By Zephyria His chest rose and fell heavily. Kwon Tae-hee embraced Seo Jeong-won, who was trembling and sobbing intermittently, and tried to catch his breath.
“Ha… I’m going crazy.”
Was this how all Betas were, or was Seo Jeong-won special? He couldn’t come to his senses. He only thought about making excuses to touch his delicate body and delve into his tight little hole.
If Seo Jeong-won were an Omega, he would have been pregnant in less than a month.
He caressed the belly, swollen and bulging with his cock and semen. When he pressed down hard with his palm, Seo Jeong-won groaned. He looked at Kwon Tae-hee with a pained expression.
“It hurts when you press like that…”
“I want to do a little more, how about you, Jeong-won?”
“I want to rest for a bit, just a little…”
Seo Jeong-won’s face was flushed as he spoke, tearfully. His body temperature seemed high, as if he had a fever. He was also worried that if he pushed him too hard, he might get hurt again.
So, he should curb his desire at this point, but he was reluctant to let him go.
“… Executive Director?”
Until now, he had thought of sex as just a means to get what he wanted. That was why he preferred someone skilled. He didn’t want to put effort into the low-quality act of inserting and ejaculating.
It was ironic that he had considered it a dirty and vulgar act, because he enjoyed being intimate with Seo Jeong-won. Even Seo Jeong-won’s smallest gestures were not vulgar.
Kwon Tae-hee, who had been staring intently at Seo Jeong-won’s face flushed with tears and pleasure, moved his body. Still reluctant to pull out from inside him, he placed Seo Jeong-won on top of him while keeping their lower bodies interlocked.
“I quite like Seo Jeong-won.”
“……”
“Much more than I thought. So, I’m a little embarrassed.”
“Then… is that not okay?”
It was clear that it was better for him than disliking him. But it also seemed to be why he was confused.
Seo Jeong-won felt a sense of relief. He had felt unfairly that he was the only one experiencing confusion, but that feeling was somewhat alleviated.
His heart was complicated by Kwon Tae-hee’s every word, but it seemed that Kwon Tae-hee was concerned about him, if not in the same way.
“It’s not that it’s not okay. It’s just that it’s unexpected, and it’s an unfamiliar feeling for me to like someone this much.”
“Then it’s good, it’s a good thing.”
“It wouldn’t be a bad thing for Seo Jeong-won, would it?”
Listening to the soft voice flowing from his neat lips, Seo Jeong-won lowered his head. He rested his cheek on his chest and breathed slowly.
As if relieved by the words that it wouldn’t be a bad thing, he felt sleepy. His eyelids, which had been slowly closing and opening, finally closed completely.
“… That’s a relief.”
Hearing the sleepy voice, Kwon Tae-hee patted his smooth back without answering. He couldn’t be sure if it was really a good thing for Seo Jeong-won that he had come here, unable to resist his impulse, and was enduring the discomfort to spend the night with him.
* * *
He woke up to the early morning sunlight streaming in through the uncurtained window. Seo Jeong-won frowned. As if he had adapted to this, he didn’t feel uncomfortable in the position where he was held captive in his strong arms.
Seo Jeong-won blinked his eyes, which were opening quite refreshingly, yawned softly, and turned his body. He had been sharing a bed with someone else for the first time in his life for the past few days, and it was surprisingly okay, even comfortable and cozy, which was strange. It was a strange and unfamiliar thing.
Seo Jeong-won wiggled his fingers as he breathed evenly, and then something soft pressed down on the back of his neck. He flinched his surprised shoulders, and then he heard laughter.
“Did you sleep well…?”
“Yes, did Seo Jeong-won sleep well too?”
“I slept well.”
“I was worried you might be uncomfortable, but I’m glad you weren’t.”
His voice, husky from sleep, was pleasant to listen to. Seo Jeong-won focused on it without realizing it. He waited quietly, keeping his mouth shut, afraid of missing his voice.
“I thought it was supposed to rain, but the weather is clear.”
Kwon Tae-hee forcibly pulled Seo Jeong-won, who was trying to get up, back down. He wrapped his arms around him more tightly, mumbled, and closed his eyes. He wanted to lie here like this for a little longer.
Seo Jeong-won fidgeted, worried that Kwon Tae-hee might hear his rapidly beating heart.
“I think the weather forecast was wrong.”
“I want to sleep a little more.”
“You have to hurry to get to work. Otherwise, you’ll be late. You have to go to Seoul, so the traffic will probably be bad.”
Kwon Tae-hee sighed, pressing his eyes against his slender shoulder blades. He wanted to spend an unproductive day wallowing with the Beta who smelled so sweet from the morning.
“You’re right. I’ll be late.”
Fortunately, Kwon Tae-hee came to his senses and got up. He stared intently at Seo Jeong-won, who was pulling up a thin blanket to cover his naked body.
Seo Jeong-won was interesting and harmful. The fun was definitely guaranteed, but it was also certain that he was a harmful presence in his life.
“What are you going to do today?”
“I was going to ask you anyway, but would it be okay if I went to see my Hyung?”
“Yes. Go ahead.”
“Thank you.”
Kwon Tae-hee decided not to get too involved in Seo Jeong-won’s life. He felt like he had to. If he interfered with one thing at a time, he felt like he would want to control everything about him.
Unlike his first impression, which had aroused his interest and amusement, he was convinced that he would fall too deeply into Seo Jeong-won himself. Unlike last night, he was able to think rationally this morning.
“Why, what’s wrong?”
When his gentle expression hardened, Seo Jeong-won became anxious, wondering if he had made some kind of mistake.
Was it tactless to bring up his Hyung? Should he not have mentioned going to the hospital? But he hadn’t been to the hospital since that day… Should he have waited until he offered first?
“No, nothing.”
Kwon Tae-hee got up from his seat. He strode out of the room, naked.
Seo Jeong-won turned his head without realizing it. It felt like he was stealing a glance at something he shouldn’t be seeing.
He lowered his gaze and bit his lip, then got up, thinking that it would be nice if he could at least prepare something simple for him. The first time he was at Kwon Tae-hee’s house, it hurt so much to get up that he screamed, but now it didn’t hurt as much as it did then.
It seemed that his body was adapting to this as well. He felt a tingling sensation in his private parts, a dull pain spreading from his waist to his tailbone, and muscle pain in his thighs, but it wasn’t unbearable.
“… That’s a relief.”
He was relieved just by the fact that the pain he felt was reduced. Seo Jeong-won quickly put on the T-shirt and shorts that were casually draped over the chair, and then blushed. It was because he remembered what had happened here last night.
This was a problem, he felt like he would keep thinking about it. He rubbed his loosening lips and flushed cheeks and tried to leave the room calmly.
Seo Jeong-won, who went straight to the refrigerator, focused on the sound of water coming from the bathroom and took out two eggs and the bread he had put in the freezer.
He put the frozen bread in the toaster and tried to make fried eggs, but he failed. He stirred it up as if he had planned it from the beginning. The yellow and white lumps clumped together roughly. There was no way to save it, so he seasoned it roughly with salt and put it on a plate.
The things placed on the different shaped plates were all unsightly. The bread was burnt because it was baked at too high a temperature, and the egg was neither fried nor scrambled, but something strange. He took out the jam, but even that didn’t seem like something Kwon Tae-hee would like.
Seo Jeong-won, who sighed as he looked at the meager breakfast, turned his head at the sound of the water stopping. Kwon Tae-hee came out of the bathroom, shaking his wet hair. He was not wearing anything, just like when he went in. Seo Jeong-won quickly turned his body.
Kwon Tae-hee scanned the things that sparsely filled the table and moved to the dressing room where he had hung his suit case. Seo Jeong-won had his back turned until he heard another sound.
“Can I eat?”
Kwon Tae-hee, who had smoothed back his hair that was clumped together because it was not dried, approached quickly. The cool scent of skin, the sweet scent of shampoo, and the scent of perfume that he had smelled on the day they first met were strong.
“Thank you.”
He reached out his long hand, picked up a piece of bread, and put it in his mouth right away. The sound of it crumbling was crisp because it had cooled down.
He emptied the plate without a single complaint. Seo Jeong-won was amazed that the man, who gave the impression that he would be picky about everything from food to bedding to trivial things, actually didn’t care about anything.
It was embarrassing that he had been prepared to think that he would be justified in making him feel bad for telling him to eat something like this.
Kwon Tae-hee ate the tough clumps of egg cleanly and emptied his water glass. He rubbed the bread crumbs from the corner of his mouth with his thumb and smiled gently.
He put on the jacket that he had neatly draped over his arm and pulled up Seo Jeong-won’s cheeks.
“I ate well.”
His smooth lips were pressed firmly against his soft cheek. Kwon Tae-hee left the front door, ending with the words “see you later” instead of saying goodbye.
He didn’t know what it meant to leave only the scent behind, but at this moment, he seemed to know it vaguely.
Seo Jeong-won paused for a moment with a dazed expression and then cleared the empty dishes. He neatly cleaned up the traces of him.
He felt like he was dreaming. His mind was hazy as if he was in a state of sleep. His cheeks, where his lips had touched and left, tickled.