LMI 62

He suddenly remembered that this had happened before. Ashley had a cold back then too, and Koi had come to visit him because he was worried.

Something is different now. Ashley, who seemed feverish, his rough breathing, and Koi, who was looking up at him, were all the same as before, but what was this sense of incongruity?

I’m scared.

Koi unconsciously swallowed hard. For some reason, he couldn’t move at all. He was just looking at him, unable to move as if he was captivated by Ashley’s eyes.

Haa, haa. Ashley’s rough breathing filled the air. Koi could only watch with wide eyes as he sprawled on top of him.

“Ah…!”

At the same time, his captured wrist was squeezed tightly, and he swallowed a scream without realizing it. Ashley was holding both of his wrists so hard it hurt. As if Koi would run away.

“Ash, Ashley…”

He opened his mouth with a trembling voice. He was going to say it was okay, that he wasn’t going anywhere. Just then, Ashley buried his nose in his chest and took a deep breath.

It’s ticklish…!

His skin tingled subtly every time his breath touched it. Koi twisted his waist, but he couldn’t escape or push him away because of his captured wrists.

Sniff, sniff, rough breathing could be heard from his chest, like a dog sniffing. His fever was no joke. Koi also felt like his body was burning from Ashley’s heat.

“Ash…”

It was when he called his name worriedly between his own quickened breaths. Ashley bit his shirt and pulled it mercilessly. With it, the old, worn shirt tore weakly, and his pale skin was exposed.

Haa…

Hot breath flowed from Ashley’s mouth. What he had been longing for was right in front of him. He even felt a longing as if he had wanted only this one thing his whole life. Unable to bear it, he opened his mouth wide and bit it hard.

“Augh…!”

Koi couldn’t help but moan and squeeze his eyes shut. But it didn’t stop there. Ashley then bit his chest hard and sucked on it, making a sound. Every time Ashley sucked on his chest, messy sounds overflowed from below, and the little flesh he had became slippery and wet in his mouth.

“Ash, Ashley… It hurts…”

Koi complained with a tearful face, but Ashley didn’t hear him. Rather, he put more strength into it and bit his chest even harder.

Hiccup, Koi gasped roughly and soon burst into tears, sobbing. But Ashley didn’t stop, instead continuing to chew on the flesh in his mouth. Koi became even more frightened, trembling all over as if he was about to eat him whole.

He felt something wriggling under his body. Ashley grabbed Koi’s wrists tightly and pressed them down with his body, forcibly immobilizing him. This thin, unsightly body was nothing. He had only used a little force, but he couldn’t move and just cried.

Haaa…

A long breath flowed out of Ashley’s mouth along with a moan. How could this flesh in his mouth be so soft and fragrant? He would never get tired of tasting it his whole life. He closed his lips, which had been wide open, and instead bit down on the small, protruding flesh with his teeth.

“Ah, it hurts, Ashley, it hurts!”

A scream was heard immediately from above. The plump, raised flesh was endlessly soft and sensitive. Koi thrashed his whole body again from below, but all he did was flail his spread legs meaninglessly. All he had free were his two legs sticking out from Ashley’s body.

“Hngh…”

Eventually, Koi started crying out loud. His whole face was already soaked with tears. Ashley finally took his lips off the chest he had been so attached to and raised his head. Koi was looking at him, shedding tears.

Ah.

A sigh flowed out on its own. Could there be a more pitiful and depraved sight than this? He was crying like that, but Ashley felt his stomach churning instead.

He had to take him now. He had to pour everything into Koi. Again and again, until his belly was full and overflowing. So Koi, you’re going to have my baby. Koi, get pregnant. Have my baby.

Because you’re mine.

“Ah, ah…”

At that moment, he moved the hand that had been holding his wrist and grabbed the inside of his thigh, opening his legs wide, and a scream escaped Koi’s mouth.

“Ash, Ashley, what, what are you doing.”

He couldn’t even finish his sentence. He tried to grab Ashley’s hand with his one free hand and pull it away, but of course it was no use at all.

“No, don’t!”

Koi cried desperately. But Ashley just found it annoying. He gagged the mouth that kept shouting something.

Koi finally had both hands free, but no matter how hard he tried with those two hands, he couldn’t handle even one of Ashley’s hands. Ignoring Koi, who was trying to get the hand off his mouth, Ashley lowered his pants zipper.

Koi was constantly wriggling below. Ashley gagged Koi’s mouth with one hand and grabbed his butt with the other.

He would have Koi. Right now.

Ah, how desperately he had wished for it.

“…!”

It was when he fixed his body to enter him. Suddenly, the two made eye contact. Koi, covered in tears, was grabbing Ashley’s wrist with both hands, which was gagging his mouth, and struggling to pull it away.

Haa, haa.

Their breaths mingled. Ashley watched his meaningless efforts with a panting, flushed face. Another tear streamed down from Koi’s eyes.

Scary.

His whole body stiffened with fear. It was the first time he had seen Ashley like this. Ashley had always been kind to him. He called my name in a soft voice and with a gentle tone.

• Koi.

Always, always.

The gentle silver-blue eyes that had always looked at him were no longer there. Only purple eyes stained with endless darkness were staring at him.

It’s not Ashley.

Koi struggled to push him away, hitting his shoulder and shaking his whole body. But he only realized again that it was no use.

Then who is this?

“Hic, hic…”

He let out a suppressed breath and grabbed Ashley’s wrists. Please, don’t do this… snap out of it.

Ashley.

Then, suddenly, Koi heard Ashley’s laughter in his ear. A pleasant, incredibly clear laughter.

• Koi.

The voice that called him.

• Koi.

If he comes to his senses.

Koi vaguely recalled. If Ashley remembers this.

How hurt would he be?

He knew Ashley. No, he thought he knew him. Ashley would blame himself a lot. He would regret this moment forever.

The moment he thought of Ashley’s suffering face, Koi’s body lost strength. The hand that had been trying to pull Ashley’s hand away hesitated and retreated, then soon covered his face.

Ashley only watched Koi, who was covering his cheeks, between his rough breaths. Koi soon closed his eyes and hugged his neck.

As if everything was okay.

Ah.

It felt like the curtain that had been in front of his eyes had been lifted in an instant. Ashley opened his eyes wide and checked the face below him again.

Koi is crying.

Ashley’s vision gradually became clearer. Soon, all his senses were revived more clearly than ever. The small body wriggling under him, even what he was trying to do now.

I, to Koi.

How could I.

Soon, Ashley hurriedly got up and bit his arm as it was.

“Ash, Ashley…!”

Koi screamed in horror. But Ashley didn’t stop. He set his teeth even more and dug deeper, eventually tearing off a piece of flesh.

Blood flowing onto the bed left red marks here and there. Koi hurriedly got up and reached out to him. But soon Ashley stepped back again and shouted.

“Stay away…!”

Koi hesitated and stopped moving at the rough voice. Ashley left his bleeding arm alone and reached out to Koi with his other hand.

“Don’t come near me, get out now. You, you can’t be here.”

“Ashley.”

Koi called his name once again at the words he spat out between rough breaths. He looked alternately at Ashley’s face and his bleeding arm and said desperately.

“You need to treat your arm, please… It’s okay, Ashley. I’m okay.”

“What’s okay! I tried to rape you!”

Ashley shouted again. Koi was startled, but he wasn’t as scared as before. The more he thought Ashley was cornered, the more his heart ached with pity.

“Ashley, I said it’s okay. More than that, your arm… there’s a lot of blood on your arm. Please, treat it…”

“Don’t you really know what’s going on right now?”

Ashley gritted his teeth, panting. There were too many things coming to mind, so Koi hesitated and couldn’t answer easily. Seeing him unable to speak immediately, Ashley sighed as if he was dumbfounded and lamented.

“You don’t know at all even though the smell is overflowing like this? Even Betas can smell Pheromones.”

“Huh… huh?”

Pheromone?

Ashley finally spat out in frustration to Koi, who couldn’t react immediately to what he was saying.

“I Manifested, Koi.”