By Zephyria 
“Hey.” Park Hae-jun swatted Lee A-gon from a distance. “Hey. Hey. Stop crying. Okay?”
Passersby glanced at them. Among them were people who had just been in the same audition waiting room. Worried that they might catch the attention of officials, Park Hae-jun pulled Lee A-gon into a narrow alley in Yeonnam-dong.
“I’m sorry. I don’t want to show you this side of me… I don’t want to keep doubting you… I’m really sorry…”
After pushing Lee A-gon into a narrow space between a brick wall and an abandoned bakery, Park Hae-jun heaved a deep sigh. Since meeting this guy, his sighs had been endless.
“Lee A-gon, listen carefully. I have no intention of doing anything with any man but you. Not now, not ever.”
“……”
“Men aren’t interested in me. No one likes or loves me. And I feel the same way.”
“……”
“But if you still can’t trust me.”
When Park Hae-jun paused, Lee A-gon swallowed hard. His eyes shook noticeably. He seemed anxious about what Park Hae-jun might say.
After another sigh, Park Hae-jun spoke quickly, “Let’s do this. From now on, I’ll let you check me whenever you feel insecure.”
“What?”
“You said you feel anxious. That you can’t trust me. I’m saying I’ll let you examine me whenever you feel that way.”
Park Hae-jun looked up at Lee A-gon with his hands on his hips. This was a big concession from Park Hae-jun. He didn’t want to be examined, but he calculated it would be better to reassure Lee A-gon quickly rather than watch him cry and make a scene every time he interacted with another man, even briefly.
“Will you really let me?”
“Yes.”
“Then… now too?”
Park Hae-jun silently nodded once. He didn’t like it, but he was willing to do it if that’s what Lee A-gon wanted.
With permission granted, Lee A-gon cautiously reached out. After fidgeting with the edge of Park Hae-jun’s sleeve hesitantly, he soon gathered courage and slipped his fingers inside the shirt.
Park Hae-jun flinched when the cold fingers touched his warm skin. At this reaction, Lee A-gon seemed to lose courage and curled his fingers before carefully reaching in again to touch Park Hae-jun’s stomach.
“Hurry up.” Park Hae-jun said.
Despite being surrounded by walls, they were still outdoors. He wanted to get the examination over with quickly.
The hesitant fingers crept upward until they reached a nipple. While Park Hae-jun watched, a thumb gently tapped the small nipple. Then, as if checking for something, he grasped the small nipple and rubbed it gently.
“Are you done?” Park Hae-jun cleared his throat and asked.
Lee A-gon shook his head once, then grabbed the front of Park Hae-jun’s shirt with his other hand and pulled it down.
“What are you doing? You’re stretching my clothes.”
“Please bear with me. I’ll just take a quick look.”
There was no need to ask what he was looking at. Lee A-gon pushed his head through the stretched fabric to look at Park Hae-jun’s nipples.
Park Hae-jun cleared his throat several more times, staring at the ivy climbing the stone wall. He could feel Lee A-gon’s unwavering gaze on his nipples. A finger rubbed the small nipple and then gently pushed it aside. The gaze became even more intense. He was looking for bite marks or sucking traces around the nipple.
A magpie cawed overhead. Listening to the sound, Park Hae-jun clenched and unclenched his sweaty hands.
“I’m done now.”
Finally, Lee A-gon lifted his head. His face was flushed. It could have been from the blood rushing to his head, or perhaps he was just happy to see Park Hae-jun’s nipples.
“Good. Now…”
Lee A-gon quickly said, “Now I want to see there.”
Park Hae-jun didn’t understand and asked again, “Where?”
“There. Hyung’s hole…” Lee A-gon said shyly.
Park Hae-jun was greatly surprised.
What did he want to see? My… there? Right here? Is that even possible?
“Hey, do you seriously think I could have done something like that with Seo Ji-hoon in 10 or 15 minutes?”
Unless they had greeted each other with “Hi Seo Ji-hoon, Hi Park Hae-jun” and immediately agreed to have sex, it would have been impossible in such a short time.
“Of course not. But until I check there, I’ll continue to feel anxious. I want to trust you, but I can’t suppress this anxiety until I verify.”
Lee A-gon pleaded with his hands clasped together, “Just once. Please? Please just once.”
This is insane.
Park Hae-jun sighed deeply and rubbed his face.
Ten or fifteen minutes. If Park Hae-jun and Seo Ji-hoon had really cheated, they might have had time to touch or suck each other’s nipples.
But not penetration. Thinking they would have greeted each other, expressed happiness at meeting, made small talk, and then suddenly had sex in that short time seemed like a huge stretch. Especially outdoors.
“I don’t want to take my pants off.” Park Hae-jun indirectly expressed his refusal.
Lee A-gon quickly replied, “I won’t make you take them off. I’ll just put my hand in and feel.”
“Hey, still…”
“Hyung, please.” Lee A-gon begged earnestly, “I want to check. I want to be reassured. I can’t be at ease until I feel it. Please. Just once.”
With his endless pleading, Park Hae-jun eventually gave in.
“Don’t take my pants off.”
“Absolutely not.”
Lee A-gon hastily replied, placing his hands on Park Hae-jun’s pelvis and pressing close. Their lower bodies touched and Lee A-gon’s hand went inside Park Hae-jun’s pants. But the space was too tight to go any further. Seeing Lee A-gon stuck and unable to move, Park Hae-jun reluctantly unbuckled his pants and lowered the zipper himself.
The sound of the zipper coming down echoed. Though no one could see them wedged between the walls, Park Hae-jun’s mouth went dry.
Is this really the right thing to do? Should I allow these examinations?
While Park Hae-jun was pondering, Lee A-gon’s hand was steadily creeping into his underwear.
“Mmm.”
Lee A-gon moaned as he grasped Park Hae-jun’s warm, firm buttocks. Park Hae-jun’s skin was so firm that even when pressed hard with fingers, it left no marks and bounced back. Lee A-gon enjoyed this firmness for a while. He couldn’t help but let out a moan as he held and kneaded it in his hand.
“Hurry up.”
Finally, Park Hae-jun urged him, and Lee A-gon slipped his finger between Park Hae-jun’s buttocks.
Park Hae-jun shivered and bit his lip. Lee A-gon’s hands on his hips pulled them closer together. Their chests collided and they both inhaled simultaneously. Their breaths grew warmer.
When a finger slid and touched Park Hae-jun’s entrance, his legs immediately weakened. Park Hae-jun cursed inwardly. This wretched fingerprint recognition setup. He couldn’t muster any strength. That place contracted and relaxed repeatedly, soon releasing a small amount of moisture.
“Hyung.”
“Uh… Lee A-gon.”
Lee A-gon held Park Hae-jun’s slipping hips more firmly, pressing him against the wall, and inserted his hand into Park Hae-jun’s opening. Park Hae-jun tilted his head back with a gasp. His Adam’s apple moved continuously.
He felt thirsty. It wasn’t enough. Lee A-gon’s fingers, which probed here and there before withdrawing, seemed cruel.
Lee A-gon put his mouth on Park Hae-jun’s exposed neck. He used his thigh to spread Park Hae-jun’s legs apart. As the legs parted, a clear fluid with slight viscosity poured out. Lee A-gon collected the fluid in his palm and quickly slapped between Park Hae-jun’s buttocks. Each slap made a wet sound.
Park Hae-jun curled his toes and shook his head. Their heartbeats resonated through their touching chests. Energy flowed out. He was too impatient. He wanted to spread his legs more. Then he opened his eyes and locked gazes with a magpie perched on a branch. Park Hae-jun quickly came to his senses.
“Lee A-gon. Lee A-gon? Move aside. That’s enough now, right? You’ve confirmed that nobody has… entered my body?”
Lee A-gon didn’t answer. He was only focused on striking inside Park Hae-jun’s body with two fingers.
Finally, Park Hae-jun grabbed Lee A-gon’s shirt and pulled. Lee A-gon, whose focus had been elsewhere, looked startled.
“Then get a taxi right now.” Park Hae-jun growled fiercely.
Thankfully the top is long.
That was Park Hae-jun’s thought as they got into the taxi.
He was wearing a long shirt, while Lee A-gon had a jacket that reached his thighs. The two covered their aroused parts with their clothing as they entered the taxi.
They didn’t say a word in the taxi. They didn’t even look at each other. As if by agreement, they sat far apart and both stared out the window. But their hands placed between them were overlapping. Lee A-gon’s fingers entered between Park Hae-jun’s fingers and rubbed slowly.
The silence continued in the elevator. They still didn’t look at each other. Then as the door opened and they entered the hallway, Lee A-gon grabbed Park Hae-jun and pushed him.
With a thud, Park Hae-jun hit the wall and received Lee A-gon’s kiss. The feeling of their tongues touching was too good.
Park Hae-jun opened his mouth wide to help Lee A-gon insert his tongue better. He felt like crying.
This is it. This is what I wanted. I wanted to devour your lips and suck your tongue. Suck my tongue too. Lick my lips too. I feel like going crazy wanting to kiss you.
Park Hae-jun lifted his shirt, exposing his chest. Lee A-gon quickly devoured his hyung’s nipples. The nipples were firmly bitten. Then they were licked with his tongue. Park Hae-jun made a high, beautiful crying sound. It was so beautiful it didn’t sound like his voice but like a bird singing.
His entire chest tingled from the nipples assaulted by the tongue. He wanted more sucking, but Lee A-gon raised his face. The impatient Park Hae-jun caressed his own chest. The erect nipples and slightly swollen areolas were ticklish. He wanted to press down on them quickly.
“Ah!”
Lee A-gon prevented him from doing that. He grabbed Park Hae-jun’s hands and fixed them to the wall. When Park Hae-jun tried to resist, he quickly lowered one hand and pressed firmly on Park Hae-jun’s opening. Then resistance became impossible, like a doll with its switch turned off. Park Hae-jun slid down slowly.
“Hyung. You’re mine, right?”