3.2 Crazy Excitement

Fucking bitch. He, who had been groaning so violently, suddenly grabbed my head with both hands. A sudden surge of fear hit me, and when I looked up, Chu Gi-oh was staring down at me as if he wanted to kill me, his eyes severely bloodshot. Not just the corners, but the entire whites of his eyes were red, as if he had an eye infection. The muscles in his jaw bulged and receded like pulsating testicles during ejaculation. Ah, please…!

“You. My sincerity. You ignored it.”

“Ugh…!”

“My heart. You trampled on it. Worse than a beast.”

“Ugh…! Ugh…!”

“You agree, right?”

Every time he paused between words, his cock slammed in as if it were going to pierce through my throat. My eyes felt like they were being pushed out, and I felt a wave of nausea. Saliva dripped down my chin, and the wet, filthy sound echoed in my ears. A creaking sound came from my jaw as if it were dislocating, and my tongue, pushed back by the thrusting, curled into my throat, choking me.

“Why’d you do that? It makes a man feel so slighted.”

“Kugh…!”

“Do you think I’m just some rice-cooker that can’t feel emotions? I’m a human too, Min-jo. A human who eats, pisses, and gets a hard-on for pretty things. Not a stone!”

“Kugh…!”

I felt like I was dying from lack of air. I desperately tapped Chu Gi-oh’s thighs with both hands. I clung to his thighs, pleading for him to save me, to please stop. I felt the exact same agony I had experienced once when I was flailing in water. No, it was two or three times more painful than that day. I wasn’t even underwater, yet it felt as if my entire body were submerged. Only after I scratched the suit pants tightly wrapping his thighs with my nails, pinching and tormenting his skin, did the cock finally slide out of my mouth.

“Haa, haa…!”

I immediately collapsed onto the floor, gasping for air with my mouth open. Saliva dripped onto the dirty floor. My entire mouth stung as if I had been stung by bees. Pain bloomed in my jaw as if it had been beaten with a hammer.

But before a few seconds had even passed, my hair was grabbed and my waist was yanked upright again. The cock wickedly pierced through my instinctively parted teeth.

“Yesterday was my birthday. I was that happy. You probably don’t get it, but days like that don’t come often for me. Actually, it’s more accurate to say they don’t come at all.”

The glimpse I caught of CEO Chu’s face was incredibly fierce. The expression ‘eyes blazing’ must have been coined for a look like this.

“Then again. What kind of birthday would a guy like me have? A bastard who makes a living by slitting other people’s throats, more than he deserves.”

The second round of thrusting continued without stopping until he ejaculated. It continued as if he intended to kill me. By the time all sensation in my jaw and mouth had vanished, CEO Chu slammed the tip of his cock deep into my throat and trembled violently.

“Haa, hu… fuck….”

The erupting semen slid down my esophagus on its own. This was because unauthorized copythe [unauthorized copy]glans was lodged so [unauthorized copy]deeply that I couldn’t even open or close my throat. Gagging, I swallowed all the semen into my stomach. Tears flowed like rain. The thighs I was gripping shook frantically, as if in a final struggle. He was genuinely aroused while forcibly raping me.

With a long exhale, Chu Gi-oh loosened his grip on the cock he had driven deep inside and looked down at me. His heavy breathing continued for a long time. With every breath, his protruding chest muscles moved greatly back and forth, making his face appear and disappear. When his breathing seemed to settle slightly, the hand that had been tormenting me so painfully tenderly caressed my cheek.

“See. If you don’t listen, this is how it ends, Min-jo.”

“…Hmph.”

“What’s this? It could have gone so well. Tsk.”

“Hmph….”

My heart surged. Chu Gi-oh was speaking as if what he had done was justified and that it was all my fault.

“After doing this much, you must have realized something. How you should behave from now on.”

Chu Gi-oh said this while caressing me with the softest touch. However, his voice and gaze remained fierce. The heat lingering on his face was still there.

Finally, the cock completely left my mouth. He tore off some tissue rolling around on the floor and wiped his cock. Even after ejaculating, it remained rock hard. I couldn’t believe something that large had been sliding in and out of my mouth. My current state was likely a mess beyond imagination. Somewhere, I must be torn. Seeing how my lips stung so badly, they definitely were… Should I be glad that I at least protected my lower half? No. No, Min-jo. Your lower half is probably something you’ll have to offer up yourself….

Chu Gi-oh forced his erect cock back into his trousers and came back in front of me. He knelt on one knee and met my eyes. His large hand firmly gripped my jaw.

“I’ll give you three days. Come crawling back on your own within that time.”

“…Hmph.”

“If you miss the deadline or try to run away in the meantime.”

A sharp pain shot through both sides of my jaw under the pressure of his grip. As I grimaced in pain, he applied more force and shoved his face closer.

“You know I only touch the roots of the hair, right?”

“…Hmph.”

“But for you.”

“….”

“I won’t do that; I’ll slice off everything below your knees. Got it?”

“Huu, yes. Yes.”

At words more terrifying than a threat to kill, I nodded like someone possessed. Yes, yes.

Only then did he let go of my jaw and stand up, stepping back to stare down at me. The polished shoes facing me didn’t seem to turn away for a long time.

“….”

“….”

Chu Gi-oh stood there silently smoking a cigarette, staring at me for what felt like over five minutes. While the acrid smoke slowly filled the room, I kept my gaze fixed only on my pale thighs. Like someone crying for the first time in years, my chest heaved and subsided repeatedly. Strange sounds escaped my mouth. Hic. Hic. Feeling that my appearance was too pathetic, I vowed never to shed tears again. Though I didn’t know if I could.

He turned away, leaving one last remark.

“Don’t make me hurt you anymore. It’s painful for me too.”

Click. Chu Gi-oh left and the door closed. It took so long to be left alone. I had gone through such a cruel process. The breath I hadn’t been able to take properly in his presence burst out all at once, and my body collapsed to the floor. Nausea surged, and I covered my mouth. The fishy scent of semen crawled up my esophagus like a snake.

“Fuck….”

Feeling like I was about to burst into tears like a child, I grit my teeth and spat out curses. Forcing myself up, I muttered insults—son of a bitch, fucking bastard—over and over.

A moment later, the door slid open and Kang Moon-soo appeared. My face contorted the moment I saw him. Because of that, the last remaining tears dropped. Kang Moon-soo’s gaze clung to them, following the stream of water as it flowed down. I wanted to die of shame. The memory of him being in heat for me in the restroom overlapped, making me want to die even more.

“….”

I was prepared to jump up and attack him if he said a single fucking word. I intended to get beaten up just to overcome these tears. However, unlike himself, Kang Moon-soo only rolled his tongue in his mouth and didn’t utter a word. Then, he casually let out a “Just go home for the day” and disappeared from my sight.

I didn’t know what the hell I looked like that I managed to get sympathy from a guy who only cares about himself. A hollow laugh escaped me. I suppose since I suffered such a thing, such a thing would happen.

I picked up the jeans Chu Gi-oh had ruined and slid my feet in. I pulled my shirt down long to cover the waist since the buckle and zipper were broken and couldn’t be closed. I thought I had let them all out, but tears were clinging again. This is the last time, I won’t cry anymore, I vowed, rubbing my eyes and cheeks with the back of my hand. There were so many that they weren’t easily wiped away.

I turned off the lights, went out into the hallway, and headed to the restroom. After locking the door, I went to the mirrored [visit our site]sink to check my face. Blood was smeared on the torn corners of my mouth, and my lips were swollen. My hair was a mess, worse [Read on Read BL Novels]than a bird’s nest, from being grabbed so much. My eyes were as red as the aroused Chu Gi-oh. My overworked jaw also seemed slightly swollen. My entire face was just visit our sitepuffed up. Everything was worse than I thought. No wonder that bastard Kang Moon-soo didn’t touch me.

Looking at my ruined appearance, I felt tears welling up again and squeezed my eyes shut. I took a deep breath. I didn’t know who to resent. Chu Gi-oh, my mother, Kim Jeong-suk, Kang Moon-soo, or myself….

The alcohol finally hit me, and my body swayed like a flag. Cruelly, my mind remained clear, so there was no escaping reality.

…If I had opened my mouth and sucked CEO Chu’s cock of my own volition instead of being forced, would I feel less miserable than I do now?

The next day, my mouth, which had been tormented by that giant club, swelled twice as much. The inside of my mouth was beyond words. Parts crushed by the glans had peeled and turned white, like a burn. Chu Gi-oh might think he went easy on me, but in the end, it became exactly as he had said—‘Do you want to live while drooling? Unable to even scoop up rice for a lifetime, only drinking water.’ No, I was at a point where I couldn’t even swallow water.

I couldn’t sleep a wink all night, groaning while clutching my mouth and jaw. Actually, it was more because of the thought that I had finally reached the end….

When morning came, Kim Jeong-suk clicked her tongue upon seeing my face, which was more swollen than yesterday.

“My goodness, just how much did he ram it in that your mouth is all burst? Can you even eat a bit of food? Shouldn’t you go to a hospital?”

She probably meant it as concern, but it sounded like nothing more than mockery. No matter what she said, I ignored her and went to the bathroom to shower. I felt like I would faint from the sting of the toothpaste if I brushed, so I only rinsed my mouth with water.

Around lunchtime, Kang Moon-soo, who had won a lot of money thanks to Chu Gi-oh, appeared at the coffee shop with a pleased face. He sat across from his woman and put me on the table, subjecting me to all sorts of harassment.

“I’m gonna be nice to that kid now. Seeing him cry yesterday… my heart just broke. He was crying like someone had died; even I almost teared up.”

Kim Jeong-suk was no better. Not to be outdone by her lover, she added her own comment.

“Good thinking. We should be less hard on him, otherwise he might [unauthorized copy]actually die. Look at unauthorized copythat mouth; how big must the [stolen content]cock be to make it look like that?”

“I told you it’s a whale of a cock. They say it’s as thick as two forearms. I kind of wanted to see it yesterday too.”

“You should’ve taken a peek.”

It was surprisingly easy to ignore the two of them chatting and giggling loudly. Pretending not to hear anything, I went to the kitchen. I carried three bundles of coffee packed by the kitchen Auntie to the car, and Ms. Jin, who had said she wouldn’t be in for a few days, was sitting in the passenger seat. It seemed she had been staying in the car to avoid talking to Kang Moon-soo and Kim Jeong-suk. I felt sorry for showing my face, as if I had committed a crime.

Ms. Jin silently rolled down the window and smoked. Her mouth only opened after we arrived at the delivery destination.

“I’m only working until the end of this month, then I’m leaving this field completely.”

“…Ah. Yes.”

“I’ll use the money I’ve saved to open a small clothing store and live by selling clothes. If I see any more filthy sights here, I don’t think I’ll live to my natural age. I’m only telling you this, so just keep it in mind.”

“…Yes.”

She clearly knew what had happened to me yesterday. I could barely manage a “Yes” in response to Ms. Jin. I hadn’t done anything wrong, but everything felt like my fault. I should have run away with the determination to die before things got to this point.

As if sensing my feelings, Ms. Jin, just before getting out of the car, spoke to me in a soothing tone, like an older sister.

“It’ll be hard, but don’t think about how hard it is. Then you won’t get any strength. Instead, just pour curses on those bitches Kim Jeong-suk and Kang Moon-soo. Hope they just drop dead. Got it? This didn’t happen because you didn’t behave, so don’t have any strange thoughts.”

“…Yes.”

“And I’m only telling you this, but after I quit here, I’m going to sue that bitch Kim Jeong-suk first. That fucking bitch. I’ve sent a certification of contents, and besides that, I have more than enough evidence of her borrowing money and not paying it back. Does she think she’s untouchable? Forcing kids into prostitution, running gambling dens every single day—I’m going to report it all. Unless they get their asses kicked properly, they’re the kind of bitches who’ll live like that until they die; there’s no need to spare them even a little. Right?”

Only then was I able to smile, even slightly, with my swollen lips. When I nodded, Ms. Jin reached out and patted my shoulder. Unlike other girls who wore colorful polish, she had neatly trimmed bare nails. The color was a kind pink, just like her heart.

“That’s why you should only think about yourself. I’ll take care of screwing those bitches over. Got it?”

“Yes. I will, Noona.”

In reality, she probably wouldn’t do any suing or reporting because she didn’t want to be entangled anymore, but I was incredibly grateful that she said that for me. I felt energized. I hoped her life would be pink from now on, just like her pink nails.

I decided that I would definitely give her my own way of thanking her before she left.

Another day passed, and the next day arrived. Now, two days remained. In truth, I wasn’t debating whether to go or not, but rather spending time gathering the courage for what I would suffer once I went. He said he wouldn’t target my ankles but would slice off everything below my knees; how could I not go?

Around 10 PM, after all the girls had gone home, the lights of the coffee shop were turned off. Kang Moon-soo, who was on the phone with Yoo Gi-cheol, glanced at me as I was tidying up in the kitchen.

“I don’t think that guy is available today. No contact, right? I’ll try calling and if he says no—ah, he’s not picking up? Then you just set up the game on your end, hyung. I’ll make some calls and head over to Godae with Noona. Yep.”

‘That guy’ likely referred to Chu Gi-oh. Otherwise, there would be no reason for him to glance at me.

Kang Moon-soo stood up with a swagger and looked at me across the counter. When I pretended not to notice and continued tidying the counter, he snatched the Obong from my hand.

“If you seduce that guy and bring him to the house, I’ll settle your debt at sixty million.”

Crazy bastard. He should just focus on being a gigolo providing his cock; why does he want to play the role of my debt holder? Without answering, I took the Obong back and wiped it with a rag.

It seemed the delicious meals he’d had over the past few days were still on his mind. Animal bastard; he should just shake down people on his own level. He hadn’t yet learned that trying to eat too much leads to indigestion.

“If you don’t like that, you could just let me use your mouth too.”

“Fuck, are you crazy!”

I reflexively spat out a curse at the absurd suggestion. I lifted my head and glared at Kang Moon-soo as if I wanted to tear him apart. Because of whom did I suffer that ordeal! Because of whom do I have to keep suffering that filthy ordeal!

I thought he would get angry at my cursing and immediately grab my hair or neck, but he just smiled slyly and took a step back. While doing so, he glanced at the restroom where Kim Jeong-suk was.

“I got hard for you, you little shit. That day. At the dive bar. You felt it too, didn’t you?”

“….”

“I’ll leave the hole for that guy to open until he does, but let me use the mouth a bit. I won’t tear it apart ignorantly like he did. Promise?”

“…Stop talking bullshit and get lost. Unless you want to die.”

The tone, as if he were doing me a favor, sparked a murderous impulse. If I didn’t at least fight back with words, I might actually jump on him and kill him.

“Min-jo. You girl with the incredibly wretched fate.”

I felt the dirty sensation that had touched my body that day returning, and my fists clenched. At the same time, the faint sound of a toilet flushing echoed. Suddenly, Kang Moon-soo’s face popped up right by my ear.

“I think I’m starting to like you. You look so pretty. I want to eat you up. Do you know I even jerked off to you yesterday?”

Kim Jeong-suk came out of the restroom.

“You suck my cock, and I settle your debt. Think about it carefully.”

After whispering in a low voice, Kang Moon-soo quickly returned to the sofa. Pretending nothing had happened, he called someone and said, “It’s Moon-soo; do you have some time? If you do, bring the kids and come play cards.” Just as I was about to hurl the Obong in my hand at Kang Moon-soo, Kim Jeong-suk popped up beside me. The hand raised over my shoulder naturally hesitated and eventually lowered slowly.

“Are you done tidying up?”

Kim Jeong-suk, seemingly unaware of the changed atmosphere, only gave instructions.

“If you’re done, turn off the lights and go to bed early today. You don’t know if there’ll be contact from Gimun tomorrow, so steel yourself while you sleep.”

“….”

I looked at Kang Moon-soo, not Kim Jeong-suk, and nodded. Right. That shouldn’t happen. I’m not a dirty public restroom toilet; I’m at least clean enough to be used exclusively by someone, you piece of trash.

“I’ll use the car.”