Yu-jin unconsciously narrowed his eyes and sighed. Winston was standing only two or three steps away. Looking down at Yu-jin.
The face of the man, who was over two meters tall, was too high to look up at while sitting. As he craned his neck to look up at him, an uncomfortable tension arose, along with some other unknown emotion.
What if he hadn’t met this man?
The imagination he had conjured up so many times revived in his mind. If that were the case…
Suddenly, Winston moved. Standing not far away, he spread his arms wide and grabbed the armrests of the armchair Yu-jin was sitting in.
Then, we would…
Winston opened his mouth, his eyes never leaving Yu-jin’s.
“Baby.”
His heart pounded wildly as if it were convulsing at the low, husky voice. The distance between them was close enough to feel his breath, but Yu-jin couldn’t move at all. As if hypnotized, he could only stare at him without even blinking. It felt like their lips would touch at any moment. Just like that day, under that hot sun.
Then, I would…
As he trembled his long eyelashes slightly and held his breath, Winston whispered sweetly.
“Did you think that if you brought up old stories and seduced me, I’d get horny and pounce on you?”Yu-jin froze on the spot. The man facing him had eyes filled with contempt and mockery. How could he be lost in memories and indulging in such absurd fantasies in this situation? Yu-jin was immediately overcome with self-loathing. *Get a grip. Have you forgotten why you came here? What are you going to do if you let this man control you like this?*
“I wasn’t thinking about anything like that. Me seducing you? You’re the one imagining things.”
Yu-jin quickly composed himself and retorted, as if to say that he was the one with the ridiculous fantasies.
He had hit the mark, but Yu-jin didn’t know it. He just hoped his counterattack had landed, even if only weakly. Winston narrowed his eyes at the sarcastic tone, laced with anger and old feelings. Holding his breath, waiting for what would come next, Winston’s lips moved slowly.
“Suppressants.”
“What?”
Yu-jin unconsciously repeated the low word. Anxiously peering into the man’s shadowed face, backlit by the light, Winston spoke.
His lips twisted into a sneer.
“You’re not reacting to my pheromones at all. You must have taken suppressants.”
Yu-jin’s face stiffened in a moment of panic. Only then did he realize why Winston had come so close.
To unleash his pheromones.
Winston’s pheromone scent was probably thick around Yu-jin. But he hadn’t noticed at all.
Of course. Yu-jin couldn’t smell extreme alpha pheromones. Yu-jin clenched and unclenched his sweaty hands.
*It’s better if he misunderstands like this.*
Winston was the last person he could afford to reveal his weakness to. If he showed even a hint of vulnerability, this man would tear him apart. A chill ran down his spine, and Yu-jin’s eyes widened. For the first time, he was grateful for his prejudice-fueled misunderstanding and his own disability. What a miserable outcome he would have faced if he had reacted to the pheromones because of his instincts in this situation.
“It’s a conversation where we need to be serious. It would be a problem if I lost my reason because of your pheromones.”
Yu-jin carefully chose his words. Fortunately, his voice didn’t waver and came out calmly. He thought he had handled it pretty well, but all he got in return was Winston’s mockery.
“While leaking your own pheromones all over the place?”
It was an unexpected point. Winston, of course, took Yu-jin’s momentary fluster in a completely different way.
“There are many drugs in the world. Unverified ones.”
What was he getting at?
To Yu-jin’s inner tension, he continued slowly, with a mocking tone.
“Like, for example, a suppressant that makes you release your own pheromones but not react to others’ pheromones.”
Ah.
Winston’s guess was completely wrong. It was only natural that he would come up with the wrong answer, since it was a conclusion based on the false conviction created by his prejudice against Yu-jin. No matter what Yu-jin said or did, he would think the same thing. In Winston’s mind, Yu-jin was the ultimate slut.
But Yu-jin had no reason to correct him. He feigned ignorance and replied as calmly as possible.
“You don’t react to my pheromones anyway.”
Winston didn’t answer immediately. Unexpectedly, he just stared into Yu-jin’s eyes and remained still for a moment. Yu-jin waited anxiously for his reaction.
“Yu-jin.”
Suddenly, Winston called his name in a low voice. Yu-jin was startled, and Winston leaned over him as if attacking. Winston opened his mouth at a distance so close that their lips could touch just by moving them. Staring intently into Yu-jin’s eyes.
“Taking illegal suppressants because of your petty pride is really stupid. You surely know that it can cause mental problems or infertility.”
He then narrowed his eyes and sneered.
“Well, if you become infertile, it would be even better for you, so you can roll around as messily as you please.”
Winston had crossed the line so easily. Yu-jin couldn’t take it anymore and tried to get up from his seat. But Winston grabbed his shoulder first and pushed him down, and Yu-jin was unceremoniously thrown back onto the sofa with a short scream. With a loud crash, the teacup he was holding fell to the floor and shattered. But Yu-jin didn’t have time to worry about that. Winston had immediately covered Yu-jin’s lips.
“…Hah.”
Only a weak breath escaped Yu-jin’s lips in the sudden situation. He couldn’t immediately understand what had happened. Winston was kissing him.
Why?
His head was filled with confusion. He hadn’t even panicked this much when he heard the contents of the will. Yu-jin was as disoriented as if he were watching planets explode before his eyes. Why was he doing this?
“L-let go…”
He tried to turn his face away to avoid him, but his head was immediately grabbed and his lips were locked again. Squeezed between the man’s huge body and the sofa, Yu-jin had no choice but to accept his forceful kiss. Knowing it was futile, he tried to push him away somehow, but Winston, who had licked his tightly closed teeth after opening his lips that hadn’t been able to hold out, ordered in a low voice.
“Stick your tongue out.”
If the man had tried to forcefully subdue Yu-jin here, he would have resisted desperately. He would have done everything in his power not to give in to him, but unexpectedly, Winston didn’t do that.
“Hurry.”
He whispered, gently biting and releasing Yu-jin’s stubbornly closed lips. When he hesitated at the unexpected situation, Winston noticed the reaction and lightly licked the soft flesh on the back of his lips, then gently sucked on his lower lip. The kiss, which was coaxing as if urging him on, eased his wariness, and somewhere in his mouth began to throb.
Ah.
An involuntary sigh escaped. His stiff body slowly relaxed, and the strength in his shoulders drained away. The moment his teeth, which had been clenched tightly until then, loosened, Winston didn’t miss the opportunity and immediately pushed his tongue in.
“Ugh, ungh.”
He seemed to have heard his own moan, but he didn’t realize it. Yu-jin inhaled and closed his eyes. When the hand that had been struggling to push Winston away lost its strength and drooped down, Winston immediately pressed his body against him. Strong arms wrapped around Yu-jin’s waist and pulled him in, and soon the two bodies were pressed together. The man’s hot body temperature and hard muscles were immediately transmitted. Yu-jin could feel his body beyond his skin, down to every cell.
Winnie.
He repeated the name in his mind and raised his arms. When he hugged Winston’s neck, he groaned in a low voice and lowered one hand to grab his butt. Yu-jin was startled when the large hand grabbed his flesh, but he didn’t dislike it at all. Rather, his chest heaved involuntarily with excitement-filled breaths. Winston continued to lick the inside of Yu-jin’s mouth and fondle his butt.
What should I do?
Yu-jin felt like he was on the edge of a cliff. He knew clearly in his head that he shouldn’t be doing this, but he couldn’t stop. Winston knew Yu-jin’s weaknesses too well.
Of course he did. Winston was Yu-jin’s first and only man, and he had learned everything about sex from him.
