By Zephyria 
I wasn’t even angry at the fact that he didn’t even think to hide it.
For something like that… he could have actually died.
When Vasily collapsed into my arms, bleeding, it felt as if my heart had dropped. There was a time when I hated him and wished he would disappear forever, but seeing him unable to open his eyes no matter how much I called his name, my mind had gone blank without me even realizing it.
Let’s admit it. I can’t be without Vasily now.
I’ve become too accustomed to those cool eyes that always stare at me, and to that cold body temperature that craves my warmth. To the point where I feel empty and hollow if he isn’t by my side.
I don’t know when it started. We spent a long time together, and so many things happened. I can’t pinpoint exactly what the catalyst was, but at some point, he had settled too deeply into my daily life.
I let out a short breath and dropped my head.
“Don’t… ever do something like that again.”
Silence settled between us. Feeling a gaze on me, I looked up and met his eyes.
We stared at each other in silence before I was the first to lean down and press my lips to his.
The kiss, which began lightly, quickly turned into one where wet breaths mingled and tongues entwined. The atmosphere had already heated up the moment our lips touched, and since we both knew Vasily needed guiding immediately, this was the natural progression.
“Haa…”
After pulling my lips away, I looked down at him while catching my breath. His grey eyes, glistening with excitement, stared at me as if he were about to pounce on me at any moment.
I glanced toward the door.
No one would be wandering the hallways in the middle of the night, but if there were loud noises, someone might come to check. Unless I wanted to show off the scene of me guiding him, it would be better to lock the door.
“I’ll go lock the door.”
As I tried to stand up, Vasily grabbed my wrist.
“I’m right here in front of you, and you’re going to move yourself?”
As soon as Vasily finished speaking, a chilly aura leaked from him. When I turned my head back, I saw the door frozen to an excessive degree.
“Just tell me if there’s something you want. My ability is practically Guide Kwon Gi-dam’s anyway.”
Vasily must know there was no need to freeze it that much. He seemed to hate the idea of the guiding being interrupted that much.
I let out a small chuckle and kissed him again.
As if colliding lips wasn’t enough, Vasily tried to push himself up. I pressed his upper body back down and climbed on top of his thighs.
“You mustn’t move. I’ll take care of it today, so just stay lying down.”
“That’s… quite a difficult request.”
If it were Vasily, he could easily flip the position, but he didn’t. It was obvious that he was conflicted between the desire to pin me down right now and the desire not to miss the chance to watch me move on my own. I could feel the member beneath my lower body twitching.
I exhaled a hot breath, feeling the warm air blowing from the ceiling.
The private room Vasily was admitted to had the heater turned up high to withstand the chill leaking from his body while he was unconscious. However, since he had woken up, the chill had stopped, and the air was gradually becoming hot.
It felt even hotter now because the excitement was raising my body temperature. As I threw off my top, I felt Vasily’s gaze scanning my body.
I slapped away his hand as it crept up toward my waist.
“Stay still.”
“I can’t even touch you?”
“Unless you want your wounds to burst and go back into the operating room, just watch.”
“You’re treating me completely like a patient.”
Ignoring Vasily’s muttering, I lifted my hips and pulled down my pants and underwear together.
I put my fingers in my mouth, licked them wet, and moved them down. After just wetting the back and removing my hand, Vasily spoke.
“Loosening it just that much won’t be enough.”
“I prepared in advance at home.”
When I spoke the fact that I had prepared myself aloud, Vasily paused. He seemed not to have expected that I would have prepared beforehand.
Since he reacted with surprise when I hadn’t even thought much of it, I felt embarrassed. I avoided his gaze for a moment, then looked at him and asked.
“Would you like to check?”
I slowly pulled his hand toward my lower body. Vasily, who had been sending looks of wanting to touch me for a while, didn’t refuse and willingly reached beneath me.
Vasily’s fingers parted the opening and entered. One at first. Then, after confirming it was loosened to some extent, he immediately increased it to two.
“You really did.”
“Hng…”
The fingers that had entered deep pressed firmly against the inside. At the touch that intentionally grazed the prostate, I tilted my head back slightly and let out a moan.
“Certainly… at this level, it won’t tear even if I put it in right away.”
As Vasily said that, he pushed his fingers in even deeper. Even though he had confirmed the back was sufficiently loosened, he deliberately curled his fingers to rub only the sensitive spots, checking my reaction.
My waist bent forward as pleasure gradually overwhelmed me. I collapsed halfway onto his body, mouth open and panting.
It was a completely different stimulation than when I had loosened myself alone at home. I could vividly feel the movement of the cold fingers, and everywhere Vasily’s touch passed became hot, as if the entire area had become an erogenous zone.
Transparent fluid was already leaking from the tip of my erect member. I wanted to resolve this frustrating feeling quickly, but I refused to be the only one tossed around by Vasily’s fingers and ejaculate.
“I’ll stop now and… put it in.”
After grabbing his arm to stop him, I pulled down his patient pants. The member, which had been rock hard for a while, popped out and lightly slapped my buttocks.
I grabbed it and brought it to the empty space below where the fingers had left. The cold tip of the shaft touched the opening.
I swallowed hard at the sense of volume I already felt.
Although I had loosened the back sufficiently, it would be difficult without lotion. The thing attached between his legs was so large that I wondered if it belonged to a human being.
I took a deep breath and slowly lowered my waist over it.
“Ugh…”
The member, parting the opening tightly, entered deeper and deeper, pressed down by my weight. I was cautious, knowing that if I lost strength in my legs and collapsed, I would be pierced straight through.
“Ngh… hng…”
Perhaps because of the unfamiliar position, it was hard to hold back the moans.
The gaze looking up at me, and the act of inserting the member myself while panting, were all unfamiliar. Every time, I had only been pinned under that large body and fucked into a mess; this was the first time I had climbed on top and moved myself.
“You look like you’re struggling. Shall I help?”
“No, thank… ugh…”
As he spoke, Vasily had an expression that suggested he was finding it even harder to endure. He whispered as if he were being sweet, but I knew I shouldn’t be fooled by that voice. The moment permission left my lips, he would fuck me mercilessly right then and there.
Feeling as if my stomach were about to burst, I paused for a moment, putting strength into my legs. Just as I was catching my breath while looking down at my lower abdomen, which seemed to bulge in the shape of the member, two hands came up over my waist.
The action that would follow the grip firmly clutching my waist was obvious. The moment I tried to hurriedly push his hands away, Vasily grabbed my waist and pulled me down.
“Ahhk…!”
“Kh…”
Thump. Cutting through the narrow inner walls, the remaining half of the shaft was pushed in all at once.
My breath stopped for a moment due to the intense pressure. The inside of my stomach was pressed so hard that I even gagged. My legs gave out and I collapsed, but the member had already been fully inserted.
Trembling as if I were broken, I struggled to open my mouth.
“I told you… not to move…”
I almost came right then. My member, barely holding back ejaculation, twitched in distress.
“Don’t be angry. I just wanted to help because you were so clumsy.”
As Vasily said that, he lightly gripped my member.
“Try moving your hips as if you’re fucking my hand.”
Since it was clear I would ejaculate quickly with even a small stimulus now, I didn’t want to move immediately. However, at the force kneading the front, my hips began to move unconsciously.
As I lifted my hips, the member inside slid out slightly and then pushed back in, poking the inside. As the stimulation of the front tightening was added the more I moved my hips, my movements gradually grew larger.