“Are you suggesting 69?”
As if venerating Choi Hong-seo’s genitals, he rubbed his cheek and nose against its shaft, pulling his lips into a faint smile. Though he tried to hide it, the smile, mixed with bitterness, was dark.
Their first time. Choi Hong-seo’s subconscious, which had tried to start with fellatio before even sharing a proper kiss or caress. Now, both of them were aware of what had prompted that action.
A mistake made without knowing what was wrong, from a state of only knowing sex as service and exploitation.
Lee Hae-sung wiped the water droplets scattered on his face from the edge of the shower. Then, still kneeling, he pulled Choi Hong-seo’s pants, which were awkwardly draped under his buttocks, down to his ankles. Choi Hong-seo held his shoulders and, stepping out one foot at a time, became completely naked. It was as if he were his master, being served with utmost devotion.
Stretching his legs, Lee Hae-sung stood up, his tall frame rising. He also took off his pajamas. Choi Hong-seo watched him undress calmly, without any sign of inhibition, and averted his gaze when their eyes met. Slap. His bare feet stepped on the water.
Thump. His back hit the glass wall again, and Lee Hae-sung placed his hands on Choi Hong-seo’s shoulders. As he leaned forward, the spray of water hitting his face was blocked.
“Why is the face of someone who made such a bold suggestion blushing?”
“……”
“I wasn’t the one who suggested it, Hong-seo did.”
Slap. His foot moved closer. His toes touched the tip of his big toe. Their erect genitals brushed against each other, so close that the glans grazed his pubic hair.
“Th-that’s true… Mmm… Mm.”
The moment he felt his chin being gently lifted, their lips met. A warm, wet, red tongue surged in like a great wave, filling his mouth, and the arms around his back pulled him close.
Embracing each other, their bodies still slick with foam, they shared a long kiss, their hands meticulously caressing and washing every part of each other.
He wrapped Choi Hong-seo’s body in a large towel like a blanket, drying him, and then wrung the water from his hair with a washcloth. He then combed his wet hair with his fingers and kissed his forehead.
Without even putting on a robe, they held hands and returned to the bedroom. While Choi Hong-seo sat on the edge of the bed, Lee Hae-sung drew the curtains, allowing only a faint light to filter in. Their eyes, not yet accustomed to the darkness, could only distinguish each other’s silhouettes and intense gazes.
He climbed onto the bed, resting on his knees, and settled in the middle. Lying on the sheets without a pillow, he smiled at Choi Hong-seo. In the darkness, his long, naked silhouette stood out. His erect penis maintained a stiff angle, slightly lifted from his lower abdomen.
Choi Hong-seo pulled his legs up onto the bed and crawled towards him. Although he had decided to reveal everything to him, it was still difficult to lie face down on his body.
Lee Hae-sung took Choi Hong-seo’s hesitant hand and guided him.
Hesitantly, he sat on his stomach as guided. His back and buttocks facing him. This time, he grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s ankles and pulled him back. At such a small action, Choi Hong-seo flinched and looked back.
“To lie down, you need to come further back, right?”
He placed his hands on his lower abdomen and moved his knees further back, towards his armpits. It was more accurate to say he was half-pulled by the force he exerted. Once his ankles were over his shoulders, he then wrapped his arms around his thighs and pulled him back. By the time his calves were firmly wedged between his armpits, there was no more room to retreat. His chin rested between Choi Hong-seo’s buttocks.
Choi Hong-seo, with an anxious expression, kept turning his head to look down. In the dim light, Lee Hae-sung looked up at him with narrowed eyes. Then, his hands, which had been around his thighs, moved up his skin, gently pressing down on his lower back.
“……”
Choi Hong-seo bit his lower lip tightly and slowly lowered his upper body to lie down. Naturally, his buttocks lifted, and his hands gently stroked the flesh of his buttocks.
Unlike Choi Hong-seo, who had immediately grabbed his penis and licked its glans, he began by observing carefully.
His buttocks parted due to the position of sitting with legs spread, his erect penis dangling against his collarbone, his testicles visible between his legs. He wanted to hide. So preoccupied with his own lower body, which he couldn’t see, he couldn’t concentrate on his genitals presented right before him.
The rough breaths from his nose and lips reached his sensitive inner skin. He could feel the warmth and moisture mixed in his breath, knowing how close he was. His hands stroked the outside and inside of his thighs, pressed firmly on his perineum, gently tugged his testicles, and toyed with his penis. His touch was like that of a serious scholar exploring. The sexual tension was almost nonexistent. Yet, Choi Hong-seo’s waist grew increasingly languid, and his exposed buttocks twitched.
“Hng, hck… Hng…”
When he parted the hole with his fingers, he couldn’t bear it any longer.
“You don’t have to look so closely…”
“It’s Hong-seo’s new body. I have to engrave and learn each part.”
He said it as if it were obvious. Between his buttocks. While looking closely into his parted anus.
Not Yoon Hye-an’s body, but Choi Hong-seo’s new body.
Separate from the burning shame, every time he heard such words, something within him was healed. The fear and anxiety that had been standing on end, like scales flipped by a knife, from when his already dead life had opened its eyes in another person’s body, gradually subsided.
He didn’t care about others. As long as Lee Hae-sung saw him as Choi Hong-seo, he could exist as Choi Hong-seo. He wasn’t scared, nor confused.
He could show him anything. Because he had faith that he would accept him as he was. As he fumbled and took his penis again, kissing the veined shaft, his voice echoed from between his legs.
“You said you wouldn’t regret it.”
“……”
“I’m going to do the same now.”
“Hng… Ugh! Hng!”
At the end of his words, he finally extended his tongue and licked the hole deeply. Choi Hong-seo reached out with the hand not holding his penis and tightly gripped his thigh. As if it were a lifeline, he desperately dug his fingertips into that tough muscle and clenched it.
Without removing his tongue, he rubbed it widely over the anus. He shook his head left and right as if to melt the hole with his tongue, pressing and pushing at the entrance. Choi Hong-seo’s lower half kept tightening. It was happening involuntarily. The hole, gaping as if demanding penetration, was fully exposed to him, and the shame prevented him from licking his penis any longer. All he could do was lie on his stomach and moan.
“You said 69, but this is no different from me giving you fellatio?”
“Hng, hng… Ng.”
“Ng?”
As if urging him on, he thrust his hips, shaking his penis. The heavy, stiff organ bobbed dully and struck Choi Hong-seo’s face.
“Haa, hng… Haa.”
Without even thinking to grab it with his hand, he foolishly stuck out his tongue and twisted his head back and forth, chasing it. His entire groin was being explored by his tongue and lips, making his already confused head feel numb.
“It’s not that, Mister…”
“Me? What did I do? I’m just doing what Hong-seo asked.”
“Still, for it to be somewhat similar… Hngh!”
Lee Hae-sung, who had been scratching, rubbing, and sucking his entire crotch with his teeth and lips, suddenly bit down hard on a tiny piece of flesh. Between his testicles and anus, his perineum, which had risen slightly. Choi Hong-seo’s eyes widened and he writhed from the pain of the tender flesh being crushed. Sweetness spread through the stinging.
After that, he was bitten all over the place in a frenzy. From the inside of his thighs to his buttocks, the perineum he had bitten first was bitten several more times. If he could, he seemed intent on biting deep inside his anus. The sound of flesh being sucked, ‘slurp, slurp,’ was wet and sticky in the darkness.
Choi Hong-seo wished he would say something. Even a teasing remark to make him more embarrassed… He would have preferred hearing any lewd words to hearing these sounds.
“Ah… It hurts, it hurts…”
Each time he was bitten and chewed, the sweetness deepened more than the pain, but he denied it.
“Even though your seminal fluid is all over my collarbone?”
“Ugh.”
His body instinctively crawled forward from the pleasure that made his vision turn white. He writhed as if trying to escape a deep, pulling swamp.
“Hck!”
However, he did not let him escape. I grabbed both hips with my hands and pulled them back with all my strength. Choi Hong-seo’s butt, which collapsed as if it were sitting down, completely buried his face. His high nose pressed down on the sound of the bell, and the testicles were crushed against his lips.
“Ahhh, uh.”.. Yes!”As my mind was half gone from the stimulation of biting my testicles, this time, a finger deeply penetrated the area that had been sufficiently softened by saliva.” Choi Hong-seo gasped and grabbed his thigh. The spot that was lightly teased in the bathroom this time was ruthlessly scrubbed sharply.
“Huh, huh.”.. Huh… Huh, huh… Ah, no… No, no…!”Semen poured out in a rush onto Lee Haesung’s chest and abdomen.” Choi Hong-seo, who had reached a critical situation, trembled intermittently all over like a drug addict.
“Hah, ha, ha, ugh.” Huh.”I crawled on the bed, trembling, trying to escape from pleasure.”
“Ugh!””However, before he could fully escape between his calves, his ankle was caught.” Both ankles were grabbed and I was dragged back. His buttocks were pressed tightly against his groin as he raised his body and stood on his knees.
“Where are you going?””
“흐으, Huh…”I won’t send it this time.”He firmly held onto Choi Hong-seo’s sides and rubbed his genitals against the spot he had just carefully tended to with his tongue and lips. The sexual stimulation from that bulging volume made Choi Hong-seo’s thighs tremble. I couldn’t tell if it was something to be afraid of or something to look forward to.
As soon as his waist seemed to bend back for a moment, a soft pillow burrowed under Choi Hong-seo’s cheek. And soon the smooth, thick glans settled at the entrance of the anus and began to rub.
“You.”.. Even if you say you no longer love me, I won’t let you go. This time.”Unbelievably, his hand, which was trying to insert, was trembling.” I felt that tremor.
When we become physically connected… Then, I wonder if the resentment that has been pent up in you will be released, and because of that, will it disappear?
I felt that the fear still remained within the understanding. Choi Hong-seo, who was lifting her hips while hugging a pillow tightly with both arms, turned her head to look back at him.
“Huh!” Huh, huh…”Right after the situation, he burrowed into the relaxed entrance.” His whole body glistened with sweat in the darkness that was quite familiar to him. He was grimacing in pain as he forcefully tried to fit a penis that was the wrong size into the narrow wall.
“The kind uncle that Hong-seo liked, I won’t do that anymore.””
“하아으, Huh… Ha. Huh.”Selfishly, trying to love badly.””Selfish and bad people do not place a pillow under your cheek.” I don’t even bother to use my tongue and hands to loosen the hole until it wears out. I know what sex is like when done by selfish and bad people.
A drop of sweat that was hanging on the tip of Lee Hae-sung’s chin fell onto Choi Hong-seo’s lower back. I could tell that the furrowed skin around his eyes and mouth, along with the tightened jaw muscles, were not due to the pain of insertion.
