#68

Tennessee was slightly surprised that Amber had noticed the past relationship between the two.

“You know we didn’t.”

“I guess so. Ten minutes is too short.”

“Can you stop being sarcastic?”

They had only been gone for about ten minutes, and there wasn’t a single wrinkle in Kaelen or Tennessee’s clothing. Amber knew they hadn’t done anything, but his reason was currently clouded by jealousy. He felt that if he didn’t pull back the reins on himself, he would only make Tennessee more unpleasant. I can’t do something I’ll regret. Amber took a deep breath.

“I hate that he comes and goes like this is his own house.”

Tennessee nodded as if understanding.

“I won’t be calling him.”

It was typical of Tennessee not to make a hollow promise that he would never come again. Amber decided to think positively. This is my house, and you have no right to say anything. Compared to the things he used to hear, this was a leap forward.

“Kiss me.”

Still seated, Amber tilted his chin up. He seemed to be saying, You have to soothe me. Tennessee hesitated for some reason, even though their lips would touch if he just leaned forward.

“Are you angry?”

“Yes.”

Since Tennessee didn’t move, Amber threw off his t-shirt. Unbuckling his jeans, he kissed Tennessee deeply. The lover, who initially wouldn’t open his lips, finally welcomed his tongue after Amber let out a long, pleading breath.

“Haa… I feel like I can breathe now.”

He was anxious. It might have been an exaggerated anxiety. But regardless, to him, it was a reality and an existing threat.

“What did you talk about?”

While groping Tennessee’s firm chest, he moved his hand down to his lower body. He gripped Tennessee’s member, which was gradually gaining strength. Because the rubbing skin was dry, Amber brought his palm to Tennessee’s lips.

“Wet it for me.”

While looking into Amber’s eyes, Tennessee moved his lips. His palm touched the lips where he could feel the breath, and soon, he felt a warm tongue between the wet lips. His palm became damp. He hugged Tennessee’s waist and moved his hand further down.

“He asked if I’d work with him.”

“What kind of work? For how long?”

“Two years. At least one.”

The hand that had been moving while gripping the warm pillar stopped instantly. Fear and resentment immediately clouded Amber’s blue eyes, and Tennessee spoke quickly.

“I don’t know what the work is. I refused.”

“You refused? Really? Why? Because you haven’t recovered yet?”

Just how much trust had he lost in Tennessee’s eyes? He didn’t seem to think for a second that Tennessee had refused because of him. Tennessee frowned, feeling a mixture of pleasure and displeasure.

“Because I didn’t want to go.”

“…Why didn’t you want to go?”

Whew… A low moan tickled his ear. Amber anxiously watched Tennessee’s lips—lips that occasionally spoke cruel words and let out maddening moans, lips that swung between extremes.

Before he knew it, Tennessee’s fully erect member filled his hand tightly. Every time he moved his hand, Tennessee closed and opened his eyes languidly, letting out hot breaths, but he never gave him the answer. There was a limit to how much one could be teased.

“Tell me, Tennessee. Why didn’t you want to go?”

“Stop asking when you already know.”

“I don’t know.”

Amber was desperate. Every time, it wasn’t enough; every time, he felt a thirst. Perhaps even if he cut off Tennessee’s arms and legs and locked him up right now, he would still be desperate for the mere refreshment of wetting his tongue. He had just opened his lips and begun to wet the inside of his mouth greedily, but Tennessee thought that alone would quench his thirst. Not a chance.

The lips that had been leaking moans between their teeth immediately touched Amber’s ear. He took a small breath, and Tennessee let out a sound.

Amber held his breath and listened closely to his words. Even though the voice was consciously lowered, Amber could hear him easily. Right next to Amber’s ear, Tennessee whispered softly but clearly.

The moment he understood Tennessee’s words, Amber grabbed his neck in one motion and pressed his lips against him fiercely.

“Ugh… you, calm—”

He felt as if he would vomit it all out right now—this affection, the thirst growing equally large, and the resentment toward an unresolved problem.

Ah, why is he not completely mine? Why! Why! He wanted to bring him to his knees, brand him as a slave, and put an eternal shackle on him by his side. Right now!

Tennessee couldn’t even speak properly with the tongue pushing deep into his mouth. Breath burst out, and their two bodies collided as if they were wrestling. Pushing aside Tennessee’s arms that tried to stop him, Amber gripped his top. The moment their lips parted as their heads twisted, the clothes were stripped away.

Unable to withstand the passion, the body pushing forward forced Tennessee down. Amber’s fingers entered between the panting lips. After stirring his fingers as if inspecting the wet interior of the mouth, he approached on his knees.

“Suck it like you love me.”

“Like usual?”

“Fuck, are you trying to kill me?”

The erect member, looking as if it would burst, entered his mouth fiercely. It dug in up to the back of his throat in an instant, blocking his airway. It went so deep that Amber’s pubic hair touched the tip of his nose. Even then, Tennessee wasn’t allowed a single breath. Amber wiped away the physiological tears with a familiar touch.

“Ah… I’m happy.”

That he cries for me. That was Amber’s ultimate fantasy. To grow large enough to grip him, shake him, and completely overturn him. A child who could easily be entrusted anywhere, a child who could say goodbye and leave, a dog that quietly waits for treats in the back forever. From a wretched existence that would wag its tail whenever he looked back, to tearing him open, ripping him apart, and swallowing him whole to make them one.

The massive member pushed past the roof of the mouth and deep into the throat. Just as Tennessee was about to suppress a gag reflex, Amber, with his knees firmly planted, began to move his hips.

“It doesn’t hurt, right? Are you okay?”

While gently holding Tennessee’s head and wiping the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, there was no mercy in Amber’s movements. As he thrust roughly into the mouth, Amber was tasting a strange sense of liberation. A faint possibility glimmered.

Perhaps, just perhaps, there was hope that even if he treated him this roughly, he would not leave him.

Amber, who had been thrusting as if ravaging the inside of his throat, let out a long moan from the height of exhilaration and pleasure that felt like it would explode his entire body, and then pulled his hips back. As soon as the long, thick member left the hot mouth, it shot out white fluid.

“Heuk…”

Trembling, Amber rubbed the damp pillar all over Tennessee’s face. Haa, huck… He couldn’t breathe properly. Although the ejaculation was ending, the orgasm only grew larger. It felt as if someone had put a noose around his neck and was tightening it with all their might. His entire body tightened and contracted. Amber’s body jolted once. Tennessee’s tongue had slipped between the pillar and the testicles.

“Ah… haa…! No, ah, aaah… heuk!”

Amber’s body, which had been reacting sensitively by contracting and flinching, jolted violently. At that moment, white liquid shot consecutively from the tip of Amber’s glans, staining not only Tennessee’s face but the floor.

“Heeup…”

He had ejaculated twice in a row. His breath repeated, moving only inside and outside his throat. It felt as if his lungs were being squeezed. Barely supporting himself over Tennessee, Amber lowered his upper body weakly. I feel like I’m going to die like this…

This is insane, this kind of pleasure, I feel like I’m losing my mind.

Tennessee’s cool palm touched the back of Amber, who was trembling, half-fallen into a state of shock. Rough fingertips played along the sweat-drenched spine as if drawing a picture, then patted him as if comforting him. Only then did it feel as if he could breathe. It was around then that Amber’s breath, which had reached the level of respiratory distress, began to slowly settle.

“Eat it, lick it all up and eat it.”

Amber, who forced himself to raise his body with arms that had no strength, demanded. Not only Tennessee’s lips, but his thin eyelids and the perfectly drawn eyebrows were all drenched. An index finger stained with fluid touched his lips. There was no reason not to. Tennessee readily opened his lips.

“You eat it well.”

Amber, wiping Tennessee’s wet lips, looked radiant.

“Your lip is torn. I’m sorry.”

“You…”

“That you’ll set my ass on fire?”

Amber caught Tennessee’s words.

Forget it. As Tennessee turned his body, Amber clung to him frantically. Don’t turn your back. I know, I’m sorry. Next time, I’ll ask for permission.

Even so, in the sense that he never made a hollow promise that he would absolutely not do it, Amber possessed a similar honesty to Tennessee.

“By the way, what’s with the photo?”

Photo? Tennessee was the one who wanted to ask back.

“When that woman came, you said something about a photo.”

“…Ah.”

Tennessee had to consciously shut his mouth because he almost blurted out, ‘Your photo.’ He didn’t know why the lock to his mouth opened so defenselessly only for Amber.

“Tell me.”

“I don’t want to.”

“Hmm…”

Surprisingly, Amber didn’t press further. Instead of pushing, Amber showed him his genitals.

“I got a scratch here.”

It was understandable, given how many times he had come. Where Amber pointed, there was a faint bite mark. However,

“It got hard because Tennessee looked at it.”

His tone was utterly pitiful, but Tennessee was no longer fooled. Today, Tennessee had come to know the interior of Amber, which was as black as graphite. Having experienced it once, it even felt loathsome.

When Tennessee’s usual reaction didn’t come, Amber groaned and rubbed his body against him. Their tightened pelvic bones collided, and the hot pillar touched.

“Go away.”

But how many years had it been since he started living as a bulldozer? Amber boasted a long career of clinging specifically to Tennessee, whose walls were practically fortress-level. Amber had the foolish thought that if Tennessee’s walls could be visualized, they might be visible even from a satellite.

“I don’t want to, I’m not going away.”

Since he kept stimulating a body where the pleasure hadn’t yet faded, Tennessee also became troubled. Thinking about whether to take it one more time, Tennessee pulled Amber close. Amber, who had been delighted by the hand leading him, suddenly tensed his entire body as Tennessee gripped his buttocks as if he were going to burst them.

Having gripped the buttocks firmly, Tennessee turned Amber around. Not stopping there, Tennessee’s fingers moved differently than usual. He spread the firm buttocks and approached a sensitive spot.

The expression was wiped off Amber’s face.