By Zephyria 
“Hmm. I understand, but.”
“I said no. You always tell me to take care of my health and live a long life, but what are you going to do getting into the habit of taking drugs or injections? No.”
When Tae-hwon spoke firmly again, Kwon Rae-i furrowed his beautiful brow, looking troubled. A slight shadow fell over his glamorous face, and his eyes became clouded with worry. He seemed to ponder for a moment, then rested his chin on Tae-hwon’s shoulder and whispered in a low voice in his ear.
“Well. I think I should be more worried about Tae-hwon than my own habits… If I do it with you without tranquilizers, can you handle it?”
He seemed a little anxious. He also seemed worried. Not about his own health, but about Woo Tae-hwon. More precisely, about Woo Tae-hwon getting scared.
“I don’t think you’ll be able to take me. What if you see the raw me and want to run away? Then I’ll be the only one who loses out. Of course, I always intended to do it without tranquilizers someday, and I planned to show you everything, but showing it now is not okay. Yesterday was only our first night. It’s too fast.”
“Why are you even worrying about that? We agreed to just do it once and end it. It’s just once, what is there to not handle?”
“Ah… I don’t think so. Really. I need tranquilizers. Trust me.”
“Doryeon.”
Tae-hwon turned to look at him as he whispered earnestly in his ear. He couldn’t understand why he was so worried. After all, it was just sticking it in a hole and thrusting, would some huge disaster really happen just because he didn’t have tranquilizers?
And above all, Tae-hwon’s goal was to quickly satisfy Kwon Rae-i and make him get tired of him. He had to let him fully explore Tae-hwon as much as he wanted until the very end in order to shatter his illusions and get bored.
“Since you’re so adamantly against it, I’ll have to do it even more. We’re ending it after just one time.”
“No, Tae-hwon…”
“Tch, if you’re so reluctant, you can stop now. We don’t necessarily have to have sex every day. I think I did enough yesterday.”
“Ah, it’s not that. What am I going to do with this adorable Tae-hwon…”
Kwon Rae-i groaned, letting out a strange sound that was somewhere between a sigh and a moan. Then he shrugged his shoulders once and exhaled a large breath. The next moment, his face changed, and he glared intensely at Tae-hwon with sharp eyes.
“You’re still underestimating me, Tae-hwon. By a long shot.”
The icy gray-blue eyes gleamed eerily. The air hung heavy, like the prelude to a volcanic eruption. He lightly pressed his lips to Tae-hwon’s cheek and got up from his chair first.
Then he brought out the brandy he had prepared. Richard Hennessy. A top-class cognac worth over thirteen million won. The amber liquid was full inside the unique bottle that symbolized the image of a drop of cognac falling.
He opened the brandy bottle and smiled.
“It can’t be helped. I’ll try to endure it without tranquilizers, but even if you come to know me today, don’t be too disgusted.”
The scent from the opened bottle slowly spread and soon filled the space. Tae-hwon wordlessly held out his glass.
Kwon Rae-i poured it into the dedicated glass until it sloshed, and Tae-hwon didn’t refuse, emptying it into his mouth in one go. Even though it was 40% alcohol, he downed it in one shot.
“Excellent liquor.”
“I’m glad if Tae-hwon likes it.”
“I do.”
“Okay, then.”
Kwon Rae-i poured cognac into his own glass as well. He filled it quite a bit and drank it all at once, following Tae-hwon’s lead. He emptied the glass in one gulp without leaving a single drop and placed the empty glass on the table.
“I like it too.”
Only then did his lower body become visible.
The area between his legs, covered by the black apron, was bulging. It was impossible to know how long he had been erect. It was completely erect without even being touched, and the apron had taut wrinkles on it. Like a large weapon hidden inside, its thick and heavy presence stood out.
“Then shall we start with a brandy-flavored kiss?”
***
He said he would do it once, so he thought they would go up to the bedroom, but Kwon Rae-i didn’t seem to have any intention of doing that.
Clatter. The table slid backward, and the dishes neatly filled with food all shook at once. Even the wine glasses and bottles slid back, and the tableware was scattered.
“Ugh.”
Tae-hwon, who was holding onto the table and lying face down, swallowed a moan. The shower gown he had thrown on was pushed up to his back, revealing his bare buttocks, which seemed like a shameful sight. Moreover, the traces of last night would still be intact on this body. His buttocks and pelvis were covered with handprints, and the inside of his thighs was full of bite and pinch marks.
That’s not all. Just imagining what Tae-hwon’s rear hole, which was throbbing even when he was sitting still, would look like was terrifying. Wouldn’t it be overworked, raw, swollen, and bright red? As expected, Kwon Rae-i gently stroked Tae-hwon’s buttocks with one hand as he lay face down and whispered as if he felt sorry for him.
“Tae-hwon’s hole looks painful. I told you we should have loosened it up more thoroughly yesterday.”
“…There’s no need for that. Why would you loosen up such a dirty place? It doesn’t matter if you just stick it in.”
“Hey. Are you embarrassed?”
Kwon Rae-i grabbed Tae-hwon’s cheek as he lay face down, pulled him around to look at him, and kissed his lips. He had already intertwined his tongue several times, calling it a brandy-flavored kiss, but it still wasn’t enough. Kwon Rae-i really liked kissing. He kissed all the time, for a long time, and well… it was like he was obsessed. It might be an excessive metaphor, but it was as if he was trying to tame Tae-hwon with kisses.
“Mmm, ugh.”
“Haa, Tae-hwon’s hole is neither dirty nor perfect. Right now, a little, ha… I’m worried. I still need tranquilizers.”
Kwon Rae-i intertwined his tongue intimately and persistently made regretful noises. He couldn’t understand what he would do so much of if he didn’t have tranquilizers that he was being so persistent. However, one thing was certain: his reaction was definitely different from yesterday. First of all, his expression was completely different.
His unique white cheeks were already flushed red, and his breathing was rough. His sharp eyes were intense and piercing, as if they would penetrate Tae-hwon. He was about to dig into his heart and tattoo himself inside. Just facing his expression made him feel a creepy chill and an uneasy tension.
Kwon Rae-i looked like he was going to carve out Woo Tae-hwon’s bones and flesh and chew him up without missing a single drop of blood.
“Tae-hwon, Tae-hwon… If you can’t take my seed, hit me. Okay?”
“…No, I’m telling you to just do it. Why do you keep…”
“Just in case. I’m going to try to suppress it, but still, just in case. Make a fist with your left hand and hit me hard here.”
Kwon Rae-i pointed to his jaw in front of Tae-hwon. Tae-hwon knew very well that if a punch landed properly in that position, a direct impact would be applied to the back of the head, causing him to faint from shock.
“No matter how urgent it is, you still can’t use your right hand. Did you hear me?”
Why was he warning him so much? What was he planning to do? He was starting to get anxious. Tae-hwon, who was leaning on the table, frowned slightly and nodded. Kwon Rae-i, confirming the nod, exhaled a large breath and clung to Tae-hwon again. He stuck out his tongue and kissed him deeply, licking the soft and sensitive area under his tongue, and gently stroked Tae-hwon’s buttocks.
It wasn’t a hasty movement, and this much was not much different from yesterday’s foreplay.
He was barely thinking that when his hand gripped Tae-hwon’s buttocks tightly. He rubbed the flesh, creating friction, then lifted his hand and lightly struck it. Tae-hwon flinched as a burning heat rose.
‘Ugh.’
Did he hit, did he hit me just now?
He hit my butt with his palm…?
While Tae-hwon was bewildered, a similar impact was applied to the opposite buttock. It wasn’t so hard that he couldn’t bear it, but Tae-hwon couldn’t help but be embarrassed.
“Do… Doryeon?”
“Did it hurt?”
This much wasn’t that painful, but…
He was surprised by the act of hitting his buttocks itself. Did Kwon Rae-i have sadistic tendencies?
“I’ll do it gently. I’m only going to cum once and end it. Really.”
“……”
“I want to make Tae-hwon feel good.”
Only then did the doubts that had been lingering all along seem to be resolved. Why Kwon Rae-i had been so insistent on tranquilizers. He wanted to inflict pain on Tae-hwon while also making him feel pleasure. Since the two desires conflicted, he had no choice but to suppress one of them, even if it meant using drugs.
Tae-hwon put strength into the arm supporting the table and lowered his head. Thanks to that, the doubts were resolved, but he couldn’t even guess what would happen in the future.