By Zephyria 
I roughly booked a room at the nearest inn. It wasn’t a great place, probably because it was on the outskirts, but I didn’t really care.
Aska licked and sucked my whole body, leaving no spot untouched, but he seemed very shy about the thought of putting his own thing in my mouth.
His fair skin was mottled red, and he was somehow more sensitive than usual, flinching at the slightest touch of my fingertips. The mental stimulation was so intense that he almost came without me even touching him.
Anyway, I already knew it since I’d seen and touched it so much, but its size was so enormous that just getting it in my mouth wasn’t easy. I hadn’t even gotten it all in when the head touched my uvula, bringing tears to my eyes.
The good thing was that even if my lips were slightly torn, they would heal quickly. The feeling of suffocation made me frown, and it didn’t taste as sweet as when we kissed, so it was harder than I thought.
But the moans and gasps that constantly tickled my eardrums, the fragile touch that gripped my hair, and the voice that called my name all numbed my mind.
Besides, even though he hadn’t come yet, pre-cum kept coming out, so I had to swallow it several times. At first, I naturally felt repulsed, but I quickly got used to it. Like before, the thought that he kept leaking like this because of me made me even more excited.
In particular, the spasms he had when he came were felt directly through the mucous membrane in my mouth, making me almost die from ticklishness. Remembering the amount he usually ejaculated, I thought I might really suffocate, but when I actually swallowed it, it was more bearable than I thought.
But that was an illusion. As soon as his penis hurriedly came out of my mouth, his semen was sprayed onto my face as if following right behind.
“……”
I stared at the sleeping Aska and frowned as I recalled what had happened last night. I was so excited back then that I didn’t realize it properly, but thinking about it again calmly, it was an excessively humiliating situation.
I was kneeling between Aska’s legs, even with my knees on the ground, trying to find the most comfortable position. If it hadn’t been Aska, I wouldn’t have been in such a state even if a knife was held to my throat.
Is this love?
Doing something you would never do if you were sane, while still being sane? I’ve been trying to figure out what love is these days whenever I get a chance, but the more I think about it, the more it seems like a crazy thing.
The biggest problem was that I was willingly doing that crazy thing myself.
I reached out and brushed the hair that had fallen over Aska’s forehead, and like a truly crazy bastard, I started to get excited again.
Even though I realized that it was not normal behavior, I still wanted to kneel between Aska’s legs again and put his hot flesh in my mouth. Because that would make Aska tremble and like it so much that he would cry.
For that one reason alone, I could endure everything humiliating, painful, and difficult.
“Aska.”
I carefully stroked his forehead, eyes, cheekbones, and lips before opening my mouth. Aska, who had already been awake for a while, opened one eye and looked at me.
“Why are you pretending to sleep?”
“I wasn’t pretending to sleep. I was just closing my eyes.”
“You were closing your eyes and feeling my touch like a pervert, weren’t you?”
“No, I wasn’t!”
Anyone could tell that was right, but Aska, who was very shy, denied it first. Seeing that even that grumpy face made my groin tingle, my condition was more serious than usual.
I was so scared of liking him this much that I tried to be careful, but in the end, all my efforts were in vain. But I did as much as I could. What could I do if it didn’t work even after doing this much?
I was embarrassed for no reason after thinking that to myself. Trying to make such a serious decision after tasting Aska’s semen felt too strange.
“Do you remember me saying that I searched the bottom of the sea to find you?”
Aska asked, stroking the inside of my thigh at that moment. But if he was going to ask, why was he touching me? I was already on edge, and I ended up getting half-erect.
“Could the scaly tail I saw in the book yesterday be a fish?”
What was he suddenly talking about? I thought about Aska’s words carefully to clear my head.
“Since you mentioned the bottom of the sea, it could be a fish. Among the creatures that live in the sea, the only ones with scales and tails are fish. Why are you asking that all of a sudden?”
I was puzzled because it didn’t seem like a topic to talk about first thing in the morning. Aska closed his mouth for a moment as if thinking about something, then said,
“I think I saw something similar.”
“Something similar? A fish?”
Of course, it was a fish, so you’d see a lot of them in the sea. As I tilted my head, Aska said something strange.
“But the upper body was human. It had gills near its chin and webbed fingers, though.”
“Isn’t that a mermaid? Or a Siren. I saw it in a Forbidden book when I was in Actan.”
Back then, when I looked at the book, everything like that was called a monster. Of course, I had never seen one in person, so I thought that the writer’s imagination must have been added to some extent.
Then are those gnats fairies or spirits? Fairies are said to be very beautiful, but gnats felt more grotesque than that. It might have been because they looked like small humans.
“It had a finned tail below the waist. The scales were also sparkling. The fins were very long, but other than that, it looked about the same height as me.”
“You looked closely, didn’t you? Did it approach you first?”
“No, it didn’t approach me, but several of them kept following me at a certain distance, taking turns? They weren’t interfering, and they didn’t seem dangerous, so I just left them alone. I was also busy looking for you at the time.”
Not just one, but several?
Aska yawned widely, then took his hand off me and slowly raised his upper body. The marks from where I had chewed and sucked all over his body last night remained as they were.
“Is that the strange thing you found in the sea?”
“Yeah, its hair was very long and wavy like seaweed, so I wanted to show it to you.”
The seaweed-like hair wasn’t important.
“Where was it?”
When I asked with a sullen expression, Aska shrugged.
“I went all over the place, so I don’t know the exact location. I first found it in the Trench near the middle of Actan and Calderia.”
Not just the sea, but a very deep sea. Of course, I couldn’t go that far or breathe, so I didn’t know how he was going to show it to me.
Still, I was so impressed just by him thinking that way that I roughly stroked the back of Aska’s head. Even though his head was tilted back, Aska closed his eyes and stayed still like a cat basking in the sun.
While I was at it, I also tidied up Aska’s hair and braided it into one.
“Let’s go soon. Abyss must be passed out.”
“I told him we’d stay one night.”
“What?”
“I had Popo send a note.”
He did such an admirable thing again without me even asking? I couldn’t braid his hair nicely, so this time I pinched and rubbed his cheeks.
“Popo was with us the whole time. Couldn’t you see him?”
“How could I see that?”
“You saw the gnats, didn’t you? Can you only see them if they reveal themselves? Anyway, I sent Popo last night, so we can go slowly.”
Aska said with a muffled pronunciation, his cheeks pressed in.
“Are Chichi and Pipi still with us too?”
Aska shook his head at my question.
“I told Chichi to stay with the trading company.”
“With Sakira? Why?”
She probably doesn’t even know there’s a cat since it hasn’t revealed itself, right? But she might have roughly guessed since there’s a lot of animal hair in my room.
“Just in case. Something like that happened in the mountains too.”
This was more surprising than him saying that he sent a note to Abyss earlier. I asked just in case.
“Because it might be dangerous?”
“Yeah. Because you like her, so I have to protect her. Of course, she can’t die, and she can’t get hurt either.”
It was so solemn that I was slightly puzzled, but the idea itself was admirable anyway. It was even scary at this point. I looked at Aska with suspicious eyes and asked carefully.
“Why do you keep doing admirable things?”
Could it be that he wants something? Or did he like what I did with my mouth yesterday that much?
I was thinking all sorts of things when Aska said something strange.
“From what I see, you’re not the kind of person who would be okay if only you were safe. So, ultimately, if we want to be happy, I have no choice but to take care of everything.”
I couldn’t understand what he was saying at all. But I felt like I knew what he meant. So, he meant that he would continue to buy souvenirs and gifts to give to people around him, and protect and take care of everyone.
I had a childish feeling that my own Aska was being dispersed, but I was still grateful. But I was a narrow-minded man, so I said one thing.
“But don’t give gifts. You don’t have to give those.”
“What gifts? That snack from last time? It wasn’t that expensive.”
“The amount isn’t the problem.”
“I’ll buy you something more delicious.”
That wasn’t the problem, but Aska kept talking about something else. I don’t know if he was doing it on purpose or if he really didn’t understand. I sighed and said something I didn’t mean, telling him to feel my feelings.
“I should tie up Abyss’s hair later.”
“Abyss’s hair is short, though?”
“I’ll just tie up her bangs. They might get in the way when she’s training.”
“Do those get in the way? They’re very short.”
“……”
Aska, who wasn’t even jealous, was seriously talking about the length of her hair.
Ugh, that pig. Since he’s so annoying, I should keep the fact that I cut my hand in the cabin a secret forever.