By Zephyria Kwon Tae-hee, who had pulled the slumped Seo Jeong-won up and placed him back on his lap, let out a soft sigh.
“Shall we rest for a bit and try again?”
He had never been considerate of his partner in this kind of relationship. There was no need to be. He mostly met skilled partners, so the act always flowed smoothly.
So, Kwon Tae-hee was also quite taken aback by this situation.
“…Sorry,” Seo Jeong-won said, his reply delayed by the sobs wracking his body. The tip of his nose was red.
Kwon Tae-hee waited for Seo Jeong-won’s ragged breaths to calm down before lifting his light body and laying him lengthwise on the bed.
He kissed Seo Jeong-won’s moist lips, pushing his tongue into the hot, flushed mouth. He intertwined with the stiff, unmoving flesh and gently sucked.
Kwon Tae-hee unconsciously felt resistance as Seo Jeong-won tried to push him away, so he grabbed Seo Jeong-won’s wrist and tapped his flushed cheek.
“Don’t push me away, embrace me.”
“Hah, heuu…”
Seo Jeong-won stared up at Kwon Tae-hee with tear-filled eyes, slowly understanding his words, and reached out his arms.
Was he not going to do that thing from before anymore? Or was he going to do it again?
The man’s penis felt strange in his mouth. It was incomparable to anything else. At first, it was lukewarm and soft like dough, but it gradually hardened and became hot.
The foreskin, pushed back by the up-and-down motion of his head, snugly enveloped the long, thick shaft. The fragrant smell and the bitter, fishy bodily fluids pooling on his tongue were revolting. Every time the blunt tip pressed against his uvula, he felt like throwing up.
As he French-kissed Kwon Tae-hee, his worries grew deeper and longer. Noticing that he wasn’t concentrating, Kwon Tae-hee bit down hard on the tongue he had been sucking.
“Ugh…!”
“Do you have room to think about other things?”
“…”
“Why don’t you try to focus?”
At the low voice, Seo Jeong-won nodded. He wanted to stop crying, but it wasn’t easy. In fact, he didn’t even know why he was crying so much.
“I was too hasty,” Kwon Tae-hee said, licking his wet lips to soothe him, and Seo Jeong-won nodded slightly. He couldn’t bring himself to say it was okay, even as a platitude. He felt awkward, strange, and ashamed to be touching skin-to-skin with him.
Seo Jeong-won had never dreamed that he would end up like this with an alpha, and especially not with his brother’s former fiancé.
He had thought that he would date a perfectly ordinary beta girlfriend of his age, gradually taking things step by step, and then engage in intimate acts of affection.
“Do you dislike it that much?”
“…It’s not that, it’s not.”
“Then?”
“Girlfriend…”
Kwon Tae-hee’s expression hardened as if he had heard an unfamiliar word. He took his lips off Seo Jeong-won’s soft cheek and stared intently into his watery eyes.
He wouldn’t have had time to date a girlfriend while he was busy trying to raise money for his hospital bills. Seo Jeong-won’s dating history wasn’t even mentioned in the report he had received. Had he missed something?
“Are you saying you have one?”
“No. It’s not that, it’s just that I thought I would do this with a girlfriend… If, if I ever got one. Kissing, sex, I thought you could only do it if you loved them…”
“Ah, love.”
It was an answer as innocent as his appearance. Moreover, the way he used the word “girlfriend,” as if he had never considered a man or an alpha as a romantic partner, was quite unpleasant.
Kwon Tae-hee finished his brief contemplation and offered an alternative. In fact, it was both right and absurd from Seo Jeong-won’s perspective.
“I don’t know about love, but would you feel better if we defined our relationship? If so, think of me as your girlfriend. I don’t think anyone you meet will be prettier than me, don’t you think?”
“…”
“A pretty… girlfriend with a slightly bigger body. We’re getting to know each other, aren’t we?”
The face looking down at him from a close distance was, as Kwon Tae-hee said, so pretty it was almost beautiful. The man assessed his own appearance very objectively.
But it was difficult to agree with the idea of thinking of him as his girlfriend. He was a man who was too perfect in every visible way.
“Then shall we focus again?”
“…Yes.”
“Stick out your tongue. I’ll suck on it.”
The leisurely and polite attitude made the lewd and overbearing command seem like a kind suggestion.
The briefly extended tongue was instantly swallowed into Kwon Tae-hee’s mouth. The gentle kiss from before seemed like it would never happen again as he chewed on the tip, the sound of him sucking was vulgar. It didn’t suit his appearance, which felt elegant to the point of being noble.
The root of his tongue was numb from the strong sucking. Seo Jeong-won couldn’t bring himself to push him away, so he gripped the man’s shoulders and trembled. The stimulation from the kiss was too much. The kisses he had shared with Kwon Tae-hee, which were all he had ever experienced, were different again today.
In his office, they had only lightly touched their lips together, and just now, they had mixed their tongues shallowly.
Now, he was biting his tongue hard enough to hurt, and rubbing their flesh together in a way that felt dirty.
Occasionally, their teeth would clash, or the amount of saliva flowing into his mouth would be too much to swallow, and it would drip down his lips.
It was so stimulating that his penis became taut. The pre-ejaculate that had formed on the glans dripped down as if he were incontinent.
His body, which didn’t even masturbate normally, responded faithfully to the shower of stimulation. The urge to touch himself filled his head.
As he instinctively reached out to grab his erect penis, Kwon Tae-hee chuckled softly while still kissing him.
The position changed in an instant. Seo Jeong-won leaned his back against Kwon Tae-hee’s chest and spread his legs wide.
He didn’t even have to lower his head to see the sight of his erect penis nodding so clearly. He struggled to close his legs, but Kwon Tae-hee grabbed the inside of his thighs, only spreading them wider.
“Have you ever masturbated?”
“Heu, ah… N-no.”
Seo Jeong-won shuddered as he answered to the voice that was sticking to his ear like tar.
“Want to touch it? I want to see.”
Kwon Tae-hee commanded, rubbing his lips against his ear. The voice was as elegant and polite as it had been from the beginning, but it was still overbearing.
“Why, why…”
“I told you, I want to see.”
Kwon Tae-hee’s lips pressed firmly against his neck. He licked the wet skin for a long time. His voice, urging him to hurry, was persistent.
“You have to do whatever I tell you to do.”
Kwon Tae-hee drove a wedge in so that he couldn’t refuse. He bit Seo Jeong-won’s earlobe sharply as he stared blankly into space.
The sharp sensation made his delicate shoulders twitch. Seo Jeong-won blinked to clear his vision and barely reached out his trembling hand.
“Heu… Heup.”
He felt like he was going to faint from shame. He hoped and hoped that if he closed his eyes and opened them again, it would all be over, but that was just his imagination. Reality stubbornly continued.
The shaft became sticky from the fluid that had dripped down from the glans. Seo Jeong-won, his hands covered in cold sweat, awkwardly shook it. He only moved it up and down stupidly, without any skill.
The faster he shook it, the more it died down. Kwon Tae-hee, who had been licking his shoulders and neck from behind, clicked his tongue softly.
“Even what you were about to release will go back in.”
“It’s hard. Why, why is it like this…”
Seo Jeong-won was genuinely flustered. He had been aroused, and he thought he would ejaculate if he touched it even a little.
Sniffling, Seo Jeong-won turned to look at Kwon Tae-hee, who, contrary to his cold words, was smiling contentedly as he kissed him.
Not knowing if he could let go of the penis he was holding, Kwon Tae-hee overlapped his hand with his.
Kwon Tae-hee, who had forced him to open his mouth wider and was thrusting his tongue inside, began to stimulate the glans with his fingers.
“You’ve never even masturbated. You’ve grown up so well, Seo Jeong-won.”
“Eueut…”
“If I had something this pretty attached to me, I think I would touch it every day. You look like your semen would taste like cream.”
“Hah… Eut!”
The inside of his thighs spasmed finely. The strange sensation that he hadn’t felt when he touched himself spread like wildfire as soon as Kwon Tae-hee’s hand touched him.
He circled the glans with his thumb, skillfully tightening and loosening his grip on the shaft. The thick fluid that had been forming dripped down.
“The color is still pink even when it gets darker. Your nipples were like that too, huh? Is your hole this color too? What do you eat to make a twenty-one-year-old’s body all pink?”
A tremor ran down his spine at the lewd murmur. Kwon Tae-hee’s hand moved quickly. His round toes spread wide and then curled up tightly.
His slender chin was raised towards the ceiling. His lower abdomen trembled, and cloudy semen shot out from his slightly opened urethra. The sticky semen soaked his white stomach and Kwon Tae-hee’s hand as it flowed down.
His pupils were dilated, his eyes as black as darkness. His small teeth biting his red lips, his flushed eyes and cheeks, and the tears flowing down his eyes harmonized perfectly.
So this is the face he makes when he orgasms. How pretty. Kwon Tae-hee couldn’t take his eyes off Seo Jeong-won, who was ripe with pleasure.
“Ah… Heueu, heu.”
“It smells good.”
The faint scent of chestnut blossoms that had spread was not musty but sweet. The color he confirmed by pressing his lips against his flushed cheeks was white. He had thought his semen would be pink too.
He didn’t feel that what was sticking to his hand was dirty. He was just sorry and pleased.