By Zephyria 
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“Fuck.”
In truth, an answer wasn’t even necessary. Eun-won’s pheromones, flowing so uncontrollably every time he spoke, were already telling him. That Eun-won was in the same state as he was. But he wanted to hear the answer anyway, and Eun-won—who was very shy but knew how to be brave—gave him his answer. There was no longer any need or reason to hold back.
Gritting out the curse, Cha Se-jin stood up, grabbed Eun-won’s hand, and left the restaurant. He couldn’t remember how he made his way to the elevator, how he pressed the floor button, or even how he took out his card to open the door.
Sweat dampened their joined hands, and with the sound of the door opening, the slender human tether he had been barely clinging to vanished. Now that they were trapped in a place where it was just the two of them, there was nothing else to worry about.
Their lips locked before the door had even fully closed. Pressing Eun-won against the closing door, Cha Se-jin dove into his mouth, swallowing his breath without leaving a single gap. As their tongues tangled, the sound of the door clicking shut echoed behind Eun-won’s back.
“Hngh….”
Their breaths mingled through their locked lips. Pheromones poured out and mixed wildly, but it was different from a heat cycle. Back then, he had been consumed by pheromones to the point where his mind grew hazy and everything felt dreamy, but not now. The Cha Se-jin before his eyes, and the kiss they shared, were incredibly vivid.
A large hand cupped his cheek as their tongues entwined deeply. After rubbing affectionately, Cha Se-jin tilted his head further to delve deeper. Eun-won sucked on his tongue, pressed tight against Cha Se-jin, who was caressing his face and pulling his waist close to fuse their bodies together.
As Eun-won sucked on what was offered into his mouth with a wet, slurping sound, Cha Se-jin’s breathing grew rougher. Liking that reaction, Eun-won clumsily moved his tongue to rub against Cha Se-jin’s. Aroused by that cute assertiveness, Cha Se-jin swallowed Eun-won’s tongue all the way to the root, pulling it into his own mouth and sucking hard, creating lewd sounds.
“…Nngh… hng….”
“Haah…. Fuck….”
Noticing that Eun-won was struggling to breathe, Cha Se-jin pulled his lips away for a moment and buried his face in Eun-won’s shoulder, panting heavily. He felt like he was going crazy. Today was supposed to be the opportunity to teach him everything one by one, but it seemed that was out of the question today as well. He didn’t have the luxury. Turning his face from the shoulder, Cha Se-jin kissed Eun-won’s neck and ear obsessively and began to undo the buttons of Eun-won’s shirt, almost tearing them off.
“Come to think of it, if you don’t want this, tell me now. Right now.”
Pushing the shirt off Eun-won’s shoulders first, Cha Se-jin slid his hand under the thin t-shirt Eun-won wore underneath. He touched his waist and back before sliding his hand up to grip the nape of his neck, intertwining their tongues deeply once more. He loved the feeling of their tongues mashing and mixing flexibly. Despite telling him to speak, Cha Se-jin gave him no chance to do so as he undid Eun-won’s buckle and lowered the zipper. With just a slight push, the pants slid down to his ankles.
Perhaps finding the sudden cool air on his exposed legs unfamiliar, Eun-won’s legs instinctively closed, but Cha Se-jin’s hand dove between them. As the large hand stroked up the inside of his thigh, Eun-won’s waist flinched.
“Ah… hngh….”
Pulling his lips away, Cha Se-jin kissed Eun-won’s cheek again and moved to his ear, rolling his tongue. He bit the reddened tip of the ear gently, then used the pointed tip of his tongue to obsessively rub the outer rim of the ear, while his fingertips toyed with the underwear that was becoming soaked.
“…Nngh… ah… hah, ah, aaah….”
With the intense sensations of his ear and the area between his legs being touched simultaneously, Eun-won clung to Cha Se-jin, unable to even open his eyes properly. It was difficult to even stand on two legs without holding onto him. Wrapping one arm around Eun-won’s waist to pull him closer, Cha Se-jin rubbed the underwear, which grew hotter and wetter as lubrication surged with every stroke, before pushing the fabric aside and inserting a fingertip.
“Hnghh…!”
As the hot fingertip directly rubbed the perineum, Eun-won’s waist stiffened. Biting Eun-won’s earlobe with a low chuckle, Cha Se-jin slid his fingertip into the slippery hole. At the same time, the tip of his tongue entered Eun-won’s ear canal.
“Ah, nngh…. Too much, ngh…!”
“Does it hurt?”
It wasn’t because it hurt. It didn’t hurt at all; it felt too strange. Where Cha Se-jin’s tongue and fingers touched, it was ticklish, it felt good, and it was so hot that he felt like he was melting. He couldn’t explain in words what kind of feeling it was.
Every time he felt the finger slowly rubbing and entering him, and every time the tip of the tongue licked inside his ear, delivering breaths and laughter, he wanted to cry out loud and cling to him. The sensation of an impending orgasm, rushing in alongside the pleasure, was overwhelming.
“I don’t want to hurt you, so if it hurts, don’t hold back—tell me.”
The voice seeping into his ear was excessively tender. Trembling at that low voice, Eun-won felt as if he were truly about to collapse and hugged Cha Se-jin’s waist tightly.
“…I feel like… I’m going to fall….”
“What should we do if you keep losing your strength? Hold me tighter so you don’t fall.”
Though he would never actually let him fall, Cha Se-jin used the fear to make him cling tighter, smiling as he inserted another finger through the pushed-aside underwear.
“Ah… hngh, what do I do….”
Though the pheromones were flowing in a mess, Eun-won’s reaction was different. He wasn’t hazy or dreamy like before. While it was good when he clung to him, completely dissolved by hormones, it was also good that he clung to him while conscious and embarrassed. No, he thought he liked this better. How could he not love this beautiful boy, facing the situation vividly and collapsing from pleasure?
Two heat-filled fingers disappeared into Eun-won’s hole. Rubbing the wet inner walls and pushing in about one more joint, his fingertip caught something protruding amidst the soft walls. Cha Se-jin didn’t miss it, curving his finger like a hook and pressing down.
“Hngh, nnghh…!”
Eun-won’s waist jerked violently, and a moan burst out. Clinging to Cha Se-jin’s clothes, Eun-won felt irregular flashes of white light exploding before his eyes. Perhaps because it was a sensation he already knew, his body responded more readily. It felt as if his mind were burning white. He felt like he would die of embarrassment making such sounds, but he couldn’t hide them.
“Should I stop using my fingers and just use my cock instead?”
Whispering while chewing gently on Eun-won’s earlobe, Cha Se-jin didn’t withdraw his finger but pressed harder against the spot that was feeling the most pleasure. Overwhelmed by the sensation of orgasm, Eun-won buried his face in Cha Se-jin’s shoulder and shook his head.
“Hngh…. Director…. there, nngh, only there….”
“Yeah, I’ll only do it there.”
The finger slid out and then thrust back in, pressing hard against the protruding spot. Cha Se-jin then flicked his wrist, thrusting shortly and rapidly against it. Eun-won’s lubrication, soaking his hand and wrist, dripped onto the floor. Letting out a long moan, Eun-won released a burst of clear fluid instead of semen.
“Haah… hah, hng… aaah….”
“Did it feel so good that you peed?”
Cha Se-jin spoke playfully as he withdrew his hand from the inside and firmly hoisted up Eun-won, who was collapsing as if his legs had given out. The body touching him was trembling violently. Cha Se-jin picked Eun-won up in his arms. The arms wrapping around his neck, the face against his ear, the legs winding around his waist—not a single part of him wasn’t shaking. Loving how Eun-won had dissolved, captured by the pleasure he provided, Cha Se-jin showered his ear and hair with kisses as he headed toward the bed.
After laying Eun-won on the bed and climbing on top, Cha Se-jin knelt with Eun-won’s body between his legs and stood up to strip off his stifling jacket and shirt. Meanwhile, Eun-won kept his eyes closed and head turned to the side, sobbing. Tears streamed down the corners of his eyes, dripping onto the sheets.
Having undone his pant buckle, Cha Se-jin leaned down and gently turned Eun-won’s face toward him.
“…I’m sorry… for the mistake…. I didn’t… know that would happen suddenly….”
“A mistake?”
At the unexpected word, Cha Se-jin tilted his head and recalled the sequence of events. Remembering that Eun-won had released fluid that wasn’t semen, he let out an “Ah.” Recalling what he had said upon seeing it, he realized why Eun-won was crying. It seemed Eun-won truly believed he had made a mistake.
“What’s wrong with peeing a little?”
He meant it as a way to comfort him, but the sobbing only grew louder. It seemed Eun-won could endure anything else, but not that. With a small laugh, Cha Se-jin wiped Eun-won’s tear-soaked eyes and grabbed his thighs to spread his legs. Then, he leaned down and licked the tip of Eun-won’s member, which was wet with the released fluid and pre-cum. Startled by the sensation, Eun-won half-raised his upper body and tried to cover himself with his hand.
“Should I tell you it wasn’t a mistake, or not?”
Smiling as he sat back up, Cha Se-jin pulled down the front of his underwear, revealed his fully erect cock, and pressed it firmly against the lush hole. The glans tried to stretch and enter but failed, sliding instead to rub against the plump perineum.
“…It wasn’t?”
“Nope.”
“Really…? But it was… aren’t you just saying that because it’s not…?”
“Why would I? If it were true, I could make you cry even more by begging you to pee again. Why would I lie?”
Normally, one would find such an answer mischievous, but Eun-won nodded obediently as if convinced, looking relieved. With a smirk, Cha Se-jin aligned his even more erect member with the entrance and moved his hips.
“Hngh….”
His cock dove deep into the damp interior, soaked in lubrication. Groaning low at the feeling of being gripped and sucked in, Cha Se-jin lifted Eun-won’s t-shirt and rolled his tongue over the nipples that were erect even without being touched, pushing himself even deeper inside.
“Too, too… ah, nngh….”
As Cha Se-jin’s thick member filled him, Eun-won’s head tilted back. The sensation was too vivid and unfamiliar. It was different from the times he had clung to him, swept away by pheromones and heat, not knowing what he was saying or doing. Every sense was sharply defined.
Eun-won faced both the hardness of Cha Se-jin filling him and the obsessive way he hit the most sensitive spot with every movement of his hips. Every time his body shook from Cha Se-jin’s thrusts, every sensation in his body raced toward him.
He was too shy to look into his eyes, and too embarrassed that he had come this far wanting to do this while fully conscious… but still, it felt good. It was the feeling he had been thinking about all day. He loved this moment—where he could reach out and touch Cha Se-jin, and where he was completely filled with him.
“All day, ah… I wanted to do this. Work or whatever, fuck, I didn’t care… I couldn’t think of, nngh, anything else.”
“Ah, nngh! Haah, hng, nngh…!”
Every time Eun-won reached out to touch him, every time he tightened his legs around him, Cha Se-jin became more desperate. He felt like he was going crazy. Even though he had him, it wasn’t enough. He hoped Eun-won would never be able to leave from beneath him. Nothing else was visible; only Eun-won, dwelling within his pupils, existed. Nothing else was needed.
How could it be as good as the first time? Why doesn’t it get boring? Why am I in such a hurry? What do I have to do to possess him even more?
A heat he had never experienced before tore through his body again. It seemed he was in serious trouble.