By Zephyria 
“What do I do? I feel like I’m going to come right now….”
Yoon Tae-hee’s voice, laced with irregular breaths, brushed against the nape of Jae-gyeom’s neck before breaking. Feeling the heat of the breath against his skin, Jae-gyeom unconsciously swallowed hard. He looked down at Yoon Tae-hee’s member again. As he slowly rubbed the shaft from top to bottom, a squelching sound echoed, caused by the pre-cum leaking from the glans.
“Hng….”
Yoon Tae-hee, who had been leaning his forehead against Jae-gyeom’s shoulder as if embraced, suddenly let out a faint moan and grabbed Jae-gyeom’s wrist. It didn’t seem like he was trying to stop him, but rather an instinctive action to endure the surging sensation of ejaculation as much as possible. Jae-gyeom looked at Yoon Tae-hee’s hand gripping his wrist.
Long, straight fingers and the veins protruding over the back of his hand. The sound of Yoon Tae-hee’s ragged breathing ringing in his ears. The penis standing stiff within his grasp. The transparent fluid constantly flowing from the well-formed glans…. As Jae-gyeom scanned these signs of agitation one by one, he suddenly felt an indescribable, strange thirst.
Before his mind could process a thought, his body moved first. Jae-gyeom leaned his upper body down. The moment he lowered his head to take Yoon Tae-hee’s member into his mouth, Yoon Tae-hee’s grip dug sharply into his hair.
“No, Jae-gyeom. Wait a second….”
Yoon Tae-hee hurriedly gripped Jae-gyeom’s hair, showing his reluctance, but Jae-gyeom paid him no mind. At the sensation of a moist, warm tongue rubbing against the glans, Yoon Tae-hee instinctively squeezed his eyes shut and lowered his head deeply. His Adam’s apple trembled slightly. The small, narrow mouth felt so hot that he felt as if he might melt away.
“Ha… hng, ah….”
Sigh-like moans leaked repeatedly from between Yoon Tae-hee’s lips.
Jae-gyeom diligently sucked and licked what was in his mouth. It was a size that was difficult to fit entirely inside, but he swept the shaft with his tongue, rubbed the glans against his tender cheeks, and tried to swallow it as if scraping it against the roof of his mouth.
Each time, the thing in his mouth twitched, and suppressed moans were heard; it seemed Yoon Tae-hee was unable to control his grip due to the excessive stimulation. Jae-gyeom felt the strength of the hand wrapped around his hair momentarily tighten, then quickly loosen as if he had suddenly become conscious of it.
Jae-gyeom wanted to tell him that it didn’t hurt even if he pulled his hair, so he didn’t need to worry and could grip it as hard as he wanted, but since his mouth was full, he couldn’t convey the words directly.
Even before Jae-gyeom had put it in his mouth, Yoon Tae-hee had already been at his limit.
“Ha. Stop… that’s enough, stop…. Ah!”
Finding it too hard to endure, Yoon Tae-hee grabbed Jae-gyeom’s shoulders and tried to push him away hurriedly. However, Jae-gyeom held his ground with force, and Yoon Tae-hee eventually ejaculated without being able to push him off. After trembling for a moment while leaning on Jae-gyeom’s shoulders, Yoon Tae-hee was finally able to push Jae-gyeom away only after the ejaculation had completely finished.
As Jae-gyeom complied and pulled back, lifting his head, Yoon Tae-hee sighed and covered his eyes with his hand.
“…….”
It was because Jae-gyeom was still holding something in his mouth.
Fearing that Jae-gyeom might swallow it, Yoon Tae-hee hurriedly pulled out a few tissues from the nightstand. Then, layering the tissues on his palm, he held them under Jae-gyeom’s chin.
“Spit it out here.”
“…….”
“Spit it out, hurry. Okay?”
“……”
“Jae-gyeom, spit it out quickly!”
“…….”
Jae-gyeom, who had been rolling his eyes, debating whether to swallow it or not, was startled by Yoon Tae-hee’s firm insistence. Reluctantly, he opened his mouth over the tissues. Then, thin semen mixed with saliva poured out.
Since Yoon Tae-hee had simply swallowed his last time, Jae-gyeom had intended to do the same. But when it came down to it, swallowing required some resolve. Then, because Yoon Tae-hee strongly told him to spit it out, he ended up doing so as if pushed.
How on earth did Yoon Tae-hee swallow that?
While Jae-gyeom smacked his lips with a mysterious expression after spitting everything out, Yoon Tae-hee, having wiped the corners of Jae-gyeom’s mouth and finished the cleanup, rose from the bed and pulled Jae-gyeom by the wrist.
“Go rinse your mouth and brush your teeth quickly.”
“I got it.”
“Hurry.”
“A-Alright. Why are you rushing me so much?”
He had simply followed his heart because the desire to suck it had welled up. However, Yoon Tae-hee seemed displeased, as if something was bothering him. Jae-gyeom asked with a pouty face.
“What’s wrong? Was it not good?”
“…No, it was good.”
“Then why are you like this?”
At Jae-gyeom’s question, Yoon Tae-hee spoke in a sharp voice.
“You don’t have to do it with your mouth from now on.”
“Why? You do it for me.”
Yoon Tae-hee replied firmly, his eyes half-lowered.
“I can do it, but you can’t.”
“What? What kind of logic is that?”
“Are you a person who sucks my cock?”
…Seriously, no matter what this guy says.
“What did you say, you brat?”
Flustered, Jae-gyeom glared at Yoon Tae-hee and snapped back.
“What about you? You sucked my cock first.”
“I am a person who sucks your cock. But you don’t do that.”
What? Jae-gyeom, dumbfounded by those words, asked back.
“Are you saying that seriously?”
“Yes.”
At first, he thought it was a joke, but Yoon Tae-hee seemed genuinely displeased.
“……Hah.”
It was strange logic. He could do it, but Jae-gyeom couldn’t. It didn’t make sense to Jae-gyeom. It seemed Yoon Tae-hee disliked the act of Jae-gyeom sucking someone’s genitals itself, even if it was a part of his own body.
Jae-gyeom had thought of it as just an extension of erotic play, so he was bewildered. He only did it because he liked it and wanted to do it himself. But since Yoon Tae-hee was being dead serious about hating it, there was nothing more to say.
Jae-gyeom looked at Yoon Tae-hee with a grumpy face and then abruptly turned his head away.
“Fine. I’m never doing it again.”
“Thank you.”
“Even if you cry and beg me to do it, I’ll absolutely never do it again. Happy now?”
“Yes. Do that.”
He had said it to get under his skin, but Yoon Tae-hee, instead appearing satisfied and softening his demeanor, gave a quick peck on Jae-gyeom’s temple. Then, rubbing his forehead against Jae-gyeom’s shoulder, he said,
“Hurry and brush your teeth, then come back and put me to sleep.”
“…….”
“Hmm?”
“…….”
What a slippery bastard.
“……Fine.”
At the words laced with aegyo, his pouty heart melted away like snow.
Jae-gyeom sighed as if defeated and headed to the bathroom. After quickly brushing his teeth and using mouthwash, he returned to the room to find Yoon Tae-hee already lying on the bed, waiting patiently for him.
Jae-gyeom crawled up into the spot Yoon Tae-hee had left open and lay down beside him. As he slightly opened his arms intending to let the other use them as a pillow, Yoon Tae-hee, as if he had been waiting, rested his head on Jae-gyeom’s arm and snuggled into his embrace.
Jae-gyeom wrapped his arm around Yoon Tae-hee’s shoulder and patted him, as if telling him to go to sleep.
However, despite asking to be put to sleep, Yoon Tae-hee didn’t seem to have any intention of actually sleeping. With his face pressed close to Jae-gyeom’s, Yoon Tae-hee carefully admired every single one of Jae-gyeom’s features. In response, Jae-gyeom tilted his head to look into Yoon Tae-hee’s face, and suddenly, words popped out of his mouth.
“Hey, but you know.”
“Yes.”
“Aren’t we doing the next step?”
At those words, Yoon Tae-hee paused and looked into Jae-gyeom’s eyes.
“…….”
Feeling suddenly awkward under the steady gaze, Jae-gyeom shifted his eyes to the ceiling. After a while of silence, Yoon Tae-hee seemed to think about something for a moment, then asked with a small laugh,
“Do you know how to do it?”
“I know.”
When Jae-gyeom answered immediately without hesitation, Yoon Tae-hee looked surprised.
“How do you know?”
What does he take me for? Jae-gyeom said, glancing at him sideways.
“Don’t be cocky. I’ve lived longer than you.”
That act, referred to in the past as ‘bi-yeok-jil’ or ‘nam-saek,’ had walked hand-in-hand with long human history. No matter how sexually ignorant Jae-gyeom was, he naturally knew how men did it with each other. He had heard people whispering about it, and while wandering across the eight provinces, rumors circulating in secret had reached his ears. It was a well-known fact that men did it from behind.
Then, at some point, Yoon Tae-hee asked tentatively.
“Do you want to?”
…Do I want to?
Jae-gyeom stared at the ceiling, his eyes rolling back and forth.
Since it was an unknown territory, he felt conflicted when asked that way.
If someone held an unfamiliar food he had never tasted before in front of him and asked, ‘Do you want to eat this?’, Jae-gyeom’s answer would be something like, ‘I don’t know. Well, I could eat it, or I could not.’ Because he hadn’t tasted it, he didn’t know the flavor, and because he didn’t know the flavor, he didn’t particularly crave it.
“Hmm…. I’m not sure.”
When he answered honestly, Yoon Tae-hee immediately flipped the question back.
“What do you mean you’re not sure?”
“Maybe it’s because I’ve never done it, but I feel like it wouldn’t matter if we didn’t.”
“……Really?”
“But if you want to, you can. How about you?”
At Jae-gyeom’s question, Yoon Tae-hee remained silent for a moment before stroking Jae-gyeom’s hair and saying,
“Then we don’t have to.”
At that, Jae-gyeom nodded coolly, making it very obvious that he had ‘just brought it up for the sake of talking.’ It was because he thought that even if not right now, when the time came, Yoon Tae-hee would take care of it as he always had.
“Alright. Tell me later if you start wanting to.”
In truth, just pressing their bodies together like this and touching each other’s parts was stimulating enough for Jae-gyeom. Of course, that didn’t mean he had absolutely no curiosity about what lay beyond… after holding hands, hugging, pecking, kissing, and then touching and sucking each other’s parts with their hands and mouths, they had stepped through the stages steadily and diligently. It was also true that he was curious about what came next.
Strictly speaking, he was curious about the act of ‘sex’ itself.
If he were to do it with Yoon Tae-hee, since they were both men, one would have to put it in, and one would have to receive it. As his thoughts reached that point, the expression on Jae-gyeom’s face, as he stared blankly at the ceiling, became extremely serious.
Wait….
Right, if we do it, obviously I’ll be the one putting it in….
Because I’m stronger, more manly, better at fighting, and I’ve lived longer….
“Hmm…….”
Jae-gyeom scratched his forehead with a very serious face.
Even so, honestly, he couldn’t imagine it very well.
…Anyway, it seems it won’t be long, so I should prepare myself in advance.
Feeling a surge of determination in his heart, Jae-gyeom watched as Yoon Tae-hee fell asleep.