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When only men gather, all sorts of things are discussed.

Jeong Tae-ui, who had been immersed in a society of men since his school days, had thought that in terms of chatting, they were no less than most women. Among them, the ones with worse character would chatter about how they finally slept with their new girlfriend yesterday and whether her breasts were large or small.

During his days as a cadet, while listening to such stories—the kind of stories that always cropped up in groups even if one didn’t want to hear them—Jeong Tae-ui learned many things.

From techniques for taking an innocent woman to bed, which were completely useless to him, to useful and practical information that if you let your mouth run like that and got caught by a diligent and strict disciplinary officer, you’d have to give up your weekend leave and roll in the dirt; the knowledge obtainable among them was diverse.

Just as most people hang out with those they communicate well with, it was the same for Jeong Tae-ui.

He didn’t stay close to the guys who lived for talking about women. Regardless of preference, it was a topic that had nothing to do with him, so it was boring. Therefore, he rarely discussed women with the classmates he usually got along with.

Then one day, it happened.

One of his close classmates came back from a weekend overnight stay, and his face was relaxed the entire time. He was smiling foolishly, as if something very good had happened.

Even when asked why, the classmate refused to open his mouth, but after the group surrounded him and Read on Read BL Novelspractically tortured him [stolen content]for the truth, the revelation wasn’t that grand.

He said he had gone to his lover’s house over the weekend as usual and had a good time. With that, the classmate shut his mouth again.

But if that were all, it would be no different from any other time, and not something to make his expression so relaxed.

The classmates, reaching the conclusion that this guy had actually won a lottery worth tens of billions and didn’t want to share a single crumb with them, tortured him again. Another truth burst out.

Actually, even when he slept with his lover until then, it had just been mediocre; he felt normally good, but his lover didn’t seem to like it much; still, they just slept together out of habit. After talking up to that point, the classmate hesitated for a moment, then spat out the rest, crushed by the menacing atmosphere of his peers.

“But the day before yesterday, I don’t know how everything just clicked, but she got incredibly excited. She was never like that other times. Because of that, I naturally got more excited too, so it was more… well, that’s how it was.”

The classmate said this and scratched the bridge of his nose with an awkward smile.

“What, it really wasn’t the lottery?” asked one classmate suspiciously, while another pushed him aside and said:

“Good job visiting heaven hand-in-hand with your lover. So, did you get a good breakfast?”

“Yeah. She set the table so full the legs almost broke.”

He must have liked it that much, for a guy who was usually taciturn and didn’t speak much to nod while grinning. Behind him, a man’s confidence flashed brilliantly like a halo.

“Right, the sages often say that you can tell the extent of a woman’s satisfaction from the previous night by how the breakfast table is set,” the classmates exchanged stories of unknown origin, but once their expectations for a lottery windfall were dashed, they soon lost interest, and the topic shifted elsewhere shortly after.

Thinking of the beautiful young man he was dating, Jeong Tae-ui nodded, thinking, It’s true that after satisfying the night with all one’s heart and soul, they seemed noticeably in a better mood the next morning. Although he was a bit envious of that breakfast table, which he had never received even after spending an amazing, killer night, he soon shook his head.

Thinking it was natural for anyone, woman or man, to feel good when their bodily desires were completely and fully satisfied, Jeong Tae-ui was soon swept into the following topic—a heated debate over whether soybean paste soup, the spirit of Koreans, or dried pollack soup, which is lighter on the stomach and refreshing, was better for a breakfast table—and transitioned from the world of sexual desire to the world of appetite. Additionally, Jeong Tae-ui cast his vote for the clean and light dried pollack soup.

* * *

A memory derived from the dried pollack soup that appeared in a few Korean movies his uncle sent him to soothe his homesickness traced back to several years ago.

Indeed, for an empty stomach in the morning, a clear dried pollack soup is better than soybean paste soup. Come to [Read on Read BL Novels]think of it, that classmate who loved the lavish breakfast table seemed to be in the soybean paste camp; I wonder if his [visit our site]lover still [unauthorized copy]puts soybean paste soup on a full table these days. Maybe the lover has become a wife by now.

As he had these thoughts, the taste of his hometown, which he hadn’t tasted in a long time, came to mind, making him crave it for no reason. Although Jeong Tae-ui wasn’t picky about food, there were times when he craved the tastes of the past.

Thinking that he should visit a Korean restaurant later, he pushed himself up. Now that food had crossed his mind, he wasn’t particularly hungry, but he felt like he needed to moisten his lips.

Heading to the kitchen, he asked Rita, who happened to be brewing tea, for some cinnamon tea. Now, he was thinking of Sujeonggwa.

When his uncle had mentioned nostalgia and offered to send him some Korean movies, Jeong Tae-ui had found it random, wondering why he was talking about nostalgia. But once the thought had entered his mind, he did start to miss the food. Seeing as he was even thinking of Sujeonggwa—something he didn’t even like that much—he must be quite homesick.

“Good grief, am I in heat or something…?”

Tae-ui muttered the words unconsciously, then flinched, startled by his own remark.

There are jokes you can make and jokes you cannot. This was clearly the latter. Just imagining it was terrifying in many ways.

Rubbing his arms, which had instantly broken out in goosebumps, Tae-ui grabbed two or three cans of beer from the refrigerator and turned back toward his room. Regardless, since he wanted to taste something from his home country for a change, he decided he should eat out for dinner.

To do that, he first had to tell Rita not to visit our siteprepare his portion of dinner, and also [visit our site]tell that bastard…

“A baby? Now that is auspicious news. Did you go to the hospital for a diagnosis?”

Tae-ui, who had been walking while lost in silent thought, stopped abruptly upon seeing a broad chest suddenly blocking his view.

Perhaps he had just stepped out of the shower, as droplets of water were still trailing down his bare skin.

Tae-ui stepped back a couple of paces from the body he had nearly slammed his nose into and looked up. Ilay stood there, drying his short hair with a towel.

“You’re up already? Why not sleep more?”

Tae-ui spoke while calming his racing heart, feeling as if he had just encountered a carnivorous predator while walking down a normal path.

It had been about a week since he had last faced Ilay in the house during the day, as Ilay had been away since last week and returned last night—to be precise, at two in the morning—looking like a beggar covered in dust.

“I thought I’d take a shower and have a refreshing beer.”

“Beer?”

Tae-ui held out one of the cans he was clutching to his arm. Ilay took it and popped the tab right then and there. The sound of it going down his throat was refreshing.

Hmm… a beer right here is more tempting than Korean food far away…

Tae-ui opened a can as well and took a few gulps. It was refreshing.

“Ah, I’m planning to go eat Korean food for dinner.”

“Korean food?”

“Yeah. I suddenly craved Bukeo-guk.”

“Bukeo-guk? What’s that?”

“Ah—it’s, well, dried pollack… there’s this thing.”

“Hmm? A fish soup? Fine. Let’s do that.”

Ilay nodded. Tae-ui nodded back and drained the rest of his beer.

Then, while gazing intently down at Tae-ui, Ilay suddenly brought up something completely random.

“I heard that when I was born, it was a difficult labor, and my mother suffered a lot.”

“…?”

Tae-ui, who had been gulping down his beer, tilted his head at the sudden remark. This guy really does jump out of context sometimes.

Having emptied the can in an instant, Ilay tossed the empty can into the trash and continued.

“If the baby I heard about is mine, it means you might suffer a bit when giving birth, too.”

“Pffft!!”

Tae-ui sprayed out the precious beer like blood. He continued to cough for a long [unauthorized copy]while after that, [unauthorized copy]until his abdominal muscles hurt from the strain.

Ilay, who had received the full brunt of the beer as a consequence of his own actions, quietly wiped his face with one hand. Then, looking down at Tae-ui askew, he smiled faintly.

“There’s nothing to worry about. I’ll help you diligently from now on so that you’ll open up enough for even a reasonably large baby to come out without effort.”

“You…! Baby…!”

Whether to shout that he didn’t need such help in the slightest or to scream that there was no way he was pregnant, Tae-ui was still stuttering when Ilay suddenly scooped him up. Then, hoisting him over his shoulder like a piece of luggage, he turned around.

“I was actually on my way to find you, Tae-yi. When I returned at dawn, you were asleep, and I hadn’t slept even ten hours in a week, so I just crashed. I’m finally feeling awake now.”

“Wa-wait, Ila…”

“Being stuck in the mountains for a week has left me so backed up down there that it’s heavy enough to be painful. It’ll be perfect to let it out lightly and break a sweat before dinner; the timing will be right, and it’ll make the food taste better.”

“Just how many hours do you plan on making me sweat?!”

Tae-ui shouted, but Ilay’s steps headed lightly toward his own room.

* * *

He had expected today to be a dangerous day.

Whenever this man returned after being away from home for more than a week, he always came back with a volatile lower half.

Tae-ui had occasionally pondered this seriously.

He had heard in the past that once men pass their passionate adolescence, their libido gradually decreases.

Tae-ui had always been somewhat modest in that regard, but since he had enjoyed physical relationships with partners while in Korea, he figured that his own body—which felt no discomfort even after a week of abstinence—was simply due to age.

The strange thing was, there was hardly stolen contentany age difference between [Read on Read BL Novels]Ilay and Tae-ui. Therefore, mathematically, this [visit our site]man should have become as modest as Tae-ui.

But.

…But…!

Damn it, I should have taken care of it while he was asleep… Knowing full well it was a dangerous day, why was I so stupidly preoccupied with Bukeo-guk?

Tae-ui resented himself.

He had now become accustomed to this awkward position—lying on his back with his legs spread and his waist suspended in the air, staring at the ceiling. He had become accustomed to the fact that he frequently overlapped his body with this man. He had even become accustomed to the life he lived here.

But the one thing he could never get used to…

Lying there, Tae-ui cast a sidelong glance downward. Beneath Ilay’s body, as the man pressed his lips against Tae-ui’s collarbone to leave a mark, he saw it.

He saw the thick piece of flesh nodding heavily.

He had hoped that Ilay might have lost some weight stolen contentfrom suffering in the mountains for a week, but unauthorized copyit seemed that thing had unauthorized copyactually grown larger, claiming it had accumulated for a week.

He really should have taken care of it while he was asleep…

Tae-ui swallowed tears of regret inwardly.

“You seem to have the leisure to think of other things. Have you finally gotten used to it?”

As if knowing exactly when Tae-ui was distracted, Ilay whispered, dropping his head below the collarbone. He seemed to be smiling slightly.

“No, I’m just… mentally preparing for the hardships to come…”

Tae-ui quickly cobbled together a suitable excuse.

No matter what, he couldn’t tell the truth.

He could never admit—even if his mouth were torn open—that on days when Ilay returned after being away for a long time, he would sneak into Ilay’s bed while he slept and relieve the man’s urges with his hand once or twice.

Of course, he only succeeded perfectly about once in five times; stolen contentthe other four times, Ilay would wake up midway, and Tae-ui would end [Read on Read BL Novels]up suffering visit our sitefor it. Still, if he could at least relieve him once by hand, it was physically bearable.

At first, Ilay would wake up with a look of great surprise and ask, ‘What brings you here?’ but as Tae-ui repeatedly brushed it off with ‘I just haven’t seen you in a while, mumble mumble,’ he stopped asking lately. When he woke up like that, he would simply chuckle with sleepy eyes and immediately climb on top of Tae-ui.

Once, feeling a tiny, minuscule amount of guilt, Tae-ui had tentatively asked, ‘Doesn’t it feel a bit unpleasant if I mess with your thing while you’re sleeping?’ to which he had shaken his head without hesitation.

‘Since there are rarely cases where you want to do it first, I actually like it when that happens. I like a personality that is honest about the body’s desires, Tae-yi. Whenever you want to, come to me even if I’m asleep. …I’ll gladly cooperate in making you like sex more and more.’

Ilay’s expression as he said that had seemed quite pleased.

It felt like there was some slight misunderstanding, but Tae-ui figured it was better to just leave it alone, so he said nothing.

He should have done that today too, but having put his body in danger because he was distracted by Bukeo-guk, Tae-ui steeled his resolve.

As Tae-ui took a deep breath, Ilay suddenly lifted his head. He looked down at Tae-ui and smiled with a subtly frowning face.

“Is it still that difficult?”

“Well… I can’t say it’s not difficult… but it’s bearable.”

Tae-ui hesitated for a moment before speaking honestly. A premonition flashed through his mind that if he weren’t honest, it would be a disaster.

In truth, it was difficult.

At least in the past, there were occasional cases where he had to seriously consider whether to go to the hospital the next day if things got too violent, but that wasn’t the case lately. Even after a grueling time where he thought he might have to visit the hospital tomorrow, he generally remained intact.

However, that literally meant ‘I’ve become accustomed enough to at least not need a hospital,’ not ‘I’ve become accustomed enough to face the battle with a peaceful mind.’

“Tsk, just how much more do we have to do for you to get used to it? …Isn’t your adaptability too poor?”

Tae-ui glared fiercely at Ilay, who was clicking his tongue in a complete reversal of fault.

“I think my adaptability is incredibly good, considering that something like that gets pushed in without causing a bleeding emergency!”

“But come to think of it, you’ve never properly felt pleasure from penetration.”

“Well… I don’t hate the act itself, so that’s enough.”

Tae-ui muttered, shrugging his shoulders.

Fortunately, the man named Ilay Riegrow seemed to have retained a minimum amount of manners; even when Tae-ui turned pale and broke into a cold sweat because his lower half was overwhelmed, Ilay didn’t just enjoy himself and finish. He patiently stimulated Tae-ui’s front until he, too, reached a climax.

Moreover, although it felt like his lower half was being split in two, the body heat transmitted directly to his naked skin felt good.

So, although he had to mentally prepare himself because he feared what was to come, he didn’t hate the overall act.

After all, since this man rubbed his front to make him ejaculate during the act, it wasn’t as if his own desires weren’t being met.

“Hmm… well, anyway, fine. Shall we get into it in earnest now?”

Ilay said, fiddling with Tae-ui’s chest.

Hearing those words, Tae-ui braced himself for war.

It truly was a war.

Although he had loosened things up enough below, that volume was still overwhelming. It felt as if his internal organs were packed tight and then stretched further.

The act was more violent than usual. After frictioning until the lower area was so hot it was hard to bear, and only when Tae-ui was on the verge of completely losing consciousness and fainting, did Ilay finally reach his climax.

However, being ‘on the verge of fainting’ meant he had already experienced several short blackouts of a few seconds each, and Tae-ui sprawled out on the bed like a corpse, thinking that there could never be a more violent exercise in the world.

He had no sensation below. He wondered if a situation had occurred where he should consider visiting the hospital for the first time in a while.

He felt he should grope below to check for bleeding, but he couldn’t move a single finger.

In fact, his head was hazy. It felt as if he had worked three nights straight and then downed a whole gallon of liquor. His thoughts weren’t functioning properly, as if he were wandering through a dream.

When he blinked and opened his eyes after a momentary lapse in consciousness, Ilay was lying on top of the [stolen content]prone Tae-ui. He was [visit our site]incredibly heavy, but even that sensation was hard to process in his chaotic mind.

“I feel a bit better after getting one off. …It’ll be troublesome if you’re already knocked out.”

The heavy mass of muscle lying on his back muttered.

If you’re planning to do more, just kill me instead… Tae-ui had a fleeting thought with his flickering mind.

To such a Tae-ui, the voice continued, sounding as if it were coming from within a dream.

“Why didn’t you come this morning? Since it’s been a week, I thought you’d be quite backed up and your body would be itching for it.”

“Right… I should have gone… I’m an idiot for not going…”

If he had known he would be hit so violently that all the energy would be drained from his body, he would have gone regardless of everything.

“Hmm…? You sound as if you should have come as a matter of duty.”

Tae-ui heard that voice mixed with stolen contentlaughter hazily, and stolen contentintoxicated by a profound fatigue, he sobbed miserably a couple of unauthorized copytimes in a small voice before sighing.

It felt as if all the blood had drained from his head. Perhaps the blood had all gone to his hands and feet, as they felt as heavy as lead, making it impossible to move. His brain wasn’t working because the blood wasn’t circulating.

And so, without even knowing what he was saying, Tae-ui uttered a reckless remark.

“I should have gone and taken care of it two or three times by hand… then my body wouldn’t have suffered so much…”

After saying that, he whimpered and sniffled again before falling fast asleep.

The time he spent unconscious in sleep was probably only a few seconds, but when he regained a faint consciousness, it was strangely quiet. He could clearly feel the weight pressing heavily on his back, but the man wasn’t saying anything.

Did this guy fall asleep too… so heavy…

He groaned and tried to move his body, but his head was still hazy, his body was heavy, and the weight pressing down was immense.

It’s frustrating, but I’ll just have to sleep while pinned, he thought with his muddled mind, and just as Tae-ui was about to lose consciousness again.

“…Aha… So, that’s [stolen content]why you stolen contentalways crawled into my bed and fiddled with my visit our sitething when I returned after being away for a while…?”

A low, dangerous voice reached his ears, sounding as if it were coming from the depths of hell.

In that instant, Tae-ui snapped awake as if he had been doused in cold water. The lethargy that had been disrupting his proper thinking vanished in a flash.

Whether it was a good intuition or simply that his survival instincts had been thoroughly trained, Tae-ui could feel that something very bad was happening to him.

“Wait… Ilay, what did I just say?”

He felt as if he had said something he shouldn’t have, but he couldn’t immediately recall what it was.

Tae-ui blinked with a clear mind and asked cautiously.

However, no answer came to that question. Instead, only a monologue laced with a cold laugh returned.

“And here I thought you did it because you were so glad to see me after a long time that you wanted to enjoy yourself with me, even if it was a burden on your body…”

“Uh… huh?”

Tae-ui, still pinned and unable to move under that heavy body, asked back with wide eyes, his pupils rolling anxiously.

“That’s too bad, Tae-yi, that you couldn’t take care of it in advance today. Thanks to that, I still have plenty of strength left below. I don’t think I’ll wither after just a few rounds. …Now then, let’s go again, slowly.”

“Uh…?”

Tae-ui, who gave a clumsy response, realized in the very next moment.

The fact that the war hadn’t even truly begun.

“Ack… ah, …ah, ah, ah, …”

His throat was hoarse, so he couldn’t even moan properly.

His lower half was stinging. Because of the piece of flesh that had been entering and exiting incessantly for a while, the entrance must have swollen up.

His exhausted and worn-out mind was already half-gone again. Unfortunately, the other half had to be dragged vividly back to reality because of the man lying on top of him.

“Relax your lower half, Tae-yi. I’m going to put it in now.”

As Ilay said this, he was already in the process of putting it in.

Put what in? It’s already as far in as it can go, how can you put it in more? The words surged up to his throat, but his mouth was bone-dry, preventing him from speaking, when suddenly his breath caught.

Something was squeezing its way in further.

Into that place, which was already filled with Ilay’s terrifying member—to the point where he thought he would surely tear if the man expanded even a little more—something was squeezing through the tightly locked gap.

“What… what is…”

Tae-ui barely managed to mutter, sounding as if he were gasping for air, visit our sitebut Ilay did not answer. Instead, he unauthorized copyslightly moved the thing that had forced its way in, Read on Read BL Novelscreating a space between his terrible penis, which already tightly filled all his internal organs, and the inner wall.

Ah, it’s a finger.

The moment he realized that fact while on the verge of blacking out, Tae-ui burst into tears.

“You damn bastard… I’m already crossing the border to the afterlife just with your thing inside, and you’re even adding a fin—finger… you evil…!”

Even if his lower half tore and he ran out of breath, Jeong Tae-ui couldn’t endure it without swearing; he sobbed uncontrollably, enunciating his curses with particular clarity.

“Relax! …You didn’t tear. It looks precarious, but. Let’s see… good, just stay relaxed, just like that.”

The audacity was unbelievable.

Rather, Ilay, who had shouted sternly for him to relax, moved his hand cautiously, seemingly indifferent to whether Jeong Tae-ui was suffocating under the immense pressure. The fingers that had forced their way inside moved carefully, tracing the inner walls.

I’m definitely going to die today—no, at least a trip to the hospital is guaranteed, Tae-ui thought, barely exhaling shallow breaths under the stifling pressure, when Ilay’s low voice reached his ears.

“You know, Tae-yi. To be honest, I found you frustrating. Your insides. They were excessively narrow. While that meant you tightened around me quite strongly, it was too narrow for me to enjoy myself [visit our site]to my heart’s content. That said, I didn’t feel like just ramming into you regardless of whether you tore or your organs were damaged, as I had done with other humans. …Besides, since [Read on Read BL Novels]this fellow seems to have started liking sex with me more and more—to the point of pestering me while I sleep—I thought I should be patient for a while.”

“…―.”

“If you did that just for your own body’s comfort, then I’ve decided to seek some convenience for my own body as well, starting by widening that excessive narrowness.”

Jeong Tae-ui cried. Both his body and heart sobbed uncontrollably.

He resented himself most for his slip of the tongue; next, he resented this man who tormented a person’s body to this extent, regardless of how much Tae-ui might have harbored ulterior motives when sneaking into bed; and finally, he resented that non-human piece of flesh that was digging in and widening his lower half.

Ilay moved his hand carefully so as not to tear or injure him. He created space by slightly parting the gap between the penis and the inner walls that were clinging tightly together inside. Even so, once the fingers passed, they would snap shut again.

There was no pain from bloodshed. However, he couldn’t breathe properly due to the pressure hitting a body that was stretched so wide it wouldn’t have been strange if it tore at any moment. It felt as if his stomach was being stuffed full of flesh.

Amidst that, he felt his body opening.

He cried because it was so hard. Even when he was a student and received group punishment, getting hit dozens of times on the thighs with a boxwood club until he was bloodied and could barely walk, he hadn’t cried—but this kind of pressure was physiologically impossible to endure.

The fingers were sliding in with more ease, bit by bit. The pressure inside didn’t decrease visit our siteand remained unauthorized copythe same, but he could tell that the fingers pressing and widening the inner walls had more room.

“Once it opens just enough to my liking, Tae-yi, it’ll be less difficult for you too. So don’t cry like that. It’s for your own benefit.”

“What, hey, that’s…”

Jeong Tae-ui mumbled through his tears.

Even as he did, the penis entering and exiting his body along with the fingers did not stop moving.

Come to think of it, it made sense that his lower half felt numb and tingling.

He didn’t know how much time had passed since Ilay had inserted himself. It felt as if several hours had gone by—though in reality, it probably hadn’t—but he showed no sign of coming out. No, far from coming out, despite being clearly and immensely erect, for some reason, there was no sign of him finishing.

Did this guy take some weird drug… Tae-ui thought in a distant corner of his mind, when he heard Ilay talking to himself.

“Now, shall I try putting in my left thumb as well to widen it…?”

“…!! D-don’t do that!!”

His fading consciousness snapped back instantly.

The hair on the back of his neck stood up, and a chill ran down his spine.

Jeong Tae-ui threw away all pride and clung to him, weeping.

I was wrong, I’ll never pester you while you’re sleeping again—it was a mixture of sobbing and pleading that was hard for even Tae-ui to understand, but the meaning seemed to get across, as Ilay stopped his hand just as he was about to hook another finger into the narrow entrance.

“I… if you put that in too, I’ll really, really die… I’ll seriously just drop dead…”

He felt a gaze looking down at him as he sobbed sorrowfully. But it wasn’t because he was conscious of that gaze; Jeong Tae-ui sobbed simply because it was truly difficult and sad.

Eventually, slowly and with great reluctance, the other finger that had been about to dig inside withdrew. Only then did Jeong Tae-ui hiccup and open his teary eyes to look at Ilay.

As he continued to wipe his eyes with the back of his hand, crying miserably like a child, he heard the sound of a low click of the tongue.

Ilay clicked his tongue, let out a sigh, and spoke quietly.

“Despite how it looks, I’m very discouraged, Tae-yi. I was sincerely happy because I thought you had started to like my penis.”

“…….”

Even while crying, he wanted to answer, but he didn’t know what to say.

“Since this thing is what you find hardest to endure while staying with me, if you come to like this, the rest will go without saying.”

“……. …….”

No, that’s not it… it’s not necessarily so now, but in the past, what I found hardest to endure wasn’t that thing, but rather your personality…

However, the atmosphere was not one where he could say such things, and he couldn’t speak with his hiccuping throat, so Jeong Tae-ui kept his mouth shut. Moreover, hearing those words made him feel as if he had actually done something terrible.

“Look at you now; in the end, you manipulate me in that way.”

Muttering as if displeased, Ilay sighed heavily once more. Then, he pulled out the fingers [stolen content]that had been forcibly widening the Read on Read BL Novelsinside. With a sliding, squelching sensation, the volume decreased.

Suddenly, his body felt much more comfortable.

Even though the object remained inside, swollen to its limit, it became easier to breathe, if only in short gasps.

Only then did the tears that had been physiologically streaming out subside, allowing Jeong Tae-ui to look straight at Ilay. Seeing his reddened eyes, Ilay frowned.

But soon, his expression turned heavy again; he pulled Jeong Tae-ui into a sudden, tight embrace and bit his lip. From the way he bit down painfully hard, Tae-ui could feel that he was truly upset.

Suddenly, Tae-ui felt anxious. He felt that this wasn’t right.

Jeong Tae-ui cupped Ilay’s cheeks with both hands, pulling him slightly away from his lips. Then, looking straight at the man right in front of him, he spoke clearly despite his labored breathing.

“You… are misunderstanding.”

Ilay only looked down, his brow slightly furrowed.

Jeong Tae-ui took a deep breath first. Then, as if firmly determined, visit our sitehe shut his mouth tight visit our siteand [visit our site]tightened his lower half. He squeezed the object that had settled inside him.

For a moment, a dizzying pain flashed through him, but he felt it clearly. This man was contained within his body. They were clearly connected right now.

With eyes that leaked a few tears from the pain, he glared at him.

“If I hated you, or if I felt nothing for you… why do you think I would have stayed by your side until now, enduring things like this…!”

When he spoke petulantly with wide eyes, Ilay stared at Jeong Tae-ui without moving for a moment.

Suddenly, it seemed he shifted his gaze. His eyes wandered in the air for a moment as if he couldn’t meet Tae-ui’s eyes, and then, in an instant, he suddenly clung to Jeong Tae-ui.

Just as he thought he had finally caught his breath, Ilay held him so violently that it became hard to breathe again.

He hugged his back and waist with all his might. So hard that Tae-ui genuinely worried his bones might break.

At the same time, the object contained inside his body began to thrust violently again.

Only after struggling to secure some air visit our sitecould Jeong stolen contentTae-ui perceive the sensation below his waist, shaking along with those thrusts. And he was slightly surprised.

Ah, what I said earlier wasn’t a complete lie. Though it was nearly the same, perhaps because of the room the finger had created, it was temporarily a bit easier to endure.

Jeong Tae-ui relaxed the tension that had kept his whole body stiff.

Perhaps because his penis had remained inside for a long time without coming out, slowly wetting the interior, the inside was already a sodden mess.

His insides were still tight and overwhelmed, but thanks to that abundant moisture and the slight room that had been opened, that monstrous object entered and exited much more smoothly than usual.

Squelch, squelch. A sticky sound echoed every time his crotch hit Jeong Tae-ui’s buttocks. A small sound of mixing saliva came from their joined lips.

Then, it seemed Ilay muttered something.

The mutterings were so quiet that he couldn’t understand them at first, but as they were repeated incessantly, he was finally able to make them out.

Tae-yi. …Tae-yi. …Tae-yi.

Only that name was repeated endlessly.

For a moment, Jeong Tae-ui stopped breathing, listening closely to the name he couldn’t have possibly misheard.

The voice, brushing against his ear like the sound of wind, began to blend with the squelching sounds of water from above and below.

Suddenly, all the sounds reaching his ears sounded incredibly obscene, and Jeong Tae-ui’s heart gave a sudden throb.

“…?!”

It was only for an instant, but it was the first time his heart had throbbed like this.

Jeong Tae-ui tilted his head. He took a few deep breaths.

Wait, surely this isn’t ‘death by sex’ that I’ve only heard rumors about… no, in my case, I guess you can’t call it that.

He held his breath in worry for a moment, but after that, he felt fine.

Ilay, who always noticed like a ghost visit our sitewhenever Jeong Tae-ui had other thoughts, suddenly thrust his hips up hard. Thwack. [Read on Read BL Novels]The slippery piece of flesh hit the depths of his stomach.

“…!!”

Ah, letting out a short moan that was barely a shape of a word, Jeong Tae-ui suddenly opened his eyes wide. Bewilderment clouded his gaze.

Something was strange. His heart throbbed again. But it didn’t feel like his heart. Rather than his chest, it was further down… no, his whole body…

Jeong Tae-ui tilted his head.

The next moment, that throbbing sensation returned. This time it was stronger, enough to take his breath away.

“…? …??”

Jeong Tae-ui couldn’t tell where that sensation was originating from. By the time he thought he should analyze it carefully, that throbbing sensation, which had been surging at shorter intervals, was already pounding his body relentlessly.

Strange, so strange. This feeling is just like…

Jeong Tae-ui became utterly bewildered amidst unauthorized copythat sensation, which had stolen contentbecome so violent and intense that Read on Read BL Novelsit was hard to maintain his sanity.

Jeong Tae-ui knew this feeling. Or rather, it was a feeling similar to this. But it wasn’t the same.

If it were a much gentler and milder feeling, he would know what it was. But this current sensation, while of a similar kind, was incomparably more intense and suffocating. He had never felt anything like this.

Amidst the sensation that seemed to shake his entire mind until he couldn’t tell what was what, Jeong Tae-ui realized that a series of cries were bursting from his mouth.

It was a voice that was hard to describe—similar to a sob, similar to a moan, and similar to a laugh. It was a voice so embarrassing he wanted to cover his ears.

Because of that voice, or perhaps because of his suddenly heating body, even his face flushed.

It was then.

While Jeong Tae-ui was lost in wonder and bewilderment, the movement pounding his insides suddenly stopped.

As his blurred vision returned slightly, he saw Ilay’s face looking down at him right in front of his eyes.

He had a similar expression to Jeong Tae-ui’s. A face of wonder, bewilderment, and surprise.

How long did the two of them stare at each other with the same expression?

Eventually, a change occurred in that expression. Ilay was the first to change.

A smile slowly, slowly spread across his face. A smile appeared on his expression as if he were about to burst into loud laughter at any moment.

While they remained frozen, just staring at each other, Ilay suddenly thrust his hips up. Simultaneously, Jeong Tae-ui let out a cry without realizing it. It was that embarrassing voice from before.

Only then did Jeong Tae-ui realize the reason for that voice, a step too late. And the identity of that intense sensation that had already enveloped his entire body.

“Uh…”

In the time it took to blink a few times, Jeong Tae-ui’s face began to catch fire. With a blank, dazed expression, only the color ripened into a deep red.

“Tae-yi. …Tae-yi.”

His body trembled at the low voice calling his name.

Ilay began to pound inside Jeong Tae-ui’s body again, and not wanting to show a face that was bound to become increasingly unsightly, Jeong Tae-ui hugged Ilay’s neck tightly and buried his face in his shoulder.

He was suffocated by the tingling sensation that began to blaze again. It felt as if his entire inside was melting.

When had he ever felt such a sensation?

Amidst this wave of sensation that surged so violently it was frightening and made it impossible to stay sane, Jeong Tae-ui clung only to Ilay’s neck.

Eventually, the piece of flesh that had been swelling tightly, pushing against the inner walls, seemed to stop for a moment, and then it burst. A stream of hot liquid surged inside his body.

At the same time, Jeong Tae-ui’s lower half also stiffened. Hot heat gathered below, trembling, and suddenly his vision went white. Hundreds, thousands of flashes exploded in his mind.

He might have screamed. He didn’t know if he cried or if he struggled.

But before he could perceive any of that, Jeong Tae-ui lost consciousness with a long sigh.

* * *

Even after opening his eyes, he didn’t realize for a while that he had woken up. He just stared blankly at the nightstand, which appeared blurred before him.

Eventually, as his consciousness began to wake up very slowly, bit by bit, the first thing he saw clearly was the clock on the nightstand.

《 9 : 46 》

9:46… Seeing the fluorescent lights on, it was night.

With a mind that had completely lost its sense of time, he processed the numbers and the fact that it was night, and Jeong Tae-ui blinked slowly.

It wasn’t a time one would normally wake up from sleep; why had he been sleeping?

Thinking that with a strangely languid and dazed head, Jeong Tae-ui shifted his body.

“…!!”

And at the same time, he realized. Why he had been lying there unconscious for so long.

His lower half was stiff. Extremely stiff. No, not a shred of strength entered it. It was as if everything below his waist was gone.

When he tried wiggling his fingers, his hands moved without a problem, but there was absolutely no strength in his legs. Far from walking, he couldn’t even get out of bed.

While Jeong Tae-ui was breaking into a cold sweat internally, a voice suddenly spoke from behind.

“Are you awake?”

Jeong Tae-ui instinctively flinched. He thought he was alone because there had been no sign of anyone, but suddenly a voice had come from behind, and quite close at that.

Turning his head slowly to look back, he saw Ilay sitting in a chair next to the bed.

Perhaps he had been reading, as he closed the book in his hand, took off his glasses, and stood [unauthorized copy]up before sitting on the edge of visit our sitethe bed. Then, he looked down at Jeong Tae-ui.

“How do you feel.”

“…Languid. Exhausted. My head is dazed. …It’s good.”

When he added the last phrase after a moment’s hesitation, Ilay smiled quietly.

“You remember everything, right?”

“…Uh… yeah…”

Jeong Tae-ui answered mumbling and stealthily pulled up the blanket. The reason he covered himself up to the tip of his nose was that he felt his face would become embarrassingly red again.

Beside him, Ilay just chuckled. For some reason, he thought that smile looked a bit like a foolish grin, but he didn’t say it.

It was the first time.

While having relations with him until now, he had ejaculated in his own way each time [Read on Read BL Novels]and gained unauthorized copythe accompanying pleasure, but this was different.

That feeling was much more, incomparably more—…

“…….”

Jeong Tae-ui pulled the blanket up further. He covered himself all the way up to his forehead.

Even then, Ilay continued to chuckle beside him for a while, and only when Jeong Tae-ui reached the point where he felt suffocated under the blanket did Ilay pull it down.

It was a bit awkward to face each other again, but he looked back with a face that tried to appear unfazed.

Ilay chuckled again, as if something were amusing, and thankfully, he changed the subject.

“You’ve been asleep without waking up once for a while now, so you must be hungry. You should eat something.”

“Huh? ……Yeah. Now that you mention it, I am a bit peckish.”

Only after hearing those words did Jeong [visit our site]Tae-ui feel the hunger. Perhaps because his Read on Read BL Novelsbody was exhausted, he didn’t have much of an appetite, but his stomach was empty.

And then, he suddenly noticed a scent wafting past his nose.

“Huh? This smell is…….”

As Tae-ui murmured in curiosity, Ilay leaned over and helped him sit up. The moment he sat, a throbbing ache shot through his backside, but it was manageable.

Leaning against the headboard, Tae-ui finally realized the source of the scent.

A massive tray sat on the table. And on that tray were numerous plates and bowls packed tightly together.

“I had to get it in a hurry, but I tracked down the Korean restaurant said to have the best skill and bought from there.”

As Ilay spoke, he lifted the tray and set it down in front of Tae-ui; it was filled with all sorts of nostalgic food from his home country.

And in the center of the tray was a large bowl filled to the brim with a yellowish broth.

“This is what you said you [unauthorized copy]wanted to eat, right? Eat a lot. There’s more. Read on Read BL NovelsTell visit our siteme if there’s anything else you want.”

“Uh…… no, thank you. ……Wow.”

Tae-ui let out a small exclamation of admiration at the dazzling spread of home country delicacies suddenly unfolding before his eyes.

The food was served so generously that he would be full just by taking one bite of each dish, and it consisted only of things Tae-ui loved.

Tae-ui looked up at Ilay with sparkling eyes.

“It’s been so long since I’ve had this, I love it. My appetite is suddenly returning. Thank you. ……But is today a special occasion? Why such a feast…….”

Tae-ui asked in a joyful voice as he picked up his chopsticks.

However, no answer came.

Only after scooping up some dried pollack soup with a spoon and taking a sip did Tae-ui turn his gaze toward Ilay in curiosity.

Ilay was smiling.

He was smiling subtly.

It was a pleasant and refreshed smile, yet somehow subtle.

“Today…… is a good day.”

“……Uh…….”

Tae-ui tilted his head, feeling suspicious. But after blinking a few times, he succumbed to the fragrant smell of the food and began diligently working his utensils again.

He hadn’t had an appetite, but once he started eating, he found he could eat surprisingly well. Moreover, whoever he bought it from, the food was all delicious.

After eating and drinking absentmindedly for a while, Tae-ui felt a gaze steadily watching him once his stomach was somewhat full, and he stole a glance.

His eyes met Ilay’s.

Ilay gestured toward the food with his chin and smiled.

“Eat more. If it’s not enough, I’ll bring you as much more as you want.”

“Oh, no. This is plenty. I’m already full.”

“Is that so? You have to eat a lot to keep your strength up. From now on, continuously.”

Ilay spoke with a deep smile. His curving eyes looked upon Tae-ui, who was eating deliciously, with great satisfaction.

“…….”

Suddenly, at that moment, Tae-ui felt a strange sensation.

He felt like Hansel placed before a witch who provided him with lavish food.

Once Tae-ui hesitantly put down his utensils and finished drinking his water, Ilay cleared the tray. Then, he sat close beside Tae-ui and pressed light kisses to his eyelids, his cheeks, and the corners of his mouth. A low, pleasant voice reached his ears.

“Tae-yi. Earlier, it was very good. The best so far.”

“……Uh…… me too…….”

After a brief moment of hesitation, Tae-ui answered truthfully, and in that instant, he realized another fact.

「After spending an ecstatic night, one can receive a luxurious breakfast the next morning, enough to break the table legs.」

It wasn’t just a reward for the pleasure of the previous night. It was also an inner expression of the desire to taste such pleasure more in the future.

“…….”

Tae-ui stared blankly at Ilay once more. Ilay returned the gaze as if asking what was wrong, and when Tae-ui didn’t answer, he continued the kisses as if it didn’t matter.

And amidst that waterfall of kisses, Tae-ui felt a flicker of vague gloom for a moment, but he soon shook his head.

Whatever.

To be honest, Tae-ui had certainly tasted paradise earlier.

It was a sensation he had never experienced before; it was his first time.

That feeling of being swept away by a pleasure close to a trance, engulfing both his mind and body to a frightening degree, was enough to make his body ache just thinking about it now.

If he could taste it again, Tae-ui was fine with it.

So, regardless of what Ilay’s ulterior motive was behind the food, he was willing to eat it.

“Wait…… is this actually a situation where I should be diligently feeding Ilay instead……?”

Tae-ui frowned and sank into thought at the sudden realization, but he quickly erased the thought when he noticed that the area below Ilay—who was showering him with kisses and practically hugging him by now—had begun to swell.

He didn’t need to feed him; he was more than sufficient. No, rather, it was right that he himself should eat diligently. The difference in physical stamina was far too stark.

Tae-ui let out a light, bleak sigh, but soon shook his head.

Regardless, Tae-ui felt good [unauthorized copy]despite being [visit our site]languid, and Ilay, who was kissing him with a look of great joy, seemed to be in a good mood as well.

That was enough for him.

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