(6) Trigger

The past few days had been a dizzying repetition. Whether it was the influence of the heat cycle or the prescribed medication, my pheromones were going berserk day and night. During that time, Kim Do-hyun received several phone calls, while Choi Tae-kyum didn’t contact me even once.

“…Haa.”

My panting breaths burst out haphazardly. Since Choi Tae-kyum left that day, every day had been a repetition of this. When I opened my eyes in the morning, my lower body was swollen, and it didn’t subside until I closed my eyes at night.

At first, I relieved it with masturbation. My engorged member ached, and my body only cooled down a little after ejaculating several times. But I understood why the doctor told me to have sex if I had a lover. The lust I relieved through masturbation surged back to its limit before long.

‘You’re only realizing that now?’

Even amidst all this, my head was filled with thoughts of Choi Tae-kyum. The words he said, his hurt expression, and even his last words of affirmation to me.

Choi Tae-kyum likes me.

This fact had become a trigger for my body, already a mess from the heat cycle. Every time I thought of him, pheromones flowed out, emotions ran wild, and lust erupted.

Choi Tae-kyum likes me. The expectations and thoughts I had until now weren’t misunderstandings.

“Heut…”

I wanted to have a conversation. I regretted not holding onto him that day, even after several days had passed. Had the door ever felt so resentful as it slammed shut? I couldn’t believe I was still upset about my delayed reaction.

Since when did he start liking me? I just kept thinking about that while suffering from the heat. When, why, and how did he come to like me? Whenever the thought came to mind, the whole day was about Choi Tae-kyum.

Vibration, vibration, my phone vibrated. It was when I had just finished ejaculating and was sprawled on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

My phone was filled with unread messages.

Park Sung-jae: [Hyung, are you okay?] 01:22pm

Park Sung-jae: [Are you really sick?] 01:22pm

Park Sung-jae: [Did you have an accident? ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ] 01:22pm

Park Sung-jae: [Kim Do-hyun only says hyung is sick, but he won’t say where it hurts] 01:23pm

Park Sung-jae: [Tae-kyum sunbae ignores me when I talk to himㅠㅠ] 01:23pm

Park Sung-jae: [Contact me if you see thisㅠㅠㅠㅠ] 03:01pm

Kim Min-jung: [Oppa, aren’t you coming to school? The professors are going crazy.] 10:22am

Kim Min-jung: [We have an exam tomorrow… Is something wrong?] 03:56pm

Kim Min-jung: [I sent the notes and exam materials by email. Check them when you feel better.] 05:10pm

Park Sung-jae and Min-jung, and other guys whose names I only knew. Since I hadn’t contacted them over the weekend, there were over 300 messages piled up. It seemed like Kim Do-hyun had also sent a few messages, but I couldn’t see them because the previews were pushed back.

“…Nothing.”

And as expected, Choi Tae-kyum’s name wasn’t there. The guy who had contacted me every day since we reunited hadn’t sent any news since that day. Park Sung-jae’s message, “Tae-kyum sunbae ignores me when I talk to him,” was the only news I had about Choi Tae-kyum.

What was Choi Tae-kyum thinking? He must be hurt. Disappointed. The shock must have been great, so he might hate me now. Maybe he had made a resolution to never see me again.

“….”

My stomach felt hot again. The heat cycle, unable to read the room, was reacting to the name Choi Tae-kyum. Even though I had just ejaculated, my lower body stiffened.

I was going to try to hold back for now. I had masturbated so many times that even touching it was stimulating. At this point, I even felt like I was an animal, not a person.

Do other omegas go through this during heat?

The pointless thought was quickly erased. Before long, I couldn’t overcome the excitement and had to grab my erect member. My phone had fallen under the bed long ago, and not only my front but also my back was a mess with the fluids I had leaked.

“Ah… Heu…”

The urge to touch my rear was increasing day by day. It was a part I had never paid attention to before, but the heat cycle had aroused my curiosity. Would it be better to sleep with any alpha? I even had thoughts like that.

I slowly moved my hand, erasing the stray thoughts. It had been four days since Choi Tae-kyum left, four days since I had been suffering from the heat cycle, and four days since I had been absent from school. I had to go to school tomorrow, I thought. No matter how much I had a doctor’s note, strict professors wouldn’t excuse such a long absence without permission. Besides, tomorrow was the midterm exam for a major subject.

* * *

I must have fallen asleep without turning off the lights. When I opened my eyes early in the morning without an alarm, I was sprawled on the bed, sleeping messily. For some reason, my body felt refreshed, and I barely felt the pheromones that had been tormenting me.

Did the heat end?

As soon as that thought occurred to me, I jumped out of bed like a spring. My lower body was swollen, but that was just a physiological erection in the morning.

First, I picked up my phone, which was far away. The time was 4 a.m. It was too early to get up and prepare to go to school. While I was asleep, my classmates had called me a few more times, including the department teaching assistant and a professor.

“…I have to go to school.”

I put down my phone and got out of bed. The blankets were a mess, and the house was a disaster. Above all, my physical condition wasn’t normal, so I was planning to wash up, clean the house briefly, and then go to school.

Fortunately, I woke up so early that there was plenty of time left until the exam. There wouldn’t be any seats in the library, so it would be better to go to the club room and cram. It would be much easier to solve the problems if I skimmed through them, even roughly, rather than not looking at them at all. Besides, Min-jung had sent me the exam materials, so there was nothing to worry about.

As soon as I finished thinking, I moved my body. I put the blankets in the washing machine and started cleaning the house thoroughly. I didn’t forget to ventilate the pheromone-filled interior and wash all the clothes I was wearing. After finally taking a shower, I felt refreshed as if I had been reborn.

Before leaving the house, I habitually looked for cigarettes and suppressants. The cigarette pack was empty, but the suppressants were still in the cupboard. But instead of taking the suppressants, I chose to close the cupboard door as it was.

The heat cycle was over, and I had told Choi Tae-kyum that I was an omega. There was no longer any reason for me to take suppressants.

* * *

“…Lee Yoon-woo?”

When I arrived at school, it wasn’t too early. First, I stopped by the department office to make my presence known, and then I visited the professors who I personally thought were strict. About half of them hadn’t come to school yet, but the dominant omega professor was in his seat, looking neat.

“A heat cycle diagnosis…”

The professor trailed off, looking troubled. He seemed very embarrassed that a student who had never shown that he was an omega had suddenly brought in a heat diagnosis. But it was too absurd to think it was a lie.

“I’m a recessive, so it doesn’t usually show, but I had a severe heat cycle due to the side effects of suppressants.”

“Ah, suppressant side effects.”

The professor’s gaze changed instantly at the word ‘suppressant.’ The professor pushed up his glasses and nodded slowly.

“I wondered why there were almost no pheromones… I’ll mark you present, so you can go back. I was a little surprised that Yoon-woo was an omega.”

I thought he would be the strictest, but his reaction was surprisingly light. There was also a look of pity. The professor waved his hand and called me as he let out a small sigh.

“Be careful with suppressants in the future. I’ll approve periodic absences at any time.”

“…Yes, thank you.”

“Okay, take care of yourself.”

I bowed and left the professor’s office. Was it because he was also an omega? The conversation went too easily. I had never used periodic absences before, but I felt like I could use them without worry in this professor’s class.

Suddenly, I stopped walking. The fact that he was also an omega. It was a rather unfamiliar expression. Since when did I feel a sense of kinship with omegas? I felt strange.

* * *

Park Sung-jae and Min-jung were in the club room. The guys who were sitting at the table in the middle, studying, widened their eyes at the sudden opening of the door. With a blink, our eyes met, and Park Sung-jae was the first to speak.

“…Hyung!”

It was almost a scream. I didn’t know that bear-like guy could make such a high-pitched sound. Min-jung frowned, seemingly thinking the same thing as me.

“Ah, Park Sung-jae, you’re loud.”

“No, but! Yoon-woo hyung, hyung!”

Park Sung-jae jumped up and came towards me. The floor seemed to rumble with every step he took. His appearance was so aggressive that I felt the urge to close the door and leave again.

“Hyung!”

“…Shut up, you brat.”

“Really, is it really hyung?”

“Then would it be fake?”

I brushed past Park Sung-jae and went inside the club room. I wondered what they were studying, but it was the subject they were taking the exam for this morning. I naturally took a seat next to Min-jung, and Min-jung asked in a slightly worried tone.

“Oppa, were you sick?”

“Just a little. I’m okay now.”

Wait, I had a thought. Would it be better to say it was a heat cycle? Would these guys get angry if they found out I was an omega? While various thoughts were running through my head, Min-jung cautiously brought up the topic.

“Did Kim Do-hyun do something to you?”

“Kim Do-hyun?”

It was such a sudden name. A name that hadn’t even crossed my mind all this time. If it hadn’t been for the occasional phone calls, I would have forgotten he even existed.

“Nothing happened with him…”

So I was going to answer casually, but suddenly a memory flashed through my mind. The conversations I had with Kim Do-hyun in the hospital emergency stairs.

‘Why are you going so far?’

That was also something that happened. We definitely fought because our emotions were running high. Min-jung asked if ‘Kim Do-hyun did something,’ but I couldn’t readily say no.

“Something did happen.”

Min-jung snorted. He put down the pen he was holding and frowned. He seemed to think I was really pathetic as he shook his head.

“Did he do something because you rejected him?”

“Of course not. He’s not that kind of guy.”

I answered casually and took Park Sung-jae’s book. I didn’t have any particular expectations, but as expected, it was clean without any notes. Would it be better to look at Min-jung’s book and copy it? As I was thinking that, I suddenly realized that it was quiet around me.

“…Why?”

Two pairs of eyes were on me. One was a ‘whatever’ gaze, and the other was a gaze full of shock. Park Sung-jae, who had opened his eyes wide as if they were about to pop out, screamed in a shrill voice.

“Hyung, you got a confession?”

Oh, crap. Only then did I realize the error in what I had said. It was such a natural question that I had answered without thinking.

“….”

Kim Min-jung, don’t give me that look. Min-jung shrugged.

“It’s oppa’s fault for falling for it.”

“Kim Do-hyun confessed? You rejected him? Why?”

The club room door burst open at that moment. When I turned my gaze, I saw Kim Do-hyun with a sullen face. His timing was amazing.

“…I can hear Sung-jae hyung’s voice from the end of the hallway.”

Kim Do-hyun said calmly and went inside. Even Min-jung, who rarely gets flustered, seemed surprised by his appearance. Of course, he wouldn’t have expected Kim Do-hyun to come to the club room at this time.

“I came in while you were talking about me, didn’t I?”

His shrug was so nonchalant. Good, Min-jung waved his hand at Kim Do-hyun.

“If you know, go out for 10 minutes.”

Kim Min-jung had quite the personality. It was a very brazen reaction, but Kim Do-hyun seemed used to it as he put down his bag and took a seat next to me. Inside the bag were a few books that seemed to be required for freshmen.

“I’ll be quiet, so just pretend I’m not here and talk. I came here to study too.”

The guy I hadn’t seen in a while looked paler than before. He wasn’t the type to have much fat on him in the first place, but now he seemed to have lost a little too much weight. Feeling my gaze, he opened his mouth without even looking at me.

“I know I look good even from the side, but don’t look at me now because my face looks haggard.”

“You really confessed to Yoon-woo hyung?”

Anyway, Park Sung-jae just didn’t know how to hold back. Even though Kim Do-hyun told him to pretend he wasn’t there, he just had to ask the question so blatantly. I was about to stop him, but Kim Do-hyun was faster.

“I got rejected.”

Park Sung-jae’s mouth snapped shut. Min-jung sighed as he pressed his forehead. Kim Do-hyun looked at the two of them alternately with the most nonchalant expression.

“I didn’t confess to Yoon-woo sunbae on the day he was sick. I do consider TPO.”

It was quite an unpleasant situation. Talking about the person in front of them. I knew that talking behind their back was much worse, but at least that way I would have felt more comfortable.

“Sigh.”

Min-jung sighed briefly and tapped the table. At the sound of the tapping, Kim Do-hyun’s gaze shifted to Min-jung.

“Yoon-woo oppa didn’t say it. I fished for it.”

“I know, Yoon-woo sunbae isn’t the type to say something like that.”

Kim Do-hyun answered immediately and glanced at me. Because he was sitting right next to me, I could clearly feel him trying to read my expression.

“He probably forgot that I confessed.”

It was a spot-on remark. Perhaps because I wasn’t aware of it, I forgot from time to time that he liked me. In fact, I didn’t even know if he still liked me.

After that, it was a series of awkward atmospheres. Kim Do-hyun seemed to be really focused, Park Sung-jae had his book taken away and was playing with his phone. Min-jung didn’t say anything except occasionally telling me the important parts.

It was Kim Do-hyun who eventually broke the silence. He slammed his book shut roughly and turned his head to look at me.

“Sunbae.”

“…Why?”

His tone was very aggressive. It was so aggressive that it could be mistaken for starting a fight. Of course, the topic he brought up was far from a quarrel.

“This is the first time I’ve confessed and been rejected.”

Our eyes met in the air. I could also feel Park Sung-jae and Min-jung looking at us. He told us to pretend he wasn’t there and talk, but did that mean he was telling himself to pretend that others weren’t there?

“I’m tall, a dominant alpha, and young…”

The guy who was talking cut off his words. ‘He said he doesn’t like younger guys, so I’ll leave this out.’ I heard him muttering.

“Anyway, I’m handsome.”

I looked at Kim Do-hyun’s face intently. His moderately defined features, and his kind-looking eyes. As he said, he was tall, a dominant alpha, young, and handsome, so he was likely to be popular.

“That’s right.”

Kim Do-hyun’s face turned blank at my short answer. He must not have expected me to affirm it after he said it himself. He pursed his lips, looking flustered, and frowned.

“…You affirmed everything?”

“Yeah. You’re handsome, tall, and a dominant alpha, right?”

And young too. I answered, twirling the pen I was holding. It wasn’t wrong, it was all true. I have eyes, so how could I not know that?

“But why…”

“I’m childhood friends with Choi Tae-kyum.”

Kim Do-hyun frowned. It was a reflexive reaction to the one word, ‘Choi Tae-kyum.’

“He’s also handsome, tall, and a dominant alpha.”

It was too early to discuss looks in front of me. The face I had seen since I was born was Choi Tae-kyum’s. The first pheromones I felt when I developed as an omega were also Choi Tae-kyum’s. Even if their heights were similar, Choi Tae-kyum was superior in other aspects. Of course, except for age.

“If you understand, then study.”

“Hyung, you’re so mean.”

Park Seong-jae muttered in a small voice. Did he even know that the meddling sister-in-law is always the most hated? Meanwhile, Min-jeong-ssi was looking at Kim Do-hyun and asking casually.

“You’ve never confessed to anyone, have you?”

Kim Do-hyun frowned, his eyes crinkling. It was a response that screamed yes to anyone watching. Min-jeong-ssi placed her phone face down on the table and picked up a pen.

“Do-hyun, you’re the type who’s never liked anyone and has only received confessions, so your nose has naturally gone up.”

“……”

I almost burst out laughing. Not in mockery, but because Min-jeong-ssi’s words felt like a personality test. Min-jeong-ssi didn’t stop there and pointed the pen at Park Seong-jae.

“Park Seong-jae is the type who gets attached quickly and gets bored quickly. These kinds of people can’t maintain long relationships.”

“……Hey, I’m not that kind of person.”

This time, I couldn’t hold back my laughter. As I giggled, Park Seong-jae, who had been vehemently denying it, looked at me with narrowed eyes. You are that type. No need for further confirmation.

“Then what about Yoon-woo sunbae?”

Kim Do-hyun asked, arms crossed, grumbling. Min-jeong-ssi, who glanced at me slightly, scratched her chin with the pen. Then, she frowned and said,

“The oblivious type?”

“Wow, that’s right. Seriously.”

As if he hadn’t been arguing before, Park Seong-jae even clapped his hands in delight. Kim Do-hyun seemed to agree as well, in his own way. Only Min-jeong-ssi, who had brought up the topic, shrugged and added,

“Not interested in dating, doesn’t know who likes him, and forgets quickly even if someone confesses.”

“……”

“The answer is not to like this type.”

That was quite a harsh assessment. Both for me and for Kim Do-hyun. I wondered why she had started this wordplay, and it seemed she wanted to tell him not to like me.

“Then what about you?”

The oblivious Park Seong-jae asked, his eyes sparkling. As soon as the question was directed at her, Min-jeong-ssi opened her book with a bored expression.

“I’m the type who doesn’t date. Now, study.”

The short personality test quickly came to an end. It was quite fun, so it was a shame. Park Seong-jae seemed to have similar thoughts, as he tried to get Min-jeong-ssi’s attention by naming all sorts of club members.

“Ah, you’re exactly the annoying type. Just be quiet.”

Of course, he was quickly rejected.

His sulky expression was cute. Maybe it was because Park Seong-jae had pretty eyes, but when his eyes drooped like that, he really looked like a character, not a person. Sort of like, Pooh who had his honey stolen.

“So, sunbae.”

Kim Do-hyun started smoothly. It was a voice that the others, who were suddenly choosing their lunch menu, wouldn’t be able to hear. Why? In response to my question, Kim Do-hyun whispered,

“Is your body okay now?”

He said ‘body,’ but he probably meant pheromones. Or maybe the heat cycle. He was clearly being considerate in case Park Seong-jae and Min-jeong-ssi heard.

“Yeah, I’m all better.”

I couldn’t feel Kim Do-hyun’s pheromones. It could be because he was hiding them, but it was also proof that my heat cycle was almost over. I was still unsure this morning, but judging from the lack of reaction so far, it seemed I was fine.

“And I told Choi Tae-gyeom.”

I glanced at the two of them. They were now discussing the daily temperature range and what to wear. Weren’t they supposed to be studying? It must have been like this the whole time before I came.

“……Told him what?”

Kim Do-hyun even turned his head and urged me to answer. Fortunately, the two of them didn’t seem interested in us at all. Just then, Min-jeong-ssi took out her phone and started explaining something to Park Seong-jae.

“That I’m an Omega.”

“……”

“And I’m going to finish telling him today.”

I had a lot of thoughts while suffering through the heat cycle. Kim Do-hyun’s words were, in a way, a trigger for me. I had confessed that I was an Omega, and I even knew that Choi Tae-gyeom liked me, so there was no need to delay any longer.

“I’m going to confess that I like him.”

“……”

“Like you said, I can’t stand it anymore out of frustration.”

Actually, I wasn’t sure it would go well. He liked me before he knew I was an Omega. It was uncertain whether he would still like me after sensing my Omega pheromones.

“So, you give up too.”

But I wanted to tell Kim Do-hyun. His reaction that day, and the way he looked at me today.

“Everything I said today was sincere.”

The feelings he had for me were growing bigger and bigger.

* * *

The club room was quiet when I returned after the exam. I lay on the cot, replaying Kim Do-hyun’s words in my mind. He didn’t respond to my saying not to let his feelings grow, but as I was about to leave the club room, he said as if he couldn’t stand it any longer.

‘Sunbae, you know you’re really mean, right.’

I remembered Park Seong-jae and Min-jeong-ssi looking at each other, sensing the atmosphere. The oblivious Park Seong-jae had fled the club room as if running away, probably sensing something from the suppressed emotions.

‘Just because I told you to give up doesn’t mean you can take revenge like this.’

He was right. In fact, this was a bit of payback towards him, who had so easily told me to speak up if I was frustrated, and to give up if it didn’t work out.

‘……Sorry.’

Saying sorry was truly cowardly. With that one word, the heavy guilt lightly dissipated. What could be more appropriate than saying sorry to cut off the anger the other person was showing?

‘……It’s okay.’

He ultimately couldn’t add anything and closed his lips.

As soon as I left the club room, I could feel sorrowful pheromones from behind the tightly closed door. Of course, I didn’t want to be so inconsiderate as to acknowledge it.

Fortunately, the exam went without much difficulty. I roughly memorized the summary file I received from Min-jeong-ssi and discarded the parts that seemed impossible to cram. Still, thanks to paying attention in class, I would probably get at least half of it right.

“Should I sleep a bit……”

The sun was shining through the window, and the cot was quite cozy. I had woken up early in the morning, so I felt drowsy. It wouldn’t be bad to sleep a little before the others came. Honestly, I wanted to go home, but I had already promised to go out for drinks.

‘We should have a drink to celebrate hyung getting better!’

What a great excuse. The exam was still a long way off. The only person who could stop Park Seong-jae was Min-jeong-ssi, but even Kim Min-jeong was a slave to alcohol. This club was going to be ruined by alcohol. Even if I thought that, it was irreversible.

Blink, blink, the time I spent with my eyes closed gradually increased. My consciousness was also interrupted from time to time whenever I opened my eyes slightly. Would Choi Tae-gyeom come to the club gathering? That unlikely thought was fleeting.

Yes, it would be good to sleep. With that resolution, I fell into the abyss of sleep.

* * *

On the fourth day, Choi Tae-gyeom appeared in my dream. This was a nap, so I hoped he wouldn’t appear this time. But as expected, the first thing I saw was Choi Tae-gyeom’s face.

In the dream, Choi Tae-gyeom was receiving a confession. Judging by his clothes, he seemed to be in his second year of high school, and the person confessing was a female student who was famous for being popular in the school. The female student blushed, her cheeks like glutinous rice cakes, and confessed to Choi Tae-gyeom.

‘I like you, Tae-gyeom.’

As far as I knew, he had never had a conversation with Choi Tae-gyeom. They had never been in the same class, and they had never even run into each other by chance. In the first place, I didn’t recognize her face, so it was highly likely that Choi Tae-gyeom was seeing her for the first time as well.

‘……I’m sorry, but.’

I have someone I like. Choi Tae-gyeom’s rejection was obvious. A magic spell that made the other person give up about nine times out of ten.

‘I hate Omegas.’

But unlike what I expected, different words came out this time. It was such an unexpected statement that both the confessing female student and I, who was watching, gaped in surprise.

That was because the other person wasn’t an Omega, but a Beta.

‘……Isn’t she a Beta?’

The moment I raised that question, the space changed. The female student disappeared, and the surroundings melted away. The deserted backyard space had turned into Choi Tae-gyeom’s room. I was on the bed, and Choi Tae-gyeom was sitting in the desk chair, our eyes meeting.

‘She was an Omega.’

Choi Tae-gyeom replied lightly. Everyone knew the student as a Beta, but he had no hesitation in saying she was an Omega. He frowned slightly and added briefly.

‘Recessive.’

Ah, recessive. It was a meaningless murmur. Recessive, dominant, I didn’t feel any difference at the time. I just murmured it to mean that I understood Choi Tae-gyeom’s words.

Choi Tae-gyeom quickly realized that I didn’t understand.

‘Her pheromones were weak because she was recessive.’

His voice as he added the explanation was gentle. He got up from the desk chair and came towards me, climbing onto the bed on his knees.

‘That’s probably why the rumor that she was a Beta spread.’

But how did you know? There was no need to ask that. He grabbed my shoulders and laid me down on the bed, his face crumpling.

‘Omega pheromones are unpleasant even if they’re recessive.’

‘…….’

‘It gives me goosebumps when I get close. I hate it so much I can’t stand it.’

Choi Tae-gyeom said that and burrowed into my arms. He was half a head taller than me, but the way he snuggled into my arms was like a child. Just like how large dogs think they’re small even when they get older, maybe he thought he was a six-year-old.

‘Stroke my head.’

After encountering an Omega, he would act like this. I had vaguely heard that it was to erase the Omega pheromones, but what was the point of snuggling up to me, who didn’t have any pheromones?

‘He’s such a child.’

I grumbled but still stroked his head. The fine hair flowed through my fingers. When I hugged his back with my other hand, he let out a soft moan and hugged me tightly.

‘I’m glad you can’t feel pheromones.’

Were Omega pheromones that bad? When I smelled the perfume that was said to have a similar scent, it didn’t seem that bad. Was it that the real thing couldn’t be compared to the fake?

‘Lee Yoon-woo……’

His low, growling voice was strange. Was he sick? I wanted to ask that, but the moment I opened my mouth, I couldn’t breathe. I could feel his pheromones nakedly through the skin of my entire body.

‘…….’

Maybe the words ‘I’m glad you can’t feel pheromones’ didn’t actually mean this. The all-too-familiar pheromones awakened an even more familiar sensation. My lower body stiffened, and it was soon that the pheromones I had been hiding began to flow out.

‘Yoon-woo.’

No, this is a dream. I tried to think that way, but it was no use. The pheromones that covered my entire body came deep into my chest and drew out my own pheromones.

Thud, the moment Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromones unlocked the lock. Pheromones flooded like a burst dam.

* * *

When I woke up from the dream, my whole body felt like it was burning. The heat that had started to rise somewhere had swept over my entire body from head to toe. It didn’t change even when I threw off the blanket and stretched the front of my T-shirt. Rather, the heat that had welled up scattered in all directions along with my pheromones.

I opened my eyes wide and looked around. Quiet surroundings and a whitish ceiling. Sunlight coming in through the window and a table placed in the center. It was the club room where I had fallen asleep.

“……Haa.”

A panting breath escaped. My lower abdomen was a mess of tingling sensations. The arousal that had welled up from inside my stomach seemed to be concentrated entirely in my lower body. It was a sensation I had become familiar with over the past few days, and it was definitely my heat cycle.

“……No.”

An instinctive anxiety rose up. This was the club room, a space that any club member could enter. Although there were no Alphas among them except for Choi Tae-gyeom and Kim Do-hyun, showing them this side of me was something that shouldn’t happen.

“No…….”

I panted and turned my body to the side. My lower body was already heavy with moisture. Without me noticing, Omega pheromones had been flowing out in abundance.

I was definitely fine until this morning. I had lived in heat for four days, so I naturally thought I would be fine by today. That’s why I didn’t take the medicine from the hospital that I had been taking regularly, and I slept comfortably in the club room.

“Heuh…….”

My chest was hot. I desperately needed a suppressant or a pheromone cigarette. Or rather, I should lock the club room door and masturbate.

But the suppressant was safely stored in the cupboard of my apartment, and I had finished all the pheromone cigarettes four days ago. Even if I tried to lock the club room door, it was too much for me to even get off the bed in this state.

“……Heu.”

The sheet was crumpled messily in my hand. My phone, which had fallen under the bed at some point, was rolling miserably on the floor. The intermittent vibrations told me that someone was calling.

What time was it now? Eleven o’clock? Or twelve o’clock? Then, how long would it take for the club members to come?

I exerted superhuman strength and lowered my legs under the bed. Fortunately, the cot wasn’t that high, and the moment my feet touched the floor, I could come down to the floor as if collapsing. My trembling fingertips touched the phone that had fallen.

[Kim Do-hyun]

The caller was Kim Do-hyun. He was the one I had told to give up today, and I didn’t have the nerve to ask him for help again in this situation.

“……Hello?”

But this wasn’t the time to worry about such things. Huk, huk, my rough breathing became increasingly rapid. Kim Do-hyun’s calm voice was heard over the phone.

―Ah, hello?

“…….”

―Sunbae, it’s nothing much. Seong-jae hyung said he’ll be at the bar first, so he told me to bring you. I’m on my way to the club room, are you there?

I couldn’t answer. If I opened my mouth, I thought a moan would come out before anything else. I had crawled on the floor and even picked up the phone, but it was difficult to say a single word asking for help.

Perhaps noticing something strange, Kim Do-hyun asked in a puzzled voice.

―……Sunbae?

“I’m a bit…….”

My stomach was churning. My pheromones were bursting out uncontrollably, and I was suffocating from my own pheromones. I huk, gasped for breath and pressed my forehead against the cold floor.

“The hospital…….”

The surrounding sounds gradually faded away. I couldn’t even hear Kim Do-hyun saying something over the phone. My lower body, which was erect to the point of bursting, hurt, and the rampaging pheromones were suffocating. And at that moment, I felt a presence beyond the door.

Was it Kim Do-hyun?

Tears welled up. It was incomparable to the heat cycles of the past four days. If the person opening that door was Kim Do-hyun, I felt like I wanted to cry and beg him to sleep with me just once.

Fortunately, it seemed the person was really Kim Do-hyun. Creak, the doorknob turned, and the person who opened the door slowly, very slowly, entered the club room. I lay sprawled on the floor and weakly raised my gaze.

“…….”

Our eyes met. My heart sank with a thud, as if my breath had stopped. Through my skin, through my breath, and through my entire body, a thick pheromone permeated.

It wasn’t Kim Do-hyun’s. It was something more familiar, something thicker. The person I had desperately wanted for the past four days.

“……Lee Yoon-woo?”

It was Choi Tae-gyeom.

“You……!”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s eyes were wide with surprise. He took a step towards me, then stopped in surprise. He hardened his expression and puffed out his chest as he stared at me.

“Haa, heuk…….”

I could imagine how unsightly I looked. Sprawled on the floor with a phone in one hand, my lower body swollen. My face flushed with heat and my clothes disheveled would also be a mess. So, that’s why he was making such a stiff expression.

“What the hell are you…….”

“……Please.”

Tears streamed down my cheeks. I hadn’t even realized when they had formed. The tears that flowed each time I blinked were increasing.

“Please, do something about me…….”

Thud, I felt like I was going to suffocate. I had never heard of an Omega dying from a heat cycle, but maybe I would be the first Omega to do so. My body, which was so heated, was no longer manageable.

“Sunbae!”

Kim Do-hyun arrived late. His hair was a mess, probably from running. Kim Do-hyun stopped when he saw Choi Tae-gyeom inside, then was horrified when he saw me collapsed on the floor. Hwaak, Kim Do-hyun’s face turned red.

“Pheromones…….”

It was at that moment that Choi Tae-gyeom strode forward. He didn’t blush, nor did he hold his breath like Kim Do-hyun. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had approached me with large strides, effortlessly lifted me up.

“Hnnng…….”

My body reacted just to his touch. His pheromones, intensified by his closeness, were overwhelming. Choi Tae-gyeom flinched briefly, reining in his pheromones. I leaned against him, breathless and weak.

“It’s okay, take deep breaths.”

Choi Tae-gyeom supported me with one arm while taking off his jacket. He exhaled a short breath and draped the jacket over me. His usual college jacket was saturated with Alpha pheromones. Did he know that his pheromones made me even more aroused?

I felt like I was going to die. But I couldn’t say it.

Choi Tae-gyeom steadied me and looked at Kim Do-hyun. He spoke in a calm voice.

“Help me carry him.”

“……Excuse me?”

“Don’t just stand there, help Lee Yoon-woo onto my back.”

It was practically an order. But it also contained an undeniable pressure. Kim Do-hyun approached slowly, as if hypnotized.

With trembling hands, Kim Do-hyun helped me onto Choi Tae-gyeom’s back. Each time a surge of pheromones erupted, he stopped moving and exhaled. Choi Tae-gyeom waited patiently for Kim Do-hyun.

“What are you going to do?”

“Take him away.”

Choi Tae-gyeom bent forward, as if gauging the weight. And then, with a whoosh, my body was lifted. I wanted to wrap my arms around Choi Tae-gyeom’s neck to avoid falling, but my limp body didn’t even have the strength to move a fingertip.

“Where to?”

“Lee Yoon-woo’s apartment.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s answer was concise. He turned away as if he had no intention of continuing the conversation. I heard Kim Do-hyun’s voice from behind.

“I heard you hate Omegas, sunbae.”

It was obviously a challenge. Choi Tae-gyeom seemed to sense it too, as he stopped walking and turned to face Kim Do-hyun. Kim Do-hyun opened his mouth with a stiff expression.

“Yoon-woo sunbae is in heat cycle. Is that okay with you?”

“Hey.”

His voice was chillingly low. Low enough that I, who was out of my mind from the heat cycle, momentarily regained my senses.

“Cut it out.”

Choi Tae-gyeom looked ready to unleash his pheromones at any moment. His low growl made it seem like he would devour Kim Do-hyun. He didn’t release any pheromones, but the pressure was similar.

“There’s a limit to how much I’ll tolerate.”

“……”

“If you can’t handle Lee Yoon-woo’s pheromones, don’t presumptuously interfere.”

With those words, Choi Tae-gyeom turned and walked away without hesitation. I still couldn’t sense any pheromones from him, but I could tell that he was furious.

* * *

The way home wasn’t that far. I didn’t know if Choi Tae-gyeom was walking fast, or if I just felt like it was fast because I was out of my mind. I sensed the pheromones of strangers from time to time, but the jacket he had given me seemed to block them all out.

“Haa…… Hnnng…….”

As soon as we got home, Choi Tae-gyeom carefully laid me down on the bed. He brushed the sweat-soaked hair from my forehead and studied my face for a long time. It was as if he was checking to see if I was hurt anywhere.

“No suppressants…… Any other medicine?”

“……Haa, hng…….”

There was no way I had any medicine. Suppressants had been banned a long time ago, and whenever my libido rose, I just masturbated to relieve it. I shook my head, and Choi Tae-gyeom bit his lip as if he was at a loss.

“So, we just have to wait it out?”

“Hnnng…….”

My lower abdomen was tightly constricted. My already erect member throbbed as if it would burst. I looked up at Choi Tae-gyeom with tearful eyes, but he didn’t seem to know what to do for me.

“Pants…….”

“Huh?”

I couldn’t even muster strength in a single finger. I tugged at my waistband, but my clumsy movements couldn’t even lower the zipper.

“Take off my pants, please.”

“…….”

Choi Tae-gyeom stopped moving for a moment. No, to be exact, it was as if he had stopped breathing. His Adam’s apple bobbed, and he looked at me with darkened eyes.

“……Just a moment.”

His hand touched my waistband. It was a light touch, like a feather, but a moan escaped my lips at that moment. At the sound of my “Hnnng,” Choi Tae-gyeom stopped moving once again.

“Hurry, please…….”

“…….”

I was dying of impatience, but Choi Tae-gyeom kept dragging his feet. What if my member really burst? Would he take responsibility for that? My mind, paralyzed by the heat cycle, had already broken down.

Zzzzzip, the sound of the zipper lowering was loud. Even after lowering the buckle and zipper, he hesitated to pull down my pants. Only after I said “Please” and placed my hand on the back of his hand did he close his eyes tightly and pull down my pants.

“……Haa.”

When my pants were halfway down, I couldn’t help but grab my member over my underwear. My already erect member was soaking the edge of my underwear. I had been holding back my orgasm for so long that as soon as I stroked it a few times, my semen erupted.

The thin semen soaked my hands, my underwear, and even the bed sheets. In fact, it was closer to leaking than ejaculating. I had been masturbating as much as I could for the past four days, so it would have been strange if there was anything left to come out.

“Haa, ha…….”

Even after ejaculating once, my desire didn’t subside. No, rather, the unresolved sensation filled my stomach unpleasantly. I blinked my eyes, looking at Choi Tae-gyeom’s face through my blurry vision. Tears welled up, and I couldn’t see what kind of expression he was making.

“……Hey.”

I was panting, out of breath. My mind was blank. Instinctively, I grabbed my member again, but I didn’t feel any satisfaction this time either. Something more stimulating, or something that would make me feel better.

“Some pheromones…….”

I propped myself up on the bed with a weak hand. But my strength quickly gave out, and my body collapsed. My feverish breath kept interfering with my words.

“……Give me.”

The pheromones I wanted were right in front of me. Although their presence was very weak, I knew that this was only a small part of it. I lay on my side and only raised my gaze.

“Pour it on me…….”

I didn’t know if my words were well-expressed. My reason was intermittently cut off, making it difficult to use proper vocabulary. But I thought I had expressed myself well, but what came back was a cold rejection.

“No.”

“……Why?”

I felt wronged. I wasn’t asking for anything difficult, I was just asking him to pour some pheromones on me. If I had his pheromones, I thought I could reach a more satisfying climax. Then, this heat might be relieved a little.

“Why can’t you?”

Tears came out of my eyes because I felt wronged. The tears that had been welling up since earlier were now streaming down my face. Choi Tae-gyeom was quite firm even at the sight of me crying. Choi Tae-gyeom, who wiped away my tears with a careful hand, spoke gently.

“You’re not in your right mind right now, Lee Yoon-woo. You’ll regret it later.”

“No…….”

I grabbed his hand. Choi Tae-gyeom flinched greatly, perhaps because my hand was wet. I bit the tip of his finger so as not to let go of his hand. As I sucked on his index finger, I felt a little bit of pheromones.

Why can’t I have this good thing? This sweet and satisfying thing.

“Haaah…….”

“……I’m going crazy.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s hand slipped out. I reached out desperately, but it was no use. He muttered a curse and widened the distance, grabbing his jacket as if he would leave at any moment.

“I’m going to go, so call me when you come to your senses tomorrow.”

Suddenly, I came to my senses. The absurdity calmed down even the feverish heat. I turned my head with a body that had no strength, and saw Choi Tae-gyeom with a stiff expression. He bit his lower lip and avoided my gaze.

“If I stay like this…… I might really, cause an accident.”

His last words were almost squeezed out. It was closer to self-hypnosis than talking to me.

“I’m going.”

Choi Tae-gyeom turned his back without looking back. I saw his broad back, just like when he left my house last time. How much did I regret letting him go back then? I couldn’t let Choi Tae-gyeom go like this again.

“……If you go.”

I barely managed to turn my head, which wouldn’t turn. It was almost like grasping at straws. My voice was so small that it might not reach him. But as soon as I started to speak softly, Choi Tae-gyeom stopped walking and turned to look at me as if to tell me to speak. I liked the fact that he had stopped so abruptly more than anything.

“I’m going to call Kim Do-hyun.”

“…….”

“The doctor…….”

There was no need to say the rest. I thought I heard a curse somewhere. My vision flipped, and my body turned abruptly. Something soft touched my lips, which I had opened to finish speaking.

It was the first warmth I had ever shared with someone.

Choi Tae-gyeom’s lips were soft and a little drier than I had expected. He gently sucked on my lower lip and gently brushed my hair back.

“…….”

My mind was hazy. Pheromones, scent, and breath. There was nothing I wanted to miss.

Even though he had kissed me roughly, Choi Tae-gyeom quickly took his lips away. Through my blurry vision, I could see Choi Tae-gyeom’s dark eyes. He warned me in a suppressed voice.

“……Don’t regret it.”

No answer was needed. Choi Tae-gyeom grabbed my wrist, fixed my face with his other hand, and bit my lower lip. The fingers that gripped my chin pressed on the side with some force.

My lips parted helplessly. Something soft tickled the gap between my parted lips. I reached out with my free hand at the unfamiliar sensation, but Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t back down. The moment I grabbed his shoulder, his hot tongue pushed in softly.

“Hng…….”

He trapped me as if he would rummage through my entire mouth. It felt like all of me was being eaten, as if I was quenching a dry throat. My feverish breath and the moans that resonated from my throat were all eaten by Choi Tae-gyeom.

It felt like my mind was melting.

Choi Tae-gyeom had already let go of my chin, but I couldn’t close my lips. The sound of our tongues mixing wetly was excessively explicit.

“Hnnng…….”

It was just a kiss, but my toes curled up. The desire that had been building up for a long time was already slowly gathering in my lower body. When I unknowingly wrapped my arms around his neck, he pressed his lips together even more deeply.

I felt pheromones. From the hot, mixing breaths, and from the messily tangled saliva. Sweet pheromones were constantly pouring out. It was exactly the sensation I wanted. The thirst that had never been quenched in the past four days, and Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromones.

I sucked on his tongue and caressed Choi Tae-gyeom’s ear. The problem was that as soon as I moved, Choi Tae-gyeom took his lips away.

“Haa, you…….”

“……Why?”

The pheromones wouldn’t calm down. It was going so well, but I resented him for cutting it off. I pulled Choi Tae-gyeom closer with my free hand and kissed him. Through my blurry vision, I could see Choi Tae-gyeom’s face, which was flushed red.

“Come here.”

My wrist that was being held was tingling. My lower body, which was fully erect, was now at its limit. As if urging him, I buried my nose in his neck and wriggled my hips, rubbing my lower body. But the pants that were hanging around my knees were very uncomfortable, and I ended up making a groaning sound and bursting into a plea.

“I want to do it.”

Thud, Choi Tae-gyeom’s movements stopped. I took a ragged breath and demanded in a desperate voice.

“Let’s do it.”

I felt like I was going crazy with impatience. I was dying of urgency, but Choi Tae-gyeom kept acting like he was missing something. I poured out pheromones in an effort to somehow get my hands on this handsome guy, but the effect was minimal.

“Hurry…….”

“……You.”

Haa, hot breath was sprinkled. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had suddenly hardened his expression, jumped up. Before I could grab him, he grabbed both of my wrists and fixed his arms above my head.

“…….”

In an instant, I lost all freedom in both hands. It wasn’t like I was trying to do something bad, I was just grabbing a guy who was trying to get away. It wasn’t like I was groping or touching strange places.

“Why are you doing this…….”

Hnnng, a feeling of injustice welled up. If he was going to be like this, he shouldn’t have brought me home. He said he liked me, and he felt my pheromones and even kissed me. Why wouldn’t he do anything to me, even though he came up to the bed with me?

“Let go of this…….”

“Lee Yoon-woo.”

His low, sunken voice was scary. When I opened my eyes, I saw a cold, hardened face. His face was flushed and his lips were glossy, but the gaze he was directing at me was filled with more anger than ever before.

“You.”

I felt breathless. The pheromones that he wouldn’t give me even though I had asked for them so much were surging fiercely. It was my arm that was being held, but I thought my heart might have been caught.

“Have you ever slept with an Alpha?”

The question popped out as if it was being chewed. I was briefly dumbfounded by the voice that cut through the heavy air. After putting on such a serious face and even stopping the good deed. All he could say was, what?

“……Hey.”

It felt like my anger was flaring up. When I forcibly released the arm that was being held by him, Choi Tae-gyeom flinched and let me go. Haa, a stuffy breath caught in my chest.

“If I was, would I be here with you?”

I had lived as a Beta for five years. I took suppressants regularly and even smoked cigarettes. I was an Omega, but I had been to the army, and I had never experienced a proper heat cycle. So how could I sleep with another Alpha?

“If you understand, hurry…….”

I didn’t even have a chance to urge him on. The moment I raised my head and met his gaze, pheromones poured out.

“Ugh……!”

Thud, my upper body shook. My stomach felt twisted by the sudden pheromones. It wasn’t that I felt repulsed. It was simply that I felt so good, that I couldn’t bear the surging desire.

I felt the thick pheromones all over my skin and through my breath. It was an enormous amount that was suffocating. My body, which was burning with heat, was filled with heat in the blink of an eye.

“Ah……. Sorry.”

Choi Tae-gyeom reined in his pheromones with a short apology. Then, he gave me a short kiss as if to soothe me. The pheromones that rushed in slowly calmed my feverish body.

“Haaah, hoo…….”

My heart was beating as if it would burst. Thump, thump, all the blood in my body rushed downwards in time with my heartbeat. In the midst of all this, I felt Choi Tae-gyeom, who had climbed on top of me as if to cover me, bury his face in my neck.

He supported my sides with his arms and took a deep breath. The pheromones that overflowed filled the empty space as much as Choi Tae-gyeom had taken away. The pheromones that intertwined wetly seemed to melt my mind.

“Lift your arms.”

His growling voice commanded. When I lifted my arms without complaint, Choi Tae-gyeom took off my top as if he was handling a child. The easily removed T-shirt was thrown carelessly under the bed.

“……Hoo.”

A slightly cool hand touched my upper body. The hand that had been tracing my chest like a feather scratched the protruding nipple.

“Hnnng……!”

When I unknowingly grabbed Choi Tae-gyeom’s wrist, he kissed me near my chin as if to soothe me.

“You can’t back out now.”

“…….”

Far from backing out, I had no intention of telling him to go slowly. My body had already been desperately wanting his touch for a long time.

The guy who noticed my unspoken consent caressed my chest as if he was praising me. The lips that had been lingering on my cheeks had already moved to my ear. He gave me a light kiss and gently bit my earlobe.

“Ah……!”

It was just my ear, but it felt strange. It was tingling and ticklish. I shrugged my shoulders and turned my head in the opposite direction, but it seemed to have made it easier for him to move. He pressed his lips down along my neck.

“Hnnng……, it’s ticklish…….”

My shoulders shook every time his soft lips touched me. It goes without saying that my legs were twisting. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had been moving, nibbling from below my ear to my neck and down to the hollow below, bit the nipple he had pinched earlier.

“Ah……!”

I reflexively grabbed Choi Tae-gyeom’s hair. I had said let’s have sex, but I had never said to bite my chest. I glared at him with that injustice, but he didn’t care at all and licked the part he had bitten. His hot tongue traced the aching area.

“……Lee Yoon-woo, you’re hot.”

“Of course…….”

I could feel the heat every time I breathed. Of course, it would be hot for Choi Tae-gyeom. So that’s why his touch felt cool to me.

“Lift your hips.”

Choi Tae-gyeom took off the pants that were half-hanging and put his fingers on my underwear. The underwear, which was wet in the front and back, went down weakly with just two fingers. My fully erect member was exposed to the cool air.

“Why only me……”

In the blink of an eye, I was stark naked, not a single thread on my body. In contrast, Choi Tae-gyeom was neatly dressed, except for being slightly disheveled. Embarrassed, I reached for the crumpled blanket in the corner, but Choi Tae-gyeom stopped my hand.

“The one who’s desperate should undress first.”

It was quite logical. Yes, I was more desperate than you. So, you’re taking off your clothes now, right? As I thought that and reached out, my genitals were grabbed before my hand could even touch him.

“……!”

My body recoiled sharply. It felt different from when I played with myself. The area that had never been touched by another’s hand was being played with in Choi Tae-gyeom’s hand, dripping with an unidentifiable liquid.

“Ah……!”

“Did you masturbate a lot?”

I covered my mouth with both hands. I shook my head, meaning ‘don’t ask that,’ but Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t even pretend to notice. The sensation of him holding the shaft with one hand and rubbing the glans with his thumb was excessively vivid.

“……Wait….”

“It’s okay.”

No, I’m not okay.

The bastard who gently rubbed the shaft spread my thighs with his other hand. As I followed him and raised my knees, Choi Tae-gyeom stared silently at my genitals. What are you doing? Before I could even ask, something unbelievable happened.

“……!”

No sound came out. My pupils dilated, and my lower body stiffened. What I saw with my wide eyes were Choi Tae-gyeom’s lowered eyelashes and something caught between his red lips.

It was an excessively lewd scene. ‘The’ Choi Tae-gyeom was burying his face between my legs. His long eyelashes that seemed to cast a shadow, his red lips as if stained with flower petals. Everything was so stimulating it felt like my heart would burst.

“Hng……!”

It wasn’t just the visual stimulation that was the problem. He bit my genitals without any hesitation and nonchalantly rubbed the glans with his tongue. The sensation of sucking on my genitals made my lower back spasm in small twitches.

“……Huu.”

The feeling of ejaculation washed over me. I hadn’t even moved my head a few times, but my genitals, which had been holding back ejaculation since earlier, reacted. I squeezed my legs together, meaning for him to move away, but Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t budge. He simply stirred the tip of my glans with the tip of his tongue and raised his gaze.

“…….”

Our eyes met, my lower abdomen tensed, and my genitals stiffened.

I’m screwed, I thought, but it was too late. I grabbed the back of his head and reached a climax that made my toes curl.

“……Haa….”

Twitch, my lower abdomen trembled. My toes were cramping. It was incomparable to any ejaculation I had ever experienced. While my thighs trembled, Choi Tae-gyeom silently received the Love nectar I had released.

“You, that…….”

Spit it out quickly. The rest of the words didn’t come out. Choi Tae-gyeom raised his upper body while keeping his gaze fixed on me. His red lips glistened with an unidentifiable liquid.

“…….”

Could it be? I thought. No way, it can’t be. I tried to deny it, but it was no use. Gulp, Choi Tae-gyeom moved his Adam’s apple and opened his mouth, caressing his lower lip.

“It’s very thin.”

My mouth dropped open. I was so flustered that my thoughts momentarily stopped. The scene I had just witnessed replayed in my head.

So, he swallowed it?

“Crazy.”

A curse word slipped out. Why the hell would he swallow that? Not only did he swallow it, but he even gave a review, saying it was ‘thin.’

“I might go crazy.”

Choi Tae-gyeom, unfazed, pressed down on my shoulder. Thud, as my body fell onto the bed, our lips met again. They were definitely the lips that had been sucking on my genitals just a moment ago, but instead of revulsion, I felt his pheromone first. The pheromone mixed in his breath flooded my mouth.

“Eueung…….”

A groan escaped. My genitals, which had just ejaculated, began to rise again. Choi Tae-gyeom soothed me and placed one of my legs on his shoulder. My body curled up, and his long fingers groped and dug into the inside of my thigh.

There was no room to push him away. No, it was more accurate to say that I had no intention of pushing him away. Love nectar was already flowing from the area I had never even touched myself. It was a place that had been wet every day throughout my heat cycle.

“Lee Yoon-woo, you really…….”

Choi Tae-gyeom muttered, tracing the wet entrance. Every time he spoke, his lips brushed lightly against mine.

“Are an Omega…….”

Why is he saying this now? He felt my Omega pheromone from the moment we met in the club room. He even drank my pheromone and received it with his mouth.

Suddenly, did he lose interest after seeing my wet entrance?

“…….”

I was scared for a moment. I thought that Choi Tae-gyeom might abandon me and leave at any moment. That it wouldn’t work out, that he couldn’t be with an Omega. He would say that and give me a cold look.

“……You definitely.”

Just imagining it made my chest ache. It felt like the heat was washing away as if cold water had been poured on me. I put my arms around Choi Tae-gyeom’s neck and opened my lips, which wouldn’t fall.

“Said it wasn’t thin.”

Choi Tae-gyeom lowered his eyes as if wondering what I was talking about. His long eyelashes were as beautiful as a painting. He chuckled and rubbed his lips against my cheek.

“Who’s talking about what they should be saying…….”

In a fleeting moment, an indescribable emotion flashed across Choi Tae-gyeom’s eyes. It wasn’t the lust he had been showing, nor was it the disgust towards Omegas. It was a more complex and primal emotion, hidden deep within.

“Choi Tae-gyeom, you.”

But before I could point that out, Choi Tae-gyeom’s fingers pushed into the wet crevice. His fingers, which had dug into the entrance, groped the inside of my inner wall and slowly expanded their territory. My lips reflexively clamped shut.

“…….”

It felt strange. It felt ticklish, and it also felt tight. My lower abdomen tensed, and my back tightened.

Choi Tae-gyeom glanced at me and slowly released his pheromone. I felt a hot heat from where he touched me.

“Haa…….”

It was a pheromone so gentle that all the tension in my body was relieved. Soft, sweet, and as cozy as if covered in clouds. As I hugged his neck and slumped my body, Choi Tae-gyeom spun his finger around.

“You’re so wet.”

“Eue…….”

“Really…… Like an Omega.”

My mind was hazy. It was a little more than being tipsy after drinking about five bottles of soju. Of course, there was no way I could understand what Choi Tae-gyeom was saying.

“Quickly…….”

I want to.

“Do it quickly…….”

I want him to touch me and mess me up.

Instinctively, I tightened the hole that was holding his finger. I raised my legs, which had been sprawled on the bed, and rubbed my nose all over his neck. I smelled a fragrant scent from his cool nape, and it filled my stomach along with the dense pheromone.

“I’m going crazy.”

Choi Tae-gyeom, who let out a short sigh, moved his finger. The pheromone that had been pouring out towards me was also in a much thicker state. Squeak, squeak, the finger that had been messing around inside touched a deep part of my inner wall at some point.

“Haaht!”

My vision turned upside down. My lower abdomen tingled as if sparks were flying. Bang, pheromones burst out, and strength entered the arms that were hugging him.

“…Huu…….”

It was a feeling I had never experienced before. I had never felt this way even once. My inner walls reacted twitching even though I didn’t intend to.

“Do you like it here?”

Choi Tae-gyeom asked, pressing down on the area he had stimulated a moment ago. At the same time, my head snapped back. The inside of my thighs was a mess, twitching.

“Ah, ah, huu…….”

The sound of squelching was lewd. I couldn’t believe that I had felt such intense pleasure from just one finger. Every time his deeply inserted finger rubbed the inside of my inner wall, my butt tensed up.

The thick finger increased from one to two. It was definitely a beautiful hand, but why was it so long and thick? As I rubbed my forehead against his shoulder and panted, Choi Tae-gyeom muttered in an excited voice.

“How am I supposed to put mine in when it’s so tight?”

“Haaht……!”

The finger that had dug into the inside spread the entrance from side to side. The tightly spread hole twitched and tightened. He moved his fingers a few times and then called my name in a low voice.

“Lee Yoon-woo.”

“……Huu, I like it…….”

“Lee Yoon-woo.”

When I didn’t answer, Choi Tae-gyeom bit my ear hard. Reason returned for a very brief moment due to the physiological pain. Why, why are you calling me? I glared at him with such injustice, but a random word popped out of his mouth.

“Condom.”

“……What, did you say?”

My pheromone-intoxicated brain refused to think. Condom? So what about it. When I asked back with that meaning, Choi Tae-gyeom sighed softly.

“You’re an Omega, right?”

“…….”

“I’m an Alpha.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s fingers were still messing around down there. Squelching, rubbing the inside, and spinning around. It wasn’t as pleasurable as before, but it was tantalizing enough to make my toes curl.

“If there’s no condom…….”

“I can’t get pregnant.”

The answer came out immediately. My head was spinning faster than ever at the thought that I might not be able to do it after coming this far.

“I’m recessive, so I can’t get pregnant.”

Because I was so recessive, the possibility of pregnancy was close to zero. Even the doctor I met at the hospital said, ‘You’re recessive, so you probably won’t get pregnant.’ There was no problem having sex even without a condom.

“So just do it.”

I grabbed his hair as if urging him. Choi Tae-gyeom, who frowned slightly, slowly pulled out his finger. Then he raised his body, and now that I saw it, he was still fully dressed. Through my feverish vision, I saw him unbuckling his belt.

I didn’t even have time to check out his genitals. What size they were, what shape they were, how they had changed since I was young. Choi Tae-gyeom had touched mine and even put them in his mouth, but he didn’t give me time to observe him and quickly lifted my legs.

“Relax.”

A low voice warned. I could tell that Choi Tae-gyeom was also very excited just by hearing his voice. Thud, the tip of his glans touched my entrance.

Finally, it’s happening. That’s what I thought at that moment.

“Heok……!”

The hole was spread tightly. I had loosened it up so much, and it was even so wet that it was overflowing, but it was still too much. Even considering that the part being inserted now was the thickest part, this didn’t make sense.

“Haa, wait, euek……!”

“You have to relax, Yoon-woo.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s voice cracked. He had already been holding back for a long time, and his voice was full of suppressed desire. I grabbed his arm and shook my head. It wasn’t a matter of relaxing, it felt like I was forcibly shoving something that shouldn’t be going in.

“It hurts, heuk, it hurts…….”

Physiological tears flowed out. Choi Tae-gyeom soothed me, who was whining and clinging to him, and kissed me softly. A thick pheromone overflowed through the parted lips.

“Eueung…….”

It felt like all the strength was draining from my body. Whether it was because of the magic in the pheromone, the desire that had been hidden deep inside was erupting wildly. The pheromone that had entered deep inside rippled and stimulated my pheromone, and the desire that had already flooded once burst out again like a flood.

Thud, a thick penis entered. Fortunately, it didn’t feel like it was tearing like before. It was a little tight, but even that momentary pain was erased by Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromone. The slowly pushed in penis was deeply inserted as if being sucked in at some point.

“Haaheue…….”

It felt like the inside was completely filled. My lower abdomen spasmed, and it felt like my body wasn’t my own. Maybe if it wasn’t for Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromone, it would have been impossible to accept him all the way. Now I regretted not being able to see that huge thing with my own eyes.

“……Haa.”

Choi Tae-gyeom let out a short breath. His furrowed eyes slowly observed me. From my eyes to my nose, from my nose to my lips, and then back to my eyes. After looking at my face for a long time, he bit his lower lip and closed and opened his eyes tightly.

“It’s, all the way in.”

“Eue, heuk…….”

I pulled Choi Tae-gyeom in, meaning for him to hug me. He obediently lowered his upper body and gently stroked my hair. He moved the sweat-soaked hair and gently caressed the area around my cheek. There was so much affection in that touch that my chest swelled up.

“Does it hurt?”

A gentle voice asked. The surroundings were still full of Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromone. Even if I, a recessive Omega, went into heat, it seemed that I was no match for him, a Dominant Alpha.

“No…….”

Now, more than pain, my whole body was hot. The mind that had returned for a moment was also turning into a mess. Choi Tae-gyeom let out a troubled laugh as if he felt the reason disappearing from my eyes.

“What are you trying to do, really…….”

My head was already blank. Only one thing, the unresolved lust, was seething in my stomach. So, when I groaned, Choi Tae-gyeom muttered in a small voice. It was a word similar to ‘I’m sorry,’ but I had no idea why he was apologizing.

“……Eueung.”

I wish he would move……. As soon as I thought that, his penis was pulled out. It took a long time to pull out because it had come in so much at some point. While my lower part trembled, he pulled out his penis halfway and let out a short breath.

And then, thud, my lower part was pierced without warning.

“Aheuk!”

My back arched. My inner walls spasmed wildly at the sudden insertion. I wondered if something had happened to my lower part. The stimulation was so strong that I thought that. Choi Tae-gyeom was also gritting his teeth and groaning softly.

“Try to……, relax.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s words didn’t reach my reason. From the beginning of the act, the time it took for reason to return was extremely short. All that filled my head was the thought that my tightly spread lower part was too much. But I still wanted him to move. The thought that Choi Tae-gyeom’s pheromone was very appetizing.

“You’ll get hurt if you do this.”

Choi Tae-gyeom said with gritted teeth. His breath contained the lust that he couldn’t hold back, but he still seemed to be holding on with the power of reason. Slowly, the penis that had been pulled back was inserted deeply once again.

“Heuek……!”

With a thud, my vision went white. My tongue tingled as if electricity was running through it. As I curled up, hugging him, Choi Tae-gyeom kissed me a little impatiently. The tongue that was messing around in my mouth was losing its restraint, unlike before.

“Heu, eung, heuk!”

Choi Tae-gyeom stirred the inside while mixing his tongue. Every time the thick glans pushed in, my body heaved upwards. He fixed my thighs firmly and turned his head, releasing his pheromone.

It felt like my whole body was melting. It was on a different level from what he had been unconsciously releasing until now. The pheromone with a clear purpose poured out to make me horny, blatantly, through my mouth, through my breath, and through my skin.

“Heoeok, huu… Ah…….”

Lust rose like crazy. Even though I was hugging him with my lower part pierced, it wasn’t enough. I wrapped my legs around Choi Tae-gyeom’s waist and slowly moved my butt. I knew that my bottom was getting wet without having to check.

“Quickly…….”

My inner walls tightened. It was almost an instinctive movement. Choi Tae-gyeom, who stopped moving at that, grabbed my thighs as if they would burst.

“Heuek!”

Thud! A thick shaft pushed in all the way to the root. The violent insertion was like a signal flare announcing the start of the act. Heoeok, when I took a breath and met his gaze, I saw Choi Tae-gyeom’s eyes covered in passion.

“Ah, heuk, wait, no…… Hik!”

The hesitation from before was gone. Choi Tae-gyeom grabbed me tightly and started inserting roughly. Thud, thud, every time my lower part was pierced, my vision turned white.

“Heeung, ah, euek, ah……!”

I felt scared. Every time Choi Tae-gyeom pushed in, it felt like my whole body was being split in half. Thanks to the pheromone, or maybe because of the heat cycle, the unfamiliar act returned with a pleasure that made my mind numb.

“You, heuk, too… Euek, heeung!”

I frantically grabbed his shoulders and back. The clothes Choi Tae-gyeom was wearing were caught messily in my fingertips. Unlike me, who was naked without a single thread, Choi Tae-gyeom had only unbuckled his belt. His pants were caught on my legs wrapped around his waist.

“Haa…….”

Choi Tae-gyeom bit my nape as if he was going crazy, then sucked on the bitten area. I felt a sharp pain on my tender skin. His cock, pushing in, pressed down exactly on the spot where I felt it.

“Ah, eugh!”

My strength went into the back of my neck, and I pulled on Choi Tae-gyeom’s clothes as if I would tear them. As I curled my toes and tilted my head back, he moved his lips to my chest and whispered.

“Do you like it here?”

“Heu, ungh… Heuk!”

Choi Tae-gyeom stabbed the spot where I felt it with an almost obsessive persistence. He would push his half-withdrawn cock all the way in, or he would thrust it up while deeply embedded. In the meantime, he licked around my chest and nibbled on my protruding nipples.

“Heueu, ha, don’t, don’t do that…”

The sensation was strange. It was a part of my body that I didn’t even know existed normally, but every time he bit it, a tingling pleasure spread. I grabbed his hair with a hand that had no strength, but Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t stop. The sensation of his tongue rubbing against the bumps made my lower body tense up as well.

“Eut…”

A suppressed groan burst from his mouth. He scratched the opposite nipple with his fingernails and grabbed my buttocks with his other hand. The flesh he gripped tightly even felt like pleasure before I knew it.

“Ah, ah, heu, heuk…!”

The Love nectar from below made a squelching, lewd sound. Every time he thrust in, the slippery sensation was vivid.

“You’re so, so hot…”

“Heuk, I don’t, know, ah ah…!”

Pheromones poured out in bursts. My already labored breathing was now panting as if I was about to pass out. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had kissed the corner of my mouth, released the legs he was holding and raised his upper body.

He must have found the clothes he was wearing cumbersome as well. He crossed his arms in an X shape to take off his top and tossed the garment aside carelessly. Through my blurred vision, I could see his well-sculpted upper body.

“Haa, ha…”

His face was pretty, how could his body be so good too? Rather than being bulky, it was beautifully shaped, and his well-defined abs were so tight that I wanted to touch them. Droplets of sweat trickled down, passing my nape and falling to the edge of my chest.

“Tell me if it hurts.”

Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t give me time to leisurely admire him. He grabbed both my legs, put them on his shoulders, and pushed his cock in. His cock, inserted deeper than ever before, was very hard.

“Eu, heueung, heuk!”

I hugged his head and squeezed my thighs. I could see my legs dangling and shaking on his shoulders. I didn’t feel any pain in my rounded waist, or any stiffness in my thighs. Intoxicated by the pheromones that poured out like waves, and captivated by the pleasure he gave me, my mind melted away.

“Too, too deep, heuk…!”

Thud, my whole body shook. From a long time ago, an unidentifiable liquid was flowing from his erect cock. It was closer to leaking than ejaculation.

“Haa, Yoon-woo-ya.”

“Please, heuk, ha…!”

I felt like I was going crazy. I thought I might just go crazy like this. Every time my lower body was pierced, pleasure rushed in, and I felt like my body would break down.

“Say my name.”

Choi Tae-gyeom demanded as he deeply interlocked his lips with mine. His cock, inserted to the root, gently touched my inner walls. The glans, which had been stimulating the inside, was now wriggling and tickling the inside.

“I, I don’t like that…”

Tears welled up in my eyes. The feeling was different from the onslaught earlier. The sensation of accumulating little by little was so awkward that I was so embarrassed that my whole body turned red.

“Do it quickly, I don’t like it…”

“Yoon-woo-ya. Lee Yoon-woo.”

He made a gentle voice and licked away the tears that had formed in my eyes. When I fluttered my eyelids, I could see his already consumed pupils. Cruelly, Choi Tae-gyeom had even cut off the pheromones that had been raging.

“You have to say my name when you ask.”

“Heueuk…, you, you…”

My lower body twitched. My body, which had already learned the pleasure that Choi Tae-gyeom gave, couldn’t even endure the brief gap. It was no use spraying pheromones like crazy and tightening his cock. Choi Tae-gyeom was so excited that his eyes were red, but he stubbornly insisted to the end.

“Tae-gyeom, heuk…, Choi Tae-gyeom…”

“……”

“Please, Tae-gyeom-ah, heuk…”

Tears streamed down. It was at that moment that the focus in his eyes went out. I could feel his thick cock swelling from deep inside.

“Heoeok…!”

The inside was tightly compressed. From the tip of the glans to the root, his cock became taut and large. As I gasped for breath with my mouth open, Choi Tae-gyeom released the pheromones he had been holding back.

“Heoeok, heok…!”

It was a cock that was already tight just by inserting it. I couldn’t see it, but it was definitely much larger than the normal size, and it was pressing on my prostate just by moving it a little.

“It hurts, it hurts, Tae-gyeom-ah, heuk, it hurts…!”

But once it started to swell, my mind went blank. My body might break down, I was overwhelmed with pleasure to the point where I thought that. I instinctively tried to pull my waist back, but it didn’t work as if the inside was being held.

“…Heu, aak!”

It was then that Choi Tae-gyeom began to move. It hurt as if I was being torn apart even when he was still, but as he began to pull out, it felt like my inner walls were being scraped all over. The problem was that my body was accepting even that pain as pleasure.

“Heu, heueuk, it hurts…”

“Too… tight.”

Thwack! His large cock pushed in. His fully swollen glans roughly rubbed against the inside of my inner walls. Choi Tae-gyeom ate all the tears that streamed down. He slowly pulled out his cock and quietly watched me.

“Heueueung…”

The sensation of my inner walls being pulled out slowly was vivid. It hurt, it definitely hurt like hell, but even so, I felt regret. When I unknowingly wiggled my waist, Choi Tae-gyeom let out a short breath.

And thud.

“Haeueuk!”

My waist twisted. I pushed his shoulders away, but his solid body didn’t budge even a little. Once again, he pulled my waist back and pierced the inside faster than before.

“…Ah, ah, aheueuk!”

A pleasure like a hammer blow struck the top of my head. My whole body reacted like a fish pierced by a harpoon. My toes stretched out, and the blood vessels in my neck stood out.

“Eut…”

Something hot spread from the inside. My own cock, which had been rubbed near my navel, was also dripping with a thin liquid. My heart tingled as if it was electrified by the tingling sensation.

“Heoeok, heoeok…”

The sound of my heart beating was loud. Thump, thump. Choi Tae-gyeom’s ejaculation showed no signs of stopping. Even if I was recessive, I was afraid that I might get pregnant at this rate. Every time the liquid he ejaculated filled the inside, my inner walls twitched and tightened around his thick shaft.

“……Ha.”

Choi Tae-gyeom lowered my legs and hugged me as if he would crush me. I could feel a similar throbbing from his chest, which was touching mine. His body, which had been cool before, was now burning hot.

“Lee Yoon-woo…”

The wildly raging Omega pheromones gradually subsided. My stomach was still cramping and my thighs were pulling, but the pheromones that couldn’t be controlled were fading. Maybe it was because I had fully consumed the Alpha pheromones I had been craving.

“……Haa.”

I felt satisfied. If this was sex, it was worth doing without holding back. It was when I was about to hug him back with that thought.

“Yoon-woo-ya.”

His cock, which had remained inside, began to swell again. As if it had never subsided from the beginning, his thick cock filled my inner walls.

“Wait, you…”

I didn’t even have time to say anything. Choi Tae-gyeom rubbed his waist as if he was impatient, making his Adam’s apple bob. Then he bit my nape and whispered.

“I want to do it…”

It was a voice that had lost its reason. I couldn’t hide my embarrassment and grabbed him. When I put my hand on his solid shoulder and pushed him away slightly, he raised his head, his eyes dazed as he sucked on my nape. The gaze directed at me was vaguely unfocused.

I swallowed hard. The afterglow of the pleasure I had felt a little while ago was still gently enveloping my whole body. But Choi Tae-gyeom was looking at me with lustful eyes as if he had never done such a thing.

“We just…”

We did it. The rest of the words disappeared beyond my throat. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had contorted his face, devoured my lips in a hurry. Dense pheromones surged through the touching lips.

“Heueup…!”

I helplessly accepted the pheromones. His cock, inserted inside, wriggled and revealed its presence. I twitched and tried to turn my head, but my face was held in place along with my thoughts. He grabbed my chin tightly and mixed his tongue with mine in a sticky way.

“Eueung…”

The inside of my throat vibrated. The pheromones that overflowed openly dragged out the Omega pheromones that were about to subside. My heat cycle had definitely ended with the ejaculation earlier, but it was because of the Alpha pheromones that were full of coercion.

He sucked on my tongue and bit it. Then he slowly began to move his waist. His gently moving cock lightly touched my inner walls.

“Heu, ungh, wait, just wait…!”

I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him in with all my might. He frowned and looked down at me, but I still couldn’t find any reason in his eyes.

I knew that I was the one who started it first. I grabbed him when he said he wouldn’t do it, poured out pheromones, and whined for him to hug me. I was dumbfounded that my mind had cleared up as if my heat cycle had never come, but the important problem was something else.

“…I’m tired.”

I couldn’t put strength into my lower body. My inner walls twitched and tightened around him, but that was beyond my control. My inner thighs were cramping, and I might have trouble walking if this continued.

“…Tired?”

Choi Tae-gyeom asked back as if he was lacking something. He was asking if I was tired, but looking at his expression, it seemed like he didn’t understand what I was saying at all. He gently stroked my hair and carefully kissed my forehead and eyes.

“You should rest if you’re tired.”

With those words, he obediently pulled out his cock. Because he lifted my lower body slightly, I could clearly see the scene of him pulling out. At that, I unknowingly gasped.

“……”

I was putting that inside me just now?

Choi Tae-gyeom’s cock was thicker and longer than I had imagined. Even though it was so wet, my inner walls followed him as he pulled out. Was it because he wasn’t soft, the shape of his bulging veins was incomparable to when he was young.

“……”

I felt like I was going to hiccup. The way he narrowed his brows and grabbed his shaft made my heart flutter. As his shaft slowly pulled out, my lower abdomen cramped slightly.

Then, when the thickest glans pulled out, I unknowingly tightened my hole. It was because I was very sorry to see him pull out. Was it because he pulled out from the sticky inside, a long string of Love nectar stretched out at the end of his glans.

“Hiccup.”

In the end, a hiccup popped out. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had been looking at my lower body with a persistent gaze, glanced at me. What he was probably looking at was my wet, throbbing entrance. When I put strength into my lower body, the semen that Choi Tae-gyeom had ejaculated flowed down.

“Because you said you were tired…”

Choi Tae-gyeom spoke slowly and lowered his eyes. Then, as if he was handling a child, he flipped my body over. I was instantly in a position where I was lying face down on the bed, and I was restrained by Choi Tae-gyeom before I could say anything.

“I’ll do it myself.”

“……What?”

“You stay face down.”

I couldn’t even raise my upper body. I couldn’t push him away or lie down straight again. Choi Tae-gyeom effortlessly lifted my pelvis, and as soon as I raised my buttocks, he pushed his cock in at once.

“Eoeuk…!”

It was a completely unexpected flow. Choi Tae-gyeom held me tightly as I helplessly collapsed. Thanks to that, I was able to avoid falling in a pathetic way, but the fact that my lower body was pierced didn’t change.

“What is this…”

I couldn’t figure out the situation. While I was panting with my face buried in the pillow, Choi Tae-gyeom hugged my body tightly. He rubbed my chest with one hand and my lower body with the other, then grabbed my cock.

“You’re hard too, Lee Yoon-woo.”

“Haeueu, eut…”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s thumb rubbed my glans. Because of the liquid I had been ejaculating all along, I felt a slippery sensation every time I moved my hand. He bit and sucked on my nape, pouring out as many pheromones as he could.

“Heueueung…!”

Choi Tae-gyeom slowly moved his waist. He deeply embedded himself and circled his waist, then twisted my nipples between his fingers. When I pulled my waist back at the tingling sensation, his thick glans dug in a little deeper.

“Heut!”

Crash, my posture collapsed. This time, Choi Tae-gyeom also collapsed his body on top of me. He grabbed my waist and pulled his cock back.

“Stay comfortable.”

“There’s no way that can… Aheuk!”

Thud, the deepest part of the inside was pierced. Was it because of the different position, or because there was no place to escape? A tingling pleasure rushed in with a slight fear.

“Ha.”

Choi Tae-gyeom pressed down on me and rubbed his face against my nape. Even so, he didn’t stop moving his waist. He raised the speed to the point where he seemed a little impatient and grabbed my wrist tightly.

“Hic, ah, wai…, aheuk, heuk!”

Both hands were tied up. I shook my head while grabbing the sheets, but Choi Tae-gyeom had no mercy. He grabbed my wrist so hard that it was hard to even move a little.

“Ah, please, heuek… Ah…!”

Pheromones rushed in every time I breathed. It was pheromones that had lost their reason, just like Choi Tae-gyeom now. Pheromones that had only one purpose: to seduce me.

“Eueung, heuk, you, heuek.”

Saliva dripped from the corner of my mouth. Tears that had welled up at some point were also flowing down. Every time he moved, an unbearably intense pleasure covered my whole body as if it would break me.

“I like it so much… Ha, Lee Yoon-woo…”

Choi Tae-gyeom was already out of his mind. When did he become so crazy? Somehow, I thought he had been holding back well all along. Could it be that the desire he had been holding back throughout the act had now exploded?

“Haeuk! I don’t, I don’t like it, ah… Please, heuek…!”

Like before, the end of his inserted cock swelled. My tightly opened inner walls screamed wildly. I bit my lip to try to endure the rushing pleasure, but even that was stopped by Choi Tae-gyeom. Choi Tae-gyeom, who had released my wrist, pushed his finger into the gap in my tightly closed lips.

“I told you you’d hurt your lips…”

“Aeueu…”

Not only that, but he grabbed my upper body and forcibly raised my body. My body, which was limp like water-soaked cotton, wasn’t heavy at all, and he easily raised my upper body without pulling out his cock. As I sat on top of him as Choi Tae-gyeom led me, his cock was inserted to the root.

“Ah…!”

It was a deeper insertion than ever before. Because of the weight, my stomach cramped all the way to the inside, which I hadn’t felt before. Choi Tae-gyeom, who was hugging me from behind, kissed my ear.

“Heu…”

Semen dripped from the end of his cock. I couldn’t even count how many times he had ejaculated now. Was the reason why I was tired because I ejaculated more often than Choi Tae-gyeom? Even if I made meaningless guesses, the stamina I had already lost wouldn’t come back.

“Ah, no, wai, ah…!”

It hadn’t been long since he had ejaculated, but Choi Tae-gyeom started to move. To be exact, he moved me. Every time he lifted and lowered my body, my weighted body was pierced by him on its own.

“Heu, euk, slo, slowly, aheut!”

“Hue…”

It was no use begging him to go slowly, that he was too fast. His cock, which was swollen to an excessive degree, was so overwhelming that it felt like it would tear my insides apart, but he seemed to not hear anything as he had already lost his reason.

“Heuk, scar, scary… Heuek…”

In the end, tears that I couldn’t hold back flowed down. My lower body hurt, but Choi Tae-gyeom didn’t stop, and I couldn’t even whine for him to hug me like before. If it only hurt, I would at least have some reason, but annoyingly, all that pain was converted into pleasure.

“You, heuk, you really…”

The pleasure I was feeling for the first time was too great for me to accept. I was out of my mind because of the heat cycle earlier, but now that I had come to my senses, I was suddenly scared. I wondered if something would happen to my body, if it was okay to like it this much. Was it okay to just let go of my mind to the pheromones?

Choi Tae-gyeom, having thrust his cock deep inside me, let out a panting breath. The arms holding me tightened with a powerful grip. His cock, which had been stimulating my inner walls, throbbed and ejaculated.

“…Lee Yoon-woo.”

Choi Tae-gyeom called my name in a voice that was endlessly sweet. So tenderly that I couldn’t understand why I hadn’t realized his feelings until now. So gently that it was hard to believe he was the same guy who had been driving me so hard.

“Yoon-woo-ya.”

I couldn’t answer. As soon as my mind cleared, I was overwhelmed with so many emotions that they all poured out as tears. Choi Tae-gyeom hugged me tightly as I burst into sobs.

“…I like you.”

He tenderly wiped away my tears and kissed me. As I turned my head and accepted Choi Tae-gyeom’s tongue, the pent-up sorrow seemed to melt away.

“I like you, Lee Yoon-woo.”

Choi Tae-gyeom’s eyes were filled with affection for me. I blinked, and the tears that had welled up streamed down my face. Only then did he kiss my cheek with a clearer gaze.

“Sorry.”

I didn’t want to make him feel sorry. I didn’t want an apology either. I was just a little sad. By this excessive pleasure, and by Choi Tae-gyeom, who had lost his reason.

“Don’t cry.”

Could there be any words that triggered tears more than “don’t cry”? I sobbed in his arms, and Choi Tae-gyeom just kept saying he was sorry and soothing me. I knew it would be better to stop crying, but once the tears started, they wouldn’t stop easily.

“I’m sorry.”

Choi Tae-gyeom comforted me like that for a long time. Until I stopped crying and put away my sorrow. And until the heat cycle, which I thought had stopped, started to unleash pheromones again.

That day, I don’t know how many times we had sex. We fucked like animals, and Choi Tae-gyeom maintained his reason throughout the act.

And at some point, I think I passed out.