By Zephyria I was suffocated by Sung Se-han, who was acting like he didn’t need to listen to me. What does this bastard think of me….
“Just go.”
The moment I jumped up, a strong hand grabbed my wrist. And with that force, I slumped back down on the bed.
“Hey, what… what are you doing!”
I wanted to end the conversation as rationally as possible, but Sung Se-han pushed me without giving me any room to breathe.
Why is this bastard being so cruel to me?
As I shut my mouth and glared at him, Sung Se-han came closer, raising one knee onto the bed.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han’s shadow fell over my tense body.
“Let’s just call it even with one kiss.”
What… what did he say? I could only stare blankly with my eyes wide open.
“I’ll only do it once today.”
Sung Se-han, with his hand on the bed, leaned his upper body towards me.
In his brown eyes, shaded by his Ball Cap, an unknown heat was flickering. I couldn’t move, as if I was nailed in front of those eyes.
“Because it’s your first kiss.”
I felt like I was hit in the head by the words that came out of Sung Se-han’s mouth. Heat spread to the top of my head in an instant, as if it was about to explode.
“You fucking bastard…!”
Countless female students who had dated Sung Se-han flashed through my heated head. Among them was a female student I really liked a lot.
Sung Se-han was indirectly revealing that he had kissed those friends. He was forcibly shoving facts into my head that I had never been curious about, facts that I didn’t want to know.
“Get out!”
I pushed Sung Se-han away and ran to the door as if I was running away. I just wanted to go somewhere where I couldn’t see him. But again, my wrist was grabbed with ridiculous ease.
“Let go! You bad bastard….”
“Tae-kyung.”
As I shook off his arm, my shoulder was pushed against the wall again. A groan escaped from the strong impact on my back.
“Fuck, let go….”
I flinched, the sound coming from the living room froze me. It was the voices of Gun-woo Hyung and Jeong-min talking about something.
If even one of them came into the room…. The thought of what would happen made my head cold in an instant. I only rolled my eyes to check the door on the right and the hand of Sung Se-han, who was still grabbing my shoulder.
“Sung Se-han, move.”
I was stuck on the wall right next to the door, unable to move while being held by Sung Se-han’s hand. I can’t show them this….
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han’s hands, which were holding both of my shoulders, tightened. I clenched my fists with the intention of pushing him away.
Sung Se-han tilted his face and met my eyes.
“That hair color suits you.”
The moment I heard the chillingly low voice, the strength drained from my tightly clenched fist. I could feel the tips of my fingers trembling.
“I was so surprised when I saw your debut stage, you were so pretty.”
I just blinked blankly even though Sung Se-han was sweeping my hair back as he pleased.
I thought he would have seen it, of course, but still, hearing those words directly from Sung Se-han made me feel nauseous, as if I had motion sickness.
“You’re even more amazing in person. My heart was pounding earlier.”
I wanted to get angry and tell him to stop talking nonsense, but no words came out of my mouth.
My chest was getting hot and pounding, so all I could do was glare at Sung Se-han with my eyes wide open.
“Tae-kyung, if you look at me like that.”
The hand that was touching my hair came down to my neck.
“I really can’t stand it.”
Sung Se-han smiled, revealing his teeth. Even in my daze, the back of my head felt cold.
His light-colored eyes, slowly scanning me, were gleaming. Just like when he was licking me in the car.
Se-han…. The moment I barely spat out his name, a large hand grabbed my entire chin. A groan burst out at the momentary shock of being choked.
“Se, Se-han!”
The strong grip on my chin made me panic. I grabbed Sung Se-han’s arm with my flailing hands, but I couldn’t take off the hand that was grabbing my lower face.
“Sung Se-han. Hng, let go…!”
The solid arm didn’t budge. I knew unconsciously that I couldn’t do anything with my strength, even if I twisted my wrist back and forth.
“You bad bastard…!”
I stopped moving at one point as I struggled to get him off.
It was because Sung Se-han, who had straightened his upper body, threw off his Ball Cap.
The moment I saw the ash brown hair pouring out of the Ball Cap and the beautiful face illuminated by the fluorescent light, my head went blank and I couldn’t know anything.
“Our Tae-kyung.”
So I think I couldn’t even think that Sung Se-han, who was pushing me with force and making me unable to move, was bad.
“Don’t you know that the face you make when you’re angry is the most killer?”
His rough, husky voice seemed to scratch my stomach. I desperately shook my head at the incomprehensible words and stopped breathing.
Sung Se-han’s face, which completely obscured my vision, tilted diagonally and came closer to me.
I flinched, instinctively twisting my face, but there was no way I could move. The hand that was holding my face only tightened its grip.
“…!”
I couldn’t even groan at the strong force pressing on my neck and face, and I just opened my eyes wide.
The way Sung Se-han’s eyelashes, like the wings of a butterfly, sank down was more shocking than I could have imagined.
But even that was nothing compared to when something soft touched my lips. The moment I realized that it was Sung Se-han’s lips rubbing against mine, my body began to tremble like a person chilled by the cold.
Smack. The lips that fell off with a sound and then stuck back on came together more deeply. I was definitely opening my eyes, but the front of me went dark.
My ears went numb and I couldn’t hear anything. Only the squelching sound coming from my lips filled my head and I couldn’t breathe.
“Hng, hng…!”
I felt like I was going to suffocate and die, so I waved my arms around frantically.
“Ugh…!”
Stop it now, I pushed his thick shoulder with all my might and kicked his shin.
But immediately, a solid lower body pushed against me.
“Ah….”
My mouth opened wide because I couldn’t believe the sensation of firm muscles colliding with my lower abdomen and thighs.
“Se-han, Se-han…!”
His indifferent hand grabbed my chin painfully again. Sung Se-han pounced on my face, which was bent to the right.
The moment something squishy slipped into my mouth, I squeezed my eyes shut. Whether I opened or closed my eyes, the dizziness that seemed to spin around was the same.
Was kissing this violent?
Pushing me against the wall, trapping me so I couldn’t move, and sucking on someone else’s lips and mouth as he pleased. Is this what kissing is?
The kiss I imagined wasn’t like this.
What drove me even more into confusion was his lower body, which was touching me without any gaps.
Sung Se-han was constantly rubbing his lower body against my stomach with a heavy object bulging out.
A sex toy.
Gun-woo Hyung’s words flashed through my head.
“You bad bastard, stop it!”
Even though I pushed Sung Se-han’s face away with all my might with both hands, his wet lips stuck to me again. At the same time as his hot breath rushed over me, my mind went blank.
This is not okay.
Even if I desperately shook my head, I couldn’t move because of his stubborn strength. A red light flashed in my head and a warning light turned on.
This is not it. Absolutely not.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
My body trembled as if struck by lightning at the sudden sound of knocking.
Knock, knock….
Before I could even figure out what was going on, I heard the second knock. I couldn’t do anything as I froze. The front of me went white and then dark again.
I was trapped against the wall, my chin grabbed by Sung Se-han. And I was almost crushed by his big body, my lips being sucked on.
If someone came in and saw me like this….
Then Sung Se-han, who had been biting my lower lip, fell away and made a sound, “Chup.” The sound was so loud that it felt like thunder, and my spine stiffened.
“Ahem, Tae-kyung. Can I… come in for a second?”
I was confused by Gun-woo Hyung’s hesitant words. I didn’t have any thoughts, as if my head was frozen.
At that moment, something slippery roughly dug between my lips.
Even if I shook my head to avoid it, I couldn’t escape. I don’t know why my legs were shaking when Sung Se-han’s breath and nose were rubbing against my cheeks.
“Tae-kyung… can I come in…?”
Sung Se-han grabbed my face, which kept trying to turn towards the door. And then he started licking my cheeks and sucking on my lips.
Chup. Chup. Every time his lips sucked and fell off, the squelching sound was so loud that I was afraid it would be heard outside the room. I couldn’t take it anymore, but I couldn’t sit down either. Because of Sung Se-han, who was pushing his angry lower body against me.
“Tae-kyung, I’ll really come back in 5 minutes. 5 minutes?”
All my nerves were focused on Gun-woo Hyung’s receding footsteps.
Without paying any attention to me, who was in a panic and unable to move, Sung Se-han bit my lips again. I could only freeze with my eyes wide open.