By Zephyria 
His inner walls contracted greatly, as if begging for this thirst to be quenched somehow. Seo Baek-han, who knew him better than anyone, responded by stimulating Joo Tae-hyun with every part of his body.
“Hmm, I think that’s enough to relieve it.”
Only after completely softening Joo Tae-hyun’s innermost depths did Seo Baek-han pull away.
“Tae-hyun. I’m telling you in advance, just in case, it’s okay if you want to come.”
Seo Baek-han gently stroked Joo Tae-hyun’s cock, watching as it leaked a thin stream of semen. No matter how kindly he spoke while rubbing the head of his cock against the entrance…
“You’ve been coming since earlier. If you want to go to the bathroom…”
Seo Baek-han was spouting nonsense, saying it was okay to make a mistake, and that he could just wash the dirty sheets.
“Why do you keep saying that, ah, eugh!”
At the same time, Seo Baek-han’s cock plunged into Joo Tae-hyun’s body. Even though he had been thoroughly loosened up just before, the uncomfortable foreign sensation didn’t disappear.
“At this rate, I’m really going to go all the way in, haa… Tae-hyun.”
Unlike usual, Seo Baek-han easily pushed his cock to the deepest point, which he could reach with just three or four thrusts, and then swallowed a few rough breaths.
If this was the extent without inserting it all the way to the root, if that huge thing came in all the way… Wouldn’t that be impossible? First of all, his body wouldn’t open any further.
“This is a problem, Tae-hyun.”
Seo Baek-han, who had been watching Joo Tae-hyun shifting around and gauging the state of their connection, slowly lowered his body. His iliac bone and navel met, and their wet skin stuck together with a thick sound.
“Ah…!”
“I think everything you do now, hueu, just looks cute to me.”
Even though he overlapped his body without a gap, as if trying to squeeze his cock to make him cum again, he didn’t feel overwhelmed by his weight covering him. Rather, he even felt a slight sense of comfort.
“We’re having sex right now, heut, not exercising…”
“Haha, why?”
“You can relax more…”
He could be more comfortable, he could lean on him without worry. With that meaning, he lightly grasped and released Seo Baek-han’s wrist, which was propping up his head.
“Heua, ah, Hyung, ah, euung!”
Whether he misinterpreted it as another signal, Seo Baek-han began to move his body unreservedly from that moment on.
Was the head of his cock always this hard like a stone? His head naturally tilted back from the violent thrusting, as if he were tanning his wet insides. He felt like he could pinpoint where Seo Baek-han’s cock was stabbing inside him on his stomach.
“Tae-hyun, ah.”
Seo Baek-han roughly thrust his hips up, while constantly repeating his name in a plaintive voice.
Joo Tae-hyun, you’re really cute right now, fuck, how can your fuck be like this, relax a little more, ah, good, Tae-hyun.
“No, Hyung, there, keep, euung, stabbing, not… Heuat!”
At the same time as the hot flesh crushed his sticky insides, which were as thick as if they had been coated with honey, Seo Baek-han closed his eyes deeply. His shoulders trembled slightly, soaked in the afterglow of climax.
“…Pretty.”
He took off the already sweat-soaked knitwear, and lightly kissed his ear.
“I love everything about you, everything that makes you up.”
He, who usually enjoyed whispering sweet nothings and reciting obscene words he wouldn’t even want to say after cumming, poured out an unusually emotional confession.
Listening to Seo Baek-han’s words, unable to hide his bewilderment, he didn’t bother to hide his feelings. He was simply amazed by the sight of Seo Baek-han shouting that he loved him with his whole body.
“Whether you’re a man, an Alpha, or something else… I love you because you’re Joo Tae-hyun.”
…Ah. Only after hearing the last addition did the question mark that had floated above Joo Tae-hyun’s head disappear.
Wasn’t he originally not into men…? Was he still worried about what he had said? He hadn’t said it with any particular meaning.
There had been too many things to worry about to dwell on such things. Above all, Joo Tae-hyun had not allowed him because he wanted to repay Seo Baek-han for hurting him.
He just wanted him to act according to Hyung’s preferences, there was no other intention… After hesitating for a moment whether he should add an explanation, Joo Tae-hyun chose to put his arms around Seo Baek-han’s neck without saying a word.
This was a problem he couldn’t solve.
Apart from him forgiving him, wouldn’t Seo Baek-han himself also need time to understand and accept himself? He also found it difficult to face his own ugly past.
Just when he tried to reassure himself that he was okay now, some moment from the past would strike him like lightning, as if to mock him. He couldn’t become detached when the self-loathing and helplessness he thought had already worn away were strangling him.
Recently, Joo Tae-hyun had collapsed several times. He usually got better quickly, but there were times when he had to borrow the power of alcohol. It was just that he had become more accustomed to this confusion than before, so he had learned to hide his feelings enough to look okay to others.
Perhaps Seo Baek-han was even more so than him.
He was a person who had not wavered at all since admitting that he loved him. Apart from feeling sorry for him, he was so sure of his feelings that he had no hesitation in expressing his affection for him. The more certain he was of his feelings, the more difficult it would be for him to face his own mistakes.
“…I love you.”
Leaning on Seo Baek-han’s touch, which was carefully caressing his body as if he wanted to shake off their irreversible first sex, Joo Tae-hyun stared blankly at the ceiling, which was dyed in the soft color unique to indirect lighting. Although it was comfortable and warm, light was light, and it inevitably stung his eyes.
*
“Did you have a pheromone overdose, or some other abnormal symptom?”
“Hmm? No. I’m actually very fine.”
“If that’s not the case… why are you being like this today?”
In the end, the bed in the guest room was slightly damaged. Joo Tae-hyun was horrified, wondering what he would tell the secretaries, but Seo Baek-han didn’t think it was a big deal. The bed frame hadn’t collapsed, and the headboard had only cracked because a decoration had fallen off.
Above all, the people he employed would never mention their boss’s most private life to his face. However, if he told them as it was, Joo Tae-hyun would definitely not even let him hold his hand in the future, so Seo Baek-han promised several times that he would take care of it himself without asking others to do it.
“Was it that hard?”
“…….”
“Haha, I asked a pointless question, didn’t I.”
Seo Baek-han, who knew his sins, casually put foam on Joo Tae-hyun’s shoulders. It was only natural that he was disgusted, since he had been tormenting Joo Tae-hyun all along like someone who had suddenly gone into rut.
If he said that he couldn’t come to his senses because he was so pretty… that would be worse than saying nothing.
Seo Baek-han only readjusted Joo Tae-hyun so that he could take a more comfortable position. He had been holding him from behind, but he was afraid that his cock would stand up without noticing, so he had him sit on one of his thighs.
“Tell me if you’re cold.”
It had only been a few minutes since they had compromised on soaking in the bathtub together after much arguing.
Joo Tae-hyun had stubbornly refused, saying that he could wash alone, but Seo Baek-han thought he looked so exhausted that he would have difficulty even sitting in the bathtub.
“Come to think of it… Hyung, why do you keep visiting the house in Seoul?”
“Why? Did the elders say something?”
“It’s not that… but your family doesn’t even meet you when you go. You only get scolded.”
Scolded… It seemed that Joo Tae-hyun didn’t know that he had been showered with salt by Chairman Joo.
“I don’t think there’s any need to force something that’s only tiring for both of us.”
“But Tae-hyun, I’m on the side that believes there’s a reason why classics are revered as classics.”
It was better to show sincerity by waiting in front of the house than to do nothing. Just look at how the idiom ‘three visits and a request’ is still used today.
“I know that if you ever accept me, the Seoul family will have no choice but to turn a blind eye.”
Chairman Joo, Director Yoon, Joo Tae-hyun’s brothers and sister, as well as the house’s long-time servants and Doctor Woo, the family doctor… If Joo Tae-hyun declared that he would live with him again, everyone would not oppose it.
It wasn’t because they couldn’t resist the youngest son’s spoiled behavior. It was because they believed there was a reason why Joo Tae-hyun himself had made such a judgment, and they sincerely supported him.
In fact, Seo Baek-han still found it difficult to understand this inefficient family love.
He did love Joo Tae-hyun. He loved Joo Tae-hyun so much that he had completely changed his values, goals, and the way he treated people…
But if he was asked if he could treat his family the way he treated Joo Tae-hyun… Honestly, wouldn’t that be difficult? Of course, he would respect them. He could treat them more devotedly than his own parents. But the day he cherished all the family members as much as the people in DH did would never come.
Unlike the inherently kind Joo Tae-hyun, the way of love that he had learned harshly was like this. Whether it was friendship, philanthropy, or even family love. He had no intention of sharing any of the affection he had for Joo Tae-hyun with others.
But…….
“Apart from that, I wanted to apologize. No, it’s right to apologize. I said things in front of your father and mother that I shouldn’t have said.”
Joo Tae-hyun tilted his head slightly when he couldn’t finish his sentence clearly and paused for a moment. Even though he couldn’t open his mouth easily and only moved his lips, Joo Tae-hyun waited patiently without urging him.
He somehow felt choked up by Joo Tae-hyun’s unique tenderness, who didn’t know how to test or lead the other person at all.
“…I’m telling you in advance, but it’s just that I feel this way, it doesn’t mean that I’m expecting you to want this too.”
“I’m starting to get scared. What are you trying to say?”
“…….”
“Hyung.”
With his forehead leaning against Joo Tae-hyun’s warm body, Seo Baek-han tightly closed his eyes.
“…I want to apologize to our child who is buried in the Ancestral Burial Grounds…”
“…….”
“Because that’s something that requires the forgiveness and permission of everyone in your family.”