By Zephyria 
Lips met first, hastily.
“Ah.”
Eddie hadn’t really kissed lightly before, unless it was just a peck, but today the lips touching each other were unusually hot. Perhaps both their faces, looking at each other, were burning.
Heat rose to the top of his head, his ear tips grew hot, and his mouth felt warm.
Naturally, their bodies touching were also hot.
Eddie’s tongue was practically being sucked by Ketron.
“Mmm, hoo.”
He wanted to say something, but his mouth was so occupied by Ketron that it was impossible. So, for a long time, Eddie could only make pained sounds, held in Ketron’s arms.
They had kissed so often that it wasn’t particularly unfamiliar, but kissing with ‘a relationship ahead of them’ was new, and the feeling was different.
As this continued, the fullness touching him below grew larger and larger, and when something hard finally pressed against his thigh, Eddie felt a sense of crisis.
“Wait a minute, Ket… I haven’t showered yet.”
Of course, he had showered immediately after waking up in the mansion, but he thought it would be good to wash once more, so Eddie brought it up. However, Ketron didn’t seem to have any intention of letting Eddie go for even a moment.
“That doesn’t matter.”
Ketron sometimes spoke informally to Eddie, but the informal tone at this moment felt somehow dangerous.
Was it like his mind was flickering?
“I prefer it this way.”
This time, it was polite speech, as usual.
“You smell like Eddie,” Ketron murmured, burying his face in Eddie’s neck. It truly felt like he was burying himself as if to smell a fragrance.
“Haa.”
Eddie flinched as Ketron’s hot breath, as if he couldn’t stand the heat, tickled his neck.
The wick inside his body ignited instantly. Very warmly.
“Eddie.”
“Yeah…”
He responded reflexively to his name being called, but Ketron didn’t seem to have a specific reason for calling him, only licking Eddie’s neck like a cat.
It felt like a movement to calm the arousal that had risen to the brim. In truth, what was touching him below was already intensely aroused, crying out to enter Eddie’s body at any moment.
But, this is definitely the position where I’m going to be on the bottom, right?
Eddie made a complicated face at the hard texture pressing against his thigh.
Of course, Eddie had engaged in sexual relations with Ketron in the past.
It was barely even worth calling it sexual relations; they had just rubbed against each other enthusiastically, but even that had felt like he was going to go crazy. Now, thinking about actually doing it, it felt… his expression control was failing.
He had even prepared condoms, so if asked why he was suddenly hesitating, he had no answer. But wasn’t there a difference between mental preparation and the real thing?
As his body trembled from the sensation of Ketron licking and kissing his neck, a question suddenly popped into Eddie’s mind.
But, Ketron really wants to do it with me, right?
…It’s not like he’s just coming onto me because I suggested it, is it?
Although the heat pressing against him was no joke, he was a man, after all. He might not have been thinking about going all the way.
After all, relationships between men involved using that, and he had heard somewhere that it was quite common for men not to go all the way.
Worried that he might be getting ahead of himself, Eddie finally decided to ask directly.
“But, Ket…”
Eddie clutched the soft bedsheet in his hand, hesitating before speaking.
“Will it be okay?”
“…What?”
Ketron, who had been kissing Eddie’s neck, asked back in a voice thick with desire.
Ah, how is it that he’s the sexiest when he’s like this? Ketron must know how to be alluring. In reality, it was just looking, but Eddie’s infatuation insisted so.
As Ketron’s hot breath touched his wet neck, Eddie rubbed his own cheek against Ketron’s, who had buried his head in Eddie’s shoulder.
While his mind was filled with all sorts of silly thoughts, Eddie forced a calm voice.
“Going all the way.”
Ketron, who had been burying his face in Eddie’s neck, suddenly lifted his head. Then, he asked back in a voice that sounded incredulous.
“What.”
“It’s just… I’m worried that because I wanted it, you might be doing it even if you don’t really feel like it.”
Of course, Eddie knew best that Ketron desired him, but it was better to be clear between them about things like this. He might be overthinking it, with Ketron not thinking about the end at all.
But Eddie’s worry was unfounded. It was completely useless worry. Ketron immediately refuted him with an expression of disbelief.
“If you knew how many times I’ve stripped you bare in my dreams or in my imagination, you’d be shocked.”
And with words like these.
“…Huh?”
Eddie, who hadn’t expected to hear such a thing, looked dazed. Ketron then clarified firmly.
“Many times, over and over. I’ve done it many times, thinking of you.”
How many times he had spread your legs, how many times he imagined thrusting into you, how many times he imagined your face, wet with his own…
Only when all sorts of lewd words spilled from Ketron’s mouth did Eddie belatedly realize.
So, this means… he’s been satisfying his urges using me as a side dish all this time?
Eddie, who had never imagined himself being such a thing, a perfectly ordinary person, blushed crimson.
Of course, he had thought it was strange that the day Ketron claimed to have been attacked by a nightmare, his hand movements were too skilled.
But he had dismissed it, thinking it wasn’t that unusual for a boy his age, and hadn’t thought much of it.
He was used to it because of me?
His entire life, especially when he was Lee Jeong-hoon, he had never even considered doing something with another man.
Naturally, he had never imagined being someone’s side dish.
Especially not our Ketron, who always had a stoic face and a detached expression! Of course, Eddie knew that Ketron’s sexual desire was quite, no, rather, very strong, having experienced it once. But he could never have imagined that he had been so diligently used as a side dish until now.
Yet, Ketron had already finished chewing, tearing, tasting, and enjoying Eddie in his mind.
His sexual desire was strong, but Eddie wasn’t reciprocating Ketron’s longing heart, so it was understandable that he would naturally relieve himself.
Still.
“Ah.”
Still, hearing that fact directly from his own lips was impossible to calm down from.
Eddie’s face was burning, and he couldn’t even look Ketron in the eye, but a realization flashed in his mind.
Then… when did this start?
“Wait a minute. When exactly did you start having feelings like that for me?”
Eddie voiced his question without hesitation. ‘When did the person I like start having feelings like that for me?’ was a rather important point. He couldn’t help but be curious.
He had been quite practiced at masturbating by the time he claimed to have been tricked by a nightmare, so he had been using Eddie as a side dish long before that. Eddie couldn’t even guess when that might have been.
“…Hmm.”
Ketron seemed to be searching his memory.
“I don’t know.”
However, he also couldn’t find a clear answer and hesitated.
“I don’t know. It was probably a long time ago.”
“Ah.”
“The first time was probably the day you had that nightmare.”
He had the first conscious realization then, but he didn’t know when he had started harboring those feelings.
It was the story of the day Eddie first had a dream related to his family. The day Ketron held Eddie close and took several breaths.
He masturbated thinking of me when he went back to his room that day?
It was much earlier than he thought, and Eddie’s mouth fell open. His already hot face felt even hotter.
His lower back tingled. Eddie knew very well what this sensation was.
Regardless of Eddie’s surprise, Ketron slowly began to remove the shirt Eddie was wearing. He untied the ribbon at the neck, and his fingers slowly, deliberately unbuttoned the shirt, one by one, in a strangely sensual way.
When his upper body was finally revealed, Eddie felt embarrassed, as if he had received a second confession, and quickly turned his head away, unable to meet Ketron’s gaze.