By Zephyria 
The fingers that had been clearing a narrow path had now increased to three, and my lower body, which had been doused with almost an entire bottle of lotion, was now not just wet but melting and flowing. Do Yun-hyeok didn’t stop. The sound of flesh sliding against flesh was similar to waves crashing against a cliff.
The strange sensation that had bloomed in my chest gradually became clearer.
“Ugh…”
It was sexual arousal.
Finally, I twisted my upper body and stopped Do Yun-hyeok. As his hands were blocked, Do Yun-hyeok looked at me. Trembling my lips, I spat out the words I had been holding back.
“It’s… it’s enough now.”
My voice, raspy, scraped against the roof of my mouth. My mouth was dry.
“Quickly…”
“Not yet. You’ll get hurt.”
“…I can’t stand it.”
“…”
It looked like blue flames were shooting from his eyes.
I pulled Do Yun-hyeok’s hands that I was holding. He was pulled along obediently.
“Quickly… please?”
“Fuck…”
Calling out to him like a plea, Do Yun-hyeok cursed loudly and immediately pinned me down.
His penis had been engorged for a long time, to a degree that would make anyone watching wince. It was astonishing how he had managed to hold back and work on loosening my hole in this state. His patience was incredible.
Do Yun-hyeok panted, his hot breath misting the air, and aligned the tip of his erect penis with the entrance of the hole he had so diligently prepared. I tried to calm myself and wrapped my legs around Do Yun-hyeok’s waist.
His penis, thick and hard as steel wire, began to slowly penetrate my tender flesh.
“Hngh… Ah, ah…”
It felt like it was tearing… I bit my lip and turned my head sideways, as if shaking it slightly. My stomach trembled. My inner walls spasmed. The place, stretched beyond its limit, throbbed with a sharp, dull pain as if it would rip apart at any moment.
As expected, it wasn’t a size that fit. It was forcefully pushing through the narrow, tender flesh. My inner thighs tensed. Do Yun-hyeok’s obliques, pressed against my inner thighs, were as hot as fire and as hard as iron.
“Kuh…”
The heavy mass of flesh pushed in endlessly. I gasped for breath, struggling to endure the feeling of my cavity being tightly filled. The thick shaft seemed to penetrate so deeply that it felt like it could fill my airway.
Honestly… it was as terrifying as it was thrilling. My heart leaped with fear. Terrified that I was being stretched beyond my limit, I squeezed my eyes shut and clung to Do Yun-hyeok’s neck.
Do Yun-hyeok repeatedly called my name. The veins on his forehead showed how much he was enduring. I answered as if crying.
“Hae-jun… Hae-jun.”
“Hng, uh, yeah…”
“Fuck, you’re too tight…”
“Hoo, hnn…”
“Try to relax.”
“Uh, just… a moment…”
Taking a deep breath, I tried my best to relax.
Only when I could barely feel his lips kissing my cheeks did I manage to loosen the tension in my lower body.
“Hoo…”
Do Yun-hyeok, sweat beading on his forehead, let out a long sigh. It seemed he had managed to insert it to some extent.
“Ha… good.”
He seemed to have muttered it to himself, and he slowly began to move his hips, gently licking my tear-filled eyes. His tongue felt like it would poke my eye. Down below, where we were perfectly joined, it felt like blood would seep out. My heart pounded with fear. I tightly closed my eyelids. My eyes became warm and wet.
“Hngh…”
With slow, wave-like movements, pain surged and receded. I quickly swallowed the moans I wanted to let out, following the rhythm.
“Hngh…”
The shallow thrusting began to draw larger arcs. At the same time, the squelching sounds became louder. I bit my lips hard. As the speed increased, the force of his thrusts grew stronger.
My abdomen seemed to be pierced, bulging and retracting repeatedly. The skin, swelling and shrinking, was too sensual to watch. My pale body trembled. The hands holding Do Yun-hyeok began to lose their grip.
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“Hng, ugh, no…”
Though it hurt like hell, I shook my head vehemently. It felt like he was beating my inner walls into a pulp. But I didn’t want him to stop.
My chest fluttered.
It clearly only hurt, but yet, the feeling was strange.
I was shaken uncontrollably, my whole body limp. Tears followed the pain, pooling in my eyes. But a peculiar feeling, distinctly different from the pain, dominated my chest.
The fact that Do Yun-hyeok was so sexually aroused by me, that I was too, and that we were tangled together naked, lost in time, devouring each other as if melting… My head spun as if submerged in water.
Even with all the lotion, the sensation of my tight inner walls being pulled along by his large penis and then pushed back was strange. Do Yun-hyeok’s movements became increasingly beast-like. It felt harder to breathe as time went on, so I twisted my body violently, as if having a seizure.
Then, the moment Do Yun-hyeok’s penis brushed against a certain spot inside me, I gasped desperately for air, like someone stabbed with a knife.
“Hah…!”
“Kk…”
Sparks flashed before my eyes, and my toes curled. My body instinctively tried to protect itself, as if under a dangerous attack. My hole contracted powerfully. Do Yun-hyeok bit his lower lip and winced.
Like water droplets falling onto a tissue, the tears that had pooled spread to my eyes. I writhed and squirmed. My body trembled as if terrified. It was natural to act like a small animal trying to escape the paw of a predator.
“Ha…”
“No, ah, no.”
My body trembled. I shook my head frantically.
“So fucking beautiful, really.”
But Do Yun-hyeok didn’t seem to hear. His eyes already glazed over, he thrust his hips again, powerfully, as if crushing me.
“Ah, ah!”
I screamed. My body convulsed like a fish impaled on a spear. Do Yun-hyeok, without any leisure, began to persistently pound on the same spot. He was like a mad dog.
“Ah, fuck, I like it…”
“Hnn, ah! Ah, hng!”
Once the moans started, they were unstoppable. I couldn’t understand how I had managed to hold them back until just before, as moans erupted incessantly. With every thrust Do Yun-hyeok delivered, my breathing became chaotic.
My limbs twisted. Lightning flashed before my eyes. Tears streamed down my face.
“Ha, ng, ng, ah! Ugh!”
Thump, thump, thump. Over that, the sound of testicles rapidly hitting buttocks, a fleshy impact, overlapped. The sounds themselves were so lewd, my mind grew dizzy.
Trying to alleviate the pleasure somehow, I reflexively twisted my waist. But it only intensified the pleasure, rubbing against my sensitive spots with a jolt. My strength gave out, and with pleasure so intense I felt I might come, my tongue lolled out of my mouth.
“Hek, ugh…”
“Hae-jun-ah, ha, fuck… you’re squeezing so tight.”
Do Yun-hyeok cursed under his breath.
“Huk, ugh! St-stop, it’s, it’s reaching my, my solar plexus, ugh…!”
Do Yun-hyeok’s penis pounded deep inside, as if to rummage through my organs. I felt like his penis, thick as an iron club, might come out of my mouth. My eyes rolled back.
With every thrust, my vision turned white. My inner walls contracted powerfully, my mouth slackened open. My navel hollowed, and my chest heaved like a lightning strike. My legs flailed desperately in the air like an overturned insect. I clawed at the blankets, trying to grab onto something. Do Yun-hyeok wrapped my struggling arms around his neck. Instinctively, I pulled him close.
“Kuh, ugh…”
“Heu, huk, kkeuk!”
Thwack. Thwack. With every downward thrust from below, I drooled like a person who had lost their mind. I couldn’t tell if the wet, squelching sounds were coming from below or above.
Tears welled up in my eyes, a physiological response. The world before me melted like thin liquid. I felt like I was going insane from the pleasure that surged without reaching its peak. All I could do was tremble, cry, and desperately shake my head in ecstasy.
“Hek, heuut, ng!”
We had long since lost any semblance of civilized beings. Our bodies were already covered in bodily fluids. Before I knew it, my erect penis, still leaking pre-cum, was rubbed against Do Yun-hyeok’s stomach.
I felt like I would be swept away by the waves of pleasure and drift forever. My heart pounded like a ship wrecked in a storm.
“No, ugh, ah, no…!”
As I pounded on Do Yun-hyeok’s shoulder to break free, he grabbed and pressed me down with the decisive hand of a hunter. His large body pressed down heavily on me. I struggled like a bird caught by its wings, crying. My legs tangled like a snake around his firm, log-like thighs.
He furrowed his brow, panting, and buried his face in my neck. Then, he moved his hips rapidly like a mindless dog.
“Hut, ah! Ng! Ah, ng, de, ah!”
Thrust, thrust. Each time my softened prostate was crushed, my mind exploded like fireworks. The frantic thrusting caused white foam to erupt and splatter messily.
I felt consumed by immense pleasure. It was terrifyingly dreadful, yet thrillingly sweet. My brain felt like it was melting and dripping out.
“Do, Do Yun, Do Yun-hyeok, heok, huk…”
“Hae-jun-ah…”
I clung to Do Yun-hyeok, sobbing. My breath hitched. Do Yun-hyeok called me back in response.
Amidst the frantic rocking, I managed to open my mouth. My chin, sticky with sweat and saliva, trembled.
“I, hak! I, I…”
My words, spoken while crying and being shaken up and down, were disjointed and broken.
But this was something I absolutely had to convey now.
As if declaring surrender, I raised my hands to cover my eyes. Then, steeped in pleasure, I sobbed and gasped like someone who had lost their country.
“I, I really, like, heut, like you, aah!”
Even if he drove me to places I never thought I’d go, even if he messed me up.
No, the more he did, the more I liked Do Yun-hyeok.
The expression he wore when looking at me, the way he spoke to me, and everything he did to me – I liked it all, as long as it was Do Yun-hyeok. I liked him because he was Do Yun-hyeok.
It was a complete defeat, so much so that even I couldn’t believe my own heart.