By Zephyria 
“I told you I like it when you’re troubled.”
He slid in smoothly, then slowly pulled out, and when he inserted again, he went in deeper. After repeating this several times, he was already halfway buried. Kyle gasped, cutting his breath short, then opened his eyes.
“Do you remember?”
I couldn’t tell if he couldn’t answer or didn’t want to. I kissed his eyes as he stared at me as if wondering what I was suddenly saying. My back bent, unintentionally digging in deeper.
“Ugh!”
“Even after hearing that, that’s the sound you make?”
“What, ugh!”
I raised my lowered upper body and lifted one of his legs onto my shoulder. Then, I tightly gripped his waist and stared at the wide-open, wet hole. The inner walls clung tightly, and when I slowly pulled out, the red flesh came out with it before going back in.
“Huff…”
When I slowly pushed in, the inside of his thighs spasmed. Then, when it touched too deeply, he stiffened and then slumped.
Even though I torment him like this every time, Kyle tells me I can act even more recklessly with him. As if he thinks I hate it when he’s troubled.
I like it when you’re troubled. I like it when you moan in pain. I like it when you sweat, beg, and whine.
“Agh!”
I like making you end up crying like this, unable to hold back.
I pulled out halfway and pushed in a little harder, until almost all of my member was inside. I’d done it so many times I couldn’t even count, but my eyes still stung.
It felt like we were the only ones in the world. Clinging to each other without a gap, hugging, kissing, rubbing our bodies together.
“Aska.”
When you reach out and call my name.
I lowered my head, and tears fell onto Kyle’s wet face. His trembling hand touched my face and wiped my wet eyes. As if comforting me, as if reassuring me it was okay, Kyle kissed my face and wrapped his legs around my waist.
“I love you so much.”
The moment I lowered my upper body to kiss him again, the little bit of my member that was left outside slipped all the way in. A scream that couldn’t escape burst from our touching lips.
I could feel the opened flesh writhing desperately to adapt. I didn’t want to move until it had adapted even a little, but I couldn’t hold back any longer. In fact, it might have already been leaking out little by little.
The moment I poured it all out inside his convulsing depths, where he couldn’t even breathe, Kyle’s eyes clouded over. I stared into his wet, blinking eyes, which looked like they were about to lose consciousness at any moment, as I came.
Why does it feel so good every time I do this? Do other people cry like this every time they do it with someone they love? Is this normal?
“Sniff…”
I was the one who kept crying, but a sob came from Kyle’s mouth. I could tell Kyle had come again because my stomach felt sticky. I rubbed his damp eyes with my lips and muttered.
“I feel like I’m going to die because I love you so much…”
At my words, Kyle opened his eyes, which had been closed. His gaze was still blurry, but he was trying to focus somehow. Kyle lowered his trembling hand and groped at his lower abdomen. My gaze followed his down.
“Wow, this is a problem.”
There was a hint of fear in his sunken, wet voice. I wondered if I had put it in too deep, but Kyle looked at me with a face that I couldn’t tell if he was smiling or crying and said,
“It doesn’t even hurt anymore…”
“…”
Why did his terrified voice sound so good? Kyle would probably say that he wanted me to act even more recklessly, like a fool.
I grabbed his thighs, pulled back a long way until only the glans was touching, and then pushed back in hard.
“Ah!”
A sharp scream burst out along with the sound of wet flesh colliding. He looked pained, but unfortunately, I couldn’t stop.
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After coming two more times, Kyle was exhausted. I wanted to do it just one more time, but I couldn’t push him any further because his voice was already hoarse. So I was going to stop, but that idiot Kyle told me again that I could do more if I wanted to.
I said no, but he kept kissing me, rubbing against me, calling my name in a sexy voice, and licking me, so I ended up doing it one more time.
I hugged Kyle’s limp body and buried my face in his sweaty neck. We fell asleep like that for a while, and then we woke up almost at the same time.
We hadn’t slept for very long, and I thought he would be tired, so I tried to get him to sleep again, but somehow we ended up doing it again. After eating, we went into the hot spring again, and I wasn’t going to insert, but somehow it happened again…
Anyway, we spent almost the whole day stuck together like animals in heat until the sun went down. I really couldn’t believe it.
I had no choice but to sleep another night and try to go back the next day, but that failed too. Was it because I had never felt so comfortable while traveling from another continent by boat?
Once I let my guard down, I couldn’t come to my senses.
Anyway, I ended up coming all the way here and not even seeing the hot springs properly, and just spending two days in the room.
“I think my internal organs have shifted a little…”
Kyle muttered, groping at his lower abdomen as I cleaned him up and dressed him. Of course, that couldn’t be true, but if we had done it that much, it felt like it could be possible.
Was two days too much? I should have only done it for one day…
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“No? I just can’t feel anything.”
“…”
Kyle smiled and said not to worry, but this was even worse. And his voice was still hoarse.
“I’ll carry you around until you feel better.”
“Then can’t we do it for one more day?”
It was a playful tone, but he had been joking like this yesterday and then suddenly got excited, so I couldn’t let my guard down.
Before the atmosphere could get weird, I quickly took Kyle, who was warmly dressed, outside. It had snowed a little last night, and there was a thin layer of whitish stuff piled up on the ground and trees.
“Aren’t you cold?”
“No, I’m warm. Put me down for a second.”
“Why? Can you stand?”
“Of course. It’s not that bad. It’s not like my bones are broken. I was just faking it.”
He was good at faking things over nothing, but Kyle was the type of person who would say he was doing okay even when he was on the verge of death. I was suspicious because there was no in-between, but I carefully put Kyle down on the ground.
Even though I had mercilessly tormented him for two days straight, he stood and walked surprisingly well.
“Aska.”
I was intently watching his back when Kyle called me. Then he bent his waist slightly and pointed somewhere.
“Look at this.”
There was a small flower with yellow petals blooming where his finger was pointing.
“Is it going to get warmer now?”
“It’s about time for spring to come.”
“This flower kind of looks like you when you were young…”
That’s when it happened. Kyle and I turned our heads in the same direction at the same time. A small, gray, fluffy lump that seemed to have come from nowhere was wiggling in the snow.
“What is that?”
Kyle made a strange noise as I frowned.
“Is it a bug?”
“A bug? Where is there a bug that big?”
“There are earthworms that fly in the sky, so there might be a bug that big.”
We had a ridiculous conversation and slowly approached it as if we were possessed. When we got closer, it looked like a fledgling that hadn’t been born long ago.
I wondered if it had fallen from somewhere, so I looked up, but there was nothing that looked like a nest. Where did it suddenly come from? It couldn’t have been here all this time on such a cold day.
The bird, which couldn’t even make a sound, tried to crawl towards us, flapping its wings that didn’t even have all its feathers yet, as if asking us to save it. Kyle carelessly picked up the bird, which looked so fragile that it would die if you just touched it.
Then he started examining it intently with a serious expression. It was just an ordinary little bird that didn’t need to be observed, but Kyle looked at it seriously for a long time and said.
“Let’s take it with us. I should give it to Nasser as a gift.”
“Suddenly?”
“I saw it in a book when I was young. I think it’s a Copa chick.”
I didn’t know what a Copa was, but since Kyle had decided that, I couldn’t leave it to die. I took the fledgling from Kyle and put it in my arms, sending a very small amount of
The bird, which had been on the verge of death, closed its eyes and wriggled as if it were in its mother’s arms, and soon fell asleep.
“Is its habitat near here? It seems like it since it can’t even fly yet.”