By Zephyria 
Living under the same roof, bearing the Hamilton name side by side. He had never once considered Noah Hamilton to be his younger brother. He was so tormented and enraged that he couldn’t regard him as a younger brother, even if he died. Was it simply because he was beautiful? Was it simply because his pitiful appearance caught his eye? He didn’t know. However, although his appearance was quite different now, when he first returned, he saw his own younger brother, who looked exactly like Noah, and his heart didn’t waver at all.
Noah Hamilton’s blue eyes were rippling like waves. Andrew Hamilton would not dare to presume what emotions were contained in those ripples. Rather than presuming, he wanted to leave a ripple within them with an even stronger current.
“Are you trying to repay me for mistreating you in this way?”
It would have been better if the foam disappeared without a trace after crashing against a cliff.
Rather than becoming a stable older brother and quietly remaining stagnant within Noah, really, rather.
“If that’s what you intend, then fine. Use me as you please.”
He deliberately spoke those words, knowing that Noah Hamilton was not the kind of person who could be so cruel. The reason why only sharp arguments had been exchanged between Noah and Andrew in the past was because he had been the first to raise his thorns sharply. Noah Hamilton was not the type to hate someone without reason, but he was not so foolish as to simply stare blankly at what he received.
“If you want me to be your doormat, I will. If you want to use me like a slave for the rest of your life, that’s fine too. If you have already, already fallen in love with His Royal Highness the Crown Prince… I will not dare to interfere. I will never do anything that hinders your future.”
…So, even to someone who was begging for affection so pathetically, Noah Hamilton. Would not be able to be cruel in the end. Noah Hamilton’s nature of becoming weaker along with the weaker the other person was both lovely and. Also, he was quite disgusted with himself for using that nature in this way.
“I won’t dare to have the desire to be loved…”
“……”
“Just, don’t push me away. Noah, don’t… don’t push me away like this…”
Andrew released Noah’s shoulders, which he had been holding tightly as if they would break, and slumped down in place. He brought the slender hand that was awkwardly hovering near his shoulder, unable to embrace him or push him away, and kissed it desperately. When he looked up. Blue eyes that were still rippling were looking down at him with pity. Their eyes met.
“Why…”
Finally, Noah’s mouth, which had been silent for a long time, opened. His voice was terribly cracked from holding back tears, but even that sounded sweeter than an angel’s whisper to Andrew’s ears, who had long lost objectivity.
“Why do you… love me so much? What am I, really? What am I, just… what am I like…”
Habitual self-denial. Andrew felt a pang of guilt, as if even that was his responsibility. If he had poured out bright affection from the moment they first met, wouldn’t this fragile and weak person have come to regard himself as a slightly more valuable human being? But if he had, he certainly wouldn’t have been able to have even this worthless opportunity. If he had, certainly… he would only have been able to exist as Noah Hamilton’s family.
Poor Noah. I’m sorry. I can’t let it be that way.
Andrew, despising his own pettiness, stared silently into Noah’s eyes. It was a wordless plea.
“…Andrew.”
It was the way of the world that the moon, once full, would wane again. Like that principle, Noah Hamilton’s face slowly faded into the darkness. In the dark night where no one could see, under the shadows. Hot breaths mingled here and there.
“I’ll handle everything.”
“……”
“You don’t have to feel sorry. At least, not to me.”
It was a desperate confession that followed a persistent kiss.
“I love you.”
I love you so excessively, Noah. Noah, who heard the desperate and pathetic confession with both ears, gave no answer. He simply kissed Andrew once more. For someone who had been starving for a long time, that alone was enough.
Andrew, not wanting to waste even the teardrops that flowed down Noah’s face, which was cast down, kissed away all traces of them with his lips.
“So please allow me, to… take you as my Alpha.”
“I will be the Empress.”
“I know. I have no intention of interfering.”
“Watching me like that… will surely be painful.”
“Haha, more than now?”
Noah, biting his lower lip, pushed him away and slowly returned to the bed. In a state of extreme tension, Andrew desperately waited for the words of permission to fall from him.
“Lock the door on your way out.”
“……!”
With those words, a strong rose scent began to spread through the air. It was a more certain proof of permission than any words. Click, the door locked. Andrew walked straight forward without hesitation. On the bed, Noah was lying still as if waiting for him, dressed in a thin Nightgown.
“Haa…”
He took a deep breath. The room was filled with an overwhelmingly strong rose scent. If he filled his lungs with that air, he felt like he could drown at any moment. He was confident that if he could die like that, he would be happier than with any other ending in the world.
“I smell your scent.”
“……”
Was he embarrassed now? His white face quickly turned red. Andrew, examining Noah’s appearance thoroughly using the moonlight as a spotlight, crawled onto the bed like a snake and slipped between his legs. Was a long, gown-like Nightgown such an immodest garment? He only thought to himself as he wriggled his head into the bottom of the loose hem.
It was right to inhale and exhale, but the more he buried his nose between his white and soft thighs, the stronger and sweeter the smell became, and he almost regretted exhaling again.
Unable to endure any longer, he bit the inside of his thigh with his lips, and a sound of inhaling, “Hiss…!” was heard from above. It felt like his ear canals were getting wet. His mind blurred. In the midst of that hazy world, the only thing that was clear was the sweet body before his eyes.
Make this Omega yours right now, violently thrust into the hole and ejaculate until you’re full, completely engulf it with your pheromones. It wouldn’t be difficult to follow the whispers of instinct that were swirling chaotically in his head.
But this person, whom he had barely been granted permission to invade, was not simply an object of carnal desire. He was the one he had dared to desire, dared to love… Noah Hamilton.
“Heeuueuk, euut…”
Andrew did his best to suppress his pheromones as he rubbed his nose against the bulging underwear and licked it with his long tongue. As long as Noah allowed him in the future, he had to learn how to hide and parasitize in order to receive even a small permission while hiding in the shadows. The Omega’s pheromones on his body could be erased by covering them with any other Omega’s pheromones, but he couldn’t do that to Noah, who would be officially forbidden from any sexual contact with any Alpha other than the Emperor.
He was grateful for the legs that spread apart without resistance when he grabbed his knees, but his stomach ached. He didn’t even deserve to have his stomach ache, but he did. Was this habit all… Adrian Pearson’s work? Andrew chuckled self-deprecatingly and pulled down the wet underwear.
The inside of the underwear was already a mess. Rather than the Pre-seminal fluid dripping from the half-erect penis, the messy anus had gushed out Love nectar with a strong rose scent. Swallowing hard, Andrew put the tip of his tongue on the throbbing hole, and the thigh in his hand trembled. Perhaps he hadn’t expected him to start sucking on the hole right away, as the hand that had no strength in it tried to push his head away.
“Hic, ju, just a moment, there… euung, heeuu-eut!”
The wet breath, whimpering like a puppy, was just cute. Andrew grabbed the outside of the thigh that kept trying to shake with both hands and pressed down hard. As a result, his head was completely stuck between his legs. Noah was busy screaming, and Andrew happily bit the soft flesh that wrapped around his mouth. Wasn’t this place designed as the Heir’s Chamber? It was as thoroughly secured as the head of the family’s room. No matter how loudly Noah cried and wailed, it wouldn’t be heard outside.
He wanted to make him feel even better. If only for this moment, he wanted to make it so that there was nothing but him in that small head.
Andrew sucked on the wrinkled entrance with all his heart, filled with that thought. The slender calves shuddered over his shoulder as if they were going crazy.