By Zephyria 
When will this ever end?
The question arose in my sluggish, useless brain. There was no clear beginning or end, and I couldn’t even tell if I was still begging or not.
Something kept coming out, but I didn’t know what it was. There was no refreshing feeling of release, no bursting sensation; it just felt like I was stuck in a swamp, constantly struggling.
“Ah, wait a minute…”
Panting like a dog, I laboriously reached my arm back. I groped around, trying to find something, and pushed against Aska’s thigh. I meant for him to pull out and back away, but there was a miscommunication, and something hard jabbed even deeper.
“Ugh, eugh!”
I shuddered at the sensation that I could never get used to, no matter how many times it happened.
Amidst all that, I saw the blue sky in my wavering vision. It wasn’t the real sky, but the same unchanging view that had been there for days. I had no clock, and my sense of time was almost completely numb, so I couldn’t even guess how long it had been.
“Ugh, eugh… Ah, ah!”
Each time he thrust rapidly inside me, an uncontrollable moan burst out. At first, I was a little embarrassed and tried to suppress it as much as possible, but now I couldn’t even think about that.
My panting became chaotic, and unfamiliar sounds I had never made before flowed out unfiltered. Just a while ago, I had wanted to cover my ears, but now I didn’t care anymore.
“Hah, hah… Ugh, eugh…”
And Aska was the same. He was stuck to my back, rubbing, pressing, biting, and licking all over my lips, moaning like a person on the verge of suffocation.
If I was about to faint, I would hear that sound from a distant place, and I would unconsciously come to my senses.
“Ah, I love it so much…”
Aska murmured, sobbing. At the same time as I felt his tearful voice on my neck, something hot flowed into me in gushes.
“Ugh…”
My insides churned as a painful climax began. Even though no more semen was coming out, the pleasure shook my brain. I stopped breathing, trembled, and opened my mouth. I was short of oxygen, my vision blurred, and I had a throbbing headache. Just when I thought my nerves were snapping and I might die like this, I finally exhaled.
“Hah… Ha, ah… Aaaargh! Ugh, hah…”
As I expelled everything, the senses that had been tightly locked away burst out with it. A lightning-like shock rippled from head to toe.
My tongue lolled out of my open mouth, and saliva drooled down. I lost consciousness for a brief moment, then regained it, panting, and finally, what had been filling me up was pulled out.
A groan escaped my throat at the sensation of the wet, softened inner walls being scraped. Aska carefully turned me over as I couldn’t even speak due to the spasms.
Then, he licked my eyelashes, the corners of my eyes, and even my temples like a puppy. I belatedly realized that I was still crying. It wasn’t emotional tears, but involuntary physiological tears.
“If I had known it was this good, I would have done it sooner…”
His soft tongue lingered on my eyes for a long time before pulling away. It felt even wetter than when I was crying, but I had no time to worry about that. I was still out of breath, and my vision was blurry.
“Let’s do it every day from now on.”
His words were more of a declaration than a suggestion, and a chill suddenly ran down my spine. I asked, exhausted and on the verge of collapse,
“I have a question.”
“Mm.”
Aska replied languidly, rubbing his lips against mine. I wanted to speak, but he kept interrupting me, making it difficult.
Aska bit my upper lip, sucking on it, and then rubbed the tip of his penis against my hole again. I was startled and turned my head away.
“Why are you putting it in again?”
“Just let me keep it in…”
“Why…!”
Before I could finish speaking, Aska straightened his back and thrust his glans deep inside. He had already thrust and pounded so much, but I was still breathless. I writhed in a desperate agony without pain, and Aska asked in a rough, panting voice,
“What’s your question?”
“Is this…”
I said with difficulty, matching my words to the rhythm of my sighs.
“Is this how it’s supposed to be done…?”
Is this really how everyone does it, so hard? Is this right, really…? They say if you love someone, you do it every day, but how can you do this every day?
As I recalled the unwanted details of other people’s sex lives that I had heard when visiting the Harem, I could only marvel. Of course, Aska was not human, so he was a bit different, but still, the way he did it was the same, so it seemed similar to what ordinary people did.
“I don’t know either.”
Aska shook his head and answered my question briefly. Well, there was no way Aska would know. I had only heard about it, and this was the first time I had actually done it, so I couldn’t say for sure if this was really the right way to have sex.
“Since it’s just the two of us, shouldn’t it be enough if we both feel good?”
Then, Aska, who seemed to be thinking for a while, spoke logically, unlike his usual self. I was instantly convinced and nodded unconsciously.
“I guess so.”
“I didn’t know it would feel this good. I vaguely thought it would be good, but…”
Aska lowered his head again and murmured as if possessed. The closer he got, the deeper his penis went inside. I could feel the sensation of my inner walls being crushed, and my body trembled.
I felt like something was getting bigger and bigger, so I patted Aska’s shoulder.
“Let’s stop for today and do it again tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow?”
I made a compromise because I thought he wouldn’t listen if I just told him to stop. If I did the same thing again tomorrow, I wouldn’t be able to walk, but I decided to leave that to the me of tomorrow. For now, the top priority was to save the me of today.
“Are you tired?”
His voice was full of concern. I was about to reflexively say that I was so tired I was going to die, but then Aska murmured with a pitiful look on his face.
“Sorry, I just kept feeling so good, I thought you were feeling good too…”
“I do feel good.”
I was mesmerized by his face, and the words popped out of my mouth without me realizing it. Aska’s expression brightened instantly. He smiled shyly with his eyes reddened, as if embarrassed.
“I thought so, actually.”
“… ”
It was completely different from his usual expressionless face or his grumbling. Of course, he had smiled often before, but he had never smiled so foolishly. Was he really a split personality?
My heart was beating like crazy, making it even harder to breathe.
Then, Aska suddenly put his hand on my lower abdomen, which was wet and sticky with fluid. He stroked it widely with his palm, then touched the inside of my navel with his thumb, as if he was rubbing my inner walls. I felt a tingling sensation and was wondering what it was, when suddenly, weight was applied.
“Ugh!”
The pressure increased as he slowly pressed down on my stomach with his palm. I unconsciously raised my hand and grabbed Aska’s arm, but the penis that had been resting at the entrance slipped in and burrowed deeper.
I trembled without making a sound, then slid my hand down Aska’s wrist and grabbed it. I felt like I really couldn’t take it anymore and was about to say it was impossible, but fortunately, Aska didn’t move any further.
“Hand, hand…”
I panted and tapped him, and finally, the force pressing down on my stomach eased a little. It was still pressed down, but it was much easier to breathe than before.
“I’ll go in further tomorrow, right?”
Then, Aska muttered to himself, his gaze lowered. I didn’t even want to know what he was looking at, so I closed my eyes and relaxed my body.
“I went in more than I thought I would today, too.”
“Just put it in, why are you so…”
I was about to ask why he was being so fussy, but I stopped. I had been thinking that it would be okay even if he forced it in and hurt me because it would heal quickly anyway. But when I remembered Aska’s words about treating me with care, I was at a loss for words.
I quickly changed the subject and mumbled.
“If we keep doing it, it’ll all go in eventually.”
“But it doesn’t have to all go in.”
“Why?”
Aska didn’t answer and suddenly just stared at me. As time went on, the color of his already red eyes became even darker. He suddenly looked moved again, with an overwhelmed expression.
Aska rubbed his cheek against my bewildered face.
“I feel like something’s different from yesterday.”
“Different from yesterday? What’s different?”
I had no idea what he was talking about. I couldn’t understand anything and tilted my head, and Aska murmured.
“I feel like we’ve gotten closer.”
“… ”
His unexpected, innocent, and cute remark put a strain on my heart again. A pressure even greater than when he pressed on my stomach squeezed my heart tightly.
Aska spoke to me again as I took a deep breath and calmed myself.
“So this is what people do when they like each other.”
“I guess so…”
“To be honest, I thought I could just be with you and not do this or drink blood for the rest of my life.”
“… ”
Aska, who had been twirling my hair with his fingers, looked up at me.
“What about you?”
My chest fluttered like a fish out of water. It was uncomfortable, ticklish, and unfamiliar, but an even greater emotion dominated my body. Even so, I was so creeped out that I didn’t know what to do.
I reached out and tucked Aska’s stray hair behind his ear and pulled him by the neck. Our lips touched, and I naturally slipped my tongue into his open mouth.
I had thought about joking around and changing the subject, but I decided not to today. Still, I was embarrassed, so I answered with a kiss instead. Fortunately, Aska seemed to understand and pressed closer.
Aska, who had been kissing me slowly and leisurely, asked in an excited voice after we parted our lips.
“But when is tomorrow here?”
“Tomorrow?”
“The sun doesn’t set, so I don’t know.”
Could it be because of doing it again tomorrow? My vision blurred for a moment, but I calmly said.
“Let’s rest for a while and then go. We can’t stay here forever. The floor is hard, so let’s go home and do it on a soft bed. I’ll wash you when we get home. Do you remember when we were kids?”
Aska nodded obediently as I naturally changed the subject. I stroked Aska’s head. I had just said whatever came to mind to calm Aska down, but was it because I had mentioned resting?
I suddenly felt incredibly sleepy.
“Are you sleepy? Do you want to sleep?”
Aska asked, having noticed my condition like a ghost.
In the end, I decided to nod off and lose consciousness. I had to take out what was inside me, wash up, and get dressed… There were so many things to do, but I was too sleepy to think for long.
“But you can’t bite Magical creature like that.”
I heard a serious voice in my sleep. What was he suddenly talking about biting Magical creature? Was he talking about me biting his neck and drawing blood?
I mumbled, dumbfounded even in my sleep.
“I bit you because it was you, I don’t bite any Magical creature. I’m not a mad dog…”
“They might have poison. And don’t bite anything else, either. Don’t stick out your tongue or put it on their lips… Magical creature or people. Got it?”
“What, poison…”
Most of them are immune…
Aska hugged me tightly and chattered endlessly.
“Be careful about touching them, too… From now on, with other people… Because we’re always together… I’ll tell you everything when you wake up…”
Just before I completely lost consciousness, Aska’s voice and another sound overlapped in my ear. The noisy murmuring stopped abruptly, and I fell asleep as if losing consciousness.