By Zephyria Because the bed was high, my thighs hit the mattress, and he wrapped his arms around Choi Hong-seo’s waist, pulling him onto the bed.
The next moment, Choi Hong-seo was half-reclining, propping himself up on the sheets with his elbows. He looked down, kneeling with his legs spread wide.
His eyes, brimming with overflowing emotion, were like a wounded beast attacked. A large, pitiful beast, recoiling from every approaching opponent while groaning from deep wounds…
I wanted to touch his cheek and comfort him. I wanted to remove all the constraints that were tormenting him. But while I was allowed to be on the bed with him, arbitrarily touching his face was probably a privilege reserved only for ‘Choi Hong-seo.’
I remembered our encounters, only twice, in meticulous detail.
The words he spoke, the expressions he made, the places he caressed and in what order.
Because I didn’t know about sex between ordinary lovers, I even remembered trying to ‘serve’ him as I had been taught, without realizing it.
Of course, lovers can enjoy oral sex. But I didn’t know then that in a couple’s first sexual encounter, one wouldn’t start with oral sex before any other form of foreplay.
He couldn’t easily touch ‘Yoon Hye-an,’ who lay beneath him.
Choi Hong-seo swallowed dryly. Hesitantly, I raised my upper body and brought my still-trembling hands to his center.
Just as Choi Hong-seo had done that day, to kneel between his legs and caress his manhood. Because what he wanted was for me to act like Choi Hong-seo.
“……”
Lee Hae-sung, who had been watching silently, grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s wrist just as his hand was about to touch the robe. The force was so strong it made my bones ache.
Our baby is quite bold.
That’s a no-go. Hong-seo, you can’t touch.
Such words did not return.
Instead, he gently pushed Choi Hong-seo’s shoulder back and laid him on the soft, large pillow that had been propped up high.
He, who had been sitting around Choi Hong-seo’s calves, closed the distance and moved closer. His knees slid under Choi Hong-seo’s thighs. My legs spread apart, and beyond the single layer of thin pajamas I wore without underwear, I felt his groin, hidden by the robe. At the warm contact of his most intimate area, my body’s trembling ceased.
Instead, the reality of feeling him again like this stirred my emotions deeply. I deliberately blocked my thoughts to avoid being overwhelmed by emotion. If I opened the floodgates of emotion here, I would surely burst into tears before we could even do anything properly. I couldn’t ruin things like that.
He didn’t try to overlap his upper body by kneeling. He pressed only his lower body close and slowly examined the person lying beneath him. Then he reached out and lightly rubbed his hair between his fingers.
“How about dyeing your hair?”
“……”
“Blonde or pink… or sky blue would be nice too.”
These were all colors Choi Hong-seo had sported during his ‘Layered’ activities.
“I’d like that too. But… I have to start filming soon.”
“Hmm…”
He pursed his lips and sighed. As if such trivial matters were insignificant if it meant looking even a little more like Choi Hong-seo.
My hair fell loose from between his fingers. His hand, moving down, slowly slipped inside the wide-open collar of the pajama top. As his hand loosely encircled my neck, Choi Hong-seo’s breathing became irregular.
Tok, tok, he slowly unbuttoned the pajamas with one hand. This time, for a moment, my breath hitched.
I had a passionate and intense kiss with ‘Choi Hong-seo’ while unbuttoning, but not with ‘Yoon Hye-an’. His gaze, constantly searching every corner of ‘Yoon Hye-an’s’ face, clearly revealed what he was looking for.
He was desperately searching for something, comparing, and then the look of disappointment was repeatedly reflected in his eyes.
In his eyes, searching for Choi Hong-seo, there was no sign of sexual excitement at all. It was the same under him, tightly pressed between his legs.
That being similar is not enough. It must be Choi Hong-seo.
He felt that the body lying in front of him was nothing but a fake, and it seemed like he would get off the bed at any moment.
However, he unbuttoned all the buttons and pushed the hem of his shirt outward.
Choi Hong-seo, while lying down, wriggled and subtly pulled one side of her shirt.
Thanks to consistent exercise and self-care, Choi Hong-seo’s body was lean yet firm, while Yoon Hye-an’s body was still quite frail. I was not confident in showing him that body. I didn’t think it would stimulate his sexual desire much.
Despite following a diet and exercise regimen, Yoon Hye-an’s body, which she had neglected for a long time relying solely on her natural physique and pretty shape, did not easily gain muscle.
Ignoring the gestures of wanting to hide, his palm slipped inside the shirt. The tip of the finger brushed against the nipple, but it was not a contact with the intention of caressing. Yet, my shoulders shrank. The facial muscles twitched. His sharp gaze was scanning all those reactions.
He checked his much flatter chest with his hand and this time tried to pull his pajama top over his shoulder. I tried to hold on tightly to one side, but the other side was already stripped down to the elbow.
“You said you wanted to try sleeping with me.” Can I do well without taking it off?”You said you wanted to see me, and boldly said so, so why are you acting so boring?” It seemed like they were pressing for answers. I thought you would be upset if I pointed out the differences with Choi Hong-seo, so I couldn’t say that. Reluctantly, I gave in to the force with which he pulled the shirt on the other side.
The jacket was pulled down to the elbows, and although it was well opened, his thin shoulders, flat chest, and flat stomach were all exposed in front of him. Suddenly, revealing Yoon Hye-an’s body in front of him felt so unfamiliar and strange. I couldn’t look at him directly and turned my head away.
According to the past scenario with ‘Choi Hong-seo’, the next step was for his face to approach the chest and take the nipple into his mouth. After that, he who gradually went down…
However, he did not act according to the script. He stretched his upper body long and reached out his arms to pick up the sex gel and condoms that were placed on the side table.
He glanced down at Choi Hong-seo’s flustered face and let out a bitter smirk. Did you really have such expectations that I would suck your body?
A sudden wave of heat rushed to my ears and face. I was more embarrassed than the time when I tried to give oral sex on our first night together, with a body that only knew how to entertain.
Right now, he felt like a fool for constantly forgetting that he was not Choi Hong-seo.
But I couldn’t just stand by and do nothing because of that embarrassment. Unlike the real Choi Hong-seo, there haven’t been many opportunities for him now.
I lunged at him as he threw the gel onto the bed and took a condom out of the box. I grabbed each of his wrists with both hands and looked straight at him. As Yoon Hye-an, this was probably the first time I had laid my hands on his body while being in my right mind.
It was desperate enough to blow away even such feelings.
“Let’s do it without a condom, us.””
“……His hand stopped. However, it was only for a moment that I looked on, revealing emotions that seemed angry, wounded, and at the same time, greatly turbulent. He soon looked away and tore open the condom packaging. As if no longer falling for the same tricks that imitate Choi Hong-seo.
Choi Hong-seo became anxious. It was an opportunity that might not come again. I wanted to connect with him like before, like when I was Choi Hong-seo. Suddenly, I pulled his wrist roughly and resisted.
“Please do it like Choi Hong-seo.” But why can’t it be done?”Why are you asking such an obvious question?” he answered first with his expression.
“Even if I asked you to hold me like Choi Hong-seo, I would treat you like Hong-seo.”.. That can’t be.”
“……”No matter how much you pretend to be Choi Hong-seo, you are not the real Choi Hong-seo. Even if I try to embrace you instead of Choi Hong-seo, I cannot think of you as the real Choi Hong-seo.”
It was so correct that I could no longer argue.
He completely pulled the knot of the gown that was already loose. His slightly erect penis was revealed between the open flaps. His genitals were just like his secrecy, his secrets. In front of that vigorous masculinity, Choi Hong-seo felt longing before desire.
Memories of sharing love connected to that, and being loved to the point of melting inside… Funny enough, it vividly came back to life in Yoon Hye-an’s body.
However, he did not allow himself to be immersed in memories.
His heavy and large hand tapped on Choi Hong-seo’s left shoulder.
“I appreciate you immersing yourself in the role, but I only do bearbacking with someone I love.”After speaking plainly, I slowly pushed my shoulders outward. It meant to turn back and lie down.
Choi Hong-seo, having confirmed once again that he is not Choi Hong-seo, obediently lay down as he was pushed. Rather, I turned my face away completely so that I could not see his figure, or rather, so that he could not see the face of ‘Yoon Hye-an’.
I felt his body heat as he came and lay down beside me from behind. He lay beside my prone body and placed his palm on my shoulder blade. The palm, soaked with sweat, stuck closely to the skin. His hand slowly stroked the back of his head. It seemed hesitant, gentle, as if it were a careful touch trying not to wake a beloved one who had fallen into a deep sleep.
When his face was not visible, he became even more affectionate. Choi Hong-seo buried her face in the pillow she was hugging and closed her eyes.
Bare-back: Sex without using a condom.
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When his face was not visible, he became even more affectionate. Choi Hong-seo buried her face in the pillow she was hugging and closed her eyes.
Lying next to the prone body, he touched Choi Hong-seo’s hair for a long time. Closing my eyes and feeling that touch, it seemed no different from before.
Sleep well, forget all your worries and pain, and sleep deeply by my side. It felt like the time when he held me in his arms and put me to sleep.
His hand, which had moved down over his shoulder, gently brushed over the skin this time. Like handling a delicate and very expensive piece of craftsmanship, where even a moment of carelessness can cause a flaw.
Slowly caressing the upper part of the back with the entire palm, he pulled up the collar of the pajama top that was only half undressed. After that, a hand as heavy as a heart was placed on the back of my neck, wrapping around it broadly.
I closed my eyes and focused my sense of touch on each of his gestures while lying face down.
As I felt his breath in the area where my hair was starting to grow, his face suddenly came closer.
The scent of the perfume that had been sprayed on bare skin was fading, as the power of his breath was strong. His forehead was touching the high tip of his nose, the back of his head, and the nape of his neck. It was sweet and fragrant.
As if to whisper something, he took a breath.
The forehead that touched the back of the head moved left and right. He was shaking his head.
“Finally, a crazy beggar.”..”
“……”You’re not in your right mind.””With a trembling sigh, he blamed himself as if talking to himself.”
Soon his body faded away. With a brief pause, the palm of my hand, coated with gel, dug into the inside of the pajama bottoms. Flinching, my body stiffened, but the skilled hands that massaged my glutes quickly softened my muscles.
The fingers were coated with a sticky and sensual liquid as they grazed the opening. As I checked if it had become soft enough, every time his fingertips pressed firmly around the anal area, I felt my breath falter as if it would soon dig deep inside.
They are not lovers. So I knew that kissing or caressing was not a necessary step. The main purpose of such a sexual encounter is to release sexual desire through penetrative sex, rather than to share intimacy through kissing, hugging, or caressing. There was no obligation to carefully lick and loosen the anus of a partner I didn’t even love.
I know. I thought you were prepared for everything.
Can you hold me like Choi Hong-seo? Because you asked that way. Did I really have the expectation that you would treat me like the real Choi Hong-seo?
The thick caresses that melted the whole body, the soothing and comforting kisses, and the process of gently preparing the anus with only the tongue and lips without using any gel were all omitted, leaving Choi Hong-seo bewildered.
“Uh.”His fingers entered into the sufficiently softened entrance. Choi Hong-seo unknowingly tightened her hole while tensing her buttocks. It was a movement that seemed to reject and push away his fingers.
It was his body that I loved and wanted so much. The way of entering was unfamiliar. It wasn’t harsh, but it wasn’t kind either. It was simply about moving efficiently to prepare the anus for the insertion of the penis.
I didn’t really understand what it meant to be embraced by him in someone else’s body.
I still didn’t fully understand what it meant to awaken from death in someone else’s body and live again.
There was no way to know.
What must his feelings be like, wanting to numb the pain, even if just for a moment, through someone who mimics a lover? I didn’t know well.
I couldn’t figure out how to be wise.
Rather than becoming wise, I just desperately wanted to be by his side. Even if it is a foolish and selfish decision.
“Ugh.”..”As he pulled down the band part of the pajamas, his buttocks became more exposed.” A long and thick finger pushed deep inside. The insertion of fingers devoid of emotion felt almost like a medical procedure.
There was no way he could be excited by such a dry act. Choi Hong-seo’s body was still not becoming soft.
It’s different from what I expected. I still couldn’t fully accept the fact that I am not Choi Hong-seo. The reality that I cannot be loved by him like before…
At least I knew that we were together right now. Whether it was pain or sadness, being with him was the only hope I could have as ‘Yoon Hye-an’. But he… He is still in pain amidst the death of Choi Hong-seo… Is this action really what he wants right now?
As she tried to crawl up towards the head of the bed, Choi Hong-seo wriggled her body on the sheets.
“Uh.”The finger that was stuck bent inside to widen the inner wall. Even though he was touching me, I couldn’t feel any pleasure.
The pillow that my face is buried in has become hot and wet. To avoid being caught, I clenched my jaw and swallowed my voice.
“Why are you crying?””Even though it seemed like nothing had leaked out, he immediately noticed.”
I shook my head, saying that I wasn’t crying.
“Is it because you’re in pain?”Once again, I shook my head more firmly.
Behind the sound of a heavy sigh, his fingers slipped out from inside.
“No, no, that’s not it.”.. Black…”What is it not?””Ah, huh.”.. 아니, Black… No, ugh…”So.” What do you mean it’s not?”The uncle is.”.. Black, I have never done it like this before… So…As his body temperature faded away, Choi Hong-seo lifted her body from the prone position, feeling a chill. He was moving with his back turned, in a blurred vision filled with tears. He had somehow taken off his gown and was now completely naked.
“Let’s quit.” Hold onto the person who is crying… It won’t even get aroused anyway.”
“……”First, wash up.” You can take your time.”He never looked back while he was speaking.” What is visible is only the solid buttocks perched on the edge of the bed, the broad back, and the thick shoulders adorned with bulging deltoids. Nevertheless, confusion was conveyed from that back view.
He rested his arms on his thighs and wrapped his jaw, breathing with his entire body. As if trying to control some intense emotions.
Choi Hong-seo wiped his tear-streaked face with his palm and quietly looked at his back.
It was frightening every moment.
Even though I am alive in this world, breathing, it felt terrifying to be like a spirit that no one could see, wandering among people. According to the shaman’s words, even if one walked and spoke imitating the living, they were still a corpse, and even if they felt joy, anger, sorrow, or pleasure, they were a ghost.
Only in the moments when he was by his side could he truly feel that he was Choi Hong-seo, that he was alive and grounded on the earth.
Even when he fiercely pressured ‘Yoon Hye-an’, when he tested her as if playing a role, and now when he demands her to be a substitute for Choi Hong-seo… The fact that Lee Hae-seong still cannot forget Choi Hong-seo, and that he reacts sensitively to anything related to Choi Hong-seo without being able to overlook it, is what keeps Choi Hong-seo alive as Choi Hong-seo.
Slowly crawled forward to his back.
He did not move, even though he could feel the presence approaching right behind him.
Every time he breathed, his wide back gently swelled, and Choi Hong-seo’s index finger touched the center.
“……”As if subdued by that insignificant and trivial power, his strong body ceased all movement.”
The real Choi Hong-seo, lying on the bed in my room at the UN Village accommodation with a body burning with fever, was almost for the first time acting like a child, whining and throwing a tantrum, telling him not to go.
To avoid touching him, Tae Hong-seo played with her fingers on the back of Lee Hae-sung, who was lying facing the other way.
At that time, what words did I write on his back…
Did I say I love you? Did you say let’s get married? Did we say we would run away together far away?
No, those were all things that Jeonseong had said. I did not forget any of my memories with him.
I slowly moved my fingers and began to write. That day, it was not the scribbles he had written on his back. Just… This was what Choi Hong-seo wanted to say to him now.
Rice… Hello… Ha…
I couldn’t finish the words I was about to say, and he turned his waist to look this way.
I tightly grabbed the wrist of Choi Hong-seo, who was awkwardly suspended in mid-air. The heart was beating within the captured wrist. He exerted force as if he would crush the wrist bone. Like someone who has witnessed a miracle, the expression on Choi Hong-seo’s face was filled with emotion, confusion, and an overwhelming shock that he could not accept.
I felt alive. In that moment, whether in someone else’s body or anything else, he could be a living being as long as he was looked at, spoken to, and recognized. Only by him.
He stared directly into Choi Hong-seo’s eyes as he moved his lips.
“At the birthday party.””
“……”I got involved between that man and me.”He was talking about Yoon Hye-an’s birthday party. A member of an idol group who had a somewhat ambiguous relationship with Yoon Hye-an. Lee Hae-sung, who had intervened in the quarrel between Yoon Hye-an and the man, seemed ready to pounce on the opponent at any moment. He did not hide his displeasure and acted in a high-handed manner towards the other person.
“I told you I couldn’t stand seeing you being bullied.” I’m angry.”
“……”I wasn’t originally such a good person.”This was something said to Choi Hong-seo, not Yoon Hye-an. On the first date on Sowol Road. In the narrow alley where the orange-colored trumpet vine was spilling down from the wall.
“……Why is that?At that time, Lee Ha-sung had a confident expression. Although I already knew the answer, it was a look that suggested I wanted you to think about the answer to this question yourself. But the current understanding of Seong was completely different. The face filled with the earnest desire to know the answer was twisted in pain.
“Even though you dislike me, you helped me earlier.””That day at the party, Choi Hong-seo said that to Lee Hae-sung.” And now he was saying that it was a false step.
The reason for getting involved in that argument. That’s for the same reason as not being able to see Choi Hong-seo being bullied.
His hand came closer and cupped Choi Hong-seo’s cheek. His thumb moved across the cheek like a wiper. Only then did Choi Hong-seo realize that she was crying.
“My heart is torn.””Huh, huh.”.. Huh, huh…”It’s someone else crying, not you.”.. There’s no way I could feel this heartbroken.”
“Uncle, huh, me.”.. Nah, me…”I know.”His hand, which had been caressing my cheek, wrapped broadly around the back of my neck. His forehead touched Choi Hong-seo’s forehead.
I know everything. So you don’t have to speak painfully. He nodded his head.
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“Uncle, huh, me.”.. Nah, me…”I know.”His hand, which had been caressing my cheek, wrapped broadly around the back of my neck. His forehead touched Choi Hong-seo’s forehead.
I know everything. So you don’t have to speak painfully. He nodded his head.
Heat rose from the foreheads that touched. The breaths of each other touching our lips and noses were hot. Right in front of me, his broad chest and shoulders moved up and down rapidly.
“There are definitely options up to number 5 for this question.”.. However, both this and that are not convincing enough to conclude as an answer… My head feels like it’s going to explode… Well then, it’s only natural to have such thoughts.”
“……”Isn’t the answer number 6?”I couldn’t tell if it was something said to the person next to me or just a soliloquy. As people tend to do when looking into their own inner selves, his eyes, which had lost focus and become blurry, gradually gazed at Choi Hong-seo.
I captured in my eyes the two pupils looking at myself, the cheeks that had not yet dried from tears, and the lips that were not redder than ‘Choi Hong-seo’, one by one. And finally, his gaze lingered longer on the lips he looked at. The hand that was holding the back of the neck covered the cheek and ear, and the warm thumb lightly touched the lower lip.
A moment ago, it was a touch that made my body tremble even more than when his hand entered my anus.
He lifted his chin and tilted his face.
The lips that had come close as if to kiss hesitated for a moment at a distance where they brushed against the tip of the nose. His breath flowed into Choi Hong-seo’s nose and lips. Choi Hong-seo took a deep breath and inhaled it. I wanted to hold the faint, sharp scent of cigarettes and the sweet-bitter aroma of whiskey in his breath, keeping it trapped in my lungs. I wanted to take a deep breath and hold it, storing only his breath in my lungs.
He poured his disordered breath into Choi Hong-seo’s lips and then drifted away. As if I still cannot accept everything. At the entrance of chaos, I stand fidgeting with my hands in my pockets, as if turning away lonely.
Instead, he buried his face in Choi Hong-seo’s nape. As his breath touched her sensitive neck, Choi Hong-seo felt all the strength leave her body. My eyes closed involuntarily.
Rubbing her lips against warm skin, Lee Hae-sung collapsed onto the bed, enveloping Choi Hong-seo with her whole body.
It was different from a moment ago when I tried not to overlap my upper body while lying down with ‘Yoon Hye-an’ and keeping my legs close together. Groin and lower abdomen, chest and armpits, face and lips, nape of the neck… Her whole body was in contact with him.
Ihaeseong strongly rubbed his lips against the root where Choi Hongseo’s neck begins. The soft flesh of the lips is pressed down in an unsightly manner from side to side. Then, perhaps not satisfied with just rubbing, it stood up and scratched and bit on the skin.
“Huh.”..”As she spread her legs to embrace his large body, Choi Hong-seo wrapped her arms around his upper body.” She rubbed her cheek against his hair while sucking his neck and kissed him.
His penis, which was thrusting and poking at his thigh, was now getting properly hard. I felt my pulse racing hotly.
“Ugh, huff.”In an instant, as the suction forcefully pressed against the surface of her skin, Choi Hong-seo shrank back and embraced his head. He continued to suck on it painfully, chewing on the flesh.
“Ah.”.. Ah, black.The bittersweet pain was rather sweet. It was the feeling that I was alive and could reach him once again. He was changing positions and marking his neck with congestion here and there. However, Choi Hong-seo did not want to stop him at all.
Without letting go of her neck, he tore off her pajama top this time with a more urgent and rough touch.
“Huh.””I leaned back to expose my chest and shoulders completely, and then immediately lunged at the nipple.” Choi Hong-seo, who was not fully prepared, covered her mouth with her hand.
He sucked hard, not only the swollen tip but also the wide areola in his mouth, making his cheeks sharply hollow. The sharp tip of the tongue was scraping over the nipple. Choi Hong-seo’s accident became distant. I couldn’t think of anything. With my mouth covered, I rubbed my two legs against his side and instinctively thrust my hips, rubbing my genitals against his bulging lower abdomen. Without even realizing it, I was doing that.
He looked up while pressing the tightly gathered nipples between them.
“Who says they don’t feel it well?””It was just as I had said to Choi Hong-seo on our first night together.”
“Then, and now.”.. So sensitive like this.”Huh, huh!”Choi Hong-seo covered her mouth with both hands this time.
It was because he started to suck on her chest again with his mouth while he shoved his hand inside her pajamas.
His warm and large hand gently massaged between his legs where the gel, which does not dry easily, was still pooling. He lazily muttered while deliberately squeezing and releasing the flesh to make a creaking sound.
“Look at this.” Here too… It’s all wet like this.His eyes looked like someone wandering in ecstasy. It felt like I was seeing another world under the influence of alcohol or drugs. As he rubbed the inner wrist suggestively, he began to widen the anus.
This time, we didn’t kiss, but there were touches on the nape of the neck, chest, abdomen, pubic area, and inner thighs… The caresses showering kisses all over the body were just like before. The pajama bottoms were completely removed, and the inner points stimulated, causing Choi Hong-seo’s erect penis to rub against his chest and abdomen.
The sensation of him slipping out inside the anal was even more erotic than the sensation of him penetrating. As the fingers that had increased the number of holes slipped out, this time something much thicker and harder than the fingers was wriggling at the anal entrance.
Choi Hong-seo gasped for breath, pushing his lower abdomen away without realizing it. However, it was of course a trivial power.
He looked down at his condom-covered penis, glistening with Cooper’s fluid and gel in the darkness.
“Condom.”.. Aren’t you going to take it out?”Is it really that important even at this moment?” He smiled faintly with a face soaked in sweat. And still, with a thick and firm waist, it created soft curves and rubbed against the entrance with the tip.
“The shoot is just around the corner.””Huh, huh.”.. Huh…”What will happen to the movie if I get pregnant?””Ugh, huh, ha, huff.””It’s a work that you wanted to do.” You have to finish the movie safely.”Huh, huh.”.. Huh…”If you get pregnant after having sex without a condom, will you marry me?” Due to the adaptation of that old joke by Lee Hae-sung, Choi Hong-seo laughed faintly, even while sweating on his forehead and temples.
The insertion that seemed to take my breath away little by little matched my memory. He keenly observed the breathing and expressions of the one lying below, continuously applying gel to the remaining part of the penis that had not yet been inserted.
“흐윽, Huh… Black… Hehe, huh.”The breath of Choi Hong-seo, who was receiving him, resembled that of a sorrowful child trying to hold back tears.” Choi Hong-seo, who was pushing out his lower abdomen and repeatedly tearing at the sheets, tightly embraced the shoulders that filled his vision at the moment he pushed in the last root completely.
My body was filled with him, and my whole body was covered by him. He was feeling his pulse and weight, body temperature, the slippery sweat flowing on his skin, and the strong elasticity and heat of his genitals.
Perhaps returning to this world is not a punishment.
It is a life that I once ended myself.
Family, President Myung, Lee Seo-kyung… I was so amazed that I had no lingering feelings at all, so I didn’t even look for it properly. To Choi Hong-seo, they were all unnecessary remnants buried from a previous life. Of course, there were people I missed, like Jeong Ji-in and Song Hyun-soo, but it wasn’t a matter of life and death that I couldn’t endure this life without at least lingering by their side.
Only the feelings towards understanding were unique. It seems that this is the only thing that connects the previous life and this life.
Perhaps returning to this world is not a punishment. In any form, I am by his side, feeling him with my whole body like this again. Could this be a punishment?
“Huh, um.”.. Huh, hmm…He slowly moved his waist. The friction occurring in the most delicate and hidden areas instantly generated heat within Choi Hong-seo’s body.
She took off the sleeves of her top that had been pulled down to her elbows and wrapped her arms around his neck.
A large hand approached and brushed the sweat-soaked hair off my forehead. The gaze that looked into every corner of her face had changed. It was not the same eye that had been searching, comparing, and then feeling disappointed just a moment ago.
“Now I know.” At that time, you… Why I said I couldn’t feel it well.”Hmm.”.. Huh, huh.”Why were you like that until then?”.. I couldn’t help but feel that way.”
“Black… Huh…”I couldn’t tell whether the sound escaping from my lips was a cry or a moan.” His gaze, looking down at Choi Hong-seo, was also mercilessly wavering.
“Ugh!” Black!His waist movements became faster. His penis, excited and erect because of himself, rubs against his body, igniting heat. Once again, I was shaken, rubbed, and loved deeply by him. Choi Hong-seo was convinced that this was not a punishment. This was a reward, grace, and the most generous forgiveness. The fact that I borrowed someone else’s body was a trivial matter.
His chest pressed tightly against Choi Hong-seo’s chest as they overlapped. His temple, completely pressed against the surface above, was felt by Choi Hong-seo’s ear. Below, he kept coming and going with his lower body closely pressed against it.
“으으으, Black… Huh… Huh, huh…”
“……Hong-seo.I thought I had just misheard.
However, the body reacted before the mind could even recognize it. The tense emotions burst out along with tears.
“Huh, huh, ah.”.. 아저씨, Black… Huh… Uncle…”Yes, I’m okay now.” It’s okay.”
“흐윽, Huh… 하으, Huh… Huh…”I will kill them all.” Then you… There… You don’t have to go… 이제 It’s okay.”There was moisture and trembling in his voice.” I tried to turn my head to check his face, but his large hand covered my face as it groped around. I covered my eyes so that I couldn’t see anything and pressed down firmly so that I couldn’t move my head.
What does it mean to kill everyone?
I suddenly recalled the words of Director Kang, who referred to comprehensibility as a demigod that could save or kill at least one person. Is that why? The feeling of the word ‘kill’ was strangely vivid. It didn’t sound like just a casual remark or a colloquial expression.
How much must it have hurt to think like this and say such things…
What answer did you find, and what exactly is written as the answer in option 6? I did not urge him. At least for this moment, he had to protect his feelings of embracing ‘Choi Hong-seo’ once again.
He tightly gripped the sweat-drenched skin of his back with his fingers. If you let it go, from the cliff… On the 32nd floor… As if it were about to fall.
A moan resembling a sob was thrown out from the window. It was a storm. The rain that had stopped was now pouring down again.
Number 6… His answer was number 6.
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