By Zephyria For a while, only rough breathing echoed softly between them. Ashley, uncharacteristically unable to hide his agitation, looked down at Koi. Anxiety and impatience were clearly visible on his face, but Ashley was unable to grasp their meaning right now. The jealousy that had flared up in an instant had completely burned away his reason.
When I met him, everything was new to Koi, so who has he been dating and how many times has he had sex?
The thought that someone other than himself might have taught Koi everything made him feel like he was going crazy. Pheromones poured out from his entire body in anger, but Koi didn’t notice at all. Even at this moment, he doesn’t transform. His lack of reaction was as if saying that no matter what Ashley did, he couldn’t have Koi.
“…Why?”
Ashley opened his mouth in a voice that was barely suppressed. “Why did you sleep with an Alpha? Didn’t you know it was dangerous?”
Koi was flustered by the unexpected question, but he didn’t need to answer.
“Well, if a Beta wants to sleep with a man, that’s the easiest way.”
Koi remained silent. He felt inwardly relieved that Ashley had come to his own conclusion, but Ashley’s mood was the opposite. Ashley was devastated by his reaction of not denying it.
“Did you like that guy? I guess so, there’s no way you would have slept with someone you didn’t like.”
Ashley, who had been asking and answering himself, spoke again.
“Koi.”
“Uh, uh-huh.”
As he answered hastily, Ashley narrowed his eyes and asked in a lower voice, “Did you like me because I’m a man? So, did you originally have that kind of tendency?”
Koi couldn’t answer easily this time. He blinked in confusion and quickly thought. His words were only half right. It seemed that he originally had a tendency to like Ashley. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have been longing for Ashley all the way from then until now.
But there was no way he could bring himself to confess such a thing now. Koi steeled his heart and opened his mouth with difficulty.
“I, maybe… I think I did.”
Ashley didn’t react for a while to the voice he had squeezed out with difficulty. His face, which had been staring blankly at Koi, gradually crumbled.
“Ha… haha…”
A listless laugh escaped. Koi didn’t know what to do and just stared at him. Ashley, who had been laughing for a while with his head down, opened his mouth.
“Koi.”
“Y-yes.”
Koi answered hastily this time as well. He was anxious that Ashley might leave again. Ashley spoke, still with his head down. The sound was muffled as if it were blocked by something.
“Did those guys get dumped like me too?”
Koi’s whole body froze for a moment. He couldn’t think of anything to say. Ashley was slightly satisfied with his reaction. He wanted to hurt Koi as much as he had been hurt. He was the only one who had been suffering. Ashley was the only one who had been longing for Koi. Nothing had changed, then or now.
You’re going to dump me again, aren’t you? I still have a lot to offer.
“Ash.”
Koi hastily called his name in a sense of crisis. He continued to speak to Ashley, who was unresponsive with his head down.
“Let’s stop talking about the past… Can’t we just finish what we were doing?”
He had to hold on to him somehow. But Koi, who didn’t know how to say anything seductive, could only make such a clumsy and old-fashioned proposal.
Ashley, who had been silent and motionless, slowly raised his head. Koi was captivated by the deep purple eyes that were looking at him. Gold was faintly visible in the purple color that had darkened to almost black. He twisted his lips. Ashley opened his mouth, still fixing his eyes on Koi.
“You want to use me as your dildo?”
“What?”
Koi didn’t understand his words and just blinked blankly. It was even harder to understand the words that he wouldn’t have understood immediately even if he had been in his right mind, when he heard them in this situation. So Koi just said what came to his mind.
“There’s no reason why you can’t go all the way with me now.”
If it wasn’t now, there would never be another chance. Koi tried to hide his desperation as he continued.
“You need someone to release Pheromones with too, so isn’t this a good thing for both of us?”
Ashley’s face completely lost its expression. The golden eyes that had briefly appeared and disappeared gradually took up more space. Koi, unaware of what that meant, took another step forward.
“Let’s release Pheromones with me from now on.”
Don’t release them with anyone else. Koi said, hiding his true feelings. His heart was pounding like crazy with anxiety and nervousness. Ashley opened his mouth after a long time to Koi, who had been holding his breath and just waiting.
“Do you even know what that means?”
His voice was quiet, but threatening enough. Koi nodded with a nervous face and answered.
“I know.”
Ashley’s silence gave him plenty of time to think. So much so that he could even fake a calm face and voice.
“A sex friend is still a friend.”
Ashley was stunned again for a moment. But Koi’s expression as he looked at him was so sincere. Without a doubt.
Ah.
Ashley regretted it then.
Why did I say such bullshit like a friend?
He wanted to bite his tongue, but it was already too late. He couldn’t back down now. If he backed down, what would Koi do?
He might try to sleep with another Alpha.
He was stupid for wondering why he had been holding back so far. I was holding back because I was worried about your body, but you didn’t need to at all.
But there was something more urgent now than regretting the past. He couldn’t make such a stupid mistake again.
I’m different from ordinary Alphas.
It would be better to back down now for Koi’s sake. Didn’t he tell Ariel that he wanted Koi to be happy? Then it doesn’t matter if he sleeps with another Alpha or not, as long as Koi is happy.
Then I can make him happy, right?
“Koi.”
Ashley called his name in a low voice. Koi couldn’t answer this time and waited for the next words with a very nervous face. Ashley warned, still keeping his eyes on his face.
“Don’t regret it.”
“I won’t, never.”
Koi swore without hesitation. He saw Ashley’s long eyelashes fall. As Koi closed his eyes as well, his lips met in succession. He opened his mouth wide and accepted his tongue, and Ashley moved his hand to Koi’s butt. He slightly lifted his waist to make it easier for him to touch, and Ashley’s hand, which had readily entered, grabbed his butt.
Haa, a breath escaped like a short scream. Ashley continued to suck on Koi’s tongue and lips while massaging his butt. Koi felt his insides heating up and hugged his neck.
It was the first time he had felt this sensation. It was strange that his stomach, not his genitals, was so itchy and throbbing. Is this what sex is like? Koi was just bewildered and swept away by the information that was not available in any media.
Ashley put strength into his fingers and pulled one side of his butt. As an unexpected area opened up, Koi unknowingly gasped. The moment the tip of his long finger touched that spot, he instinctively arched his back, closed his eyes.
What was strange was what happened next. Ashley, who had been slowly stroking Koi’s open hole, stopped moving. His voice was heard after a pause.
“…You’re getting wet down there, Koi.”
Koi looked at Ashley with feverish eyes. He looked at Koi with a pale face and opened his mouth.
“How many times have you done it here?”
This reaction is natural for an Omega. But as far as Ashley knew, he was a Beta. There are cases where Betas get wet down there too.
If you’re very familiar with that area.
Koi had no idea why Ashley was reacting like this. He just wanted to move on to the next step quickly. His insides were getting itchier and itchier, and the hole that Ashley had touched was burning. Koi instinctively rubbed his lower body and whispered softly.
“You’ll know if you try it.”
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