By Zephyria 
It was quite a different feeling to become Noah Hamilton’s most powerful adversary and look at Noah Hamilton. Noah Hamilton, who rarely hated people and was often foolish, finally seemed to have gained a sense of alertness, and was wary of ‘Allen’ with a rather venomous expression.
How should he express this floating feeling? Looking down from above at Noah, who was unaware that he was being deceived in front of his eyes and missed System with a lonely expression every night, his heart was filled with nothing but love, and when he faced the sharp eyes that glared at Allen under the bright sun, an unknown excitement made his whole body tingle.
To my dear you.
System smiles, never having left you alone at any time.
Just in time, the edges of the world, which had been damaged by the sudden excessive intervention, had been restored to some extent. It would take a little more time to fix it completely, but as soon as the minimum conditions for appearing as System were met, he decided to return to Noah’s side.
He was a child with a lot of loneliness. He couldn’t trust System to the end, but he also couldn’t bring himself to let go of it. A foolish and pitiful soul.
He knew very well that he was the one who had driven Noah Hamilton, who was more beautiful than average, into such a foolish and pitiful corner, and yet he thought so. He justified it by saying that it was Noah who had ruined his and Noah’s eternally perfect peace and ran away, so it couldn’t be helped.
System gazes at you with deep affection.
System confesses that, despite everything, it missed you dearly.
Even at a few lines of trivial writing from the returned deceiver, sorrow melted from his pale face.
‘I, I missed you so much too…’
A tearful voice. Eyes trembling weakly.
As expected, he had to have him no matter what until the end. Even in the face of Noah Hamilton’s sorrow, God could only repeat his selfish resolution.
Noah, who had regained System, moved even more enthusiastically. Even though he had expected that System had been watching him all along, he seemed to have been worried in his own way that they might be separated forever like this. Poor Noah, there’s no way I would let you go so easily. God whispered contentedly. In a way that did not reach human ears.
‘Isn’t it strange? I like you so much, Allen. I’ve strangely felt attached to you since the first time we met. I wish you felt the same way. Like I did.’
Noah, who had not yet entered the main game, used a very adorable method to lower Allen’s reputation within the mansion. As if he didn’t know that his wariness was so strong, he wrapped his sharp hostility in a layer of lovely appearance and pretended to take care of Allen before anything else. As Noah had planned, the jealousy and envy of those around him poured in endlessly, as the new servant who had not been there for long was being taken care of by the precious young master.
He would sometimes pretend to be sullen in front of Noah, as if he were being generous. He wanted to kiss the triumphant white face and whisper that such pranks were meaningless, but… He endured it well. It was because he quite liked the sight of Noah chattering excitedly to the System, who had returned after a long time.
The God in Allen’s form acted very suspiciously on purpose. He had two conflicting desires: he wanted him to notice, and he wanted him to never know until the end.
If Noah were to find out that System and Allen, who had been deceiving him all along, were beings with the same roots, he would be able to harbor an anger that could not be repaid with anything this time. Noah would somehow kill Allen. If he didn’t kill Allen, the place for Noah Hamilton in this timeline, who was destined to be a ‘villain,’ would continue to shrink until it disappeared in the end.
However…
Poor Noah.
System wishes it could stroke your head if it could.
‘It strangely feels sincere. Strangely… I keep wanting to believe it.’
Will you trust them?
Sincerely wishing you infinite happiness, ‘System’ respects your choice.
‘No, I won’t believe it.’
…….
‘I don’t trust anyone. That goes for you too.’
Even though he said he didn’t trust anyone, he couldn’t even hide his eyes, which were already trembling weakly… This foolish and pitiful thing’s deep-rooted affection and trust were too ticklish. It was enough to shake, if not move, a mountain. Was that not why he had not immediately finished his previous life on Earth, fearing that he would collapse from being shaken by this ticklishness?
He kept wanting to be kind.
To make him despair, to make him despair… He had to obtain him forever, but whenever he saw him looking lonely or saw his weak side as he sobbed secretly, he just wanted to.
He wanted to fulfill everything he wanted.
The sense of betrayal and anger he felt at the moment when he tried to escape from God’s grasp, even at the cost of his own life, was still vivid. However, since his heart that cherished Noah Hamilton even more than that was also sincere, God’s agony could only deepen as the days went by.
In the meantime, dozens of other countless universes that were not under the administrator’s control disappeared into dust in an instant. The Karma imposed on God, who had not fulfilled his role, piled up sky-high. If things continued like this, it was only a matter of time before he lost his authority of ‘omnipotence’. But God could not take his eyes off only one universe.
But Noah always acted before he could choose. It was the same this time.
‘Why are you doing this to me…? What, what do you want to do?’
Before he could decide whether to tell him that he was Allen, Noah, who was smart but not cunning, noticed the truth first. That wronged voice asking why he was doing this to him.
‘I’m the one who wants to ask.’
He couldn’t help but burst out laughing.
‘Why did you do that to me, Noah? Why… Did you ruin our perfect selves?’
The resentment that had been asleep, intoxicated by loveliness, erupted like a volcano. The current Noah wouldn’t remember any of it anyway, and he wouldn’t even understand what he meant by our perfect selves, which he so desperately desired.
‘Whether you give up or I give up… Yes, let’s go all the way. That was the oath from the beginning. Right?’
‘…….’
Noah Hamilton, who had failed to escape, was terrified.
‘Promise me. The wish of the winner will be fulfilled. My wish has always been only one.’
He smiled at that terrified, pale face as best he could. Hoping and hoping that he would reach a peaceful eternity with you, who would never run away again.
What kind of expression will you make when you remember that you were the one who gave me the name Allen? Will you still run away? You loved me, you loved me so much that you eventually went crazy because I didn’t look at you and didn’t stay by your side. Just love me like that again… Then it’ll be okay, Noah.
Still, premature whispers slithered around my feet like the temptation of a snake. Having come this far, if there was one regret, it was why I had tried to play God so perfectly. If back then, before Noah went mad in the first life, I had set aside all the other dying universes and focused solely on him, I wouldn’t have had to waste time like this. Noah and I would have already attained eternal peace. In fact, ever since the bet with Noah began, hadn’t I stopped even glancing at universes other than the dimensions where Noah was reborn?
Noah, filled with poison, moved diligently, commendably so. With the Ancient God’s Relic obtained through a human Sorcerer, he made it impossible for me, as a God or as the System, to violate his mind any further. No matter how Ancient God it was, it was a trace of something that had long perished. It wasn’t impossible to crush and eliminate it. If this were an earlier Iteration of the repeated cycle, I would have immediately turned back time or destroyed the Divine object. But the tattered, rag-like world and Noah’s soul… they wouldn’t withstand it. I had to somehow make Noah voluntarily remove that irritating object.
“Ah, Allen? Why are you, why are you in my bedroom…”
“Did you think you could calm everything down with just a few sips of that kind of drug?”
That day, when I climbed over the wall into Noah Hamilton’s room as he slept, reassured after taking the Suppressant, I was definitely only intending to do just that. Human lust had never stimulated me even once. I merely wanted to scratch at Noah’s pride, to somehow detach the traces of the Ancient God, and when I forcibly evoked sexual arousal…
“Oh dear… You should enjoy it, Noah.”
“Hngh, y-you…!”
“You mustn’t forget. This was a ‘Blessing’ I gave you, wasn’t it?”
Finally, the turning point had been reached. It was a reaction even I hadn’t anticipated.
The equal human body experienced through a human body. Hot body temperature and sweetly melting skin. Overlapping, overwhelming breaths. Lovely heartbeat.
“Ah, Andrew…, Andrew…”
“That’s enough.”
“Hck, who…? Andrew…? Is that Andrew…?”
“I was watching, but this is starting to get annoying.”
Toward the foolish voice that sought another Alpha even with me in front of him, a degree of anger beyond measure arose.
“This is… more disgusting than I thought.”
Into the carnal pleasure I had only regarded as vulgar, I helplessly fell. When I chewed on the wet lips that didn’t even recognize who I was, begging to be filled, it was unbelievably ecstatic.
In the end, I came to be able to look at Noah Hamilton even with human love.
“What on earth should I do with you?”
Whether that would be a good thing for Noah Hamilton or not was still a difficult question to judge.