By Zephyria 
“I’ll explain everything. Actually, what happened was…”
“It doesn’t matter.”
Lee A-gon stopped walking. Hae-jun stopped too.
“Whether that man is your ex-boyfriend or not, it doesn’t matter.”
“A-gon-ah…”
“I didn’t expect anything in the first place. So there’s nothing to be disappointed about.”
Lee A-gon, saying that, seemed calm. He truly didn’t seem to hold even a sliver of expectation.
Hae-jun’s mouth felt dry. He could no longer even offer excuses of misunderstanding. Even to his own ears, it sounded like a lie.
“There isn’t much filming time left. I’m going to head out.”
The school filming scenes had to be shot in bulk on holidays. There was no time to waste carelessly. Hae-jun watched Lee A-gon leave with bewildered eyes.
The next day, Lee A-gon appeared with a noticeably tired face. There were dark circles under his eyes, and he kept touching his temples as if he had a headache. Looking closely, the actors who had been drinking the day before all looked the same. It seemed the company dinner had run long.
“Want assistance?”
Hae-jun, who had been hovering around Lee A-gon all morning looking for an opportunity to speak, asked. Lee A-gon hesitated for a moment, then shrugged and casually said, “Sure.”
The two got into the car. Hae-jun had intended to use the excuse of assistance to have a private conversation, but Lee A-gon didn’t give him the chance.
As soon as the door closed, Lee A-gon unceremoniously shoved his hand into Hae-jun’s pants.
“Gasp.”
Two cold fingers immediately touched his opening. As they dug in, Hae-jun gasped for air. As the assistance energy drained away, Lee A-gon took a deep breath. Like he had chugged high-caffeine energy drink, vitality returned to Lee A-gon’s face. He cracked his neck to one side with a pop, then looked at Hae-jun with much clearer eyes.
“A-gon… talk to me.”
“No.”
“Listen to me. Yesterday, she really…!”
As if to punish Hae-jun for trying to start a conversation when he refused, Lee A-gon dug hard into his body. Hae-jun hunched his back, stiffening. Haah, haah, Hae-jun’s breath scattered.
“I don’t talk to you, hyung.”
His fingers became three. Then they spread wide. Hae-jun clamped his lips shut in a crouched position.
“No matter what you say, I won’t believe it, so there’s no point in talking.”
“A-gon-ah. A-gon… ugh……”
For a while, only the sound of Lee A-gon thrusting into Hae-jun could be heard. Clothes rustled, Hae-jun’s stifled moans and Lee A-gon’s breaths echoed.
“Not enough. It’s not enough. With this.”
Lee A-gon muttered, trying to insert another finger. Hae-jun tightened his entrance. He didn’t want it. He felt like it would hurt too much to accept four.
“Then, want to kiss?”
So Hae-jun proposed an alternative. Instead of adding another finger, he thought a kiss would be good.
“No. You’re a slut, hyung.”
But the answer he received was too shocking. Hae-jun froze upon hearing Lee A-gon’s reply. He was so bewildered that he couldn’t speak for a long time.
“Did you….”
Hae-jun stammered.
“Call me a, a slut…?”
“Yes.”
All the while, his fingers continued to probe Hae-jun. Hae-jun’s eyes turned reddish. His lips trembled slightly. His throat suddenly felt choked.
“How could you call me that?”
“Don’t make that face. As if you’re hurt by my words.”
Lee A-gon pressed down on Hae-jun’s contorted eyes with his thumb, smoothing them out.
“You betrayed my feelings first. At least I didn’t lie.”
“What do I have to do for you to forgive me?”
Tears flowed silently. He was not a person who normally cried, but these days, as if something was broken, tears flowed every time Lee A-gon hurt him.
“Do you need forgiveness?”
“Yes.”
“But there’s nothing for you to be forgiven for. I just didn’t know you were always a slut.”
He heard the word slut again. Hae-jun tried to catch his breath. He didn’t want to look pathetic. He didn’t want to pant like a child while having this conversation.
“Still… I want to be forgiven. I want to be forgiven by you, Lee A-gon.”
“Is that so important? Honestly, fine. I’ll forgive you.”
Perhaps it was because he saw Hae-jun’s tears. Lee A-gon became a little gentler. Hae-jun buried his face in Lee A-gon’s collarbone and asked, tears streaming down,
“Then can we date again?”
“That’s not it, hyung.”
Lee A-gon’s voice, which had been slightly gentle, turned cold in an instant. Hae-jun tensed. Since when? When Lee A-gon frowned, his heart sank, and when he got angry, it was terrifying. His heart pounded, and he found it difficult to meet his eyes due to anxiety.
“I will never go back to that kind of relationship with you again.”
Lee A-gon hooked his finger under Hae-jun’s chin, lifting it up, and stared intently.
“I won’t talk with you, and I won’t go easy on you just because you’re crying. I need you too, so I will use you. Just like you use me.”
The sound of a zipper being pulled down was heard. Lee A-gon took out his penis through the gap in his pants. With his other hand, he grabbed the back of Hae-jun’s head and pressed it down.
Hae-jun knelt over Lee A-gon’s penis. Lee A-gon released his hand, but Hae-jun didn’t lift his head. He slowly extended his tongue and licked the glans of Lee A-gon’s penis. As he thrust his tongue into the split opening and dug in, Lee A-gon moaned.
Through their connected mouths, assistance energy flowed out. An act for assistance. There was no longer any emotion in this.
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The day
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[Anonymous] Wishing
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Thank you, God, for letting Lee A-gon act. Amen.
└ Amen
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[Anonymous] Hey guys. Did you check Cinetalk’s official account?
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Cinetalk just uploaded behind-the-scenes photos from the interview. Go check them out.
└ Ddaeng-A-gon is so cute
└ Look at him walking with his long legs, it’s thrilling
└ God-tier physique
└ Face is cute, but body is bagel
[Anonymous] But guys. Our actor’s education section seems a bit strange.
It shows their education on their official profile.
If you look there, their education is listed as middle school dropout. Not even middle school graduate, but dropout.
Isn’t that strange?
└ Why is that? Does one need a high level of education?
└ (Poster) No, that’s not what I mean. Dropping out of middle school in this day and age. That means elementary school graduate, isn’t that really strange?
└ Maybe it was overseas study or something? It hasn’t been updated properly yet.
└ Whether elementary or college graduate, what does it matter? As long as they’re handsome, that’s enough.
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└ A man’s education doesn’t matter much no matter how high it is.
└ (Poster) No, but elementary school graduate is a bit…
[Anonymous] Gon is 189cm…
I don’t believe it. They say male actors over 190cm are too tall, so they all say 189cm, and it seems Gon is like that too.
└ -ㄷ Honestly, he looks over 190cm.
[Anonymous] What kind of love did Gon experience?
Q: In
A: It wasn’t an unfamiliar emotion to me. I already knew the heart of a younger man who loves until death and can’t help but continue to love even after death.
First love is like that, isn’t it? You can die for that person, and you want to be with them forever. That’s how my first love was. I was the younger one, and they were older than me.
It’s so thrilling. To have had this kind of love with someone older when I was even younger than I am now. Gon is truly the embodiment of Kim Jae-hyun in
└ Jae-hyun in progress is Lee A-gon
└ I’m jealous of whoever that person is.
└ Why did they break up? Am I the only one curious?
└ As long as they’re not dating now, it’s fine.
[Anonymous] I wish there was
I’ll pretend not to know, so come back with dark circles under your eyes, Kim Jae-hyun.
└ Then what happens to the butterfly who helped the female lead in Part 1?
└ Just an unlucky butterfly.
└ A butterfly who came in for the easy pickings but got caught in the fire and died.
[Anonymous] I’ve made a GIF of the Dawn’s Glow. Let’s lie down together after watching.
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└ Baby Gon is insane.
└ More Baby Gon, please.
└ Show more Baby Gon.
└ ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Is this a drama? Where can I watch it?
└ Unfortunately, you can’t watch it anywhere. Because of the main actors’ huge scandals.
└ All four main actors committed scandals: drunk driving, drugs, military service evasion, assault and battery, all worthy of prison time. For that reason, it’s not re-aired and can’t be watched on OTT.
└ Ah, no. My Baby Gon ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
“Wow.”
Hae-jun let out a gasp as he scrolled down. These people truly loved Lee A-gon. They would agonize over a single candid photo of Lee A-gon, saying their hearts would burst, and they would lick, chew, and ruminate over his interviews. To love him so much, even though he only appeared for about 20 minutes in the movie. He was truly grateful.