By Zephyria 
No, this won’t do.
Ha-jin felt awkward and embarrassed at his own behavior, acting like a total virgin. However, the other man’s aggressive sex appeal, which he couldn’t even begin to fathom, was enough to put the brakes on his primal instincts.
He couldn’t just throw himself into the deep sea, not knowing what dangers might be lurking there, just to cool down his heated body. If he were to sleep with Eden, it was clear that a completely different kind of relationship would unfold.
Before being swept away by the wave of instinct, he quickly gathered his breath and asked.
“Jeong Tae-geon, what, ugh, what do you want to confirm with this?!”
At that moment, Eden, creasing his eyes into a smile, whispered as if sharing a secret.
“Why I’m drawn to Do Ha-jin.”
Perhaps it was because he heard an unexpected answer. He felt a tingling electricity run from head to toe. As if exposed to high-voltage current, his whole body stiffened, and he remained rigid for a while.
Taking advantage of Ha-jin’s lapse in guard, Eden pulled off his underwear, which was awkwardly hanging on his hips. The erect penis, glistening with moisture from the hot heat of his groin and the pre-cum flowing from the glans, bounced out.
Eden leisurely grabbed Ha-jin’s calves, who belatedly struggled, and finished pulling off his briefs caught around his ankles.
“Ugh…!”
“I need to confirm whether it’s simple lust or affection. And I guess it’s the same for you.”
It was a surprisingly clear answer. Unlike Ha-jin, who was passive about physical contact because he didn’t know where his heart was leading, Eden believed that they should be intimate to find out.
To think that they could have such different ways of thinking even in the same situation… Ha-jin was dumbfounded as he realized that Eden and he were perfect strangers on opposite ends of the spectrum.
“And more than anything.”
“Ugh?”
With a slide, Ha-jin, whose waist was grabbed, was laid down on the bed.
“We don’t have that much time to confirm our feelings step by step.”
Eden, who had already thrown off his lower garments and underwear like Ha-jin, overlapped his hot groin. As even the thin cotton that had been covering their sensitive areas disappeared, a sexual excitement that could not be compared to before enveloped the two.
Even in the midst of all this, Ha-jin felt his heart sink at the words ‘time to spare’ that he had uttered last. Was it a sign of a breakup that would come someday? Or did it mean the finiteness of life? Or maybe it simply meant that now was the only time they could comfortably be intimate.
As if reading his confused heart, Eden let out a sigh.
“Whatever it is, the present is important to me, and I’m going to focus on Do Ha-jin right now. It’s not too late to think about what’s next later.”
The limited time we have left and the present given to us. Faced with that realistic condition, Ha-jin’s mind went blank. Like a person walking on a sandy beach covered in thick fog and unknowingly dipping their feet in the sea, he felt lost and stood still, unable to find a way forward.
“So, Do Ha-jin, you focus on me too.”
Eden, with his elbow propped up next to Ha-jin’s head, lowered his head. Contrary to the expectation that he would aggressively dig in, a light kiss followed. Chop…. Ha-jin swallowed a short moan at the ticklish sensation.
He couldn’t understand why his heart was fluttering more at this childish peck than at the beastly kiss that had blocked his breathing.
Their eyes met at close range. The moment his gaze reached the serious black eyes, a strange comfort and stability dug into Ha-jin’s heart. It was too absurd a feeling amidst the dizzying tension that made his whole body sweat.
Noticing the absorbed gaze, Eden playfully scratched Ha-jin’s philtrum with the stubble that had grown dark because he hadn’t shaved for a few days. Ugh, Ha-jin wrinkled his nose, and his dimples softened.
“Maybe it’s because Do Ha-jin doesn’t have a beard, but sometimes you really feel like a kid.”
Ha-jin paused for a moment before opening his mouth, pretending to be nonchalant.
“I’m old enough.”
But the end of his sentence went up because his tense voice faltered. While he was secretly blaming himself for the reply that he didn’t think was adult-like at all, Eden sat up with his knees bent and took off his top. The firm deltoids and the bulging rectus abdominis muscles, like those of a stud, were stylishly revealed.
Ha-jin stared at his curved muscles as if possessed, then belatedly turned his gaze to the air.
“That’s a relief. You’re old enough to know everything.”
Eden, who laughed briefly, pointed to Ha-jin’s chest with a chin gesture.
“Take it off.”
At that one word, his heart began to pound as if it would burst. Ha-jin bit his swollen lips and grabbed the hem of his top. After pausing for a moment, he threw it off, saying, “Oh well, whatever,” and Eden, as if he had been waiting, pressed his body against Ha-jin’s again.
Eden lowered his head and sucked on the pink nipple.
“Gasp…!”
At the primal and unfamiliar sensation, Ha-jin tightly gripped the thin summer blanket and barely suppressed a moan. The thick tongue made a wet path with saliva, sweeping widely across the areola and sharpening the tip. As the nipple curled inward with that movement, it was pressed down.
When he hurriedly lowered his gaze, his vision was filled with Eden’s crown and the bridge of his nose, obscenely smearing his tongue over his chest.
‘Crazy….’
His breath quickened at the lewd sight that he couldn’t believe even as he saw it. As if a baby kitten was finding its mother’s milk, Eden repeatedly gnawed on the nipple with his teeth and sucked it with his lips. With just those few stimuli, the nipple swelled up tightly and rose sharply.
Eden’s mouth relaxed smoothly as he noticed the change. Soon, Ha-jin’s chest was firmly grasped in both hands.
“Ugh…?! Wait a minute…!”
He had grabbed someone’s chest before, but he had never given his chest to someone. Ha-jin felt that this moment, when his chest was being used for foreplay, was terribly surreal.
His hands holding the blanket trembled at the overwhelming stimulation. Eden sometimes twisted his chest so hard that handprints were left, and sometimes he released the force and shook the thick pectoral muscles obscenely.
“I’ve felt this before, but Do Ha-jin’s pectoral muscles seem to be naturally good. If I keep touching them, it feels like milk will come out.”
“Ugh… Ah!”
Barbaric and explicit caresses continued. He then gathered both breasts tightly in the middle. A long vertical line was carved into Ha-jin’s cleavage. A wet tongue passed over it.
Ha-jin, who had been panting in a daze at the spine-chilling sensation, pushed Eden’s shoulder away as if trying to stop him. When he thought about it, he was missing the most important thing. Even if he had no experience with sex with a same-sex partner, he couldn’t not know how to match his body with a man.
“Jeong Tae-geon, Jeong Tae-geon… Ugh!”
Eden replied insincerely, sucking on the nipple with a satisfactory color.
“Mmm.”
“How far are we going to go? Huh?”
Even in the midst of his urgency, Ha-jin’s mind was complicated by the realistic question of who would gain the upper hand first.
Eden, hiding a hot desire for conquest behind his eyes, looked up at Ha-jin. He asked instead.
“Do Ha-jin, is this really your first time with a man?”
Ha-jin swallowed hard at the sudden question and nodded. As if pleased with the answer, Eden blossomed his right dimple and pointed to his chest and genitals with a chin gesture.
“Has anyone ever sucked here?”
“I’ve never….”
There wasn’t.
Looking back on his previous relationships, sexual intercourse was simply an act of declaring that they were lovers. It was as if it was natural that someone wanted to suck his genitals, and he had never had the experience of passionately caressing someone’s body.
To be precise, he had never even thought of finding fun and interest in sex.
In that sense, this moment, when he was succumbing to the seduction of a gay man and wriggling his hips, could be seen as one of the most exceptional deviations in Ha-jin’s life.
‘Come to think of it, was I originally capable of being with a man? Or is it possible because it’s Jeong Tae-geon?’
While he was lost in thought, the inside of his thigh was suddenly grabbed. The moment his legs spread apart like a frog, Ha-jin hurriedly grabbed Eden’s wrist. However, before he could even stop the hand that was pressing down on his legs, obscene lewd words pierced his ears.
“Just looking at Do Ha-jin’s dick, it’s easy to be mistaken for a slut.”
“A sl- what?”
His eyelids trembled as he asked back in disbelief.
“Here. There’s not much hair, and the glans is darker than other places.”
It was an insult that he would have snapped at normally, but for some reason, his erect dick didn’t know shame and was just busy wagging towards the sky. While Eden was handling his body like rice cake dough, Ha-jin was in a daze like a newlywed experiencing his first night.
Eden pressed his thumb firmly into Ha-jin’s urethral opening as if to dig into it, and smiled wickedly.
“You seem to like being treated carelessly quite a bit. I think Do Ha-jin’s sleeping habits are quite compatible with mine.”
…What did I do to be compatible? Ha-jin couldn’t keep up with his speed, which was running wild like a racehorse.
“You said you have no experience with men, right? Just follow my lead today.”
Eden, who kissed his forehead briefly, immediately slid his lips and shoved his tongue into Ha-jin’s earhole. The strength in his hands, which were grabbing his firm forearms, tightened as he pushed the tip of his tongue in as if inserting it.