By Zephyria 
No way?
I widened my eyes in bewilderment and looked at Aska. He had his hands over his mouth as if he’d eaten something he shouldn’t have, his eyes tightly shut and his face slightly flushed.
I blankly watched the tears dripping down, then subtly shifted my hips.
“……!”
At that, he abruptly opened his eyes and startled again. His exaggerated reaction was both amusing and absurd.
Until recently, I couldn’t even speak, my limbs were still bound, and I was just accepting the food he gave me. He tied me up like a guard dog, preventing me from moving, so why was he acting like he was the victim? He even fed me with his mouth and initiated the kisses.
But this image of him, like an innocent youth being molested by a monster, was not only bewildering but also ignited a fire in my chest.
“Untie my arms.”
“No.”
His voice was nasal and tearful, but his stubbornness remained.
“If you untie my arms, I’ll make you feel good.”
“I’m not in the mood for that right now…….”
The mass I felt near my hips was steadily increasing in size, wasn’t it? That was a lie.
“You really don’t want to?”
“No.”
“Then why do you keep me between your legs? You could just put me on the floor.”
“The floor is cold and hard, so no.”
That was a ridiculous excuse. If he hated me being on the cold floor so much, he should have thought about getting out of this damn ruin first.
“Then just show me. You saw mine, too.”
“No.”
“…….”
I considered rubbing against him with my hips again, but I stopped. I had a feeling that if I did, Aska wouldn’t be able to stand it and would end up throwing me on the floor.
I narrowed my eyes and stared at Aska.
Aska used to say that he would get an erection when he smelled me. He would sometimes have unwanted wet dreams and have to wash himself with cold water.
It seemed like he could barely handle my scent on the bed, so wouldn’t it be even harder to resist if he was holding me this close? Come to think of it, when he drank my blood, Aska repeatedly buried his nose in my skin and inhaled.
“…….”
Aska had his eyes closed, looking like a saint trying to resist the devil’s temptation. His face, a mixture of distress and lust, was enough to numb at least some of my reason.
I rolled my tongue around in my mouth and then slightly bared my teeth.
I kept thinking that this wasn’t the time for this. Not with the location and Aska’s abnormal state. What kind of crazy person would ignore all of that just for the sake of lust?
That crazy person was me.
And the fact that he was refusing only made me more rebellious.
I bit my tongue and gradually tightened my jaw, soon feeling the warm blood flowing. Aska, who was crazy about my blood, smelled it and immediately opened his eyes and looked at me.
There was no point in telling him to untie my arms without delay, as he would only say no again. The wound on my tongue had already healed, but there was still some blood left in my mouth. I rubbed my face against Aska’s shoulders and chest, then stuck out my tongue and licked his prominent collarbone.
Glancing up, I saw Aska staring at me with a nervous and annoyed expression, his troubled look gone. His jawbone was protruding as if he was clenching his teeth.
Aska touched the collarbone I had just licked. Then, he quietly stared at the fingertip that was smeared with a mixture of saliva and blood, though only a little. The way his pupils contracted and dilated was, no matter how many times I saw it, alien enough to make my breath catch for a moment.
It was a similar sight to when he had only shown his face above his nose at the entrance and observed me. I wondered why he wasn’t coming in, but was he perhaps holding something back then, too?
I don’t know why he keeps holding back when no one told him to. Is it because he feels sorry? Is he afraid of losing his mind and drinking my blood again? That seemed like the most likely reason.
That meant Aska hadn’t consumed enough blood yet. One question arose here. Could Aska not distinguish between appetite and lust?
Suddenly, I couldn’t tell if he was just horny for me or if he simply wanted my blood.
Then, Aska grabbed my chin and forced me to lift my head. He was breathing roughly, having finally given in.
“You deliberately drew blood, didn’t you?”
“No? It was an accident.”
“You accidentally bit your tongue all of a sudden?”
“It could…….”
Before I could finish speaking, Aska put his index finger in my mouth. Then, accurately, he strongly scratched the spot I had bitten with his fingertip. I felt a slight pain, but not enough to draw blood.
“Please don’t really do that.”
Unlike his pleading tone, his voice and expression were fierce, like a beast growling. Yet, his finger continued to roam inside my mouth.
He stroked the inside of my cheek, my tongue, and the roof of my mouth, and eventually started touching my gums. Watching the trembling of his fingertip, his increasingly loud breathing, and his parting lips, I asked in bewilderment.
“What are you doing?”
My pronunciation was slurred, and saliva that I hadn’t managed to swallow flowed from my mouth as I spoke. Before it could flow to the end of my chin, Aska lowered his head and licked it off. Then, he very naturally licked my lips and put his tongue in my mouth, starting to kiss me.
Meanwhile, the lump that kept poking my butt was wriggling uncomfortably.
“I’m scared…….”
Aska mumbled with his lips still touching mine after kissing for a while.
“Of what? That it’ll explode down there?”
“…….”
Aska, who had been casting his eyes down with a gloomy expression, frowned instantly. He asked in a bewildered and dumbfounded voice.
“Why would it explode? I’m really serious right now.”
“You’ve always been serious every single time. And we’re not strangers, we’ve been married for years, is it really a big deal if you get an erection? It’s more terrifying and scary that you’ve been chaste until now.”
“Ah, no. It’s not that, it’s just that I always end up hurting you…….”
Aska stuttered even more when I couldn’t hold back and blurted out my true feelings. I softly licked Aska’s lips and whispered.
“I’ve told you so many times that it’s okay if I get hurt.”
“I don’t want you to get hurt.”
“What can you do when you’re born like that, even if you don’t want to? So, are you going to live the rest of your life without drinking my blood? How many days do we have left to live together, and are you going to cry every time you drink blood? Apologizing every time?”
“…….”
Aska’s mouth closed as if he had finally understood me. Still, his expression remained confused.
“I don’t think I can stop halfway this time…….”
“It’s better to eat as much as you want. You can’t come to your senses and you’re always hungry when you keep eating little by little. If it’s going to hurt the same anyway, it’s better to go all at once. Am I wrong?”
If Aska hadn’t stopped earlier and had drunk his fill of blood, he might have come to his senses by now.
“I’m going to scare you again.”
I sighed at his quiet mumble.
“There hasn’t been a single moment when I was scared of you.”
“You were earlier.”
“That’s because I was confused about whether you were really you. It wasn’t so much that I was scared, but that I was nervous because I couldn’t figure out what you were.”
Aska lowered his head further and buried his face in my neck. My whole body tingled every time his warm breath touched my skin.
Aska took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled with a trembling breath and asked.
“Is it okay to do lewd things while drinking blood?”
He had been giving all sorts of reasons and saying no earlier, so he must have been holding back a lot. And it seems that Aska feels that lust and appetite are similar.
“Of course it’s okay. Just do whatever you want, whatever you feel like. If that wasn’t the case, I would have said something when you put a dog collar on me in the first place.”
“That’s not a dog collar. And it’s not even on your neck…….”
Aska mumbled and took a big bite of the flesh on my neck. He chewed gently, but it wasn’t painful, just ticklish.
I couldn’t help but sigh. Did Aska know how much I was indulging him? If someone else had treated me like this, I might have cut off all ten of their fingers and smashed their head with an ax.
“Tell me if it gets scary or painful.”
“That will never happen.”
“Still, just in case……. I’ll try to stop.”
“It’s okay, just do whatever you want to your heart’s content…….”
Before I could finish speaking, his teeth pierced my skin. At first, it didn’t hurt at all, but a tingling pain started to be felt belatedly.
Gulp.
I heard the sound of his Adam’s apple moving. Was that about one gulp’s worth? I had to be a little nervous since he had eaten that much, not just a drop.
He might tear my flesh and cut my carotid artery again and have a blood feast like last time. Aska’s face, covered in blood and trembling with elation, was still vivid in my mind.
Gulp, gulp.
“…….”
But no matter how many times he drank, he didn’t seem to be doing that. Hadn’t he completely lost his mind?
Then, I suddenly felt a touch between my thighs. He seemed to be taking off my clothes, so he didn’t seem to have completely lost his mind if he was even playing with his hands like that.
I unknowingly let out a sigh of relief. At the same time, Aska also let out a groan-like breath and took his mouth off my neck.
“Haa…….”
Had he already eaten everything?
After catching his breath for a moment, Aska slowly raised his head and looked at me. There was only a little blood on the corner of his mouth, and he hadn’t spilled a single drop. His table manners had definitely improved a lot compared to last time.
His eyes were a little blurry, but he didn’t seem to have completely lost it.
“Did you eat everything?”
Aska didn’t answer my question and lowered his head again. This time, he set his teeth on the collarbone area, which was lower than my neck. The pain was more severe than before, perhaps because it was an area with bones nearby.
“But can you untie this before you eat? The position is too uncomfortable.”
My wrists were tied behind my back instead of in front, so I couldn’t move my body freely. And I wanted to touch him, too. But Aska was still silent and diligently sucking blood.
The sound of him swallowing blood, the sound of flesh rubbing against each other, and the sucking sounds continued incessantly.
Then, I suddenly felt a hand gently gripping my cooled lower body. It had been half-erect since Aska’s breath had touched my neck earlier, and it quickly became fully erect as he touched it with just the right amount of force.
“Heok……. Haa.”
And Aska’s head was raised again. He had drunk more intensely the second time, so there was more blood on his mouth than the first time. His breathing was even rougher, and his eyes were almost half out of his mind.
Aska shook his head several times as if trying to come to his senses. Then, he suddenly put me down on the floor and took a seat between my legs.
Clearly, my legs had been stuck together and wouldn’t separate because of the magic until just now, but now my legs were spread apart and my knees were bent and wouldn’t straighten.
“……?”
But that wasn’t a problem at all. No, this was also a problem, but a bigger obstacle had arisen. Aska, who was kneeling, placed my butt on his thighs.
What kind of bizarre position was this?
Dozens of question marks popped up over my head at the same time.
“Why are you always…….”
Aska lowered his waist towards me, muttering as if blaming me with a trembling voice. Something of enormous mass was pressing tightly between my legs.
“Why are you always so delicious?”
Normally, I would have said that I was glad he liked it, but this wasn’t the time for that.
“W-wait a minute…….”
I hurriedly stopped Aska, making a fool of myself for having confidently declared that it would never happen.