By Zephyria 
‘The experience of the string of reason snapping.’
A group of mature Alphas had told a young, immature Ju-hwan that he would one day have such an experience. At the time, he hadn’t understood the meaning and had simply let the words go in one ear and out the other.
Now, he felt he could understand those words. Or more accurately, he felt he understood the many emotions contained within them.
“Ha!”
To call another Alpha’s name in front of a possessive Alpha.
Kim Ju-hwan spat into Jeong-min’s dry hole. He inserted his menacingly erect member into the tight space.
“Ugh—!”
No, it wasn’t a full insertion; only the tip of the glans had barely entered, but Jeong-min grit his teeth harder in pain. He felt like he might vomit.
He could feel Jeong-min’s prone body stiffen and tremble, but Ju-hwan didn’t care. He was simply irritated by how dry the place was, more so than by Jeong-min’s struggling.
Perhaps because he had only dealt with Omegas who approached him drenched in slick, this was the first time he had encountered such a parched place. Ju-hwan clicked his tongue and pulled back the glans.
Jeong-min’s body flinched. Ju-hwan sneered. Then, he spat into his own hand and let it drip into Jeong-min’s hole. Jeong-min writhed at the strange sensation, but it was not permitted. Nor did Ju-hwan actually help loosen the hole. It had merely become glistening with his saliva. Ju-hwan repositioned himself and began to push in slowly.
“Mmph! Ugh! Uuuugh!!”
Jeong-min frowned, struggling in pain. Ju-hwan watched the sight with pleasure.
“Does it hurt? Of course it does. I’m doing this so it hurts. Sunbae. The first time is always painful. Once we shake things up a bit, a path will open inside, and then it’ll be fine.”
As Ju-hwan pulled his hips back slightly and pushed in again, Jeong-min’s face changed color from the intensity of the pain.
“Aaaagh!”
Finally, Jeong-min opened his clenched mouth and let out a scream of agony.
“Ugh… fuck… it’s dog-gone tight.”
As if to prove it was his first time, Jeong-min’s anus clamped down so hard it felt like it would snap him in half, making it impossible to advance. Ju-hwan slapped Jeong-min’s buttocks.
“Just bear with it. Who knows? I might discover the womb that’s currently forming inside.”
Sweat trickled down Ju-hwan’s forehead. It wasn’t that he had never been with an inexperienced Omega, but he realized anew that those were bodies meant to receive, making it easy. He hadn’t expected such a massive difference.
That didn’t mean he disliked the feeling of Jeong-min’s interior. The way Jeong-min’s hole tightened in rhythmic intervals, unintentionally, was the best. He wanted to go deeper and savor it, but because he couldn’t, Ju-hwan was becoming impatient.
He pulled his hips back and pushed in several times, but Jeong-min’s hole showed no sign of opening further. Muttering curses under his breath, Ju-hwan began to touch Jeong-min’s limp genitals.
Just like the hole that had surely never been touched by anyone, the front would be equally pure. Even before manifesting, Shin Jeong-min had been popular. That would be the same at university. But since he was a man with a strangely stubborn side, he probably didn’t even know he was popular.
Thinking about how he would soil this purity with his own hands today made Ju-hwan feel strangely excited. Enough to forgive him for calling Shin-woo earlier.
“!!…!”
Still a man, despite the pain, Jeong-min’s body reacted as Ju-hwan touched him, his thighs twitching. As Jeong-min’s member slowly became erect, Ju-hwan stopped pushing inside and helped him reach ejaculation.
“Stop. I don’t… I don’t want to.”
“What don’t you want? This part is reacting so well. Just cum.”
As Jeong-min trembled and twitched, white semen flowed out, wetting the floor and part of Ju-hwan’s hand.
Ju-hwan stared at the semen on his hand for a moment before dripping it back into Jeong-min’s hole.
Perhaps because of that? As he began to move again, the movements became considerably smoother, making lewd, squelching sounds.
“Hic— mmph….”
As Jeong-min tightened his buttocks against the renewed pain, Ju-hwan struck his backside hard.
“Relax. That’s the only way this will end quickly.”
Though he had absolutely no intention of ending it now.
“Anyway, Sunbae. This won’t end unless I cum. So listen to me while I’m being this kind and putting in all this effort.”
He spoke as if intentionally soothing him. Yet, when Jeong-min remained motionless, Ju-hwan reached out and grabbed Jeong-min’s chin, which was pressed against the floor, and turned it. His face was a mess. His lips were torn and bleeding. Even then, he refused to open his eyes. Was it a will to never look at the person in front of him? How foolish.
Ju-hwan flipped Jeong-min’s body over. As he was turned while still inserted, Jeong-min clenched his fists and trembled once more. He wanted to resist more strongly, but his body was already a wreck. It was more realistic to simply hope this situation would end quickly.
Ju-hwan looked down at Jeong-min, who was forced to accept him while still rejecting him. Once Jeong-min’s back arched and Ju-hwan’s member was fully inside, Ju-hwan pulled his hips back in one motion and slammed them forward.
With a loud thwack, Jeong-min’s eyes flew open, and he let out a silent scream.
Simultaneously, blood flowed between the member and the hole, soaking the sheets. Ju-hwan swept that blood with his finger and smeared it on the corner of Jeong-min’s mouth.
“It’s open. Fresh blood. Sunbae. Now, shall we see if you become an Omega or not?”
From that moment, Ju-hwan began to thrust his hips like an unbridled colt. His back was rubbing against the floor, but he felt as if he were being sucked into something, to the point where such things didn’t matter. He wished he could just faint, but he felt the reality of what was happening to him becoming clearer and clearer.
It was too painful and exhausting.
“Fuck—. Sunbae, you feel too good. What is this? Haha.”
Ju-hwan pressed himself completely against Jeong-min and plowed through his insides. He hammered away relentlessly, as if he intended to mold the interior into the shape of his own member. He felt like he was going crazy. Jeong-min’s interior felt better than any Omega he had ever dealt with.
“How is this an Alpha? Ha, I’m losing it.”
Muttering to himself, he bit Jeong-min’s ear and then his nape.
“Sunbae, fuck. Hey, Shin Jeong-min—you’re an Omega. You’re an Omega. Do you have any idea how tight your hole is?”
He couldn’t possibly know. Ju-hwan chuckled and thrust again. Jeong-min’s hand covered his own face. Ju-hwan found that displeasing.
“Sunbae, look at me.”
Then, something caught Ju-hwan’s eye. A ring on Jeong-min’s finger.
That ring had been bothering him for a while. Ju-hwan stopped moving for a moment and forcibly ripped the ring off.
“Wha- what are you—”
As the ring was removed, Jeong-min tried to move and resist again. Ju-hwan pulled himself out and slammed back in hard. At the sudden pain, Jeong-min arched his neck back and let out a moan. In the meantime, Ju-hwan examined the ring closely.
The initials inside.
‘S.U’
A hollow laugh escaped him upon seeing the initials. He knew immediately who the owner of that ring was. And how deep those feelings ran.
Ju-hwan threw the ring behind him. He heard the sound of the ring rolling across the floor. Coming back to his senses at that sound, Jeong-min writhed and struggled, but Ju-hwan gripped his waist.
“No, stop! Fuck, let me go—!! Ugh! Ah!!”
Regardless of Jeong-min’s resistance, Ju-hwan continued to hammer his hips. With his body shaking helplessly, Jeong-min tried to find the rolling ring with his eyes.
It was nowhere to be seen. As if the future he desired and had envisioned had vanished. How could such a thing happen to him? Was that such a great greed?
“Hic, ugh.”
When he heard Jeong-min sobbing, Ju-hwan’s movements stopped. The man trembling in agony looked more foolish than pitiful. It might have been better to just accept everything. Then he wouldn’t have ended up in this state.
“Shin….”
“Shin-woo hyung…. Shin-woo hyung….”
A shadow fell over Ju-hwan’s face, which had briefly felt a flicker of pity. Right. Everything is one’s own doing. No one forced this man. He chose all of this. If so, it wouldn’t be bad to let him know the worst outcome that results from that choice.
Ju-hwan fully released his pheromones. Jeong-min, who was in the middle of manifesting, must have felt those pheromones, as he stopped crying and began to breathe heavily.
The difference between a Dominant Alpha and common Alphas is the ability to control their rut. In Ju-hwan’s case, he had been adept at controlling his rut since childhood. Regardless of Jeong-min’s suffering, Ju-hwan moved his hips slowly. And he tossed out a word as if mocking him.
“Since it’s come to this. Experience knotting too, Sunbae.”