By Zephyria 
After leisurely enjoying the lingering emotions on the island, the two headed to the airport late the next day.
Ryle and Hae-jin often went on trips to the outskirts of Heavy Rain. However, most were short itineraries of about one night and primarily utilized helicopters.
He had been to the capital on a private jet, but this was his first time going abroad. An unavoidable excitement seeped from his hand as he fiddled with the passport featuring his photo.
However, the flight was quite different from Hae-jin’s vague imagination. There were no long lines for immigration like those seen on the news.
Because what Ryle had prepared this time was also a private jet.
For some reason, when Hae-jin asked about the departure time, Ryle told him he had prepared a generous schedule. Hae-jin understood this to mean he had booked an afternoon flight, but it seemed it meant something else.
In any case, thanks to an extremely cozy and comfortable flight, Hae-jin arrived at the destination in great condition. When he had heard it took eight hours to reach the destination, he had worried his stamina would be depleted before the trip even began, so it was a relief.
Thus, the two arrived at a quiet seaside.
“Are you ready?”
“Yes.”
The fact that it was a seaside was Hae-jin’s guess. This was because Hae-jin had been moving while holding Ryle’s hand with his eyes tightly shut.
Choosing the honeymoon destination was entirely Ryle’s responsibility.
Hae-jin hadn’t enjoyed traveling—let alone traveling abroad—for very long. Aside from occasional outings to the outskirts with Ryle, his experience was limited to trips with his family. Even then, his father and Hyung had mostly handled the planning.
Therefore, while he worked hard on the wedding details, he couldn’t easily decide on a travel destination. Since it was a honeymoon, he was worried he might pick a place that wasn’t great.
Seeing this, Ryle offered to take full charge of it. He said he wanted to give this trip itself to Hae-jin as a wedding gift.
Since it was welcome news, Hae-jin nodded readily.
Ryle had prepared so thoroughly that Hae-jin boarded the plane without knowing the destination at all. Knowing only the flight time gave him no way of guessing where they were going.
After landing, he could tell they had arrived in Italy. However, even as they headed somewhere by car, Ryle still didn’t reveal the exact destination.
Then, ten minutes before getting out, Ryle whispered for him to close his eyes tightly.
At his words that he wanted to gift him the best scenery, Hae-jin kept his eyes shut tight, not even opening a slit.
Walking in the darkness wasn’t difficult. Ryle had led him the whole time, holding his hand firmly.
After walking for a long time relying on their interlaced fingers, when he finally opened his eyes, what entered his vision was, as Ryle had promised, the best scenery.
“Wow…”
An emerald-colored shallow sea was ceaselessly rushing toward his feet. The white sandy beach, not very wide, shone brilliantly in the sunlight as if pearl powder had been sprinkled over it. High cliffs rose on both sides of the beach, making the place look like a gateway to the sea.
Uniquely, a bridge was placed atop the cliffs. It wasn’t a common modern bridge, but a very old structure built of red bricks.
The arch of the magnificent bridge crossed overhead with nobility, bearing the traces of time. Beyond the arch, the horizon of the wide sea was visible.
The arch of the bridge was like a picture frame.
A very precious frame that couldn’t be bought even for billions.
“Do you like it?”
“Yes…”
Until now, he had only enjoyed the open scenery of the sea, but a landscape harmonized with such a magnificent architectural structure had a different kind of charm. It was a scene that perfectly suited Hae-jin, who had developed quite a fondness for looking at the sea.
Hae-jin turned to Ryle with a flushed face. Then, a quaint village with various pastel-toned roofs came into view.
It was a village lined up along the hill behind the beach. Peaceful and serene, it was as beautiful as a landscape painting.
“That villa over there is where we’ll be staying.”
“Ah…”
Confirming where Hae-jin’s gaze was directed, Ryle hugged his slender shoulders from behind. Then, pointing to a white brick house at the very top of the hill, he whispered.
“It’s a villa built with a lot of attention to aesthetics, so you’ll like it.”
Even from a distance, it was a mansion with very large and wonderful windows. Thinking it already looked like a pretty house, Hae-jin nodded with a flushed face.
Ryle gently rubbed his cheek and smiled like the sun.
Even more brightly than the sun currently rising over that bridge.
“It’s morning by local time, but let’s just rest deeply today. Take a nap, and lie leisurely in a chair and look at the sea.”
“I’d like that.”
Perhaps due to the jet lag, it was now morning here. In the nearby village, the busy movements of residents starting their day were visible.
“And depending on the situation, let’s visit the nearby village. It’s larger than here, so there will be more to see.”
Ryle softly informed him of the things he had prepared. All the way to the white villa while holding his hand, Hae-jin breathed deeply, his chest swelling with anticipation.
He was already looking forward to the week they would spend here.
As soon as they arrived at the villa, Hae-jin fell into a deep sleep.
He thought he had no travel fatigue since he had flown comfortably, but as soon as he washed up lightly and laid his back on the wide bed, he fell asleep helplessly. Hae-jin woke up several hours later when the sun was high in the sky.
Ryle woke Hae-jin with a gentle touch. Along with the sweet suggestion to rest again after eating.
Holding the half-asleep Hae-jin in his arms, Ryle went out to the terrace attached to the bedroom. Passing through the curtains that fluttered like veils, a dazzlingly blue sky greeted the two of them.
“Let’s eat something light, and then have a proper meal later.”
“Yes…”
A light meal was already prepared on the terrace. It seemed Ryle had personally brought it out for Hae-jin, who had slept for a long time without eating.
Fresh figs were included in the salad. Perhaps they were harvested at the perfect time, as a very sweet taste spread softly in his mouth.
The white cheese next to the bread also suited Hae-jin’s palate. Ryle personally spread the savory cheese on the bread to match Hae-jin’s taste.
“Here, ah…”
“Ah…”
Instead of declining the food Ryle offered, Hae-jin obediently opened his mouth and accepted it.
He was worried he might nod off while eating because he hadn’t fully woken up, but once he started moving his mouth, his consciousness gradually returned. Thanks to that, Hae-jin was able to take in the beautiful scenery lying beneath them to his heart’s content.
“It’s such a beautiful village.”
“I’m glad you like it.”
The village looked much more lively than before. He occasionally saw smoke rising from chimneys, as if people were preparing meals.
Hae-jin fully enjoyed the leisure provided by that peaceful scenery.
However, Hae-jin’s impression of this place changed quickly.
After finishing the meal, Ryle suggested they look around the area. After moving a short distance by car, Hae-jin’s eyes widened again.
He had thought this entire area was just a quiet countryside, but it turned out to be an incredibly famous tourist destination.
As soon as they passed through a tunnel on the road from the village where the villa was, there was another large-scale village. Here, tourists crowded in numbers that couldn’t even be compared to the other side.
According to Ryle’s explanation, several villages famous as tourist spots were adjacent along this coast. He mentioned that this place, which produced many lemons, was also very popular as a honeymoon destination.
Although people were bustling about just a stone’s throw away, the cliff secretly cradled the beautiful village in its embrace.
Even the tunnel they had just passed through was controlled so that non-residents could not travel through it. This was because the entire beach area where the villa was located was the private property of the Vermouth family.
The more he heard the explanation, the more bewildered Hae-jin became. However, he soon decided to think comfortably that he could enjoy the wonderful scenery in leisure thanks to Ryle.
Upon arriving at the neighboring village, they took a simple stroll. The sea visible below the cliff had a different charm from the beach he had seen earlier.
Some restaurants emitted smells so delicious that he wanted to try visiting them. Ryle carefully noted the places Hae-jin showed interest in.
Although the streets were very crowded with tourists, Hae-jin walked the streets with a relatively comfortable mind. This was certainly because there weren’t as many people who recognized Ryle as there were in Heavy Rain. Those who occasionally looked this way seemed to be simply admiring Ryle’s handsome face.
He even occasionally saw people wearing markings like he did. Since it was a famous honeymoon destination, it was an interesting thing.
Thanks to this, Hae-jin gradually began to feel that he had come to a distant foreign land.
Thus, the two spent a long time slowly looking around various parts of the street. Whenever there were many tourists, Ryle quietly held Hae-jin in his arms to prevent him from bumping into people.
“Hae-jin. Shall we head back now?”
“Huh?”
Just as they had bought a bag of the lemon candies famous in this area, Ryle suddenly suggested returning to the villa.
Looking at the sunset sky, Hae-jin couldn’t hide his bewilderment. He wasn’t tired yet, so he felt a bit disappointed.
“The driver will bring the car to that road over there.”
“Okay…”
However, Hae-jin obediently followed Ryle to the car. It suddenly occurred to him that Ryle might have another plan.
But as soon as he plopped down in the car, fatigue hit him all at once.
“Ah…”
“Oh dear, it seems you are quite tired after all.”
He must have been so excited about the trip that he hadn’t accurately grasped his own physical condition.
It was surprising that Ryle noticed his state first.
“Mmm… I thought I was okay, but now that I’m sitting, a little…”
Ryle quietly watched Hae-jin as he spoke hesitantly.
Even while blinking his drowsy eyes, Hae-jin was tightly clutching the lemon candies Ryle had bought him with both hands.
“A little?”
“…I’m tired.”
Because the day was sunny, Hae-jin’s fingertips were a polished pink. Looking lovingly at those fingers, Ryle carefully grabbed Hae-jin’s shoulder and pulled him into his embrace.
Seeing the black hair leaning calmly against his chest, Ryle’s heart strangely fluttered.
“Close your eyes and rest. I’ll carry you to the bed.”
However, Hae-jin shook his head. Although the strength had left his body and he was nestled deep in Ryle’s arms, his eyes stubbornly refused to close.
“Later… I want to sleep at night…”
“Hmm, shall we?”
In truth, Ryle didn’t mind if Hae-jin slept soundly like this until tomorrow morning. Looking at his fatigue-laden face, it seemed he needed it.
Since Hae-jin’s body was very weak to begin with, the honeymoon itinerary had been planned very leisurely. Even if there were plans, Hae-jin’s physical condition came first.
However, Ryle listened to Hae-jin’s words for now. There must be a reason why he was being so stubborn.
“Hae-jin, is there something else you want to do?”
“Mmm… no.”
Hae-jin just shook his head again and buried his face in Ryle’s shoulder. Ryle naturally lowered his head. He felt Hae-jin’s body temperature was a bit high against his lips, as if he were running a slight fever.
Suddenly worried, Ryle signaled the driver to start and pulled Hae-jin closer.
The light body naturally ended up on Ryle’s lap. Ryle even took off all his shoes. Since he looked extremely tired, Ryle intended to carry him into the villa in his arms.
Following Ryle’s lead, Hae-jin leaned comfortably in his embrace. He should have fallen asleep right then, but strangely, he struggled to keep his eyes open, trying not to fall asleep.
Every time Hae-jin fidgeted in his arms to chase away the drowsiness, the rustling sound of the lemon candies in his hand echoed. Since Hae-jin, who usually had little interest in snacks, had shown unusual interest, Ryle had bought them and handed them to him immediately.
Should I just open one and put it in his mouth?
Just as Ryle was hesitating, fearing that Hae-jin might drift off to sleep again, the car arrived in front of the villa since the distance was short. The villa began to turn on soft lighting in preparation for the approaching darkness. This created an atmosphere different from the daytime.
Looking at that beautiful scenery, Hae-jin suddenly looked up at Ryle.
“Ryle.”
“Yes.”
Ryle looked down, as if possessed, at the white face popping up from his chest.
Despite his face still being clearly clouded with sleep, Hae-jin whispered with a beaming smile.
“It’s our first night.”
Ah.
In an instant, Ryle’s heart throbbed. It was a pain that was familiar, if anything. Because of that, he had one concern recently.
Could a person’s heart actually stop if they were too happy?
Reflexively, he gripped Hae-jin, who was in his arms, tightly. It must have been a slightly strong grip, yet Hae-jin didn’t make a single sound of pain.
As if he had never been afraid of the water, Hae-jin spent the entire day playing in the sea.
At first, he started by swimming little by little while holding Ryle’s hand. He felt a sudden surge of fear the further he drifted from the yacht, but Hae-jin soon grew accustomed to this safe water play.
Since he was wearing a life jacket securely from the start, there was no risk of sinking. Moreover, thanks to Ryle constantly holding onto him, he was able to remain stably on the surface.
He wondered why he had been so helplessly afraid of sinking before he had even jumped in.
Perhaps that was why, at some point, the fact that nothing was touching his legs no longer scared him. Rather, because no weight was pressing down on his legs, his body felt even lighter.
Snorkeling was also among the activities Ryle had prepared. Unfortunately, there were no corals or sea turtles on this treasure-like beach, but he saw quite a few fish that occasionally swam into the shallow areas.
Like a young child, Hae-jin diligently chased after schools of silver fish moving together.
Whenever the sun became too hot, he would swim slowly toward the shade cast by the bridge. As he approached and faced the bridge up close, the traces of time were clearly visible.
“Hae-jin, shall we go back up to the yacht now?”
It happened while he was diligently moving his light body around. As he was putting on his goggles to snorkel again, Ryle approached and asked, gently stroking his cheek.
“Mmm…”
A deep sense of regret was evident in his hesitating voice. Because his body felt so light for once, he kept wanting to move more.
He was also reluctant to leave the clear sky, as there was still a long time before the sunset.
“I want to play more…”
“Let’s come out again tomorrow. You can stay in the sea for the rest of our days here if you like.”
Ryle spoke softly, yet with considerable firmness. Seeing his attitude, Hae-jin obediently nodded.
Still, the deep regret was plain on his face. He wanted to act mature, but he couldn’t stop his lips from pouting.
He knew full well why Ryle suddenly wanted to take a break. It was likely because he had failed to pace his stamina again, just like the day before yesterday. Even knowing this, he couldn’t stop his childlike reaction.
Seeing this, Ryle gave a playful smile and suddenly pulled Hae-jin into a hug, beginning to swim on his back.
“Ryle!”
“I feel bad seeing you look so disappointed.”
“I can swim!”
“They said the weather will be great all through tomorrow, too.”
Hae-jin, who had been flailing in panic, soon relaxed his body. He felt that the more he struggled, the more likely Ryle, who was holding him, would sink.
With Hae-jin, wearing his life jacket, half-propped up on his chest, Ryle swam effortlessly. Being like this made him feel as if he had become one of those sea otters he had seen on TV once.
“Now, let’s go up.”
“Okay.”
Ryle, who had climbed onto the yacht first, lowered the portable stairs for him. Hae-jin clung to the stairs and slowly stepped up onto the yacht.
With every step, his body grew heavier. The life jacket that had set him free in the water had soaked up seawater and become incredibly heavy.
As Hae-jin struggled to climb the stairs, Ryle immediately reached out.
“Heave-ho.”
Ryle pulled Hae-jin up effortlessly and held him in his arms.
“I can walk.”
“Hmm, I don’t know about that…”
Ryle gave a rather strange reaction. Though Hae-jin looked puzzled, he obediently stepped onto the floor following Ryle’s guidance.
At that moment, the strength vanished from both his legs, and the floor rushed toward him.
“Ah…”
“Oh dear.”
Of course, Hae-jin didn’t end up falling unsightly. Ryle quickly supported his body.
“Uh… it doesn’t hurt, so why…”
“Come here.”
Since there was no pain, Hae-jin looked up at Ryle with a bewildered expression. Ryle gave a tender smile and lifted Hae-jin into his arms again.
This time, Hae-jin blinked while resting quietly in his embrace. He felt the gravity that had clung to him the moment he left the water becoming strangely stronger.
“I was worried because you played so hard, but I think we should rest for today.”
“Okay…”
There were long sunbeds and parasols on the yacht. Ryle placed Hae-jin on one of them and slowly helped him out of the heavy life jacket.
“Your lips have turned blue.”
“Mmm…”
Then, he meticulously covered him with large towels that had been dried crisp by the sunlight. Hae-jin, who instantly looked like a snowman, gazed up at him.
As Ryle said, it seemed he wasn’t in the condition to play more. He only realized it after coming out of the water, which made him feel somewhat embarrassed.
However, even while realizing his lack of stamina, Hae-jin cast a lingering gaze toward the sea. He also looked at his legs, which had become heavy again, with a slightly subtle expression.
As expected, he was disappointed.
“Since you’re still disappointed, let’s hang out here a bit more before we go.”
Just then, Ryle made a suggestion as if he had read Hae-jin’s inner thoughts. Surprised, Hae-jin looked up at him. Ryle sat on the edge of the sunbed and gently coaxed him.
“And tomorrow, we’ll come out to play even earlier than today. If you get tired while playing, you can take a nap under the sun. How does that sound?”
Water droplets trickled down from his hair again. Hae-jin, blankly watching the droplet slide down Ryle’s nape to his collarbone, slowly nodded.
Right. Today wasn’t the last chance. Even if he couldn’t play more during this trip, Ryle would give him another gift like this.
Understanding that, Hae-jin smiled faintly. He had spent his time playing frantically, but his heart felt warm knowing there was someone by his side taking such meticulous care of him.
“I’d like that.”
“Good choice.”
Ryle gave a smile cooler than the sea and stepped inside the yacht. He then came back with a fancy cocktail he had made at the small drink bar.
After placing the drink nearby, Ryle lay down on the sunbed with Hae-jin. He hadn’t thought he was cold, but the moment he was embraced by Ryle, he could clearly feel his body warming up.
With Hae-jin rolled up in the towel, Ryle held the straw of the drink to his lips. As he took a sip, a sweet fruity scent brushed the tip of his nose.
“Aren’t you cold?”
“No.”
After hydrating Hae-jin a few more times, Ryle settled into a proper position and lay long on the sunbed. Hae-jin naturally came to lie with his cheek against Ryle’s broad chest.
He wasn’t yet used to Ryle’s embrace, which still smelled strongly of the sea. However, it didn’t feel bad, so Hae-jin breathed in his scent to his heart’s content.
In that state, the two shared a quiet conversation. The sun rose higher, enveloping them in warmth. Lying like this felt as if they were covered by a blanket made of sunlight.
It was weather so different from Heavy Rain. While Hae-jin was forcing his drowsy eyes to stay open, savoring that difference…
Ryle, who was fiddling with Hae-jin’s hair—which was becoming slightly crisp as the seawater dried—asked cautiously.
“How did it feel, going into the water?”
“Hmm…”
That cautious question made Hae-jin feel somewhat subtle. In truth, when Ryle first suggested going into the sea, Hae-jin had felt a bit awkward.
Ever since he had tried to jump into the lake, Ryle had always disliked Hae-jin being near the water.
That didn’t mean Ryle blindly blocked Hae-jin’s actions. Whenever Hae-jin said he wanted to see the lake, Ryle always made time to go with him. On days when he wanted to take a bath in a tub, Ryle volunteered to serve him.
Ryle didn’t want to make it obvious, but Hae-jin couldn’t help but notice. Whenever Hae-jin carelessly said he was fine on his own, Ryle’s pheromones would become visibly unsettled.
Hae-jin understood that Ryle carried this fear. While he didn’t regret a certain day in the past, he could still empathize with Ryle.
That was why Hae-jin tried to treat today lightly. If Ryle wanted to take a step forward like this, he wanted to walk beside him.
“It was fun.”
Since he was talking about it, he added honestly.
“…It felt like my legs were light, so it was comfortable.”
“Yeah.”
Ryle answered with a hint of relief. With his cheek pressed against Ryle’s chest, which rose and fell steadily, Hae-jin closed his eyes. He wanted to savor this peaceful moment.
As he quietly counted Ryle’s breaths a few times, Ryle slowly spoke words that seemed to have been kept in his heart for a long time, though he still hesitated.
“I heard that swimming is good for leg rehabilitation.”
“…”
“And it’s good for building stamina, too.”
It was a much more serious conversation than he had expected. Hae-jin slowly opened his eyes and lifted his head.
Since when had Ryle been looking at him with such a warm gaze?
“Even if not for that, you could do it as a new hobby. It doesn’t have to be intense swimming.”
As Hae-jin sat up, the towel slipped from his shoulder, and Ryle gently tucked it back in. Accepting the touch obediently, Hae-jin continued to lock eyes with Ryle.
“…”
Deep in his eyes, there was still fear. Fear that Hae-jin might disappear at any moment, or that he might let go of the hand he was holding.
And yet, Ryle encouraged Hae-jin to swim. Not just to enjoy a one-time water activity, but as if suggesting he receive consistent aquatic rehabilitation in the future.
Solely for Hae-jin’s sake.
Hae-jin could feel much more than just a simple sentence. The emotions Ryle couldn’t bring himself to utter were felt through the pheromones filling the yacht.
Faced with this immense affection felt directly on his skin, Hae-jin felt as if he were swept away by a wave again.
This wasn’t a rough sea that was simply frightening and scary. It was a beautiful sea that he could willingly dive into while holding Ryle’s hand.
Despite being lethargic from exhausted stamina, Hae-jin felt an unparalleled sense of fulfillment. It was even more so seeing Ryle, who was always ready to embrace him like a giant yacht.
“Ryle.”
“Yes.”
Until now, Hae-jin hadn’t felt sorry toward Ryle. He knew that Ryle, who was devoted to him, was making many sacrifices, but still.
The great fate that had brought him before Ryle had been just as cruel.
However, those feelings eventually changed little by little. Throughout the preparations for this wedding, Hae-jin found himself constantly thinking about Ryle’s position.
He finally puts the reason into words clearly.
It seemed that because waves had been gently rippling in his chest all day, the sincerity he had buried in the sand had popped out like this.
“I like you.”
Ryle stopped instantly, taking a sharp breath.
Feeling this clearly through their touching chests, Hae-jin slowly observed Ryle’s face. Even his pheromones stopped vibrating and settled tremulously around them. A single drop of seawater, fallen from his hair, clung to his long eyelashes.
Just like the day Ryle had come to fetch him while the snow was falling.
A smile naturally formed on his lips due to the ticklish sensation. With a smile brighter than the brilliant sun shining above, Hae-jin spoke.
He liked him very much. Probably even more than Ryle thought.
“Thank you for bringing me to such a wonderful place.”
“…Yeah.”
Eventually, Ryle’s face crumpled. His pheromones, which had been frozen in place, now filled the surroundings with a kaleidoscope of emotions.
Even amidst that tangle of numerous emotions, Hae-jin could feel his affection.
Finally breaking down, Ryle hugged Hae-jin tightly. Something damp stained his nape. Hae-jin pretended not to notice, assuming it was seawater dripping from Ryle’s hair.
“I love you, too.”
He simply moved his hands to hug Ryle back.
He had a feeling that this trip, too, would be unforgettable.
After the honeymoon ended, Hae-jin and Ryle returned to the mansion. Unlike when they departed, they were now a married couple in name and fact.
Actually, Hae-jin hadn’t thought much about life after becoming a couple. The weather on the wedding day was more immediate, and he didn’t think his future life would change drastically.
However, upon returning from the honeymoon, his feelings were quite subtle.
First of all, he was slightly flustered by how welcoming the mansion seemed. It wasn’t as if he had been on an arduous journey, yet it was surprising how his heart suddenly felt at ease at the fact that he had returned ‘home.’
To think a day would come when he felt this mansion so comfortably.
If it were just that, it might have been a fleeting emotion. But everything surrounding Hae-jin began to change little by little.
Because that change was somewhat awkward, Hae-jin needed a bit of an adjustment period after returning.
‘Hae-jin.’
Perhaps this was because of Ryle, who called him in a more ticklish manner after the honeymoon.
‘I heard that doing this makes you happy for a long time.’
Or perhaps it was because of Ryle’s embarrassing antics—claiming that this is exactly how one must act after a honeymoon—and carrying him from the car all the way to the bed the moment they returned.
Either way, it didn’t feel bad. He just wasn’t quite used to it.
This strange feeling tickled Hae-jin gently for several days. Even now, as he sat in the greenhouse where rain was pouring down, looking at his new ID card with a changed address.
“Mmm…”
He had decided to change his address a long time ago, but seeing the evidence in physical form brought a different kind of emotion. In fact, he had completely forgotten about it after Ryle said he would handle the paperwork.
Why did he feel so strange? It was just a new card.
What he held was, specifically, a driver’s license. He had gotten it as soon as he reached the legal age. He remembered how his Hyung had pushed him, saying a Hyung should know how to drive.
Of course, it would be difficult to get behind the wheel again now.
Letting out a small chuckle at the thought of his Hyung, Hae-jin traced the small card with his fingertips again. He had come to the greenhouse alone with a cup of warm tea, wanting to properly ponder what this strange feeling was.
The greenhouse was still boasting its freshness. Above his head, the sound of heavy rain echoed everywhere like music.
Hae-jin’s fingertips tapping on the ID card also resembled the sound of the rain.
“…”
Since he decided to keep his surname, his name remained the same. Thus, the self contained in this small card hadn’t changed much.
Therefore, Hae-jin tilted his head and slowly traced the edge of the card. He couldn’t quite tell if the new photo felt unfamiliar, or if the address of this mansion printed in text felt unfamiliar.
He didn’t discard his old driver’s license but kept it carefully in his wallet. It was an unnecessary stubbornness, but it was a trace left by the house where he lived with his family.
It was a day when his legs felt heavy because of the rain. However, Hae-jin didn’t feel particularly bad. Rather, after holding this ID card, he felt strangely excited.
As he focused on that fact, a sensation suddenly resurfaced. The welcoming feeling he had when entering the wide meadow in front of the mansion upon returning from the honeymoon.
“Ah…”
This has truly become home.
At the realization that flashed through his mind, a faint, unconscious smile hung on his lips. It felt as if the lush plants surrounding him were swaying gently, mirroring his mood.
I suppose I’m rooting myself reasonably well, too.
A bit slowly, but steadily.
“Hmm…”
Having reached a satisfactory conclusion, Hae-jin tucked the ID card into his wallet, placing it side-by-side with the old license.
In the photo he always carried in his wallet, his family was sending him brilliant smiles.
“Ah.”
Just then, the phone he had set aside rang.
As expected, it was Ryle.
“Yes.”
[Hae-jin. What were you doing?]
“I’m resting in the greenhouse for a bit.”
[Isn’t it too hot?]
Even though they had spoken an hour ago, Ryle asked in a voice still full of affection.
Feeling a tickle in his chest, Hae-jin burst into laughter and answered.
“Maybe it’s because of the rain, but I’m fine.”
[I see. I’ll be home soon.]
“Come safely.”
[Yeah. I will.]
After hanging up, Hae-jin stared blankly at the black screen of his phone.
Then, he discovered his own smiling face reflected there.
“…”
With a bewildered expression, Hae-jin touched the corners of his mouth. Realizing he was smiling without even noticing, his chest felt ticklish again.
As if he had accidentally swallowed a wildflower from a corner of the greenhouse that had been left alone because it had sprouted.
“Ahem.”
Feeling awkwardly self-conscious, Hae-jin gave a small cough. It was a pointless action since no one was around.
He also fiddled with the wedding ring on his ring finger. It had become a habit.
Having calmed down a bit, Hae-jin slowly sipped the tea Mark had prepared for him. Ryle’s voice, worrying whether it might be too hot since the tea had been brought lukewarm due to the rain, lingered in his ears once more.
This time, a conscious laugh escaped him. Ryle’s habit of worrying about everything made Hae-jin feel at ease enough to smile.
These were days of absolute fulfillment.
“Mmm…”
Humming a tune—or something like it—Hae-jin looked up at the ceiling. Using the sound of the rain tapping against the glass as his music, he enjoyed the leisure of the moment.
However, for some reason, the strangely excited feeling he had today wouldn’t subside.
As if this weren’t enough.
To be more precise, it was a sensation of wanting to try something more. For Hae-jin, whose priority had always been a peaceful life staying in one place, it was a truly unfamiliar feeling.
It must mean he is taking root that well.
Seeing as he now wanted to try sprouting a leaf.
“…”
There was still a problem. In truth, while he felt this way, he couldn’t think of exactly what he wanted to do.
The plan he had drawn up in his childhood was already useless. Facing a blank page, it had been so long that he couldn’t hastily decide what to draw there.
Eventually, he flopped down onto the large sofa Ryle had provided.
The streaks of rain on the ceiling became a bit clearer in his sight.
“Would it be good… to get a job?”
This was about the only ordinary thought he could come up with. He had attended university, but he still didn’t know what he was interested in or which field he had a talent for.
He could easily predict Ryle’s reaction if he said he wanted to work. Ryle would probably look a bit shocked, but he would help him do whatever he wanted.
Thinking of that, a wildflower-like smile bloomed on his lips again.
“Ha…”
He gave a long stretch, but as expected, nothing specific came to mind. However, Hae-jin didn’t feel completely slumped as he had around the time of his university graduation.
He should be able to do it, just like his friends. With this fertile soil that Ryle had reliably laid out for him, there was nothing to worry about.
Yes. He felt as if he could do anything.
“…I miss Ryle.”
Now, what kind of leaf should I sprout?
A few days later.
Hae-jin came to watch American football with Ryle for the first time in a while.
“Let’s go this way, Hae-jin. It’s crowded, so they’ve opened another passage.”
“Okay.”
Since the first time he watched American football with Ryle, Hae-jin often visited the stadium with him. Following Hyung’s lead, Hae-jin cheered for the Chicago pro team, though the team Vermouth sponsored was different.
Ryle had said he would change the official sponsored team to follow Hae-jin’s preference, but Hae-jin had stopped him. He thought it wasn’t a decision to be made so impulsively, especially for the sake of the fans who already enjoyed the team.
Regardless, the two of them came to watch games quite often. Some days it was because of a Chicago team game, and other days it was because Ryle had obtained good tickets.
The stadium wasn’t far from the mansion, and the thunderous cheers of the crowd often energized Hae-jin. That was why Ryle frequently made time for these trips, even if he had to force it.
However, today was slightly different in nature from those hobby outings.
“Before the game starts, the press will be filming the two of you in a natural setting. Additional interviews or access have been blocked.”
“I see.”
Hae-jin nodded with a nervous expression at the guidance provided by Ryle’s secretary, who was accompanying them.
Though he had appeared on a mischievous kiss cam the first time he came to a game, his subsequent viewings had been quite peaceful. Those who occasionally looked back at them were usually interested in Ryle.
But today was different. It seemed to be a sort of first official schedule for the two of them after their marriage.
Naturally, Ryle had asked for Hae-jin’s opinion regarding this schedule first. His words—that they didn’t have to do it if it was uncomfortable—were likely sincere.
Hae-jin thought it didn’t matter either way. He was the one who accepted the fact that they had become family more deeply in his heart than anyone else. He didn’t mind his face becoming slightly known. After all, Ryle was someone mentioned in the news several times a day.
However, the events that followed were quite fascinating. The clothes they would wear, the location, the time—everything was meticulously coordinated. Even though they were just going to watch a game as usual, a complex security route was established.
It was cumbersome, but Hae-jin felt he had done well to readily agree to the official schedule. The more he listened to the secretary’s explanations, the more it seemed like these were things that had always been natural for Ryle living as Vermouth.
Ryle said it was nothing, but he might have omitted many things to lessen Hae-jin’s burden.
“If you go up this way, it leads directly to the seats. The surrounding seats have all been filled with security personnel.”
“Ah.”
However, as soon as the door opened, Hae-jin let out a small gasp of surprise. It made his nervous mental preparation feel pointless.
“Quite a crowd.”
He heard Ryle mutter displeasurably beside him. Hae-jin unconsciously nodded at his words.
The VIP seats were on a high floor. Thanks to that, the green grass of the stadium came into view the moment the door opened.
The area near the seats was filled with security guards wearing in-ear monitors. And beyond them, a line of cameras stood in a row.
The flashes bursting toward them the moment the door opened dazzled his eyes.
“Hae-jin. Tell me whenever it becomes too much. Okay?”
The attention was certainly much more concentrated than usual. For some reason, Ryle seemed to be getting more and more annoyed.
“Um…”
Flustered, Hae-jin looked between Ryle and the surroundings, choosing his words. Then, the secretary beside them tactfully answered for Hae-jin.
There was a slight hint of a smile in the secretary’s eyes.
“You must be a bit surprised by the number of cameras. It’s likely because photos of the two of you were released.”
“Photos?”
“Yes. The wedding photos of the two of you are becoming a huge topic of conversation. Did you not know?”
“…”
He hadn’t known it was a topic of conversation. Since returning from their trip, Hae-jin had spent his days quietly without bothering to turn on the TV, while slowly pondering what he wanted to do in the future.
At the mention of photos, something came to mind. From the moment they announced the marriage, Ryle had asked for his opinion on whether to release photos. He had mentioned that it was customary to release at least one official photo to the press.
It seemed to be part of the official schedule, like today. Ryle had said it was entirely up to Hae-jin, but he had answered that it was fine. He didn’t particularly mind, and he had also received advice from Mark.
Mark had said that revealing his face publicly would make it easier to operate in official settings.
Those around him with more experience would know better than he, who had just taken his first step. Thinking there must be a reason for the advice, Hae-jin had left everything to Ryle and forgotten about it.
And yet, those photos were the problem.
“Did something go wrong?”
Naturally supported by Ryle, Hae-jin walked down the stairs. Even so, he asked the secretary worriedly, wondering if Ryle had hidden something difficult from him.
As they descended the stairs, the flashes seemed to go off more frequently. Feeling anxious, he leaned on Ryle, who carefully guided Hae-jin’s steps as if it were nothing.
Relying on the firm grip holding him, Hae-jin searched his memory. The wedding photos they agreed to release were from the day of the wedding. Under the miraculously shining sunlight, Hae-jin and Ryle had exchanged their vows with their foreheads touching.
Even to his own eyes, it was a very well-taken photo. The way the sunlight passed brilliantly between the two of them looked like something out of a movie. It was likely thanks to Ryle’s handsome face.
Ryle seemed to like it as well; he had even printed the photo in a large size, put it in a massive frame, and hung it in the mansion.
In response to Hae-jin’s question, the secretary finished the explanation, now with a voice full of amusement.
“No, not at all. It’s just that since the photos were released, the interest in Mr. Bright has been explosive.”
“…Me?”
At the unexpected words, Hae-jin came to a dead stop. Ryle, who had been carefully supporting him, stopped as well.
Unaware that Ryle was naturally pulling him closer to lean on him, Hae-jin’s eyes widened in surprise.
“Yes. You are very popular.”
“Stop talking nonsense.”
“Yes, Chairman.”
Ryle stopped the secretary, but his tone wasn’t serious. He was simply showing that he was quite displeased with the situation.
Thus, the secretary stepped back a pace without losing the smile. With a bewildered expression, Hae-jin followed Ryle’s lead and moved to their seats.
Since his question remained unanswered, Hae-jin looked at Ryle as soon as he sat down. Because there were too many cameras in front of them, he unconsciously gripped Ryle’s arm tightly.
“Did a problem arise?”
“Hmm? No, it’s not that…”
At Hae-jin’s worried question, Ryle looked slightly flustered. He raised the hand that wasn’t being held and rubbed his chin awkwardly.
Seeing that reaction, it didn’t seem to be a serious problem. As Hae-jin watched him curiously, Ryle eventually turned his face away, avoiding eye contact.
The tips of his ears, which suddenly appeared in view, were slightly red.
“I think I released a photo that was too pretty.”
“A pretty photo?”
“…There are too many reactions from people eyeing my partner…”
It took a moment to understand the words that had finally come out.
Because the ‘partner’ he referred to was none other than himself.
Suddenly, he became conscious of the thousands of people around them. Though they probably couldn’t hear him because of the noise.
“Don’t joke around.”
Hae-jin spoke sternly, lightly poking the shoulder of Ryle, who was saying such embarrassing things so nonchalantly.
“I’m not joking.”
However, Ryle spoke the truth with an even more serious face. Listening to the slow explanation, it seemed that interest in Hae-jin had indeed spiked because of the released photo.
Ryle had expected it to some extent, but he hadn’t known it would be this much, he said, casting his eyes down. At that grumbling tone, Hae-jin unconsciously smiled.
“Anyway, that commotion will end soon. Press coverage was only permitted before the game starts.”
“Okay.”
The cameras were still pointed their way. Coming back to his senses, Hae-jin tried to maintain a serious expression while focusing on the stadium.
Hae-jin always loved this moment when the heat of the people was transmitted. Even the way his entire body vibrated whenever a cheer rang out.
However, today he couldn’t help but be conscious of the cameras. Usually, he would just assume everyone was filming Ryle and move on, but after hearing those unusual words, things he hadn’t noticed before became apparent.
Things like the flashes intensifying whenever he drank a beverage or unconsciously held Ryle’s hand.
Fortunately, the moment came when Hae-jin no longer had to endure this awkwardness. Along with the announcement that the game was about to start, the press began to withdraw one by one.
Perhaps to ensure there were no disruptions to the game, the security guards guided them out with precision. The reporters lingered, glancing back at where Hae-jin and Ryle were as if they were reluctant to leave.
“Phew.”
Anyway, once the reporters had all retreated, the view cleared up. Now that the chaotic atmosphere had settled, he could focus on the game.
However, the naive Hae-jin soon realized that this was a delusion.
“…Damn it.”
It was already the third time. Someone hanging onto a nearby fence had tried to take a photo of Hae-jin from afar, only to be stopped by a security guard.
“There really are a lot of people taking photos today…”
“Hmm…”
Naturally, Ryle’s mood grew increasingly unpleasant. He seemed to want to respond more aggressively, but Hae-jin gently stopped him.
In the first place, they were just general spectators. Hae-jin knew that taking action beyond a polite restraint in such a public place would easily lead to gossip.
Ryle knew this well too, so he only showed his displeasure and didn’t give any other orders. Instead, he moved closer and closer to Hae-jin. As if he wanted to completely shield Hae-jin with his own body.
If it had been winter, he would have hidden inside Ryle’s coat.
Regardless, it was difficult to focus entirely on the game. Whenever he looked down at the field, his eyes would inevitably meet a telescope or camera observing this side.
He could feel it on his skin that the people’s interest had become extraordinary.
“Shall we go back now?”
“Why?”
At that moment, Ryle let out a pained voice beside him.
Although they hadn’t been able to watch properly so far, the game was actually entering the part where it became interesting. Hae-jin expressed doubt at Ryle’s sudden suggestion to leave.
“I’m worried you might be uncomfortable. I really didn’t know this much attention would be drawn. …You don’t have to worry about what Mark or the secretary says.”
“Ah…”
He seemed to be referring to the advice from those around them that some level of public activity was necessary.
His pheromones, which he was somewhat restraining because they were outside, fluctuated anxiously. While quietly gauging his emotions, Hae-jin unexpectedly noticed his own feelings first.
“I want to be by Ryle’s side.”
The words that popped out were quite abrupt. He could feel Ryle looking at him with a slightly puzzled expression.
Choosing his expression carefully once more, Hae-jin quietly unfolded what he had been feeling throughout this ‘official schedule.’
“Um… to be precise… I want to learn how to be by Ryle’s side.”
“…”
In truth, it was easy to turn a blind eye to these commotions as Ryle suggested. Hae-jin had learned that during his most painful times. Ryle’s attitude of always just embracing him also made it easy for Hae-jin to choose that path.
But was that really enough?
If he abandoned the things he was supposed to achieve, wouldn’t Ryle’s burden increase?
“So it’s okay. It’s not like something terrible happens just because a few photos are taken.”
The family Hae-jin knew wasn’t like that.
In the first place, Hae-jin hadn’t accepted his proposal with a half-hearted mind.
“…Thank you.”
After a long while, Ryle answered quietly in a slightly cracked voice. As if he fully understood the meaning Hae-jin wanted to convey.
A smile lingered on Hae-jin’s lips again. There was a hint of playfulness in the way he quietly observed Ryle’s slightly reddened eyes.
“Don’t look at me like that. It’s embarrassing.”
Ryle muttered softly, covering his mouth. Eventually, Hae-jin burst into a sunlight-like laugh.
It was a real problem that this side of Ryle looked so cute.
“It looks like they’re starting a performance now.”
Then, Ryle shifted the conversation, glancing downward.
Pretending not to notice his intention, Hae-jin also turned his gaze, and he saw a familiar person walking onto the field.
“…I remember you liked this singer’s songs before.”
“Oh…”
As Ryle said, the singer he had seen on TV a while ago was there. He had even looked up the music because the snippet he’d heard was quite good.
Cheerful music flowed from the speakers located throughout the stadium. Thinking it was a quite happy coincidence, Hae-jin enjoyed the performance.
Toward the end of the song, the images on the electronic screens all around changed simultaneously. They showed the people the sponsors of today’s game one by one.
It was a familiar scene. Likely, the familiar Vermouth logo would pass by last.
But only for a moment, Hae-jin looked with some surprise at the company that graced the end of the sponsor introduction video.
[Bright Welfare Foundation. Until the day warm light reaches everyone.]
“…”
His blank gaze turned toward the name of his family. He felt his heartbeat becoming louder than the cheerful cheers of the people ringing out all around.
And so, Hae-jin suddenly realized.
That he, too, had something he wanted to do.
As expected, the game became more interesting as it reached the second half. After roughly adjusting to the gaze of others, Hae-jin was able to focus on the players’ movements.
However, his heart continued to beat with an excited rhythm. Even after the cheers of the spectators faded, the thumping remained stubbornly in his chest.
So, as soon as they arrived at the mansion, Hae-jin waited for the right timing to bring it up to Ryle.
“Was today okay?”
Ryle, who was naturally helping Hae-jin with his clothes, kissed his cheek tenderly.
He must still be worried even though Hae-jin had said it was okay earlier.
“Yes.”
“That’s a relief. Shall we change into this first? I asked for a simple dinner to be prepared. Since you ate snacks well at the stadium earlier.”
“I’d like that.”
Following his lead and naturally changing into comfortable clothes, Hae-jin hesitantly gauged his expression.
Noticing Hae-jin’s unusual behavior, Ryle looked puzzled.
“Earlier, I saw an advertisement for the Bright Foundation…”
Fearing that worry might melt back into that gaze, Hae-jin hurriedly stated his business.
“That’s right. The foundation’s internal structure is well-established, so it’s about time to unveil it.”
Hae-jin had occasionally heard about how the Bright Foundation was doing. Things like the fact that it had been successfully established, and more recently, that it had decided to focus on child welfare.
However, he now wanted to know more.
He wondered if he could do something similar.
“What kind of projects is the foundation working on lately?”
But his question was still too vague. Since he had only just taken his first steps, Hae-jin found it difficult to even know what to ask.
At that moment, Ryle looked at Hae-jin with a slightly subtle expression. Just as Hae-jin was about to explain further, thinking he had asked too abrupt a question—
“Hae-jin, would you like to work at the foundation?”
Ryle beat him to it and asked.
“Uh…”
How did he know?
“Mark mentioned that you seemed interested in finding a job lately.”
“Hmm. Something like that.”
To be precise, it was closer to wanting to do something similar to the projects the Bright Foundation was undertaking.
This had only become concrete today. Until now, it had been more of a vague wish: ‘I want to find something I enjoy doing while helping children in situations similar to mine.’
Because he believed he needed to earn money to achieve that, he had consulted Mark about various things he might be capable of. It seemed those worries had reached Ryle’s ears.
However, getting a job was not a simple matter. Although he had graduated from university, he needed more certifications to enter a related field.
Moreover, since his face had been made public through the marriage, finding a suitable job was not easy. Knowing well what it meant for Ryle to have imprinted on him, Hae-jin didn’t want to dive into a dangerous field.
“Actually, I was planning to bring this up soon.”
“Yes.”
Ryle carefully broached the subject to the pensive Hae-jin.
Perhaps thinking they had been standing for too long, he led Hae-jin toward the bedroom. After seating Hae-jin in front of a small table, Ryle began to speak.
“There happens to be a vacant position at the Bright Foundation.”
“Really?”
Would it be a job he could do with a bit of learning? He felt that if it were the Bright Foundation, he could work with more meaning, as it was a place created under the names of his family.
However, Ryle said something that far exceeded Hae-jin’s expectations.
“Yes. The position of Chairperson.”
“What? Chairperson?”
“Yes.”
The Chairperson was the position responsible for the overall operation of the foundation. Even Hae-jin, who lacked social experience, knew this well.
He also knew he didn’t have the ability to suddenly take on such a heavy responsibility.
“Ryle, I don’t know how to do anything.”
“Why do you say that?”
It seemed Ryle’s infatuation had gone too far. Even though Hae-jin pointed out the facts quite seriously, Ryle merely wore a tender smile.
The touch of his hand, lightly stroking Hae-jin’s serious cheek, was incredibly gentle.
“I didn’t bring it up because I desperately wanted to join the foundation. I just… wanted to do something to help others, but I don’t know anything…”
For a long while, Hae-jin poured out his inner thoughts incoherently.
That he had wanted to try something recently but couldn’t find a path. That after seeing the foundation’s advertisement earlier, he had vaguely realized what he wanted to do.
“Hae-jin.”
Ryle, who had been listening seriously for a long time, called Hae-jin’s name in a solemn voice.
When Hae-jin looked up at him with a hint of anxiety, Ryle smiled softly.
“I intended to entrust the Chairperson position to you from the start.”
Only now did Hae-jin realize Ryle’s intention.
Perhaps he had kept this in mind since the foundation was first established. It seemed his intention wasn’t simply to do good deeds using his family’s name.
“It’s the Bright Foundation. It’s the family’s name.”
“That’s…”
Furthermore, Ryle used the one reason Hae-jin could least resist.
Right. This was something where he could protect the family’s name with his own hands.
“Besides, um, I’m sorry to say this, but it would actually be harder to enter as a regular employee.”
“Why…?”
“The employees working there will obviously know who you are. They’d find it burdensome.”
“Ah…”
Since he hadn’t changed his surname, he would be starting work as Hae-jin Bright. While Bright was a more common surname than one might think, a Bright by Ryle’s side would certainly be hard to hide.
Still, Hae-jin couldn’t make a hasty decision.
Then, after a moment of thought, Ryle spoke carefully again.
“And… you told me that you wanted to learn how to be by my side.”
“…”
It was the conversation they had at the stadium earlier.
Recalling that, Hae-jin’s expression softened blankly.
“There will be many things like this in the future. Because you are with me, there will be times when you must take a position or enjoy privileges.”
“…”
“Of course, if it’s too burdensome or difficult, you can refuse at any time.”
Yes. He wondered if being by Ryle’s side included these aspects from the beginning. Hae-jin began to realize that fact, however vaguely.
Even so, he didn’t regret deciding to stay by Ryle’s side.
He didn’t regret it.
“Still, why not give it a try this time? Since you’ve developed an interest in the foundation, it seems like a good opportunity.”
Ryle coaxed Hae-jin gently without forcing him. The weight of his heart gradually tilted to one side.
Can I do it well?
“…Please at least provide me with a teacher. Please.”
“Of course.”
After much deliberation, Hae-jin let out a voice that sounded like a sigh.
Ryle beamed and kissed Hae-jin’s cheek.
Not stopping there, Ryle eventually lifted Hae-jin up and sat him on his lap. The kisses landing repeatedly on his cheeks and the lobes of his ears were incredibly ticklish and out of place for the situation.
“What if I make a mistake?”
“Then you just make it. I can fix anything.”
Ryle’s nonchalant answer was reassuring.
“Don’t worry. If it’s you, Hae-jin, you’ll do great.”
Eventually, as if acting spoiled, Hae-jin buried his face, snuggling deep into Ryle’s embrace.
“Thank you.”
Though he was very nervous, his heart began to throb out of control again.
Thinking that he could work alongside the family’s name, he couldn’t stop the excitement.
Ryle kept his promise. Instead of suddenly thrusting the Chairperson position upon Hae-jin, he promised to provide a teacher.
However, the identity of the teacher revealed a few days later was none other than Ryle.
“…Ryle is the one teaching me?”
Hae-jin was extremely nervous upon hearing that a teacher had been brought in and that a conference room at the Vermouth headquarters had even been rented.
But when he entered the conference room on time, Ryle appeared holding several documents.
“First, I’ll teach you the general overview.”
“Ah…”
“After we go over what’s necessary, experts from each field will come.”
Ryle placed several documents in front of Hae-jin.
An organizational chart and a calendar embossed with the foundation’s logo caught his eye first. The calendar was packed with schedules that appeared to be foundation events.
“Are you disappointed that it’s me?”
“Not at all.”
Hae-jin wrinkled his nose at the subtle question asked while Ryle cupped his cheek with one hand. Of course, he wasn’t disappointed because it was Ryle.
It was just absurd that Ryle had said such a poignant goodbye in the morning as if they wouldn’t see each other until evening, only to show up like this.
Regardless, he knew Ryle was looking after him in his own way. So, Hae-jin looked up at him with a bit of concern.
“Are you okay? You’re busy.”
“Nothing is more important than this.”
He said that, but Ryle was a truly busy man. He had probably forced himself to make time for Hae-jin today.
Hae-jin had wondered why the learning location was the Vermouth headquarters, but it seemed it was to accommodate Ryle’s movements.
“For now, think of it as leaving the difficult parts of the work to the experts. I’ve already placed capable people with that in mind.”
Hae-jin nodded slowly.
“You just need to decide the direction, Hae-jin. What will be important for the children who need the foundation’s help.”
In truth, he was still incredibly worried. But hearing Ryle’s soft voice gave him a bit of confidence.
Because he already understood the feelings of lonely children all too well.
Though his worries were great, he wanted to try first before giving up. Of course, since he couldn’t afford to ruin things completely in the process, he intended to learn everything diligently.
Once he organized his thoughts, his heart felt a bit lighter.
“Now. Read this slowly first.”
“Yes.”
Hae-jin diligently read the documents Ryle handed him one by one.
However, even while looking at the papers, he kept glancing sideways. It was because Ryle was gazing intently at him, leaning one arm on the table.
Even though it was the same gaze as usual, he felt strangely nervous. He suddenly realized they were the only two in this solemn conference room.
He had spent a lot of time with him, but it was unfamiliar because this was their first time studying together.
Gulping secretly, Hae-jin forced himself to focus on the documents. At first, it was just the organizational chart, so it wasn’t hard to understand. Perhaps it was because the duties of each department were written with examples.
However, as the pages turned, Hae-jin felt his vision becoming blurry. This was especially true when he saw the document titled ‘Summary of Last Year’s Foundation Budget Execution.’
He understood it was a record of where the foundation spent its money, but there were too many difficult terms. After struggling internally, Hae-jin hurriedly looked to his side.
“I don’t really understand what this part means.”
“Let me see.”
Lowering the arm he had leaned on the table, Ryle drew close. In doing so, he pulled Hae-jin’s chair, resulting in Hae-jin being tucked into his embrace.
Ryle’s familiar pheromones and scent enveloped Hae-jin. Ryle’s pheromones were floating lightly around them, as if he too was enjoying this unusual time.
“First, for materials like this, you should focus on this part.”
Hae-jin blankly watched Ryle’s beautiful finger point to a spot. Then, he quickly snapped out of it and listened to the explanation.
“This is also the part that auditors focus on later. Think of it as judging how properly the money was spent.”
“Yes.”
Ryle continued to add various explanations. This probably wasn’t his main area of work, but Ryle explained things quite well.
He felt it was a great relief that Ryle was his first teacher. The more he learned, the more he realized how truly ignorant he was.
“If you feel you don’t understand something, it’s okay to ask the working-level staff for their opinion. You might find out what’s inconvenient on the ground where the budget is actually executed.”
“Yes.”
His low voice was very pleasant to hear. He was also mindful of the rustling sound of Ryle’s suit every time he moved his arm to point at the documents.
Eventually, Hae-jin found himself blankly staring at Ryle’s lips. Ryle, who had moved even closer than before, was now half-hugging Hae-jin.
The curve of his lips, which had been smiling faintly, deepened into a wider arc.
At the same time, a kiss landed softly on the corner of his eye.
“What a very smart student.”
“Ugh.”
Only then did Hae-jin snap back to his senses and meet his eyes. Ryle’s golden eyes curved brightly.
Soon, his lips moved more lingeringly between Hae-jin’s cheek and the corner of his mouth.
“Ry, Ryle.”
“Yes.”
The hand pulling his waist in was very subtle.
Hae-jin instinctively checked the door of the conference room. The door was closed tight and the blinds were already down on all the windows, but the fact that this was Ryle’s company remained unchanged.
Ryle’s pheromones tickled Hae-jin in a slightly erotic way. A bit flustered, Hae-jin pushed Ryle’s shoulder and narrowed his eyes slightly.
“You said you’d be my teacher just to do this, didn’t you?”
“My, I’m hurt to be misunderstood.”
Hae-jin knew that wasn’t the case, but the response was utterly mischievous. Before he knew it, Hae-jin’s body had been suddenly moved onto Ryle’s lap.
“Misunderstood?”
Ryle burst into a hearty laugh and hugged Hae-jin tightly.
Then, he intentionally pressed his lips to Hae-jin’s ear and whispered.
“Of course, I had the intention of doing this too.”
“Ryle!”
Having fully realized that Ryle intended to tease him, Hae-jin patted his shoulder.
Ryle endured the touch and continued to laugh ticklishly. Their touching bodies vibrated slightly.
“You can’t do this with other teachers. Okay?”
“I won’t.”
Speaking playfully, Ryle suddenly leaned in. To prevent him from kissing, Hae-jin gripped Ryle’s face tightly with both hands.
As he looked at the door again with anxiety, Ryle spoke in a low voice, the laughter completely gone.
“…The door is locked.”
As soon as he heard those words, the strength in his hands vanished as if by magic.
“Mmm…”
The lips that naturally met were soft. Just like the air they were enjoying.
Contrary to the teacher’s impure intentions, it was a quite productive time.