By Zephyria 
Kang Hae-ah was sprawled in the center of the bed. His arms and legs, heavy like a waterlogged cotton doll, were all limp and didn’t seem to belong to him. Every joint in his body ached dully. His skin was sore here and there, and his mind was hazy like a drunkard’s.
He couldn’t even tell if the number 4 on the clock hanging on the wall meant 4 a.m. or 4 p.m.
‘Where did it go wrong… What’s the problem?’
Blinking his swollen, sore eyes, Hae-ah retraced his memories.
Typically, when he asked, ‘What’s the problem?’ the answer to that question was ‘Kang Il-hae’. But today was different.
It had already been a month since Kang Il-hae had been issued a more direct restraining order. It wasn’t just a two-line clause in the marriage contract. The more formal and adamant restraining order, backed by law, could result in imprisonment if violated.
Of course, Tae-rim had put the most effort into obtaining the proper order. For two weeks after his awakening, Hae-ah couldn’t leave the bedroom. He would collapse at the slightest thing due to his late awakening, mutter nonsense like a drunkard, and couldn’t even control his own mood properly. Tae-rim barely managed to raise and soothe Hae-ah, and went back and forth to the hospital several times. He meticulously examined even the traces of old scars on Hae-ah’s body, underwent psychological tests, and actively started psychiatric treatment.
Days of persistent yet affectionate overprotection were awkward, undeserved, and happy for Hae-ah. He didn’t mind suffering from fever all night, leg muscle cramps, and abdominal pain that twisted his intestines. As long as Cheon Tae-rim was by his side, wiping his face with a cold towel, carefully massaging his calves, and gently rubbing his lower abdomen with his large hands, Hae-ah didn’t mind being in pain.
On the day he finally obtained a protection order blocking the Alpha’s approach, Hae-ah was purely happy.
‘Thank you for caring.’
And Hae-ah was a late bloomer. He finally uttered the words he had wanted to say in the past, when the marriage contract was being discussed on the table.
‘I love you, Tae-rim-ssi…’
He was deeply concerned about the relationship between his Father, Chairman Kang Jun-il, and AOM’s CEO, Cheon Tae-rim. But Hae-ah now knew. That protecting him was more important to Tae-rim than his work. Moreover, the restraining order, in which his name was listed as the victim to be protected, felt more like Tae-rim’s victory than Hae-ah’s own.
So Hae-ah decided to fully enjoy the moments of today. The effect was tremendous. On the night he heard the four words ‘I love you’, Tae-rim added heat to the beautiful confession and whispered love a hundred, a thousand times. Hae-ah had no idea that he was being treated like a child who had received an award.
The contents of the ‘award’ received by Cheon Tae-rim, a twenty-eight-year-old Dominant Alpha who was nearly 2 meters tall and easily weighed over 0.1 tons, were quite detailed and extensive. Until Kang Hae-ah’s primary care physician and psychiatrist both determined that he had entered a stable period, the visits of all other Alphas who knew he had awakened as an Omega were restricted. In other words, none of the Kang family members, all of whom were outstanding Alphas, could come to see Kang Hae-ah, who was their family’s worry doll and punching bag.
Even Oh Geon-min, the driver, who was a safe Alpha in terms of reason because he had an imprinted wife, could only handle minor errands and was not allowed to enter the house. It was the result of Tae-rim’s obsession with having an Omega as his fiancé who had just awakened.
Hae-ah thought that becoming an Omega made him feel like a very weak child. Cheon Tae-rim treated him that way, and everyone else who knew him complied with that treatment.
Hwang Ok-hye was the fastest to adapt to Hae-ah’s changed condition. The method was simple. She just had to treat him like Kang Hae-ah, whom she had first met when she started working as a helper, when he had just returned from Paris and couldn’t speak Korean well. Ok-hye had found the then-clumsy Hae-ah, who would rather speak informally because he was unfamiliar with honorifics, very cute. It was also not difficult for her to handle Hae-ah, who was struggling with the late-onset awakening symptoms.
Recently, Hae-ah had learned a new fact. That Ok-hye was very skilled at caregiving. She knew how to make very delicious chicken porridge and how to choose a fever reducer that didn’t leave a bad aftertaste.
Even Do-jin, the lovely dog whose weight had increased significantly to nearly 7 kilograms, seemed to sense the unusual change. Whenever they took a walk in the garden together, Do-jin would wag his ivory tail vigorously and patrol around Hae-ah’s feet.
But Kang Hae-ah was not yet completely happy.
As he slowly realized that the number 4 on the clock meant 4 p.m., he had one huge obstacle left.
‘Sex.’
Yes, sex was the problem.
‘Damn sex…’
Hae-ah groaned painfully, rubbing his face roughly with both hands. The small groan of ‘keueung’ soon became an explicit groan of ‘eueueuk’. Soon, he kicked off the blanket that was matted with semen and sweat.
“Aaaargh…”
Due to an indescribable adult situation, Hae-ah’s face turned red and he stamped his feet. Even in the midst of that, his buttocks and a part that was hard to explain were tingling. As he awkwardly raised his aching waist and sat directly on the sheet, uncoagulated semen flowed down the deep groove of his groin.
“……”
Hae-ah had never dreamed that ‘sex’ would be a problem in his life. It was common for men to have concerns about sex, but it was difficult for anyone to have ‘excessively intense sex’ as a problem. Hae-ah had accomplished that difficult feat.
Just thinking about what happened last night was enough. Although the heat cycle that had come with his awakening had long passed, Hae-ah couldn’t easily stop once he was aroused. At some point, it felt like the fuse in his head was blown. After a fierce night, he would even lose his memory about two out of three times.
Still, Hae-ah was okay. When he woke up after sleeping, there would be traces of caresses all over his body and Alpha’s fluids would flow between his buttocks, but he wouldn’t be injured anywhere.
If he held hands, he wanted to kiss, and if he kissed, he wanted to have sex. That was the extent of Hae-ah’s sexual desire until now. But at some point, a next stage was created, and if he had sex, he absolutely wanted knotting.
Considering the scars left by past ruts, ‘knotting’ for Tae-rim was an act that caused mental trauma rather than sexual excitement.
But the wound in his heart was none of Hae-ah’s business, who was in heat.
‘Do it, huh? Please, do it to Hae-ah. Knot me. Do it. Do it…’
Then he would wrap his legs around Tae-rim’s waist, punch his handsome face, pinch his skin using all his fingers and toes, scratch his back and waist with his nails, and cling to him like a hungry beast, crying. That’s how Hae-ah was okay. Only Hae-ah was okay. Just that much, Tae-rim was suffering from painful stimulation and was injured by indiscriminate violence. Now, if anyone saw Tae-rim’s naked body, they would definitely misunderstand him as a battered husband.
Eventually, Tae-rim would also get heated up and rush at Hae-ah, unable to overcome his sexual desire. There was no better contact for Alphas and Omegas in a relationship than knotting. At first, he was forced to knot due to Hae-ah’s violence, then he knotted to relieve his heat, and recently, knotting had become a natural sequence whenever they had sex.
And every time, Hae-ah would soak the bed.
‘Yes, euung, aaaang.’
Hae-ah buried his face in the pillow to shake off the sound of his voice from last night that lingered in his ears. Then he thrashed around meaninglessly.
“Embarrassing…”
Uttering words that Tae-rim would point out as ‘vulgar expressions’ was all the resistance he could muster in the bed where no one was watching.
With a flushed face, he groped over the crumpled sheet. The round, wide water stains showed the commotion of last night.
“Haaaa…”
The head of the man who sighed so that the mattress sank drooped dejectedly.
During sex, whenever he knotted, and sometimes even without knotting, Hae-ah would often leak something that was neither semen nor urine. After the act was over and his sexual desire had subsided, he seemed to have his self-esteem crushed by great shame and embarrassment.
Whenever he apologized for it, Tae-rim always said it was okay with a smiling face, but for Hae-ah, the person involved, drawing a map on the blanket at the age of twenty-six was not okay at all.
Last week, he had even managed to bring it up to his psychiatrist. When he confided his private and sexual concerns that he had been struggling with alone, the psychiatrist unexpectedly nodded with a bright face. Then he told him that for Omegas, it was just a type of ejaculation and not urination.
‘It’s a common occurrence. It’s one of the symptoms seen in nine out of ten recessive Omegas who are in a relationship with a Dominant Alpha. It’s just a type of physiological reaction that can occur during sex, so don’t be embarrassed.’
‘Is that really the case? That’s a relief… So it’s normal for it to happen nine out of ten times?’
‘Yes? No. I meant that nine out of ten people… sometimes… that’s what I meant…’
And for 5 seconds, even the psychiatrist, who had met all kinds of patients, stopped his lips with an empty smile, unable to find any more words to add. At that moment, Hae-ah thought that humans were truly strong beings. He didn’t know how fortunate it was that people didn’t die even when they felt extreme shame.
After collecting the messy blankets and sheets for washing, cleaning the bedroom with the help of the robot vacuum cleaner, and providing boiled beef to Do-jin, who was sulking a lot, Hae-ah filled the bathtub with hot water. There was also one serving of bath salts left that were said to soothe the mind and body of an Omega in a stable period.
He poured the last bath salts generously and immersed his body in the pink-tinted water.
“Hoo…”
When he put himself up to his neck in the warm water, it seemed that the fatigue and the smell of intercourse that had been vibrating throughout his body were disappearing. He blinked slowly at the intense desire to fall asleep as it was, but Hae-ah suddenly opened his eyes.
‘No, this is not the time for this.’
Postponing his nap, Hae-ah placed his laptop on the bathtub cover. It was time to float in the sea of information that was the internet.
Surely there would be Omegas somewhere in the world who had similar concerns to him. But Hae-ah’s surfing skills were at the level of skimming through various portal sites. He didn’t know any sites or have any internet friends to go to pages with private and sexual information. On the other hand, finding commercial and sexual pages was very quick and easy.
With just one adult verification, Hae-ah found a plausible solution. As with most ‘methods’, Hae-ah’s solution seemed perfect at first. That was until he put it in Tae-rim’s hands.
The two servings of food on the table blatantly revealed their respective tendencies. There was Tae-rim, slicing and putting into his mouth meat that was grilled so thoroughly that it was tough, and there was Hae-ah, taking a spoonful of softly cooked fish and dipping it in stew. A glass of red wine was placed in front of Tae-rim, and a non-alcoholic champagne was placed next to Hae-ah.
“Tae-rim-ssi, I have a gift I want to give you today.”
Wiping his mouth with a napkin, Hae-ah whispered. Aside from the disappointment that the amount of stir-fried mushrooms he had ambitiously made after recently starting to learn to cook wasn’t decreasing at all, now was his chance, with Ok-hye having left for work and Do-jin fast asleep in his cushion.
Hae-ah took out the gift box he had hidden under the table.
“What’s with the sudden gift?”
Tae-rim received the gift with a bewildered expression. As soon as he saw the square box, he guessed that the contents were a wristwatch. But when he received it politely with both hands, it was very light. Tilting his head, he untied the ribbon and opened the lid. Then he became even more bewildered.
The object placed alone in the center of the box was a round, light pink band. The material was ambiguously soft, whether it was rubber or fabric, and it contracted and stretched softly whenever he pressed or pulled it with his finger. It was bigger than a hair tie, and it seemed too wide to be a stopper, so its purpose seemed ambiguous.
“What is this? …A bracelet?”
Tae-rim asked, putting his fingers into the band. Watching the tool moving back and forth on his hand, Hae-ah blushed for no reason.
After pouring all the remaining non-alcoholic champagne into his mouth, Hae-ah said slowly.
“That’s… what they call an Anti-knotting ring.”
“…What kind of ring?”
Forcing himself to meet Tae-rim’s gaze, Hae-ah repeatedly rubbed his mouth. Then he calmed his mind. He was an adult, Tae-rim was an adult, and they were lovers who were promised to be married. Not only that, but they were also in a relationship where they had sex every day. So, giving a sex-related tool as a gift was a very natural thing.
Swallowing hard, Hae-ah opened his mouth, trying to be nonchalant.
“Not ‘ring’, but ‘Anti-knotting’ ring. So, you put it on, um, there… It’s supposed to prevent knotting even when you’re aroused… It’s just that, Tae-rim-ssi’s is too big… and too long… and you knot every time we do it… I can’t even sit down and work properly during the day…”
Tae-rim understood very well what the object euphemistically expressed as ‘there’ and ‘Tae-rim-ssi’s’ was. This was because Hae-ah’s gaze was blatantly reaching deep between his legs.
“Tae-rim-ssi also gets very sensitive until the next day… doesn’t he?”
Hae-ah explained diligently, clearing his throat.
“And, um… the, the blankets… too, we wash them too often… In a country with water shortages… isn’t it too wasteful…”
Then he bowed his reddened head deeply. Watching Hae-ah anxiously worrying about the returning reaction, Tae-rim belatedly moved his right hand and slapped his knee.
“Ah, I get it now.”
Chuckling, he held the cute pink tool in his hand and squeezed it tightly. The soft texture was pleasantly crumpled in his palm.
“You were worried a lot. I don’t care if you pee or whatever.”
The moment the main point, which he had been diligently skirting around with words like water shortage country and waste, came out abruptly, Hae-ah pulled his chair and got up from his seat. With his head bowed deeply, he didn’t move for a few seconds, then he left the table and started walking down the hallway.
“Huh? Where are you going?”
Hae-ah didn’t stop even as Tae-rim looked up in embarrassment. He walked heavily with his long legs towards the stairs, then,
“Hae-ah?”
He ran up to the second floor.
Chasing after his suddenly disappeared fiancé, the Alpha, lacking in sensitivity, also got up from his seat. He picked up the napkin that had fallen from his lap and was about to throw it on the table, but he stared at the open square box for a moment and then gripped the ‘Anti-knotting ring’ again. Then he ran up to the second floor.
Opening the door to the master bedroom while repeatedly calling out ‘Hae-ah’, ‘Hae-ah’, he saw Hae-ah’s back. He was sitting turned away on one side of the bed, with his shoulders slumped. The small, sulky back of his head looked like a small cat or rabbit turned away to Tae-rim’s eyes.
Until then, Tae-rim had not realized the seriousness of the situation. With the pink, plump ring casually on his finger, he smiled and crossed the bed. And then he paused.
“Hae-ah… are you crying now?”
Tears falling from Hae-ah’s face, who had deeply bowed his head, were wetting his thighs, one drop, two drops.
“Uh, why… what’s wrong?”
Compared to Kang Hae-ah, Cheon Tae-rim was a simple and rigid man. Even if he looked back on what he had done wrong in his surprise, he couldn’t find the answer. Since he was Tae-rim, who had a lot of worries only when it came to Kang Hae-ah, he started to worry just by watching Hae-ah’s slumped shoulders trembling slightly with tears. He felt like his own heart was getting sad for no reason because of the tears the Omega shed.
Thinking that he might be sick somewhere, Tae-rim reached out and touched Hae-ah’s forehead. Hae-ah’s sorrow exploded at the hand that approached kindly and without a clue.
“I didn’t pee!”
Hae-ah shouted, raising his tearful face.
“It’s different from pee, the Doctor said… the Doctor said so! That’s just, nine out of ten Omegas, have that symptom… Different from pee, that, that…”
He couldn’t even speak Korean properly because of his unfairness. ‘Damn it!’, Hae-ah stomped his feet, cursing in French. Thick teardrops fell and flowed from his eyes.
“I really… hate it because I’m so embarrassed, so why do you say that? What do you know, Tae-rim-ssi! You don’t know anything… You’re always sexy and cool by yourself, ugh, sob… You make only me look weird…”
Hae-ah forced out his voice, shaking his Adam’s apple. He felt like he couldn’t live without expressing his frustrating feelings. Originally, in a relationship with mutual imprinting, it was natural for the Alpha to be sensitive to problems with the Omega, and the Omega to be sensitive to problems with the Alpha. In general, Omegas were more sensitive than Alphas to physical reactions directly related to instinct.
But Hae-ah, who was a late-blooming, beginner Omega, was ashamed of himself. Seeing Tae-rim casually throwing out words like ‘I’m okay’ with a smiling face, he thought that he himself, who had been worrying alone all day, was insignificant. A timid thought suddenly came to him that someone might see him and scold him for acting like a child, and a heavy sense of self-reproach filled him.
Quickly losing courage, Hae-ah buried his face in his hands.
“It doesn’t matter how many times out of ten it happens…”
The reason he cried so much was not only because of his pride.
“But… what if Tae-rim-ssi thinks I’m weird…”
He was afraid that he would be a forever clumsy Omega in front of Tae-rim, and that even Tae-rim would think he was weird and avoid him.
Even if he couldn’t be very cool and sexy, he wanted to be a partner who was above average, a decent partner, next to the Alpha named Tae-rim. But after his awakening, he couldn’t control his sexual desire at all. In Hae-ah’s own opinion, his appearance in bed was really the worst. He cried and begged to be hugged at the slightest thing, annoyingly clung to him, and finally showed the disgraceful act of even precumming. If he hadn’t been with a kind and generous Alpha like Tae-rim, he might have been dumped a long time ago.
“I didn’t pee…”
Hae-ah clenched his fists at the tears that kept welling up without a clue. With his two tightly clenched fists, he rubbed his eyes roughly.
And in front of him was Cheon Tae-rim, whose nostrils were somewhat wider than usual.
‘No. Don’t laugh, Cheon Tae-rim…’
Clenching his teeth tightly and moving his Adam’s apple, Tae-rim held his breath. It was a desperate moment for him. He felt like laughter would leak out at any moment, but if he laughed now, he might be banned from sex for life, let alone putting a ring or bracelet on his genitals.
“…Okay, Hae-ah. It was my fault.”
Tae-rim, who had barely succeeded in controlling his emotions, spoke gently.
“I misspoke. Um… you didn’t pee. I’ve never thought of you that way.”
Honestly, he had thought so.
‘No, what’s wrong with that? That’s why you were so cute.’
Hae-ah in bed was really the best partner for Tae-rim. His eyes, glistening with tears, were full of affection, and the embrace he came into with open arms smelled like warm milk. When he hugged him with all his strength, the pleasantly tightening embrace was warm, and the touch of his soft flesh was soft. Throughout the sex, Hae-ah kissed Tae-rim’s shoulders, neck, chin, and cheeks, and sometimes Tae-rim was happy just imagining that touch.
When he was knotting with his whole body pressed as close as possible, all his lewd desires were resolved. It was really indescribably exciting to have the most primitive side of the innocent and handsome Kang Hae-ah under his belly.
As his thoughts reached that point, hot saliva gathered in Tae-rim’s mouth. Swallowing the surging sexual desire with effort, Tae-rim spoke in the kindest and lowest voice possible.
“Don’t cry, Hae-ah. Huh? I’m really upset when you cry.”
Then Hae-ah sniffled and raised his head. Sorrow was hanging heavily in his brown eyes, and the tip of his nose was red like Rudolph the reindeer. The walnut-shaped jawbone was prominent below his tightly pressed lips.
‘Ah, how can I not laugh when you’re this cute?’
Tae-rim closed his eyes, putting strength into his jaw. In order to suppress the rising joyful laughter, he tried to think of the most unpleasant things possible. When he thought of Eun-cheol, who had recently become close friends with Hae-ah, the laughter disappeared completely.
With a face that immediately became calm, Tae-rim said.
“That’s… um, I didn’t mean it that way. I meant that it would be okay if it was, um… pee or whatever.”
“Hic, sob… What does it matter if Tae-rim-ssi is okay? I, hic, hate it… I always, sob, hurt Tae-rim-ssi… And the blankets are always, sniff, hic… I’m embarrassed that only I can’t come to my senses. I don’t like it anymore.”
‘This is driving me crazy, really.’
Tae-rim sighed. It was already hard enough to manage his expression, but now Hae-ah was even hiccuping.
‘Does a person have to be this cute?’
His expression was vaguely distorted as he held back the urge to kiss his sorrowful cheeks indiscriminately.
On the other hand, he was still confused because he didn’t know exactly what the problem was. It was difficult for Tae-rim to understand the feeling of shame that Hae-ah was feeling. In his eyes, Kang Hae-ah was only lovely enough to bite his tongue and die even at this moment.
Even with the crying person in front of him, Tae-rim could only think about stripping him naked. He wanted to lick and bite his slender arms and legs, his slender waist, and the white skin on his narrow hips, listen to the words that his honest lips said in the moment he was intoxicated with pleasure, suck on the red tongue that begged for a kiss, and watch his face trembling and going off when he felt it all over his body at the moment of knotting.
Tae-rim carefully stroked Hae-ah’s head with both hands. When he supported his lower jaw with his thumb and lifted it slightly, the kind Hae-ah obediently showed his wet face.
“What do you want me to do?”
Tae-rim asked.
Then a slight expectation settled in Hae-ah’s brown eyes. He was a really honest lover. It felt like a dream that he had once been anxious about his lies.
Soon, Hae-ah nodded his head slowly and said.
“I hope Tae-rim-ssi will worry together as much as I’m serious. I hope you’ll accept new attempts a little more… positively.”
“Okay, I understand.”
As Tae-rim showed his little finger, Hae-ah put his finger against it. Without either of them saying anything first, they shook their hands, holding each other’s fingers as rings.
“Let’s do whatever you want, whether it’s an Anti-knotting cushion or a donut cushion. Anyway, this is yours, so do whatever you want.”
Then Tae-rim pointed to his crotch. Hae-ah’s face brightened a little. His reddened lips seemed to be smiling in a curve.
After kissing his lovely forehead, Tae-rim moved without hesitation. He wasn’t a small-minded Alpha who would be petty about such a small thing. He put his fingers in and loosened his tie, and unbuttoned his shirt one by one from top to bottom. Hae-ah’s gaze slowly followed, from his large chest and the valley created by the muscles in between, to his sensually firm abs, to his lower abdomen where the blood vessels made a path, undulating when he was aroused.
Licking his dry lips with his tongue, Tae-rim threw off his shirt and unbuckled his pants. The man, who had revealed himself proudly, was already half-hard. He spread the center of the Anti-knotting ring with his fingers, hooked it on the tip of his penis, and gestured down a couple of times to lower it to the end of the shaft.
And Tae-rim regretted it.
‘……’
As he was wearing the fluffy ring, which seemed to be about 4 centimeters wide, deep on the shaft of his heavy flesh, it looked really funny. It would have been better if the color was black, but it was very difficult to digest the cute light pink cushion.
Looking down at his appearance, Tae-rim chuckled in vain. He felt like his dick wasn’t even getting hard with the ring dangling.
In the place where the vigor of throwing off his clothes casually had left, only an Alpha who couldn’t hide his displeasure remained.
“I can’t do it with this on because it won’t get hard…”
Tae-rim complained, pouting his lips.
“Huh? Really?”
Then Hae-ah quickly approached Tae-rim. Getting off the bed and kneeling lightly on the floor, he sat facing Tae-rim and began to examine his lover’s crotch in a fluster.
“That can’t be, I bought it with something that stretches well… I bought it in XXL size? They said you could put it on your forearm…”
As Hae-ah touched the ring with his fingertips,
“Ah, don’t touch it.”
Tae-rim frowned and shouted. The startled hand hurriedly retreated.
“Does it hurt if I touch it?”
“Haa… it hurts if you touch it.”
The Anti-knotting ring worn at the very bottom of the shaft of his thick penis looked fine on the outside, but looking at the blood vessels bulging on his erect penis and the dark red blood, it seemed too tight. As a result, Hae-ah’s eyes immediately became cloudy.
Wavering, Hae-ah picked up his discarded pants. And he started rummaging through his pockets.
“What do I do, what do I do. It really doesn’t come off? Should I call an ambulance? Is it 911…? No, it’s 119 in Korea, right? I’ll call right now…”
“No, no. Absolutely not.”
Hae-ah’s phone, held in his hand, was quickly snatched away by Tae-rim. Do-jin, with his tongue out, looking up at the meat snacks, appeared brightly on the screen as the background, only to be thrown into the corner of the bed.
“Hae-ah, could you help me out? If I ejaculate once and it shrinks… it feels like it might come off.”
Tae-rim said, frowning as if somewhat displeased. The corner of his lips was twisted, a look of forcibly enduring pain.
Swept away by the unusual atmosphere, Hae-ah nodded repeatedly. He rummaged through the drawers, looking for oil that could serve as lubricant, but in his haste, he returned to sit between Tae-rim’s legs.
Grasping the stiffly erect penis, Hae-ah moved his hand diligently. As they played with each other almost every night, he knew intimately how to stimulate his Alpha. Stroking the shaft of the penis with the fleshy part of his palm and stimulating the tip of the glans, Tae-rim often felt it.
But today was different. Despite his efforts, the hot flesh only swelled larger, showing no sign of ejaculating at all.
As time passed, Hae-ah’s face turned white, then blue, and gradually flushed red.
“What do I do…? It won’t necrose, will it? Please, let me call an ambulance. This isn’t the time to be embarrassed or anything…. What if something happens to Tae-rim-ssi’s thing?”
“Just help me a little more. I think it’ll come off if you help me.”
“How…?”
Anxiously, Hae-ah raised his head. His kneeling legs were collapsed to either side, and his eyes were red. His lips, twisted with worry, formed a crying face. Tae-rim slowly removed Hae-ah’s hand, which was sniffing and diligently stroking his penis, as he sniffled with wet breaths.
Soon, he brought the tautly swollen penis close to Hae-ah’s lips. Then, the precum that had flowed from the tip of the glans gathered in a line at the edge of his closed lips. After briefly rolling his eyes while taking in a small, hot breath, Hae-ah opened his wet lips.
Looking down at the small face silently taking the tip of his penis into his mouth, Tae-rim groaned lowly.
“I’m sorry…. I should’ve lived knowing…. I won’t ask you to use this again….”
Hae-ah mumbled with half-mumbled pronunciation. At the sensation of the soft tongue licking the sensitive skin, Tae-rim frowned and let out a long sigh.
“Really?”
When he asked, gently grabbing his hair,
“Uh-huh, uh-huh….”
Hae-ah nodded, absorbed in wetting his penis with saliva.
Unable to withstand the hot stimulation, the erect penis began to twitch. Just as it seemed to swell greatly in his mouth, he involuntarily moved his Adam’s apple as precum gushed out. His skin tingled from the pouring pheromones, and his mind became hazy from the pleasant body scent as he repeatedly swallowed the fluid that wet his mouth.
Hae-ah was confident in fellatio, if nothing else. Without being told, he sucked the air out of his mouth until his cheeks were sunken and began to move his head back and forth. He took a deep breath and tried to put the thick penis all the way into his throat, but he couldn’t swallow it deeply because Tae-rim pushed back the hand holding his hair.
A little surprised by the hand that prevented him from sucking deeply, Hae-ah looked up and found Tae-rim panting with veins standing out on his temples. His nose, exhaling hot breaths, looked firmer than usual, and shadows fell on the lines made by the hollowed tendons above his jaw. His chest, with muscles swollen taut, moved up and down.
It was a face that barely managed to resist the urge to shove his penis into his mouth as he pleased.
Making eye contact with him, Hae-ah concentrated and pursed his lips. He diligently licked and sucked the flesh contained in his small mouth.
“Uhm, um….”
“…Haa.”
As he let out an awkward moan, Tae-rim let out a small, boiling breath, then grabbed Hae-ah’s head and pressed it tightly against his crotch.
“Heok….”
As if savoring the stimulation, Tae-rim squeezed his eyes shut. Hae-ah also closed his eyes, inhaling a gasp as the penis was crammed in as if to pierce his cheek. Physiological tears streamed down his cheeks. Soon, a viscous semen gurgled out and overflowed from his mouth.
“Heu, eup….”
Hae-ah coughed, swallowing half of the opaque white liquid and spilling the other half.
“Keheok, heok… cough….”
Exhaling hot breaths, Tae-rim lowered his ribcage. Unable to hide his lingering expression, he put the tip of his penis on the lips and cheeks of the Omega, who was coughing and tearing up, and dabbed it.
Blinking his wet eyes, Hae-ah offered his cheek. Blankly raising his head, he licked and swallowed the remaining semen pooled at the corners of his mouth, allowing the Alpha to crush the warm flesh against his cheek and tap it, reveling in irrational possessiveness.
With a face dazed by Tae-rim’s rich pheromones, Hae-ah once again took the penis, which had reduced in size after ejaculating once, and stroked it. Holding the ring inserted deep into the shaft and pulling it upwards, the pink tool, which did not match the violent size of the penis at all, came out easily.
“It’s, off…!”
For a very brief moment, Hae-ah was purely happy, but then,
“…Wait, it’s coming off too easily….”
Soon, he frowned with a suspicious feeling.
“Yeah. Is that so? It came off easily because Hae-ah took it off. That’s a relief.”
“……”
With a satisfied sigh, Tae-rim swept his fallen hair back over his forehead. His thick arms looked lighter than usual today.
Hae-ah held the detached Anti-knotting ring in his hand and pulled it from side to side. Even without deliberately applying force, the special material tool, which he had bought at a high price, stretched out very well, long enough to fit around the forearm of most adult men.
“…You were teasing me.”
Hae-ah asked, showing the pink ring, slimy with bodily fluids, on his wrist. Far from being too tight and painful, the sensation of it softly wrapping around him was just right and felt good.
Unlike Hae-ah, who was half-doubting with a sullen face, Tae-rim said plainly with a glossy face.
“Of course not, Hae-ah. Have you ever seen me lie?”
“No….”
After tapping the bridge of Hae-ah’s nose with his finger, who couldn’t hide his bewildered expression, Tae-rim took the Anti-knotting ring off his wrist.
‘Because I’ve never been caught.’
Then he threw it into the trash can.
Hae-ah sighed at the sight of the solution he had secretly and carefully obtained being thrown away with a ‘thud’.
“Why did you….”
When he raised his surprised face, he saw the Alpha, who had once again erected his penis, which had finally been freed.
“Why? You said you wouldn’t use something like that again.”
“Ah, no, that’s… that’s not what I meant….”
As Tae-rim approached, stepping on the mattress with his knees, Hae-ah fell backwards like an animal startled by the momentum. And he was exhausted in an instant. He was suffocated by the intense pheromones that rushed in like a storm. The fine hairs on his forearms and calves stood on end, and a tingling heat rose from his lower abdomen.
“Ah, ah, uh-oh….”
Hae-ah gasped, making meaningless noises in his confusion. It was the first time he realized how much the Dominant Alpha had been cherishing him.
“Shall we finish what we were doing, honey?”
Caught by the strength of the hand gripping his ankle, Hae-ah slumped onto the sheet. Even Hae-ah, a healthy man in his twenties, felt like he had become a child or a small animal the moment he was caught in Tae-rim’s hand. When he pulled his arm away, Hae-ah crumpled the sheet and was swept down at once, lying limply under Tae-rim.
“Tae-rim-ssi, ah, no…, …wait a minute, I, uh, that’s not what I….”
Tae-rim lowered his head over Hae-ah’s chest, panting, not knowing how to control his limbs. Hae-ah felt his mind flicker as he trembled, his waist trembling from the bites that bit, chewed, and sucked at his skin.
‘Why is he so sulky?’
Without even having a chance to ask, he was pinned down by the Alpha, who was rushing in like a hungry beast.
“Ah, heuek….”
Hae-ah’s head snapped back. Even after awakening as an Omega and having a body that was easy to receive an Alpha, Tae-rim had always loosened Hae-ah up before intercourse. There were many nights when he spent more time on foreplay than on penetration.
But now, he seemed to have no room to consider his clumsy lover, let alone calm his mood. Without hesitation, he shoved his erect penis into the Omega’s backdoor.
‘Keuk’, ‘Euk’ Hae-ah struggled, letting out pain-filled voices like coughs. His thighs, held in large hands, were forcibly spread apart, and rough thrusts were poured into his crotch.
“Ah! Ah…, ah…!”
Gasping with his mouth wide open, Hae-ah felt his vision turn white. The foreign sensation that was swollen and digging into his stomach was aggressive. His brain, soaked in thick pheromones, seemed to melt inside his skull, and his heart pounded as if it would burn his ribs.
“Haa, haa….”
Even the breaths that Tae-rim exhaled while panting stabbed into Hae-ah’s lungs.
“Ah, ang, aah!”
Losing his mind and screaming wildly, Hae-ah clung to the Alpha. Pleas and curses mixed together from his parted teeth.
When Tae-rim raised his waist, he heaved greatly and was pushed up onto the sheet, and when he pulled it back, he was pulled down around his buttocks, which had struggled to accept the large thing. The recessive Omega body could not withstand the repeated shocks.
“Eu, heuek, heueue….”
Unable to withstand the explosively pouring pheromones, the fuse in his fragile head blew.
As Tae-rim dug and dug between Hae-ah’s legs, whose wet eyes were blurred, he changed his position. He grabbed his soft, limp thighs and spread them to either side, shoving his penis so deeply that his testicles touched his buttocks. And he knotted.
“Eueum….”
Closing his eyes tightly and groaning, Tae-rim savored his Omega.
“…Hik….”
Hae-ah flailed, trembling all over with the abnormal sensation of his organs being pushed up and to the side. As Tae-rim pressed down, interlocking his fingers, the Omega’s hands instinctively curled up and tightly gripped the Alpha’s back.
Turning red to the tip of his neck from the surging pleasure, Tae-rim admired Hae-ah, who was lying under his stomach.
“Heu…, heuk, ah….”
The veins and tendons that ran vertically across his Adam’s apple gradually became clearer. After briefly choking like a suffocating person, Hae-ah let his legs hang down and twitched, contracting his stomach.
“Ah!”
Soon, a tingling sensation and an incomparable pleasure washed over the two men like a wave. As he trembled, his body convulsing in the place where reason had been swept away, Hae-ah released his gripped hand. Then, he hastily pinched Tae-rim’s ear and pulled him towards him.
“Kiss….”
Hae-ah whispered, shedding thick tears. On nights when he craved affection like a child with a dizzy head,
“Do you like me?”
When Tae-rim asked,
“I like you….”
Hae-ah was very obedient.
Panting with hot breaths and groans, Tae-rim covered his Omega’s lips.
Tae-rim loved these nights very much. The nights when he finally devoured Kang Hae-ah, the nights when he threw away his reason and embraced him raw, the nights when he dug into his insides and filled his stomach as much as he could, and hugged him until the day changed and didn’t let go.
And he wanted to devour Hae-ah. He wanted to bite, lick, and suck on the soft flesh of his whole body until he couldn’t help but swallow it. He wanted to swallow everything, from his cute ears to his pounding chest, his handsome penis and his round, upturned buttocks, as well as the tongue that whispered red affection, and he wanted to be devoured by him.
“Hae-ah….”
Pushing his tongue into the mouth of the unconscious man, Tae-rim slowly scanned and licked everything from the bumpy palate to the soft inner cheeks and the neat lower teeth. A reddish possessiveness permeated the tip of his tongue.
On a weekend morning, in a friendly two-story house, there was an Alpha humming a song, a Jindo mix puppy excited about the special Duck porridge, and an Omega lying on the bed, his whole body covered in betrayal.
Hae-ah glared fiercely at Tae-rim, who had brought a washcloth while humming. Apart from the fact that the gaze was stinging, his eyes were reddish and swollen, so the destructive power was almost non-existent. Regardless of whether he glared at him as if to kill him or cursed him as if to chew him up, Tae-rim spread the warm washcloth over Hae-ah’s body.
Hae-ah let out a short, satisfied groan at the moist and warm sensation. After being tormented all night, he drooped his exhausted body and pouted his lips.
“Tae-rim-ssi, why are you really like this these days…? You used to always respect me and be careful. Whenever I said anything, you’d say ‘Okay,’ and even if I just sighed, you’d worry like a puppy who peed his pants.”
Massaging the exhausted Omega’s calves with his warm hands, Tae-rim twitched his eyebrows. The expression ‘puppy who peed his pants’ was annoying, but he couldn’t deny it.
After a very brief thought, Tae-rim nodded in agreement. And he said.
“Before, I didn’t know that you liked me inside even though you said you didn’t. …Ha, who would have known it would be so obvious? Hae-ah. Every day, your pheromones vibrate when you see me.”
Hae-ah twitched his fingers at the words he said with a smile. After looking at his face with affectionate eyes for a long time, Tae-rim put down his left calf, which he had been massaging, and moved to the right.
Hae-ah lost his words less than a minute after starting the argument. He just kept his mouth shut and received the pleasant massage, unable to beat him with any words.
“But, Hae-ah.”
Pressing down on his calves, which seemed to have become thinner since his awakening, Tae-rim opened his mouth.
“I threw your phone last night. Because you were trying to call an ambulance….”
“Yes? Yes, that’s right! You were so bad, Tae-rim-ssi. You can’t just throw other people’s things like that… Yes? You shouldn’t do that.”
“…Yeah. I thought of that this morning anyway. I couldn’t see where it had fallen, so I called it to find it, you know?”
Soon, Tae-rim reached into his back pocket. In his hands, which he showed again, were two phones each. They looked like toys in his hands, which were as big as pot lids, but the one in his left hand was Tae-rim’s phone, and the one in his right hand was Hae-ah’s phone.
Unable to keep up with the suddenly changed topic, Hae-ah blinked his eyes, and belatedly raised his upper body and stretched out his arms. He tried to resist, spilling the wet towel on the sheet, but it was already too late.
Tae-rim turned on his phone and pressed the ‘call’ button, and Hae-ah’s phone began to vibrate. A bright light appeared on the screen, and the name of the saved caller appeared.
[FrustratedBear]
“……”
“……”
For a moment, the two men were silent. In Tae-rim’s eyes, there was a mixture of mischievous laughter, mischievous resentment, and a very small amount of emptiness. On the other hand, Hae-ah’s eyes were those of a child caught doing something bad.
Tae-rim punished Hae-ah by silently staring at him. As if trying to avoid the gaze that touched his cheeks, Hae-ah slowly lowered his head, then shrugged his shoulders and curled up inside the blanket.
Finally, Tae-rim said.
“I registered you as ‘Hae-ahga’. Do you know what that means?”
“I don’t know. What is it?”
“It means ‘Hae-ah baby’.”
“……”
Hae-ah accepted the phone that had returned to his arms. He hesitated and just looked at the seven letters of ‘FrustratedBear’ on the screen, but he didn’t readily modify it as Tae-rim intended.
Out of pointless pride, Hae-ah hesitated and resisted.
“Bear is… cute too. The nuance… is very cute, so I registered it like that….”
It wasn’t an excuse, it was the truth. At first, he thought about registering it as ‘Teddy Bear’, but it didn’t quite satisfy him. Then, when he heard the word ‘Bear’, he thought this was it and quickly adopted it as a nickname to replace ‘Cheon Tae-rim-ssi’.
“Isn’t it cute? Bear….”
Tae-rim raised his left eyebrow high at the hesitant question.
“I guess so. It would be cute if it wasn’t frustrated.”
“…It’s cute even if it’s frustrated.”
Hae-ah lowered his phone hesitantly and rolled his eyes. If he rolled his big eyes as if they would make a sound and smiled slyly, Tae-rim would give in as if he had been angry.
Today was no different. Tae-rim chuckled as he slowly reached out his fingers and tapped the prominent veins on the back of his hand.
“If you’re cute, will you give me a kiss?”
Tae-rim said with a smiling face. Then Hae-ah quickly raised his waist and came closer, kissing him on the cheek. Smack, smack, smack… Tae-rim, who was smiling at the third kiss, suddenly moved. Hae-ah, who was stretching out his head defenselessly, was grabbed by the arm by his hand and fell backwards onto the mattress.
“Aah, really!”
Having collapsed onto the plush seat, Hae-ah shouted.
“You despicable little baby.”
Narrowing his eyes, Tae-rim climbed on top of his ‘despicable little baby.’ Kicking his legs and pushing Tae-rim’s shoulder with his fists, Hae-ah’s face flushed red.
“Ah, don’t call me that. Who are you calling a baby!”
“Then, are you an adult when you just peed on the bed?”
“Ah, shit….”
Tae-rim laughed at the rough exhale. Bursting into a wide grin, revealing his white lower teeth, he placed his index and middle fingers under his lover’s chin and tickled him like a puppy.
“‘Ah, shit’? Your Korean is improving day by day, isn’t it, our little baby?”
“Shit, stop it! I’m just frustrated!”
Tae-rim wedged his waist between the wildly thrashing legs. Once he burrowed into his arms, the suppression was swift. With his upper body crushed against the thick waist, Hae-ah couldn’t exert any strength with his legs spread, and Tae-rim ignored the hands feebly pushing his shoulders, kissing the reddened chest.
“It’s all your fault. You made me like this.”
The nipples, which had been softly squashed by the pressing tip of his tongue, quickly hardened at the pinching and pulling.
“Uht! Stop it…! My back is still, ah….”
Hae-ah, who had been panting while twisting his waist, suddenly stopped resisting. He let out a short ‘hik’ as a large hand burrowed between his legs, then lowered both hands to cover his genitals.
“D-Don’t, really….”
Hae-ah warned, his face flushed crimson. Tae-rim’s insides warmed with an inexplicable pleasure at the least threatening warning in the world.
“Why? Move your hand, quickly. I need to check if you’re a baby or not.”
Tae-rim said, running his fingers down from below the navel, across the flat lower abdomen,
“I’m not a baby….”
Hae-ah shook his head, looking resentful.
“Not a baby? Then don’t call me baby?”
Blocking the flesh that had hardened in a short time, Hae-ah caught his breath in an unseemly posture. Then he mouthed something.
“…Only….”
“What? I can’t hear you.”
Tae-rim brought his ear close to the lips moving silently.
“…Sometimes… only when it’s just us….”
Then, hesitantly, he removed the hand covering his core and opened his arms.
“Aah.”
Deeply sighing, Tae-rim bumped his forehead against Hae-ah’s chest hard enough to make a thud. Hae-ah cried out ‘Ouch’ and hugged his lover’s large upper body.
“It’s all your fault, after all.”
Tae-rim grumbled resentfully and grabbed Hae-ah’s chin. With his cheeks pressed between his thumb and forefinger, Hae-ah tasted the barrage of kisses. The kiss continued for a long time, searching every inch of skin under the soft tongue.
Only when Hae-ah’s body became boiling hot and his hot breath tickled his philtrum did Tae-rim release his grip on his chin.
And said.
“Oh, look at this…. You’re giving off a good scent again.”
Tae-rim’s voice was devoid of any mockery, only feigning a teasing tone. Rather, he was smiling with a curve of his lips.
Instead of finding words to answer, Hae-ah closed his eyes.
‘What can I do if I like it.’
When he reached out and resumed the interrupted kiss, his heart pounded in his chest.
Hae-ah had been taught that there were more important things than his own feelings or wounds throughout his life. Sadness, longing, fatigue, and sometimes even pain were ‘nothing much.’ He had learned that, believed it, and lived with it. But for the first time in his life, he fell in love at first sight.
‘I will… like Kang Hae-ah-ssi.’
And then he liked him.
‘I will love you. Whether Hae-ah-ssi is a Beta or an Omega.’
And then he loved him.
A strange savior who valued his feelings more than Hae-ah himself and who ached at his wounds. That was Tae-rim. He comforted him when he cried, hugged him when he trembled, and sometimes even if his eyes only twitched, he held his hands tightly. He became his home, gave him a family, and even gave him his soul.
‘But how can I not like him….’
Hae-ah clenched the sheets, which were messy with the scent of two people, and squeezed his eyes shut.
“…Baby. Stop it. You really smell good….”
Tae-rim whispered, his face filled with excitement. But Hae-ah couldn’t control the overflowing affection flowing out of his body.
“Hae-ah. Do you like Hyung that much?”
When he was embraced naked in the arms of the innocent Tae-rim, who smiled brightly with a cool mouth and laughed ‘haha,’ when his hands caressed his skin like an instrument and his lips left soft kisses on his earlobes like flower petals,
‘How can I not love this man….’
Hae-ah was defeated. Now, not only did he like him inwardly, but he couldn’t even pretend to dislike him outwardly.
“Yeah….”
The curtain was falling on the life of a longtime actor.