7.2 The Leader of All
Seongsim Hall was a large restaurant located on the first floor of the eight-story ‘Seongsim Wedding Hall’ building. As soon as we arrived, I rubbed my eyes in surprise at the ‘Seongsim Wedding Hall’ sign perched at the top of the building. A wedding hall.
Chu Gi-oh, who had stepped out of the car first, held out his hand to me and said,
“Since we’re here, why don’t we just have the wedding? Have the ceremony at the top and then come down for bulgogi.”
I thought he might actually do it. I was about to respond with ‘Should we?’, but knowing he was the type of man who would actually follow through, I gave a vague answer.
“Would that even be possible without a reservation…. Haha….”
He laughed and shook his head as I took his hand and stepped out of the car.
“I’m joking. Regardless of whether it’s possible or not, I can’t have you standing in a shabby place like this. High-class should be high-class, right?”
“I-I suppose so….”
“Let’s just eat and go today. That’s enough, isn’t it?”
I nodded to Chu Gi-oh’s playful question. Far from it being ‘enough,’ I was incredibly grateful that he suggested we just eat and leave. A wedding. Such a thing should never happen in my lifetime.
Held in Chu Gi-oh’s arm, I entered the restaurant, which had an entrance styled like a traditional tiled-roof house. The moment I stepped through the automatic doors, my breath caught. The restaurant, which looked to be several hundred pyeong, was swarming with hulking men in suits.
The reality was on a different level from my imagination. The intimidation radiating from the men was indescribable. Individually, none of them could hold a candle to Chu Gi-oh, but gathered together, they were terrifying. The gazes shifting toward us were like blades. Every single one of them looked menacing, as if they had ‘I’m a gangster, so don’t mess with me’ written across their foreheads. It seemed that anyone who looked too gentle was turned away at the door—much like the entry cuts at a nightclub.
As I hesitated, Chu Gi-oh pulled me closer into his embrace and muttered,
“These bastards, they really gathered in droves just because I said there was food. They sure know how to eat.”
The men, easily numbering over a hundred, rose as one and bowed their waists upon seeing Chu Gi-oh enter.
“Welcome, Hyung-nim!!”
The thunderous shout, sounding as if hundreds of microphones had been turned on, made me feel for a moment as if a gust of wind had blown through. Seeing my hair actually flutter, it might not have been an illusion.
The men, each with a differently rugged appearance, lifted their heads. Then, a few who recognized me began to whisper, calling me ‘Haengsu-nim, Haengsu-nim.’ Overwhelmed by the pressure, I slipped out of Chu Gi-oh’s embrace and hid behind him. I buried my face and hid my entire body against his broad back, which was more than enough to shield me. It was a moment where I realized once again, with my whole body, who it was I was dating.
“That’s enough. Stop it and sit down. You’re noisy.”
With a single gesture, Chu Gi-oh seated the men. He looked back at me hiding behind him and smiled. “What’s this? Are you hiding now?”
“Why? Is it too much? Or are you shy?”
He pulled me back to his side. When I resisted, digging my heels in, he spoke as if he found me adorably precious.
“It’s okay. I’m right here. Come on out, quickly.”
“Ugh….”
“I’m not going anywhere without you. I’ll stay by your side until the end, so come out now.”
I thought to myself that if he left me alone even to go to the bathroom, I would tear all my hair out. Chu Gi-oh and those thugs were essentially the same, but it was true that the man I had shared a bed with felt slightly more trustworthy. Besides, he was the leader of the pack.
“These guys might look like that, but they’re actually genuine people. I don’t take in bastards without manners from the start. You’re a bit close with Du-jik, right? You can think of all of them as being just like that guy. Not a single difference. Right?”
“….”
“Want me to hold your hand?”
“N-no. I’ll just go….”
Instead of his hand, I gripped the edge of his jacket and followed Chu Gi-oh. Following him was the only way things would move forward, and the only way it would end quickly.
As we walked toward the table in the center of the hall, which appeared to be Chu Gi-oh’s seat, the gazes of the men followed us. I had to endure not only the men’s stares but also those of the restaurant staff. Everyone looked at me with expressions that seemed to ask, ‘Who on earth is that cicada [Read on Read BL Novels]clinging [unauthorized copy]to the old tree?’ It was the first time in my life I had received this much attention, and I simply couldn’t lift my head.
Jang-bae and Du-jik, who had parked and entered, followed behind us. Although I hadn’t had a drink, I felt as if I were already heavily intoxicated. Everything felt dizzy.
Even after sitting down, I couldn’t lift my head. Everything except the meat was already set on the table. While fidgeting with the neatly placed cutlery, I stole a glance at Chu Gi-oh, who was still standing, then grabbed a bottle of soju from the side of the table and opened it. I poured the soju generously into a glass rather than a soju shot glass. I felt that I simply couldn’t endure this situation without drinking.
Just as I had nearly filled the glass, someone snatched the soju bottle away. Looking up, it was Jang-bae, who had taken a seat opposite me. He set the bottle down in front of himself and spoke softly.
“If your throat is dry, you should drink water. Not soju like that…. Wait a moment, I’ll ask for some water.”
“Ah…. Yes.”
Despite my answer, I lifted the glass and downed it in one shot. As I set the glass down, grimacing at the bitter taste, Jang-bae looked at me as if I were a lunatic. When I gave him an awkward smile, he clicked his tongue softly and swapped seats with Du-jik. It seemed he found my erratic behavior deeply burdensome.
The next moment, Chu Gi-oh’s hand landed on my shoulder. Simultaneously, Jang-bae’s thick voice boomed through the hall, “Everyone, attention!” It seemed Chu Gi-oh’s grand speech was about to begin. Taking advantage of the gap, I grabbed the liquor bottle now in front of Du-jik and poured more into my glass. True to being Jang-bae’s brother, Du-jik panicked.
“Haengsu-nim! That’s soju, soju!”
“Ah, yes.”
“Are you really drinking it? The meat isn’t even grilled yet! Uh… you shouldn’t do that….”
I wished he would stop being surprised and instead put himself in my shoes to think about why I had to do this. Du-jik, Jang-bae, Gio. With those thoughts, I began to empty my glass, using the sight of Du-jik scratching his head as my appetizer. Chu Gi-oh’s voice drifted down from above.
“Everyone, fill your glasses first.”
In the next instant, Chu Gi-oh’s arm crossed my field of vision and took the liquor bottle I had poured from. Seeing the bottle lift easily without a cap, Chu Gi-oh asked, “What’s this?” As I looked up with the glass still at my lips, Chu Gi-oh was frowning. He asked Jang-bae in a displeased tone,
“Jang-bae, did you open this?”
“No, Hyung-nim.”
“Then who already opened it?”
“Well….”
Jang-bae looked directly at me and continued.
“Haengsu-nim seemed to be in a great hurry, so as soon as she sat down, she poured a full glass—”
“Kuh!”
Startled by Jang-bae’s tattle-tale attitude, I suddenly choked and spat out what was in my mouth. I set down the glass with a few sips left and hurriedly covered my mouth. Chu Gi-oh leaned over to look at me. Instead of saying anything, he gently patted my back.
“It’s okay, it’s okay. You can drink. I wasn’t saying that to scold you.”
Chu Gi-oh pulled a tissue and handed it to me, then took a new bottle and opened it. He poured it until it overflowed into his own glass, then poured the rest entirely into mine, muttering to himself.
“Looking like someone who’d only drink cider, I told you it was okay today….”
Meanwhile, a server who had been watching our table quickly brought two more bottles of soju. Jang-bae also filled his glass to the brim, using a glass instead of a shot glass. I expected him to do the same for Du-jik, but he poured him cider instead. I must have given him a ‘What are you doing?’ look, because Du-jik explained with a shy smile.
“Ah, I’m not very good with alcohol. I have a constitution where I end up in the ER after just one glass….”
“Ah….”
“Well, I have something like an alcohol allergy…. It’s hard for me too, Haengsu-nim.”
“Ah….”
I wondered what kind of bizarre thing this was, but I tried not to show it. To think that someone with a face that could chew through stones and a build that could knock over an ox couldn’t drink a single drop. It was as surprising as the fact that Du-jik was twenty-two. At the same time, I felt a bit sorry for him. But at least his life wouldn’t go down the drain because of alcohol—unless he was forced to drink—so it wasn’t entirely regrettable.
It seemed everyone had filled their glasses. Jang-bae and Du-jik were seated, and now the only person standing was the leader of Gimun, Chu Gi-oh. He turned his head left and right, scanning his subordinates. Honestly, he looked very impressive. Perhaps because the buzz from the bottle of soju I’d finished had hit me, he even seemed cool. Of course, I had already acknowledged his looks regardless of the alcohol. However, upon hearing Chu Gi-oh’s next words, I realized I was still far from drunk enough.
“I didn’t call you all together to [unauthorized copy]talk about boring business. Today, Read on Read BL NovelsI want to introduce you to my spouse. Min-jo, stand up for a second.”
To handle Chu Gi-oh forcing me to stand, this level of intoxication was not enough. Total drunkenness. Only total drunkenness was the way out of here.
“C-CEO….”
“Hurry up.”
I instinctively looked like I was about to cry. He looked down at me as I resisted standing. He nodded as if to say it was okay and coaxed me gently.
“It’ll only take a minute. I’ll just introduce you quickly, and then we’ll eat quietly, just the two of us. I’ll pour you plenty of drinks today. Alright?”
With my head hanging low, I stood up. A strong arm wrapped around me. Chu Gi-oh stopped my hand as I reached for the alcohol. He took the glass away entirely so I couldn’t drink and began his remaining words.
“You all see her, right? From today, she’s the person who will be your Haengsu. Those who know already know, but she’s much younger than me. She’ll be much younger than you all, too. But you know what I always say. Age is just a number. That’s not what’s important. What is Gimun?”
“Original intention! Youth! No regression!”
“Now, she is the new face of our Gimun, the face. If any of you bastards have an objection, stand up and come forward. I’ll deal with you as you wish.”
“None, Hyung-nim! We will do everything according to your will!”
My face felt like it was going to explode from the heat. I grit my teeth. Is this how it feels to be proposed to by a lover in the middle of a crowded street? I didn’t know when I was watching others, but now that I was the one trapped in the situation, I felt I understood exactly why people threw away their bouquets and ran away. Unbearable embarrassment. Shame. Humiliation. Every single one of those messy moments where a lover turns into an enemy.
Chu Gi-oh was a very, very selfish man who didn’t consider other people’s feelings at all, only his own. Because that was his nature, he was capable of arbitrarily lifting my head, which I was intentionally keeping low, to expose me to the whole world.
“Now that I have a mistress of the house, our Gimun will run smoothly inside and out, and there’s nothing left but infinite development. Am I right or not?”
“That’s right! I’m positive!”
“Remember his face clearly, and make sure there’s never a moment where you have to ask who he is. If anyone dares to do that after I’ve spent all this time explaining it…”
Chu Gi-oh paused for a moment and scanned the crowd. [Read on Read BL Novels]After inducing a wave of silence, he spoke in a low voice, his words bordering on a threat.
“You can consider yourselves dead by my hand that very day. Got it?”
The group shouted in unison, “Don’t worry, Hyung! We’ll handle it perfectly!” Not a single one of them seemed uncomfortable with the fact that I was a man. I stole a glance at Jang-bae and Du-jik, and they too were nodding fervently, their eyes filled with a reverence as if Chu Gi-oh were some kind of god. The leader and his subordinates. In terms of blind trust, they were no different from fanatics deeply immersed in a cult. It was almost terrifying.
Chu Gi-oh’s antics only grew more intense. He had said it would take a minute, but the talking never stopped. He spent the time showering me with praise, rambling about how pretty I was, how smart I was, and how thoughtful I was, claiming there was no one more perfect for our Gimun. To which the hulking men chimed in, “He certainly looks the part, Hyung.”
I couldn’t even bring myself to sigh. It was a natural disaster—impossible to intervene in, and all one could do was wait for it to stop. Since I hadn’t prepared for this situation, I had no choice but to endure it.
Chu Gi-oh wasn’t stopping at mere praise; as if intending to completely solidify my position, he went as far as handing out envelopes containing bonuses to the men, claiming it was because of me.
“Know that this is all thanks to your Haengsu. I’ve been nagging for days that Gimun only runs because you lot are here, haven’t I?”
The envelopes looked thick from the outside, and seeing one of the men’s eyes nearly pop out when he secretly peeked inside, it was clear the amount was significant. Then again, nothing beats money as a reward for loyalty. It’s a world where people move according to the money.
“Stand up and give your proper greetings. To your Haengsu.”
The moment he finished speaking, all the men stood up. They shouted in unison with voices so loud it wouldn’t have been strange if the building collapsed.
“Nice to meet you, Haengsu-nim! Thank you, Haengsu-nim!”
Even though no signal had been given, their timing was impeccable. This was followed by a shout of, “We look forward to working with you!” Then, everyone bowed politely at a ninety-degree angle. They were perfectly synchronized, as if they had practiced. As I started to bow in return, Chu Gi-oh caught me.
“Now, now. When you receive a bow, you just accept it. You don’t bow back.”
“…Ah. Just accept it.”
Chu Gi-oh looked back at me as I straightened my back and grinned. Having nothing to say, I simply smiled back, and he leaned his face close to mine. He toyed with my cheek with his hand and asked,
“Your eyes are pretty glazed over. You alright? Are you drunk?”
“No, not at all.”
I wanted to snap back that I didn’t think I could get drunk no matter how much I drank because of this god-awful situation he’d gifted me, but I replaced the thought with another smile. However, seeing how my body kept swaying, it seemed I actually was drunk.
Chu Gi-oh and the men raised the glasses they had filled earlier. When the leader shouted, “Gimun!”, the underlings followed suit, shouting, “Gimun! Gimun! Gimun!” Then, one after another, they downed the alcohol filling their glasses in one go. I also stealthily brought my glass to my lips and finished it off without Chu Gi-oh noticing.
Having drunk so quickly in such a short time, my stomach felt scorching hot. I quickly popped a side dish into my mouth and chewed. I almost gagged, so I clamped my lips shut while chewing. Chu Gi-oh frowned slightly seeing this, but he didn’t say anything.
“Jang-bae, get these guys some meat so they can eat. Eat a lot and enjoy yourselves, but keep the drinking moderate so nothing happens. Tell them if anyone causes trouble today, I’ll rip their limbs off and bury them, so they better drink with the readiness to die.”
“Yes, Hyung. I’ve already warned them beforehand.”
After instructing Jang-bae, Chu Gi-oh pressed down on my shoulder to make me sit first, then sat down beside me. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder, pulling me tight against him, and whispered with our heads touching.
“No matter how good the drink is, you’re not going anywhere, so why drink so fast? You should eat some meat and take it slow, or you’ll ruin your stomach.”
“My throat was parched. I only had a little. Just a little.”
“That ‘little’ is already on the second bottle, isn’t it? Why? Is that fellow Chu Gi-oh treating you terribly? Do you have to drink this much?”
“….”
“Should I just go kill him for you? What’s the point of a bastard who bullies his wife living? He deserves to die.”
“….”
Looking beside me, his grinning face was right there. When our eyes met, he tilted his head slightly as if he were about to kiss me.
“I keep touching you because you’re so pretty. Did you know?”
“Haha…. Should I touch you a little?”
“….”
I had just laughed and babbled whatever came to mind, but he pulled his head away and stared intensely at me from a few inches away. He kept his eyes narrowed for a long time before bringing his head back against mine. He whispered softly, so only I could hear.
“With so many eyes watching, do you think you can touch me?”
“Uh… I think it would be okay if I did it carefully under the table….”
“….”
“Or… you could go to the restroom.”
“….”
Chu Gi-oh stared at me blankly again, just as before. It took a long time before he made his next move. He pulled away and poured alcohol into his glass, then handed it to me.
“Drink.”
“All of it…?”
I asked because the amount was too much to down in one shot. He then poured it into a soju glass and handed it back.
“Drink.”
As I turned my head to swallow it, my chin was grabbed. “Look at me while you drink,” came the command. For some reason, his voice sounded breathless. Beside us, the sound of meat sizzling was audible. Thinking, ‘I want to eat soon,’ I kept my eyes fixed on Chu Gi-oh and swallowed the alcohol. Along with me, he downed the alcohol in his glass in one gulp. When I frowned at the bitter taste, as if reading my mind, a piece of well-grilled meat was held right in front of my lips.
“I know. You have to eat snacks when you drink.”
“I can eat by myself….”
“Do you think I don’t know that? Just open your mouth.”
“….”
There was no smile on Chu Gi-oh’s face. I was the one who had drunk more, but he had an expression as if he were more intoxicated than I was. The pair of eyes looking at me were considerably red.
I opened my mouth and accepted the meat. No sooner had I done so than Chu Gi-oh’s eyes flashed as he asked,
“You chew well. Is it tasty?”
“Yes.”
“Will you chew me today, too?”
“Yes.”
Chu Gi-oh laughed, as if something was funny.
“Eat a lot. I’ll keep feeding you.”
The moment the meat disappeared from my mouth, I was given another shot of soju. Under his steady gaze, as soon as I swallowed the drink, warm meat touched my lips, and I opened my mouth again. Every time I did, Chu Gi-oh’s lips parted as well. From those parted lips, a mutter of “Fucking bitch…” flowed out. I don’t know why, but the moment I heard the curse, it throbbed below my navel. It seemed my body remembered the things I had been subjected to along with those filthy insults.
Chu Gi-oh repeated this three more times and then pushed the glass far away. When I looked at him and asked, “Oh, why…?”, he smiled and said,
“Eat only this much. You’ve had enough.”
“I can do more….”
“Is today the only day? We can do it again next time. Stop the drinking and eat meat, meat. If you get any drunker here, you won’t be able to do anything with me. Now, meat.”
He stuffed meat into my mouth and made me chew and swallow. After that, countless pieces of meat grilled by Jang-bae entered my mouth and disappeared into my stomach. Once I was roughly full, he had Du-jik order soybean paste stew and bowls of rice. Suddenly, I wanted cold noodles instead of rice, so I grabbed Chu Gi-oh’s arm. To him, who turned back asking “Why?”, I whispered.
“Cold noodles….”
“Can you eat noodles? [Read on Read BL Novels]You have to eat rice if you’re going to move vigorously later, rice.”
“Still, cold noodles. Spicy mixed ones.”
He laughed a bit loudly at my words. “Yes, yes. I’ll order whatever the Madam wants. Please eat your fill today.”
With that, he ordered an additional bowl of spicy mixed cold noodles.
My appetite had already returned, and as I swallowed my saliva, Chu Gi-oh suddenly hugged me tight, just as I had grabbed his arm. He buried his nose in the crown of my head and let out deep, sigh-like breaths.
“You’re being awfully clingy today. You’re doing this on purpose, aren’t you? To make me die again.”
The words ‘I want to do it so bad I could die’ sounded heartbreakingly desperate. Still, I pretended not to notice and just kept eating meat. I couldn’t let myself eat less of this delicious food because of that guy.
After a while, he let out another sigh. The crown of my head, receiving Chu Gi-oh’s breath, became burning hot.
“Fuck, I’m really gonna die. My cock is just, huff. Fuck. Can’t you [stolen content]visit our sitejust let me live a bit and hold off?”
Ha, this damn human. I put down my chopsticks and reached my hand under the table to pat his thigh.
“Alright. Then let’s just go after the cold noodles.”
“…What. I was just saying. I have to feed you plenty before I take you away. Don’t mind me and eat a lot, a lot. It’s okay.”
Bullshit. As if anyone doesn’t know he doesn’t mean it.
“Forget it. You’ll end up dying at this rate, CEO. Just do as I say. And I’m full, so I’m fine. I ate a lot thanks to someone.”
“….”
At those words, for some reason, Chu Gi-oh’s thigh seemed to stiffen. Not just his thigh, but his entire body hugging me stopped breathing and grew rigid. I didn’t think I’d said anything wrong.
Come to think of it, Jang-bae, who had been busy with the tongs, had stopped his movements and was looking at me. Du-jik, who was [unauthorized copy]pouring cider, was the same. Between the two, Du-jik was the first to move. As Chu Gi-oh pulled away from my body, Du-jik looked at Jang-bae and laughed awkwardly.
“Hahaha. Hyung, the meat is killer today. Is it because the meat is grilled so well, or is the charcoal just good? It just melts. Right, right?”
“E-eat a lot. I’ll grill it for you with all my might. Should I order more? Ah, Hyung! Hyung, you should eat some too. You said it was slaughtered yesterday, but the quality seems even better than last time.”
For some reason, it felt like both Jang-bae and Du-jik were desperately trying to ignore my gaze. After their brief chatter, the two of them simultaneously shut their mouths and stared only at the meat on the grill. When I looked at Chu Gi-oh, his expression was also slightly strange. One eye watching the meat Jang-bae was cutting was severely squinted, and his clenched lips and jaw muscles were repeatedly bulging and receding.
I wondered if it was because he was too excited. I moved my hand from his thigh a bit higher to touch his genitals, and as expected, it was enormously swollen. Ugh…. You animal. I stroked him to tell him to hold on a little longer, and Chu Gi-oh flinched and whipped around to look at me. My body instinctively shrank back at an expression as fierce as his erect penis. He gripped my hand firmly as I tried to withdraw it. He pulled me close, breathing hot breaths, and whispered aggressively.
“So you’re saying you’ll save me, huh?”
“What….”
“Acting all bold and clingy? It’s not like you’re praying for my immediate death.”
“….”
I couldn’t tell if he was doing this because of sexual desire or because he was angry. Regardless, I was about to apologize when a server appeared with the cold noodles. My mouth snapped shut.
From the server who asked who the noodles were for, Chu Gi-oh practically snatched the bowl and began mixing it. In less than ten seconds, he placed the appetizingly mixed noodles in front of me and spoke to Du-jik.
“Du-jik, you drop us off. It’ll only take ten minutes. Drop us off and then come back and eat.”
“Yes, Hyung. I’ll do that.”
Du-jik, who had quickly chewed and swallowed a thick slice of meat, rinsed his mouth with water. He pulled a tissue to wipe his mouth and stood up.
“I’ll park the car in front of the restaurant and wait. Please take your time coming out with the Haengsu-nim, Hyung.”
I had eaten a few bites of the cold noodles when I felt the urge to urinate. Normally, I would have finished everything before getting up, but because Chu Gi-oh had fed me so much meat, I was full and put down my chopsticks.
“I’m going to the restroom.”
Chu Gi-oh, who had been watching me eat while pouring himself another glass of soju, downed the remaining alcohol in one gulp at my words. Like a typical middle-aged man, he rinsed his mouth and stood up.
“Let’s go pee.”
As he stood up like an old tree, the hulking men who had been busy with their chopsticks all froze. Chu Gi-oh waved them off as they tried to stand up.
“No need to get up. Eat.”
Then he supported me as I stood up unsteadily. As I gripped his forearm, which felt like a thigh, for support, Chu Gi-oh’s expression, which had been flat when looking at the men, became a wide grin. If I had given him a kiss, he probably would have run wild like a stray dog.
“Are you heading in?”
To Jang-bae, who asked on behalf of the men, Chu Gi-oh answered as he led me toward the restroom. “Yeah.”
Then he stopped and looked at Jang-bae again.
“There’ll be a few detectives lurking outside. Jang-bae, you take responsibility and make sure everything is handled so nothing happens. Don’t you dare give me a headache tomorrow.”
“Don’t worry, Hyung. I’ll stay until the end and make sure everything is squared away.”
Jang-bae bowed deeply toward us. The men all stood up and followed suit. A gust of wind blew along with the shouts of “Please go in, Hyung!” I was already hot from the alcohol, so the breeze felt refreshing. I chuckled as I was practically dragged toward the restroom. Those punks. Looking so menacing and all.
The restroom was empty. While being pushed toward the urinals in the back, I caught my reflection in the mirror on the wall. My flushed face looked very different from usual. It looked exactly like I had just finished masturbating.
Is this what Woo Min-jo looks like right after drinking? Since I mostly drank alone, locked away in dark houses or motels, I rarely had a chance to look in a mirror, so I hadn’t known until now. With a face like this, honestly, anyone regardless of age or gender would like it. Especially a pervert like Chu Gi-oh, who is crazy for a guy like me.
Chu Gi-oh stood me in front of the innermost urinal and went to the one right next to me. Taking a position to urinate, he looked at me and grinned.
“Pee quickly. I won’t look.”
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Perhaps because his front was so severely bulged, it looked less like he was taking out his cock to pee and more like he was taking it out to ejaculate. I imagined white semen, not clear water, spurting from the tip of his penis. Semen splattered into the toilet instead of my body. Semen flowing down the dirty toilet. Semen swept away by the stream of water.
“….”
I blinked. It must have been my imagination that a thought of it being a waste crossed my mind. No matter how drunk I was, there was no way I’d think that.
But then, Chu Gi-oh, who was about to pull out his cock by parting his underwear, suddenly stopped. I looked up at Chu Gi-oh’s face. The face turned toward me, one eyebrow arched crookedly, and a mouth wearing an expression that could be either a smile or something else.
“Why. You want me to cum on your body instead of here?”
“….”
I turned my head away without a word. Imaginations even more vivid than before bloomed in my head like steam. The image of myself kneeling and receiving Chu Gi-oh’s urine flashed before my eyes. The hand that was about to lower the zipper slipped. My legs wobbled. A hand suddenly reached out from the side and supported my waist. The sound of clicking a tongue grew closer, and Chu Gi-oh pressed himself against my back.
“Let’s see, I’ll do it for you.”
Hugging me from behind, he brought both his hands to the front of my crotch. He lowered the zipper, parted my underwear, and pulled out my penis. A short laugh sounded in my right ear. “In all my life, fuck….”
Soon, the soft glans was gripped by long, thick fingers.
“Pee. I’ll hold it steady.”
“I, I….”
“I told you, I’ll aim it so it doesn’t splash. Just pee already.”
“…Hng.”
“Hng, my ass. Pee.”
I covered my face with both palms and strained my lower abdomen. A stream of water unauthorized copyerupted from my penis, which was being held by someone else. Simultaneously, a moan escaped me. A sense of relief, the pleasure of being liberated from the constraint of the ‘urge to urinate,’ washed over me.
A hot sensation touched the nape of my neck. While I was peeing, Chu Gi-oh caressed the nape of my neck with his lips and whispered,
“Everything is mine. Don’t forget that.”
“Hmm….”
I felt unbelievably good. I felt like I just wanted to collapse backward. Since a big guy who could easily support my body was standing behind me, it would be fine even if I just fell over.
Once I was finished, my penis was shaken dry. After putting my penis back into my pants, he pushed me toward the sink. Still holding me from behind, he turned on the water and began to wash my hands.
After entrusting my cock to his hand, I entrusted my hands as well. While he washed me, I watched the two of us in the mirror. Twenty-three and forty. A youth and a middle-aged man. Man and man. In short, a fucking disastrous combination. But why was there something that looked like a smile lingering on Woo Min-jo’s lips in the mirror? Of course, it wasn’t as much as the man beside him. That man’s expression was more of a goofy grin than a smile.
The man lifted his head and looked at me in the mirror. He leaned over to rub his cheek against mine and said with a laugh, “It’s like a framed picture, Du-jik.”
“If a man hangs something like this in his master bedroom, wouldn’t that be the [stolen content]definition unauthorized copyof success in life? Where else could I find a wife this pretty?”
“….”
His rough, stubbled chin rubbed hard against my cheek, and his low voice tickled my ear.
“Having lived a bit, I can tell you, Min-jo. There ain’t no bigger blessing in life than findin’ a good wife to live with. Righteous folks ain’t exactly rollin’ around everywhere; maybe one is born in a hundred. That’s why the world says it’s rare for things to go exactly your way until the end. But between you and me, what’s there to worry about? I’m gonna treat you damn well. Right?”
The person in the mirror was definitely Woo Min-jo, but strangely, he felt like someone else. No, he must be someone else. That was the only way I could have nodded in agreement so readily to words that made no sense.
As we stepped out through the bathroom door, the cool outside air hit me.
“Let’s have one smoke before we go.”
The man, who seemed like he’d stay glued to me no matter what happened, stepped away to take out a cigarette. I watched him light the cigarette in his mouth and tossed out a word.
“Me too.”
He nodded, inhaling the filter until the ember glowed bright red. However, he didn’t give it to me and kept smoking alone. Was he being stingy? I felt anxious that he might smoke the whole thing without giving it to me. When I licked my lips, revealing my impatient inner thoughts, he finally held out the half-burnt cigarette.
“Here.”
The saliva-dampened filter brushed against my lips. Since he presented it right in front of my mouth, there was no need for the effort of taking it with my hand. The only thing he wanted from me was for me to open my mouth and suck.
Chu Gi-oh looked on with satisfaction as I played the part he wanted. Then, just before I could exhale the smoke, he thrust his face in front of mine and opened his mouth.
“Spit it in here.”
Without questioning or hesitating, I did as I was told. I slowly and lengthily blew out the smoke held in my lungs into his dark, damp mouth. Everything that left my mouth was sucked clean into his.
Chu Gi-oh greedily, yet almost savoringly, inhaled the smoke mixed with my breath, then smacked his lips and said, “Sweet as hell.”
I giggled at his words. If that’s the case, I should give him more. visit our siteEven though I hadn’t put it to his lips yet, he moved his head on his own to find the cigarette and suck. This time, he sucked my fingers along with it. Read on Read BL Novelsunauthorized copyTrapping the smoke fully in my mouth, I beckoned him with a flick of my finger. Chu Gi-oh let out a snort, almost like a laugh.
“You want me to put my snout there?”
I tilted my head. He frowned slightly.
“You ain’t some four-legged dog; is that any way to treat your husband?”
He was the one who called himself a beast before. I gestured as if to say ‘do it or don’t,’ and as I prepared to blow the smoke into the air, he suddenly thrust his face forward.
“Nah, you are a dog. Look at that, openin’ wide for me. Here, ah!”
Chu Gi-oh greedily devoured the smoke I blew out even harder than before. As if it weren’t enough, he licked my lips frantically, demanding more. Saliva was smeared all over my lips, chin, and cheeks.
Rather than feeling dirty, I somehow felt triumphant. I wanted to show this act of ours to Kim Jeong-suk and Kang Moon-soo without any filters. Look, look at how this Woo Min-jo, whom you despise, handles a man who’s been to Mugwang once.
“I could scratch your chin and spit on you too. I bet you’d take that well.”
“I know, but that’s for later.”
“….”
Suddenly, Chu Gi-oh shut his mouth and made a strange expression. But it wasn’t hard to decode. ‘He pissed himself.’ ‘He totally leaked.’ It was an expression of that sort of sentiment.
Just as he had said before, I was a complete dog. A dog that not only lay flat on its belly but leaked urine because it couldn’t handle its emotions. This guy must really like me that much.
He flicked the cigarette hard against the wall. He pulled me in, pressing me tight against his body, and asked while rubbing his rock-hard erection against me.
“Who am I?”
The voice asking as he looked down at me was gloomy. The question was weird. Who is he? Of course, he’s Chu Gi-oh.
“Who am I?”
“Chu…”
“Chu what. Don’t just guess, spit it out properly.”
“CEO Chu. Sir.”
He frowned.
“Did you hear that this guy doesn’t have a name?”
“He does. Chu Gi-oh.”
“Then who am I?”
“….”
A sigh escaped me. How many times was he going to ask the same thing? To make sure he wouldn’t ask again, I poked his chest with my index finger and answered clearly.
“Chu Gi-oh. CEO Chu. Gimun Captain. That guy. Mister.”
“….”
“Do you think I can’t recognize you just because I drank? I know. You don’t have to ask.”
“….”
They say high-quality muscle is soft rather than hard, and it was true. If he applied even a little strength here, he’d probably be harder than a brick. Hmm… as if telling him to apply strength, I let go and pressed down once more. The chest muscle where I poked twitched as if it were alive. But in the next moment, my body was suddenly lifted. Just as he had done once before, he hoisted me over his shoulder like a sack of rice.
Regardless of whether I was gagging and retching, Chu Gi-oh carried me quickly to the car waiting in front of the shop. As he did, he huffed to himself as if angry.
“Pourin’ gasoline on unauthorized copya guy who’s already on fire, huh? You want us all to just [Read on Read BL Novels]die today, is that it?”
Just before I vomited, my body was set upright. He tried to shove me into the car while I stood there, covering my mouth and glaring at him intensely.
“Just get in the car and glare all you want! It ain’t too late to do that!”
After forcing me into the car, he climbed in quickly and urged Du-jik to leave immediately.
As I rolled down the window to catch my breath, he hugged me tightly from behind.
“What is it, Mister?”
While doing so, he muttered something about a crazy bitch. “Looks like I’ll be feedin’ you booze every damn day, fuck.” The voice of a panting beast continued to tickle my ear throughout the drive.
I don’t even know when we arrived at the hotel or how I was thrown onto the bed. I was completely out of it because of Chu Gi-oh, who clung to me and acted like an animal. It might have also been because the alcohol was hitting me harder and harder.
Rough palms rummaged through my naked body. It tickled, and [stolen content]moans [Read on Read BL Novels]mixed with laughter leaked from my mouth.
I grabbed and shook the hair of Chu Gi-oh, who was sucking my nipples, my navel, and every inch of my cock, balls, and asshole. As his tongue grew faster and the depth of his foreplay deepened, I grew hazy, as if I were dreaming.
“Do you, hng, like me that much? Why?”
“If you’re curious, ask the heavens. ‘Cause I can’t explain it.”
“Why can’t you? You’re kidding me, seriously.”
I didn’t even know what words were popping out of my mouth. I just felt like I was babbling something fearless. The answer that came back was equally incomprehensible.
“But, do you really… want to marry me?”
“I told you we’re doin’ it in the autumn! I’m gonna check our fortunes and pick the best damn day! Happy now!”
“N-no… I mean, is [Read on Read BL Novels]marriage… even possible… ah, fuck! Stop biting…!”
“You fuckin’ bitch, you’re pullin’ my hair out, how can I not bite! You’re gonna put a hole in my head, girl!”
Eventually, Chu Gi-oh grabbed both my hands and moved up to my face. Our pressed bodies were already slippery with sweat. I looked up at him, breathless, as he rubbed against me slowly. In that moment, a thought occurred, and my mouth opened on its own.
“I c-can’t have babies.”
“Can’t have what?”
“Babies. Hng, I’m not a woman. Look, I don’t have breasts here, and the thing hanging down there isn’t the real deal. Even if we marry, can we even be a proper family—”
“Shut the fuck up!”
Cutting me off with a shout, Chu Gi-oh hastily tangled our tongues. He pushed his tongue into my mouth and moved it, just as his cock was thrusting against my genitals. After making me gasp for air, he pulled away and panted like a dog.
“I don’t give a flying fuck about kids. I’m fine as long as I have you. Don’t ever [stolen content]talk like that again. Hng, I’ll really get angry.”
For some reason, his words made my lower half feel like it was going to explode. I wanted to rub my hips against anything. I was already being rubbed, but it wasn’t enough. It seemed I could only be filled if I actually took him in. He felt the same, as he pushed his cock between my legs. Rubbing the head of his cock against my tightly curled, hard hole, he said,
“I want to go in, Min-jo. Can’t you just relax a little?”
“Hng, ugh…”
Slowly, bit by bit, the massive thing began to dig inside. Both our faces contorted. We both panted, breathless.
The cock was insanely hot, and at the same time, my stomach felt painful. In a voice that sounded even more strained than mine, he ground out the words.
“If I could have one that looked like you, hng, they’d be fuckin’ gorgeous, but that ain’t somethin’ human effort can do.”
“That’s true, hng…”
“Don’t cling to things that can’t happen, just you be my kid. I’ll be [visit our site]your daddy. Ain’t that [unauthorized copy]better than some stranger of an uncle?”
Be your son? And you’ll be my dad?
“Crazy…! What kind of kid does this shit with his dad!”
Perhaps I’d caught it from spending time with him, because I shouted back. Being the original, he shouted too.
“I’m sayin’ I’ll cherish you and live my life with you! That ain’t somethin’ to curse! You fuckin’ bitch, who said I wouldn’t make you my wife!”
“Hng, ah…!”
“And what’s stoppin’ us? While livin’ as my wife, we can just play ‘child’ once in a while for fun. Some days you can be the mother, and other days you can be the grandma.”
“G-grandma?”
Chu Gi-oh seemed to be feeling [unauthorized copy]the alcohol too. [Read on Read BL Novels]He was clearly [unauthorized copy]babbling whatever came to mind without even understanding what he was saying. He had to be.
“Nah. Forget the mother and grandma stuff. Let’s not go that far and just stop at ‘kid.’ Even I think that’s a bit much.”
“….”
“What matters is the heart between you and me, not whether you have breasts or a pussy, or whether you can have kids or not. All that shit is trash, trash. Trash not even worth thinkin’ about. You hear me?”
The cock that had stopped inside me began to move slowly again. He overlapped his body with mine and kissed me. Without using his tongue, he took me gently with only his lips. While doing so, he pleaded in a way that made me want to grant him everything.
“Let’s just live, the two of us. And you, just take all of this Chu Gi-oh for yourself.”
From the next moment, everything proceeded like a dream. In a hazy state of mind, as if sleeping, we mixed our bodies frantically. I couldn’t remember what he asked or how I answered; it was all distant. The cock going in and out, him moaning and ejaculating, biting, sucking, rubbing. Those primal sensations were all I could feel.
But it was a vivid reality, not a dream. It was something I experienced firsthand, and thus, it was bound to remain intensely in my memory.
“…Hah.”
Thanks to that, the moment I opened my eyes, memories surged up like oil droplets in water, and I faced shame without a chance to escape.
‘Don’t you want to have all of me?’
‘I do, hng, I want to.’
‘You already do. I’m already yours, Min-jo! I’m a bastard you can kill or keep alive however the fuck you want!’
My brain, which lacked the habit of blacking out from alcohol, had inflexibly stored every single scene. The informal speech, the act of urinating while someone else held my cock, the provocative act of blowing cigarette smoke into someone’s mouth, the filthy conversations and obscene gestures shared in bed—every single moment was clearly etched. If it had been jumbled, it would have been one thing, but it was as orderly as a train on a track, leaving no room for confusion.
As soon as I recalled everything from last night, I raised my hand to cover my mouth.
“Ugh…”
I felt like I would die from shame rather than the hangover. The [stolen content]reason [stolen content]I covered my mouth wasn’t because [stolen content]of nausea, but because I was afraid I’d scream in desperation from the embarrassment.
Knowing how many times I’d been beaten for using informal speech while drunk, I should have been absolutely careful, but the pressure of standing before a hundred thugs had made me completely forget that fact.
I thrashed silently while looking at the sleeping Chu Gi-oh. With the same two hands that had been pulling Chu Gi-oh’s hair all night, I grabbed my own hair and shook it.
Meanwhile, the vulgar things Chu Gi-oh had said flooded my mind like a bursting dam.
‘How many meters deep is your pussy? I’m high up here, but you’re damn deep down there.’
‘We fit together so well, I can’t help but grow fond of you.’
‘Hah, you little bitch. You said it was your first time, so why’s your waist movin’ so well, huh? You really wanna go a hundred rounds today?’
‘Want me to piss in your belly? Wanna try a nice warm bath?’
‘The bubbles are no joke, Min-jo. [stolen content]Is it ’cause you’re usin’ Chu Read on Read BL NovelsGi-oh’s detergent? The [visit our site]laundry’s gettin’ wrecked!’
‘I don’t need a hangover cure! This cunt-juice is the same as bean sprout soup to me!’
‘You wanna try some too? Don’t be a prude. Huh?’
It wasn’t that he only spoke filth until the end. He also said things that made my heart warm. The words he said while stroking my face before falling asleep were like that.
“I wonder when I’ll cry because of you. You’re tuggin’ at my heartstrings even now; won’t it get even deeper as time goes by?”
I couldn’t look at Chu Gi-oh’s face. I couldn’t believe how ashamed and resentful I was of myself for being so drunk that I responded to every single word.
‘Will you wipe my tears if I cry?’
‘You told me not to cry before. If you do, that’s a double standard. I’m absolutely not wiping them. Don’t even hope for it.’
‘Even if I shed a few when I’m dyin’?’
‘No exceptions.’
You crazy bastard, ‘no exceptions’? It would have been nice if he’d said he’d think about it or that he’d wipe them since it was the end.
But in the first place, the one at fault wasn’t me for giving that answer, but the person who asked such a question. Why would a man who would only shed cum, not tears, in front of me for the rest of his life ask something like that!
No. It’s not Chu Gi-oh’s fault. It’s all my fault. My fault, this foolish Woo Min-jo, for drinking without thinking about the consequences.
I turned over and buried my face in the pillow. A shame as intense as when I stood before those thugs washed over me, and goosebumps broke out all over my body.
Alcohol. This was the result of offering my body to that filthy alcohol. I should have stayed far away from it, yet I tried to seek help from it.
I wanted to cry.
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