By Zephyria 
He had experienced shortness of breath from swimming or exercising too hard, but this was the first time in his life that a person had made him feel suffocated. Because it felt so good, because he was so beautiful, and because emotions he couldn’t explain were surging within him, he kept forgetting to breathe.
“…….”
“…….”
Their gazes locked deeply. Now that he had just come to know love, he felt like they should talk a bit more, that he shouldn’t do this right now, yet he kept wanting to touch Eun-won. A voice echoed somewhere in his head, telling him to hold back, to calm down first. But his head ignored those words, tilting as he leaned closer to Eun-won.
Eun-won’s eyes soon slid shut. Cha Se-jin looked at Eun-won, who closed his eyes and waited for him to come closer. Like a habit formed over the time they spent kissing, Eun-won always closed his eyes like this in moments like these. It was so lovely. He wondered how someone could be this beautiful.
Before, when looking at his face, he would first notice the long eyelashes or the harmonious features. But now it was different. He first noticed Eun-won’s reaction as he waited with closed eyes. Things like the eyelids trembling as if nervous, and the lips that were pressed tight before relaxing and slowly parting.
When their lips didn’t touch despite the wait, Eun-won’s eyes fluttered open slightly. Seeing Eun-won looking at him with reddened ears, wondering if he had misread the situation, Cha Se-jin gave a smirk and leaned in, biting deeply as if swallowing his lips.
Since they had shared kisses occasionally even when lost in their own thoughts, it couldn’t be said that it had been that long since their last kiss. However, perhaps because all the frustrations had been cleared and he had finally realized that everything that had complicated his mind was love, he was unusually nervous and trembling.
“…Nng….”
Their hot breaths touched through the slightly parted lips, and the moment his tongue slid in and brushed the tip of Eun-won’s, his entire body tingled as if it were the day of their first kiss. He felt like he was going crazy. The emotions for Eun-won surging from deep within his chest shook his entire mind, making it difficult to maintain his sanity.
Still, it felt good. Eun-won, who no longer backed away; the warm lips touching his; and Eun-won’s tongue, which moved softly in sync with his own, rubbing against it. Everything was so wonderful that he couldn’t breathe properly.
“Haa…….”
At the end of the long kiss, Eun-won’s breath became ragged. As if savoring that breath, Cha Se-jin sucked on Eun-won’s lower lip once more, then exhaled sharply, taking in the sight of Eun-won.
Even though their lips had parted, Cha Se-jin didn’t move away an inch. Looking at him, Eun-won closed his eyes as Cha Se-jin approached again. His body tilted, and soon his head and back touched the bed. The touch was not rough, but incredibly careful and tender, so he wasn’t scared at all even as his body moved, relying on those hands.
Eun-won opened his eyes and reached out toward Cha Se-jin, who was climbing over him. Cha Se-jin lowered his body as if collapsing, covering Eun-won and once again deeply capturing his lips.
The sounds of their tongues swirling and sucking echoed. Cha Se-jin brought Eun-won’s tongue into his own mouth, sucking with a wet, smacking sound, before letting Eun-won bite the tip of his tongue. The feeling of the lips gathering and sucking tightly made his already swollen, bursting cock tighten further. He felt like he was losing his mind. Reason was hanging by a thread in his head. Feeling that if he let go even a little, just a little, he would act like a madman, Cha Se-jin fought with all his might to hold onto his sanity and slid his hand inside Eun-won’s t-shirt.
As his fingertips touched the warm, soft skin, Eun-won’s waist flinched. Startled by the movement, Cha Se-jin sucked the soft tip of the tongue once before letting go and pulling his lips away. A thin string of saliva stretched between their lips before breaking. Swept up in excitement, Cha Se-jin looked down at Eun-won, who was panting from the long kiss.
In the past, he might have pushed harder because Eun-won’s reaction was so pretty. But now it was different. The more he wanted him, the more he wanted to make sure. Whether Eun-won was truly okay, and whether he was spending this night with the same feelings.
“…Am I being too rushed?”
“Haa…. What?”
“Does it seem like a total piece of trash move to do this right after saying I love you?”
Eun-won looked up at a face that held not a hint of playfulness. For some reason, he looked incredibly nervous. There was even a sense of determination, as if he would absolutely not do anything more unless Eun-won permitted it.
Taking in Cha Se-jin’s face, Eun-won gave a small smile and raised both arms to wrap them around Cha Se-jin’s neck. Pulled down by Eun-won, Cha Se-jin looked at him with eyes that still seemed a bit confused.
“…I… want to do it too, Director….”
The moment that small, gentle answer flowed out, the reason that had been barely hanging on snapped and vanished.
“…Ha…. Fuck, I’m seriously going crazy….”
Eun-won’s answer sent a surge of further excitement. His cock was so erect that it actually hurt being trapped inside his clothes. Frowning at the sharpened sensations, Cha Se-jin swallowed Eun-won’s lips again. The movements were more explicit and rougher than before, but it wasn’t painful or difficult. Eun-won also opened his mouth a bit wider, rubbing back against Cha Se-jin’s tongue as it ransacked his mouth.
“Ah……. Nng….”
While kissing, Cha Se-jin, who had put his hand inside Eun-won’s t-shirt, now pushed his hand deeper inside. When he pinched and rubbed the already excited, erect nipple between his thumb and index finger, he could feel Eun-won’s body tense up. After obsessively rolling the nipple with his fingertips, Cha Se-jin, as if he couldn’t stand it anymore, pulled his lips away and shoved his head inside the t-shirt.
“…Ah…. Director…. Hng….”
Seeing the t-shirt bulge where Cha Se-jin’s head had entered, Eun-won’s breath trembled. Instead of the slightly cool air of the room, Cha Se-jin’s hot breath poured over his skin. Cha Se-jin kissed his stomach and licked it with his tongue, his lips gradually moving upward. Just as he thought it might touch, something soft and wet touched the nipple that had been rolled between the fingers.
“Nng…!”
Cha Se-jin crushed the nipple with his tongue—which was so erect it felt like it had to be sucked—and slowly rolled around it. He could hear Eun-won moaning from outside the t-shirt. Liking that, he pressed the nipple with his tongue again, then took it into his mouth and sucked intentionally to make a wet sound, and the moans grew louder in sync with the noise.
“Hng, nng… hng…! Ah…!”
Short, moan-filled breaths flowed as his waist twisted. While pinning Eun-won’s body down, Cha Se-jin grazed the nipple with his teeth just enough not to hurt, then sucked it in again.
He knew Eun-won was sensitive, but the reaction was even stronger today. Smiling at that, Cha Se-jin, with a face full of excitement, took the other nipple into his mouth and rolled it with his tongue. With his other hand, he twisted the other nipple, which was already drenched.
“…Nnnng…!”
The pleasure that started at the chest and traveled down the stomach gathered between his legs. He wanted to move his body, but because he was pinned by Cha Se-jin, he couldn’t, which made the pleasure feel even more intense. The moment he barely managed to twist his waist and grab Cha Se-jin’s head through the bulging t-shirt, the accumulated pleasure from the sucking nipple surged. Eun-won arched his back and ejaculated. The sensation, unable to spread through his pinned body, continued to torment the space between his legs and his waist.
“Hng, nng… wait, wait… hah, Director… I, wait…… ah…!”
The moment Cha Se-jin bit the nipple, the world turned white again as pleasure exploded. Trembling from the consecutive peaks, Eun-won looked up at Cha Se-jin as he emerged from the clothes. And as they tangled their tongues, he was swept away by several more smaller waves of pleasure.
“Ha…. Fuuu….”
It felt like his reason had snapped; just looking at Eun-won gave him a desperate urge to dive deep inside him right now, but strangely, he managed to hold onto his sanity to some extent.
The pleasure was great, but he felt a desire to remember every single expression Eun-won made while sharing that pleasure. And because he wanted Eun-won to feel as good as he did, he kept checking on him.
He figured this, too, must all be love. Because he loved him. It was certainly the first time he had felt this way because he loved Eun-won.
It felt good. It felt good to know he could have such feelings, and it felt good that the object of those first thoughts was Eun-won. And the fact that such an Eun-won loved him back—everything about it was wonderful.
“How do you feel?”
“…Good. Very, very good.”
“Very, very?”
“Yes, very, very.”
At the cute answer, something inside Cha Se-jin tightened again as if it were about to snap. Eun-won’s face wasn’t one asking him to hold back. Despite being shy and out of breath, it was clearly a face that wanted more contact.
Cha Se-jin pulled the disheveled t-shirt over Eun-won’s head. He knew he had to be careful, and careful again, even if Eun-won wanted it, but seeing the marks of where he had bitten and sucked on the white body made his lower abdomen tighten again. Stripping Eun-won of his pants as well, Cha Se-jin’s gaze landed on Eun-won’s underwear, which had darkened in color from being damp.
“…Fuck….”
I almost came.
Having narrowly avoided the crisis, Cha Se-jin, feeling he couldn’t take it anymore, pulled down the front of his sweatpants along with his underwear. His threateningly erect cock twitched.
“Ha….”
Just being released from the confinement felt like a lifesaver, but he felt he needed to ejaculate at least once. However, he hadn’t loosened up Eun-won’s back yet. That meant penetration was absolutely impossible. Just as Cha Se-jin was thinking about just shaking it off with his hand, his gaze landed on Eun-won’s legs. Specifically, his thighs.
“Darling, hold on a second.”
Tossing aside the sweat-shirt he was wearing, Cha Se-jin removed Eun-won’s underwear and pulled out one ankle. Then, he lifted both legs together. The underwear, which hadn’t yet slipped off the other ankle, slid down the calf toward the knee.
“Director… why the legs…….”
“I’m just going to cum once.”
Eun-won didn’t understand those words immediately. He knew that ‘cumming’ meant ejaculating, but he didn’t know why his legs had to be lifted for that. But soon, his two ankles were placed together over Cha Se-jin’s shoulder. And then, a fully erect cock entered between his closed thighs. Only then did he understand what those words meant.
Cha Se-jin firmly gripped Eun-won’s slender ankles resting on his shoulder with one hand and moved his hips between the tightly closed thighs. Perhaps excited by the situation, he could feel Eun-won’s thighs tightening. The more he did, the greater the pressure on his cock became. Frowning, Cha Se-jin moved his hips a bit faster, rubbing his cock against the inside of Eun-won’s thighs and his perineum.
“Ngh, fuck…. Ah, fuuu….”
The sound of the cock rubbing against the thighs echoed in the room. Eun-won stared blankly up at Cha Se-jin, who was breathing heavily and moving with his legs over his shoulders. He could clearly see the cock pushing in between his thighs every time he moved. Not only that, but every time the hot, hard thing rubbed and frictioned against the inside of his thighs and his own cock, heat rose in his stomach.
“Hah, hng…! Director…. Ah, nng, it’s… it’s strange….”
The hard tip of the cock moved, strongly rubbing Eun-won’s perineum and the entrance of his wet hole. Every time it did, pre-cum surged out, wetting Cha Se-jin’s cock. Liking the slippery feeling, Cha Se-jin rubbed more pre-cum onto his cock, smiled, buried his lips against Eun-won’s ankle on his shoulder, and moved his hips even faster.
“Ah… nng…! Ah… hng….”
“Haa…. Fuck, just a little more… ngh, ah…!”
Unable to hold back the peak of the urge to ejaculate, Cha Se-jin trembled his hips while burying his cock deep between Eun-won’s thighs. The semen that poured out powerfully drenched Eun-won’s flushed white thighs, stomach, and even his chest.
Feeling the pleasure surge to the top of his head, Cha Se-jin tilted his head back and satisfyingly felt the long-lingering afterglow before pulling his cock out and carefully lowering Eun-won’s legs. Then, he collapsed onto Eun-won’s body and buried his face in the crook of his neck. Liking the uncontrolled flow of milky pheromones, he inhaled deeply and planted small, smacking kisses all over the neck. Eun-won let out a small laugh, perhaps because it tickled.