This was a strange sensation he was experiencing for the first time in his life.
As if reflecting the fever that had suddenly risen in his body, the shower booth was even clouded with steam.
“…What is this?”
He couldn’t not know.
The sensation of his sensitivity skyrocketing, the precarious feeling just before adrenaline exploded.
What’s more, Joo Tae-hyun was an Alpha who periodically went into Rut.
Although he carefully controlled the concentration of Suppressant, the fact was that his body was bound to react more sensitively to stimulation than ordinary people.
“Ah, hngh…”
Rarely, Joo Tae-hyun also felt sexual desire.
Even before he was aware that he liked Seo Baek-han, his heart fluttered when he saw his Pheromone scent or his large hands, and after he was sure of his feelings, there was no need to mention it.
He had no experience with insertive sex, so he didn’t know what Knotting felt like, but of course he had masturbated.
It wasn’t like he had any grand fantasies. Apart from liking Seo Baek-han, they were both Alphas in the first place… It’s not like there’s no way for men to mix bodies, but somehow he couldn’t imagine doing that with Seo Baek-han. He had dreamed of him rummaging through his body, being disappointed that his waist was tiny and he wasn’t a woman, and then leaving…
Anyway, the lewd fantasies Joo Tae-hyun had were vague, and no specific scenes were drawn. Imagining Seo Baek-han’s voice calling his name, and recalling his Pheromone scent?
But now… it was different from before.
Unlike the masturbation he had been doing, which ended with his penis hardening and ejaculating with appropriate stimulation, it was so hot all over his body as if it was on fire that he couldn’t stand it. It was also ticklish as if something was crawling on his skin, but even just putting his hand on his skin made him gasp for breath and his upper body bent over on its own.
Perhaps this was a signal from his body. It seemed to be constantly urging him that something specific was needed to resolve this sensation.
Joo Tae-hyun, who had never known that his body could demand in this way, was at a loss and only flustered. His arm, which he grabbed onto the wall in a hurry, trembled, and eventually his mouth even opened on its own and drool started to flow, but his lower body didn’t react much.
He was moderately erect, but no matter how much he rubbed and stroked it, it didn’t stand up completely stiff. His head was already a mess with elation and itching as if he had already come a couple of times.
“Haa…”
Joo Tae-hyun shuddered at the persistent streams of water and remaining foam flowing over his body, and then he remembered what drug he had taken.
Ah, I took Switch… a dirty one at that.
Should he be relieved that he didn’t seem to have been scammed? Should he be glad that he didn’t have to find something new and that he could show Seo Baek-han the evidence…?
And that was the limit of Joo Tae-hyun’s ability to maintain reason.
“…Ah!”
His legs gave way and he couldn’t stand. His knees buckled and he collapsed, and the hard part of his heel poked his buttock, and that alone made him ejaculate.
All the rubbing, stroking, and shaking he had done on his penis had been useless, but just tapping his butt made him ejaculate so easily that it was absurd.
Joo Tae-hyun blinked at the pale liquid that had spilled in front of him, then groped behind him. He didn’t dare to grab his butt or touch deep down below, so he put his fingertips on the part just below his spine, where his butt crack began.
Just groping that much made his penis stiffen quickly.
Above all, he couldn’t stand the itching in that deep place under his hand. The fact that he wanted to poke that spot, that he felt like he couldn’t stand it otherwise, embarrassed Joo Tae-hyun.
“Ha, really…”
A sob mixed with a cynical laugh burst out at the same time. I know this drug is real. But you said it was weak. If this is weak, how strong is the strong one?
Do Alphas really take drugs like this to be taken from behind by another Alpha?
Joo Tae-hyun couldn’t come to his senses, feeling like everything he knew was being turned upside down. Artificial pleasure washed over him and physiological revulsion resulted from it, but in the end, it was good enough to overcome all of that…
Joo Tae-hyun took a crouching position like a four-legged animal, so that his feet would not stimulate his butt. Nevertheless, he couldn’t stop his thighs from trembling and his butt from shaking.
When he searched earlier, it said that one bottle lasts for about an hour… What time is it now. When did I take this drug? Ah, my ass, it’s itchy. I don’t like this, it’s weird.
I don’t like it, stop. I don’t want to feel this sensation.
While barely catching his breath and desperately waiting for time to pass quickly, a faint question suddenly arose from deep within his heart.
Then what if Seo Baek-han had asked you to take this drug? If you had taken this drug to be taken from behind by Seo Baek-han, not another Alpha, what would that have felt like?
Would you still be able to reject this sensation?
It was the voice of his own heart, not anyone else’s. It was the voice of a weak instinct tempting him to indulge in this artificial pleasure.
Joo Tae-hyun gritted his teeth and tried to endure it somehow.
I like Seo Baek-han, I like Baek-han Hyung. It’s true that I like Hyung, and I thought about taking this drug because I wanted to be with Hyung somehow. But, but, I didn’t want to accept Hyung in this state where I’m not myself. Even if I have to take Switch, I’ll never use this dirty kind again. This is too weird, I don’t like it. Hyung, Baek-han Hyung, what do I do, what do I do…
“Tae-hyun.”
His panting breath stopped instantly. He couldn’t feel the water droplets that seemed to be piercing his skin, nor the soft foam. Only the sound of his pounding heart filled the shower booth.
That couldn’t be. This was Washington, and his own bathroom… But he heard Seo Baek-han’s voice in his ear.
“You took this drug because you wanted to do it with Hyung?”
Long fingers with thick joints, a large palm gently stroked Joo Tae-hyun’s spine. It was a sensation so real that it was hard to believe it was just imagination.
Ah… so that’s why dirty drugs are classified as narcotics.
Joo Tae-hyun somehow managed to think that even as water dripped down below. He should never, ever pick up something like this again.
“Really?”
Even though he had taken the drug, Seo Baek-han didn’t even show his face. He just wrapped his thick arms around Joo Tae-hyun’s waist and whispered softly in his ear. He was upset that he was keeping his distance even in his imagination, but even that part was strangely like the real Seo Baek-han, so he couldn’t come to his senses.
“Tae-hyun, how can you wet your ass without even Knotting?”
“…Hyu, ngh. Bu, but I…”
When he sobbed, Seo Baek-han shushed him and gently urged Joo Tae-hyun. It was definitely a gentle and coaxing voice, but it was closer to demanding that he stop crying and do what he had to do than comforting him.
“Don’t touch the front.”
Why did you take Switch, you took it to wet your ass when you do it with me. So you shouldn’t touch your dick, you should poke your ass, what are you touching when you’re already cumming down below.
Seo Baek-han’s voice was as clear and clear as when he stood on the podium in the 〈Haechi〉 conference room. It was only natural. Joo Tae-hyun had never peeked at Seo Baek-han’s intimate moments.
“Tae-hyun, who are you blaming for being so horny?”
“…Me?”
“Yeah. You even talked to me on the phone before.”
He did… didn’t he. Ah, that’s right. He did. He remembered being surprised when Joo Tae-hyun called him first the day before the anniversary ceremony.
“You liked my voice back then, saying it turned you on. Now you’ve forgotten all about that and you’re imagining something else.”
“No, no… Hngh, Hyung…”
Seo Baek-han laughed when he saw him crying and begging. Even when he saw his body writhing in unfamiliar pleasure, and his ass exposed, only knowing how to tighten it, Seo Baek-han in his imagination didn’t condemn him as filthy.
Rather, he observed him with interest, encouraged the act, and seduced him. He also gently coaxed him, saying that he was only one step away from hell, so what was he so afraid of.
Even knowing that all of this was Seo Baek-han created by his imagination-.
“Ah, sob…”
“Tae-hyun. Now you have to show me going in from behind, to Hyung.”
Joo Tae-hyun wanted to willingly follow Seo Baek-han’s words.
He couldn’t not follow.