By Zephyria Chup, chup. Sung Se-han was pulling my hair as he pleased so he could suck comfortably. Even though my face was being turned this way and that against my will, I didn’t even offer a weak resistance.
Actually, my head is all white, so I don’t even know what’s happening right now.
All I could do was tremble and shrug my shoulders every time his hot tongue sucked on my skin.
I don’t even know if the rough breath that filled the car came from my mouth.
“Fuck.”
I don’t know why my heart is sinking even though I’ve heard Sung Se-han curse countless times.
Without even giving me a chance to catch my breath, a strong force grabbed my waist and pulled me tight.
“Ah!”
I couldn’t even figure out what had happened because I was so dizzy that my vision was spinning. When I finally opened my eyes properly, a heavy mass like a rock was covering my body.
“Se-han…!”
An unfamiliar sound came out of my mouth. It was a suppressed scream that even I had never heard before.
I was so scared by the heavy weight that was pressing down on me and preventing me from moving that everything went dark.
“Se-han, why….”
In the dark and confined space, only Sung Se-han’s transparent eyes were shining.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han’s ash brown bangs flowed down and covered his left eye. But I could clearly see the crazy glint in his eyes.
After swallowing hard, I shook my head. It didn’t move well because my chin was being held.
“Se-han…! I don’t think that’s a good idea. I… I don’t like it.”
I couldn’t help but tremble. I was desperately trying to stay sane.
“You don’t like it?”
Sung Se-han’s heavy thing was gently pressing against my lower abdomen. I was so desperate that I felt like I was going to faint, and I pushed against his thick shoulders with all my might.
“It’s heavy. Get off.”
Of course, I knew he wouldn’t budge, but I felt a bad fear creeping in when I confirmed that I couldn’t escape with my own strength.
“This is ridiculous too, Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han tilted his head to the side and moved closer to my lips. I couldn’t possibly miss the angle of our jawlines aligning, perfect for a kiss.
“I sucked on you everywhere else, why not your lips?”
Sung Se-han’s rough breathing made my vision blur.
“Anyway, I still don’t want to…!”
My back had been soaked with cold sweat for a while now. Yet, my palms were sweating again.
“I don’t kiss friends.”
One thing was clear. This was the limit. If we kissed, there would be no turning back. I desperately rejected the heavy weight that I couldn’t handle.
Sung Se-han, who had been looking down at my struggling, raised his upper body as if he had given up.
“Okay. Okay, I get it.”
The moment Sung Se-han got up, I felt like I could breathe again. Before I could even stand up, a strong hand grabbed my wrist and pulled me up.
“Sung Se-han! What the hell…!”
I shook off Sung Se-han’s hand and scooted back into the corner.
“Why are you being so unreasonable! You’re acting like a crazy bastard….”
Before I could finish speaking, long fingers snatched my chin.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han, with his right hand on the car window, leaned in close.
“What do I have to do to kiss you?”
Sung Se-han wasn’t looking at me. His eyes, gleaming as if he had gone mad, were licking my lips with his gaze.
It was hard to speak because I was out of breath, but I did my best to answer calmly.
“Se-han, I said I don’t want to.”
“Why the fuck not?”
Sung Se-han, gripping my face so I couldn’t turn away, spat out the words as if grinding his teeth.
“Why can’t friends kiss? I’ll do it if I want to.”
I had often thought of Sung Se-han as a crazy bastard. But this was the first time he looked so out of his mind.
“Se-han…!”
I had to use both hands to get Sung Se-han’s hand off me. But even then, it wasn’t easy because of his brute strength.
“Get out of my way. I said I don’t want to.”
“Tae-kyung, are you going to live your life without kissing with those pretty lips?”
Even with my eyes tightly closed, I couldn’t miss it. Sung Se-han, with his hard-on, was scanning me from head to toe, as I was crumpled in the corner. It was getting harder and harder to breathe.
“I can’t even date anyway.”
Looking at his crazed eyes, I didn’t think I could reason with him. A cold sweat broke out on my forehead at the sense of crisis that I might be forcibly kissed.
“Don’t be ridiculous. Why can’t I date?”
When I glared at him, Sung Se-han raised the corner of his mouth as if he found it amusing.
“Go ahead and try, dating.”
Suddenly, it felt like sparks were flying in front of my eyes.
“You fucking bastard…!”
The reason I had only been on the verge of dating and never started a proper relationship was all because of Sung Se-han.
“It’s all because of you…!”
All the female students I liked ended up dating Sung Se-han, so I always got hurt and had to give up. All those miserable memories were all because of this bastard.
That’s not Sung Se-han’s fault, but I’m only human, so I can’t just feel good without resentment.
I had never shown it and always held it in, but now he’s mocking me like this?
“You son of a bitch! You know everything, so why do you have to say it like that?”
I don’t know where I got the strength, but I shook off Sung Se-han’s hand and grabbed his collar.
“Just you wait! See who I date in the future! I can do it anytime I want….”
“That’s what I’m saying.”
Even with me grabbing his collar, Sung Se-han smiled. His cold brown eyes gleaming.
“Go ahead and try.”
Fuck…! No matter how hard I grit my teeth, it was as if someone like me was no threat to him, and his relaxed smile made me truly hate him right now.
“Tae-kyung.”
Sung Se-han tried to stroke my hair, but I resolutely brushed his hand away.
“Se-han, I really don’t want to see your face.”
I put my feelings into it and pushed his thick shoulder hard. The fact that Sung Se-han easily backed down as if trying to match my mood made me even more angry.
I wanted to get out of the car right away, but my hands were shaking and my legs were wobbly, so I couldn’t move.
As if he knew my situation, Sung Se-han slowly reached out his arm. Click. At the same time the back door opened, a cold wind blew in.
Only then did I realize how hot the air in the car had been.
“Tae-kyung, never take off the bracelet.”
I wanted to throw the bracelet in the face of this selfish bastard who only demanded his own desires until the end. But in the end, I just bit my lip and got out of the sedan.
And I ran to the apartment without looking back.
As I ran, I couldn’t believe what had happened tonight. I didn’t want to think about anything.
“You bad bastard.”
My resentment didn’t subside.
I quickly entered the dormitory apartment complex, but I couldn’t go straight in. Only after running to the playground did the strength start to leave my wobbly legs.
I kept walking and plopped down in a dark place.
“Haa…!”
I buried my head in my knees and closed my eyes, but my heart didn’t calm down at all.
Please, let’s not think about it.
I shook my head urgently to shake off the rising sensations.
Sung Se-han is different from me.
I mustn’t be swayed by a guy who lives as he pleases and lose my center. Absolutely not.
Let’s think about the most important thing.
First, let’s make the inferiority complex 0.
Let’s not think about anything until Sung Se-han is completely safe.
Only after chanting it dozens of times in my heart did my mind begin to stabilize little by little.
[Lee Tae-kyung’s re-debut event success reward is given!]
I jumped up from my seat at the sudden appearance of the Status Window.
[But! Before that!]
[A penalty has been created for mentioning the mission!]
I had been prepared for the penalty from the moment I mentioned the mission to Sung Se-han. Even so, my heart sank.
“A penalty? If there was such a penalty, you should have told me in advance. It’s really difficult if you suddenly do this!”
[……]
I just threw out the words, but the Status Window was flustered.
[Such information didn’t need to be mentioned… it’s basically……]
“Basically? This is the first time I’ve met the Status Window, how would I know the basic rules of the Status Window?”
[Ahem! I’ll say it again! Nothing can be obtained for free!]
There it goes again. I’ve never tried to get anything for free….
[There is an interaction in everything.]
[Since you mentioned the mission, you must receive a penalty. Only then can all situations run smoothly!]
“Then you’ll give me a light penalty, right?”
[……]
Gulp. I swallowed. The Status Window hesitating at my request, it felt like I was dealing with someone familiar…. Tonight, the feeling of the Status Window was somehow subtle.
[I will inform you of the mission mention penalty!]
I must have been too nervous. I didn’t even know a bug was flying into my open mouth.
[The reward for Lee Tae-kyung’s re-debut celebration event is delayed!]
I spat out the mayfly-like bug and quickly raised my head.