By Zephyria A small friction sound occurred each time their lips touched and separated. The sound made him feel a chilling thrill, and Koi trembled slightly all over his body. Ashley pressed Koi, who was wriggling slightly from below, down with his body. Only when Koi, who was tightly squeezed between the mattress and Ashley, couldn’t even wriggle anymore, did Ashley finally wear a faint smile as if satisfied.
“Koi.”
Ashley whispered, separating his lips and rubbing them against Koi’s lips.
“Open your mouth wider. I’ll lick you.”
In an instant, his heart dropped and then started beating like crazy. Koi looked at Ashley with wildly shaking eyes and hesitated, following his instructions. Ashley pushed his tongue between his hesitatingly opened lips. The tongue, which stroked his hard palate, went deeper and groped the soft flesh that followed. Koi, who had never imagined that someone else would lick such a place, was so surprised that he almost lost his breath.
But that wasn’t the end. Ashley pressed his lips together and sucked deeply. He took his breath away so strongly that his cheeks were sunken, and then wrapped his tongue around Koi’s tongue and rubbed it.
Mixed saliva flowed down his throat and leaked from his mouth. His lower body kept getting filled with blood, and he felt like he was going crazy. Ashley would also be feeling Koi’s sex, which was fully erect and hard with excitement. Koi’s head felt like it was about to explode with a mixture of shame and excitement, but he couldn’t find a way to do anything himself.
“B-Before.”
Koi gasped and mumbled, barely separating his lips.
“We didn’t kiss like this…….”
“Koi.”
Ashley laughed as if he was dumbfounded.
“Do you know how much I’ve been holding back for you?”
Before he could answer, the kiss continued. The tongue that ruthlessly invaded his mouth lifted Koi’s tongue and rubbed the soft flesh below, and saliva overflowed on its own. As they continued to kiss with a squelching sound, Ashley’s hand went down.
“……!”
The moment the large hand grabbed his sex, he screamed in surprise, but it disappeared into Ashley’s mouth as a bizarre breath. Regardless of Koi’s reaction, Ashley continued to caress his lower body and laughed softly.
“Do you like the top, or the bottom?”
He didn’t know what he meant, so he just gasped for breath, and Ashley took his lips off and leaned down. Before he could feel sad, his nipples, which were standing up, went into his mouth.
“H-Hik…… Hik!”
This time, a proper scream burst out, but Ashley continued to gnaw at Koi’s nipples with his teeth while caressing his sex with his hands.
“Huh? Koi.”
Ashley whispered, rubbing Koi’s nipples, wet with his saliva, with his lips.
“Top? Bottom?”
Only then did Koi grasp the meaning of the question, but he still couldn’t say the answer. It was impossible to think of anything in this situation. Each time he spoke, cold breaths touched his sensitive nipples, making him shiver and get goosebumps. That wasn’t all. Each time Ashley’s large and firm fingers skillfully stroked his sex, Koi ended up whimpering and tearing up.
“Koi, answer me.”
Ashley urged. As if trying to discern which one it was, Koi finally spat out like a scream at the sensation of licking his nipples and rubbing the tip of his sex with his thumb.
“How can I…… do that…….”
Ashley’s laughter was heard again. Feeling like he was being teased, Koi wanted to hit him, but he couldn’t even clench his fist. No matter what Ashley did to Koi, it was impossible to hit him. In the first place, Koi wouldn’t be doing this if it wasn’t for Ashley.
Instead, Koi grabbed Ashley’s cheek and pulled him towards him. Ashley willingly followed and kissed his lips as he wanted. Only then did a sigh of relief flow from Koi’s mouth. He continued to give light kisses, like a bird pecking at food. Ashley, who had been quietly letting him do as he pleased, chuckled.
“Is this all you’ve got?”
Koi was startled for a moment, but Ashley showed no signs of disappointment or criticism. He was just amused, which made him feel a little relieved, and Ashley said.
“Don’t push yourself. I told you, I’m not going to go all the way.”
Why?
His heart, which had barely found its place, sank again. Suddenly, a forgotten memory came to mind. Ashley hadn’t tried to go all the way before either. Even though Koi said he was okay.
〈You’re a Beta, after all.〉
Then and now, Ashley was saying the same thing. Is being a different species such a big problem? Is it because I haven’t Manifested that it’s not possible? If you don’t go all the way with me, then.
Do you go all the way with other people?
It wasn’t just Ashley who could know the other person’s condition with their bodies touching. Koi, who was accepting his weight with his whole body, could feel his excitement even more clearly than Ashley. Even the pulse of his sex, which was burning hot and beating wildly.
It was then. By sheer coincidence, Ashley’s wrist came into Koi’s view. And the clear scars that remained there too.
Koi knew how those scars were left. Because Ashley had self-harmed right in front of his eyes. The traces of him biting himself to avoid raping Koi. Seeing that, Koi’s heart felt heavy.
He won’t sleep with me because I’m a Beta.”Then who do you sleep with?”
“Whose Pheromones do you take?”
“Ash.”
Koi hastily shook his head, dodging Ashley who was trying to kiss him, and asked, “The reason you won’t go all the way with me, is it because you think I’m clumsy, or because I’m a Beta?”
Ashley frowned, as if wondering why he had to ask such a thing in this situation. But for Koi, it was an answer he needed to hear right now. Because he had to make a decision based on it.
With a sigh, Ashley opened his mouth. “Both.”
Koi swallowed hard. He thought there was a possibility of that, but he thought it was a very small chance.
“Then,” Koi managed to ask, barely suppressing his trembling voice, “Is it because it’s me?”
〈Didn’t you say you’ve been dating him for over a year? All you’ve done is kiss?〉
Ariel’s words flashed through his mind. He didn’t doubt that Ashley liked him. But that was a completely different issue from sexual desire.
Maybe Ash doesn’t feel anything like that towards me at all?
That’s not true.
Koi immediately denied it. Before and now, Ashley was clearly aroused. Above all, his hard, swollen member proved it.
“Koi.”
As if reading his thoughts, Ashley sighed. “You know, you’re a Beta. If you go all the way with me, who’s not an Omega, you’ll get seriously hurt.”
“No, it’s okay.”
Koi immediately retorted. “Even if you’re not an Alpha or an Omega, there are cases of same-sex sex.”
“Between Betas.”
Ashley continued, “You don’t know what kind of sex Alphas and Omegas have. Your insides will be a mess, don’t you understand?”
Of course, he doesn’t know. All of Koi’s experiences are with Ashley.
But that didn’t mean he could just comfortably watch Ashley have a relationship with someone else. The reason he wouldn’t go all the way with Koi must be because there was another way.
The thought of Ashley lying in bed with someone other than him made Koi unable to bear it any longer, and he opened his mouth.
“I know.”
Koi continued, feeling a sense of alienation as if he were hearing someone else’s voice. “I know too. I’ve, I’ve slept with someone. …An Alpha.”
Ashley’s face, which had been staring at Koi, gradually turned cold.
“…What?”
Ashley opened his mouth, but it was several seconds before he made a sound. Seeing his face, dazed as if he had been hit by something, Koi gained confidence instead.
“I’ve slept with an Alpha. So it’s okay, I can do it.”
Ashley still didn’t say anything. It was the first time he had ever seen him with such a blank expression. Koi was inwardly anxious, but desperately prayed that Ashley would give in.
“…Liar.”
After a long time, Ashley opened his mouth. “There’s no way you’ve slept with an Alpha.”
“Why?”
Koi asked as if he had been waiting for it. But Ashley couldn’t answer easily this time either. He was not in his right mind due to the unexpected blow.
It’s natural for Betas to date heterosexuals.
He had always thought so, and he believed that Koi would too. If he had dated someone, he would have naturally thought it was a woman, but it wasn’t?
And with an Alpha?
It’s not common to have same-sex sex. And if a Beta with such a tendency were to meet an Alpha, it would be easy to have sex. Because Alphas and Omegas are not restricted by gender.
But Koi slept with an Alpha?
My Koi?
It felt like an earthquake was happening in his head.
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