By Zephyria 
The hand, which had almost reached the bottom, slowly crept back up and touched his side. A place where he would normally feel nothing now accepted the touch sensitively, but in the end, that wasn’t where Jeong-min wanted him.
Irritation and anger surged. He felt as though the muscle relaxant’s effectiveness had already worn off because of how long this was being dragged out. As strength gradually returned to his body, Jeong-min bolted upright, grabbed Kim Ju-hwan, pulled him down onto the bed, and climbed on top of him.
“Ugh—.”
Perhaps because of the sudden movement, he felt a momentary wave of dizziness. It was Kim Ju-hwan who first grabbed Jeong-min’s staggering arm. The strong, thick arm supported Jeong-min so he wouldn’t collapse. Of course, Jeong-min hated it and swatted the hand away.
“Stop doing useless things and just do it already,” Jeong-min said, looking down at Kim Ju-hwan lying on the bed.
As an Alpha, this was a position familiar to him. Yes, this was how it should normally be. However, if it meant he could become an Omega, he could throw away this kind of position a thousand or ten thousand times. Jeong-min rubbed his buttocks against Kim Ju-hwan’s. He was annoyed that Kim Ju-hwan was still wearing his shirt so neatly.
“Be gentle? Why? What is there for you and me to do gently? You just fuck me and finish, and I just receive Alpha semen in my body and take the pheromones. That’s all this act means, so what’s the point?”
Jeong-min reached for Kim Ju-hwan’s buckle.
“I have no intention of playing house as lovers, and I don’t want to feel pleasure from this act. Just do it.”
Seeing Jeong-min speak so resolutely, Kim Ju-hwan wore a cynical smile. Then, he reached out, squeezed gel onto his hand, and inserted a finger into the hole between Jeong-min’s buttocks.
“Ugh!”
At the sudden insertion, Jeong-min flinched and tensed up, and the hole pushed out Kim Ju-hwan’s finger. Kim Ju-hwan slapped Jeong-min’s butt.
“What are you—!!”
“Relax. I’m going to put it in right now.”
No sooner had the words left his mouth than Jeong-min felt Kim Ju-hwan’s glans touch the hole. Even if he didn’t want to be nervous, he couldn’t help it. Because he knew better than anyone how much it hurt when that thing entered. He instinctively tensed up.
“Shin Jeong-min.”
“Fuck, I get it! I want to relax too!”
Jeong-min grit his teeth and gasped for air. Taking advantage of the moment his body loosened slightly, Kim Ju-hwan’s member pushed inside. It was larger and more painful than he remembered. Jeong-min couldn’t breathe. He wanted to pull it out right then and there. But he didn’t want to run away. Jeong-min grit his teeth and closed his eyes. Believing that it would end eventually, he waited for Kim Ju-hwan’s member to enter completely.
“Uuugh—!”
Only when he heard the sound of flesh meeting flesh did he realize that the long, thick thing had fully entered. Just accepting it was so exhausting that the strength he had been using to endure vanished. With no other choice, Jeong-min collapsed onto Kim Ju-hwan’s chest, gasping for air and clenching his fists.
Through their touching chests, he could feel their breaths rising and falling. He could faintly sense Kim Ju-hwan’s pheromones. Come to think of it, hadn’t he said the suppressants were gradually being neutralized…? While he tried to ignore the pain below by thinking such useless thoughts, he soon had to feel a surge of great pain as Kim Ju-hwan thrust his hips upward.
“Ah…”
It hurt. But since he was the one who told him to put it in, his pride wouldn’t let him say it. Kim Ju-hwan looked at Jeong-min, who was flinching and still unable to lift himself due to the tension in his waist, then grabbed his buttocks and stroked the connected area with long fingers. It seemed he hadn’t torn today.
“Sunbae, it won’t end if you just stay like this. You have to move your waist.”
Kim Ju-hwan whispered in his ear. It sent such a chill down his spine that Jeong-min bolted up and tried to move back. But because of the thing inside him, he couldn’t budge and had to tremble his waist again.
It’s too deep. This position… The Omegas he met always said they liked it when the member went in deep, and it was true. It felt like it had reached parts that hadn’t been touched the first time. Thanks to that, he was even more unable to move.
“Why aren’t you moving?”
“I can’t… it’s hard…”
Perhaps because of the pain, the heat in his body seemed to have vanished. His entire consciousness was focused solely on the member inside him.
“Where did that boldness go from when you pushed me down earlier? I almost fell for you then.”
“Shut up…”
“That’s why I’m telling you to hurry. The longer this takes, the harder it is for you, Sunbae. Wouldn’t it be better if I just came quickly?”
No matter how much he wanted to move, the thought of it pulling out and pushing back in again terrified him. Even an Alpha must have a sensitive spot inside, but the path to get there felt too treacherous. Jeong-min endured until the heat felt from within his body again forced him to arch his back.
How could he just stay so still? It seemed Kim Ju-hwan wouldn’t budge unless he did something. Jeong-min clenched his fists.
“Kim Ju-hwan…”
“Yes.”
“Move…”
“Hmm.”
Jeong-min spoke firmly again at the sound of Kim Ju-hwan’s breath, as if he were contemplating what to do.
“You can do whatever you want. Move.”
“Since we’re not lovers, it doesn’t matter if I make you bleed again, right?”
“Yeah, fuck it.”
“Are you sure I can do whatever I want?”
“Yes! How many times do I have to— hng-!!”
Kim Ju-hwan grabbed Jeong-min’s neck and pressed down. Their positions flipped in a blur, and then they were back to the original. Kim Ju-hwan was on top, and Jeong-min looked up at him again. The corners of Kim Ju-hwan’s mouth curled up slightly.
“Then, let’s give it a try. Lovers’ sex.”
✽✽✽
“Drink this.”
Jeong-min stared blankly at the water bottle Kim Ju-hwan held out while lying face down on the bed. He wanted to reach for it, but he simply couldn’t. The heat from the drug had long since vanished, but he had been drained to the point where he felt like he was melting from head to toe, and just breathing was overwhelming due to the residual heat from the sex.
Seeing this, Kim Ju-hwan wore a satisfied smile for some reason, took a sip of water, grabbed Jeong-min’s chin, and kissed him. Startled by the water flowing into his throat, Jeong-min’s eyes widened, and he eventually pushed him away, shocked by the fact that he was kissing Kim Ju-hwan.
“What the…”
The water that didn’t go down flowed along his chin. This was the first time he had kissed Kim Ju-hwan. Although they had seen everything and done every act, they had never kissed. Kim Ju-hwan hadn’t done it, and Jeong-min hadn’t wanted it.
There was no such rule as ‘I only do this with a lover I’ve promised a future to,’ but still, kissing Kim Ju-hwan was something he had never even imagined.
“Was that your first kiss?”
“What?”
As Jeong-min vigorously wiped his lips, Kim Ju-hwan asked with a laugh.
“Your reaction is so innocent. I’ve been sliding in and out of your body several times just now, so what’s a little lip-rubbing?”
“I was just surprised, so don’t overreact.”
“Thanks to that, you’ve come back to your senses, right?”
It was exactly as Kim Ju-hwan said. He hadn’t even had the strength to stand, yet here he was, suddenly sitting up.
“There are no wounds, so get up and shower. I’ve already run the water.”
This, too, was as Kim Ju-hwan said. At first, the entire bed had been a bloodbath, but now it was fine, aside from being soaked in semen, gel, and sweat. Not a single small bloodstain could be found.
Kim Ju-hwan had laid him down, removed his member, and then used gel to frantically stretch the inside with his fingers. Thanks to that, the second insertion had been smoother, and Jeong-min… though he didn’t want to believe it, thought for the first time, ‘It’s not just pain.’
“Any side effects?”
“Huh?”
Kim Ju-hwan, who had brought a large towel, draped it over Jeong-min’s shoulders.
“Nothing other than your hands shaking?”
Jeong-min looked at his hands. Far from side effects, even the shaking had stopped.
“I think I’m fine.”
“Any nausea or headaches?”
“None.”
“I see.”
Furthermore, there were no other changes. Well, he had just received the injection, so it was natural that there wouldn’t be any bodily changes yet. Right… for now, he should be grateful that there were no immediate side effects.
“How was it?”
“What was?”
“Lovers’ sex.”
It was tender and gentle. Since he was an Alpha and had taken suppressants, he couldn’t feel much, and though he got goosebumps from time to time, he was still able to accept the act more than the first time.
“Don’t call it sex.”
“Then what should I call it?”
“Just a relationship for mutual benefit.”
“Haha.”
Kim Ju-hwan laughed as if it were absurd.
“Then may I ask which one is more your taste?”
“What now?”
“Rough? Or gentle?”
“What do you need to know that for?”
“I have to put it in the research statistics. It’s part of the investigation.”
Jeong-min looked at Kim Ju-hwan with a suspicious face. However, it was a reasonable point to ignore.
“…Rough, but without bleeding.”
Jeong-min answered as if resigned and stood up. Kim Ju-hwan said something behind him, but he ignored it all and quickly entered the bathroom.