By Zephyria Yumin was on his way back after briefly attending a clan meeting event held at a hotel. But he never imagined he would run into Tae-jun on the very path he was taking. And Tae-jun, sitting intimately with a woman.
I thought things were going well between us, but was that just my own delusion?
Yumin walked out of the hotel listlessly and walked on endlessly. It rained on the way to the station, but he didn’t open an umbrella. He didn’t even have the will to stop somewhere and buy one. He just walked all the way to school. It was only one stop away by bus, but as he walked, he missed the bus stop at some point and just kept walking.
Sniffle
. Yumin occasionally wiped away tears and snot.
‘What is this? Do I actually like Tae-jun? No. I didn’t like him.’
When Tae-jun had asked him if he liked him before, he had flatly denied it. He had thought it was just because he wanted to sleep with him, that he was merely captivated by Tae-jun’s beauty.
But now he knew. Seeing how much his heart ached, he must have liked Tae-jun. Yumin had no experience in relationships, but based on what he’d seen in dramas, this kind of heart-wrenching pain meant he liked that person.
‘What do I do? I think I like Tae-jun. What should I do?’
As he walked on endlessly, he found himself at the back gate of the school. His black hair was thoroughly soaked, looking like wet seaweed, and his entire body was drenched. He even felt sick. A fever was rising, and his body felt increasingly sluggish. It would have been good to buy cold medicine or go to the hospital, but Yumin didn’t have the mental capacity for that right now.
Yumin barely made it back to the dormitory and collapsed as soon as he entered his room. Then, without even drying his wet body, he lay down and sobbed.
Meanwhile, Tae-jun sent a text message, casually asking why he wasn’t answering his calls. Offended, Yumin was about to throw his phone when he stopped and sent Tae-jun a text.
Don’t contact me.
Meanwhile, Tae-jun was bewildered upon returning from his blind date.
He couldn’t count how many times the mood had swung from good to bad. When he had given Yumin the tonic, Yumin had clearly been worried about him. He had told him to eat well, especially with the hot weather lately, and had even made a cute threat, saying he wouldn’t let him off if he didn’t take one packet a day. And then, he suddenly sent a text like this.
‘Why does he keep trying to slip out of my grasp?’
Tae-jun was genuinely angry. In a fit of pique, he took out a packet of the tonic Yumin had given him and downed it in one go. Although the taste was bitter, it was clearly made with excellent medicinal herbs, because he strangely felt his blood circulation improve after drinking it. Especially in the mornings, his lower body became quite erect.
‘What does he mean, after giving me such good medicine?’
If he could just find this adorable Go Yumin, he would devour him completely. Tae-jun made a firm resolution.
Yumin-ah. Your Grandfather is curious about how you are doing at the clan meeting. If you’re okay with it, could you tell me what happened with the humans?
A text message arrived from Yumin’s Grandfather. Yumin read the message in a daze and let out a deep sigh. Even while sick, he worried about the succession.
I’m sorry, Uncle. I am meant to carry on the lineage of the wildcat family, yet here I am, bedridden because of such a clumsy first love. What happened with the human? I was the one doing all the work, and yet there was another woman.
Yumin pulled the blanket over his head and sniffled once more. Still, after crying it out, his thoughts seemed to be a little clearer. He didn’t want to give up on the Tae-jun Project just yet.
It wasn’t that he had nothing to report to the clan meeting. He just missed Tae-jun so much. Like that day he had transformed into Kkabyang-i and burrowed into Tae-jun’s embrace, Yumin needed Tae-jun’s warmth right now. He just wanted to become Kkabyang-i one more time and feel Tae-jun’s scent again. Then, he felt he would be truly satisfied.
I’m really not in my right mind, am I.
Yumin muttered to himself.
Yumin was bedridden for two full days. He didn’t take his medicine on time, so his symptoms didn’t improve quickly. In the meantime, Tae-jun had called several times. Yumin never answered. It was because he didn’t want to steal the love of another woman.
…But isn’t seeing him allowed?
Looking isn’t a sin. Yumin decided one day when his body felt a little lighter. Although his fever hadn’t broken, he was able to move around, and he wanted to steal glances of Tae-jun from afar.
Yumin left the dormitory in the middle of the night and lingered in front of the entrance to Tae-jun’s officetel. The lights were on, so as he gazed up at his window endlessly, he felt his own situation was terribly pathetic.
I couldn’t even tell Tae-jun I liked him once. Will I never be able to tell him? That would be too sad, what should I do?
When I became Kkabyang-i, I should have been more affectionate. I should have acted a little more warmly. I wanted to groom him more….
With so many regrets, Yumin found it hard to leave.
Should I just go see him up close, just once? A temptation arose in Yumin’s heart.
“Okay. I’ll just take the elevator up to the same floor and come back. I just need to breathe the same air as Tae-jun one more time. Then I’ll be able to let go of my lingering feelings. Yes, I will.”
Yumin made sweet excuses to himself.
He stealthily went up to the 7th floor where Tae-jun lived. Naturally, there was no one in the hallway, and Tae-jun was nowhere to be seen. Yumin walked slowly out of the elevator. Just being near Tae-jun made Yumin’s heart swell.
Tears welled up again. Yumin muttered in his heart.
‘Tae-jun, take care. I’m sorry. Be happy.’
Yumin dramatically created a mood and said his farewells alone.
That was when it happened.
“What are you doing here?”
The elevator door opened from behind, and Tae-jun strode out.
“Tae, Tae-jun!”
“What are you doing here?”
It turned out Tae-jun was on his way out. Yumin covered his bright red face with his palms and jumped into the adjacent elevator that had just arrived.
“Get out! I’m telling you nicely, get out.”
Tae-jun grabbed the elevator door and shouted. Yumin couldn’t even lift his head, ashamed of his solo performance of making a fuss.
“I’m really angry, you know?”
“…What?”
“If it were you, wouldn’t you be angry? Going back and forth like this. Cutting off contact and disappearing whenever you please. I’ve tolerated this kind of behavior from you a few times, but I can’t stand it anymore.”
“Are you angry, Tae-jun?”
“I told you. I’m angry.”
“Then what should I do?”
“From now on, I’m going to do as I please.”
“What?”
Tae-jun paused for a moment, then spoke slowly.
“Go Yumin, do you like me? No, let me ask again. Do you want to be with me?”
“Tae-jun.”
Yumin was greatly flustered by the direct question.
Want to be with him? Of course, yes.
But Yumin couldn’t answer immediately. Yumin had always kept his desires locked inside. Since meeting Tae-jun, he had subtly hinted at his desires, but his methods and means were clumsy. Yet Tae-jun was now asking him directly. Did he want to have sex with him?
As Yumin only parted his lips, Tae-jun pulled him out of the elevator. And facing Yumin squarely, he asked again.
“I don’t want to force myself on someone who doesn’t want it. I’ll ask again. Do you want to be with me?”
Yumin’s lips trembled. He bit his lip, tasting a faint hint of blood. His heart pounded violently. Yumin nodded his head slightly.
That was the signal. Tae-jun immediately led Yumin towards his place.
Before he knew it, they were in front of Tae-jun’s apartment. Tae-jun quickly opened the door.
“Come in.”
“…Tae-jun.”
As soon as they entered the entryway, Tae-jun pulled Yumin into an embrace, as if to pounce on him, and kissed him. The intense heat washed over Yumin, making his body feel like it was burning.
Oh no, this is so thrilling. Is it because I’ve been apart from Tae-jun for days? His scent was indescribably sweet. Not only that, his touch was electrifying, and every time he kissed him deeply, fireworks seemed to explode in his mind.
Tae-jun was rough. He pressed Yumin so hard he couldn’t breathe, and only released his lips just before he felt like he was suffocating. Seeing Yumin melting with a dazed expression, Tae-jun couldn’t control his own desire.
“Go Yumin. Today, I’m going to do as I please with you.”
“Tae-jun….”
“Don’t look away, look at me.”
Tae-jun unceremoniously pulled off Yumin’s t-shirt.
“Tae, Tae-jun. It tickles so much!”
As Tae-jun’s lips nuzzled his neck, Yumin writhed. Tae-jun held him tightly, teasing him as he twisted his body and moaned as if he couldn’t breathe. He kissed every inch of him, from his white neck to his slender collarbones and his lean chest.
“Hng… Yes.”
Yumin’s legs went weak. He could barely stand, so he leaned his weight onto Tae-jun. Tae-jun scooped him up as if he were a light ball of cotton. Yumin struggled as his vision rose, but Tae-jun paid no mind.
He carried Yumin into the bedroom. He tossed Yumin onto the rustling sheets and pinned him down with his own body. The heavy weight, along with Tae-jun’s scent, enveloped Yumin. Yumin felt like a small feline creature, and Tae-jun like a fearsome beast.
Moreover, Tae-jun skillfully led the kiss. With one hand, he roamed inside Yumin’s t-shirt, while with the other, he unfastened his pants. In an instant, he stripped Yumin and fumbled with his nipples.
“Tae-jun… Hng, Tae-jun!”
“They’re already swollen. Did you know?”
“It, it tickles. I’m going crazy…!”
As his nipples were pressed and then circled with firm fingertips, Yumin’s mind went blank. He thought the sensations in his chest were only in movies, but it turned out his erogenous zone was his chest. It was shameful, yet pleasure surged, and Yumin’s body temperature shot up.
Next, Tae-jun took Yumin’s areola into his mouth. Startled by the wet, hot sensation, Yumin gasped. The strong sucking made his knees tremble. The expression “melting away” was fitting. Trembling, Yumin tightly embraced Tae-jun’s neck. He wished he wouldn’t stop and would do more.
Tae-jun unhesitatingly slid his tongue along Yumin’s sides and flat lower abdomen. As he kissed with slurping sounds, red marks were left wherever he passed. Yumin, steadily heating up from the pleasure Tae-jun gave him, was lost in a trance.
“Tae, Tae-jun… I’ll do it for you too.”
“That’s fine.”
“No, I can do it too.”
Yumin hastily unfastened Tae-jun’s buckle. Even in his daze, he didn’t want to lose control. Deciding he had to take the lead like a man, Yumin boldly pulled down Tae-jun’s pants and underwear. Then, he was hit in the face by a giant club.
“Ouch!”
“Oh no. Are you okay?”
“Wh-what is this!”
It was a penis that the word “huge” couldn’t even describe. Its thickness was comparable to Yumin’s wrist, and its surface was covered in bulging veins. It was monstrously large. Yumin recoiled in shock and slapped the club. Tae-jun let out a yelp.
“It hurts.”
“I, I’m sorry. I was just so surprised.”
He knew it was rude, but Yumin couldn’t tear his eyes away from Tae-jun’s penis. It was hard to say, but it was twice as big as his own. Yumin felt self-conscious about his own.
Wanting to subtly cover himself, he lowered his hand. Tae-jun seemed to know what Yumin was thinking.
“Why are you covering it?”
“Well, it’s just a bit….”
“Is there some reason?”
“No. There’s no problem.”
“Then why?”
“Ugh….”
Tae-jun chuckled mischievously and leaned down. As he removed Yumin’s underwear, Yumin squeezed his eyes shut. Soon, he heard something like a sigh from Tae-jun.
“Why… don’t you have any?”
“Don’t, don’t ask.”
Yumin’s lower body was a bare, white mountain. He was congenitally hairless, so that area was also clean, and his genitals were pink. Normally, he never compared himself to others, so he didn’t think much of it, but now he was mortally embarrassed. Compared to Tae-jun’s beastly appendage…!
“…Cute.”
“What? Cute?”
“Yes.”
“Don’t say that.”
“Why not?”
“Why, why not… I’m a strong, I mean… Hng!”
I need to cover my mouth before I start spouting nonsense. Tae-jun decided to properly pin down Yumin, who was clumsily trying to crawl up. He kissed him deeply, stroking his soft lower body. Yumin reacted sensitively, letting out a nasal sound.
“Hng…!”
Tae-jun took Yumin’s penis in one hand and shook it back and forth. Yumin felt his entire body being dominated and couldn’t move. Besides feeling pleasure in Tae-jun’s firm palm, he could do nothing else.
“Haa, I’m… I’m going to cum. Take your hand away!”
“You can. Just cum, Go Yumin.”
“No, Ahh… Hng!”
Tae-jun grabbed Yumin’s wrists with his free hand and shook his penis rapidly. Yumin couldn’t hold back and ejaculated thick semen. A jolt of pleasure shot through his entire body.
“Ah!”
At the moment of climax, his vision blurred, and his thighs went weak. The result of being played with by another person for the first time was indescribably intense. But he couldn’t just enjoy it alone. Yumin quickly regained his composure and tried to caress Tae-jun. He pushed up and nudged Tae-jun’s shoulder.
“Now it’s my turn.”
“No way.”
“What?”
Tae-jun didn’t budge even 1cm. Instead, he pinned Yumin down again. This time, he spread his legs wide apart. Tae-jun pushed between his hips and rubbed his penis against Yumin’s lower body.
“Hng…! Tae, Tae-jun…!”
His vision spun. Such caresses were too much stimulation for Yumin, who had just finished ejaculating. He felt like he was being squeezed, even though there was nothing left to ejaculate. But his body instinctively chased after climax, and Yumin clung to Tae-jun, almost sobbing.
“Hoo….”
Tae-jun exhaled roughly through his teeth and pressed Yumin. With his hips lifted in the air, Yumin endured his blatant contact. The heavy object constantly brushing between his buttocks felt burdensome. However, the pleasure was so intense that he missed the timing to tell Tae-jun to stop.
Then, at some point, Tae-jun fumbled between Yumin’s legs. His hand glided, applying a slippery liquid.
What is this? Yumin flinched, surprised, and looked down. His eyes widened as he examined the area. Tae-jun was applying gel to his butt crack. This texture, this coldness, this slipperiness… Isn’t this lubricant? It looked exactly like what he saw in the videos he often watched.
‘Why is he applying this to me?’
Before Yumin could ask Tae-jun in his confusion, pain struck. A thick finger parted and invaded his insides. His eyes snapped open.
“Ah! Tae, Tae-jun….”
Yumin moved his legs, trying to pull out what was inside him. But with Tae-jun pinning him down, it wasn’t easy. Meanwhile, his fingers delved deeper into his inner walls, stirring inside. Yumin was startled.
‘Am I being penetrated? Am I the one being fucked!’
Yumin turned pale at the unexpected turn of events. He had naturally assumed he would be the one penetrating, so he didn’t know how to react. He just made sounds like “Uh, uh…?” and flailed his calves and feet.
To Tae-jun, that looked like a sexual invitation. His peach-colored ankles, his soft soles, his feet that he wanted to tickle…. The very point that had first aroused Tae-jun in Yumin was his feet.
Tae-jun grabbed Yumin’s ankle and bit it. Yumin let out a startled cry and tightened his insides. He gently licked his ankles and set his canine teeth on his Achilles tendon. Yumin melted from the caress of being bitten slightly painfully. He was already reacting to the fingers moving in and out of his body.
“Ah, Hng…! Hng!”
It felt strange. Just the sensation of his fingers poking deep inside and then withdrawing made his lower abdomen burn. The squelching sound of the gel meeting his skin also heightened his arousal. The more the wet, vulgar sounds echoed, the more Yumin’s front became erect. He couldn’t understand why his front was getting excited when Tae-jun was touching his rear.
One thing was certain: it felt incredibly good. It was an immense pleasure, enough to make him ejaculate at any moment.