#54

Breaths collided, and as Tennessee tilted his head, their lower lips met. A tongue entered. Hng……. Amber let out a moan that sounded like a sob.

“Your tongue, suck it more. Suck it hard.”

As Tennessee tried to pull his lips away, Amber pleaded quickly. Tennessee’s lowered eyelashes cast a deep shadow. Tennessee’s focused face was maddeningly erotic. Amber felt as if he might ejaculate right then and there if he sucked the tongue any harder.

Hot breaths scattered. He panted so shallowly that his head felt dizzy. Trembling, Amber hugged Tennessee. Then, seeing Tennessee clench his fist in pain, he immediately loosened his grip. Amber’s hand traveled down Tennessee’s broad shoulders, his firm back, and the curves of his smooth upper body and waistline. He felt the hard muscles and the iliac crest beneath his palm.

Exhaling a breath that had risen to the tip of his chin, Amber looked down at Tennessee with a trembling gaze. A look seeking permission. Then, Amber moistened his tongue and slowly lowered his body. Amber’s hand moved toward the front of Tennessee’s sweatpants.

With the feeling of saving the most delicious part for last, Amber did not place his hand on Tennessee’s private area, focusing only on the drawstring before him. In his delirium, he put so much strength into his entire arms rather than just his fingertips that both hands trembled slightly.

Tennessee pulled Amber’s hand away. Ah……. Amber let out a small moan of disappointment. Hearing the lingering moan, Tennessee easily untied the knot with one hand. Then, he stopped moving his hand. As if inviting Amber to strip him.

Amber’s Adam’s apple bobbed violently. As he gripped the waistband and pulled it down, Tennessee lightly lifted his hips to assist the movement. Now, all that remained on Tennessee’s lower body were his drawers.

Amber had seen Tennessee in his drawers several times in the past. Tennessee was the type who didn’t wear clothes to bed, and after showering, he would often walk out of the bathroom wearing only underwear. He had even seen Tennessee’s buttocks through a gap in the door, as if he usually came out completely naked. However, Amber had never seen Tennessee’s full nudity. It was a body he had only ever drawn in his imagination.

Before removing Tennessee’s underwear, Amber noticed his own erection protruding beneath his pants so blatantly that he instinctively checked Tennessee’s reaction. However, Tennessee said nothing, merely moistening his swollen lips as before.

But his eyes were full of passion. It was the first time. Amber had always imagined Tennessee like this. Reacting to him, sensual, filled with emotion and desire.

The black underwear finally slid down over thighs covered in scars.

“Aah…….”

As if possessed, Amber lowered his head and pressed his firm bridge of the nose against the genitals. Tennessee smelled of a familiar masculine scent, but there wasn’t a shred of repulsion.

It was half-erect, a color slightly darker than his skin tone. A rounded glans was swollen atop a well-shaped penis that didn’t curve much. Even without full blood flow, it was large. It was a size that wouldn’t easily fit in his mouth, but that fact only made his head hotter and his vision spin.

“Ha…….”

A moan erupted from Tennessee above Amber’s head. Lunging greedily, Amber pursed his lips.

Amber had no prior experience even with kissing. This was his first time. Consequently, he was clumsy, but the inside of his mouth was hot, and Amber struggled to give Tennessee pleasure. His movements betrayed that raw longing.

“Open your mouth properly.”

After several languid sighs, Tennessee finally spoke, unable to endure it. It was because Amber’s teeth had scraped his skin several times.

Contrary to the command, Tennessee’s hand was gentle. After softly opening the lips, he held the back of Amber’s head as if embracing it. It was a touch that would be pushed away immediately if Amber resisted.

“You have to take the tip in well.”

Amber, who had been blindly thrusting and sucking into the throat, slowly released the member. Tennessee, now fully erect, let Amber keep only the glans in his mouth.

“If it’s too hard, spit it out.”

Amber expressed his intent with his eyes. Out of consideration for Amber, Tennessee had to hold his own reins tightly. Beyond the soft tongue, the hot, swollen glans drove deep, grazing the bumpy palate of the mouth.

He had intended to pull out immediately if Amber gagged, but Amber instead opened his throat and met his eyes fervently. Even while sucking deep on the erect member, his handsome face looked almost ascetic, and a messy sexual arousal flickered in his clear eyes. Exhaling breaths that began to overflow with excitement, Tennessee leaned deeper into the sofa’s backrest.

“Deeper, try to take it all the way.”

Tennessee was the gentle teacher, and Amber was the enthusiastic student. Gradually becoming accustomed to the hot pillar, Amber tried moving his throat on his own. Tennessee stroked the back of his head in return.

As if telling him he was doing well, Tennessee’s hand cupped the back of Amber’s head. Though he sniffled physiologically from the lack of air, Amber pushed Tennessee’s member deep into his throat. Huu……. Such a sigh brushed past his ear.

“You’re doing great.”

Encouraged, Amber moved his throat.

For Tennessee, this was sexual stimulation after a long time. While in the hospital, he hadn’t even engaged in common masturbation, and before that, he had been too plagued by work to even think about it. He felt the climax would arrive sooner than usual. His breathing grew rougher. Tennessee’s chin tilted further up.

Sensing that reaction, Amber used both hands to induce pleasure with fast, blatant movements. Wet sounds echoed, and just as he was about to ejaculate, Amber abruptly pulled his head back.

Tennessee’s flushed member shook as if in protest. Blocked right before the peak, Tennessee looked at him, panting. Amber felt a shiver of heat run through his entire body at that gaze. Tennessee, focusing only on him. To think he could be like this.

However, while feeling ecstasy at that gaze, Amber remained adamant.

“Don’t you have anything to say to me?”

A long string of saliva clung to Amber’s lips. With a face redder than usual, Tennessee’s eyes scanned Amber thoroughly.

He still hadn’t said it. Amber thought of the countless days drenched in tears and fear. He thought of Tennessee’s cowardice that made him feel incomplete and unstable.

“You will come to love me.”

It was a prophecy.

Tennessee, who had tasted Amber’s wet lips, only looked down at him. Because he didn’t answer, because he didn’t give the answer Amber wanted until the end, Amber did not let him reach his climax until the very last moment.

It was a firmness that clearly showed who he had learned it from.

* * *

He had overslept. This happened occasionally when Amber was around. Tennessee looked at the piercing sunlight beyond the window and walked out into the living room alone. A delicious smell wafted through the air.

Amber must have made breakfast again. He always wondered how someone as sensitive as himself could sleep so soundly while Amber clattered around in the kitchen.

Tennessee turned his head to find a presence, but the house was quiet. When he went to the kitchen, the food was there, but Amber was gone.

“Amber.”

Tennessee called out in the living room, but there was no answer. It was silent. Perhaps he was avoiding him because of yesterday. No, Amber wasn’t the type to run away from such things. Running away was usually the method Tennessee himself chose. Perhaps Amber had stepped away to represent the part of him that wanted to flee.

Checking his phone, he saw a text message.

[I went out to get groceries, I’ll be back soon. What do you want for lunch?]

The tone was affectionate. Fiddling with the screen, Tennessee turned his head.

‘No, if you don’t say it, I won’t let you leave.’

‘What?’

‘Anything, as long as it’s sincere, it doesn’t matter. Tell me.’

‘…….’

‘Stubborn.’

And then, as if to show off in front of Tennessee, Amber had pulled down his pants and revealed his erect member. As if teasing Tennessee, who wouldn’t dare shake his own member in front of Amber, he wrapped his hand around the pillar without shame and moved it. He didn’t hide his moans in the slightest.

‘Hng……. Ah, aaah, it feels so good.’

Amber’s masturbation, which began in front of Tennessee’s pitifully twitching member, was close to an act of depravity. With eyes flushed red, he gripped and shook his member in front of Tennessee. Rubbing the glans with his thumb, he gripped the pillar tightly and stopped to hold back the urge to ejaculate. Seeing Tennessee unable to take his eyes off him, he moved his hand without hesitation.

It felt like a raw pornographic film, or rather, like being in Sodom and Gomorrah. He revealed the primal lust of human nature. To overcome the passion, Tennessee consciously tried to think of the younger Amber. Just as Tennessee’s member was about to lose its strength,

‘Don’t run away.’

With a hand slick with fluid, Amber grabbed Tennessee’s chin and held it fixed. Look at me, Amber commanded. And before him, he moved his vein-popping arm and soon let out a long moan, as if he had burned up and turned to ash.

It was the climax.

The white fluid splashed onto Tennessee’s still-hard pillar, his stomach, and even his chest. Exhaling a trembling breath, Amber tenderly left a kiss on Tennessee’s chin. Without ever touching his member until the end.

It was a battle of the stubborn.