2 – Truth or Falsehood (Side Story 2.2)

Truth or Lie

“Lord, bless this food You have graciously given us. Through Christ our Lord.”

Amen.

A quiet, clear voice spread calmly over the dining table. Like a thin tablecloth gently laid over the wooden table. The only non-Catholic here was me alone. I clumsily clasped my hands and just stared blankly at my empty plate.

Unbeliever Kang Jun. Immoral Kang Jun. Such a heretic had one more thing he could do. It was secretly observing those who were praying.

The most fervent in prayer were Go Yohan’s mother and Go Yohan’s older brother, Go Yoseb. Seeing them like this, it was evident that the firstborn took after his mother. Their appearances and behaviors were similar. Next in fervor was Go Rosa. Though with her, it seemed more like pretending to be fervent rather than actually being fervent.

I shifted my gaze to the center of the table. Then, startled, I quickly averted my eyes back to my plate. In that brief moment, cold sweat trickled down my neck. It was because I had made eye contact with Go Yohan’s father.

“…….”

Fuck, why isn’t this Jesus-obsessed guy praying?

I tightened my clasped hands to pretend I was praying. Even though the eye contact lasted only an instant, Go Yohan’s father remained etched in me like an eternity. The way he was leaning slightly back in his chair, tilting his head a bit, or his fingers lightly tapping the table, the slightly loosened black shirt, the light eye color, and the arrogant gaze that made people feel small—all were preserved inside me.

‘But why on earth is he looking at me?’

It was truly strange. A bizarre sense of alienation sparked curiosity. The curiosity swelled like a balloon about to burst. But my curiosity was great while my courage was small, so I couldn’t bring myself to turn and look again. A sharply rising tension pricked under my jaw. Simultaneously, pop, the balloon burst. The cause was a big yawn that instantly shattered the tension that had been like a sharp spire.

I realized it. That in this household, there was another person with suspicious faith besides me.

“Haaam……”

At the familiar presence, I subtly raised my head. And cautiously looked in the opposite direction. There, I had to feel a different kind of tension than before. Go Yohan, who was casually picking up and eating the food placed before him, was the culprit of the bomb.

“Ah, fuck…… I’m hungry.”

I sincerely believe that Go Yohan clearly feels no wrongdoing in his current actions. Otherwise, the liar who was unusually sensitive to the word ‘father’ wouldn’t dare commit such blasphemy so brazenly.

“Hey, what’s wrong.”

It felt ominous. With a premonition that something was about to happen, I poked Go Yohan and asked. But the one who answered my question wasn’t the one I had spoken to.

“Why are you acting like that?”

The strange man who sat at the center of the family, imposing religion, yet didn’t pray. The voice, devoid of emotion, that made people turn pale. He was speaking to me.

“…….”

Why?

I cautiously traced the edge of the table with my fingertips and slowly changed the direction I was looking. The long table scene passed by like a stretched-out panorama. Go Yoseb, lost in prayer unaware of what was happening, Go Rosa staring at the head of the table with an inscrutable expressionless face, and Go Yohan’s mother, who was looking at me while in a praying posture.

Strange. Go Rosa was definitely praying earlier.

My eyes gradually moved toward the center of the table. The direction Go Rosa was looking. There, a familiar hand was there. Neatly trimmed nails were scratching the tablecloth.

“……?”

Really strange. The thin tablecloth following the nails dragged the plate, sending it tumbling to the floor. The sharp, ear-piercing sound was firmly stepped on by black leather loafers. The navy blue suit pants descending neatly seemed to be made of quite high-quality fabric. His legs were so long that even when I raised my gaze, I couldn’t see his face. Only the white shirt, subtly clinging, with the chest area wrinkles stretched flat.

“Aren’t you feeling a bit awkward there?”

The voice speaking to me sounded slightly younger than before. Following the man’s movement, the buttons on the chest area opened slightly. Between each button, tight lines stretched out. The shirt’s buttons held on precariously like that. The large body visually showed itself taking a deep breath.

“You’d probably be better off sitting here.”

“Huh?”

Flustered, I ended up looking at the face I hadn’t dared to gaze upon. And my eyes widened.

“Go Yohan?”

The man was Go Yohan. Go Yohan had his bangs neatly swept back and was wearing a navy blue suit tinged with a murky color. Go Yohan touched his canine tooth with the tip of his tongue and said.

“What’s the big deal.”

The reason I felt awkward was because that Go Yohan didn’t seem like Go Yohan. A man who looked slightly older than the Go Yohan I knew. Yet, with a face so eerily similar to Go Yohan’s father that one might think it was a slightly younger version of the father.

The hand stroking the empty table was covered by a peculiar glove. The black glove covering only the right pinky, ring, and middle fingers felt déjà vu. The ungloved index finger pointed between the man’s widely spread legs. As if following a command, my gaze also flowed in the direction pointed. And I saw a thick trace squirming on his left thigh.

“It’s not like you’ve sat here just once or twice.”

The face, whether it was Go Yohan’s young father or a slightly older Go Yohan, smiled at me.

“No……”

I, I don’t want to. I couldn’t even get up from my seat, just looking around with a trembling gaze. Go Rosa was still staring piercingly at the head of the table, and Go Yohan’s mother was still looking at me.

No, not at me. The air flow touching my side felt coldly chilling. I gripped the table fiercely and turned my body. When I confirmed the presence beside me, all strength left my body, and I slid under the chair. A position where I could see the underside of the table. From there, looking up at Go Yohan’s seat.

In that seat was Go Yohan’s father.

What on earth is going on? My mind was in disarray, and I was just rolling my dazed head when.

“Heave-ho.”

Suddenly, a hand slipped under my armpits. The arbitrarily intruding hand stretched out its long fingers as if to boast and grabbed my chest as if it would burst. It was clearly intentional. Because he deliberately pressed down hard even on my areola, a stinging sensation welled up under my eyes.

“Ah!”

My body was forcibly lifted, and my brief resistance of pushing against the floor with my feet was short-lived. Dragged along in an awkward posture, I almost let out a groan.

I wanted to speak, but no words came out. Weakly struggling and hoping the force moving me would stop was the only resistance I could muster. From the start, my body itself seemed unwilling to resist much, moving sluggishly.

As soon as I posed the ‘why’ question, my body was abruptly lowered. Precisely, I was seated on a chair. No, precisely, I was seated on Go Yohan’s thigh. An uncomfortable sensation was felt under my buttocks. I shifted my body, but the hand that went down to my waist pressed me down firmly.

“Why do you dislike it so much.”

“…….”

“You’re hurting my feelings.”

I felt so unfairly wronged that I could die, with only Go Yohan blabbering while I couldn’t even speak. Moreover, I couldn’t move my body at all. Leaning my back against the solid body, the place I saw was the dining room, but all that remained were traces that people had been sitting there until just a moment ago.

What is this.

The dark dining room was scary and grotesque. Meanwhile, a damp breath touched my ear.

“I wish you were unhappy.”

The moisture wetting my ear was hot. I only looked straight ahead, and unknowingly, I stood on my tiptoes and rubbed the floor. I saw nothing. Only the sensation of the ring finger pressing and teasing my left breast and the feeling of licking my right ear.

“I wish you became unhappy.”

The sensation of a large ball coming between my legs and pressing down rose. Damn it, muttering curses inwardly, I pushed away the fingers pinching my waist through the thin fabric. Thanks to that, our fingers got tangled.

What’s good about me being unhappy? I felt like my nose was full of water.

The hand that obediently retreated slid down my waist and grabbed my pants. Eight fingers, excluding both thumbs, crept stealthily into the gap between my skin and the fabric. Wait, wait. This time, I tried to block it with my hand, but.

“I wish you would never be happy. Jun-ah.”

“D-don’t……”

“Sincerely.”

The man whispering from behind undid the buckle while his hand was inside my pants. Using his thumb. I desperately grabbed the man’s wrist. And just as I tried to pull it away, the man stood up. Consequently, pushed up by the man’s thigh, I fell forward onto the table as if collapsing.

“Ugh.”

I braced myself on the table with my hands. It was an action I took unconsciously to lessen the impact. I need to get up quickly. I need to escape. Focusing on what my head was screaming, I tried to rise, gripping the cold glass.

But a fierce force pressed down on my back. Humiliatingly, I had to struggle face down, my cheek pressed hard against the cold glass. While fully feeling the slowly descending pants and underwear.

The pants, descending past the rounded curve, stopped their movement right below the buttock flesh. It wasn’t a coincidence. Because the man, laughing, grabbed the descending pants and locked the buckle. Though the motion was very leisurely, the fingers brushing past my skin were filled with unrestrained force.

Goosebumps rose from the cold air. And a large hand gently stroked that skin. With every touch, a strange shudder rose.

“You’ve grown some fuzz.”

“……Hng.”

With the tightly locked buckle preventing me from spreading my legs or moving, I barely held back the frustration trying to burst out. The fingertips touching the glass turned pale.

The dark, unlit dining room with no one. The man resembling Go Yohan sitting in Go Yohan’s father’s seat. A man who looked around thirty. Recalling the man who would be behind me, I glared at the table pattern with reddened eyes.

This time, the hard leather glove came up, tickling my skin as it went. The sensation following the curved line from exactly where the thigh ended down to the deeply indented part below the waist was vividly felt.

“You’d forgive me even if I wished with all my might, desperately to the point of death, for you to be unhappy, right?”

The fingers lightly scratching my waist gradually encroached into my clothes. Soon, a palm pressed down on my back. The hand that had been pressing my back painfully hard, fiercely pushed the flesh and then abruptly grabbed my waist.

Startled, I tried to get up. But because Go Yohan’s other hand grabbed the opposite hip and lifted it with force, I failed. My feet didn’t touch the floor.

“Why, why, should I……”

My voice wouldn’t come out properly from forcing back tears. The ungloved hand grabbed the exposed buttock as if it would burst. The solid thumb grabbed below the buttocks and spread them, and a thick mass of flesh pressed against the hole. It hurts, it hurts. I clenched my fists fiercely. The pain of my nails tearing into my palms surged.

Simultaneously, an unfamiliar sensation of wedging into the sensitive thin skin between, going in only as far as a nail’s length, then playfully pulling back out, and the weight of the solid chest pressing heavily on my back shattered my mind.

A hot breath touched the back of my head. Go Yohan’s nose tip, having come close, bumped my head. And I felt sharp teeth chewing and pulling my hair.

“Those bastards who say they want to see their loved ones happy are all deceitful shits.”

“Ah, ahht.”

“You have to be unhappy to cling to stability.”

And with the low, cool voice, the world changed.

“Seeing it go in so well, thankfully it seems only my cock has been inside here.”

It was the last thing I heard.

My head hurts. And my arm is numb too.

It felt like I was hanging upside down, submerged in water. As the headache gradually dulled, my senses slowly returned to normal. Seeing the familiar ceiling, I realized. What kind of fucked-up dream did I have.

Moreover, the pain blooming from my shoulder grew increasingly sharp. Frowning, I first lowered my arm that wasn’t moving well. What the. I usually sleep like a log, so why was my arm raised? Though curious, it wasn’t particularly unusual, so I let it pass. Suddenly, a part of the memory from the dream where I couldn’t use my arm properly came to mind. Is that why my hand didn’t move properly in the dream?

“Ah, it’s tingling……”

My eyelids were stiff and didn’t move well. It was because my body was sluggish from just waking up. Moving my tingling fingertips little by little, I woke my body up. But my legs felt strange. No, not my legs, but my lower body felt odd. The parts where the skin folds felt pulled and hurt, and a faint pain blooming below the tailbone was striking my lower part and slowly rising.

Ah, my waist. Did I sleep in a bad posture? How on earth did I sleep?

Moreover, it was too hot, my body was feverish, tired, and lethargic. Even though I slept and woke up, it felt like I didn’t sleep deeply. And even though it’s not particularly hot.

“Why is there so much sweat.”

Ouch. Why does my neck hurt so much too? It was stiff as if I had been straining it all along.

Pressing my stiff neck with my fingers, I wiped off the sweat that seemed to have just been shed with the back and palm of my hand, and moved my feet, but instantly, whether I touched something wrong, the faint pain rising from below my waist struck my tailbone hard. Precisely, the inside of my tailbone hurt like it had been hit with a hammer. So much that I reflexively slumped forward and groped my waist in an awkward posture.

“Ah, ouch.”

Hot, painful, and a slight fever kept rising from my body. In this incomprehensible situation, only question marks filled my head. Bending my waist, the hole that had opened due to the posture trembled finely. Because of that, the dream I just had came back to mind. Fuck.

“I’ve really gone crazy……. I’ve gone crazy.”

I slammed my forehead hard into the blanket. What the hell kind of dream did I have and now this shit? No wonder lately, I’ve been mentally beating myself up more often. It’s all because of Go Yohan. No, is it because of me? As I thought when I was young, I was right. I really, truly am a Lecher. What kind of dream is this, what the fuck.

“So embarrassing. Fuck, so embarrassing. How old am I?”

I’m so ashamed of myself I don’t know what to do. I wanted to get up and dunk my head in cold water, but my mind was too drowsy and my body too heavy, so I had no strength to move. Strangely, my body also seemed a bit swollen. I’m not sleepy though.

The blanket surface, colder than my body, felt good, and I rubbed my face against the crumpled blanket. Looking at the messy blanket, it seems I slept restlessly.

Ah.

A frightening thought flashed through my mind, and I raised my upper body. Kneeling, I grabbed my pants and, after a long deliberation, finally pried open the gap between my skin and clothes with my thumb.

“…….”

My genitalia, which Go Yohan had once said looked like a peeled banana, was limp and drooping under the bare hill. Thankfully, my underwear was clean. I relaxed. I was relieved. A small mercy in misfortune, I guess. Damn it.

My body, relieved of tension, collapsed back onto the bed. The heat coming from my body was still agitated.

Could it be that I’m sick? That can’t be. I have exams to take.

I put my hand to my forehead to check for fever. No headache. I showered before bed, do I need to shower again?

Although the cold air cooled the sweat and stole the body heat, the heat emanating from my body seemed to be an internal issue, not the skin, as it quietly emitted heat.

I must have had such a vivid dream, as the organs inside my abdomen were trembling finely. Touching my stomach without any particular thought, a ticklish vibration shook my palm. Every time I breathed in, my stomach swelled, and when I inhaled, my stomach, like a broken machine, clattered and then sucked in.

Fuck, what kind of fucking dream did I have? Fuck, fuck!

I buried my forehead in the blanket again. Still, it’s not that bad. No one will know that I had such a dream and got all worked up alone. I didn’t even get an erection or have a wet dream. This much is decent, right? Yeah, it’s like nothing happened.

I buried my face in the blanket and made groaning sounds for a while before lifting my head. The dimly visible clock in the darkness pointed to 5 a.m.

Ha. I sighed again and moved my body. As soon as I moved, I felt a pain as if the joint between my thigh and the folded skin part was being intentionally pulled hard. As if it had been stretched wide enough to tear. How on earth did I sleep?

Eventually, I gave up and crawled up like a bug, leaning my head against the pillow. But I had to lift my head right away. The spot where it touched was unpleasantly damp.

In the end, I pushed the pillow away and buried my head in the bare blanket.

“Dizzy…”

But why does Go Yohan’s scent linger on the bed? On the clothes, on the bed.

Kang Jun must be really crazy.

I opened my eyes to find it was 10 AM. I slept for a long time. I didn’t have to rush since my class was in the afternoon anyway, but I found my increasingly lazy body amusing. What did I even do to sleep this long? I used to wake up early in high school. Surely, it’s not just because I’ve aged a few years. That would be ridiculous.

Still, when I moved carefully, my body felt lighter than at dawn. Usually, when you suddenly wake up in the early morning, your body aches. Well, I guess that’s what happened this time too.

“……?”

But as soon as I put my foot on the floor and stood up, my body collapsed. I fell helplessly to the floor and stared at the ceiling. I blinked for a long time before regaining my senses. Shit, it’s a relief no one saw that.

I left the room, but no one was home. It was to be expected. It was the day Go Yohan had morning classes.

I scratched around my neck and hobbled along. Then, I looked around the quiet living room. I could hear a late bird chirping outside the slightly open window, just like me.

Then, I turned my face blue in the bathroom when I went to wash up.

“Crazy, what is this.”

A swollen dumpling was in the mirror. If Yohan had seen it, he would have teased me again.

I forced my creaking body to move towards the cafe in school today. Once a week, except for lectures, I would meet with Kang Suhyun to share opinions on assignments. Kang Suhyun lost interest as soon as the topic changed and subtly tried to skip the appointment. Today was one of those days.

[My grandfather is going into surgery (crying) I have to go nurse himㅠ You understand how I feel.]

[Yeah, don’t come.]

For the record, Kang Suhyun’s grandfather had passed away twice at the beginning of this semester. And one of Kang Suhyun’s SNS profile pictures is a cake that says, ‘Happy birthday, Grandpa.’ How many grandfathers does this bastard have? At least four in total.

[Thanksㅠ I love my grandfather so much I can’t help itㅠ]

[ㅇ]

I clicked my tongue and turned around. I’ll have to make this childish assignment look as plausible as possible. It was a topic I suggested in a fit of anger, and as I wrote it, this pretentious topic that even a middle schooler wouldn’t write… I felt a sense of futility and tried to change the entire content. But this time, the Professor was the obstacle.

‘Why aren’t you doing what I praised you for?’

‘I’m sorry, but the topic seems too simple and childish.’

‘How many times are you going to change the topic in one semester?’

And he gave me a pathetic look. How could I insist on changing the topic there? Being subtly petty, I just said, ‘I’m sorry,’ and became a mute. Should I just go for quantity? I clutched my forehead as I walked along the path in front of the school building, where weeds grew here and there.

How can I make this shitty topic look sophisticated and cool? Should I just put a huge picture of Go Yohan’s face on it? People are weak to visual stimuli. Go Yohan is enough to distract the eye.

I looked at my watch. Today is Go Yohan’s continuous class. There were still two hours left before Go Yohan’s class ended. Should I just go home first? As I stood there alone, contemplating, I suddenly raised my head. A brilliant idea came to mind.

‘Should I crash his class?’

Come to think of it, I’ve never seen Yohan taking a class. We didn’t have any overlapping classes. What floor of the Humanities Building was Yohan’s class on? Was it the 3rd floor? I quickly turned on my phone. And I hurried my steps, heading for the shortcut to the Humanities Building.

I have to go in during the break so I don’t get caught by the Professor…

But I must have been running too fast. My foot caught on a protruding sidewalk block.

“Ah!”

It’s a relief I didn’t fall. But as my body was startled, a sharp pain came to my lower back, which had been hurting since dawn. As a result, the phone I was holding in my hand plummeted to the ground. Thud, thud, the phone bounced on the ground and slid down the slope. Ah, no, why now of all times. I couldn’t even get myself together and ran down. It felt like my lower back was collapsing.

“Ah, shit, ah, fu…”

I bent my heavy back. Damn it. The phone, now looking small, rolled away and finally hit someone’s shoe. And that someone bent down, picked up the phone, and handed it to me, standing in front of me as I held my back and bent over.

“Ah, thank you…”

I thought they were being kind, but when I looked up, I saw Kang Suhyun’s flustered face.

“……”

“……”

“Well, that…”

“……”

“It’s a relief your grandfather… is doing much better… then…? It’s a relief…”

Kang Suhyun quickly picked up the phone in his other hand and put it to his ear. And he’s doing this weird act, holding his phone, which isn’t even on, to his ear. What kind of weirdo is this… He even avoided my gaze, mouthing ‘On the phone. On the phone.’ I smiled insincerely and said.

“You can just go back. I’ll watch him. You said you like your grandfather.”

“No! Ah! What! No! Grandfather! I’ll hang up! I hung up. Let’s go. We can go now. Our assignment deadline isn’t far away. Ah, grades are important! Important, of course. Let’s go! The cafe in the school building?”

“……”

Anyway, you’re no help. I pouted and looked longingly at the Humanities Building, which was barely visible. If it weren’t for the grades. And I massaged the lower part of my back, which felt like it was tearing apart. If only my body didn’t hurt.

Kang Suhyun didn’t prepare anything for the assignment, but he was annoyingly good at nitpicking. He was excited at the beginning of the semester. I compared it to his previous, proactive self. The result was easily derived. He doesn’t like the topic. That was certain.

Kang Suhyun, who had been reading the memo insincerely, pushed the paper far away and suddenly said this. The evidence for the result came out faster than expected.

“No matter how I think about it, your friend isn’t suitable for the topic. What if we change him to someone else?”

“Now?”

“Girls don’t like violent guys like that.”

“……”

“Don’t tell that friend that I said this? Keep it a secret? If you understand, quickly hook your pinky.”

No, you bastard.

I couldn’t bring myself to say no, but I expressed my feelings by stubbornly refusing to extend my finger. But Kang Suhyun forcibly grabbed my wrist and forced me to hook pinkies. The act alone made me angry, but this time he tried to force my hand open and put his palm against mine.

“Hey!”

Are you crazy? I was horrified and pulled my hand out from between our wrists.

“Don’t do it! It’s disgusting.”

“Copy it for me, scan it for me! Quickly! I can’t live with this anxiety.”

“I won’t tell. I’ll never tell. So please, don’t stick to me.”

“Did you say it? Did you promise? If you don’t keep your promise, you’ll go bald!”

Disgusting, disgusting. I rubbed the hand that had touched Kang Suhyun on my pants. I didn’t even hear what Kang Suhyun was saying next. I was too busy repeating my earnest wish for the second semester to end quickly.

Noticing that I was distracted, Kang Suhyun grabbed my arm and shook it hard.

“Ugh… Aagh!”

“Huh! Sorry!”

My body, with its tightly knotted muscles, screamed. My body, which had almost died from crawling to school since morning, cried out violently. I was already exhausted, and Kang Suhyun had to ask to meet today. I imagined killing Kang Suhyun in my mind and straightened my expression on the outside.

“Sorry, I think I slept wrong yesterday.”

“Eh.”

Kang Suhyun smiled with a sly face. It was a face that clearly didn’t believe me.

“You don’t have to lie like that in front of me.”

“What? I didn’t lie.”

“Whatever. So, let’s write about a Kang instead of a Go. How about raising an ideal type? We’ll directly create a man who is dull and uninteresting into a man that women would be satisfied with, and show the process and results during the presentation.”

“…You’re not talking about me, are you?”

“Of course!”

Kang Suhyun pounded his chest like a gorilla and made a bold statement. I couldn’t trust Kang Suhyun easily because I had a previous record.

“I’m a Kang.”

“……”

Ah, right. We have the same last name.

I cautiously examined Kang Suhyun. Well, what woman would choose Kang Suhyun? Maybe a volunteer or a woman with unique tastes. If we presented with Kang Suhyun, we wouldn’t get any results. There’s no visual impact. I shook my head as if I couldn’t help it.

“Sorry, but it’s a bit…”

“Why?”

“…I wrote… too many… reports.”

Actually, I wrote one page. But it worked on Kang Suhyun. It seemed like he was worried because the midterm presentation wasn’t far away. I was relieved by the atmosphere that he was about to give up. I’m so glad.

“If that’s what you say, I can’t help it, but I’m like that? I’m a bit like that.”

“Yeah. I see.”

I wasn’t particularly curious, so I didn’t ask why.

“I can read faces a bit.”

But Kang Suhyun seems to want to say it anyway. Even face reading? He’s doing all sorts of things.

“That kind of face is a bit not good. Aren’t you not very handsome?”

“……”

I only received the file that Kang Suhyun transferred via USB and closed the laptop. My ears were rotting from hearing so many things I couldn’t listen to. But I had to be aware of my public image. I had to realize that I had only known Kang Suhyun for a month and a half. In other words, I’m a bit shy. In addition, because I’m shy, I always treated Kang Suhyun kindly as a habit.

“If you’ve read the data, that’s enough. Make sure to show the Professor that we communicated during the next class. Otherwise, they’ll deduct points for not having a meeting. And I have my next class now. I think I should go.”

“Huh? Don’t you not have a class next?”

How do you know that, you bastard.

I got goosebumps. How did he really know? The words that seemed like they would pop out any moment lingered in my mouth. I tried to put strength in my voice and answered as kindly as possible.

“They said they’re making up for the class that was canceled a few days ago. Attendance isn’t related, but it’s good to listen in advance.”

“Then I can’t help it!”

Kang Suhyun slammed the table with his palm. Kang Suhyun, who was a model student who only studied, was deeply impressed by my passion. He even cheered me on by hitting my butt with his palm. Thanks to that, I had to clench my teeth in pain as the inside of my back felt like it was being scratched by fingernails.

Fucking bastard.

After shaking off Kang Suhyun, I looked for an empty classroom with a hobbling gait. It’s more valuable to study for the exam during the empty time than to hang out with Kang Suhyun.

But the classroom I found happened to be a classroom with stairs inside, so I had to go up in an unsightly manner. But I can’t help it. This is the only empty classroom in the building where Go Yohan takes classes.

So I walked like a bug, carefully took a seat, and took out my laptop. It was to see the opinions that Kang Suhyun had brought up.

“Hmm.”

Go = Violent and too strong-mouthed.

Only the face is okay

Annoying because he’s taller than me

Terrible personality, a devil, a vicious devil

Seems like he played around in school (delinquent)

If he receives chocolate on Valentine’s Day, he’ll find out who it is and make it public and make fun of them

Gives trauma to others

Ugly ears

Even in college, he only hangs out with rich and rude people like himself (except for Jun-i)

*Openly ignores those who are worse than him

“……”

It was bullshit even after looking at it again. Should I just get an F and retake the class?

‘Consider your team members as partners, and embrace each other’s shortcomings. That’s what marriage is. If you ask to change teams or do it alone after the set period, I will consider that you have misunderstood this class from the beginning and give you an F. I will not allow you to retake the class. Why are you looking at me with that expression? Is it surprising? This is what married life is like.’

That’s right. I can’t retake the class. I’m going crazy. I should have just run away on orientation day. But I can’t tell him to take everything out because I don’t like it. I just feel like I’m going to die. I slowly scrolled up and down, pursing my lips.

Then should I change the direction? Yeah, now that I’ve changed my mind, Kang Suhyun’s opinion is also right. We have to contemplate Go Yohan, not worship him. I scratched the keyboard with my fingernails and closed the laptop again.

“…Let’s study for other classes’ exams first and then write it.”

My monologue echoed in the classroom. I was so embarrassed that I hurriedly took out my major books and pens from my bag.

After memorizing the book for a long time, I looked at the scenery and saw that the sunset was already setting. When did time pass like this? I casually looked at the book and saw that I had read half of it. This is a pretty long major book. Has that much time passed that I’ve read this much?

I quickly reached out and checked the phone that was turned upside down, and what I saw was ‘7:20′ and ’32 missed calls’. The caller was all Go Yohan.

[Hey.]

[Hey.]

[Jun-ah.]

[Hey.]

[Jun-ah, are you ignoring my calls now?]

[You really want to die.]

[Where are you.]

[Hey.]

[Hey.]

[What are you doing. Kang Jun.]

[Where are you really.]

[Are you at school?]

[What I sent just now was a joke.]

[I tried to delete it, but it won’t delete.]

[Jun-ah.]

[Why aren’t you answering the phone.]

[Is something wrong?]

[Should I come pick you up?]

[We have to eat dinner together.]

[Let’s eat dinner together.]

[Huh?]

[Jun-ah]

[Maybe]

[Are you angry?]

“……”

Each time I checked the accumulated messages, a heavy sense of guilt piled up. By the time I checked the last message, I had hit my knee with my fist two or three times.

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[(Heart)(heart)(heart)]

Why did I change it to silent because it was annoying. This mess happened because of my habit of changing my phone to silent because I don’t want to be disturbed and not changing it back.

I hurriedly pushed my laptop and major books into my bag and pressed the call button, choosing one of the missed calls. The call was connected before the call tone rang twice. It was a bit awkward for me, who was hurrying to put on my bag and go down the stairs.

Even in the midst of that, I spewed out words like a machine gun before Go Yohan could say anything.

“Yohan, I couldn’t answer the phone because I was concentrating on preparing for this exam. Did you wait long?”

Go Yohan was silent at first. I was scared because it was too quiet, so I was biting my lip alone, but the first thing Go Yohan said was unexpected.

-What am I waiting for. We didn’t promise anything.

I guess that’s true. I stopped walking down the stairs.

“Where are you? I’ll go there. Are you home? Let’s eat dinner together. I’ll buy you dinner.”

-Jun-i doesn’t have more money than me, but he’s trying to solve it with money.

“Are you home?”

-I’m at school. I’ll go. Where are you.

“I’m… in Humanities Building, room 201. Where are you?”

I asked tentatively, but there was no answer. I was puzzled and took my ear away and looked at the screen, and the call had already been disconnected a long time ago. Wow, this… bad bastard. We didn’t promise anything anyway, and I was late because I was waiting for him. Did he have to cut it off so directly?

I looked at the dark screen that had been off for a long time and rolled my lips into my mouth.

In that state, I took a few steps back and sat at the desk in the classroom. I pressed down on my back with my palm and recalled the ten sentences that Kang Suhyun had sent. Yeah, Kang Suhyun studied well too.

I wrote down the second proposition and contemplation in my phone’s memo.

Go OO is fickle.

2-1. He torments people viciously just because it’s fun.

⓵ According to Kang OO’s witness, Go OO was eating lunch with his classmates and as soon as he saw the side dishes, he said, ‘Food waste looks delicious,’ and smiled and pushed the tray with his fingertips and left.

⓶ He bullies people he likes if they don’t listen to him.

⓷ He’s a picky eater_

The sound of the doorknob turning roughly filled the empty classroom. I stopped typing as much as I could and hurriedly hid my phone in my pocket. I hadn’t done anything wrong, but I suspiciously swallowed my saliva.

As expected, it was Go Yohan who opened the door and came in.

His snow-white skin was slightly flushed, and his shoulders were visibly shaking slightly. Watching Go Yohan wipe near his slightly parted lips with the back of his hand, I crushed my resentment to death.

“Did you run?”

“Me? You must be mistaken.”

Go Yohan took a deep breath and pressed hard on the area below his lips with his finger joints.

“I walked briskly. Briskly.”

“…Sorry for contacting you, I was worried I’d disturb your class.”

“Fuck, just do it. My lecture is already disturbing my life. It was so boring I just wanted to jump out the window and kill myself. Then at least I could ruin the Professor’s career.”

“What did the Professor do wrong?”

“I’m saying you can contact me whenever you want. Next time, send me a message to confirm everything you do.”

It was a subtle coercion. Who am I, and who is Go Yohan to have my schedule confirmed? But because I knew that Go Yohan had wandered around the school for a long time because of me, and that he had run to see me, I couldn’t bring myself to say I didn’t want to. Why am I so weak to the person I like? The price I received was high, but the price I had to pay was also high.

No. Let’s think of it as a good thing. It’s easier for each other if we know the schedule. It’s not always a bad thing. And that’s how lovers, lovers are supposed to do it, I heard. Ahem. I coughed and pressed down on my lips, which were trying to rise on their own.

“Ahem, if there are any changes to the schedule, I will check immediately and get confirmation without delay.”

“Look at your tone. Am I getting a company report?”

“If the schedule changes, I’ll find out right away and send you a message quickly.”

“I don’t know what’s changed, but okay.”

Go Yohan sneered at me. It was a sneer that made people flutter, rather than mocking me. How could there be such a sneer? It’s absurd even for me to think about it, but Go Yohan had a unique atmosphere that would naturally have two or three things that shouldn’t exist in the world. That sneer was one of them.

Every time I see Go Yohan smile, revealing his Canine Tooth, my solar plexus hurts. I feel like I’m getting indigestion. Without realizing it, I avoided Go Yohan’s eyes and blurted out anything.

“Did you wait long for me?”

“I didn’t wait long.”

I thought Go Yohan would turn into a stone statue or wear out his legs walking around. How could he suddenly pretend to be so indifferent? My solar plexus hurts even more.

The mismatched emoticon that Go Yohan sent kept floating in the air and tormenting me. Why is Go Yohan so cute? Why does he make me so weak? I’m not usually a person who says these things well. It felt like my heart was being squeezed in my palm. I scratched the center of my chest with my finger. Go Yohan’s three fingers, which flinched slightly at the glance, touched me.

“Sorry.”

What have I done to a sick kid? What’s even more mortifying is that as soon as I saw Go Yohan’s fingers, it wasn’t my solar plexus but my lower abdomen that tickled. I’m really crazy.

“Are you really sorry?”

“…Yeah.”

I really should be sorry. Go Yohan will never know what a trashy bastard I am. Even with that in mind, another part of me didn’t want my lewd and dirty heart to be discovered, so I raised my head bravely and straightened my shoulders. But I still couldn’t make eye contact.

While I was pretending to be brave, Go Yohan moved his feet. Heavy, slow footsteps slowly approached. I pressed my lower abdomen hard with my palm, which was becoming more and more ticklish.

Every time his big hand comes closer, I smell a blue scent. Go Yohan’s scent. A smell that intoxicates me. As I forcibly suppressed the seething, dirty thoughts, the blue scent stirred my head. A soft thumb deliberately tapped my cheek and passed by.

“Jun-i, you’re a good boy.”

“Don’t. Don’t mess up my hair.”

“If you say that, I want to tease you more.”

The one who teases is more fun than the one who is teased.

Suddenly, I heard Go Yohan’s voice, younger than he is now. I tried to shake my head in the opposite direction to avoid Go Yohan’s hand. Unfortunately, my hair became even messier.

“Jun-ah, why do I always want to tease you when I see you?”

“I don’t like it. Don’t.”

“It’s weird? Whenever I see you, my sadism boils over. I want to tease you and break you. It’s weird. Isn’t it?”

“Please don’t say things you don’t mean.”

“……”

Despite my resistance, Go Yohan, who was constantly messing with my hair, ran his index fingers down my head and suddenly grabbed my ear. At the same time, my whole body froze and I looked at Go Yohan with wide eyes.

“If you’re sorry, there’s a way for you to atone for your sins.”

Oh ho. The way he talks is like a religious person himself. Believing in a cult.

“……What is it?”

“Let’s sleep together. Us.”

Go Yohan smiled, raising the corners of his lips. I was so embarrassed by the blatant words that my body stiffened. Go Yohan blinked slowly, urging me. Go Yohan’s lust grows day by day. I knew from the beginning that he was a horny bastard, but I didn’t know it would swell up this much. But my heart was squeezed by those words, and my lower body became hot. I have a justification called guilt. A very plausible justification.

I scratched near my collarbone with my finger and finally tilted my chin down.

“Okay.”

Go Yohan smiled brightly at my answer. And suddenly pressed both my cheeks with his palms.

“Your face is so swollen today. Look at how thick your double eyelids have become. They’ve doubled.”

“What? Wait.”

Crazy. I quickly raised my hand to cover my eyes.

…But. Go Yohan pressed his lips on my lips, which were bulging out from being pressed down. Ugh. Surprised by the sudden kiss, I opened my mouth, and a thick tongue entered my mouth. And after licking the inside of my lips, Go Yohan pulled his head away and disappeared without a trace. It was a fleeting moment.

But the thick, hot warmth still lingered on the inside of my lips. Go Yohan, who had licked his lips, smiled very happily and asked.

“Are you going to take a shower?”

“Is that, isn’t that obvious?”

“No.”

The hand that had been messing up my hair lightly grabbed my hair and pulled it down. It wasn’t painful, but the gesture, which contained a sadistic psychology, was uncomfortable. However, I didn’t say anything because I had done something wrong.

“Let’s take a bath today.”

“What? There’s no bathtub in my room.”

“Can’t you understand what I’m saying? I’m telling you to wash in my bathroom.”

Go Yohan, who was holding my hair, scratched my neck from the bottom up with his closely trimmed nails. After the sharp pain, a sensation that I didn’t know whether it was cool or electrifying pierced my whole body. There was no way to escape.

Why am I taking a bath? And even here. A drop of water falling from the faucet touched the water filled in the bathtub. Drip-. An unusually clear sound filled the bathroom. It’s nice to take a bath after a long time. My throbbing body was relaxed.

If I had known this would happen, I would have taken Go Yohan’s room. I’m only now realizing the merits of the bathtub. I chose my current room because I was greedy for the bathroom in the room, but I somehow regretted it. Should I ask to change it again?

I filled my palm with hot water and wet my face. Then I turned over and buried my face in the bathtub in a prone position. The gurgling sound filled my ears, and soon the stuffy water pressure blocked my ears. When I was suffocating and frustrated, I raised my head. Air burst between my interlocked lips.

The belly attached to the bathtub was so flat that it was sunken. It’s all because I skipped dinner.

I couldn’t even put dinner in my mouth properly. I didn’t have an appetite, and it was already almost nine o’clock when I arrived home. As soon as Go Yohan entered the house, he tore off an old banana that was on the table and chewed it ravenously. How many days has Auntie been keeping that? I scanned the banana and his fingers with anxious eyes.

Go Yohan was hungry, so he put his fingers, which were covered in banana juice, in his mouth and sucked on them. The scene was so uncomfortable that I couldn’t bear to look at it. He’s too excessively sexy.

‘Doesn’t it taste weird?’

‘I don’t know. I’m so hungry I can’t taste anything.’

‘Don’t eat it. It’s old.’

‘It’s okay as long as I don’t die.’

After saying that, Go Yohan took out the thumb he was sucking on and looked at me intently. Thanks to that, I lost my mind to even eat anything and ran away to the bathroom. I’ll wash before I eat. Leaving behind such a pathetic excuse.

In the bathtub, I recalled the contemplation about Go Yohan that I hadn’t written down on my phone yet.

⓷ He has strong food preferences_

Does Go Yohan really have strong food preferences? He doesn’t like sweet side dishes, but he ate the rotting banana well. And one question that arises. What does Go Yohan really not eat, and what does he really like?

First of all, he likes sausages. Strangely, Go Yohan visibly twitched the corners of his lips just by looking at a sausage. I expect him to dislike green vegetables, tofu, pork with gochujang sauce, bad beef, fish cutlets, and braised pollack. I still don’t know which of these is real and which is fake.

The food that I still don’t know whether he likes or dislikes is seafood. Especially shellfish. I honestly have my bet on the side that he likes it. But just in case, I’m asking Auntie not to make shellfish dishes.

“What is Go Yohan really?”

I put the water surface at lip level and blew air. Air bubbles bounced around.

By now, I should have drained the bathtub and left. My fingertips have become wrinkled because I’ve been in here for too long. I’ve stayed too long. But my body is still stuck in the bathtub, unable to get out, soaking in the hot water.

My frightened gaze kept going to the tightly closed door.

I turned my gaze away again. A huge full-length mirror attached to one side of the wall came into my blurry vision.

“It’s really a sight to see.”

You still haven’t taken that down? I keep forgetting about that monstrosity because I never come into this bathroom.

Honestly, as soon as I entered the bathroom, I regretted my choice and despaired after seeing that mirror. No, why doesn’t Go Yohan get rid of that thing? Doesn’t his naked body appear blatantly every time he washes? Does he like looking at his own body? Is he crazy?

…But I guess it’s something to like.

Go Yohan doesn’t know because he’s too used to it, but Go Yohan is blessed. Tall height, broad shoulders, muscles that form with just a little exercise, long neck, Adam’s apple that looks like he swallowed a piece of apple, and a low voice. And he was born with an atmosphere where testosterone flows, but his face alone was delicate.

Go Yohan’s impression isn’t particularly bold either. But sometimes when Go Yohan stares silently, I get nervous because it feels like he’s glaring at me as if he’s going to kill me. Even though I know that’s his expressionless face. Even so. On top of that, his torso is thick and he’s tall, so he’s doubly threatening.

If I was born as Go Yohan, I would live looking in the mirror every day.

But what am I? I took out my arm, which had been hidden in the water. Only a pathetic arm was visible. I shouldn’t have looked. Damn it. Why is it so unsightly? But if you look closely, it’s not like I don’t have any muscles at all. It’s not like my stamina or body is weak. I ate well and lived well. I’ve never been sick. I’m healthy.

“Should I have just eaten dinner?”

It’s all because of this short mouth. Yeah, it’s all because of this. That’s why I didn’t grow taller. I didn’t gain weight either.

I slapped my hateful mouth with my palm. I felt so ashamed looking at my pathetic body that I buried my nose in the bathtub water again. It wasn’t just that I had to grow taller. Besides, the pathetic struggle of my face getting hot every time I talk about height is only my secret.

My height was 1 cm taller in the early morning than in the morning, afternoon, and evening. So I set my height with the 1 cm taller height. I didn’t lie. I didn’t.

But Go Yohan reduced his height. He reduced his height of 192 cm and said it. How annoying.

I slapped the surface of the water with my palm in anger. I should have washed enough by now. The pain that had been throbbing since dawn has subsided a lot. Anyway, my recovery is incredibly fast.

I raised my body to drain the water that was slowly cooling down. And I was about to reach out and pull out the plug, but I failed. It was because the door suddenly burst open. I hurriedly sat down to cover my naked body and ended up falling on my butt in the bathtub. I even floundered and kicked my bare legs out of the bathtub.

I was able to get out of the bathtub thanks to the force pulling my arm. My body, which was forcibly raised, heaved as I gasped for breath, and the water that had filled my nose and mouth gushed out with a cough.

“Cough! Heugh, cough!”

I grabbed anything that touched my hand and frantically spat out the water from my sore eyes and nose. When I calmed down a little, I realized what I was touching. It was a thin cloth. Cloth? In the bathroom? I raised my eyes, which were clearly already disgustingly red, and looked up.

There was Go Yohan. And Go Yohan was properly dressed. His hair was all wet, as if he had showered in my room,

And Go Yohan was looking down at me with a pathetic look again.

“Were you trying to die by cracking your head?”

“No! You, heugh, you suddenly came, cough, came in……”

“Your skin is red.”

He’s not even listening to me again. Go Yohan lightly stroked my back with his finger. Then he rubbed my spine and shoulder blades and made a dissatisfied expression.

“Wh, ahem, why did you suddenly come in?”

“You were in there for too long, so I thought you had fallen into the water and died.”

“Ouch. Ah, it hurts.”

Go Yohan’s fingertips came under my shoulder blades. I twisted my body at the strange feeling, and suddenly realized that I was naked and hurriedly gathered my legs. I don’t know what Go Yohan is looking at, but he grabbed my arm with his hand and stroked it down hard. And finally, he took his hand out and examined my wrist from outside the bathtub.

“I didn’t know you were really about to die.”

“What. It was… because of you.”

“Why?”

“You suddenly came in while I was washing.”

“Then our Jun-i, if you went to a public bathhouse, would you fall like this every time people came in?”

“I’ve never been there.”

“Are you hurt anywhere?”

It was a kind question, unlike the person who lightly ignored my words. My anger melted away at those words. I avoided looking at the action of intertwining his fingers with mine as he stroked my body. He spreads his right hand, puts my hand on top of it, and then puts his hand on top of that.

I’m really hopeless.

Looking back, Go Yohan has never apologized to me even once. However, I understood because Go Yohan paid the price for his sins himself for me. That’s how my love is, and I have no complaints about my decision now. That’s how I am. If someone who shakes my emotions to the point of being overwhelmed looks at me with affectionate eyes even once, I wag my tail like a stupid dog.

It’s funny that my rather indifferent personality and the way I love are completely opposite, but what can I do if I was born like this? I focused on my hand being rubbed between Go Yohan’s palms. I licked my drying lips with my tongue and pretended to be nonchalant. Deliberately not taking my hand away.

“My butt hurts a little, but it’s okay because I didn’t fall hard.”

“Does it hurt? Should hyung blow on it for you?”

“……”

“Should hyung use his magic hands on it?”

“What hyung.”

I scoffed at Go Yohan’s words.

“Let’s get our words straight. Honestly, I’m the hyung to you. Even though you were born later than me.”

“You have a boomer mentality.”

“I’m just pointing things out accurately.”

“Well then, should I call you hyung?”

“……No.”

“Hyung.”

I have a strange feeling of being drawn in. I had a bad feeling that I should never be called hyung by Go Yohan, so I hurriedly shook my head from side to side. Go Yohan gave strength to his right hand and lightly bent my fingers back. It wasn’t painful, but it was refreshing, and the sensation traveled up my arm and rang through my spine.

“Hyung, do you like the thought of eating a young thing?”

My face became hotter and hotter as the contact grew longer and longer. Go Yohan was still looking at my face, but I gathered my knees closer to my chest like a thief with a guilty conscience.

“That’s enough, please leave.”

Why are you here? I didn’t want to show Go Yohan my pathetically thin shoulders or thin arms. But what I didn’t want to show him even more was the penis that was reacting secretly between my legs.

Yes, Kang Jun also has instincts. It’s so embarrassing that I want to die, but anyway, I have them. I do. But at least I don’t want Go Yohan to find out about my instincts. So I desperately pushed Go Yohan’s white T-shirt with the hand that wasn’t being held. But damn it, why, why does it only get pushed back a little?

Only the clothes get wet by my hand and it ends. Go Yohan looked at my hand that had wet his chest, smiled slyly, and bent the fingers he was holding even deeper.

“No. What if you fall again? I’m just worried about you.”

Is that something you can say with a smile? A contemptuous look naturally went to Go Yohan’s face.

“Then, am I supposed to stay here forever?”

“There’s no reason you can’t. Wouldn’t that be good for me? I get to see a good show.”

“My body isn’t much of a good show. Just please leave.”

“That’s just your opinion. My opinion is a little different.”

As he said that, Go Yohan’s gaze gradually moved downwards. No. Crazy.

I put the hand that was pushing Go Yohan into the water and forcibly pressed down on the Penis that had risen up. But Go Yohan’s gaze didn’t come down from my upper body. I chased Go Yohan’s gaze again while pressing down on my genitals. The place it reached was my chest, wet with water.

“What are you…”

What are you looking at? That question was swallowed by the steam. It was because Go Yohan’s left hand reached out before I could stop him, and pressed hard on my nipple, weakened by the water, with his finger and lifted it up.

“Ah…”

My head spun. I tried to move my body back, but Go Yohan pulled the hand he had tightly intertwined, and I was pulled forward instead. I tried to raise my free hand, but I quickly lowered it at the unfamiliar sensation. From the moment Go Yohan came in, from the moment I realized Go Yohan’s presence, I had to hide my aroused genitals.

Go Yohan was now playing a game of pushing the protruding part up and down with his fingertips. Because of that, my swollen Penis trembled finely, and my body lost strength.

“Th-that’s… enough, stop it. I’m going to wash up and get out.”

There was no answer to my warning. When I twisted my body in embarrassment to avoid Go Yohan’s touch, Go Yohan finally raised his head and met my eyes. Go Yohan’s pupils were turbid and dark in the middle of the whites of his eyes. Once I saw those eyes, I had to give up.

“……”

“……”

However, I, who still hadn’t given up my lingering feelings, denied it one last time.

“…You’re not going to do it here, are you?”

“Jun-ah.”

“The situation here is like this. Let’s do it later. At night, in bed.”

“Didn’t any other bastards say they wanted to suck yours?”

“What are you talking about!”

Just a moment, please, just a moment. I shouted that, but Go Yohan came into the tub with his clothes on. The water that had been teetering on the edge couldn’t withstand Go Yohan’s volume and weight and poured out.

Go Yohan, who was sitting in front of me, this time pushed the arm he was holding towards me. My arm, tightly held by Go Yohan, was bent towards the inside of my neck. Because of that, I was in a position to strangle myself.

“Hey, Go Yohan.”

“Why.”

Go Yohan’s clothes were soaked and his pants were darker, and his T-shirt was transparent, showing Go Yohan’s upper body as it was. His firm chest and well-built muscles were visible even though I didn’t want to see them.

Crazy. Both me and Go Yohan were a little strange. His half-crazed gaze was unsettling. A gaze full of something melted was approaching me. I pushed my body back to avoid Go Yohan, but in the end, my back hit the end of the tub.

Anxious, I raised my head and looked at Go Yohan. Two emotions were raging inside me. A very small rebellious spirit and a very large lust. It was not a game I could win anyway.

However, in order to protect my last bit of pride, I raised my knees more firmly. Finally, my legs were tightly attached between my body and Go Yohan’s body. Go Yohan, who was approaching, raised one eyebrow and lowered his gaze.

“Jun-ah, spread them a little.”

Shit, I blushed and turned my body to the left. But that was a mistake. The problem was that I had my hands between my legs.

“…I don’t want to move my legs.”

It was an earnest request. I was desperate in my own way. But Go Yohan wouldn’t be Go Yohan if he granted my earnest request.

Go OO is bad.

Go Yohan forcefully spread one of my knees that he was holding. And he put his body through the gap where my legs were spread. In that way, my legs were spread out in dismay with Go Yohan in the middle. Go Yohan, who had firmly attached his waist to my thighs, leaned forward and suddenly narrowed his brows.

I want to cry. Please no. Please no.

Go Yohan, who had taken his waist off just enough not to come out of my knees, burst into a hollow laugh. Then he took his position again and pressed his lower body against mine. A hard sensation pressed against my Penis.

“I can’t trust you when you’re like this.”

“……”

“You said you didn’t want to, but why is it standing up here?”

Shit, crazy, damn it. My face was hot and my head was spinning. Not only was my lower body situation exposed, but the heavy sensation that touched my thighs and below my navel in the water tormented my heated body even more. The hot and hard sensation changed position every time he moved his waist, pressing against my stomach.

But I couldn’t take my eyes off Go Yohan’s face. As I watched Go Yohan slowly lower his waist, I unknowingly wiggled my waist. My mouth was dry.

When Go Yohan’s lips came closer, I hesitated and opened my lips. But Go Yohan bent his waist back and removed the body that was pressing down on me. The lips that should have come closer moved away. Go Yohan moved through the water and knelt down. The water that hadn’t been poured out yet flew out of the tub in a wave-like manner, falling into the drain.

In the meantime, Go Yohan’s hand that had been holding my hand was released. Before I could say anything, Go Yohan’s hand went into the water and headed towards my two legs that were lost and wandering. My butt dragged on the floor and I felt my body floating in the air for a moment. It felt like the water was pushing my body.

Before long, rough fabric touched under my butt.

“……”

“You’re following along so well.”

I ended up sitting on Go Yohan’s thighs, who was kneeling. Go Yohan smiled as he hugged my waist. Then he suddenly lowered his head. Go Yohan’s forehead lightly bumped into my chest. Wet hair was buried on my chest like a scar and then slowly removed.

It was so itchy. I couldn’t help but wiggle my waist.

“Well, well.”

Go Yohan couldn’t stop laughing at my gesture and released the arm that was hugging my waist. My back, which had lost its support, tilted back a little more. I looked back, afraid that I might fall backwards. Fortunately, that misfortune didn’t happen because of the tub wall right behind me.

Go Yohan repeated the act of grabbing my frightened waist tightly and letting go. As if to scare me.

“Wh-what are you doing?”

I was embarrassed by Go Yohan’s sudden actions. I looked back and forth between the gestures with unknown intentions and Go Yohan’s face, which was still smiling.

“Are you scared of this?”

“N-no.”

Go Yohan gave a big smile there and immediately pulled my body to his face. And he stopped just before colliding. What the hell is he trying to do? Since I didn’t know his intentions, my response was also faltering.

I looked around and grabbed Go Yohan’s neck and ears in an awkward position. I just grabbed whatever my hands could reach. Go Yohan, who was grabbed by me, stopped with his eyes wide for a moment, and then burst out laughing at a truly unexpected moment.

“Ah, I’m going crazy.”

“…Did I do something wrong?”

“No. Just keep holding my ears tight.”

Looking at his reaction, it seemed like I did something wrong. Go Yohan nonchalantly pulled my hand that was holding his ear and kissed the back of my hand. The rough surface of his lips, which seemed to have been chapped, scratched the back of my hand, which had been weakened by the water.

Go Yohan let go of my hand. And before I could stop him, he grabbed my waist again and pulled me towards him. My waist, which was grabbed by Go Yohan, hurt as if it would fall off, but I endured it while looking at Go Yohan, who was enjoying it.

Go Yohan’s hand, which slid up my arm, stopped at my chest and went down again. My ribs were firmly grabbed by Go Yohan’s hand, and Go Yohan closed his eyes and buried his face in my chest. That hot and slippery mass of flesh licked the chest that had been tormented by his hands all along.

“……!”

Surprised by the sudden pleasure, I straightened my waist. Then the thick tongue that had been licking my nipple disappeared, and only a stinging pain remained, biting that area painfully.

“Ah…, it hurts!”

I put my hand on Go Yohan’s forehead and pushed him away violently. But Go Yohan didn’t budge and kept smiling and sticking his lips to my chest. The protruding end entered the hot and lukewarm space and trembled.

Go Yohan slowly closed his eyes. And the only sounds heard in the steam-filled bathroom were the sounds of chewing and sucking on flesh.

I bit my lip and dropped my forehead on top of Go Yohan’s head. My hands tightly grabbed Go Yohan’s shoulders instead of his neck, and I did my best to endure the moans by bouncing my waist every time Go Yohan sucked hard.

“Ha……”

The slurping noise loudly pounded my head.

Go Yohan’s crown smells like soap. Sometimes it smells like musk, and sometimes it smells like moss from the forest after the rain. Only a musty smell comes from other guys’ bodies.

With a moisture-filled sound, the water stuck and fell off. A transparent liquid stretched out long between Go Yohan’s lips and the reddened flesh, and then broke off. Each time, the muscles below my tailbone and far below my navel popped like stars, leaving a faint trace and then sinking again.

I smelled the rain in the steam and moved my arms. I released the strength in my shoulders and dug deeper, wrapping my arms around his long neck. Thanks to that, his high nose was pressed against my chest. I took revenge in my own way. It’s unfair for me to be the only one being tormented.

But Go Yohan looked up at me with itchy eyes.

“Jun-i is acting up.”

Every time he closed his eyes and moved his tongue, his jaw changed direction, and his high nose bridge also changed direction and moved. Go Yohan snorted briefly and licked his tongue out long, sweeping up the noticeably swollen nipple. I twisted my waist, feeling all the sensations with my body. I’m going crazy.

Suddenly, I swallowed my breath at the feeling of my nose getting wet, and my eyelids stung because I inhaled something wrong. Even in the midst of that, I slowly tickled Go Yohan’s ear with my hand. A drop of water on my hand fell and was contained in his clean auricle.

On the other hand, looking at the scarred earlobe, I took a deep breath at the lust that rushed up from near my genitals.

Kang Suhyun is also a liar. Why is this ear ugly?

Since her eyes are so low, she likes strange fonts like Wadangchen or something. She’s pretending to know when she’s in the science department. Anyway, she’s a terrible person.

“Go… Yohan.”

“Eh-.”

Go Yohan answered, moving his lips. I instantly curled up the hand that had been stroking his auricle. It was almost at the speed of an electrical reflex. My legs, which had been bent because I was sitting on Go Yohan’s knees, also twitched quickly once. The pleasure that Go Yohan’s tongue gave was closer to a pleasure that sweetened the body than a pleasure that tormented people.

I thought about the assignment while wrapping my arms around Go Yohan’s neck and shaking my waist.

Go Yohan has a good brain.

27-1. If you learn one thing, you know ten. That also applies to sex.

God must have created Go Yohan to let all the males in the world know frustration. Otherwise, there’s no way they could all be so annoying.

Go Yohan’s left hand gracefully tickled my back, and his right hand pressed down on the other side of my back so much that it felt stuffy. That’s how it was at first. There was more pain than pleasure. What was bigger than the pain was the feeling I had for Go Yohan.

But Go Yohan, definitely, definitely, no, why, how, like now…

“Yo, Yohan-ah.”

There’s no answer. But a few seconds later, Go Yohan tickled my ribs as if playing the piano with his left hand. It meant he was listening, so I should speak. There was still a lewd sound from below, and the area below my tailbone started to tingle from Go Yohan’s hot warmth.

“Are you going to get more piercings in your ear?”

A few seconds passed after the question. Chyuup-. With the sound of wet lips falling, Go Yohan’s face was revealed. A rainy face. His lips were a little plump because he had bitten my chest so hard. Lips glistening with saliva moved slowly.

“Why, is it not good?”

“No… Some of them are blocked.”

“They got blocked because I didn’t use them. I don’t really plan on getting more.”

Saying that, Go Yohan lifted my legs. He moved his big hand to hang one of my feet on the edge of the tub, and then he leaned back comfortably. In that way, Go Yohan leaned his back against the opposite tub wall and raised his chin.

“I originally got them pierced for no reason.”

I lowered the leg that Go Yohan had hung up. And then I gathered my knees again to cover my Penis. After that, I put both hands between my legs.

Go Yohan made fun of my embarrassment. He raised one corner of his mouth and turned his head to the side once. And then he met my gaze again and unbuckled his pants while submerged in the water. Then, staring intently at the traces he had made,

“As expected, the swollen side looks better. It’s pretty.”

That’s what he said.

I took out one of the hands I had hidden between my legs and covered the swollen areola with awkward movements. My ears are hot. At the same time, I ended up seeing Go Yohan’s hand moving under the undulating surface of the water. Go Yohan stopped the movement of putting his hand inside his underwear. And he asked me.

“What are you looking at?”

“……I didn’t look.”

“You were looking like you were going to suck it right away, but you’re pretending you weren’t.”

“It’s not.”

The clumsy fingers lowered my underwear. I could see the black underwear opening inside my pants. Go Yohan’s fingers went into that gap like a snake in a sexy way. Even in the midst of that, his gaze was facing me, so the movement was more unnatural.

“Look.”

Go Yohan lifted his waist as if telling me to look openly. He was even smiling. And then he used both fingers to take out that terribly awful Penis. It was always disgustingly big no matter how many times I saw it. How can it be so big that you can’t take it out of your pants at once?

I tried to turn my eyes away and looked at the wall, but my head was full of Go Yohan’s Penis. I squeezed my eyes shut. Please, I hope Go Yohan didn’t notice.

“If you want to see it.”

“……”

I wanted to shout that it wasn’t, but I couldn’t refute it because what Go Yohan said wasn’t wrong. At the same time, my gaze went to Go Yohan’s Penis submerged in the rippling water. Go Yohan was teasing me, but he was slowly stroking his Penis up and down with his hands. Because of that, the water rippled even more violently.

Go Yohan started masturbating while stretching his legs and leaning against the tub.

“What… are you doing.”

“Huh?”

His gaze was still on me, and as soon as I made eye contact with Go Yohan, I looked at the tub floor as if nothing was wrong. The splashing sound is getting louder and louder.

Thud-. Thud-. Go Yohan’s hand left the surface of the water and sank into the depths.

His masturbation speed is terribly different from others. It seems to be because the distance from end to end is closer to an animal than a human.

But I’m no different. I carefully moved the hand that was covering my genitals while vividly hearing the sound of Go Yohan masturbating. I crossed my legs to cover even my hands, and grabbed the front of my Penis. A thrilling shiver ran through the end of my Penis where my hand touched. In order not to get caught by Go Yohan as much as possible, I covered one hand with the other, and then caressed the area near the glans with my thumb with the covered hand.

“Crazy.”

Go Yohan let out a light laugh and made a tightly locked voice.

“Jun-i, are you masturbating right now?”

It felt like I would only make a terribly twisted sound if I said it out loud. I swallowed and shook my head. And I gathered my legs to cover the middle more precisely. It was a lie that I knew he wouldn’t believe on purpose. It was because I thought the future me after this time would be less embarrassed.

Before I knew it, some of my long hair was hitting my forehead and temples while wet with water.

“Okay, good job.”

What’s good about it. But after that, I forgot to think. It was because Go Yohan scratched his neck and submerged his body deeper in the tub. Go Yohan, who was holding the bottom of his shaft, tilted his neck and leaned his head against the edge of the tub. I looked at Go Yohan’s protruding Adam’s apple and wet my dry mouth.

“Hoo……”

Go Yohan exhaled, and the gradually calming surface of the water reflected Go Yohan’s Penis. I got greedy and tickled the middle of his shaft with my middle finger. No, it’s too low. I got scared and raised my hand. My eyes were getting too hot, so I lowered my head. I buried my forehead in my knees and stopped my hand.

I rubbed my forehead on my knees and raised my head when my eyes had calmed down a bit.

“Jun-i is trash.”

“……What-“

“A guy who was a virgin until recently is masturbating while looking at you masturbating.”

I buried my head, which had become hot to the crown, in my knees again.

I was never, ever trying to look at the Penis standing erect beneath the now-still water. I just happened to glance down. I wasn’t trying to see the Penis writhing and swelling like a living thing in the water. But Go Yohan caught me in the act.

“Do you like it?”

Water poured from the faucet like a thunderbolt. Yohan must have turned it on. The faucet was right behind him. Yohan stretched his eyes into a languid gaze and reached out his arm. It all happened in an instant.

My ankle was seized, and my left foot was instantly pulled toward Yohan.

“W-Wait. Yohan?”

Go Yohan rose to his feet. The surface of the water rippled from the pouring water, and the bottom of the tub became an opaque world once more. Yohan frowned, peering down at my toes.

He didn’t seem to need conversation as he stared intently at my toes. He parted his plump, swollen lips slightly, stuck out his thick tongue, and touched it to the prints on my toes. Crazy bastard, I twisted away, using one hand to cover my hard Penis. The ticklish sensation surged through every cell in my body.

Yohan and I were still making eye contact. The feeling of him lazily grasping my foot in his large hand and slowly licking my big toe aroused an indescribable, bizarre lust.

It was accompanied by the same sensuous slurping sound as before. When he licked my nipples, it was an overt pleasure, but this was a subtler, more lingering sensation.

Ah… Yohan nipped at my tensing toes with his Canine Tooth. I reflexively spread my toes at the sting. Yohan bit down hard on my toes as if biting into an ice cream, then touched his tongue to the tips. And then he stared at me for a long time.

The whites of his eyes, filled to the brim beneath his pupils, looked precarious. Slowly, very slowly, Yohan touched the tip of his tongue to my big toe and circled it.

I gripped the edge of the tub, shuddering in the increasingly hot water, and finally closed my eyes. I couldn’t tell if the temperature was hot or lukewarm as it gradually consumed me. The newly added water from the faucet warmed my lower body, while the cooling water chilled my upper body.

“Jun-ah.”

I couldn’t answer, lost in the strange sensation, panting. Yohan didn’t seem to expect an answer anyway. Not as he continued to rub my big toe with his tongue.

“You—you don’t know how fucking hot you looked when you wore those white ankle socks.”

“…Ugh.”

“You probably didn’t. If anyone had told you, I would have turned their face into a pulp and made them live as a monster for the rest of their life.”

“……”

The hand that had been holding my instep moved down and gripped my Achilles tendon as if tearing it. My anklebone was caught between his long fingers. Something hard and thick touched the fleshy part beneath my toes. It must be the tip of Yohan’s tongue. That tongue tip moved in unpredictable ways. My toes curled at the ticklish sensation.

“Why don’t you wear ankle socks anymore? The white ones.”

His slurred pronunciation, clumsy from putting my big toe in and out of his mouth, reached me across the water.

If I opened my eyes, I would surely meet Yohan’s gaze as he looked at me. My fingers naturally tightened. The fingers embedded in the tub became a similar color to the white porcelain.

The sensation of my foot being lightly tickled wasn’t a big deal. What mattered was that Yohan was the one causing it. Yohan, with his eyes half-closed and his wet hair casually swept back. Yohan tickled the area below my anklebone with his thumb.

My even breathing became ragged in a fleeting moment. I relied solely on the ticklish sensation Yohan gave me. One leg was bent at the knee to cover my Penis, while the other was left to Yohan.

“Well, if you did, Jun-i’s hole would be torn to shreds and nothing would be left.”

Ugh, heuh. A moan, closer to a breath than a vocalization, escaped so quietly it was almost inaudible.

Yohan licked diligently, like a cat, even the hollow part of my sole. Gradually, the sound of water splashing changed to the sound of sticky liquids intertwining.

The water falling from the faucet overflowed the tub. I could hear the sound of it. With my eyes closed, I could only perceive the sensations Yohan was giving me and the sounds. Neither of us even thought about turning off the water. Or at least, I didn’t. I reached into the overflowing water and grabbed my taut, hard Penis. I didn’t care if Yohan saw or not anymore.

Yohan’s caresses were just like his kisses. At first, they started with clumsy, calm rubbing rather than aggressive actions. It seemed to have become a habit. They say the habits of a relationship are determined by who the first partner is. Unfortunately, we were both each other’s first, so we developed gentle habits. Incongruously.

The pleasure, never exceeding a certain point, egged me on. I wanted to come. That instinct moved my hand, and I moved it without even realizing the splashing water. Each time my hand, gripping hard enough not to hurt, moved back and forth, the ticklish sensation Yohan gave me turned into a greater pleasure. In turn, a groan that couldn’t really be called a moan escaped my lips.

Ugh, euht… Ah, ahh.

I just mouthed the words silently, stroking my Penis. At the same time, the underside of my Penis tingled. It was as if tiny shards of glass flowing through a small blood vessel were blocking the blood going to the underside of my Penis.

With a pop, the ticklish sensation disappeared. I didn’t like it. That was the thought that flashed through my mind. I scratched the tub in disappointment. Then I opened one eye and looked at Yohan. Yohan was holding my foot up to the level of his head, staring intently at my center.

“Jun-ah, no.”

“Heuh… Why.”

“The water will get dirty.”

“So what? What does it matter?”

What does it matter? We can just clean it with water. I was out of my mind with disappointment. Yohan let go of my foot. My leg fell, hitting the overflowing water. As I twisted in disappointment, Yohan suddenly grabbed both of my arms and shook his head.

“Wait a minute.”

“……”

I looked at Yohan with resentful eyes. Tsk. His swollen, red lips clicked his tongue briefly. Then he looked at the shower towel hanging next to the tub. I used that when I washed off the bubbles. As I thought this, twisting my wrist, Yohan took the towel away.

In that gap, I swallowed hard at the sight of his wet T-shirt and Yohan’s body. Yohan saw me looking at his neck and scoffed again, then quickly pulled my dropped foot.

“Ah… Yohan. You!”

“I told you, you shouldn’t get into bad habits from the start.”

Yohan quickly caught me as I was about to fall into the water, pulled forward. I was pulled with my arm caught. Why does he keep pulling my foot? I struggled to pull my foot out of Yohan’s hand.

Several times, the water filled in the tub overflowed violently. Eventually, I was facing away from Yohan. I must have swallowed some water, because my nose stung.

I was disoriented by the rapidly changing scenery. Only later did I realize that my hands couldn’t move forward, and I looked at Yohan with a bewildered expression. But Yohan just glanced at my arms and shrugged, laughing.

“I’m going to make you get into the habit of only coming when my cock is rammed in your ass. You can’t use the front anymore. Got it?”

“What the fuck are you talking about? Let me go.”

“People are so selfish, it seems.”

“Hey, you, really…!”

“Jun-ah, I like it best when you’re helpless in my hands.”

A dull touch struck the upper part of my buttocks in the water.

“The kids said you were nice.”

My fully erect Penis was twitching in the water, begging to be touched in the front. Just a little bit more. Yohan just smiled with a hateful look on his face, kissing the top of my head over and over.

“So, nice you, let me have this. I’m a bit of a bad guy, you know.”

“……”

And stupid Kang Jun liked it again, so he stayed still. Every time Yohan pressed his lips near my eyes, I blinked my eyelids. I wanted him to do more. I twisted my feet and looked back at Yohan.

I stared blankly at Yohan. Yohan didn’t avoid my desperate gaze, just tickled the top of my head with his fingers. As the water surged violently, Yohan disappeared from view. It was because Yohan had turned off the faucet and stood up. Yohan, standing up from the tub, slowly stroked his Penis, which was so veiny it was grotesque. And then he moved his terribly long legs with a refreshing stride.

A huge amount of water clinging to Yohan’s body fell to the floor due to gravity, and Yohan opened a drawer near the sink and took out a familiar container. He was still masturbating with one hand, making a squelching sound.

“You… that.”

I was horrified. I only moved my pupils, following Yohan’s movements. Yohan walked back to the tub, opening the lid with his sharp Canine Tooth. Still touching that weapon-like Penis.

He came back into the tub as he was, standing awkwardly with his back turned again. Then he put his hands between my armpits and pulled my upper body up over the tub. Unable to move my arms, I was pulled up as I was, my cheek pressed against the cold tub.

“Yohan! I’ll go to the bed. I will.”

I was going crazy. But Yohan, who was somehow off his rocker, didn’t listen to me and pressed down on my waist. As a result, my hard nipples, sticking out stiffly, were crushed against the flat part of the tub.

“Let’s go to the bed… euht.”

“Jun-ah, we have to do it here and on the bed. You know I have to come at least four times before I die.”

Our mixed breathing was irregular. Yohan, who had already lowered his posture, grabbed my buttocks with both hands and squeezed them as if he would burst them. There was a puddle of water on the tub where the bathroom supplies were placed.

It was okay until he grabbed my butt so hard.

The problem was that after forcefully spreading them, lukewarm breath touched the gap. I widened my eyes in an instant and raised my knees.

“Don’t do that!”

Ignoring my scream-like refusal, a thick tongue entered, wriggling between the folds. A lewd squelching sound came from below. Heuh. The knees I had raised faltered and buckled. No way. My thighs, half-submerged in the water, trembled as I felt the bone pressing against the thin flesh above my hole. No way.

“P-Please.”

“Uh-uh.”

A low voice rode up the thin flesh between my butt cheeks and vibrated through my entire body. Thanks to that, my fully erect Penis heavily struck the wall of the tub. Bobbing up and down, my glans brushed against the cold wall that had just held hot water.

“Don’t, ha, don’t do it. Yohan. Don’t do that.”

But Yohan answered by lowering his hands and grabbing the front of my thighs. He grabbed right below my pelvis so I couldn’t move my legs. Starting with that movement, Yohan sucked at my bottom as if he would swallow it whole. I trembled, barely leaning against the tub, my legs weak.

The reason my legs were trembling wasn’t fear. It was because I couldn’t accept what Yohan was trying to do. It was an act I never thought I would ever receive from anyone in my life.

But Yohan did it. That Yohan. Even while pressing down on his arrogant, high nose.

Why are you doing this to me? The area under my eyes hurt more. Slightly rough lips rubbed against my flesh. Saliva was left on every spot they passed. Thanks to that, an even more lewd sound was made. The hands grabbing my thighs dug deeper inside, and the sensitive flesh was pulled taut to where the hot breath was coming from.

I stumbled and backed away, rubbing my stiff nipples against the cold water on the tub. At that, I lost strength in my waist and hit my head. Hng. My nose sniffled.

I felt a thick mass through the moist, gaping crevice. Crazy, no way, no way. The tips of my toes, kneeling in the tub, gradually rose. My toes curled more than they had before, and even the soles of my feet curved inward.

“Ah, ahht.”

I bit my lip, but I couldn’t stop the moan that escaped through the gap. Still, it was better than letting it out uncontrollably. Just as I thought that, a large hand lightly slapped the lower part of my butt, which had gotten a little plumper lately.

“Ah!”

The gesture was light, but it stung a little because it was wet. It was because the palm of his hand and the flesh of my butt stuck together and then separated. I screamed instinctively and quickly turned around. But Yohan grabbed my twisted lower body and put it back in place, so it was all for naught.

What on earth just happened? While I was panicking, a tongue roughly swept up the gap between my spread flesh from below.

“Haht!”

“Ah.”

Yohan muttered with inaccurate pronunciation. I didn’t answer. Yohan lightly slapped the area he had just hit again. Thwack— An explicit sound echoed through the bathroom.

A hot, heavy sensation pressed hard against the thin flesh and slowly fell away. Even though I couldn’t see it, I felt a long string connect and then snap between my folds and the tip of Yohan’s nose. Yohan, who had fallen away from my bottom, said in a dissatisfied voice.

“Don’t hold back your moans. Why waste them?”

His low voice had a threatening yet tender aspect. Still, I didn’t want to moan pathetically. So I didn’t nod or say I understood. Yohan clicked his tongue lightly and picked something up. There was a rustling sound.

My curiosity was quickly resolved. A lukewarm, slippery liquid flowed down between my buttocks. There was also the sound unique to plastic containers. Psh, the sound of air escaping. The sound of air entering again. There was no sound of a lid closing. Only the sound of something falling into the water.

Long fingers swept up the thin space between my Penis and hole from top to bottom, rubbing every fold in detail. I was just dying.

“…Euheuk.”

Another smack and a stinging sensation violently pushed down below.

“Ahh!”

“Don’t do that. Your lips will tear again.”

Even if he hit me lightly, it wasn’t light if the culprit was Yohan. I rubbed my hot eyes against the tub and clenched my hands. What made it even more unbearable was the Penis that was erect in response every time Yohan slapped my butt. I was going crazy, back and forth, and my vision blurred. I choked on my tears and said,

“Y-Yohan.”

Of course, Yohan didn’t have time to listen to me and stuck his face into the moist gap again. This time, he licked the area near the folds more slowly, as if caressing them. It wasn’t the sound of water colliding with water, but the sound of an unknown, sticky liquid mixing with Yohan’s saliva. I almost sobbed and shouted.

“Yohan.”

Yohan nodded. His sharp nose poked and then lifted away from the area right below my tailbone.

“My front, heuek, my front hurts too much.”

“Hurts?”

Yohan finally lifted his head. Then wouldn’t it hurt?

“A lot?”

I turned my body and glared at Yohan with resentful eyes. Yohan lowered his head and looked at the red, swollen flesh and the space between my legs. He wouldn’t know the situation in my front properly in that state anyway. But Yohan stopped moving and licked his lips. Thanks to that, an unknown liquid sparkled and disappeared between Yohan’s tongue and lips.

“What to do. I can’t dirty the tub, though.”

“I just, th-that, please…”

“Can’t do it. Let’s hold it in, Jun-ah.”

His face, pretending to worry, soothed me gently. You bad bastard. I sniffed and muttered.

“I’ll forget everything you’ve tormented me with so far. Please.”

“That’s harsh. Did I torment you?”

Yeah. You did. Unable to say it, I nodded frantically. At that, Yohan looked at me seriously, then stood up and easily pulled my legs, turning me over.

I, who had been lying awkwardly in that uncomfortable position, twisted my body to get comfortable. My back was now touching the tub where my chest had been pressed before. I was bothered by my arm pressed against my back. My lower body was pathetically bent, leaning against the wall of the tub. Moreover, I couldn’t even kneel like before, so I had no choice but to stand awkwardly.

“Is this okay?”

No, this position was worse.

I shook my head wildly from side to side, but Yohan just rubbed the inside of my thighs with one hand. And with his remaining hand, he grabbed his Penis in the water and stroked it up and down. I almost died of resentment at that act. You selfish bastard. I said no, but.

“Jun-ah, then let’s do this.”

“Okay, anything… please…”

“From now on, there’s no time limit on kisses, and I can suck your thing whenever I want.”

Since when have you kept time on kisses? When did that rule disappear? I was dumbfounded, but I just kept nodding my head wildly.

“And you have to suck my cock too.”

But I said that as I nodded. He was truly a cunning Go Yohan. I stopped nodding, flustered, but Go Yohan smiled, raising the corner of his lips, and said,

“Yeah, thanks a lot.”

I should have known. Go Yohan wasn’t in his right mind about anything.

Go Yohan, who laid me down in a strange position, grabbed the base of my Penis with his right thumb and forefinger.

“Ah……!”

Now, my toes, curled inward, scraped against the bottom of the tub. And Go Yohan stroked my shaft a few times with just his thumb and forefinger before putting it in his mouth in one swift motion. And he smoothly inserted it all the way to the back of his throat, then strained his neck to suck on the tip. I stopped breathing and tilted my head back. The hot, tight pleasure made me lose my mind for a moment.

Just when did Go Yohan develop so much? Isn’t he crazy? What the hell did he do?

I kicked at the water’s surface, struggling. I felt a strange sensation of my soles warming up. From my waist to my toes, it was ticklish, and it felt like all my nerves were awakened.

I could hear the sound of air being sucked in between Go Yohan’s lips. I tried to raise my waist, which had been lying down, due to the maddening sensation, but I collapsed again because of the electric shock that ran up my spine.

I gasped for a moment in the small space above the tub in a clumsily disheveled position. But that was it. Go Yohan took my Penis out of his mouth. Then, he repeatedly pressed my Penis onto my stomach with his palm and then released it. I bit my lip tightly and kicked Go Yohan’s ankle, barely holding up my legs, which were precariously raised.

“Okay.”

Go Yohan let go of my Penis and smiled, wrinkling his nose. As I twisted my body, my head hit the wall connected to the end of the tub. I caught my panting breath and forcibly suppressed the hot sensation that welled up from below.

Then, something invaded the gap that was twitching from the stimulation.

“Ah, aah…….”

Something thin and long drew a large circle inside the small crevice below. Along with it, I could feel my inner wall moving in sync with the mysterious intruder.

“Go, haa, ha, Yohan-ah.”

I looked at the ceiling, opened my mouth wide, and just heaved. I couldn’t breathe through my nose. It was because a long finger was relentlessly pressing on somewhere inside the hole. When he twisted his wrist, I could feel Go Yohan’s finger completely. Pleasure leaked out. My head was a mess.

Go Yohan grabbed my stiff, throbbing Penis with his hand and shook it violently. That pleasure burst open in an instant. After twitching like that a few times, I released my strength and slumped into the tub, and Go Yohan pushed from the base of my shaft to the glans with his thumb as if wiping it hard.

“Are you done?”

I never knew those words could be so humiliating.

“You bastard…….”

“Bastard? You’ve been saying harsh things since earlier.”

Go Yohan’s fingers, covered in my Ejaculate, were still tormenting my Penis. My face flushed with shame. Also, it was because I immediately realized what was still stirring inside me. Go Yohan’s middle finger. Go Yohan straightened his stiff middle finger and rotated it clockwise in a large circle.

A dull heaviness gathered below. In the meantime, the hole that had betrayed me was stuck to the malfunctioning finger, repeatedly opening and closing.

“Jun-ah, I think you’re a bit premature.”

Shit. I couldn’t even stretch out my knees, couldn’t even get up, and just trembled, looking at the ceiling. From below, where I couldn’t see, there was a sound similar to kneading water.

I twisted my pelvis to escape this uncomfortable situation, and the moment my insides twisted, I turned my head at the unbearable pleasure. Blood rushed back below my navel. Go Yohan, who had been cramming his finger into the tightly closed gap, pulled his finger out in an instant. The hole that had been opened contracted again because of that.

“Oop.”

Go Yohan raised himself up and stood me up, staggering. I lost strength and slumped back into the tub, and Go Yohan sat down in the spot where I had been lying just now and lowered his pants buckle even further. I watched the scene while sitting and despaired. How am I supposed to put that in my mouth?

“Okay, Jun-ah. I’ve set the table for you.”

Why is he saying it so kindly?

“Enjoy your meal.”

Go Yohan leaned his upper body back and pressed his Penis down, lowering it.

His white T-shirt was clinging to Go Yohan’s body, making it as good as not wearing anything, and his pants were already soaked with water, so it didn’t seem like they would come off easily. Looking up at the already large Go Yohan from below, it was so imposing that my lower body heated up. Go Yohan really has a bad personality, is fierce, and looks like a snake.

The glans, almost the size of a baby’s fist, dripped a clear liquid, and the droplet fell into the tub. Go Yohan’s pre-cum mixes into the water. My vision went white.

“……Go Yohan.”

I hesitated and raised my head. Go Yohan stuck out his tongue and licked his lips. Then, he scratched his red ears hard with his fingers.

“…….”

He’s doing that on purpose. I’m sure of it. He knows I’m weak to that expression.

But I volunteered to be a chess piece living in Go Yohan’s plan, so there’s nothing I can do. Isn’t that what love is? It sucks, though. I crawled on my knees and brought my face close to Go Yohan’s center. I could see Go Yohan’s veins throbbing, and it felt like I could hear his heartbeat in my ear.

I stared silently at the Penis Go Yohan was holding, swallowed hard, and opened my mouth. The Penis, which surged upward with each heartbeat, slowly entered through my mouth, which was opened to its limit. It even scratched the roof of my mouth as it jumped up. I swallowed my breath and opened my mouth as wide as possible. I released my strength like that, but only about a third of it went in.

“Ouch.”

But Go Yohan tilted his chin up and laughed. His Adam’s apple bobbed greatly, making a sound that scraped his vocal cords. I became greedy at that attitude. It’s all Go Yohan’s fault. I swallowed my breath even more and pushed Go Yohan’s glans through my opened throat. I felt like I was going to throw up. My vision blurred, and I couldn’t breathe.

Then, Go Yohan lightly stroked my head.

“Jun-ah, your mouth is so warm.”

Did I feel proud at those words? I don’t even know. I just felt like it was hard to breathe. And I also thought that Go Yohan was too sexy. Go Yohan tickled my ears and head and scratched my neck.

It would have been fine if it had stopped there. Go Yohan suddenly pressed his lower body tightly against my mouth. The large Penis suddenly came in, as if it would fill my throat completely. It was because Go Yohan bent his upper body and groped for my hole. The tip of a long finger suddenly entered the gaping hole. I looked up at Go Yohan with bewildered eyes. But my face was just pressed against Go Yohan’s T-shirt anyway.

I punched Go Yohan’s thigh with my fist to escape the agony of my esophagus being blocked.

Go Yohan, with his finger inserted, frantically caressed the area near the entrance. I could hear the thick sound of a sticky hand, covered in liquid, stirring up the hole covered in the mysterious liquid. Then he straightened his back again. The finger that had been poking inside came up along the gap and brushed against my waistline.

Go Yohan looked at my face and wiped my cheeks roughly with his right hand.

“Tears, snot……. You’re shedding all the water you can shed.”

It was too hard to breathe. I couldn’t breathe through my nose either, and my eyes stung. After wiping under my nose with the back of his hand, Go Yohan, who was rubbing my eyelashes with his thumb, said softly.

“Your eyes are so red.”

Hic, hic. I glared at Go Yohan, whom I couldn’t even see because of the tears. You’re really, really trash. Go Yohan muttered something in a voice so small that I couldn’t hear it, then grabbed the tip of my nose tightly with his index finger. Suddenly, my breath was completely cut off, and the Penis that had been filling my mouth quickly came out as I instinctively opened my mouth wide.

“Huff, huff! Huff. Huff!”

While I was catching my breath, Go Yohan stroked my neck roughly. It seemed like a gesture of apology in his own way.

“I should have just asked you to lick my glans.”

“You, you…… really.”

“Was it hard?”

“If you’re, huff, if you’re going to say that, take this off and say it.”

“No way. I haven’t even come once yet. Only you came.”

His low voice echoed in a sulky tone. And yet, his hand was tickling my cheek again. As I blinked at the ticklishness, Go Yohan entered the water with his Penis in his hand. Huh, uh.

Around the time I was chasing Go Yohan with my eyes, Go Yohan naturally came up behind me.

“Jun-ah.”

“…….”

I couldn’t even answer properly because I was panting. Go Yohan gave me a gentle smile that didn’t suit him and kissed my shoulder. It was ticklish wherever Go Yohan’s lips touched. Before I knew it, my Penis was hard again. It wasn’t fully erect yet, though.

Go Yohan’s lips bit hard or touched softly, not distinguishing between my ear, shoulder, neck, and shoulder. And he whispered to me while kissing between my neck and shoulder.

“I’m going to put it in raw today.”

“…….”

“Is it no good?”

Of course it’s no good. You son of a bitch. The words that were about to be spat out between my rough breaths gradually sank below the surface of the water. It was because Go Yohan made a pitiful expression and tucked my hair behind my ear. The strands of hair that were stuck to my face here and there because of the water brushed against my cheek and got tangled with Go Yohan’s fingers.

“I want to put it in you raw for the first time.”

“……Raw?”

“Wouldn’t it be nice if the first Penis to touch your bare skin was mine? It’ll be a memory, too.”

Go Yohan’s bullshit has a subtle persuasiveness. Go Yohan’s words, which had seemed like the words of a crazy person, gradually won me over. It was a reasonable thing to say. I might have turned around and died if Go Yohan had his first sex with someone other than me.

Unlike the petty jealousy I had towards Go Yohan, a suffocating and gut-wrenching jealousy surged up.

What if Go Yohan had scattered his virginity with those pathetic bastards, if he had given his first time on a school trip to someone he didn’t even know, someone of unknown nationality?

Each time I set up such a hypothesis, a strong pressure pressed down on my eyelids.

I hate it, even if I die. No matter what anyone says, Go Yohan’s first sex was with me.

“Do it.”

What’s wrong with putting it in raw? I nodded, bowing my head deeply. Go Yohan, who wiped my face with his palm, buried his lips on my shoulder again. The sound of water and water rubbing against each other followed. I could feel a subtle smile on my shoulder. Go Yohan was smiling.

The hard glans that had been pressing down on my throat was entering between my flesh. As I trembled at that unfamiliar sensation, not moving at all, Go Yohan said with his lips pressed against me.

“Jun-ah, lift your waist.”

I’m someone who can be lifted if he just lifts me anyway. Why is he asking for permission again? It was absurd, but I hesitated a little at those words and lifted my lower body slightly. Still, it would have ended with just a slight lift if Go Yohan hadn’t grabbed my moving waist and lifted me up even more.

I straightened my waist while kneeling, and Go Yohan finally smiled openly and spread his hips wider to one side.

“It’s too tight, so I’m going to spread it open a bit and put it in.”

“Ugh, okay…….”

I answered, avoiding Go Yohan’s eyes as much as possible. The hole, which had been repeatedly contracting due to the obsessive touching, swallowed the twisting glans quite smoothly. Veins stood out on his stiff neck.

“…….”

“It’s a little bit in at the tip now, shit.”

Go Yohan raised his hand and wrapped it around my shoulder. The Penis, which had already inserted its tip, slowly came up through the tightly closed gap because there was no force to spread the flesh.

“……Ugh.”

“Ah.”

It felt even stranger coming in raw. I could feel Go Yohan’s shape as it was. Go Yohan’s Penis was disgustingly large, but its shape was pretty. The thick glans, the shape that was a little thin in the front and gradually thicker, the veins that were standing out…….

While inserting, Go Yohan buried his forehead on my shoulder and cut off harsh words like ‘shit’ and ‘please’ as he struggled to mutter them, and often mumbled my name. I forcibly breathed evenly and relaxed. So that it wouldn’t hurt as much as possible.

Fortunately, Go Yohan didn’t ruthlessly shove it in like he did during our first time. However, he grabbed my pelvis as if he would tear it apart whenever it was hard to bear, and that hurt more.

“Jun-ah, it’s touching the end.”

“Okay…….”

“Can I twist it a bit and put it in?”

“No, it’s suffocating…….”

I shook my head, but it was the same as it coming in anyway. This hasn’t changed yet. My stomach was writhing from Go Yohan’s movements. The movement to accept Go Yohan made my entire stomach tingle. It hasn’t even all come in yet. A heavy presence was moving inside my stomach as if it were breathing.

“You, shit…… You, this place is throbbing.”

Go Yohan spread my buttocks and said, putting his thumb on the thin flesh that was trembling slightly. I was only accepting Go Yohan’s existence as it was, and I was momentarily entranced by the satisfaction that filled my body.

“……Haa.”

Go Yohan. My Go Yohan. Go Yohan’s scent, Go Yohan’s warmth. Go Yohan’s touch.

When it was difficult to enter in the middle, Go Yohan lowered the hand that had been holding my shoulder and pressed, pushed, and sometimes pinched the opposite breast that he hadn’t touched before with his middle finger. Then I breathed as if I would pass out with a blank mind, and Go Yohan took advantage of that gap to thrust his waist up.

“Augh!”

“Relax. I’m going to get cut off like this.”

“Ah, I got it, I got it…….”

I tilted my head back and relaxed as much as possible. Then Go Yohan squeezed in again at that time. When the hard flesh reached right below my buttocks, Go Yohan grabbed my pelvis and pulled it down hard. Because of that, Go Yohan’s glans touched a sensitive part somewhere inside me.

I just made choking sounds and shook my waist. It was an excessive size even if it didn’t press on my erogenous zone. Because it filled the inside with pleasure and pressed down on the prostate, which was definitely somewhere. Go Yohan was just stimulating all the erogenous zones in my inner wall just by inserting it. And my body, which was full of excitement, violently tightened around Go Yohan, who was full inside.

“Damn it.”

Go Yohan cursed quietly, then grabbed my pelvis and pistoned like crazy. The sounds of ‘thud, thud’ were explicit. The Penis, which was pulled out as if it would be pulled out to just below the glans, came in ruthlessly, crushing and pressing down on the end of the inside of my stomach. When I grabbed the direction and shook, he raised the hand that had been holding my pelvis and grabbed my tied arm tightly. And then he thrust up again like crazy.

“Ah, aah……! Slo, slowly. Slo……w!”

“Shit…….”

The water, which was rippling due to the violent movements, hit my thighs. As if that was bothering him, Go Yohan let out a short, low groan and grabbed the inside of my thighs and stood up. Along with that, I had to forcibly stand up with one leg grabbed. Even while hopping on one foot to maintain my balance, the thick Penis was poking and entering below. It seemed to have entered even deeper because one leg was lifted.

“Ugh, ugh.”

There was a sound like leather seats and bare skin separating. When I staggered too much, Go Yohan finally grabbed the towel that was tying my wrist and tore it off. I finally stretched out my freed hand and grabbed the wall in a hurry. I was tormented by the fear that I would fall forward. Even in the midst of that, the Penis was endlessly thrusting inward.

“Ugh, ugh, sniff, sniff.”

Every time Go Yohan ruthlessly inserted his Penis, my body fell forward, and the tips of my fingernails caught on the end of the tile, hanging on precariously. It was different from our first time, when pain and pleasure were mixed alternately. The Penis, which had only become a little harder, was now hitting my stomach as it bounced upward every time Go Yohan moved.

“Jun-ah.”

Also, sometimes Go Yohan would stop moving and tremble slightly inside me. As if he was trying to hold back from coming. During that time, he kissed my bent back roughly. His lips, which had come up along my vertebrae, came up to my neck.

When Go Yohan’s clothes, which were soaked, touched my back, Go Yohan moved his waist violently again. Once I was able to support my body on my own, Go Yohan moved his hand, which was covered in sticky liquid, and pressed on my stomach, which he hadn’t touched before. At the same time, I felt Go Yohan’s Penis changing position inside my stomach. Every time he pressed on my stomach, Go Yohan’s Penis wriggled and moved inside my inner wall.

Go Yohan’s hands stimulated my whole body as he pressed on my stomach here and there. It felt like all my skin had become an erogenous zone. My body, which was naturally excited, trembled. Along with that, my breath was taken in uneven beats, like I was hiccuping.

Saliva flowed from my mouth, which had been opened involuntarily due to the loss of strength. I couldn’t think of anything, and I think I was shaking my waist as well. I want to hold more. I want him to press down on the inside of me more. That’s all I thought. Then the thick glans ruthlessly pressed on a sensitive part that it hadn’t been poking for a while. And he stopped in that position again.

“Go, Go Yohan.”

“You’re hard again.”

His voice was definitely more relaxed than during our first time. Go Yohan lowered the hand that had been holding my waist and flicked my Penis with his index and middle fingers.

“What would have happened to you if you hadn’t lived like this with me? You get hard again even if I just fuck you a little.”

“I would have, I would have lived well, I would have lived well.”

“No, you have talent. Really.”

I think you have more talent. In a moment of inferiority, I deliberately tightened the hole that was holding Go Yohan. The strongly contracted hole closed in so much that I could feel the hardness of Go Yohan’s Penis.

“Shit.”

Go Yohan urgently spat out a curse and stopped moving. It was satisfying to see the fingers that had been tickling my stomach stiffen. I breathed out of rhythm and gave a faint sneer. But my laughter didn’t last long.

Go Yohan soon took revenge on me by pulling out and violently thrusting his Penis back in. Ah, ack. A scream that I couldn’t voice sank below my vocal cords. Go Yohan kissed my neck, which was only trembling, without a word, and chuckled.

“See, I’m, fuck, so frustrated. If I hadn’t met you, or if I hadn’t gone to that school, the person stuck in your hole might have been some other bastard instead of me.”

“Ha, hah….”

“With a face like wood, but feeling so good, tight, and squirting so well, that son of a bitch probably wouldn’t have broken up with you, right?”

I didn’t have the strength to answer the sudden question, so I shook my head, which was lowered.

“You’re already leaking water again.”

I focused my blurry vision and looked down. Crazy. Water was dripping down from my erect Penis. I stared at my Penis with heated eyes. Go Yohan’s words from some time ago came to mind.

‘Jun-ah, do you know you have a talent for getting fucked?’

I didn’t even touch the front. I must be a pervert trash. Tears overflowed from my eyes and fell into the tub.

Go Yohan waited for me to answer, with my head bowed for a long time. I thought he was definitely waiting for me. If it weren’t for the sound of him slamming the wall hard. I hurriedly turned around. There was only Go Yohan with a dangerous atmosphere.

“It pisses me off to think about it.”

My body stiffened, and I unknowingly tightened my bottom. Because of that, Go Yohan grabbed one of my hips and frowned, then forcibly piston-ed as if telling me to relax. It felt like his Penis was stuck in my heart. My body shook violently, and my soaking wet hair slapped my cheeks.

I said no. Even though I answered, Go Yohan mercilessly pulled out his Penis. At the same time, the gel that had been melted inside dripped down like liquid, wetting the back of my thighs.

“Jun-ah, my Jun-ah.”

Go Yohan is bad. Really bad. While speaking sweetly, he shoved the tip of his glans into my hole again as if to crush it. With his Penis hooked on the edge of the hole like that, he bent down and grabbed my calf. In turn, my waist was pressed against Go Yohan’s body and bent. And with his face on my back, he lifted my legs.

Crazy, I lost my footing and floundered, feeling the fear of death. Until Go Yohan grabbed the back of my knees and supported me with his solid chest, I waved my hands, looking for something to grab. That was Go Yohan.

“Heu, ahht.”

I desperately clung to Go Yohan, and Go Yohan grabbed my hamstrings even harder and got out of the tub. Then he went to a very familiar place. It was the full-length mirror in Go Yohan’s bathroom.

I trembled, fearing the precarious position.

“Look.”

“Ha, don’t.”

Go Yohan lightly lifted my body to secure my position. In turn, my body, which had been lowered, was ruthlessly stabbed by Go Yohan’s Penis due to the recoil. Go Yohan held my knees even tighter and spread his arms.

“I’ll show you how well you take my dick.”

“Ha, don’t…!”

“It’s really pretty, you know? Look.”

Whether it was not an ordinary mirror, the mirror, which was not steamed up, showed the explicit and unwanted situation. Go Yohan’s unnecessarily strong strength showed talent even in this. I can’t be that light. It was unfair and embarrassing. I just raised my hands and struggled to hold on to Go Yohan’s clothes.

“Don’t, I don’t like it. Let me down.”

The joint located between my legs, which were wide open by Go Yohan, was truly shameful. The hole, which was wriggling while holding Go Yohan’s swollen Penis, was clearly visible to my eyes.

I couldn’t stand the shame and lowered my head, but Go Yohan lifted my knees even higher again. The long Penis was slowly dragged down along my inner wall. Every time my knees and calves went higher, I was suffocated by Go Yohan’s Penis, which I could feel clearly. Finally, the thick glans was placed at the entrance.

“Jun-ah.”

A cool but heavy and sweet voice whispered in my ear. In the mirror, the hole, which was slowly opening and spitting out the thick glans, was reflected as it was.

When half of Go Yohan’s tip, which had come out of the narrow gap very, very slowly, came out, the direction changed because of the length of Go Yohan’s Penis. The place where Go Yohan’s Ejaculate comes out was rubbed against my joint. Finally, Go Yohan’s Penis came out with the sound of sticky liquid being rubbed.

The joint twitched a few times and then closed little by little. The joint, which had turned a light red color due to friction, was swollen. Go Yohan lowered one hand that had been holding the back of my knees and groped the plump joint in a circle before tapping it.

“Ah, heu.”

Then he grabbed my hamstrings again, held me tightly in his arms, and took a step back. I lost my mind to the unbelievable and vivid sight and was just catching my breath. In the meantime, Go Yohan sat down on the familiar sink. Only then did I pull on Go Yohan’s clothes and shake my head from side to side.

“It comes out like this, and it goes in like this.”

Go Yohan, leaning his lower body against the sink, lowered one hand. In turn, one side of my thigh with the handprint went down. However, since one calf was still raised high in the sky, I had no choice but to sit in a strange position.

Go Yohan grabbed his thick Penis, which was dripping with a light Ejaculate. The Penis, which was heavy and hard with veins standing out disgustingly, was rubbed against my joint again, unable to stand erect or fall limply. And slowly, Go Yohan matched the tip of his Penis to my hole. The hole opened slightly and closed, swallowing Go Yohan’s glans softly. I put down one of the hands that had been holding Go Yohan and covered my mouth.

The Penis, which was about to burst, was matched between the wide-open holes. The opened hole was rolled inward along with Go Yohan’s Penis and swallowed it from the top. Every time it went in, a transparent liquid leaked from the gap in the joint.

“Don’t lower your head, look straight.”

I lowered my head with all my might. Then, a hot and rough sensation touched between my neck and shoulders. Go Yohan’s lips touched my neck. So bad and sweet. When the rough fabric touched my butt again, Go Yohan got up from his seat with a heaving movement.

Because I lowered my head, there was something I could only see. The whitish, clotted liquid that seemed to have just come out from under me fell to the floor. It was all because of the gel that Go Yohan applied. Seeing that, I raised my head again.

What I saw when I raised my head was that damn mirror. In the mirror, I was swallowing Go Yohan’s Penis like crazy while also erecting my own Penis. My face was red and I was panting, and there were only traces of tears. My unsightly raised legs fluttered. Every joint was red, and the area under my eyes was not just red, but crimson.

Does Go Yohan get aroused looking at this face? I couldn’t understand Go Yohan’s taste at all.

“If you meet another bastard besides me, you fucker.”

But Go Yohan stared at such an unsightly me. The face that was biting my shoulders and neck in a wet state was pitiful. It was obvious that Go Yohan was a child who really wanted to be loved. Why didn’t I know?

“If you meet another bastard besides me… I’ll chop that bastard from head to toe and kill him, then lock you up with me in a place where no one can see, and then have a lot of sex and kill myself while stuck inside you.”

“Heu, heueut, heueue….”

“So, if you, if you abandon me, you’ll die.”

What a brutal confession. Go Yohan always confesses at strange times. Even when looking in the mirror, I saw the Penis that was filled to the end and Go Yohan’s face, and I wet my bottom. Soaked in the pleasure of the feeling that was crushing the inside, I grabbed Go Yohan’s clothes and pulled him down.

Ah, ah-. Tears burst out again, and the second squirt burst. White liquid spurted out like a fountain and fell to the floor. Go Yohan hadn’t come even once.

Go Yohan let go of his remaining hand, and my remaining leg, which had been pathetically raised, slowly fell to the floor as well. I couldn’t stand properly because all the strength in my legs was gone, so I leaned all my weight on Go Yohan. And after panting with exhausted breaths, I turned my head. The feeling of my head being rubbed against the wet clothes felt unfamiliar.

And I snorted in a disheveled state. In an uncharacteristic way.

Does Go Yohan only think that I’ll die? I won’t let him off if Go Yohan meets another bastard. When I rubbed my head against his shoulder without resistance, Go Yohan stared at me silently. I stared at those light eyes and awkwardly kissed his long neck. His long neck trembled slightly. That felt pretty good.

“Hey.”

“Yeah. Why.”

My throat hurt when I spoke. It’ll all be ruined again tomorrow. I scratched below my neck with my hand and said.

“You… you said I have a bad personality.”

“No, you’re kind in some ways.”

Go Yohan said, avoiding my eyes. He’s so good at lying.

I struggled to lift my waist, then put my lips close to Go Yohan’s ear. The tattered scars caught my eye. I barely gave strength and whispered in a tired voice.

“Yohan.”

“Why.”

“…You’ll die too.”

I’m really going to take revenge in a dirty way. I stopped talking because it seemed too petty to say even this much. Anyway, I’m very conscious of other people’s opinions. Even in this situation, I want to look good to Go Yohan. Still, it’s rewarding to see Go Yohan wriggling his lips and liking it.

I’m so tired now, so can you pull out? I’ll do it with my hands.

That’s what I was going to say. But the moment I opened my mouth, I only let out a groan, so I had to close it quickly.

Go Yohan, who was inside, gradually increased in size. While making eye contact with me. A clear and thick emotion flowed from his bright eyes. His mouth was openly holding back a smile. Perhaps, Go Yohan liked my answer so much. Rather than feeling proud of that smile, I shook my head in horror.

“I think I’m going to come soon.”

Go Yohan whispered in my ear this time.

I couldn’t lower my tiptoes because of Go Yohan, who was still inside me and increasing in size. Go Yohan, who lightly bit my ear, groped my thighs and stomach and went up to grab my arm. Then he slowly started walking forward. Towards the mirror.

“Ha, wait, don’t, ah!”

“Yeah.”

Not yeah!

I raised my tiptoes even higher at the sensation of my swollen nipples being pressed against the cold mirror. Go Yohan didn’t leave me alone, who was wetting my bottom again. I, who was trapped between the mirror and Go Yohan’s body and struggling, had no choice but to grab the mirror with my palms and shake.

Every time Go Yohan roughly fucked, there was an unpleasant sound from the mirror. Beep-. Beep-. Only my face was visible in the mirror that was close. Swollen double eyelids that had become sausages, red and swollen cheeks, and torn lips.

I was fucked while looking at my face, which was excited and couldn’t help it. There was only one fact that I could know that the owner of the Penis that was filled inside me was Go Yohan. Occasionally, the sound of groaning as if scratching his throat was all.

Finally, Go Yohan pulled my pelvis back. The Penis, which had been swollen inside, wriggled like it was having a seizure, and then poured hot warmth inside me.

Go Yohan’s lips touched above my head. Even while kissing me so sweetly, the Penis that had finished squirting was still violently stirring inside me. As if trying to shove his Ejaculate in to the end. It’s over. You’re done. I wanted to shout that, but I didn’t have the energy. I was just dragged along as Go Yohan pulled me and accepted the afterglow.

Go Yohan, who had finished squirting, repeated putting his Penis in and out to the end for a long time, then deeply kissed the back of my head before pulling out his Penis. As Go Yohan’s Penis came out, the slippery liquid also came out along the wrinkles at the same time.

Between the spirits that were cut off like a thread, the definition of Go Yohan vaguely came to mind.

Go OO is a once-in-a-lifetime psycho and an uncontrollable piece of trash.

Long fingers gently swept away the hair that was stuck to my face and wouldn’t come off. But my face was still buried in the mirror.

“Jun-ah.”

“……”

“Don’t you think our sexual chemistry is amazing?”

No.

I blankly stared at Go Yohan reflected in the mirror. When I’m with Go Yohan, I feel an insane pleasure. But isn’t that all because of Go Yohan’s huge Penis? And the skills that improve every time we have sex for some unknown reason. No, why does only Go Yohan improve when we’re doing it together?

Go Yohan couldn’t see my eyes. He just bit my shoulder. The blue marks here and there on my shoulder were clear.

I guess I really have to wash now. I said, pushing Go Yohan’s stomach.

“…I, I, now….”

But Go Yohan looked at me with loving eyes and answered.

“Yeah, should we go to bed now?”

I must have fainted for a moment.

“Jun-ah, are you okay?”

Go Yohan was sweating and stroking my face. Even so, I don’t remember why Go Yohan is touching my face so carefully. I shook my head with all my might.

Only thin water was full on my dry stomach. As far as I can remember, it seems that only a turbid water-like liquid came out instead of Ejaculate from about the seventh squirt. Go Yohan’s bed was dirty with Ejaculate and water similar to Ejaculate. The room was already filled with the unique smell of sex.

“…How many times did you come?”

It doesn’t sound like my voice. A hoarse voice like sewage water falling into a drain came out.

A man who is so colorful and gloomy is in front of my eyes, repeatedly closing and slowly opening his red face. Like someone who is fully enjoying this feeling. Ah-, ah ah-. The Canine Tooth were revealed as the corners of his lips went up. Go Yohan tilted his head with such a bitter smile and shook his lower body finely.

“Twice until just now.”

“…Crazy.”

Even in the midst of that, I thought that such Go Yohan looked like a painting. It was like a solid work of art made by piling up oil paints that had been loosened with a stick on an unrefined canvas. And it feels like that oil painting is pouring down on my head now. Lumpy oil paintings fell in various colors and covered my entire face. No, is it just the smell of pine resin?

When I didn’t know whether what was covering my face was tears or turpentine, Go Yohan slowly moved. The tightly attached intestines were dragged down by the lump that was slowly coming out, and then went up again in the middle, and then were dragged up again. The sensitive flesh was roughly rubbed against the flesh that was ruthlessly invading and coming out, and a sizzling sensation went up through my blood vessels.

“Haaht……. Ah.”

I let out a rough groan. It’s because Go Yohan grabbed one leg at will and turned it, spreading my legs wide to both sides.

It’s hard, I want to stop. But the traitor to my thoughts was my damn lower body. Ironically, even while I was babbling that it hurt, I tightened my hole when Go Yohan’s lower body, which had collided so hard that it made my flesh vibrate, fell. It was instinct. It wasn’t that I wanted to do that. Electricity was sparking in every joint of my body, and at the same time, an irresistible languor pressed down on my body. I burst into tears again.

“I came, I said I came…….”

I groped and patted the bed. Nevertheless, Go Yohan did not stop. I twisted my body at the sound of hitting my palm with my fist. It also sounded like the sound of hitting the floor full of water. Go Yohan pulled his waist out longer than before. Then, something flowed out through the gap in the hole where the space was created. I knew it by the feeling of it flowing down my groove. This was also the cause of wetting the blanket.

Still, Go Yohan was just burying himself inside me as if he couldn’t hear anything. He was mercilessly scraping the entire inner wall with that huge dick.

“I, I, came. I said I came…….”

I forcibly turned my body over. I had already realized after several escapes that I couldn’t escape Go Yohan while lying down. I took a big breath through my nose, which was blocked by the tears that were pouring down. Then Go Yohan pulled his waist out and instantly buried his Penis again. I could feel the clumped liquid splashing in all directions on the inside of my thighs.

“How, how can you do this while, while sleeping.”

It sounded like he was whining through his tears. Shit. I was so ashamed that I cried even harder. I tried to move my legs, but they were weak and moved in strange directions. Inevitably, my body was pulled by Go Yohan’s grip and dragged onto Go Yohan’s dick, where it was impaled.

I’m not Go Yohan’s masturbation tool.

I was so wronged that I hit Go Yohan’s wrist with my fist, even though I had no strength left. Only then did Go Yohan meet my eyes. Go Yohan’s eyes were still unfocused, and his lips were flushed red with excitement. Those sexy lips spewed nonsense.

“You said I could.”

What? I shook my swollen face wildly.

“I, I when, when did I ever……”

When the hell did I? I was clearly asleep, and I don’t even remember what happened from the bed. When the hell did I have that conversation with Go Yohan? I couldn’t believe Go Yohan, so I shook my head from side to side. I denied it vehemently. There’s no way. But Go Yohan, who was looking at me, narrowed his brows and pouted. As if he was dissatisfied that I didn’t understand.

“I asked if I could put it in, and you said yes.”

“N-No way. When did I ever! Ah! Ugh!”

Go Yohan finally stopped moving at my strong denial. But Go Yohan’s eyes were still empty. Only lust-filled eyes pressed down on me heavily. In those thin, pale eyes, there I was, struggling with my legs spread. A large Adam’s apple rose and fell roughly.

I should get out of here now. Even as I thought that, I couldn’t avoid Go Yohan’s eyes and just stared blankly. Of course, I moved my legs slightly to get out, but Go Yohan quickly grabbed my left ankle. You son of a bitch. Is he human or a monster? I shook my head, crying.

Go Yohan seemed to be thinking about something as he repeatedly gripped and released my ankle tightly. Thanks to that, my ankle alternately turned red and then pale white. I felt the desire boiling within his cloudy eyes scanning my body, and my body heated up as well. I weakly hit the bed with my powerless hand. Go Yohan saw that and finally opened his mouth, which had been closed for a while.

“Later……”

“……”

Go Yohan licked his lips. As if he was contemplating. He hesitated, looking up and then back at me.

“I’ll buy you ice cream later.”

His closely trimmed fingernails lightly scratched my sweat-soaked chest as they moved outward. And he deliberately flicked the protruding areola as he passed by. I bit my molars tightly, forcibly suppressing a moan. At the same time, I felt a firm hand on my waist. And the sensation of my waist being slightly lifted.

Go Yohan, who had been paused for a moment, added some dog-like words.

“I’ll buy you green tea ice cream.”

With those words, Go Yohan once again plunged his fully erect dick into me. That dog-like Go Yohan. I sobbed silently, resenting Go Yohan’s talent. Shit, you fucking Go Yohan. You big bastard.

“What the hell, hng!”

When I reached out to push Go Yohan away, Go Yohan pulled back his waist again. It was a piston movement that I couldn’t possibly endure with my stamina. This time, he pulled back even further than before. As a result, a viscous liquid dripped down along the genitals that scraped against my inner walls. It probably came from inside me.

Go Yohan came inside me like that several times today. I floundered, grabbing the pillow and blanket. And I turned my body halfway while Go Yohan was trying to enter. The problem was that I really only turned halfway.

My left foot, pressed against my body, was stuck on the bed, and my left leg, which was about to be bent, was grabbed by Go Yohan’s arm.

“Hng, hngaaah!”

Stars swirled in my eyes, and all the strength drained from my body. My tightly closed mouth opened as it was, and I let out an unpleasant moan. I didn’t even realize my leg was bent until I moved my body again. What is this? What is this? I turned my gaze in confusion. Because my body was lying on its side, my genitals were tilted over the blanket and twitching. White liquid bubbled up from a small gap.

Something’s wrong. No. It’s wrong.

“Wai, wait a minute. Yohan-ah, stop for a second……, it’s, it’s wrong. Stop, hng!”

With my left foot barely supporting me on the bed, Go Yohan’s genitals thrust in again mercilessly. His glans, almost the size of a baby’s fist, pressed down on something mercilessly as it was hammered into me like a nail. My head was so white that it tingled as if someone was pressing down on the back of my head.

What is this? Ah, wait, ah.

“Jun-ah, you look tired, so I’ll hold back with just three times.”

I couldn’t even hear Go Yohan’s voice. No, it was closer to saying that I could hear his voice, but I didn’t know what it meant. His low voice rumbled and dominated my mind. It was a position that had given me pleasure before when touched, but thrusting from below in a sideways direction made me unable to think at all. My genitals leaked a hairline of liquid every time he pushed inside.

“Yoha, Yohan-ah……ah, aaah. Aaaah! Ha, haah! Ah!”

I couldn’t hold back my moans and ended up screaming as I slid down the blanket. A strong force grabbed my leg again and flipped me over, covering my back with his body and entering even deeper. My body, unable to bear the pleasure, pulled the blanket while pressed against Go Yohan’s body. More thick liquid poured into my stomach.

“See, it’s better to listen when you don’t hold back.”

Rough lips left a light kiss on my ear. In my fading mind, I thought.

Nevertheless, Go OO is worth loving.

100-1. The author is also feeling strange.

This is enough for the Go Yohan report. I don’t think I can analyze Go Yohan anymore. I think I should give up now. Go Yohan is not a human being who exists to be figured out.

And then there was darkness.