By Zephyria 
After thanking the driver and sending Young-min away, Jeong-min re-entered the building through the back door and opened the room where Young-min had been staying.
“Haa….”
The scent of an Omega’s heat cycle pheromones wafted out, vibrating through the entire room. Fearing the scent might leak outside, Jeong-min quickly closed the door, scanned the room, and sighed once more.
The state of the room was truly a ‘Dear God, oh my.’ He regretted coming to the MT. No matter how complicated things were in his head, he should have gone on a solo trip to clear them out; he shouldn’t have taken on a task like this….
No. What’s the point of regretting it now? He had to clean up first.
He had to change the sheets Young-min had soiled. The sheets were soaked with the fluids of an Omega in heat. Slick that clearly came from behind, and semen that had leaked from the front…. Jeong-min frowned. It was dirty and foul. But he was envious. A heat cycle that would never come for him.
“Am I really going crazy now?”
He had decided not to think like this anymore…. Jeong-min shook his head and gathered the sheets in a crumpled heap. He had to dispose of them or put them in the laundry where they wouldn’t be noticed.
Just then, there was a knock. Who was it? No, regardless of who it was, opening this door now was dangerous. What if it was an Alpha?
“Jeong-min.”
Whether it was a relief or not, the voice from outside belonged to Shin-woo.
“How is… Young-min?”
Since he didn’t know Young-min was gone…. Jeong-min sighed and opened the door. He was startled by the sudden smell of alcohol. Just how much had this hyung drunk? He wasn’t even that strong with liquor.
“Hyung, did you drink whatever the sunbaes gave you again—!”
He couldn’t finish the sentence. An immense grip suddenly pulled Jeong-min into an embrace. His heart pounded wildly. Jeong-min widened his eyes, trying to grasp the reality of the situation.
He had never been held by Shin-woo like this. He had wanted to be held like this, but Shin-woo never did. Because he couldn’t anymore. Thus, he thought such a thing would never happen to him in his life.
But why suddenly…?
“Young-min….”
Ah… of course. Hyung is drunk… he’s mistaken me for someone else.
“Hyung, I’m not Young-min. I sent Young-min away. He’s in his heat cycle, so….”
“How could I not know your scent? Young-min… there’s no way I wouldn’t know your pheromones. Right? Young-min. Young-min.”
Shin-woo hyung’s state was strange. He was a man who had never once confused him with Young-min.
At that moment, goosebumps broke out over Jeong-min’s skin. Come to think of it, this room was filled with Young-min’s pheromones. And a heat cycle at that…. A scent that seduced Alphas.
“Shin-woo hyung, I said I’m not. I’m Jeong-min—”
He was gradually pushed back. And in an instant, Jeong-min was on the floor. Shin-woo had locked the door.
“Young-min… Young-min….”
Jeong-min struggled. An Alpha’s strength increases when intoxicated by the scent of an Omega in heat. As if to prove it, Shin-woo easily subdued Jeong-min’s struggles and mounted him.
“No. I’m not! I’m Jeong-min. Hyung!”
“How could I forget your scent? This pheromone… this sweet fragrance…. The scent that makes me sad, makes me ache, and makes my heart flutter… this scent belongs only to you. Young-min.”
Stop it. I don’t want to hear it. Jeong-min pushed Shin-woo away with all his might, but he showed no sign of letting go. Left with no choice, Jeong-min kicked him.
He wanted to be held. He wanted to be held by the man named Yu Shin-woo. That had been Jeong-min’s lifelong wish… a wish that would never come true. But not like this. He didn’t want to be held like this.
He wanted to be held sweetly, tenderly, and passionately. He wanted to be loved and held by Yu Shin-woo as Shin Jeong-min. Being held as a substitute for Young-min was horrific.
Perhaps the kick had an effect, as Shin-woo groaned, and Jeong-min quickly tried to stand up to grab the doorknob. At that moment, Shin-woo grabbed Jeong-min’s ankle and yanked him back. As he fell, he hit his head on the doorknob, leaving him dizzy.
As he shook his head and blinked to clear his blurred vision, Shin-woo forced a kiss on Jeong-min’s lips. He forced open the closed mouth, inserting his tongue to suck and pull, while pulling down Jeong-min’s pants. Pinning the struggling Jeong-min down, he positioned himself between his legs and rubbed his fully erect member against the entrance.
“Hyung, hyung! Please look. I’m Jeong-min. Jeong-min. I’m Shin Jeong-min!!”
“Young-min…. Young-min… I’ll try. I’ll… try. So… don’t reject me. Don’t leave me….”
Hyung still hasn’t forgotten Young-min. I knew it… I knew, but still… it hurts. But if it goes like this… both hyung and I are too pitiful.
“Hyung….”
“Haa….”
Shin-woo’s eyes were hazy. It seemed as though no voice could reach him. When he undid the buckle of the pants, Jeong-min’s body trembled. It would be easy to punch his face and kick him once more.
But he couldn’t. Partly because he was worried Shin-woo might get hurt, but also because of a foolish thought that this might be an opportunity….
“Young-min…”
He desperately sought permission. He pleaded earnestly for him to accept him. So, instead of tensing up, Jeong-min relaxed his body. He opened himself up so that Shin-woo could do whatever he wanted to his heart’s content.
“Ugh!”
Jeong-min grit his teeth as the other forced his way inside. He suppressed the instinctive urge to scream and beg for help. There were many classmates and sunbaes downstairs. If he showed them this side of himself, it would be troublesome for Jeong-min, but it was certain that Shin-woo’s reputation would plummet. That couldn’t happen. This was his own greed. Shin-woo must not be the one to suffer.
“You’re wet.”
Red blood flowed down. There was a metallic scent of blood. But to Shin-woo, who could see nothing right now, it felt like slick, and he smiled happily. Because he felt as though Young-min had accepted him.
“You’re wet because of me. Young-min. Right? I still… have a chance, don’t I?”
That chance has probably already vanished. Young-min isn’t even in your thoughts, hyung.
“Please tell me. Please… tell me that I can stay by your side.”
“Shin-woo hyung….”
Half worried and half hoping that Shin-woo might snap out of it upon hearing a voice different from Young-min’s, he carefully called his name. For a moment, he paused at the sound, then immediately hugged Jeong-min tightly.
“Young-min… I love you. I really love you. If only I could convey these feelings to you.”
He doesn’t recognize him. He thinks he’s Young-min. No, he wants him to be Young-min. If so, there was only one way. He would become Young-min for this moment.
Becoming an Omega for his sake.
‘Haha.’
He was crazy. Everyone was clearly driven mad by love. Shin-woo hyung, and himself….
Looking at Shin-woo’s tearful face, Jeong-min caressed his cheek. There was no one to wipe his own tears… so he thought it was a relief that he could at least wipe away Shin-woo’s.
“Accept me.”
Jeong-min carefully kissed Shin-woo’s lips. Unlike the mess below, his lips were dry except for the traces of tears, so there was nothing sweet, but for the two of them, it was no different from achieving their desired goal. Even if it were a dream.
Looking at Shin-woo, who was staring at him blankly, Jeong-min gave a small smile and nodded.
“Ugh!”
Shin-woo moved his hips. It was horrific and painful, but with every movement, a sticky sound echoed from below. The pheromones of an aroused Yu Shin-woo enveloped Jeong-min. A sense of repulsion made him feel nauseous, but he pushed it down. Since Jeong-min was also an Alpha, he suppressed the instinct to use his own pheromones to push him away.
Yes, because he didn’t want to hurt Yu Shin-woo.
Jeong-min grit his teeth. He suppressed himself, telling himself that this was nothing and that he could endure it.
“Young-min, Young-min.”
“Ugh!! Heuk-.”
“Can I… knot?”
“Yes, do it as much as you want. Hyung.”
As soon as permission was granted, Shin-woo thrust his hips up rapidly and soon ejaculated. Soon, his member grew larger, blocking the entrance of a non-existent womb. Jeong-min covered his own mouth to stop himself from screaming. He had to endure.
‘It hurts, it hurts… it feels like my body is splitting. But….’
It was a pain worse than when he first slept with the Alpha, Kim Ju-hwan, for the correction. His heart was several times more pained and sad.
Jeong-min hugged Shin-woo even tighter. Fearing he might push him away, he held him with all his strength. Shin-woo smiled happily.
“Young-min… I wish we had a baby… I wish it were a baby that looked like you….”
Yes…. Hyung… I really wish that were true.