By Zephyria 
Tae-hwon tried to ignore the words that reeked of male hormones, whether it was a lament or a grievance. He was twenty years old, so it was probably a time when he was full of energy. That must be it. Tae-hwon was also twenty years old with the memories he had now, so he could fully understand that feeling.
His thoughts were constantly flowing in that direction, and his body was reacting regardless of the time or place. That’s what a twenty-year-old guy often does, so he understands. But.
‘The object of Young Master’s desire is me.’
He still couldn’t accept that.
“Wait. I understand. I understand, you don’t have to say any more. You worked hard.”
“Yes. Give me some praise. I’m really doing my best to make sure you don’t get hurt.”
“Yes… Good job. Let’s try harder in the future.”
“I know. I understand. No, isn’t it okay up to kissing?”
“Yes? What?”
“Just hugging and kissing, isn’t that something that can happen between you and me sometimes?”
Huh? What is this? Why is the conversation jumping strangely again?
“It’s not like you hate it that much, is it? You’re not disgusted, are you?”
Kwon Rae-i glared with fiery eyes and passionately expressed his anger. He couldn’t keep up with the flow of the conversation, which changed after he said he would restrain himself. Kwon Rae-i even pushed Tae-hwon down on the sofa and climbed on top of him, bombarding him with questions.
“Do you feel bad when I kiss you? Like, like… Do you feel like you’re going to throw up? It’s not like that, is it? You looked like you were enjoying it. I’m sure you felt my tongue too.”
The gray silk gown he was wearing drooped over Tae-hwon’s body. The smooth pajama pants of the same material brushed against the back of his hand. Tae-hwon quickly propped himself up with his uninjured left elbow and blocked Kwon Rae-i with his cast arm.
“Young Master! Calm down. Why do you keep missing the point? In the first place, this isn’t a situation where we can do such shameless things, and there’s a ten-year age difference, so it’s ridiculous for you to do that with me, and anyway, it’s not a matter of feeling good or bad.”
“Ha, whatever. So, did you like it?”
“Y-yes?”
“Did you like it yesterday? Honestly. It wasn’t just me who liked it, was it? I really wouldn’t mind paying billions if I could just rub tongues with you all day long. I can sell all the organs in my stomach.”
Sell what?
“Stop talking crazy! I said no, why do you keep making me refuse? This isn’t the time to be talking about this.”
“It’s easy. Just admit it. You liked it.”
“Ha…”
“Did I ask for anything else right now? I said I’d hold back. I said I wouldn’t do it! I’ll restrain myself, but just tell me if you liked it or not… Isn’t it okay to say that much? I was thinking about you all night yesterday and jerking off, and I came so many times, but I still want to kiss you now. I feel like the skin on my Dick is going to peel off from touching it so much. I’d rather take off my pants and show you right now. Really. My, my Dick is red because of you!”
Wahahaha.
Hehe…
Sh…it… I’m going crazy. I’m losing it.
Tae-hwon, his face pale, shuddered and covered his mouth with his right arm. He pressed Kwon Rae-i’s cheek with the cast, preventing him from saying anything more, and shouted for him to stop.
“Stop, stop!”
It felt like he was trying to get rid of a rabid dog that was running at him. But the problem was that the rabid dog was a chubby and cuddly baby puppy until yesterday.
“I can’t give you that answer. You’ll just take it and run with it, won’t you? You’ll misinterpret and misunderstand everything I say, won’t you?”
“Yes. You actually liked it, didn’t you?”
“No. I’m afraid you’ll attach some meaning to it, seriously.”
“If you liked it, just say you did. You don’t have to draw the line so obviously.”
Kwon Rae-i kissed Tae-hwon’s cast. He was trying to cover his mouth, but it was no use. He kissed the area where the back of his hand would be and continued to kiss along his arm.
“Anyway, you’ve been entertaining people everywhere and enjoying yourself by moving your hips as you please. Don’t tell me you can’t do it with me now that you’ve had your fun. It’s okay to have some fun with me too.”
“I never had fun, no, that’s not true. I don’t even remember, and I don’t believe that… Did I really do that?”
“Yes. You were a top-notch whore.”
‘Me, a whore?’
When he heard those words, Tae-hwon’s face turned pale.
“I’ve only ever had you, but you’ve been spreading rumors everywhere and putting your arms around all kinds of beautiful women, wow… Seriously, I get so angry just thinking about it that I grind my teeth. Everyone knows about your promiscuous body, but you’re saying you can’t do it with me?”
R-really…?
Is that true…?
That’s what thirty-year-old Woo Tae-hwon did…?
“Still, I’m not a whore… I’m not. Even if I was, I don’t remember it now, and all kinds of beautiful women… I’ve never even seen a beautiful woman.”
He was so surprised that he couldn’t even speak properly.
What kind of life did he live ten years later? Wasn’t he just a crazy bastard?
He’s the worst piece of trash in the world. With what kind of mentality did he betray Chairman Kwon and even commit murder after living a dissolute life while spreading rumors? The more he heard, the less it felt like him. It felt like a fake. It felt like his body had been taken over by some monster that wasn’t him.
As Tae-hwon was flustered and couldn’t even refute, Kwon Rae-i chuckled and smiled savagely, his light irises shining.
“Tae-hwon. I’m not a woman, but I’m a beauty too. I’m tired of hearing that I’m pretty. I’ve been working hard to take care of myself. So, you can have fun with me too, right?”
“Th…”
And Kwon Rae-i too. How did the clear and pure baby Young Master become like that?
“Feeling good isn’t worse than murder, seriously, only I’m miserable.”
How did he become like that…
Ugh…
Tae-hwon’s eyebrows slowly furrowed. His expression crumbled and a sigh escaped. Kwon Rae-i, who was kissing Tae-hwon’s cast, seemed crazy but also pitiful and pathetic. He was also frustrated and angry that their relationship had become so twisted.
Kwon Rae-i was stubborn, his boiling emotions were like fire, and he was mentally unstable. That wasn’t normal. But on the other hand, there was some truth to his words. As he listened, he was gradually drawn into his position and his heart melted. He understood his feelings too.
“Young Master Rae-i. I’m really sorry.”
Therefore, Tae-hwon was sincerely sorry for him.
“It’s impossible to have fun with you, no matter what I do. But, ha…”
Tae-hwon only sighed repeatedly before moving his lips with difficulty and giving him the answer he wanted to hear.
“Haa… Yes. Just looking at the kiss itself, it was on the good side…”
“Really…?”
Just by saying one word, Kwon Rae-i’s face lit up. Tae-hwon clearly read the expression that appeared in his transparent Azure eyes.
Excitement. Joy. And the exploding joy and uncontrollable excitement were all reflected in his eyes. Like a five-year-old child who had achieved a wish he had desperately wanted. Happy and excited, as if he was jumping up and down.
“You said you liked it, just now, didn’t you?”
“Um. Well… You heard correctly.”
“I’m happy. I thought I’d never hear those words in my life.”
Kwon Rae-i smiled mischievously with sparkling eyes, then buried his face in Tae-hwon’s chest and shook his shoulders as he laughed. The bandaged wound was slightly pressed, but he couldn’t bring himself to push away Kwon Rae-i, who was shaking his shoulders and giggling.
Even though it was a serious point in Tae-hwon’s life that had undergone a drastic change, and a terrible situation where he had lost everything he had built up, looking at Kwon Rae-i like that made it seem like the terrible reality was buried in unreality and became blurred.
“Pfft, so maybe it’s not so bad that you lost your memories.”
“Is that so…”
“Of course. It’s really, really nice that you’re giving in because I’m being a little stubborn. It reminds me of the old days.”
“I guess I didn’t give in when I was thirty.”
“Absolutely not. You were firm. You were ruthless.”
“…What’s so good about a bastard like that? Why didn’t you just look for someone else? Among your peers.”
“Haha, that’s funny. I guess… Should I have? There’s a peer here right now.”
He had his face buried in Tae-hwon’s chest, but he looked up at Tae-hwon with only his eyes. Tae-hwon, who was a beat late in understanding the meaning of that gaze, shook his head in surprise.
“No, not me. I mean a real peer!”