had been sitting in his usual spot in the corner of the hall, stood up at the shouting and approached. Ms. Jin and Kang Moon-soo generally didn’t get along and fought frequently. My heart hammered in my chest, worried that a huge scene would break out because of me.
“What is it? Why all the shouting?”
“This bitch is blinded by money. A request came in for someone else, but she says she’s the one going.”
A request. It seemed they had finally requested me for Gimun. Between that and what I’d heard from Ms. Jin, my heart felt heavy. I thought a string of small and large fortunes would continue, but it seemed it ended with that forty thousand won. Kang Moon-soo pushed his large frame forward, stepping in front of Ms. Jin.
“Hey, Ajumma. Are you the boss here? Why are you acting so crazy?”
“I’m older than you. Don’t be cheeky.”
“That’s why I’m treating you with respect, isn’t it? Should I call you Grandma? Hey, Grandma. If you’re old, go home. Stop doing this kind of work. Huh?”
I knew well that he was intentionally acting childish to provoke her temper. Having been targeted by Kang Moon-soo several times already, I had long since figured out his pattern. Knowing a big fight was inevitable, I immediately squeezed myself between the two. No matter how great her temper was, Ms. Jin was a woman. Kang Moon-soo was a man.
“Stop it, Hyung. Noona, please don’t do this either.”
After pushing Kang Moon-soo back and seating Ms. Jin in her original spot, I hurriedly snatched the bundle from Kim Jeong-suk’s hand. I forced the corners of my mouth up into a smile.
“Then, I’ll be going.”
At my words, Ms. Jin let out a hollow laugh, grabbed her handbag, and stood up. As she headed for the door, Kim Jeong-suk shouted.
“Where are you going without working!!”
“I’m not coming in for a few days! Deduct it from the debt I have to pay. Fuck.”
Ms. Jin spoke without looking back, spat a thick glob of phlegm onto the mat at the entrance, and vanished. “That… that fucking bitch!” As Kim Jeong-suk tried to chase after her, I held her back and gently soothed her.
“Auntie, please bear with it. From Noona’s perspective, I’m taking away her work, so of course she’s angry.”
Almost immediately, Ms. Byeol, who had been watching, chimed in, “That’s not it. I’m fucking grateful you’re going to Gimun. You can go every day, every day.” Twenty-five-year-old Ms. Byeol had a habit of blurting things out without reading the room. I wondered if that habit would ever leave her, even in a situation like this. Still, because I acted softly, Kim Jeong-suk’s anger seemed to subside a bit. She straightened my clothes and spoke with a touch of affection.
“Take your phone and be careful. Oh, and [unauthorized copy]they said you don’t [stolen content]have Read on Read BL Novelsto wear dress shoes.”
That was the most grateful thing I’d heard all day. Just not wearing dress shoes would make me feel much more at ease. CEO Chu’s fierce gaze wouldn’t be focused on my ankles. Kang Moon-soo strolled back to his seat and gave me a wink. For a moment, the image of Kang Moon-soo’s blurry backside from yesterday flashed through my mind, and I nearly gagged.
“Make sure you get good tips today too. Don’t worry about having them all taken away like yesterday. I told Noona that we’ll split it eight to two. Even a piece of shit should have a conscience.”
“I’m the eight?”
“You’re the two.”
“…”
I was an idiot for asking. My expression must have soured considerably, as Kang Moon-soo chuckled. He brought the Ssanghwa-tang he was drinking to his lips and delivered a final comment.
“If you want to save up some money for later, it’s better to bring back a lot, right?”
Skipping any formal farewells, I took the bundle—which was lighter than yesterday’s—and went to the car. A lighter weight meant fewer people were gathered. Even so, the most terrifying man would still be there.
I set the luggage on the passenger seat, took the phone out of my pocket, and tossed it into the console box. I had spoken bravely about going, but my heart was already racing, unable to calm down. Do you think I’m not scared of that place?
I don’t know what CEO Chu had said, but even though I didn’t sneak in through a dog hole and simply rang the bell, the door was opened for me. Today’s gatekeeper was again the massive, imposing Jeong-sik. After I gave a loud “Hello,” Jeong-sik scanned me from head to toe and said one thing.
“See you often.”
A thick hand pushed my back inside.
“You know where you went yesterday, right? Go in there today too.”
“Yes. Please don’t worry.”
“Kid, if you want to make a living as Obong, change your way of speaking completely. What are you, a gangster?”
“I’m sorry.”
Thinking he was just talking shit, I maintained a smiling face until the end, greeted him, and turned away. Fortunately, there weren’t many people sitting in the living room. There was just one menacing Hyung who had gripped my cock and one lackey. Perhaps because of yesterday’s events, their eyes naturally drifted to my feet, and seeing my sneakers, they looked somewhat disappointed.
“Go on in. Hyung has been waiting a long time.”
“Yes.”
Before grabbing the handle of the door where CEO Chu was, I wiped my sweaty palms on my pants. My stomach, which I thought had settled, suddenly churned again. Hoping that the dying people had all been cleared away and that the room was spotless without a single bloodstain, I cautiously opened the door and entered.
CEO Chu was sitting at the desk directly in front, on the phone. Unlike yesterday’s disheveled state, he was properly dressed. Unlike the other thugs, his slightly long hair was neatly combed back. Except for a few exceptionally dark corners on the floor, the room was relatively clean. However, perhaps because of the blood soaked into the wallpaper and floor, the metallic scent of blood remained.
Our eyes met. Reflexively, I bent my waist and shouted loudly.
“Hello, Hyung! Ah, no, CEO.”
Crazy. Because it was a gang, “Hyung” [unauthorized copy]had come out unconsciously. As I straightened my back and cautiously observed [Read on Read BL Novels]CEO Chu, one of his eyebrows was raised.
“Then set the schedule quickly. There’s nothing good about dragging it out.”
The gaze that had been fixed on my face gradually traveled down my body toward my ankles. At the same time I swallowed hard, he raised his hand and pointed to the sofa where I had sat yesterday. I nodded slightly in response and quickly moved toward it.
“I’ve become a bit busy, so let’s talk later. I’ll call you back.”
A moment later, I heard the sound of the receiver being put down. Soon after, I heard footsteps approaching. I glanced and saw he wasn’t barefoot. Black socks and indoor slippers. The dress shoes were placed next to the desk. Sitting in the seat of honor, he pushed the table with his foot out of habit and spoke.
“Brew it strong.”
“Yes.”
I saw the suit pants tightly wrapping his thighs. Above that, he wore a black shirt, and as expected, the buttons were strained. It seemed difficult to find a fitting size unless it was custom-made. Suddenly, a crazy thought crossed my mind: how does CEO Chu store that huge cock? To the right or the left? It would be obvious if I looked, but then he would notice my gaze.
“You’re staring at me quite a bit.”
The moment I realized what he meant, CEO Chu spoke again with a face devoid of any smile.
“Should I take it off?”
“Ah, no. I’m sorry.”
My face flushed. I had forgotten the fact that I was the only thing he was looking at right now. I hurriedly shifted my gaze to [visit our site]the bundle. My hands trembled as [unauthorized copy]I untied the knot and spread the cloth. Woo Min-jo, you crazy bastard, it’s not your cock, so what do you care where he stores it?
I poured coffee into the thermos with ice and shook it with sugar. But perhaps because I was flustered, I couldn’t remember how many spoons of sugar I’d put in. I thought I was screwed. Praying that my body remembered and had put in two spoons, I poured the coffee into a glass and offered it to CEO Chu without even looking at him.
The glass in my hand passed to CEO Chu’s. The glass, emptied in one gulp, was placed roughly on the glass table. I watched CEO Chu’s expression with a nervous heart, and sure enough, there was a reason they called me “Unlucky Woo Min-jo.” CEO Chu licked his lips and glared at me, his face twisting halfway, and my heart sank. Now I remembered exactly. One, two, three. Three spoons. And not leveled, but heaping.
“…I’m sorry. I made a mistake…”
I bowed my head deeply and apologized first. Luck, my foot. But surprisingly, CEO Chu only said one thing.
“Don’t do that next time. I don’t eat things that are too sweet. Got it?”
I immediately lifted my head and nodded in response. “Yes. I will keep that in mind.”
I thought getting slapped was the baseline, but unexpectedly, some luck remained. This is luck; what else could it be? I screamed a thank you to Ms. Jin in my head and firmly engraved in my mind that CEO Chu of Gimun takes two spoons of sugar. There would be no more mercy from him in the future.
“Come closer.”
CEO Chu said as he took a cigarette from his pocket. With the cigarette in his mouth, he pointed to the empty spot on the sofa beside him with his chin, as if urging me. As I cautiously moved there, a cigarette was handed to me. While I was debating whether to take it or not, he narrowed his brow and asked.
“Do you not know how to smoke?”
“Ah, no. I do.”
“Then is it a refusal?”
“No. Please give it to me.”
As I reached out to take it, the cigarette suddenly rose to my face and tapped my lower lip. Flustered, I pulled my face back and reached out again, causing CEO Chu to scowl sharply.
“I didn’t give it to your hand, I gave it to your mouth.”
“…”
“Open up.”
“…Yes.”
As I opened my mouth, the cigarette slid right in. It was the first time anyone had done this, and it felt truly strange. I wondered if he would even light it for me, but fortunately, he didn’t. I took the lighter, turned my head, and lit it. He looked at me as he exhaled smoke.
“From now on, brew the coffee here. Don’t sit at the end.”
“…Yes.”
CEO Chu continued to smoke while staring at me. His eyes busily scanned my face. He lingered for a long time on my lips as I held and sucked on the cigarette; he was so persistent that I couldn’t taste the tobacco at all. In the end, I couldn’t smoke it for long and crushed it in the ashtray. After a while, CEO Chu extinguished his as well. However, his was already very short. Our eyes met again.
“Don’t you have something to say to me?”
The look in his eyes as he asked was several times fiercer than before. [Read on Read BL Novels]Something to stolen contentsay. Suddenly, the words I’d heard from him yesterday came to mind.
‘Bring your ID next time you come.’
I knew something was bothering me, and this was it. I had been so preoccupied with stopping the fight that I hadn’t remembered.
“I’m sorry. I was distracted and forgot to bring my ID. I will make sure to bring it next time.”
I thought I could use this opportunity to get back my stolen ID. It had been taken by Kim Jeong-suk along with my bankbook, but even if she was reluctant, she would have to return it if CEO Chu ordered it. However, as if it wasn’t the answer he wanted, CEO Chu’s face grew even colder.
“There should be something else.”
“…”
I quickly racked my brain, but nothing else came to mind. He’d told me not to wear dress shoes, so it wasn’t that, and the too-much-sugar thing had been forgiven. I had no clue what he was talking about. Soon, CEO Chu adjusted his posture and put a new cigarette in his mouth. Having lit so many cigarettes for CEOs, my body moved on its own. The lighter happened to be in front of me.
“Here, the light…”
As I half-rose and brought the lighter close with my hands gathered, CEO Chu looked up at me. His cheek hollowed as the cigarette lit. The moment I withdrew the lighter, he shifted the cigarette in his hand and snorted at me.
“What the fuck, you making it obvious that it’s old?”
“Pardon?”
CEO Chu looked up at me, who was standing awkwardly, with a crooked gaze. Puffs of smoke unauthorized copydrifted from his mouth.
“I heard you’ve been doing hostess work since you were a kid. Before the blood had even dried on your head.”
“…Me? I—I’ve never done that.”
“Then your CEO is playing games with me. He’s got a death wish.”
“….”
I was so flustered I was speechless. Fuck, Kim Jeong-suk. To package his malice in such a way.
CEO Chu stared intently at me. His gaze was, in local terms, incredibly burdensome and terrifying.
“I’ll ask again. Have you done deliveries or not.”
“….”
“Have you or not.”
“…The thing is, CEO.”
A sharp tension shot through the back of my neck. I certainly hadn’t done hostess work, but I had definitely done coffee deliveries. By my standards, delivery and hostess work were worlds apart, but to Kim Jeong-suk and CEO Chu, they were likely one and the same. I turned my body to face CEO Chu properly. When a mob boss’s mood is souring, one must do everything in their power to explain.
“That… I don’t know how it’ll sound, but… [unauthorized copy]yes, [unauthorized copy]I have definitely done deliveries. But I swear on my life, I have never done hostess work.”
“You did deliveries, but you didn’t do hostess work. What the fuck is that, a joke or a riddle?”
CEO Chu’s hand twitched as if he were about to strike. I was terrified, but because of that, I opened my eyes with even more determination. Doesn’t courage spring forth more when one is desperate to survive?
“CEO. To you, deliveries and hostess work might look the same, but to me, they are vastly different issues. Delivery is literally delivery, but hostess work is something beyond that… how should I put it, something where smiling is essential….”
“….”
“No, I mean, the point of my argument is that I have never once thought of myself as a hostess.”
I could have just said I was forced into it because of debt, but I was struggling, unable to hide my lack of wit. The word ‘debt’ finally came to mind, and I tried to bring it up, but CEO Chu was faster. He furrowed his brows, speaking as if he hated listening to me.
“Are you trying to persuade me right now?”
“N-no, it was all because of d-debt.”
“Debt?”
“Yes. My mother used to run coffee shops in Seoul and Incheon with CEO Kim Jeong-suk. Their financial relationship became complicated back then, and, well, my mother ran off without paying the money back, so I was caught instead of her…. Yes. I ended up doing things like that because I did whatever I was told. Uh… but I really only went out for deliveries; I never did anything beyond that. And besides that, I did a lot of other work. Odd jobs were basic, and I went around collecting debts from other people, served at bars, and did dishes. I was brought here now for the same reason—”
As I rambled on, CEO Chu raised his hand to cut me off.
“You could’ve just said you were forced into it [Read on Read BL Novels][visit our site]because [visit our site]of debt, but you talk so damn long. This isn’t some fucking forensics competition.”
“…I’m sorry. I’m not very good with words….”
“So your conclusion is that I should ignore Kim Jeong-suk and just trust your word. Right?”
“…Yes. Yes, CEO.”
Facing CEO Chu, who was looking at me askew, I showed a firm resolve once more. I nodded as if I were making a monumental decision. In reality, it was a monumental feat. If staying crouched in front of a man like this without fainting wasn’t a great feat, then what was?
“That’s right. You can’t trust a single word my CEO says, so just let it go in one ear and out the other. You can trust only my word.”
Did I sound too solemn? CEO Chu’s eyes narrowed. He began to peer intently at me. After a long while, he suddenly laughed to himself and muttered, “You little bitch….” At the raw profanity, I swallowed hard, though my mouth was too dry for saliva to pool. I felt like my throat was parched to death.
Before long, CEO Chu relaxed his cold expression. At the same time, he reached out and flicked my cheek. A chuckle spilled from his lips. Unlike the sneer from before, this was just a laugh.
“Good expression. You might actually make the cut for the academy.”
He slapped his thighs with his large palms. At the loud smack, my body flinched in tandem. If I were hit like that, it would hurt like hell. It would leave a proper mark, too.
“Alright. I’ll do as you say. But you know what happens if you trick me, right?”
“…That will never happen. Thank you for trusting me, CEO.”
“Forget all that. I was too distracted yesterday to ask your name. I’m Chu Gi-oh. This unauthorized copyplace, Gimun, [visit our site]is unauthorized copymy father’s name. Chu, Gimun. What’s your name?”
“I-I’m Woo Min-jo. Woo Min-jo.”
“Min-jo. Woo Min-jo.”
His pronunciation was closer to Min-’jjo’ than Min-jo. Even though it sounded funny, it was something I absolutely could not laugh at.
Min-jo. Woo Min-jo. CEO Chu nodded, repeating my name under his breath several times. Every time he pronounced it, I felt a strange sensation, as if my body were being chewed on. It was an itchy feeling that sent a shiver down my spine. Meanwhile, he called me affectionately.
“Right, Min-jo. How much are you tied up for now? Is it a lot?”
“Uh… it started at thirty-five million, but… I’m not sure right now.”
“It’s your debt, and you’re not interested? How do you not know?”
“That’s because the interest increases arbitrarily. I don’t even know exactly how much it grows by. And even if I did, it’s not like it would be solved immediately…. I’m sorry.”
As I bit my lip, CEO Chu’s gaze shifted there again. Yesterday it was my ankle; today the lips were the prey. Judging by the way he dealt with women, he didn’t seem to have a taste for men. But in the next moment, his hand shot out and grabbed my chin. My chin was jerked upward and moved roughly from side to side. Then, a voice like a cave echoed.
“That’s why you’re getting beaten, I bet.”
“Pardon?”
“Your lips are all burst and you’re in a sorry state, so I’m asking.”
“Ah….”
He hadn’t looked at my lips out of some other desire, but because the signs of being beaten were so evident. Well, I suppose if the person in front of me looked like they’d been thrashed, it would be hard to look away. With no color in my face from the hangover and sunken eyelids, how could he not notice?
“I do tend to get beaten often… but not every day. Maybe once every three days? If I’m lucky, a whole week goes by quietly.”
“Does the CEO lay hands on you personally?”
“Uh… yes.”
Strictly speaking, eighty percent of this recent ordeal was Kang Moon-soo’s doing, but I didn’t want to explain every detail, so I just said it was the CEO. Since Kim Jeong-suk also beat me frequently, it wasn’t a complete lie.
Eventually, CEO Chu’s hand left my face. He handed me a cigarette. Seeing as he stayed still, it seemed he intended for me to smoke alone. Fortunately, this time he didn’t put it in my mouth but handed it over normally.
My hand trembled slightly as I lit it. My throat felt tight, as if it were blocked, as I inhaled the smoke. After repeating the inhale and exhale three or four times, CEO Chu, who had been watching without giving me a moment’s peace, spoke.
“Tell me if it’s hard. I’ll let you use my money.”
I hurriedly took the cigarette out of my mouth and replied reflexively.
“I—I appreciate the offer, but I’ll pass.”
“Why.”
“That’s….”
Because, you fuck, you’re scarier than Kim Jeong-suk, Chu Gi-oh. Kim Jeong-suk is just a madam, but you’re a gangster who beats people and cuts off ankles. You might have killed hundreds of people. But in what safe world could I confess that honestly? I simply smiled awkwardly and improvised an answer.
“No matter who I owe, I still have to pay it back. I don’t want to be a burden to you, CEO.”
“I won’t take interest. And I’ll give you plenty of time.”
“…Still, I’ll pass.”
I may not be the smartest, but I at least knew how to distinguish things. I had never heard of a gangster lending money without interest. Who knows if a principal of thirty-five million would become three hundred and fifty million just one month later? It was surely a momentary sweet-talk. There were probably trucks full of people who had been fooled by this and used Gimun’s money without fear.
“Are you that scared of getting entangled with me? Well, what do you want me to do about it?”
“….”
“Since you can’t say anything, I guess that’s the answer.”
CEO Chu furrowed his brow and clicked his tongue. It was the expression he made when he couldn’t quite understand something.
“But haven’t you thought that it’s all a misunderstanding? You just don’t know me yet, but I’m incredibly kind. You’re probably acting like this because of yesterday, but that was because those guys started it first; normally, I’m a very gentle guy. As long as you don’t do anything wrong, I never lay a hand first, and I don’t kill.”
“….”
I don’t know why all villains believe they are reasonably kind. Kim Jeong-suk, Kang Moon-soo, my mother, my father, and my damn brother Woo Min-soo, who is evil to the core. It was as if they had all been gathered together for some kind of education.
“Do you still hate it?”
“…Yes.”
“….”
“A-ah, no, it’s not that, but as I said before, I don’t want to be a burden…. Yes….”
CEO Chu stroked his chin with an annoyed look. Then he waved his hand dismissively.
“Forget it, fuck. I’ve got nothing to be desperate for.”
“…Still, thank you for asking.”
“Refusing and then saying thank you. Just don’t regret it later.”
“….”
I wanted to leave. More than fifteen minutes had already passed. As I quietly crushed the cigarette in the ashtray, CEO Chu kicked the leg of the table. He pointed to the desk with his chin and said,
“Go over there and bring me my wallet.”
Thinking I would refuse if he gave me a tip, I returned with the thick wallet lying on the desk. When I sat down and handed it to CEO Chu, he opened the wallet and pulled out a bundle of cash.
“This is for the coffee.”
I intended to take only twenty thousand won, but fifty thousand won was thrown onto the table. Next were checks. One, two, three, four. Forty. If that was my tip, it was one more than yesterday. I had decided to refuse, but I couldn’t help the pounding in my chest. I wished I had a good place to stash it.
“This is your tip.”
My hunch was correct. CEO Chu threw four hundred thousand won in tips next to the fifty thousand. But that wasn’t all. He pulled out two more checks of a different color and threw them on top of the four hundred thousand. They were million-won checks.
He lifted his head and looked at me. Suddenly, he pushed a total of two million four hundred and fifty thousand won toward me. His eyes, unlike before, were wide. They were shimmering intensely. Then, CEO Chu’s thick thighs spread wide. His large hand, with bulging veins, roughly gripped his crotch.
“Since it’s the first day, I’ll only use your mouth gently today. Come here and suck my dick.”
The face he made while saying that was one hundred percent sincere. Sexual desire was boiling over in his bloodshot eyes. He spoke while kneading his crotch.
“You sucked that cigarette well earlier. Don’t overthink it; just suck it like you did then. Whether it’s a cigarette or a dick, isn’t it just pulling it in and sucking?”
So that’s why he kept offering me cigarettes. To see how well I could suck.
I could picture CEO Chu having filthy imaginations about me. After that, I imagined him trapping me between his legs and pressing my head down, just as he did to Kim Sun-jin. At that, my breath felt blocked as if something were stuck in my throat, and my entire head went numb.
Seriously, “pulling it in and sucking”? What absolute nonsense. Even if I bit a hundred cigarettes [stolen content]at once, I doubt they’d match the circumference of his dick. This time, I wanted to ask him. Is that a joke or a riddle, you fuck?
As the silence continued, CEO Chu pressed me.
“What are you doing? Aren’t you moving?”
This was a problem. If any other ordinary CEO had said this, I would have easily responded with, ‘I don’t do that,’ but CEO Chu was absolutely not an ‘ordinary CEO.’ I had to be cautious with every word. After agonizing, I gathered my courage and spoke.
“I’m sorry, but CEO, I….”
I only got that far before the hand kneading his crotch stopped abruptly. The faint knife scar near CEO Chu’s eye twitched.
“What, you’re ‘passing’ again?”
“….”
Removing his hand from his crotch, CEO Chu straightened his back from leaning back. The front part was stretched tight, on the verge of bursting. It was so swollen that it felt like the buckle and zipper would snap if he so much as twitched his cock. After a brief thoughtful expression, he rested his elbow on his thigh and leaned his upper body toward me.
“Why, are you scared? You want me to shove it all the way down your throat?”
A low, murmuring voice. However, rather than a threat, the tone felt as if he were gently coaxing me. Hearing the words that followed, it really was so.
“Don’t worry. I won’t do that.”
“….”
“Didn’t I say I’d only use your mouth? I won’t lift a finger anywhere else. Like this, shall I keep my hands behind my back?”
He made a gesture of putting both hands behind his head. As if that were somehow reassuring.
“…CEO.”
“Don’t say you hate it. If you know I’m giving in a lot, you wouldn’t say such things.”
“….”
Is there such a thing as a ‘good’ refusal? Is it even possible in this world to say, ‘Yes, then let’s pretend this never happened,’ without either party feeling embarrassed? No, not in this world, but in my world.
I slowly lowered my head. No matter how much he was giving in to me, I couldn’t just kneel and take a dick in my mouth. It wasn’t just because I was scared of being handled roughly, but because if I opened the floodgates today, he would surely demand more the next time. With the thought that I would protect my mouth and my bottom, I spoke politely with my head bowed.
“…I’m sorry, CEO. It’s not that I don’t want to suck yours, but I have a certain principle I hold onto. No matter how difficult the situation becomes, I will not sell my body—”
“Is this brat crazy?”
Cutting me off, a hand suddenly shot in and gripped my jaw tightly. Forced upward, I found CEO Chu staring at me, his face distorted beyond recognition.
“What did you just say? Sell what?”
My jaw felt as if it were being crushed, and CEO Chu’s face was pressed right up against mine.
“When did I ever tell you to sell your body? When did those words ever leave my mouth?”
“I-I’m sorry. You gave me such a l-large amount of money….”
“It’s a tip, a tip! Money given because you’re working hard! Money given because you’re pretty! Pocket money! Then, fuck, just suck my dick and go!”
“….”
CEO Chu shouted and then scoffed as if it were absurd. “What principle?” Then, completely ignoring everything else, he glared at me fiercely.
“Those words. They mean I treated you like some whore who sells her body. And you saw me as some guy who pays money to get off. Is that it?”
“N-no, CEO. That couldn’t be.”
“Why. Did it make you feel bad? You want to kill me, you piece of shit? Then don’t just sit there, come at me. I’ll treat you properly!”
“…No. No, CEO.”
“If you hate it, say you hate it, don’t give me some fucking excuse! You little bitch!!”
At the mention of selling his body, CEO Chu was genuinely angry, as if he had some trauma. I was someone who didn’t usually flinch at much, but with that distorted knife scar right before my eyes, I naturally felt that this was true terror. Without looking, I knew my face must be pale. I felt like I might actually piss myself. To think he’d fly into a rage over something like this, yet he praised himself for being incredibly kind and gentle.
CEO Chu’s jaw muscle twitched. His hot breath touched my lips as if unauthorized copyit would melt them. My jaw was the one being held, Read on Read BL Novelsbut it felt as if my throat were being strangled. I couldn’t [visit our site]breathe properly. Fearing I would actually shit or piss myself, I begged for forgiveness.
“…I-I’m sorry. I was wrong, CEO.”
The words of apology that never came easily to Kim Jeong-suk or Kang Moon-soo flowed out of me like a cassette tape playing in front of this man. When had Woo Min-jo ever had any pride or shame left? A guy who had nothing left but his physical body.
“…I’ll watch my mouth. R-really….”
“….”
The bloodshot eyes that had been staring into mine as if to devour me shifted to my lips as I finished speaking. After a moment, a breath like a sigh escaped his mouth. The scent that wafted into my nose was the same fragrance emanating from his body. A refreshing scent, as unbelievable as his clean fingernails. Perhaps it was natural since he had straight, white teeth.
“I don’t pay money to buy women. I’m a man who’s stuffed to the brim just with those who throw themselves at me.”
“….”
“That’s something only small-dicked idiots do, idiots. You, fuck, just treated me like an idiot. Do you understand!”
“…I’m sorry.”
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